#and it finally came to me like 10 min before i need to sleep lmao

[deus-ex-mona]

my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:

[faerune]

a kiss after treating a wound for vik x lux or a kiss on the forehead of one who is starting to fall asleep for daryl x tess? 😳

— a kiss on the forehead of one who is starting to fall asleep

pairing: daryl x tess warnings: tooth-rotting fluff but that's it

Daryl wasn’t surprised to find Tess curled on the couch waiting for him.

The lamp in the living room had been left on; the house was a warm, glowing beacon guiding him home through the dark streets of Alexandria.

It was common for him to find Tess waiting up; reading a book or taking care of the dishes before one of the others washed them in the morning. Daryl didn’t mention it. It wasn’t something that needed to be dwelled on because he too found that sleep evaded him when he hadn’t laid eyes on her.

Sometimes, he would wake in the middle of the night and watch the steady, slow rhythm of her breathing. Would gently tuck stray limbs back under blankets and place her forgotten book left haphazardly open on her stomach onto the bedside table. Then and only then would he be able to fall back asleep.

It wasn’t that they weren’t able to be without each other. Far from it. Their days often consisted of being away from each other, doing their own part in nurturing the community Alexandria was growing to be. It was a bit more painful when one of them ventured beyond the safe walls - out scavenging or trading with the other communities. Or often in Tess’ case attending to minor health problems of folks and checking in on livestock.

This time, Daryl had been the one away for a few days; escorting a caravan to Hilltop. It was mostly uneventful, only a handful of straggling walkers easily dispatched by a quiet knife or bolt. Just because an odd, unfamiliar quiet had settled over the area didn’t mean that they had grown sloppy or weak. Paranoia had simply been replaced by vigilance.

It certainly didn’t mean that they didn’t worry less when loved ones traversed beyond the safety of their walls.

What had surprised Daryl was that Tess was sound asleep. The position she had curled herself into was awkward and didn’t look very comfortable but it seemed like her long days had finally caught up with her. She was usually a light sleeper but even Daryl’s heavy booted footsteps nor the door opening and closing had stirred her.

A blanket was wrapped over her waist, her elbow resting on the arm of the couch to hold her head. No doubt if she slept like that for the rest of the night she’d get a crick in her neck from the awkward way it was positioned. Introduction to Emergency Medicine authored by a long slew of people with far too many letters attached to their names was hanging precariously by a thumb off the edge of her lap.

Daryl snuck over soundlessly and gently pulled it from her grasp, careful not to lose her page. He dog-eared the book and set it on the coffee table. His crossbow was set against the same table, forgotten as he tried to figure out how to gather Tess into his arms and carry her downstairs to bed. The thought of leaving her on the couch didn’t even cross his mind.

Daryl reached out and gently brushed his hand over Tess’ arm to stir her. She jumped slightly and blinked at him with bleary eyes. At the sight of him, a warm, sleepy smile danced across her face that soothed away the ache of guilt that burrowed in chest at her startle.

“Hey, what time is it?” she asked, sleep clearly still pulling at her eyelids. There was a little bit of dried drool on her cheek that she wiped off absently. Daryl had never loved someone more.

“Late. C’mon,” he told her, motioning for her to wrap her arms around his neck.

It was even more obvious how tired she was by the lack of protest. Instead, Tess looped her arms around his neck and heaved a heavy sigh against his neck as he slipped an arm under her knees and lifted her - blanket and all.

Daryl was glad for the silence of the house - their friends already asleep in their beds above them. It wasn’t that he wanted to hide his relationship with Tess but more so that he valued these small, private moments between them more than anything. The warmth of her body in his arms, the weight of her head against his shoulder as he carried her to the basement door and down the steps.

Tess was always very insistent on doing things herself, usually only taking Daryl’s small acts of service when taken by surprise. She was always grateful of course and Daryl was motivated each time but the sincerity of her smile and the way she looked at him. Soft, kind, loving, trusting. A look that made his heart well in his chest till he had to look away for fear of it bursting from fullness.

It made this more special. Daryl loved her for her independence, her bravery, her capabilities and that was why when she let him do this - take care of her - he knew the important weight of the act between them.

Daryl helped her wriggle out of her jeans, tossing them onto the floor where Tess would no doubt slip it into the hamper in the morning with the rest of their filthy clothes. For now, the warmth of the bed called to both of them. Daryl hadn’t realized how tired he was until Tess wriggled underneath the blankets and sheets of their bed and let out a happy sigh.

Satisfied, Daryl began to strip off his own clothes until he was just in his t-shirt and boxers.

Tess welcomed him into their bed with open, needy arms and when he settled next to her in the sheets she curled close to him. The two of them, side by side, facing each other in the dim moonlight. Tess’ eyes were already closed and she was already dozing off, sleep heavy in her voice.

“How did it go?” she mumbled, a lazy hand stroking over his bicep comfortingly. Not just for him but for herself as well. That he was here. Back. Safe.

“Fine,” he hummed, clearing his throat and shifting to get more comfortable. He laid a heavy arm over her waist atop the blankets. “Go to sleep.”

Tess let out a little half-hearted huff but fell silent for a moment.

In the darkness, her thumb rubbing a gentle arc against the skin of his shoulder she finally sighed, as if it was an afterthought too important to go unsaid, “I’m glad you’re home.”

Daryl felt like he was too big for his body. A corner of his mouth quirked up in the dark light of the room as Tess’ breathing settled into that steady breathing once more. He leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead.

He was glad too.

[cxsmicmyeon]

SURPRISE! , kms

kim minseok x fem! reader

IN WHICH minseok wants to spend his 31st birthday at home with his wife and cat but you have other plans that may or may not involve a surprise birthday party. (based on the second prompt from this post by @creativepromptsforwriting​)

genre: married/domestic & non-idol au! fluff, humor word count: 3.0k warnings: swearing, light sexual references/jokes, implied sexual content (it gets a tad spicy at times but nothing explicit), chaos, minseok’s butt being The Bomb Dot Com™ (sorry not sorry)

author’s note: happy birthday to my ray of sunshine, kim minseok! i love you so so much darling, i hope your day is filled with so much happiness and celebration. hope this lil piece can help y’all celebrate min’s 31st with me <3 it’s not the 26th yet where i live lmao but it is in korea so yeah! once again have a happy happy birthday minseok, i love you endlessly and forever. <33 MOODBOARD MADE BY ME. I DON’T OWN THE IMAGES, I ONLY OWN MY EDITING. feedback and notes are greatly appreciated <3

One day.

One day until Minseok’s birthday, and you were scrambling from bakery to bakery to try and get the perfect cake for him. There were flaws in every place you’ve been: too expensive, the designs were not creative enough, blah blah blah. You wanted his day to be as perfect as possible, and what would be the point of that if the cake was nothing but?

Everything else was all ready. You invited all of yours and his closest friends to your house the night of Minseok’s birthday for a surprise party. You planned on keeping Minseok out of the house for the entire day as your friends decorated the house. 

He didn’t want a party. He made that abundantly clear to you as soon as March began. He incessantly told you that all he wanted was a day off from teaching so he could spend the whole day with you and your cat. All he wanted was a nice and relaxing day with his wife. You understood, obviously. But you also wanted to go all out and throw a surprise birthday bash for your husband celebrating his thirty-first year on Earth. Baekhyun, Chanyeol and Jongdae’s incessant whining and begging for an excuse to have a party only aided in your need to have a party.

You ended up settling with a simple Carvel ice cream cake from the frozen section of the grocery store. You made a mental note to ask Yixing to write out “Happy Birthday Minseok” the next day as you left the store.

You came home to your husband holding a feather toy over your cat, Tan’s head. She pawed at the red feather, always at the cusp of grabbing it before Minseok moved the line away from her. He cooed at the animal, making soft kissing sounds as he continued to play with her.

Realizing that he may see the cake, you tucked the grocery bag under your shirt in an attempt to hide it from him, shivering at the cold contact the frozen treat made with your skin. The rustling of the plastic bag caused Minseok to look up at you. He gave you a gummy smile as you walked past him and Tan.

“Well hello to you too, honey. What’s under your shirt?” Minseok asked playfully, wiggling his eyebrows as he made eye contact with your chest. You realized that hiding the bag did not do much to hide the cake, as the shape of the large box combined with the plastic grocery bag greatly protruded from the fabric of your shirt. 

“Nothing, it’s for tomorrow. Don’t wanna ruin the surprise, hm?” you mused, blowing him an air kiss before retreating to your office. He "caught” your kiss with a smile before going back to playing with Tan.

You entered your office and placed the plastic bag onto your desk. You ran to lock the door before opening the bag and taking the cake out, sighing in relief that the cake did not get ruined. You bent down to your mini-fridge and opened the small door of the freezer compartment and placed the cake inside, glad that it could fit inside. After locking the fridge, you exited your office and made your way downstairs to spend time with your loving husband.

You awoke the next day curled up in Minseok’s arms. You cuddled closer to him before jolting upwards in realization. Today was finally the day! You bent down and began showering your sleeping husband with excited kisses, trailing a hand down his bicep. He let out a sleepy groan as he stirred, wrapping his strong arms around your figure.

“Aah, what’s gotten into you baby?” he asked, his voice hoarse from just waking up. 

“Happy birthday, Min!” you beamed, pecking him on the lips. He grinned tiredly as he kissed you on the lips.

“Mmmh, thank you honey.” You grinned as you kissed him again. This kiss lasted longer than the previous ones and slowly yet surely grew more heated. You moved yourself so you were straddling him, not breaking the kiss. He hummed against your lips as you slid your hand underneath his shirt, fingertips grazing his toned stomach. He groaned as his hands made their way down to your ass, squeezing harshly. You bit back a moan as you slowly slid his shirt up his chest, breaking the kiss to ogle at his abs.

“Babe... don’t we need to get ready?” Minseok groaned as you pulled the shirt over his head. You latched your lips onto his neck and softly bit down, eliciting a raspy moan from your husband.

“Shh, let me give you your first gift.” you purred, moving your hands toward the waistband of his boxers.

The mall was packed to the brim with people from all different walks of life. Gossiping teenagers, sleep-deprived parents following their energetic kids around, old couples window shopping, you name it. You walked through the giant Macy’s and into the main hub of the mall hand in hand with Minseok. 

Since you started dating, it has been a tradition for you to buy each other’s gifts the day of your respected birthdays. You’d usually scour Amazon or websites of your favorite brands all day and end up splurging half your monthly paychecks on each other. But on occasion, today included, you’d take your shopping day to the local mall as a means to get out of your apartment and actually go out for once. 

After an... eventful... morning, you rushed to get dressed and usher your husband out of the house, since the boys were coming over at 11, and it was 10:55 by the time you got into the car and sped away toward the mall.

You pointed out a newly opened jewelry store and pulled Minseok inside with you. You looked at him lovingly as he browsed the display of a multitude of different rings. He’d softly mutter to himself as he picked up ring after ring: trying to see what would look best next to his wedding band, what the right price was, if the store even provided the correct size. You loved how organized he was.

Your silent admiring was interrupted by the familiar chime of your phone, indicating you got a text message. You let out a sigh as soon as you saw who the message was from.

operation minseok’s 31st🥳

jun-bug: (y/n) we have a problem (y/n): oh god what happened yee-xing: baekhyun dropped the cake (y/n): he did what bacon: cant u read (y/n) i dropped the fucking cake 11 minutes late: no need to be rude xoxo (y/n): yeah baek u don’t want me to leave my stunning husband inside the jewelry store, come home and mutilate you for dropping his cake and get arrested on his special day (: kyung-soup: oddly specific but i’m here for it jong-waeeee: off topic but the sign says “minseop” instead of “minseok” (y/n): jun, yixing and kyungsoo you better get this settled or else i’m gonna kill all of you nini bear: yes ma’am ofc ma’am we will do this correct chain-yeol: yeah i don’t wanna die today

“Everything okay?”

You quickly locked your phone and threw it inside your purse before making eye contact with Minseok. You nodded a bit too quickly, panic washing over you like a giant wave from the ocean.

“Yeah, everything’s dandy.” you sputtered. Oh, why did this have to happen right now? You silently prayed that everything was going to go well. It had to.

“You sure?”

“Positive. Did you choose something?” Minseok nodded as he handed you a box with a simple black titanium ring. You nodded in approval as he led you to the register.

Your next stop was at Express. You were dying to pick out some new work clothes for him to try on. You assured him (and yourself) that he needed these new pants and this was totally not an excuse for you to check him out.

“Okay, I’ve got three pairs of pants that I think would look absolutely amazing on you and I want you to go try ‘em on.” you said, handing Minseok three hangers. Each hanger had a pair of slacks in different colors hanging from them. He took them from you, shooting you a smirk before walking inside the fitting room stall.

Your eyes widened as Minseok opened the door of the stall. The pants fit absolutely perfectly. The way the fabric hugged his perfect thighs, the color complimenting his white undershirt (which you imagined to be one of his famous white button-downs), it left you practically swooning.

“What do you think?” 

You let out a hum in approval before motioning for him to turn around. “Lemme see the goods, hun.” He rolled his eyes before turning around. Your eyes landed on his butt, making you swoon for real. You covered your mouth to hide your obvious enjoyment of the sight before you. And it didn’t help when he gave his butt a mini shake. Still, you couldn’t help but squeal softly.

“You sure today’s not your birthday?” Minseok teased. You tutted as you stood from your spot and walked up to him, giving his butt a light pinch before wrapping your arms around his neck.

“With you, every day’s my birthday.” you answered, giving him a peck on the lips.

“Ugh, I think you ate too much of that egg and cheese for breakfast today.”

“You know you love me.”

“That I do, darling.” Minseok mused before closing the distance between you two. You tangled your hands in his silky black hair as you savored the heavenly taste of his lips. You felt his hands grab your ass as you deepened the kiss, tugging at his hair in response.

As you kissed, you heard your phone chime the same chime that indicated a text from the boys. You decided to ignore it and continue making out with your husband until the phone went off four more times. You scoffed as you broke the kiss, fishing inside of your purse to grab it.

“Is everything okay, hun?” Minseok asked.

“Yeah, fine. Just crap from, uh, ‘work,’” you lied, unlocking the phone. “Go try on the other pants.” Minseok nodded before walking back to the stall. Once the door was closed and locked, you looked down at your messages, worry washing over you once again. What the hell happened now?

operation minseok’s 31st🥳

yee-xing: oh christ yee-xing: (y/n) (y/n) (y/n) jun-bug: you gotta help us yee-xing: please kyung-soup: i am going to kill park chanyeol like my life depends on it (y/n): what the everloving shit happened this time chain-yeol: um i sneezed all over the cake kyung-soup: the custom one u got on wednesday btw (y/n): you. sneezed. on. the. CAKE????? chain-yeol: IM SORRY chain-yeol: I WAS TRYING TO STOP BAEKHYUN FROM KNOCKING IT OVER AND I SAVED IT BUT THEN I SNEEZED nini bear: ur so gross chain-yeol: you too (y/n): i spent 100 dollars on that cake and you fucking sneeze on it?? (y/n): jfc i’m here busy admiring my husband’s sweet sweet ass and u guys are telling me the cake’s ruined? i will murder u all i swear jong-waeeee: ew i don’t wanna hear about minseok’s ass (y/n): shut the fuck up sign ruiner jong-waeeee: I GOT A NEW ONE THOUGH jong-waeeee: YOU’RE SO MEAN bacon: WAIT bacon: (Y/N) WE’LL PAY FOR ANOTHER ONE  (y/n): baekhyun you sweet summer child (y/n): I HAD TO PRE-ORDER THAT CAKE 2 WEEKS IN ADVANCE YOU WALNUT bacon: oh bacon: my bad 11 minutes late: W8 W8 I GOT U 11 minutes late: WE CAN STILL EAT IT 11 minutes late: I’LL SPRAY SOME LYSOL ON IT jun-bug: SEHUN DON’T YOU DARE (y/n): sehun honey that just contaminates it even more (y/n): but thank you for trying 11 minutes late: xoxo i try my best yee-xing: how ‘bout we just buy more carvel cakes to match the one you got yesterday up to 100 dollars so it maxes out (y/n): yeah alright fine (y/n): thanks xing ur a life saver (y/n): but don’t throw away the ruined cake i wanna show min what he could have missed out on if CHANYEOL DIDN’T FUCKING SNEEZE ON IT (y/n): WHO SNEEZES ON A CAKE nini bear: only chanyeol (y/n): yep, only chanyeol chain-yeol: y’all are mean. kyung-soup: what u get for sneezing on the cake

You locked your phone, letting out an exasperated sigh. You swore if anything else happened today, you were going to march all the way back home and kill those men. You massaged your temples with your fingers as a means to alleviate your stress. All you wanted was for everything to be perfect for the party; Minseok deserved nothing less than that. 

The door of the stall opened, revealing Minseok wearing nothing but the new pair of navy slacks and a devilishly handsome smirk. His smile faded when he saw you with your hands over your face, taking deep breaths in an attempt to calm yourself down from your stress. He quickly pulled his undershirt on and rushed over to you, wrapping his arms around you comfortingly. With a sigh, you buried your face in his chest, your stress starting to wash away as he began stroking your hair.

You stayed like that for about ten minutes. You eventually calmed down, silently reassuring yourself that everything was going to be fine. You were glad that Minseok did not try to ask you anything since you were afraid you were going to let slip what was waiting for him when you arrive home later in the day. 

You let out a small sniffle as you pressed a small kiss on your husband’s exposed shoulder. “I’m so sorry I brought down your mood, Min. The p- ‘w-work,’ is just annoying right now. It’s your birthday, it’s supposed to be a good day.” you mumbled, looking down at your hands.

“Shh, don’t you worry your little head about it,” Minseok assured, kissing your forehead. He tilted your head up and pressed his lips against yours. “All I want is for my baby to be happy today.” You gave him a weak smile and wrapped your arms around his waist, feeling so lucky to have him in your life.

“C’mon, let’s go to the food court. All this stress made me hungry.” you joked, standing from your spot. 

“Good idea,” Minseok gave you another kiss before walking back into the changing stall to change back into his regular clothes. “Oh, by the way, buy the pants.” You pumped a fist into the air as you took the hanging articles of clothing into your hands.

You were lucky (and frankly surprised) that nothing else had managed to go wrong today. You were suspicious that you hadn’t gotten any panic-stricken texts from Yixing or Junmyeon, but you couldn’t complain about that. Just to be sure though, you quickly texted Kyungsoo to give you a final update on the state of your house. You sighed in relief when he responded with pictures of your living room, kitchen and backyard decorated just how you envisioned it to be. You sent Kyungsoo a text back thanking him and everyone else profusely for their help.

The clock struck 5, indicating that it was time for you and Minseok to go home. The two of you exited the mall, arms filled with different shopping bags from all the stores you went to during the day. After putting your bags into the backseat of your car, you opened the passenger side of the car and slid in.

“Hm, I was thinking of ordering from that ramen place we tried last week. It was really good, don’t you remember?” Minseok suggested, starting the car and pulling out of the parking lot.

“How ‘bout we wait ‘till we get home to... eat.” you responded, a shit-eating grin almost making its way onto your face.

Minseok hummed softly. “I just wanna spend the rest of the night with you and Tan at home, I hope no one’s planning a surprise party for me,” You tensed slightly at his words, looking out the window to avoid his gaze.

“Oh, I wouldn’t do that, hun.” You lied. He shrugged, intertwining his fingers with yours. 

When Minseok pulled into your driveway, you shot a quick text to the boys, telling them that you were home. You exited the car quickly, grabbing most of the shopping bags and taking Minseok by the arm, dragging him to the front door.

“Whoa, what’s gotten into you?” he chuckled as you struggled to get your keys out of your purse. Once you got them out and put the house key into the lock, you turned to Minseok and pressed your lips onto his.

“Happy birthday, Min. I love you so much. And I’m so sorry.” you unlocked the front door and pushed it open. You saw Minseok’s eyes widen at the sight of your home. It was filled to the brim with decorations and all of your closest friends holding gifts, balloons and tons of different ice cream cakes. 

“SURPRISE!” everyone exclaimed. Minseok’s jaw dropped as he fully took in everything that was happening. He looked over to you with a sly smile, to which you responded with a small shrug.

“I had to, come on.” You giggled, kissing him on the cheek. 

“It’s okay, hun. Let’s just enjoy ourselves.” Minseok cupped your face into his hands and pressed his lips onto yours.

“Gross, get a room!” you heard Baekhyun scream. You pulled away from Minseok to flip the younger off.

“Oh! I need to show you the cake I initially got for you but was unfortunately ruined because Chanyeol sneezed on it. Jun, is it in the fridge?” you pulled Minseok in the direction of the kitchen as Junmyeon confirmed the location of the cake.

“He... huh?”

“It was an accident!” Chanyeol whined. You laughed softly to yourself at his childish reaction.

Tonight was gonna be fun.

[lust-kth]

BTS Scenario: When He Feels Needy Late at Night {M}

Paring: BTS x Reader

Warnings: oral sex (giving/receiving), spanking, dirty talk, unprotected sex, handjob, language, daddy kink

Genre: SMUT. (It’s shit I know but whatever lmao I’m still learning)

KIM SEOKJIN

You woke up to a pair of arms wrap around your waist and the sound of wet kisses against your neck. You squinted and took a glance over to the alarm clock by your nightstand, it read 2:35am and you groaned while trying to release yourself from your boyfriend’s tight grip. 

“JINNNN...baby it’s late. I’m tired.”

“But sweetheart, I have a problem and only you can fix it. Please.”

“Ugh you are so lucky I love you so much.”

You sat up and pushed him onto his back, removing the silk bed sheets off your bodies and saw the growing bulge through his pajama pants. How the fuck could he get so aroused with you practically doing nothing? It may have been late for you but there was no turning back now. Your handsome boyfriend was watching your every move with the anticipation of you removing his clothes since the pain was becoming too much for him. You pulled down on the elastic of his pants with one swift move to release his throbbing member, the tip red and oozing with pre-cum. 

“Mmm such a pretty cock. And all for me?”

“Shit y/n...please...want your mouth to fuck me already.”

“Needy boy. Since you’ve been so good to be, you deserve this and more my love.”

You wrapped your mouth on his tip greedily as he let out a loud moan, supporting his weight on his upper arms to get a better view of your sinful actions. His senses heightened, his skin felt like it was on fire and proceeded to grab your hair and push your down even further down his cock, feeling it hit the back of your throat which you thought was the best feeling in the world at that moment. You fondled his balls to give him a little bit more sensitivity in order to make him come faster, and that shit drove him crazy. He didn’t know how much longer he was going to last, the faster you sucked on him the faster he knew he was about to come. 

“Jagiya...I can’t hold it in anymore...”

You smirked against his sock and rubbed him at a faster pace.

“Come for me baby. Come in your little slut’s mouth.”

And that did it for him. He came hard and fast, very much to your satisfaction as you took everything in and swallowed. You released him from your mouth, making a popping sound and wiped the remaining cum off the edge of your lips. 

“Do you feel better now Jinnie?”

“Yes baby girl, you are a wonder. Thank you. Now get some rest.” He says in a whisper, still breathless as he comes down from his euphoric high. 

He kissed your forehead softly and held you against his bare chest as the two of you drifted off to sleep before you could do anything else that would result in a sleepless night.

MIN YOONGI

Yoongi loves nothing more than his music and sleep, well except you. So it came as a surprise to you when he shook you awake one night, feeling more horny than sleepy and he needed you to help him resolve it. You blinked a few times to get your eyes used to the dim light from the lamp on Yoongi’s side and felt his soft hands start to go up your shirt. You bit your lip and helped him remove the shirt to give him better access to your breasts, feeling yourself get wet already. He leaned down and took one of your nipples into his mouth while massaging both your breasts at the same time, your hands starting to run through the locks of his soft, silver hair. 

“Y...Yoongi...that feels so good.”

“Yeah? Well just wait until I make myself comfortable in between your legs baby girl.”

He lingered a few moments on your breasts before making his way down your body, leaving a trail of kisses against your skin and stopped when he got to your thighs. Yoongi usually liked to tease you but decided he had no time for that and removed your shorts and panties at the same time. 

“Spread your legs. I want to see you.”

You did as he said and watched as his gaze turned into pure lust, your pussy glistening with wetness while he stared and undressed himself then lined up his hardened cock against your entrance. With no hesitation he entered you and began moving quickly, your hands gripping the sheet tight as he rested his head against your neck, moaning in deep pleasure. You wrapped your arms around his neck, moving your hips to match his rhythm and you felt close already. 

“Yoongi...I’m gonna come.”

“Shit me too.”

He increased his speed, the sound of skin slapping mixed with the sound of your juices began to turn him on even more and wanted to reach your highs together. You felt your orgasm rip through you moments later, screaming his name and with only a few more pumps he found his release as well, coating your walls white with his cum. 

“Fucking hell...”

He groaned loudly and stayed inside you, not wanting to unsheath himself from you just yet. He repositioned the two of you so he could spoon you in his arms and nuzzled his nose against your hair, taking in the scent of you. You just yawned and fell asleep instantly as Yoongi chuckling softly, neither of you needing to say anything more. 

JUNG HOSEOK

Hoseok was having a restless night. He was tossing and turning, feeling really unrelaxed. He sighed in desperation when he felt your hand touch his back and turned around to look over to you. 

“Hobi what’s wrong love? You keep moving around.”

“I’m sorry y/n. I didn’t mean to wake you baby. I just can’t seem to find a good way to sleep.”

“Come here love.”

You wrapped your arms around him and rubbed his back while he nuzzled into your neck, taking in your scent and suddenly started feeling aroused. That’s when he decided to shoot his shot. It had been a while since you and Hoseok had been intimate and he thought what better way to help him relax than to give each other a little TLC. Besides you could feel the growing bulge in his pants earlier whenever he tried to get comfy against your back. You knew exactly what he needed. He started laying soft kisses on your neck while his hands went up the back of your shirt, loving the fact you slept without a bra and lifted the shirt right off you. 

“I think I have an idea on how we can both sleep comfortable tonight.”

“Glad we think alike baby.”

He sat up against the headboard and pulled you on top of his lap, grinding against you. You moaned softly as you began feeling very much aroused and proceeded to finish getting both of you undressed. He helped line up his cock at your entrance, teasing you a little bit already but you were having none of it. You sank down on his dick and held onto his shoulders, getting yourself used to him. 

“Shit you’re so fucking tight. Should I fuck you now princess? You’d like that a lot wouldn’t you?”

“Yes Hoseok. Please fuck me.”

He held your hips and started pushing into you hard as you let out loud moans of pleasure. He kept the two of you in this position until you felt your orgasam coming on. It’s like he knew and used his thumb to rub against your clit to make you come faster. You couldn’t handle it anymore and came moments later, leaning your body against him as he continued fucking you to make himself come after you. He did so and came right inside you, letting out a deep moan and kissed your head.

“You did such a good job.”

“Thanks baby. I hope you can fall asleep easily now.”

You yawned and fell asleep in his arms. He chuckled, slipping his cock out of you then repositioned you two so that he could spoon you. Finally he found a comfortable position and fell asleep soon after you. He should have thought of this a lot sooner.

KIM NAMJOON

He came home late from work one night and opened the door to your shared bedroom, seeing that you were asleep already. He pouted, wanting to punish you for making him hard from your constant teasing. You had sent him videos and pics of you getting off earlier that day just mess around with him. You did want to stay up until he got home but you felt tired and fell asleep a few hours ago. Namjoon did want to let you sleep but he didn’t want to let you off the hook easily for what you did to him. He slowly pulled the sheets off of you, noticing you were only wearing a bra and panties and bit his lip. Yes he knew exactly what you were doing even if you were asleep. He got in between your legs and leaned forward to kiss your lips tenderly, hoping you would wake up which you did and started kissing him back.

“Hey...look who’s home.”

“Hello baby girl. You didn’t think you could be naughty and get away with it did you? Daddy’s not gonna be nice with you tonight. Stand up right now.”

You did as you were told as he sat down on the edge of the bed then grabbed your arm and laid you over his knees, you ass up in the air. You felt as Namjoon’s hand grazed over your flesh then proceeded to remove your panties and leave you fully exposed to him. 

“Today you’re getting 10 spanks baby girl. Be sure to count or else I’ll have to start all over, understood?”

“Yes daddy.”

He checked out your ass cheeks for a moment then lifted his hand and let it come down in a hard smack, making you wince in pain but you loved the way it felt.

“O...one...”

He smirked then did it again, a little bit harder this time and you jumped, counting each one of his blows until you reached 10 in what felt like hours. Namjoon massaged your aching cheeks then lifted you into his arms and laid you on the soft, silk sheets while he removed his shirt, a pool of wetness already marking the bed.

“You did so good taking that spanking baby girl. But daddy’s not done with you just yet. Let me taste that pussy and maybe I’ll consider letting you orgasm. Sound like fun?”

You just nodded, doing just as he says. Besides you planned this all along when you teased him earlier, loving the dominant side of him as you took your punishment all night long. 

PARK JIMIN

One late night you were getting ready for bed. You had just showered and did your nightly facial routine before joining your boyfriend in bed. He was watching your every move, eyeing you up and down and you looked over at him. You could feel him stare you down. You’ve known this man for 3 years and you knew exactly what he wanted. 

“Can I help you with something Jiminie?”

“Mmm maybe. You look so beautiful right now baby.”

“Yeah right. All barefaced and in pajamas make me look hot?”

“Exactly. Right now you’re the most gorgeous woman on earth.”

“Ahh flattery. You want to get into my pants right now don’t you?”

He stood up from the bed and pulled you close to him, leaning forward to kiss your neck softly since he knew you couldn’t resist his touch. You closed your eyes and wrapped your arms around him as he picked you up and carried you to bed, laying you down under him. He kissed his way down your body before stopping at your pussy, his thumb teasing you through the fabric and could feel your wetness already. 

“Can I please eat you out kitten?”

“Do as you please Jimin...”

He pulled down your panties and licked his lips at the sight of how drenched your core was. Yes he was eating good tonight. With no warning he leaned in and began to suck on your clit while inserting one of his fingers into you, loving how easily he was able to move in and out because of how wet you were. With every passing second, he dug deeper and faster, adding another finger into you, wanting you to come all over him already. You ran your fingers through his thick, black hair as you watched him devour you, your orgasm already coming through and you knew you weren’t going to last long. 

“Jimin...I’m gonna...I’m gonna come!” 

You quickly came, letting out a loud moan and gripped the sheets tight. Jimin gave one last lick to your clit and removed his fingers from inside you, popping them into his mouth to clean them off. Shit he made that look so hot. He looked down at you and kissed you deeply, grabbing your hand to feel his hard cock through his boxers. 

“Alright, now it’s my turn kitten.”

KIM TAEHYUNG

You were asleep in your lover’s arms, finally being able to relax after a long day at work. Unfortunately your boyfriend had other plans. He knew how hard you’ve been working and he wanted to make you feel better. He was awake and looked over at the time, it was way too late for either of you to be up at this hour. Good thing neither of you worked in the morning so he decided to take advantage of it.  He placed soft kisses against your neck in hopes you would feel them and wake up, which you did since he knew all the right places. You opened your eyes to see Taehyung with that famous boxy smile, his hand starting to go up your shirt. 

“Looks like someone wants to have a late night.”

“Mhm, plus I wanted to help you relax since you’ve been working so much lately.”

“Oh is that the reason? Are you sure you’re not just trying to fuck me cause your friend down there is horny?”

“You know me so well.”

He connected his lips with yours and got the two of you fully undressed, not wanting to waste anymore time. Taehyung laid you onto your back while he hovered over you and slipped a finger into you to feel how wet you were. Much to his satisfaction he felt that you were prepared enough for him as he spread your legs a little further apart and slipped his hard, throbbing member into you slowly to get you accustomed to his size (tbh he probably has a monster dick). You gripped his bicep tight, wanting him to start moving already. 

“Tae...fuck me...”

“As you wish my princess.”

Taehyung began to pump into you at an ungodly pace, leaving you in loud screams of pleasure. He grabbed your hands, placing them above your head and kept them in place as he fucked you mercilessly. He went on for a few minutes, denying you from any orgasam since we wanted the two of you to come at the same time. He was starting to lose momentum as he felt himself reach his high. 

“Baby...come on my cock...you’re fucking ready.”

The way he his voice was deep and his words slurred triggered your orgasam and the two of you came at once, your walls painted white with his cum. Tae pumped into you a few more times and removed himself from you,  observing the mess you both created and got turned on again. 

“Fuck, round two?”

JEON JUNGKOOK

“Noona...yes...”

You opened your eyes, hearing Jungkook talking in this sleep. Was he having a wet dream about you? You sat up and turned on the lamp next to you, looking over to find your boyfriend sweating and a tent built up in his pants. Yes that confirmed your previous question and you decided to wake him up, wanting to save his dignity. 

“Kookie. Wake up babe, you’re gonna make a mess if you don’t wake up.”

He started to wake up, looking up at you and pulled you down to kiss you hard. You were honestly not complaining but you wanted to be sure he was fully awake before you did anything. 

“Hey you’re awake right? Not sleep talking?”

“Of course I’m awake y/n. How dare you wake me from one of the best dreams I’ve ever had. You were in it.”

“Oh? And what was I doing in this said dream?”

He smirked and took your hand, guiding it over to his hardened cock to help you stroke him over his clothes. You didn’t need to say anything else and pulled his boxers down, watching as his member sprung up and wasted no time rubbing him up and down quickly. His moans were exactly as they were minutes ago, you loved how vocal he was being at the moment. You got closer to his neck and started leaving wet kisses to get him closer to his high, your hand not stopping while you circled the tip with your thumb. You could feel him get harder and knew he was about to come. 

“Noona...I can’t hold it anymore.”

“Come for me Kookie. Come for noona.”

With those words he came all over your hand, gave him a few more pumps before releasing his cock and licked your fingers clean, not taking your eyes off of his. You kissed his head and said goodnight, covering yourself up with the sheets again. He chuckled, cleaning himself off with some tissues he had on his nightstand then held you close to his chest, nuzzling into your neck. Boy had he hoped the dream would continue went he went back to sleep because he was ready to make that become a reality again. 

REACTIONS MASTERLIST💜

[myjaebutt]

Fic Friday #1

note: every friday i will recommend some of my favorite bts fics (all pairings are game tbh)

The Great Escape by TheOrgasmicSeke yoonmin, one-shot, 67k+, rated E (smut but lots of fluff) “Harper is a small town near the Canadian border where Jimin Park has spent his entire life. After losing his parents, Jimin feels trapped in the town, unable to leave and make something out of himself. He's stuck in a shitty job, with a shitty boss and mostly shitty customers and he sees no way out. He had a light, a small glimmer of it in a pretty smile and twinkling cat-like eyes but that left him just like everything else. He refuses to give up, however. After years of saving, Jimin finally has the money to get the hell out of Harper and find a new life for himself. But then Yoongi Min rolls back into town with his pretty little car and his pretty little smile and Jimin is, literally, screwed.-"I want to hold you once more before you disappear."-” --- The writing and characterization is so unique and wonderful. I love sassy Jimin so much and I totally did not see that twist coming lol. Really beautifully thought out and written. 10/10 ---

baby, love me hard and hold me tight by MyHope (CutesyMe) jikook, one-shot, 51k, rated E  ““If you can’t say no to the arranged marriage then make him say no,” Hoseok suggests, closing his book.Jimin turns to him. “What do you mean?”“You said you can’t say no because your parents will most probably stop supporting you and thus ruin your future, which we aren’t sure of by the way. That means if you can’t say no, then Jeon Jungkook has to. They can force you into marrying Jeon Jungkook but most probably not Jeon Jungkook into marrying you.”“And how do I do that?” Jimin asks. He isn’t sure if Jungkook can say no to the marriage but Jimin at least has to try to get out of this.“Embarrass him. But don’t make it too obvious what you’re doing. Be clumsy, be loud, laugh like a dying hyena. Those are the least bearable people.” --- I’m a huge sucker for arranged-marriage aus but this was something else. It pulled my heartstrings and I was rooting for Kookie the whole time. Get ready for awkwardly cute moments and very steamy moments in the end ;). 9.5/10 ---

Will You B Minor? by ohdizzy taegi, chaptered 2/2, 19k+, rated T ““Hey baby, my brass isn’t the only thing that’s upright.”“Goddamnit, Kim Taehyung.”In which Taehyung is full of useless music-related pickup lines and Yoongi is too confused, too awkward, and too smitten with a certain Saxophonist.(A story with one too many midnight serenades, Americano’s, hungover misunderstandings, exploding washing machines, and that one little snore Yoongi does in his sleep that makes Taehyung want to catapult himself into space for No Apparent Reason.)” --- Oh my god. Get ready for lots of laughs, great puns, and second-hand embarrassment. Hands down one of my fave taegi fics. Taehyung is my spirit animal and he must be protected at all costs. 11/10 --- 

Like Never Before by ayumin yoonmin, one-shot, 9k, rated G (GET READY FOR FLUFF) “"And that’s right when a new way of thinking seized Hogwarts – something that people didn’t think was common before. At least, not before Park Jimin came into the picture."(or: a mix of omegaverse and HP in which omega Jimin enters Hogwarts at the beginning of his fifth year, manages to flip the whole school upside down and make a certain Head Boy fall for him at the same time.) --- SO MUCH FLUFF. But seriously this is too sweet and a very nice take on hogwarts au. Made me smile so much. Gosh they’re so cute! 10/10 ---

Beauty And The Beast by TheOrgasmicSeke sugakookie, chaptered 2/2, 34k, rated M “Jungkook didn't completely understand what was going on, and he wasn't sure if he believed in the whole true love thing, but he did know one thing. Yoongi was the single most lonely broken thing he had ever seen in his entire life and something deep inside of his bones screamed at him to fix it. So, He was going to fix it. Or perhaps die trying.” --- Such a nice take on Beauty and the Beast. The angst made my heart hurt (i’m a weak bitch to angst okay), but the ending totally made up for it. Jungkook is such a beautiful soul in this. 9.5/10 ---

baby, you're bad by kadotas vmin, oneshot, 14k, rated M “It’s been a slow few months and with Valentines Day around the corner, Jimin seizes the perfect opportunity to spice things up.But as always, where Taehyung’s concerned, things never go according to plan.” --- Smexy time gone wrong lmao. I love vmin and more importantly I love crack vmin. This is pure fluff and crack and it’s the best thing ever. Need to cheer up read this and laugh. 11/10 ---

You Are My Sunshine by springrain21 yoonmin, oneshot, 17k, rated T “ Jimin has had a crush on Yoongi ever since he became a hunter, but Yoongi wants nothing to do with him. When a hunting mission goes wrong and Yoongi is turned into a baby by an angry witch, Jimin volunteers to take care of him. As days pass in the care of Jimin, Yoongi, still fully aware in his baby body, realizes how kind and beautiful he is and begins to fall for Jimin. But time is running out for the other guys to break the curse, and if they fail, Yoongi will be stuck as a baby forever.” --- Jimin really has the kindest soul and baby Yoongi!!! This fic is the softest sweetest thing ever and now all I want to do is squish a baby Yoongi ;-;. 10/10 ---

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[sagittariusboyfriend]

man i cried so much in front of my psychologist today. i dont know where it came from, but ive been trying to cry for so many months or weeks and it finally happened. and it just came over me like a wave. the second we started talking i was choking up, and it wasnt even over what i thought it would be over. it hit me like a goddamn tsunami. and it was such a release, ive missed being able to cry, its like an instant detox for the mind. but i was so fucked up afterwards, i could barely walk straight because my legs kind of wouldnt carry me and i was a bit dizzy and just... generally not there. but still, this sense of elation. im almost looking forward to going home today and just... cry some more. something made me feel today. i actually FELT today. its been so fucking long. and i kind of didnt cry it all out if you know what i mean, so its still in my ribcage, kind of vibrating, waiting for me to go home so i can release it.

i called my mom and just talked for an hour, but my body being a stupid idiot body sometimes mistakes intense sensations for panic (literally a thing with panic syndrome, it just decides to do that for no apparent reason except for ‘oh shit, emotion in combination with some kind of bodily sensation! threat!!!!’) and i could barely talk because my body was doing its panic thing. so here i am, still with a feeling of elation, but two anxiety pills later and my mom being a great wonderful mom and im doing my BEST to focus on buying train tickets and i have to keep repeating the times and dates to myself lmao, because the first thing that goes, along with the panic with these (incredibly light tbh, im a lightweight when it comes to drugs in general) meds, is my short term memory. for a few hours. then i sleep for 10 hours and wake up with extreme cravings for sugar. thats usually how it goes. and ive been in such a mentally hopeless place lately that all of this is more than welcome. i dont feel hunger, i dont feel... anything. and its so fucking scary, because all my life ive been (sometimes uncontrollably ;///) emotional. driven by emotion. yeah, youve heard all of this before.

so, the crying was nice. the panic is never ever nice, but ill live you know, its just my body reacting weird and i know rationally im not in any danger etc etc, im very good at keeping it in check. i know my panic syndrome very personally so it rarely wins over me these days. mostly just acts up like this and at the very most ill need to take some anxiety meds and 30 mins later im just tired. i know what to do and when to do it, except for days like today where my shields are way down - and, i mean, im SURE it did NOT help that i was out til 5 am drinking and maayyyybe doing a bit of coke with my friends, but, again, im extremely moderate when it comes to drugs. i know how a little goes a long way for me and i usually half that down anyway. never irresponsible with that stuff, honestly. but apparently it didnt work in my favor today at all. what to do, what to do. its good in a way, that my shields were down today. i could cry and im so thankful for that.

[jj-ktae]

GOT7 In Paris Experience  !

First of all and before I start fangirling, let me tell you one thing : GOT7 LIVE IS DAMN LIT IT WILL BLOW YOUR MIND.

Let me start with the beginning.

It all began when our plane landed. I was with my sister and we were supposed to meet @jaebeomsmullet at the airport, which was a day before the concert.

It was kind of crazy that our plane landed 2 hours before GOT7’s flight. We were on GATE 2D and GOT7 were supposed to arrive at GATE 2F which is like, super close. We initially had to go to our Airbnb but you know, people were waiting for them and I thought it would be cool to have just a tiny look. Never thought we’d actually see them this CLOSE later!

It was insane. Yes. Everyone was running around, yelling, pushing, and I was so shocked to see this. I was able to see them before they walked out of the airport.

Actually an old lady, who was waiting for her daughters to see GOT7, came to us and told us “hey, why are you waiting here, they are right there!” while pointing another direction. I was like “meh, she must be mistaken.” But still I told my sis and Jen to wait for me wait and followed her and BOOM, this old lady took me to GOT7. Like, she just pointed and they were there, and no one had seen them yet and I was like “WTH THIS IS GOT7” lol So I texted my sis so she could bring Jen because they were still waiting near the gates.

It was nice, I asked the security to move from in front of them so I could take pictures and they just went “oh, sorry, there you go.” And walked away lmao.  I mostly watched them after I took a couple of pictures, too ashamed to take more, especially when Jackson looked up and saw me haha (at this moment he instantly became a HUGE BIAS WRECKER, ASK JEN.)

So they walk to the Gate’s doors and this is when everyone runs and goes wild. We just walk away, thinking they will escape the opposite way but they lowkey just walk toward us as they were taking the same exit and I just remember watching Jinyoung in his “Parisien” outfit, in awe, while yelling to Jen ‘DON’T MOVE THEY WILL CRUSH YOU” lol I saw all the fangirls and fansites run toward us and I thought we were going to die lmao.

This is when I start realizing I just saw GOT7 and I barely landed in Paris lol. I have my luggage and pictures/videos of GOT7 (Bambam and Yugyeom waved at us before people noticed them but I was watching Jinyoung so I only saw when I watched the video I took with Jen on the way to the Airbnb lol). 

Then my friends tell us people are ALREADY queueing in front of Le Zenith and I’m like WTF I need to be front raw I didn’t come all the way here for that and Jen, who had CAT A tickets needed to be close IT WAS MY DUTY TO LET HER SEE HER MULLET OKAY, I PROMISED HER.

So, later that day, and after a lot of anxiety and panic, we end up in front of the concert hall AT 11PM THE DAY BEFORE THE CONCERT. It’s raining, everyone’s wild, the park around the venue is DANGEROUS AT NIGHT but who cares, we grab survival blankets (Jen falls asleep at some point while I cover her body from the cold lol) and we good for the night. It was honestly crazy, we ended up running around because we needed to pee in this dark place at 4am, full of drunken men (the French Fanbase had to call the police at some point as men were fighting) well, I’ll spare you the details but this night was wild but we had our numbers. I was number 32 in the VIP section and Jen was 39 (I guess ?) in the CAT A section. So far everything’s good and I know I’ll be front raw, Jen will be close, and everything will be alright.

At 7am, we get our last numbering and go back to the Airbnb BUT OH WELL I get a call at 9 telling us to come back because the venue’s security decided to do another numbering and we can lose our numbers? At this point we’re sleep deprived, starving, in need of energy but we have to run back there? Thank god our Airbnb is like 8 mins from the concert or else I would have gone NUTS.

So we go back, I tell Jen to survive and fight if needed (fangirls are MEAN. Let me tell you, everyone was fighting.) The VIP section was a mess and the CAT A was WORSE.

Around 12pm. THE GUY FROM MMT (JIN) SHOWS UP, FINALLY. AND HE TELLS US WE WILL KEEP OUR NUMBERS. Thumbs up to Jin-ssi, I also sent him hearts. My boi.

At some point, Jen is lost into the CAT A crowd and I have no way to find her because the sections are separated and CLOSED. My final number is 51 (they added the TOP 10 tastemakers who had TWO VIPS TICKETS + Two handicapped people who had to enter to before us). They tell us to come back at 3PM because they will start organizing people since the High Touch will be BEFORE THE CONCERT. Like we needed to die before they even start singing lol.

Jen is nowhere to be seen. The last message I get from her is “People are fighting” And I’m like Damn it will she die before she sees her mullet.

SPOILER : SHE SURVIVED.

I grab my bracelet with my official entrance number and go back to the Airbnb because I had slept outside and had to come back before I even took a shower. I literally feel like shit.

We had enough of the bullshit at some point lol. But when we come back and have to wait again,  Mark, Jaebum and Youngjae appear and run down the building’s stairs while laughing lol

SO NOW ON TO THE GOOD PART.

We wait for more than 2 HOURS. They made us come at 3pm but the High Touch starts around 6PM.

A guy comes numerous times with a camera and runs around, filming the VIP Section while we’re dying under the sun. YAY GOOD TIMES.

We enter and then they tell us “You’ll be doing the high five with your left hand so remove the rings and everything hanging on your hand. NO CAMERA, NO CELLPHONE, NOTHING.”

They give us water and the staff goes “NOW DRINK.” GOT7’s Staff is really cool and chill, they’re smiling and happy to see us but it’s already so hot inside we’re dying. They tell us to smile, to be happy, that everything’s going to be awesome and we know this, WE KNOW THIS IS GOING TO BE EXTRA.

Then they tell us to walk as it’s about to start and I slowly lose my mind. I’m thankful I saw them the day before at the airport as I won’t have the “I’m seeing them for the first time” moment, which could make me go blank lol

The order goes like: MARK, JINYOUNG, YOUNGJAE, JAEBUM, JACKSON, BAMBAM, YUGYEOM.

Mark is the first I see from afar, he is very smiley and GORGEOUS. They looked different from the no makeup at the airport and I went blind for a second. Or died. OR both. Mark is very gentle, he hits so slowly and smiles and his sweet voice goes “Hey~" and all I can say is “…Hi…”. He has an amazing smile and isn’t that TINY. I was expecting him to be smaller but no, NOPE. He takes time to look at everyone in the eyes and I thank him for that. 12/10 would recommend.

Jinyoung. JINYOUNG. I don’t even have the time to speak because he goes “HI!” and boom, hits my hand so hard it flies away and laughs. Like, I can see his wrinkles and dimples and his face is ART. ARRRRTTT. He looks so HAPPY and SOFT. Like he is ready to be fluffy and honestly I was expecting him to be cool and greet everyone calmly but he is so EXCITED. He can’t stop smiling! AGAIN, I just go “..Hi..”

Youngjae is a damn sunshine. He goes “HHHIIIIIIIIIII!!!!” super loudly and does a very energetic high five with his sunshine self. I don’t remember his face fully as I didn’t look at him in the eyes. Jinyoung’s face was still HAUNTING ME. I just remember saying “Hey..” with my traumatized voice. I probably look stupid at some point.

Jaebum. LOL I CANT. I CANNNT. HE IS AMAZING. I wasn’t going to talk to them or anything so I wasn’t expecting them to TALK lol. The girl before me says “You’re voice is beautiful” and walks away and as I arrive in front of him he is shyly saying “..ah..Gomawo…” AND HIS VOICE IS EXACTLY THE SAME. I look at him, he looks at me, and says “..Hi!.”, leans and gently taps his hand against mine. AND HE SMILES. I MEAN, WHEN I SAY GENTLY, IT MEANS, VERY SOFTLY. It’s not even a high five anymore tbh. WHERE THE HELL IS CHIC JAEBUM WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM WHY IS HE SO SOFT AND SMILING AND BEAUTIFUL WTF. As usual, I say “Hi..” and TRY not to FAINT.

Jackson. SO yep. YEP. Listen to me, Jackson has SUNGLASSES. It’s IMPOSSIBLE to see his eyes (I think it’s because he was wearing lenses and didn’t want us to see, which I didn’t know yet.) And yeah, so far everyone had their hands up, ready to high five us but Jackson has his hand down, palm up, and is waiting like the king he is. I am kinda confused, what should I do? Hit his hand? Shake it ? NO. I am SO WEIRD, I just stop, look at his face, grin, and molest his hand. For real, I run my fingers on his palm, lowkey smirking and I LITERALLY CARESS HIS DAMN HAND. I think I make a weird, smug noise because I’m enjoying myself a bit too much. Don’t ask me why. It just happened. Then I grab it and squeeze his hand and he is just standing, not moving, he lets me harass his hand and it ends up in a sort of weird handshake lol WE DON’T TALK. I DON’T EVEN GREET HIM, I JUST CLAIM HIS HAND. CAN YOU BELIEVE I DIDN’T EVEN SAY A WORD, CAN YOU BELIEVE I ACTED LIKE A CREEP? FML. By the way, His hand felt very small. EH EH EH.

AND THEN BAMBAM INTERRUPTS AND YELLS. HE FCKING YELLS “HEYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!” while leaning toward Jackson and I snap out of it lmao He lifts his hand and I say “���ᵉʸ ᴮᵃᵐᵐᵐᵐ” (My soul is gone at some point, do not blame me tyvm). Bambam is loud but very friendly. I don’t remember much from Bambam because I just can’t believe this is happening.

Yugyeom. That lil shit acts all shy. He is half bowing half embarrassed. I don’t even know why he just looks very shy and red and has a bright smile and mumbles “..H..HI.”  Like he doesn’t hump the floor regularly. Don’t believe this kid. DO NOT be fooled. HE KNOWS. He is also very gentle and then it’s time to enter the hall and I run for my life again.

I end up front raw. Bambam takes my friend’s crown “Bambam king of Dab”, bump his fist with us, does the Wakanda sign. We were a group of 15 and everyone had interactions. Youngjae bends to shake our hands, Jackson leans a lot and STARES. I don’t know why he stares at people all the time, but he always looks at someone. Yugyeom too. Overall, Jackson and Yugyeom stayed a lot in front of where I was, but everyone came and greeted us. I think they kinda have to stay around some specific parts of the stage thorough the concert.

Our fan projects were awesome, and we threw green balloons during the first chorus of You Are, and Jaebum looked SO HAPPY. Later he said “It was beautiful when you threw the green balloons. It makes me want to keep on being an artist.”

They were not expecting people in Paris to be so wild. Everyone was stomping the floor so hard that Mark said “It seems you’re having fun; I’m almost getting scared.”  

Jackson said he will never forget this moment, Bambam said if he could come secretly, he would like to come to Paris and stay for a couple of months lol.

Yugyeom was stomping the floor a lot because he wanted us to do it too and at some point even the screens on both sides of the stage were shaking.

Oh and two of my friends made a heart during Firework (If I remember well), Jinyoung saw them and lift his hand like it was a sword and CUT THEIR HEART lol. So many of these interactions happened, I could write a whole lot more about it but it’s long enough already haha.

I was right in front of one of the security staff and I would like to thank them for being there! He gave us water during the concert, was funny and respectful and even told us “If they bend to grab your phones, give it to me and I’ll give it to them.” But no one did, maybe because people from the previous concerts THREW THEIR PHONES AT THEM.

TO CONCLUDE : IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE NOW LET ME CONTINUE WITH MY POST-CONCERT-BREAKDOWN. I have some videos and i’ll try to upload them because they’re very close to the stage but I suck at editing and I have to put credit and I have no idea how to do that  without messing with the video lol :/// You can find awesome fancams on youtube and all over twitter, though! 

Sorry for the typos!

ps : Every time Jackson looked at me he had the “you’re the hand fetishist girl” stare 😭😭😭 

[shytiff]

Jan 2022

1 - watched midnight (2021). ate diamond chocolate covered vanilla ice cream in the morning lmao. off to home. greeted the big family. relaxed a bit. talked with keisha karin. manual driving practice with teguh andri egi juan emir and bujing lia lmao. my driving is somewhat improving. atikah racheel stayed over. we slept at 11-ish. at this point my throat is tired of making sounds lmao

2 - breakfast and chat. they went back home at 9. scrolled phone and slept and suddenly i have to go back to cilegon. arrived at 3 sharp (went straight to posko). there was heavy rain. i totally forgot that shift’s on sunday will be given a day off. i should’ve asked mom to wait. 

3 - off to jkt first thing in the morning. left at somewhat before 6 and arrived in karang anyar rest area at 8. printed out my transaction history in BNI poris. was still doubting that transaction that i supposedly did but i forgot (maybe i did forgot?) but after i spoke with mom i think it may be a fraudulent transaction. ate mom’s fried rice for bfast. relaxed. napped. off to lippo with juan and his kawasaki bike lmao. my hand hurts tryna hold on. tried photo laser at PPP clinic lippo. since the doctor said my skin is a tough one, i can do twice consecutively, separated by 1 hr. tried banban’s moffle (tasted squishy inside and crunchy outside). liked the blueberry and chocolate topping. ate sushi tei in puri and went back. off to cilegon at 8 pm. arrived at 9:30 pm. 

4 - woke up and mustered the strength to do laundry. mtbs and PE with bu wiwin today. went back to mess to hang the rest of the clothes yet to be hung. changed my shift schedule with mendel. ate some lunch and napped. off to DW after maghrib. kopi susu gula aren as usual. turns out there’s musholla here. i also like the music here.

5 -  sanitation inspection with bu yos. i feel like im always tired nowadays. was also not in the mood to chat with other ppl. bang esa had his birthday and the female dorm was given pudding cake and some fried snacks. tried to work on Prof’s PPT. put on mediheal bamboo sheet mask and slept. 

6 - popmie for bfast lmao. posyandu with bu erlina. she picked up her child from school first and i got teary eyed on my bike just seeing moms and their child lmaoooo. showered and napped. ate at pkm. went back. MORE NAP,,, i dunno why my body’s keep asking for sleep. clinic shift. 

7 - KIA w bu mut and bu sekta. we had overtime since a patient needs to be referred. i ate my packed lunch but turns out we can eat at bu sekta’s sibling’s wedding so i ate again, taking out the rice. back at home and i tried to finish one of Prof’s PPT in DW. tried caramel latte (the caramel tastes weird, not gonna repurchase) and worked a bit. after maghrib i bought a chocolate croissant (23k). it tasted nice but not gonna buy again for the price lmao. finally sent it and i didnt have the strength to send the literatures

8 - MTBS today. a patient’s prescription came at like 11:06 and we waited and then they didnt show up hhh. back at mess, packed my light stuff and off to jkt. primajasa arrived at 13:20-ish and i arrived in kb jeruk at 4 pm. off to lippo, ordered zenbu pick up along the way. picked up the chicken mozaru, ate it in the top floor musholla (its large and has few patrons). laser appt. emir picked me up. i basically just said hi to ppl, maghrib prayer, laid down a bit and then just offed lol. woke up again at 11 and slept again at 1.   

9 - turns out i HAVE to go back in the morning since there will be family in the afternoon and evening. i tried to make the curug trip be cancelled lmao. but since im going back, now we just have to go. arrived 7-ish in clg. off from the guy’s mess 08:30 ish. stopped by at mcd. tried mcflurry cadbury. its surprisingly not too much (not toooo eneg/giung). parked the car, took ojek, and then 20-30 minutes hike to the curug (the guide said locals only need like 10 mins to walk lmaooo). and then we kind of went against the water flow until we arrived at curug. it was quite fun and the water was fresh and cold. when we arrived back at the landmark to rest we ate some noodles and lamented about the way back lol. late late lunch at sunset anyer. the seasoning was bomb. and then a trafficked road on the way back. we finally arrived at 7 pm. i basically just showered, saw the photos and slept like a log. 

10 - my whole body hurts from that curug trip lmao. mtbs today with teh liskom. ate rice and mom’s rendang split for bfast and lunch lol. napped AGAIN in pkm after sleeping so long last night. did laundry. Prof sent me a new task and mbak aan told me the deadline was today but thankfully it wasn’t. had a hard time understanding the statistical analysis since there was no T-value T_T. took a PCT and slept early

11 - posyandu kb dalem with teh vivi. nasi uduk 9k for bfast. it surprisingly made me feel full. finished at 11. got free lunch from teh yos, from sanitation inspection money. went back and started to work on Prof’s discussion. renata had evening shift so im alone in the 3-person room. started reading literatures and fiiiinally finished the discussion at 23:15. for mental support i bought 3 kinds of snacks for 28k at gofood. a chocolate crispy banana, taro balls and a cracker sandwich with fla innit. they’re all delicious. after sending the file, i cant sleep immediately so as usual, i read ao3 lmao

12 - posyandu with bu sekta. she lets me do anything yey. practice rly did something bcs i could find fetal heart rate in a 120kg mother. i never rly truly get leopold 4 lol. went back to mess, showered and ate tri’s curry with egg. finally made matcha latte again. 

13 - indomie for sahur. PIS-PK with teh nabs and teh liskom. we got to a house whose backyard has a wide ricefields and hill view. planned to eat at the clinic but i ended up falling asleep and woke up at 18. chatted dr anita and got the ok to skip the (last) shift. ordered mcd with gofood promo. tried beef prosperity but its just ok. not gonna repurchase. the pomegranate fizz was good.

14 - BP today. had mcd burger for bfast. went back to mess and ate the fish burger with added egg. ate renata’s orange for fiber. went to klinik to say goodbye. they gave me elzatta hijab. went to karaoke with nessa but turns out they dont have 1 hr package anymore. so we went to ccm and see stuff a bit. nessa ate at raja sei at the top floor. while we were eating, there was an earthquake. we ran to the floor below, went above again to get the food but ended up going down since the staffs were also going down. basically did nothing after arriving in mess. 

15 - obsesi about diseases related to flooding with teh nabs. finished quickly yay. but instead of doing borang i ended up watching jkt uncensored lmao. did ((one)) borang. called mom and asked whether i can go back. nessa also wanted to go to jkt and i can stay over if it gets to it. immediately off and arrived at rest area at 15:45 ish. juan picked me up. we got lost a bit. can finally relaxxxx in my own room (grandma is now at my uncle’s place). packed the film camera and wrote some well wishes and put them away to be brought later on to bdg. ate sate for dinner.

16 - i shooould rly do something but i cant bring myself to do. that laptop i brought to jkt only ended up being used for youtube. did a bit of physical movement. watching non-chatty vlogs while eating breakfast is my looovved loved routine. got the stuff and cupboards out for the new one. i managed to tidy it all up before the guests arrived. bujing yanti and family, and nan tulang (tulang ucok’s wife) came. and then mami nisa sarah also came. i said goodbye to them annnd off to kalideres by juan’s tall-ass motorbike. went to cp to wait it out. picked up bakerzin with gofood (black olive pesto and salmon fried rice). i dont rly taste the olive?? or maybe it just has a gentle taste. i almost got arabica spanish latte but it costed 38k after promo (compared to bakerzin’s 33k). karaoke with ness regen at happy puppy itc permata hijau. 1 hr was rly not enough lmao. senayan park afterwards. they ate at ramen ippudo but i was still full. the skywalk was full already (apparently you have to queue and there’s time slots) so we just walked a bit and chatted in the outdoor part. and then the lamp was off at 9 pm (basically the mall kicking us out). i stayed over at nessa’s apt at sudirman park. borrowed her brother’s tshirt lmaoo. and then its a quick sleep and i even dreamed

17 - sooo the 5.20 travel was full, and we took the 6.20 one. bought porridge near patrajasa. tried to sleep but cant rly sleep in the trip to CLG (managed in the latter half). arrived at 7:40. got to mess at 8-ish and arrived in pkm 8:15. did not shower nor wash my face lolz. posyandu with bu sekta at purwakarta. not too much attendees so we ended up speaking about sumatra road trip and mi aceh. already arrived in mess 10:30. laundry, ate bu sekta’s homemade mi aceh and showered. felt reeeefreshed. short nap in mess, ate fish capcay and rice at that RM near the crossroad (23K). at this point i rly2 want to eat veggies. worked on Prof’s PPT in DW with the usual kopi aren. one thing i noticed is that its rly thick and creamy and all the ice in it doesnt rly dilute it. i like ‘heavy’ drinks when it has sweet caffeine i guess. back at 10-ish. slept at 12-ish after reading ((more than a few)) stsg fics

18 - packed spaghetti for bfast slash lunch. capolista with bu keti, bu rohay and others. she is rly2 kind and understanding! i did a horrible job drawing blood the first few attempts and it gets better onward. even though i tried it before in a previous capolista, i g u rly need to practice regularly!!11. finished my borang, finally. 

19 - MTBS with teh liskom. bfast slash lunch today is rendang and veggies. bought burger, pisang crispy and crispy cassava balls from gofood. tried to do Prof’s PPT but cant bringmyself to do significant progress. fell asleep

20 - KIA with bu mut. buryam for bfast. we bought nasi kotak for puskesmas staffs and bu sekta and mas adung coordinated the distribution. farewell with purwakarta peeps. Prof suddenly whatsapped that 1 ppt deadline will move forward, so i hurriedly finish it and sent it at 7 pm. operan with tri for RS

21 - first shift in RSKM with kak rezha, adrian and jess.  theyre all super kind. got pediatric, obstetric, adult and geriatric-cardiac patients. huahh. i rly felt the ‘rush’. i felt 100% awake lol. packed my stuff to leave for bandung. ate indomie rebus before i go. cant rly sleep on the way, somehow. there’s still remnants of adrenaline. played with my phone. we stopped at rest area and i bought chicken from indomaret. it actually tastes nice!!1 not too dry. can finally sleep in cipularang but suddenly we arrived.  took gojek from indomaret pasteur to the hotel. met bang ido on the lobby. i chatted nisa already and she said i could stay in the room beside her, but i ended up staying with juan lmaoo bcs udak be er and zaki stayed at bang ido’s room. the room was spacious and it even has a working table. juan also brought his laptop lmaoo

22 - had bfast and met up with peeps. talked and asked stuff to tulang ucok while eating lol. waited for the MUA to arrive and fell asleep a bit. talked to tulang again while waiting for make up. the artist is still trying for a child, she’s G0P0A4. i hope one day the time will arrive for her. ate a dunkin doughnot to fill my belly after the makeup was on, bcs i deadass dont want to ruin the makeup with nasi padang. watched the ijab kabul and i sat near mom. some of the family left for a bit to check in. i went with bujing nova, udak fandi, tulang ucok and nan tulang lol. went to BIP and pasar cisangkuy. had a nice seblak and some other snacks. back to the reception, ate some more, took photos and it was over. stayed the night at meize hotel. sent the legging i borrowed from sarah and bang ido’s wedding gift and slept

23 - breakfast at van del cafe. ompung laki2 and papa went back first. primarasa and then PVJ. bujing nova udak fandi bujing cica and jihan went to bandung’s airport, so i was dropped off by them. waited it out at RM saung kabayan and brought some snacks. fell asleep at tol pasteur and woke up at tol tangerang-merak heheheee. left at 1 and arrived 5:10 pm. did laundry. cried about the beauty of family love lmaooo

24 - fasted today, with spaghetti for bfast. morning shift with kak yustin and co. she is so kind and helpful and encouraging. felt refreshed after shift. bought egg and kwetiaw near indomaret. ate and fell asleep

25 - got to chill and got some time for myself. cooked some beans. watched youtube. tagged bts pop up store dates (catfished as fianti). but i swear suddenly its 1.30 pm and i have to prepare for shift. i didnt even get to do an afternoon nap. shift with kak yustin again. bought burger bangor. instead of falling asleep immediately after shift we talked at mess until 11.30 lol

26 - thankfully i woke up on time (5.30) for my morning shift with kak ardi and co. SC CITO patient again just like the first shift lmao. some OG patients today. had burger for bfast and lunch after shift. fell asleep and woke up 19.40. ate left over fries and silverqueen and protein drink. renata taught me about core engagement for sit up. i never realized i had some certain muscle parts on my back lmaoo i just figured out they exist lol. 

27 - ran for a bit with my upgraded knowledge and i significantly felt stronger! ate nasiuduk near indomaret. missed the delish taste. afternoon shift with kak uwi and co. there was a neonatal cardiac arrest right in the beginning of shift. i rly need to study!! had duck and rice for dindin, bought in the hospital. saved some of the rice

28 - made fried rice with leftover rice. it lacks some saltiness. bought groceries from best meat with grab mart. cut and cooked the whole chicken (1st timer!) with the help of mom and renata. it tasted quite nice. night shift today. got to sleep for 2-3 hrs. 

29 - walked a bit to palm hills and back since the weather is so nice. did laundry. bfast. thankfully i did not immediately sleep bcs Prof called at 10-ish regarding PPT. napped. ate. sleep again at around 6 pm and i literally slept throughout the night lool

30 - woke up at 4. slept again at 7.30 ish until 9 lmfaooo. spaghetti for bfast. worked on translation while drinking some green tea. only thing left to do is translate the figures. cooked kangkung

31 - morning shift. finished up the translation and sent it

[avaruussade]

Did the Hero of Kazakhstan kidnap the Russian Fairy’s heart after all?

written for @otayuriwriterscollective olympics week

sun feb 11: interviews/media coverage OR celebration/party

T-rated, 2.8K words

huge thanks to @bekasstar​ for being my second pair of eyes (and letting me use not only her real twitter handle but the sideblog url as well AND discussing this idea with me and just existing in general ♡)

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“Beka, look, you need to see this.” Otabek leaves his suitcase open on the floor and sits next to Yuri who’s lying on his stomach on the hotel bed. (He has been there the whole time Otabek has tried to unpack his suitcase and settle down in the room, his own suitcase abandoned near the door - Yuri said he would go and check his own room later even though they both know he isn’t going to spend too much time there.) Otabek leans in and reads over Yuri’s shoulder a Twitter thread the Russian skater has open on his phone.

Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・20 min Yuri was seen hugging Otabek Altin of Kazakhstan outside their hotel today. Olympic Athletes from Russia (OAR) arrived to Pyeongchang yesterday evening, Team Kazakhstan early today. welcome to the madness @datyurifanboy・19 min @yurisangels_official such a shame Yuri can’t properly represent his country tho… but also @vilmahenriika look at this shit always sleepy @vilmahenriika・18 min @datyurifanboy @yurisangels_official holy fuck my Otayuri Senses™ are tingling it was like 5am in Korea when Otabek got there?? Maybe in next olympics Yuri’s gonna represent Kazakhstan ;)) jkjk Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・16 min @datyurifanboy @vilmahenriika I heard they hugged for a really long time outside the hotel, and then went inside together. And that Yuri was looking happy af. Also we haven’t seen Yuri in Team Kazakhstan jacket… yet. always sleepy @vilmahenriika・15 min @yurisangels_official i’d die if that happened also @smilejongdw you need to see this!! Chel @smilejongdw・14 min @vilmahenriika @yurisangels_official HOLY FUCK Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・14 min @smilejongdw @vilmahenriika There’s a week to go before the games start, we have our fingers crossed for Instagram updates! And reports from people who might see them around & in practice! WA @figureskating-guy・12 min @yurisangels_official @vilmahenriika @smilejongdw You guys need to chill. I mean, Yuri and Otabek are friends. They haven’t seen each other since the GPF. Ofc they’re happy. always sleepy @vilmahenriika・10 min @figureskating-guy let a girl have her fun lmao “Are you pissed you can’t represent Russia?” Yuri stares at Otabek for a couple of silent seconds, and then rolls his eyes. “Is that really the first thing that came to your mind after reading all that?” “I’m just curious,” Otabek shrugs, but he knows Yuri has noticed the hint of a smile trying to tug his lips upwards. “I’m pissed those doping assholes have the guts to call themselves athletes”, Yuri says, frowning in disgust. Then his face settles in something more serious. “All I care about is skating, really.” For some time it had looked like Yuri wouldn’t even be able to compete in Olympics despite getting silver in the Grand Prix final and winning Nationals less than two months before. When Yuri had gotten the permission to skate under OAR, he had called Otabek and cried tears of relief. After all, it’s their first Olympics, and going there together had been their dream. “So your fans looking for evidence of us dating isn’t something you care about?” Otabek is smirking now, but his smile falters when he sees the excited glint in Yuri’s eyes. “I want to talk about that.” “Yura, I told you - after Olympics.” The two of them had jumped from the friendship stage to something entirely different during Yuri’s exhibition skate in the Grand Prix final held in Barcelona, just three days after their reunion. (Otabek prefers to call it a meeting instead of a reunion because Yuri didn’t even remember him back then, but Yuri tells him reunion sounds better.) On most days they had been best friends, but then there had been moments when neither of them could say were they friends or something more. They openly cheered for each other during competitions despite being each other’s biggest rivals. When they met in and outside of competitions - skating, walking around in different cities, or having sleepovers at the other boy’s house during off-season - there had been long looks and lingering touches. Looks and touches the media and their fanbases had started to notice after a while, as well. After reading the third online article (titled Did the Hero of Kazakhstan kidnap the Russian Fairy’s heart after all?) scrutinizing every little detail in how long they had hugged after a medal ceremony, Otabek had grown tired of all the conspiracy theories: he had brought the topic up with Yuri in Skype. He didn’t expect their conversation to end with Yuri confessing he had feelings for Otabek; feelings Otabek shared. It’s been a year since that Skype conversation, and they had agreed on being just best friends in the public eye. If Otabek is being honest, he isn’t surprised Yuri wants everyone to know already - he’s impatient, has always been. “Don’t you think this would be a perfect opportunity to let the world know?” Yuri asks, sitting up. He puts his hands on Otabek’s shoulders, a happy grin on his face. “I think we should wait until the games are over. I don’t want it to affect the results.” “As if it would.” “You never know,” Otabek says with a shrug, and Yuri sighs in defeat. He picks his phone up, the Twitter thread still open on the screen. “Also I love reading the theories your fans come up with.” “Your fans contribute in them, too.” “What if,” Otabek says, holding his hands up in defence when Yuri’s eyes start to sparkle again, trying to keep the blond’s hopes from shooting too high up. “What if we just had fun now, and thought about this when the games are over.” *** The days before the opening ceremony are busy for both of them: they’re training on and off ice while trying to get used to the time difference and learning to navigate in the huge Olympic village. Their coaches are trying their best to keep them healthy and in good condition before the games start: they aren’t allowed on the ice too much, and staying up late to have a stroll around the city is strictly prohibited as well. Otabek wants the competition to start already, while Yuri can’t wait for everything to be over. “Let’s take a pic!” Yuri demands when they leave the hotel on the night of the opening ceremony. They are both dressed up in their respective uniforms: Yuri in grey and white, Otabek in the colors of Kazakhstan. He doesn’t feel comfortable in the bright colors, especially next to Yuri’s more neutral attire. It takes a moment before they find a spot with lighting good enough for Yuri’s standards. Yuri switches to the front camera of his phone and raises the device up, gesturing Otabek to come closer so they both fit in the frame. Otabek laughs and wraps an arm around Yuri’s waist, showing a thumbs up to the camera with his other hand. As always, Yuri snaps dozen pictures just in case (he’s really serious about his Instagram feed - a thing Otabek has never really understood, but he respects his boyfriend’s devotion). Otabek grows tired of posing after five shots, and in the last one he’s stealing a glance of a happily laughing Yuri, a soft smile and a gentle blush on his face. “I’m gonna upload this one, too,” Yuri says when he sees the last picture on his camera roll. “No, you are not.” “Yeah, I am. You look good in it.” “I look like I’m in love, Yuri.” “Exactly.” * Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・4 min Yuri updated his Instagram! “yuri-plisetsky: Ready for the opening ceremony! With @otabek-altin” [2 pictures attached] OLYMPICS HYPE @itsviktorwithak・3 min @yurisangels_official okay but does Otabek have an arm around Yuri’s waist?? Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・3 min @itsviktorwithak It seems so, yes! C; OLYMPICS HYPE @itsviktorwithak・2 min @yurisangels_official holy fuck OLYMPICS HYPE @itsviktorwithak・2 min @yurisangels_official ppl are going crazy in the comments omg Beka’s quad salchow @otabeks_devil・2 min @itsviktorwithak @yurisangels_official Well, the way Otabek looks at Yuri in that 2nd pic… my gf looks at me like that go team japan!! @loveonice・1 min @otabeks_devil @itsviktorwithak @yurisangels_official I wonder when’s the wedding lolol *** Neither of them takes part in the Team events, so after the opening ceremony is over, they have a week before they can hit the ice for real. They try to kill time in different ways: they go watch the Team events held in Gangneung Ice Arena, have a jog around the Olympic village when the sun sets behind the tall hotel buildings, and skate as much as their coaches let them. Otabek cherishes the mornings during that week. He often wakes up before Yuri and pulls him closer to his chest, listening to their hearts sharing a rhythm. It’s quiet and peaceful, something the two of them haven’t been given a chance to enjoy. Otabek knows that when their turns to skate in front of the judges come, Yuri wants to sleep in his own bed. He says it keeps him focused, and Otabek understands (but he’s still happy they will get their results after only two days on the ice, and that no matter what happens they will be sharing a bed again when they’re done with the free skating). So on the morning of the short program Otabek wakes up alone, his head hurting from lack of sleep. He’s feeling slightly disoriented, and scrolling through his Twitter mentions and Instagram comments doesn’t make his mood any better. People are cheering him on and sending messages of good luck, but all Otabek wants is to see Yuri. He still isn’t an asshole though: he likes some comments and tweets, and then types a short message thanking everyone for the support before getting out of bed. Both of them are scheduled to skate in the last group: Otabek starting the group, Yuri getting his turn right after him. It’s an honor to be part of the very last group, but it also means they have a lot of time in their hands after the first group finally gets on the ice. “Nervous?” Yuri asks when he sits next to Otabek in the warm-up area. He has already changed in his short program costume, an OAR jersey over it. Otabek shoots him a small smile, brushing his fingertips quickly against the back of Yuri’s hand when no one can see. “Not anymore,” he says, truthfully. He takes one earphone out and turns the volume of his music down. “You?” “A little. I couldn’t really sleep last night.” “Me neither.” Yuri sighs and rests his head on Otabek’s shoulder, closing his eyes. His long lashes create fans over his cheeks, dark with mascara. “Can I sleep in your bed tonight?” “Are you sure? Free’s tomorrow.” “I’m sure,” Yuri whispers, raising his head to give a shy smile to Otabek. It takes all of Otabek’s willpower not to pull Yuri into a kiss, but the camera crew walking around shooting material to show in live coverages during ice maintenance stops him; so he just nods, and Yuri understands. * Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・2 min Yuri’s getting ready for his short program in the warm-up area! He can be seen in the background with Otabek Altin during Phichit Chulanont’s interview. [1 picture attached] Need me a man like Beka @otabekskitten・2 min @yurisangels_official is yuri’s head… on beka’s shoulder… Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・1 min @otabekskitten Yes!!! And then he raises his head and smiles, looking like an angel!! Need me a man like Beka @otabekskitten・1 min @yurisangels_official i’m not sure should i be screaming or crying Bless Chris @giacomettisbutt・1 min @otabekskitten @yurisangels_official WHY NOT BOTH *** Both of them are again in the last starting group for the free skate, but this time neither of them are tired or nervous. Yuri is third to last to skate, just before Otabek - their point difference is 0.08, and Otabek has already accepted the fact that Yuri will snatch silver from him. He isn’t angry about it. Otabek gets the front seat for Yuri’s free program, standing on the side of the rink. He barely hears the announcer over the deafening boom of cheers when Yuri makes his way to the center of the ice, his face serious. “Yuri! Davai!” Otabek yells over the commotion, loud enough for Yuri to raise his eyes and give him a thumbs up. When Yuri settles in his starting pose and lowers his gaze, there’s a small smile on his lips. Yuri’s skating is beautiful to watch, as always: most of his jumps are in the second part of his program, and the choreographic sequence he starts with is delicate, setting an eerie mood in the whole arena. Not many other skaters in men singles share his flexibility - his Biellmann position is deep, and his spins are fast. He jumps with both of his arms raised, and even though one of his landings ends up a little shaky, he finishes with a flawless program. A happy smile spreads on his face when the music stops, and he bows to the cheering audience shining brighter than the rhinestones in his black costume. Otabek watches how Yuri picks up a huge tiger plushie from the ice on his way out and accepts Yakov’s warm hug. Otabek’s own chest is almost bursting with pride when he takes his blade guards off and hands them to his own coach, giving him a confident nod. He’s about to step on the ice when there’s a weight against him, thin arms wrapped around his shoulders. “Davai, Beka,” Yuri whispers in his ear before letting go, Yakov’s cursing making him hurry to the Kiss & Cry. * Yuri’s Biellmann @otayuri3113・4 min DID YOU GUYS SEE THAT talk otayuri to me @yurabeka・4 min @otayuri3113 YURI JUST?? HUGGED OTABEK AND SAID SOMETHING TO HIM?? Yuri’s Biellmann @otayuri3113・3 min @yurabeka EXACTLY??? And Yakov looked so pissed oh my god I love Yuri talk otayuri to me @yurabeka・3 min @otayuri3113 And I know this one Kazakh skater who probably shares your feelings omfg Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・2 min Yuri’s scores for his Free are 222.18, and he’s currently in the first place! Two skaters to go: Kazakhstan’s Otabek Altin and Canada’s Jean-Jacques Leroy. *** Yuri’s unusual way of wishing Otabek good luck makes the headlines, but he doesn’t seem to mind as long as the articles remember to mention they are also the silver and bronze medalists. Otabek wants to lecture Yuri and remind him he promised to wait until the games are over before announcing his undying love for Otabek. But Otabek just can’t get angry at Yuri. That’s what he tells Mila when she asks him about it. They’re sitting in the audience of the ice arena, a day after men’s free program, halfway through short dance. It’s time for ice maintenance, people in the audience scrolling on their phones or huddling closer to each other to stay warm. The big screens over the ice are showing Korean adverts between recaps of yesterday’s free program. “You should, he could have ruined your concentration! There are already people saying he was trying to sabotage your skate.” “I would never try to do that,” Yuri defends himself from his seat on Otabek’s other side. “I dunno, you were behind Otabek after short…” “Yeah, 0.08 points.” “I’m just telling you what I’ve read,” Mila shrugs, getting an eye roll from her rinkmate. “Did I ruin your concentration yesterday?” Yuri turns to ask Otabek, challenge in his eyes. “You didn’t, but I’m not encouraging you to do that again.” “Yeah, only because you’re afraid I might give you a boner before you go-” “Yura, they have us on the screen.” Yuri looks up at the screens hanging on the ceiling and finds out Otabek wasn’t saying that just to get him distracted. People in the arena around them are already clapping, congratulating them both for their medals. Yuri blinks, taken aback by the attention he’s suddenly receiving, and Otabek placing his cool hands on each side of his face and kissing him doesn’t really help. Yuri kisses back without thinking, a slow smile spreading on his lips when he hears Mila gasping somewhere on Otabek’s right. “I thought-,” Yuri mumbles when they break the kiss, a violent blush climbing on his face as the members of the audience whistle and scream. “I thought you said after the games.” “Well, aren’t we technically done with them already?” * Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・5 min Yuri just tweeted and confirmed that the kiss seen during Ice Dance break wasn’t staged!! “@yuri-plisetsky: when your boyfriend kisses you in front of way too many people smh I’ve fallen for a total loser.” Yuri’s Angels @yurisangels_official・4 min Congratulations, @yuri-plisetsky and @otabek-altin!! Chel @smilejongdw・2 min @yurisangels_official i can now die happy always sleepy @vilmahenriika・2 min @yurisangels_official @smilejongdw TT<3

i don’t know what athletes really do during olympics when they aren’t competing and i’m fully aware the skaters probably aren’t allowed to interact with each other between their skates like that but let’s call this artistic freedom.

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[jkbunniesandcreme]

Dance of the Two Doves (04)

Prologue l Chapter 1 l Chapter 2 l Chapter 3

Title: Dance of the Two Doves

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (ft. rest of BTS)

Genre: Fluff, Slight Angst, High School AU, Soulmate AU

Word Count: 1,744

Summary: Fate decided to play on a young girl and boy’s lives. Can the two young kids find each other despite everyone and all odds against them?

A/N: LMAO wow lookie here. It’s Sunday and I didn’t update on Saturday. LMAO oops. I’m such a horrible author I can’t. Anyways, hope y’all lovelies enjoy this chapter!!!~~~ Also I’ve just noticed how silent my readers are. P.S. remember to follow me for more updates as I am projecting DOTTD to be around 10 chapters. Share and like~~~ Thank you guys so much for the continuous support!! See y’all next week~  (rip i start school tomorrow rip)

The walk home was excruciatingly awkward. Jungkook volunteered to walk me home after witnessing my mental breakdown, voicing his reason that a girl shouldn’t be walking home alone in the evening. Embarrassment was clawing at my insides as I thought of the previous happening. I looked over to Jungkook as we continued the slow journey home. The boy stared straight ahead and made no moves to make a conversation.

With a feeling of slight disappointment, I looked at the floor and stared at my feet. The night was cold and I was starting to regret not bringing my jacket this morning. “Can this day get any worse?” I swore under my breath and reminded myself to always bring a windbreaker on a Spring day.

“Hmm, what was that, Y/N?” Jungkook asked.

Oh shit. I began to bite my fingers in nervousness.

Suddenly, Jungkook reached over and grabbed my wrist softly. We had stopped in the middle of the street. “Stop, Y/N. Stop worrying. I don’t know what happened in the past but it’s the past. Move on and live in the present. I’m here for you and I’m not leaving you. I promise,” he said.

I stay looking at the concrete floor and was too afraid to look at him.

His fingers reached under my chin and tilted my head up slightly so we could make eye contact.

“Y/N, talk to me please,” Jungkook said with sad and hopeful eyes.

I shuddered and finally took a deep breath before looking at him. “Forget what happened tonight. I’m sorry. I didn’t know what came about me.”

Jungkook dropped his hands and replied, “Okay. I won’t pressure you to talk more on the subject anymore. Come on. We should hurry. It’s getting dark fast.” He smiled at me and we continued to walk.

How do you not remember, Jungkook?

We finally reached the front gate of my house. I pressed the code into the gate and once the gate beeped, I reached to push the gate open. Jungkook’s hand reached out to stop me from opening the front gate. “Give me your phone,” he commanded.

Confused, I took out my phone and gave it to him. He took it and dialed a number in.

“Here. I just saved my number in your phone. Make sure to call me once you settle down,” he said with his signature honey melting smile.

I looked at him shyly and muttered thanks. I bowed at him and proceeded to walk through the front lawn after closing the gate. Slowly, I turned around and waved goodbye at him. Jungkook returned the wave and stood there waiting. I walked into the house and saw that my mom was washing the dishes from what I assume, from dinner. “I’m home!” I exclaimed.

“Y/N, you’re finally home?” Yoongi asked while eating an apple.

I groaned and nodded. “Where have you been, Y/N? You even missed dinner and you never miss out on a meal,” asked my mom. She stood by the sink with both hands on the hip.

“Sorry. I had detention because I forgot an assignment,” I pouted at my mom. I looked at her, waiting for my impending doom when to my surprise, she laughed.

“Aish, it’s okay but you should have called or at least text me if you weren’t going to join us for dinner.” She wiped her hands on the towel and left the kitchen.

“You got lucky lil’ sis,” Yoongi said. “What are you going to eat now?”

I was about to reply when I remembered Jungkook’s favor before he left. “Nothing. I’m not hungry anyway,” I replied as I made my way to my room. I pushed opened the door and turned on the light. Quickly, I made my way to my window and looked out on the street. I saw Jungkook’s back turning at the corner of the street and felt my smile creep up on my face. I stared at his disappearing back until I couldn’t see him anymore. Sighing, I closed the curtains and leaned against my bedside table. He waited for me. GAH. I fell face flat on my bed and kicked my legs in the air excitedly. My stomach was filled with fluttering butterflies that seemed neverending. I stopped myself and groaned. What am I doing? I’m such an embarrassment.

BUZZ…

My phone vibrated on the bedside table. I finally stopped my “tantrum” and reached over to check my phone. When I finally snapped back to reality, my eyes widened in shock immediately upon seeing Jungkook’s name appear on the screen.

Jungkook: hey! I hope you are resting well. What are you doing rn? I didn’t get any notifs from you so I was wondering if everything was okay :)

I blinked twice and rubbed to make sure I was not seeing things. When the message didn’t disappear, I gasped loudly and dropped my phone to the ground.

A rush of quick footsteps approached my room and Yoongi appeared.

“Y/N! Are you okay?” he asked with concern. He looked at the floor and saw my phone. “Yo, you’ve been acting really weird today since you’ve come home. You fine?”

“Umm.. yeah… Wait, how did you even hear me drop my phone?” I asked out of curiosity. There was just no way the phone made that much of a noise.

“Oh, I was on my way to the restroom. Anyways whatever,” Yoongi said. “Go to sleep, dear sister. Your eyebags are becoming more apparent by the second. Them bags are going to become Gucci designer bags soon. Also, I hope my annoying little sister comes back to take over her body again. I’m not liking this new “nonchalant” Y/N.” He shrugged and walked away.

“Aish! THANK YOU FOR NOTHING, YOONGI!” I yelled at his disappearing figure. I laid on my bed while holding my phone in the air. What should I say? Ugh, the stress. I shook my head and began typing.

Y/N: Sorry for the late reply. I got caught up with my mom and brother. I’m doing fine haha. I’m just chilling in my room.

I sighed and pressed send.

A tapping sound came from my window. I looked and saw a dove on the windowsill. Why are you appearing in front of me again? I thought back when I first saw the dove outside of SOPA during lunch time. Are you trying to tell me something, little one? I opened the window slowly. To my surprise, the dove didn’t move and instead cocked its head to the side and stared at me. It chirped and took one last look at me and flew away. Hmm, how weird. I shrugged and waited for Jungkook’s reply.

My phone vibrates once again. I excitedly checked and opened up his message.

Jungkook: It’s fine haha. Same. Also, some white dove came to my window and I got weirded out. I’m about to take a shower rn so I’ll ttyl? :)

My cheeks warmed up at his reply as I thought about him shirtless with a towel… WOAH!! WHAT THE HELL, Y/N? Clear your brain right now! Wait did he say dove? Why did he see the bird?

Jungkook: You okay? What towel? You saw a dove too?  

I screamed. “Oh my god!” I grabbed my hair out of frustration and hid my face in my pillow. “Okay, Y/N. No more leaked thoughts.”

The phone buzzed again.

Jungkook: LMAO I think you’re going through a mental crisis rn. So lemme take a shower first.

I stared at my phone, not knowing how to reply to him. “He’s such a tease,” I pouted at my phone.

“Who’s a tease?” Yoongi asked by the doorway all of a sudden.

“CAN YOU NOT, MIN YOONGI?” I yelled.

“Hey, I’m older than you Ms. Min,” Yoongi retorted. “So watch your language. But seriously, what’s going on? Boy problems?”

I blushed hard.

“Oh my god, Y/N. Are you serious? My little sister is growing up?” Yoongi squealed while running to my side. “What does he look like? What’s his name? Is he pop-”

“My dear brother, there is no boy problem okay?” I tried to persuade him to stop pestering me with more questions.

“Fine. Just tell me his name,” he continued asking. “Please, Y/N.” He gave me puppy eyes and pouted at me. I can’t believe I’m younger than this dude.

I sighed and rolled my eyes, “His name is Jeon Jungkook.” I looked at my brother, waiting for his reaction. Just hearing myself say his name made my heart beat faster. To my surprise, Yoongi’s eyes widened.

“JEON JUNGKOOK?” he screamed in my ear.

“God, why do you need to scream? Why do you know him?” I covered my ears.

Yoongi just stared at me and kept quiet. After a few seconds of awkward silence, he finally opened his mouth. “Y/N, don’t get close to him. Please. Promise me you won’t see him again. He’s not the type of guy you think he is,” he looked at me sternly and patted my head. “You deserve better,” and with that, he walked out of my room.

Stunned, I stayed frozen. I stare at my phone, looking at Jungkook’s message. The speech bubbles were still blinking as I thought about what Yoongi said earlier. I sighed and shook my head. It’s fine, Y/N. Your brother is just trolling you… right? What’s up with him? Not wanting Yoongi to ruin the mood, I typed out my reply.

Y/N: lol sorry for the numerous amounts of apologies but yeah… haha. Umm. no towel?

I looked at my calendar and realized it’s going to be Saturday tomorrow. I continued the message.

Y/N: Can we meet up tomorrow morning? :)

I bit my fingers as I decided if it was the right wording so I didn’t sound like a creep.

Ugh, I’m such a baby. I pressed send and held my phone to my chest as I wait for the doors of Fate to open.

Will he accept my offer? Will he accept me, a weirdo who melts at everything he does and says? Jungkook, are you a man I should trust?

Feeling sleep welcoming me with big arms, I put my phone on the bedside table and turned off all the lights and got ready for bed.

Saturday, please come quick. And with that, I finally closed my eyes.

[imaginekpoplikethis]

Mixing It Up - Troublemaker! Min Yoongi X Reader - Part 5

This update actually came on time (or maybe even earlier lol idk) !!!

Lmao just wait till you read what happens.

Love for everyone 💖

Preview  Part 1  Part 2  Part 3  Part 4  Part 5 - Here  Part 6  Part 7  Part 8  Part 9  Part 10  Part 11 - Final

A week after your ‘speech’ in the lunch hall, it had come to your attention that many people seemed to be whispering more when you were present. What the topic of discussion was about wasn’t a surprise. Of course it would be you. The most common gossip circulating was about the rumour of your bad temper being true. Apparently, it was that much of a revelation that it needed to be spread around like wildfire.

Along with rumours being proven true, new ones were born. You almost choked when you heard the second most discussed topic.

“So apparently you and Yoongi are a thing now. How long has it been?” Jimin teasingly poked you as he walked down the corridor beside you, attempting to lighten the mood. It worked somewhat but that was mainly due to the fact that you couldn’t bring yourself to dampen this adorable boys mood.

“A thing? Which idiot came up with that rumour?” Just as Jimin opened his mouth to answer you, Taehyung’s voice caught both of your attention.

“Hey! I’m not an idiot!” You weren’t sure if Taehyung intentionally sold himself out or if he was that dim. Both options had an equal chance of being true.

“You’re one of the few who know better than anyone there’s nothing going on between us. What was the use in creating a stupid rumour like that?” He merely grinned at you and wrapped an arm around your shoulder.

“This school needed some sort of romance going on and there’s no better duo than you and Yoongi. Arguably the most troublesome student with possibly the best.”

Your hands clenched into fists whilst you had an Internal debate over whether or not you should punch Taehyung. Jimin seemed to sense this as he began speaking calming words.

“H-hey! Don’t worry about him he’s just joking! Yoongi says he was born half idiot so it’s within his nature to act like this.”

“What do you think this is Taehyung? Beauty and the beast?” His arm fell from your shoulders and he hopped a few steps in front of you.

“No way! Yoongi is way more scarier than a beast. Anyway, don’t pretend like you don’t like the idea of you two dating. We all know you have a thing for him.”

It’s like he was asking you to gut him. He might as well have been.

“Kim - Tae - Hyung. Would you prefer to be castrated or gutted?” He frowned at your words, eyes moving towards the ceiling in a thoughtful manner.

“Castrated...? Wait - castrated! Hey! Don’t you think that’s a bit too much!?”

“Gutted it is then.”

“No - wait-!” Instead of waiting to receive the consequences of his words, he sprinted down the hall and took a sharp left around the corner.

Preparing yourself to go after him proved futile as Jimin grabbed your arm, holding you back.

“Don’t worry about him! I’m sure Yoongi will deal with him later...”

The name that rolled off Jimin’s tongue successfully snatched your attention.

“Where is he? Is he okay?”

Jimin let his signature smile, that you could only describe as ‘squishy’, break out on his face over your inquiries.

“Yeah, he’s at home. They suspended him for the time being since they haven’t actually concluded the investigation. He’s lucky that they’ve decided to investigate more though I’m not sure why...”

You breathed a sigh of relief.

So all hasn’t been lost with Yoongi.

“Jimin, can we go visit him after school?” Just as your question left your mouth, the school bell rung, alerting you that your next lesson was going to start soon.

“Sure, we’ll go together from class. If that’s fine with you?”

Nodding your head vigorously, you grabbed his arm and began rushing to class.

“That’s perfect! Now quick or we’ll be late for our next lesson.”

-

Staying true to his word, Jimin walked alongside of you after school, guiding you towards Yoongi’s home. You felt nervousness bubbling inside of you and with good reason. It wasn’t often you went to a boys house let alone someone you were evidently crushing on. If that wasn’t enough, you were sure he had heard about the scene you caused at lunch and alongside that the rumours Taehyung had started.

“You know Jimin... maybe it would be better if I came another day.”

Said boy raised an eyebrow in amusement at your sudden change of heart.

“And postpone seeing Yoongi? I’m sure you wouldn’t want that. In fact he wouldn’t want that.”

To say your heart skipped a beat at his words would be an understatement. You were sure it stopped long enough for death himself to prepare to come collect your soul.

“That’s... somewhat reassuring. Why?”

He didn’t reply but instead let a small smile spread across his lips before stopping in front of an apartment complex.

“We’re here.”

Glancing up at the ten storey complex, you absentmindedly wondered which one Yoongi resides in. 

“The fourth floor.”

“Huh?”

Jerking you out of your thoughts, Jimin smirked at you.

“You wanted to know what floor he lived on.”

Blushing profusely, you mentally smacked yourself for not being able to stop yourself from voicing your thoughts out loud.

“No- I just-“

Jimin stepped up towards the bell of the complex and rang Yoongi’s door bell, leaving you a stuttering mess.

“Whaaat?”

The immense annoyance Yoongi was harbouring was flowing out through his voice, so much so that you were sure your mood dropped the slightest bit.

“It’s Jimin. Let me in.”

Yoongi grumbled something along the lines of ‘not being able to escape even during suspension’ causing you to stifle your laughter. Only moments later, the door buzzed and opened. Jimin ushered you through before following behind and calling down an elevator.

“I wonder how he’ll react when he sees you? Maybe he’ll-“

The ding from the elevator made him jump and you let a giggle slip out as his cheeks glowed red with embarrassment. You both entered the elevator and Jimin pressed the fifth floor button.

You both stood in silence as the elevator slowly moved up towards your destination. Contrary to popular belief, there was no calming  elevator music flowing out of speakers. Just the typical sound of gears grinding or whatever may be contributing to the movement.

Before you knew it, the elevator came to a stop and you both exited it. Jimin bounced up towards a door labelled four c and you nervously followed behind.

“Hey! Yoongi, open the door!”

Seconds later, the door was ripped open so hard you were sure it would have flew off its hinges if Yoongi’s hand hadn’t been there to stop it from doing so. A gust of wind accompanied the opening of the door, tousling both your hair and Jimin’s as well as moving your skirt slightly. Luckily, you were not part of an anime cast. You were sure there would have been an unnecessary panty shot if you had been.

All was silent for what seemed like a good five minutes before you decided to break it.

“...I think we should leave...”

“Why? You just got here. What, scared I’m gonna eat you or something?”

How he could switch between vexation and playfulness in a millisecond was beyond you.

“Well with the way your acting, yes. Yes, that is exactly what I’m scared of.”

A light chuckle escaped him and he stepped aside to let both you and Jimin in.

“Maybe later...”

You sincerely hoped that was not a hint of seriousness you caught in his tone.

“Do you live alone?”

Your question bounced around the walls of his corridor and you cringed at how nervous you sounded.

“No, I live with my parents. They’re just working. They should be back soon.”

You arrived in what you assumed to be the living room and Yoongi motioned towards the sofa that Jimin threw himself upon.

“Make yourself comfortable. I don’t want to have to deal with the awkward shit that comes along with an uncomfortable guest.”

Wow. How... considerate.

Plopping yourself down beside Jimin, you couldn’t help but inspect the unexpectedly tidy room.

Yoongi just seemed like someone who would be too lazy to clean after himself.

“So what’s up? Did you miss me too much?”

“Something like that...” He caught your murmur and a smirk grew on his face though he didn’t say anything else.

“So I assume you’ve been okay.” He leant back on the wall across from the sofa and shrugged his shoulders.

“Yeah, I’ve just been sleeping.”

You sighed at his obvious answer.

“I meant for the whole week.”

He seemed slightly confused at your words.

“I know. I’ve been sleeping.”

Wait... he-

“The whole week?!”

You didn’t bother to hide the shock in your voice. Sleeping a whole week was impressive. They should give out medals for this sort of thing.

“Yeah. What’s wrong? Worried I’ve been seeing other girls?”

“Yes, I’ve been spending day and night worrying myself over the fact that Tammy might snatch you away from me.”

“Who’s Tammy?” Jimin piped up from beside you and smacked a hand to your face.

“It was sarcasm, Jimin.”

He let out a quiet ‘oh’ under his breath and you couldn’t resist the urge to pinch his cheek. He was too adorable for his own good.

“A-ah! What are you doing.”

“Just checking if angels can feel pinches.” The most precious giggle slipped out of him causing you to almost lose all of your composure.

“If you’re done boosting his ego I’d like to get back to the conversation at hand.”

“What’s wrong? Getting jealous?”

His typical straight face did not budge when he answered.

“Yeah. I am.”

You did not see that coming. Before you could think of a suitable reply, the sound of the front door opening caught the attention of all three of you.

“Yoongi! Are you still sleeping?! Get up and do some school work or something!”

A woman’s voice travelled through the apartment accompanied by the sound of footsteps. When she arrived in the living room, she was rummaging through her purse.

“Hello Mrs Min.”

Both you and Jimin jumped to your feet to greet the lady, who was still preoccupied with her bag.

“Ah, Hello Jimin. How are you?”

“I’m great!”

Deciding against being rude, you quickly greeted Yoongi’s mother.

“G-Good afternoon Mrs Min...”

Her head snapped up at the sound of your voice and her eyes were widened to an extent you thought impossible.

“Oh! Good afternoon...”

“I’m a friend of Yoongi’s. My name is Y/N.”

“Ah, Y/N. Sorry, I wasn’t really expecting a girl to be here. Yoongi never brings girls around.”

He threw a lazy look in his mother’s direction, annoyance clearly displayed through the twitch of his eyebrow.

“I thought we were closer than ‘friends’.”

“Wha-“

“Oh my, you’re dating my son!? Are you sure you want to do that? A lovely girl like you seems like the type to be dedicated to her studies, you wouldn’t want a boyfriend to ruin that, would you?”

You blinked once. Twice. Thrice.

“I- uh... I’m not dating him.”

What seemed like disappointment flashed through her eyes before she smiled at you.

“Ah, don’t get me wrong. I would love for you to be his girlfriend. You seem like a very sensible girl. Maybe you can even set him back on the right track because...”

She whipped her head to the side to throw a glare at Yoongi, who brushed it off with one of his own.

“...his student record is not the best. He’s suspended often but I’m shocked at the reason why this time. Setting fire to a classroom!?”

You felt as if you were interfering in a family lecture and stood awkwardly beside Jimin who was, surprisingly, grinning.

Good to know someone isn’t feeling awkward.

Just as you were going to excuse yourself, Jimin’s phone began to ring.

“It’s my mum... ah, I’ve got to go!”

Seemingly being reminded of a commitment he had made, Jimin quickly said goodbye before dashing out of the apartment.

“I-uh-“

“Min Yoongi, I hope im not wrong in believing you did not cause that fire.”

Her tone was strict and serious but her expression revealed he true thoughts. She knew her son had not caused the incident.

“Yeah, believe what you want. They hate me so even if I am innocent, I’ll still get in trouble anyway. I don’t really care at this point.”

He threw himself on the sofa and glanced between you and his mother, boredom evident on his face.

“Yoongi! How can you say that!?”

He shrugged his shoulders before grabbing a packet of crisps from the coffee table in front of him. He picked a crisp out of the bag, inspecting it before placing it into his mouth all the while watching your face.

“W-what?”

“I thought I told you I don’t like that uncomfortable shit?”

“Yoongi!”

His mothers reprimanding voice made you jump and you decided to take your leave.

“I need to get going... I guess I’ll see you whenever? Thank you for having me Mrs Min.”

She softly smiled before returning your farewell.

“Wait, Y/N! Yoongi stop being lazy and walk your girlfriend- I mean- friend home!”

As she said this, she grabbed a stray slipper and hurled it in Yoongi’s direction, hitting him square on the head.

“Hey! Watch whe- okay, okay I’m going.”

As he began to argue, his mother threateningly lifted the other slipper.

“And change out of those sweatpants. I’m sick of seeing those.”

Ignoring her demand, he grabbed the matching jacket for the tracksuit he was wearing and threw it on.

“Come on.”

Slipping his shoes on and grabbing your hand, he led you out of his apartment.

“So where do you live?”

He asked this whilst pressing the button to the elevator and you took a moment to recall the answer.

“You don’t even remember where you live? How am I going to take you home?”

You couldn’t resist the urge to slap him and he let out a whine of pain.

“Wow, you have a manly hit. Are you sure you’re a girl?”

Lifting your fist, he flinched back all the while grinning at his joke. At that moment the elevator arrived and you stepped in, Yoongi following behind.

“I came all this way to be insulted and called a man. I shouldn’t bother next time.”

“I wouldn’t call it ‘insulting’, just teasing.”

“That’s not how I see I-“

The elevator suddenly shook before coming to a stop. You pushed the ground floor button a few times until you realised that it had completely stopped responding.

“Ah, fuck. Not again.”

“Again?”

You raised an eyebrow at this.

“This happens regularly.”

Regularly?

“Why would you make us take the elevator then!?”

Sighing, he sunk down to the floor, rubbing his forehead.

“Just had a feeling we should.”

Great.

Stuck in an elevator with Yoongi. You were sure god was laughing at you right now.

You decided to wait it out. That only lasted five minutes before Yoongi rained on your parade.

“You should sit down. We won’t be going anywhere for at least half an hour.”

Purposely sighing heavily, you too sunk down to the floor, staring straight ahead.

“Is it really that hard to look at me?”

Forcing yourself to stare at Yoongi proved harder than you thought as you struggled to maintain eye contact with him. He seemed to notice this and smirked.

“Ah, So it is. Nice try though.”

“Hey! If you think it’s that easy to maintain eye contact without it being awkward, go ahead and try.”

“Okay.”

Bringing his face as close as possible, he stared straight at you, through your eyes and through your soul, maybe even through the other side of the elevator.

Who knows?

The point is, he didn’t stop staring.

“Okay, you’ve proven that you can hold eye contact for a creepily long time. Happy now?”

Your heart was racing at the close proximity and the fact that he wasn’t making any move to retreat made your face heat up.

“Is it bad that I want to kiss you?”

Your eye twitched.

He did just say that, right?

“Huh?”

That sounded extremely intellectual to your ears.

Sarcasm.

“I want to kiss you.”

You weren’t sure why you said what you did but there was no way he wouldn’t be put off from it.

“Go ahead, if you want to kiss a man.”

The joke sounded way better in your head as did everything you had said prior to this moment.

You could practically see your opportunity to kiss Yoongi skip away into the sunset.

“I mea-“

Soft lips being pressed against your own shut you right up and completely took your breath away. You forgot how to breath, no, you forgot how to function as a whole. You just sat there whilst Yoongi continued to kiss you, apparently not minding your lack of reaction.

It wasn’t until around a minute later, when he pulled away, that you took in discreet breathes of air.

No wonder he had a ‘feeling’ to take the elevator. Sly boy.

[pinksausageduo]

lai guanlin|best friends to lovers

member: lai guanlin genre: fluff summary: you were always known as the “tomboy” playing basketball with the guys and your best friend was lai guanlin who of course you liked but you knew he would never like you in that way. how could he? like the tomboy? well one late night, a shooting contest and a broken high heel is the answer to all your questions.  requested: yes

you were part of the basketball team and guess what, you were the only girl in the team

you were definitely one of the best players in the team which is why you got in the first place 

a lot of the guys protested at first but after seeing you beat basically all of them which led to you just teasing and smirking at them they became glad you were on the team 

all the guys basically treated you like one of them

they would always call you bro and dude and basically in their eyes you were a guy

you weren't the most feminine girl you admit and you really didn't care about your appearance that much

but you weren’t THAT bad

you were good friends with all the guys there but you were close with guanlin in particular

you guys became best friends when everyone had a goal shooting competition and you won even beating guanlin the best shooter in the team 

before you, of course

he was so upset but you cheered him up by getting fast food for him at like 11pm because it was a really late practice

you guys became playfully competitive and always tried to score more goals than the other

both of you had a lot of classes together so you guys would always do your homework together, complain about school and spend a lot of time together

so eventually you became so close and ended up being best friends 

guanlin was super popular with all the girls but he was always so shy and cold around them that he got nicknamed “the cold handsome prince”

you both found it quite amusing

you always laughed and giggled when he got a confession because he always looked so unsure and flustered but everytime he’d reject the girl

and everytime he did your heart soared a little bit

you never knew why he always rejected all the gorgeous popular girls who were all cheerleaders, pretty, smart, girly and always looked good

and hung out with you, the school’s tomboy 

you were known as the school’s tomboy always playing basketball with the guys

wearing sweatpants and sport shirts

you had a nice, warm and down to earth personality but a sharp tongue and quick wit 

and you didn’t take anyone’s bullshit especially the girls who tried to bully you for hanging out with guanlin

that ended really badly, you ended up verbally sparing with them, and of course winning embarassing them in front of the whole school when they tried to bully you in front of everyone 

and when guanlin found out he was literally about to just beat them to a pulp completely disregarding the fact he might get suspended and you convinced him not to, instead 

he basically paid someone to “accidentally” get their cafeteria’s lunch all over the girls clothes and hair

it was hilairous for you at least, definitely not the girls 

anyways unfortunately for you being the school tomboy and one of the “guys” is not always the best

especially when you have a huge crush on your best friend

how could you not?

guanlin was so sweet, caring, funny and gorgeous

he always took care of you making sure you get enough sleep

giving you a cup of coffee when you've had a rough night

lending you his jacket when you're cold

calming you down before a game or a test

he was so sweet and kind towards you

you couldn't help but fall for him big time

but you knew he saw you as just as one of the guys in a way like his sister

being protective when other guys make a move and when you demanded him to explain he would always tell you that they weren't good enough for you

one instance there was a sunbae in your team called min yoongi he asked you out to watch a basketball game with him and you were going to accept because yoongi was a great guy and you could totally see yourself liking him i love yoongi sm

guanlin just before you said yes interrupted saying extremely coldly a bit pissed off even “no, she can’t go since i already got front row tickets for both of us” he wrapped his arm around you protectively

your heart fluttered is he jealous? you thought, of course not you chided yourself why would he like you??

“wait what, guanlin you never told me” you said confused

”i was going to surprise you, sorry” he said sheepishly

”oh well, i’m sorry yoongi-ssi maybe next time?” you said apologetically

he smiled very relaxed “sure, y/n-ssi but i think someone might not like it” he ended the comment with a wink

you were perplexed cause you/me/everyone reading is a bloody idiot

you always wished and hoped that he might like you back but you never thought he ever would

so you tried to not to think about it and never show any signs that you actually like him

it was so hard to be in love with your best friend especially when he would never be yours

but you never noticed the longing looks he’d give you

hugging you a bit longer and tighter than any other girl

smiling his adorable gummy smile whenever you score cause he's proud his girl did that

super protective over you 

lmao wish guys like this existed in real life

always so jealous of the guys who can be super flirty with you

he's always liked you since the first time you beat him at the goal shooting contest

and unluckily he ended up in the best friend zone

he’s tried everything and always took care of you but you'd always take it as a friendly gesture

because you were so oblivious to how he feels he thinks that you had no interest in him at all

both of you struggling with your feelings having no idea you like each other

forgive me for making this infuriating cause of their cluelessness but it’s adorable 

anyways it was the final game of the league and all of the team was so nervous

you kept fidgeting and bouncing up and down, looking like you were either gonna throw a chair, do a happy dance and sob all at the same time

guanlin surprisingly hugged you and whispered in your ear “we’re gonna win, we’ve worked so hard”

you hugged him back tightly enjoying the feeling of warmth and safety in his arms

luckily you guys won the final and you were so happy because you scored the winning goal but guanlin was your amazing assist

as the timer beeped signaling the game ended 

you basically ran into guanlin’s arms and he spun you around and then lifted you up onto his and daniel’s shoulders

with everyone cheering your name

it was an amazing night for you and to top it all off 

for celebration your coach said he would take you all out to his sister’s super fancy restaurant so he said to dress up

and damn all the guys looked so good in fitted suits

your eyes couldn’t help but just stare at guanlin the suit making him look more taller, his shoulders broader, and just all his gorgeous facial features pronounced

he looked like some sort of model your heart couldn't help but flutter at the sight of him

you didn't really notice all the guys staring at you really intently until they asked

”woah, y/n is that really you?”

”of course it's me who else would it be?” you say feeling conscious of how you looked like

you touch your hair it’s so much softer and silkier than usual down in pretty waves instead of the harsh ponytail you always wear

you smooth out your gorgeous dress which was fitted strapless dress with a flowy bottom which came just above the knees

”you look beautiful!” all the guys say super kindly

you blush and reply “thanks guys, you all look handsome too”

guanlin is staring at you in absolute adoration but of course you don’t notice yes you’re blind don’t mind yourself ;)

anyways you guys start eating dinner and you’re talking to jinyoung about this girl he likes but he can never talk to her so he acts like a dick to her (*hint* *hint*)

across the table guanlin in complaining to his hyungs

”wow y/n looks amazing, i wish i could tell her but she'll probably think i'm a creep, ughhhh” he'd complain to daniel who's shovelling food into his mouth

with his mouth full of food he’d say “just confess and ask her out i'm sure she likes you”

”ew hyung gross, don’t speak with your mouth full” daehwi would complain

”yah! guanlin-ah just confess literally everyone can see how much you guys like each other except for you two” jihoon would say

”yeah yeah yeah maybe” guanlin would respond dismissively thinking his hyungs wanted to embarrass him in front of you and not that you actually like him

anyways dinner was really good and everyone has a fun time by the end of it your coach asked if you all could get back home safely

everyone nodded until jonghyun suddenly said “someone needs to go with y/n it's really late and i want her to be safe”

you smile appreciatively, jonghyun was an older brother to you but you shook your head saying

”nah it’s okay i get home by myself on really late practices as well”

all the guys refused

you were dumbfounded “i appreciate it guys but why do you guys care so much, you guys never did before???”

then of course seongwoo made a cheeky side comment “it’s cause you actually like a lady for once” he said with a warm smile so you know he's joking

you shove him playfully back in response

”don’t worry about it hyungs i’ll take her home” guanlin said with a reassuring smile at you

your heart fluttered again as it always does when guanlin smiled his adorable gummy smile

you guys left saying goodbyes to everyone

everyone kept whispering stuff to guanlin who always ended up groaning

you’ll later learn the guys even including your coach set this thing all up so guanlin could finally confess to you

which you laughed your head off for 10 minutes because your 48 year old coach was the one who actually suggested the idea because he was so sick of you guys not getting together

anyways

you guys talk comfortably the whole time back to your house

you get cold half way walking you start shivering until you feel something big and warm around your shoulders

it’s guanlin’s blazer

he rubs the back of his neck nervously saying “you looked cold and i’m not cold and i didn't want you to catch a cold, i said cold a lot of times didn't i? he ended with an awkward chuckle

your heart warms and you wrap the jacket tighter around you and thank guanlin sweetly for it

you spot a park with an empty basketball court and a basketball in the corner

you tug at guanlin’s shirt and exclaim loudly while pointing at him excitedly 

“I CHALLENGE YOU TO ANOTHER SHOOT OFF”

he groans and whines “but you alwayssss win do you really want to hurt my ego. AGAIN.”

“oh come on i'm wearing these shoes i don't think i can win” you said showing off your black stiletto heels

he knew you had to jump when you shoot a goal and his competitive side got the best of him so he agreed

bad idea you ended up winning by one point

he was in the lead the first few rounds but you ended up getting so pissed off at your heels you threw them to the edge of the court so you could play bare feet

guanlin face fell when he saw you take them off

you then proceeded into shooting a spectacular 3 pointer and smirked at him

guanlin just put his head in his hands and ruffled his hair annoyed

as you shoot the last goal making you 30 points and him 29 you scream in delight

running around shouting “I WON, I WON”

after you calmed down a bit, you went over to comfort him because he looked a bit upset

“guanlin-ahh cheer up, i might be the better goal shooter but we all know you’re a better defender and dribbler than i am so cheer up” you saw sweetly

“yeah i know you always beat me in shooting contests, that’s one of the reasons why i fell for you, you know the first shooting cont-” guanlin abruptly stops his sentence and his eyes widen looking at you extremely flustered and anxiously

your mouth is wide open, you’re not sure you heard it right but

GUANLIN LIKES YOU??!!!

your brain just goes completely haywire 

and all the feelings for him that you have feel like they’re going to burst out of your chest at any second

before you can make a complete fool out of yourself and blurt out your own confession

guanlin does before you 

“oh shit shit shit ummmm i was supposed to confess more romantically like at your door step or something and like be a gentleman, at least that’s what minhyun said” he rambles and before you can say anything he continues

“uhhh so basically i’ve been in love with you since our first shooting contest, my confidence was so low but you cheered me up and was so sweet to me even buying me fast food”

“i remember you asking me near the end of the night what type of girl i liked and the only answer i could think was, y-you.” he stammered cutely 

“and that’s the only answer it’s been since then and like i totally understand if you don’t like me and like i know it might be awkward but we could still be best friends?” he rambled and ended so uncertainly

you smiled at him and said softly “guanlin you’re only going to be my best friend” and you could see his face falling and you couldn’t help but blurt the rest of your sentence out seeing his heartbroken face

“AND MY BOYFRIEND” you say beaming in delight

his face light up “actually?!” he exclaims

“mhmm, i’ve liked you since that night as well you know” you end with a laugh

and before you know it you had the most safe, familiar and warm pair of arms around you

as you snuggled into his chest and you automatically knew he was home

you guys walk hand in hand back to your house talking about your feelings and why you guys hid it from each other

until as you were walking with only three blocks to go your heel broke

you groan and take of both shoes and was about to start walking again

and SWOOP you’re lifted into guanlin’s arms bridal style and your face was so close your noses were nearly touching

he told you 

“i love you, y/n which mean i need to take care of you and if that means carrying you all the way to your home because your heels broke that’s what i’ll do” he says with a chuckle showcasing his adorable dimples and gorgeous gummy smile

your heart melts like fondue and you sweetly peck him on the cheek 

‘thank you and i love you too, guanlin”

you lean your head onto his chest and just feeling like a princess

he whispers cheesy pick up lines and jokes to make you giggle as he walks to your house

as you reach your front door he lets you gently down and jokingly bows

“i was glad to be able to serve my princess” he says cheekily making you shove him lightly while chuckling

“thank you so much, my prince charming” you say with a curtsey 

you guys burst out laughing 

suddenly he cups your cheek and slowly leans forward  that went from 0-100 quick

you close your eyes waiting for his soft lips to reach yours

something you’ve wanted to forever

and your lips meet cautiously and the kiss is so soft, sweet and smooth just like honey 

you can feel him smiling a little as he’s kissing you and a little bit of you died

and kisses you even deeper while bringing you closer to him

you guys break apart 

you’re steadying your heart rate and trying to ignore the tingling on your lips 

you whisper softly “goodnight guanlin, thank you for always being my prince charming, sweet dreams” you say cheesily 

“goodnight y/n, remember you’ll always be my princess, dream of me” he said softly kissing you on the forehead

you enter into your house as he leaves

and your mum is there leaning against the wall smirking

you groan, you know she saw/heard everything but suprisingly she only asks one question 

“so what is guanlin now to you, your best friend or your boyfriend”

you say while smiling “both, he’ll always be both, my boyfriend and my best friend” 

OKAY DON’T HATE ME FOR MAKING ANOTHER BASKETBALL GUANLIN SCENARIO IT WAS REQUESTED!! I tried to make it as different as possible, sorry if this was too much like last time :( also it’s pretty messy and all over the place so sorryyy. I still hope you guys enjoyed it! Just to let everyone know I made a masterlist so all the scenarios will be easily accesible. Anyways again thank you so much for the overwhelming amount of love and support. Don’t be afraid to message me, i’d love to talk to any of you guys!

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Uncharted - Part 9

Word Count: 2.6k (longer than usual lmao)

Warnings: Nothing in particular

A/n: I’m back y’all.. a little late but hey, it’s up. Also I’m gonna on a little adventure and see if I can find Tom holland. wHAT? yep, you heard me. Anyways, the place where he filmed his story is like 20 mins away from my house tbh… Part 1

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The rest of the plane ride passes without incident. Other than feeling two eyes burn through all the layers of protection you had on. He hadn’t said anything since your last brief exchange, not that you were expecting him to. Steve had come in a few times and that was bittersweet.

You’d had to hold back the blonde super soldier more than once, knowing that if he went in to “check on Bucky” even if he was probably just looking to fawn over his long lost best friend. Although you knew you didn’t have a choice but to keep him at a distance, it still pained your heart to see Steve wanting to go and talk so bad, to reminisce. You reassured him plenty, saying that once they were back, he’d get to talk to him as much as he was willing to. Steve understood, of course, but he still sat slumped against his chair, his head resting in his palm.

He doesn’t do much. He was surprisingly still. He only fidgeted when someone entered the left wing or when you made movements to abrupt. You mentally made a note not to use a toaster around him.

He didn’t do any pacing, or tapping. He just crossed his long legs and sat comfortably against the far wall, making sure he had a vantage point of who came in and out of the room. His long hair was shaggy and hung low on his crystal blue eyes. His worn hands were crossed on his lap where the metal one still glinted from the fluorescent lights.

You were itching to ask him questions. You were naturally curious and he just… intrigued you. He seemed so reserved, asking anything was obviously pushing boundaries neither of you were ready to cross, given the fact that you just met and barely knew each other.  But, the prospect of getting to know him was strangely enticing, he lured you in. It was an odd feeling, one you definitely weren’t familiar with. Just sitting there, he was dominating the room, his presence was like a stone statue in a museum.

Maybe, there was a reason you were the one assigned with this “task”. You could handle a little bit  of intrigue while remaining professional.

Clint’s voice over the comms interrupts your thoughts. “20 mins till’ landing, guys.”

You hear some commotion on the other side of the jet and chuckle to yourself quietly. They might be superheroes on the news, but they’re just huge dorks to you. That’s when you catch him staring at you. He isn’t gaping or… admiring, he’s analyzing in a very non-threatening way. He looks like he’s gauging whether or not he could trust you, for real this time. He doesn’t do it predatorily, he isn’t stripping you and staring into your soul. He’s just, thinking.

“How’s Steve?” Are the first words he utters since the trip back began. You smiled fondly at the depth of emotion and meaning behind the words. Barely two, but enough to convey his worry, his concern, his sadness, his guilt, his pain and everything in between. It comes out rough, like sandpaper, but the look in his eyes is hopeful. That’s an improvement. Talking about Steve seemed to lighten his demeanour.

“He’s good,” you pause, he’s his best friend, might as well tell him everything, “But, he struggles still, waking up from the ice was hard on him. He has bad days, and he’s getting better at handling them.” You were about to add the fact that he misses Bucky, so much, it was a painful to watch sometimes.

Hearing countless stories of their childhood escapades, while Steve has that distance look in his eyes. The one that holds so much weight and bores holes into whatever surface he’s looking at. Whenever he has a flashback or a certain memory pops up, his shoulders sag and a frown is always present.

But sometimes, Steve sported a bittersweet smile that doesn’t quite light up his eyes. That’s probably worst than the hunched shoulders and distant stares.

You don’t tell him that, not yet, he’s got enough on his plate.

He doesn’t say anything, but he looks down at his lap and a flicker of sadness passes over his handsome features, you couldn’t help but notice it.

Before you could say anything, there’s a knock on the door and a head of blonde hair peeks through.

“(Y/n), Fury wants you in on the debriefing.” You internally groan, dreading the few hours to come. Debriefing was essential but it took years, Fury always wanted to go over every detail, most of the time whoever gets chosen to deal with the task just gets fed up and walks out. Maybe, it’s the curse of the newbie. “Buck, you gotta come with me.”

He nods and stands, his large frame towering over you. His body is turned towards you, hiding Steve’s view of your face.

For a second, he seems to panic. It’s obvious he’s uncomfortable, he’s going somewhere new, with people he doesn’t know, to do things he doesn’t know about. You had to go about this carefully, saying the wrong thing can trigger and damage and you definitely were too tired to deal with a Winter Soldier.

You decide to go with:” I’ll see you later, James.” And that seemed to be the right thing to say because, his shoulders aren’t as tense and relief seemed to flood into him like cool water on a hot summer day. You watched him walk out with a little bit more assurance in his steps.

You don’t stay to find out what’s going to happen to him, whatever it is, you know it wouldn’t be bad, but you had your fair share of James Buchanan Barnes for today and you needed to keep your mind off him and his blue eyes, tall frame and soft shaggy hair.

———

“Sir, with all due respect, we’ve gone over the same thing three times and I really just want a hot shower and some sleep.” You sigh exasperatedly. You’ve been in the conference room with Fury and Maria for well over two hours and you were starting to drift off right at the table.

“Alright, Agent (L/n). You are dismissed”Fury says.

Thank God. You didn’t if you could take another minute of going through your strategies and all the different contingency issues.

Walking out of the conference room, you shrug off your overcoat and trek the rest of the way to your apartment. Your feet drag across the floor and your limbs were heavy. Waiting in the elevator slumped against the wall felt like an eternity. And finally, the metal doors opened, just a few more feet until you’d be home.

But before you reached your door, you hear hushed voices arguing from Steve’s apartment, the door still slightly open.

You’re suddenly wide awake and you go into a stand-still, willing yourself to listen closely.

“I know you don’t like it Steve, but we have to.” You hear the voice that you recognize as Natasha.

“No we don’t! He’s not some wounded animal, Nat.  We can’t just keep him in there.”

That peeked your curiosity. Surprisingly, you hadn’t thought about Bucky since you got off the plane. But right now, your mind was racing. Where did he go after you left? Is he okay? Are they treating him right? Is he alone? What are they doing to him? You feel your heart racing with worry.

He’d already been through enough poking analyzing, you hoped they wouldn’t do that or at least Tony would do it in the confines of his labs.

“I know he isn’t. But whatever Hydra did to him is still in there Steve! You can’t deny that” Nat’s voice was even.

And suddenly you could here all the fight draining out of him. “I know.”

You thought that was the perfect time to intervene. As much as the public eye sees him an unbeatable super hero, there were times where the past caught up him, dragging him down as if a bunch of stones were attached to your ankles, sinking to the bottom of the ocean. He needed someone to pull him back up, stop him from drowning and let some fresh air into his lungs.

You knock on the door quietly, announcing your presence. Natasha’s bright hair whips around and she smiles upon seeing you. You two had grown close over the last few months spending a lot of your time training and discovering new fighting styles and techniques. You bonded easily, her being the only other woman in the compound, other than you and Wanda who tended to hang more around her brother than anyone else.

“You did good out there.” She says, give you a short hug. She says goodbye to Steve and makes a hasty exit.

“Hey, Stevie.” Steve hated it when other people called him that particular nickname, but coming from you, he didn’t mind all that much, it was almost motherly.

He sighs heavily and hangs his head low. “I don’t know what to do, (Y/n).” He says quietly. You grab his arm gently to get him to look at you.

“Don’t worry about that right now. Just focus on getting cleaned up for now. I’ll do the same and I’ll be back. We’ll talk about it then.” You send him a reassuring smile.

All he does is breathe in deeply through his nose and whisper a thank you with a sad smile.

You walk into your bedroom shrugging of all the clothes and head straight into your shower, washing away the day’s grime and dirt. Your mind wanders back to the Soldier, unconsciously or consciously. He just seemed so mysterious, as cliche as it sounded.

All you wanted to do is find out more.

You towel and change into comfortable clothing before slipping into your kitchen to grab some leftovers for Steve. You’ve learned over time that he eats the daily intake of an elephant and it’s family so you always made double the recipe of whatever you were making that day.

“I’m back.” You say entering his apartment. He’s already seated on the couch with a bunch of pillows and blankets.

He’s in a soft sweatshirt and pants now and he’s looking a little better now, less pale and definitely less haunted.

You sit down and cross your legs under you, carefully balancing the casserole between you and handing him a fork.

“So, do you want to talk about it?” Steve liked to keep things bundled up inside for as long as possible, thinking that he could deal with it himself, not wanting to burden anyone else. You normally had to gently coax him into talking, a trick you learned from Sam at the VA meetings, but also from being such close friends with Steve.

Today was different,  it was as plain as day. With Bucky’s return he seemed so much lighter, as if a heavy weight on his shoulders had been taken off, but at the same time, there was something else that had formed, and you weren’t sure what it was.

“They put him in a cell (y/n).” He drops his face into his hands. The bite of food you were going to take stopping mid-air. What?

“What do you mean they put him in a cell?” You repeat, dumbly.

“They- They need to contain him to remove whatever Hydra did, and they put him in a cell.” He straightens his back and slouches back down.

You understood why they would do that. The things they did were despicable and Bucky’s state of mind was very fragile. But, they needed to fix him, not contain him.

“Do you know where?” You asked him gently, maybe, you’d pay him a visit.

“Ya, it’s in the basement, Level 2. (Y/n), you don’t understand. The look in his eyes…” He trails off, recalling the memory. “They aren’t letting me see him. Not yet, anyways.”

That pisses you off. How the hell are you supposed to keep Steve Rogers from Bucky Barnes?

“Are you serious? I’m going to have a talk with Tony.” You declare. “Who’s working on him?”

“Some of the scientists from the compound.” He answers, eating another bite.

You hum as an answer. Deciding it was time to forget all the emotional trauma, you out on a movie that was on Steve’s to watch list.

You both snuggle and fall asleep watching The Way of The Dragon, and the only thing you could remember is Steve making an off-hand comment :” You kind of fight like him.”

——–

You woke up the next day on Steve’s couch alone. He probably went out for a run at some ungodly hour.

You looked at the clock and saw that it was already ten thirty. Remembering the conversation you had with Steve last night, you get dressed in a hurry and go to find Tony.

As usual he’s in his lab, tinkering away, even after a mission.

“Heyyyy, sweetums, how’s it going?”  He asks when you enter in the room.

“Good. Good.” He looks at you weirdly from his position behind the table. He’s obviously perplexed by your simple answer and he knows you either need something from him, or dying to ask a question. He stares at you for a few more seconds before you cave in. “I need to ask you a question.” Bingo.

“And what might that question be.” He rolls his workbench towards you.

“Who’s working on Bucky?” You ask cautiously, Bucky was a sensitive subject to Tony and you could see him tense.

“The scientist’s working in the compound. Why?” He replies suspiciously.

“It can’t be them.”

“Why not? They’re the best in the industry and they’re the most qualified –”

“That’s not the problem” You roll your eyes. You knew that they were the best at what they did and that they were fully equipped. But, that didn’t matter.

“Then what is?”

“He- he doesn’t know them.” With all the shit he’s been through, you wouldn’t imagine him wanting to be tested on again by some strangers.

“So, (Y/n) all he needs is to-”

“Tony, don’t you think he’s been through enough.” You snapped, you were surprised by our own little outburst, but you kept going. “He’s been stuck being tested on and tortured by shitty people he doesn’t know for the past seventy years,” you soften your voice a little,” don’t you think he deserves a little familiarity?”

There’s a pregnant pause. Tony had agreed to let him stay here, doesn’t mean he had to like it.

“He killed my parents! Now, you want me to help him?” He half shouts. He hated fighting with you.

“Yes, that’s exactly what I want you to do because it may have been his hands and his body doing it, but his mind and his heart wasn’t in it. That man spends his days regretting what he’s done and remembering what they made him do.” Your tirade ends with both of you breathing hard, fists clenched.

“Why do you care so much? You’ve only met him once.”

“Everyone deserves a second chance, Tony. Everyone, including him.” You end softly. It’s the truth and you were hoping Tony would see it too.

“Ok. Ok, fine. But, I’m not making any promises.” He rubs a hand over his face. “And Banner’s in on it too.” You smile wide and jump up and down on the spot in triumph.

You run up and give him a big hug and thank him again.

You couldn’t wait to tell Steve.

And Bucky.

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12/10

officially got rejected today. laid in bed finishing my 4740 project and my other group members don’t even know the amount of effort I put in. it’s fine though. they didn’t purposefully slack off or anything. I just have unusually high standards I suppose and can’t function in groups.

other news. today was the segc social. maya definitely likes keith. hahahahahahaa she literally got up halfway through and went to sit on the other side of the table to be next to him. this girl jesus. I sat next to her bc there was only one seat left and was like oh you’re maya right. which I only know from stalking her fb. and she was like yeah and you’re lucy right and went back to talking to mahdia lmao. I talked to chloe and sergio and xavier though. and it was a lot more fun than I thought it would be. we were talking so much that everyone else on the other side finished their food and we weren’t done at all. also when we were ordering it skipped all the way down to me without me knowing. and I was like wait what. and then the waitress came down and sergio was like wait what. and then spent so long picking his dinner. like she went and got everyone else’s. and came back and he still wasn’t ready. and then collected everyone’s menus and he finally settled on something. and when chloe came in the waitress came back and asked her. and she was also panicked. idk I think it’s funny how we all went through that. on our way out keith was like I felt so far away from you guys. directed mainly at xavier. and I was like you missed our game.

secret santa was also really cute. we went around and said clues for what we bought and I guessed phyllis bc she said decor. she got me the hanging picture thing. and a plant. when everyone went around via was like oh you’re holding the present in your hand. and phyllis was like no this plant is for me. but then she was like plot twist! this is for you. and I was the surprised pikachu meme. it was so cute. ahhhhhh. also like mahdia knew what I got her and I knew what phyllis got me bc we all made wishlists. but wow I did not expect to be so happy opening it. and I talked to mahdia after and she was so happy to get my gift too. gifts are so nice. so weird

when we were walking after dinner the group got split up. bc half of us was waiting for xavier. we saw a party bus on the way and jokingly said we should just say it was ours and get on. but then xavier was like no wait lemme ask if we can take a pic inside. and we did lmao. and then I was talking to keith going upstairs and I told him he missed it. he was wearing his athletic jacket from high school and idk if it was his jacket or what but his shoulders looked hella good today. fuuuuck. maybe I never paid attention but also maybe it was the jacket. when thomas said his gift was $40 and keith and I both mouthed 40 and looked at each other. I went to the bathroom and opened the door to him. lmao I’m lame but at least I know it.

we played the voting game and I got first in line for hell. which I love. lucy is short for lucifer. also people said I was mysterious. also that I would be from the future. also dhanush was like the funny thing is and said a spiel about trivia and then I was like wow that was so funny sarcastically and everyone laughed. making fun on dhanush is easy. damn I miss our invested team. on our way out dhanush was like lucy is wrecking me today but I know she has a soft spot for me. which is true in a way. like I wouldn’t make fun of him if I didn’t know him enough. but then I said sungjae was my favorite. he’s so unproblematic and soft.

I’m really glad I went today. sergio is cool. I wanna hang out with him more. chloe is cool too. I wanna be friends with them and xavier and sungjae and phyllis and thomas. he’s so funny. and keith oops. although I feel like I could actually really like phyllis and thomas and sergio. there was a post semester survey and I think I answered those three for the people I wanna get to know better. I didn’t put keith bc I didn’t wanna expose myself even though only the presidents probably see the survey. but now I genuinely have those three as my answers. and tbh anyone there today was chill. like why did I waste so much time. I could’ve like tried talking to people more. watch me next semester though forget this feeling. and have that irrational anxiety around these people again.

I’m happy I went. I’m happy I stayed even when a huge group of people left after secret santa. accidentally fell asleep and woke up at 6:40 and then stayed in bed for another 10 minutes debating if I should just not go. bc getting ready and walking would take 30 min and sometimes showing up late sucks more than not going at all. but I did it. I took a bus and was only 15 minutes late. I think it was a blessing in disguise when there was only one seat left and it was at xavier’s end. even though initially I was like oh keith is on the complete other end of the table. like in my row and furthest from me where I couldn’t even glance at him if I wanted to since he was too far to talk to. but it’s ok. sergio and chloe and xavier made up for it.

when we were leaving xavier was like lucy you should talk more during g-body. aw. I will try I guess. I hope so. also I need to go to secon next sem. bc I definitely missed out on bonding last year bc I didn’t go.

yesterday keith and I talked before class. and it was fun. he asked about my project and I asked about his. he said that apparently his guy thought they weren’t working on the project and sent an email like yeah this semester was a failure. apparently a bit nicer but still. I thought it was mean. and I asked him about his finals. and then this dude like heard him talking about public finance and interrupted. and then he was like wait sorry what was your question. cutie. I love when he turns around to talk to me. bc he could just talk to his friend sitting next to him but he turns around and talks to me and includes me in the conversation sometimes even when I don’t even really know his friend. he asked me what I’m doing next summer. and oof. I was like don’t ask me that question. he asked me if I was doing anything over break. he’s going to florida to visit family. I’m getting my wisdom teeth out. he did it summer after freshman year. his friend is gonna be in sab fran. I said I had family there and visited last summer. we talked about the masters presentations. and I said one of them was sloppy and kind of annoying. I asked him when his last day was. his last final might be the 17th but I don’t remember. I said mine was the 16th but I’m leaving the 21st. and he was like oh that’ll be a chill few days then. but I’m picking up shifts for work. oh that’ll be a profitable few days then. I asked if he was gonna be on my project team next sem. and he was like will you have a good project. but it would be fun. more fun than the other ones. I do not know for sure if I heard the last part right but if he did. damn son

also I felt bad when I walked in late and they were like lucy! and I saw keith turn a little to wave at me but I was like too anxious and trying to figure out where to go and didn’t like say hi to him. sad. I asked him yesterday if he was going today. he said he was going to dinner but had to leave kinda early afterwards. he said he wanted to sleep. which sad. why didn’t he stay longer. I wish he was there for the voting game.

hahahaha last semester I wanted to ask keith to go to an apo fellowship with me. but I didn’t wanna expose myself. but it’s the end of the semester again and I wanna hang out with him again. oof this time I don’t even have anything to ask him to do with me. I just wanna hang out and eat lunch or something

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 19.07.17 lb

plain text version here. 

… for fucksssssss sake, are they ever going to feed this poor baby? 😥😥😥

oh god, please don’t make shivaay sing. please. 😣😣😣

nakuul’s using his NAKUUL voice to sing, instead of his SHIVAAY voice. 🙃🙃🙃

baby has amazing “bitch, what the fuck?” face 😆😆😆

might be shivaay’s baby. purely based on that look. 

“achcha hua bhavya yahaan pe nahi hai warna bachche ko harass karne ke chakkar mein andar ho jaate faaltu mein.” 

snort. 😂😂😂

also, the look of betrayal on shivaay’s face that rudra agrees with anika re: his singing. 😆😆😆

“shivaay teri besuri awaaz pehli baar kaam mein aayi hai!” 

more like baby thought “ok if i stay awake he’ll sing to me even more, so best if i just pretend to sleep so that he’ll stop” 😕😕😕

obros have wizened up to first rule of baby management: sleep when the baby does. 😌😌😌

why the F would they need WALKIE TALKIES, when they have PHONES and whatsapp/texting??? lord. 🙄🙄🙄

god, the girls are being hella annoying. 😒😒😒

pffffffffft. “nayi soch” being plugged. 🙄🙄🙄

ugh, the girls have managed to get a tagline even more annoying than LAUNDE HAI KAMAAL KE. i liked naaari ssssakti jindabaad better. 😣😣😣

ok very random change of scene. 😕😕😕

omkara us room se nikle toh milaaati. 😑😑😑

om @ crying baby: dekh beta, zindagi bohuttttt badi hai, roke kuch nahi milne waala. learn to face your problems. 

this is exactly the kinda shit i tell crying babies and barking dogs and basically anything that’s making an uneccesary ruckus. 😐😐😐

24 HOURS LATER… CAMBRIDGE GRAD, BUSINESSMAN OF THE YEAR, IS FINALLY LIKE “HM. COULD IT BE POSSIBLE THAT PERHAPS THIS TINY HUMAN IS HUNGRY? MAYBE? JUST A SUGGESTION?” 😒😒😒

lol pooooor rudra. shivaay is straight up bullying him. 😂😂😂

“bhagwan ke liye, protein powder daalke mat laana.”

hahahahaha. good thing that was clarified, otherwise he fully would have. 😆😆😆

shivaay’s little squeal/snort at rudra saying he’ll only be back after 100 pushups. coz he knows rudra can’t even do 10 crunches without dying. 100 pushups my ass. 🙄🙄🙄

shivaay is strictly opposed to the name “BUNTY”. it might not be his baby, but any baby in his care should have a naam with some class and weight and tadi. 😌😌😌

it’s confirmed that it’s a boy? 🤔🤔🤔

ohhhhhhhh boy. shivaay’s being left alone with the baby. he’s going to talk about the stock market to it (like how he used to talk about inflation rate to baby rudra)

a ha! anika is going to pounce on opportunity! 😁😁😁

Awareness™. 😍😍😍

oh ho ho ho, faraq games again. baby ke saamne bhi. 😐😐😐

how is she not seeing the damn baby? IT’S RIGHT ON THE BED, IN A BASKET FESTOONED WITH RIBBONS AND WHAT NOT. NOT EXACTLY SUBTLE. 😟😟😟

… how anticlimactic. i can’t quite read shivaay’s mood re: anika’s monologue. touched and hopeful, that she still loves and cares about him? discomfited, that he never stopped caring about her despite how she betrayed him? what’s happening inside that sleep deprived head of yours billu? 🤔🤔🤔

this scene was really weird to me; it didn’t have that usual magic that shivika scenes usually have. something about it was really flat and boring. 😕😕😕

SHE NOTICED HIS LAPTOP SCREEN WAALA BACHCHA, NOT THE ACTUAL JEETA JAAGTA HUA BACHCHA 2 FEET BEHIND HIM. 😒😒😒

also lmaoooo did he just google “how to take care of a baby”? #theMillenialWayToParenting 😂😂😂

… yeah, he literally never said he didn’t like kids? he’s shivaay singh oberoi. his priority is naam khoon khaandaan. a baby is a pretty essential part of passing on the lineage. 😗😗😗

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. OHHHHHHHHHH THEY BROUGHT MY FAVT SCENE BACK UP. YAAAAAAS. 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

also, he said that it doesn’t matter if YOU couldn’t give him a child. not that he didn’t want children at all. they’re not the same thing. 😐😐😐

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! HOW TO BHOOL JAO AND MOVE ON???? IT WAS THE MOST POIGNANT THING YOU EVER SAID TO HER. EVERRRRRRR. 😭😭😭😭😭

ohhhhhhhh boy. this conversation just took a detourrrr. she thinks he wants a naam khoon khaandaan waala baby with ragini. oh girlllllllllll. 😫😫😫

he’s getting super mad that she thinks he wants a baby, that too with anyone else but her. god anika, you’re so damn stupid. 😣😣😣

oh my godddd you idiotssssssssss. what a hottttt messss this isssssss. neither of you want anything than to be together forever with the other one. stop accusing each other of god knows what else. 😪😪😪

“jis din tum yeh sentence ko complete karogi… tab baat karenge hum.” 

siiiiiiiiiiiiigh. you twooooooooooo. 😭😭😭😭😭😭 you two need less talking and more making out. and fucking therapy. you definitely need extensive amounts of therapy. 😕😕😕

ouff, idhar gauri ke maa waale issues. why can’t she just tell him to pretend for a few days, like she did for his fam? awaiii baat ka batangad. 🙄🙄🙄

ouff, meanwhile dumbell oberoi is sidetracked. 😒😒😒

lmao jhanvi encouraging gauri to be mad at om, and om’s eyeroll like PLEASE MOM, SHE’S ALREADY MAD AT ME DON’T ENCOURAGE HER I CAN’T TAKE IT WHEN THE TINY CUTIE GETS ALL SHOUTY 😣😣😣

ouff, don’t care about this ruVya scene at all. 😑😑😑

my god, this acp is kuch zyaaada hi. stay in your lane, girl. who even are you to ask him all this? 😒😒😒

omggg gauriiiiiiiii just telllllll him. 😫😫😫

“ajeeeeeeeeb aurat hai!” 😂😂😂

lollllll her snark. so wifely. “you wanna go spend time with the boys? FINE!!!!!!!!!!!” 😆😆😆

heeee heeee, omkara’s dimaag ke phurzeeee are finally turning. 🙃🙃🙃

DID SHIVAAY JUST LEAVE THE BABY UNSUPERVISED, WHILE HE WENT AND GOT CHANGED? GOD. 😧😧😧

lmao baby ke liye DOODH MEIN COCKTAIL STRAW. 😂😂😂

tellywoodtrash presents: a face journey, by shivaay singh oberoi.  

“nahi pata mujhe! maine bachche nahi paale na!” “common sense bhi nahi paali kya???” 

snort. sassy singh oberoi’s lack of sleep is getting to him. 😆😆😆

OMG YES, CALL HIM OUT, HE’S ALWAYS GOING ON ABOUT HOW HE “RAISED” YOU TWO! PUT HIM TO THE TEST! 🙃🙃🙃

LOL, om knows that there’s no such thing as privacy in this house and that the girls will instantly open anything that comes in shivaay’s name. 😗😗😗

THIS WALKIE TALKIE NONSENSE IS SO FUCKING STUPID. 😒😒😒

“sipaaahi samajh mein nahi aata aapko?” 

A+ bitch face, anika. 

also, the snark levels in this household are at an alllll time high today. it’s amazing and i love it. 😂😂😂

fun fact: shivaay thinks titanic is the world’s best film. a bold and unexpected choice. 😐😐😐

“shawshank redemption?” “���. shashank? 🤔🤔🤔” 

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

how does shivaay not know sholay? how is that even possible? 😐😐😐

OMFG I RELATE SO MUCH WITH ANIKA’S ANGER AND RAGE AT SOMEONE WHO HASN’T WATCHED/LIKED THE MOVIES I LOVE. I LITERALLY TELL THEM TO GTFO MY SIGHT TOO. 😶😶😶

“world’s best movie. SH se naam shuru hota hai.”  “DDLJ?” 

man, it’s a good thing that the oberois have a family business they can shove rudra into, kyunki job toh isse milne se rahi. 😑😑😑

his big plan is to fucking call ragini?!!?!? INSTEAD OF KHANNA?????? 😯😯😯

“basanti bhaujaai” 😆😆😆

damn, so much envy at ragini’s super flat stomach. that’s it, i’m going on an all cucumber diet from today. 😥😥😥

riiiiiiiiiiight after i finish the fries i’m eating right now. 🤐🤐🤐

ragini’s CAPE though. the collar makes her look like: 

lmaooooo, rudra wishing for the first and last time ever that anika doesn’t fuck ragini up. 😂😂😂

yup. they’re bullying him into doing it again. man, thank god i have no siblings. 😕😕😕

meanwhile, omkara is going on his own side quest. 😑😑😑

lol anika and ragini’s utterly fake smiles at each other. 😆😆😆

anika is proposing friendship. aw mannnn, i wish this was real. yougaiz know how much i love girl love. 👯🏽👯🏽👯🏽

OMG RAGINI HAS THE WRONG PACKAGE 😯😯😯

anika’s realllllllllly trying. she might sprain something from the effort of being nice to ragini. 😂😂😂

wooooop. her face changed instantly when she found out it’s a gift from shivaay. all friendly feelings have flown out the window. 😗😗😗

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA rudra’s face at the girls’ fighting. 🤣🤣🤣

(the camera work on that, the way they revealed him was realllllly good. extra hilarious. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣)

what is this ghadiiiiii? did svetlana send it to tej? 🤔🤔🤔

LMAO OMG RAGINI’S “HEIN” AT THE EMPTY BOX 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

AND OMGGGGGGG ANIKA’S ATTEMPT NOT TO LAUGH HAHAHAHAHAHA 😆😆😆

THIS WALKIE TALKIE NONSENSE IS ANNOYING ME SO MUCH. 😤😤😤

anika’s victorious fist pump at ragini’s bezzati. amazing. 😆😆😆

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh boy. RUN GAURI RUN! 😬😬😬

too late!!!!!!!!!!!! 😧😧😧

om seems to be totally ok and happy to meet saasumaa. 😗😗😗

*in the gentlest voice ever, and with a gentle smile* “gauri, bataaya nahi maa aayi hai?”

i instantly teared up. i just can’t believe that my old soft omki is back???? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 

(also i am pms-ing and anything and everything will make me cry.) 

yup. not that your daughter threw me out of my own room and slammed the door in my face or anything. nope. 😶😶😶

idgaf, give him #BestPati at the #StarParivaarAwards2018 already. who could possibly top this? who? no one, that’s it. 😑😑😑

omki is our king (sing to tune of “weasley is our king”) 🤴🏽🤴🏽🤴🏽

gauri’s face be like “who are you and where’s my Nandi Bel waala husband?” 🤔🤔🤔

god i am in fucking love with him. my obsession and love from 2016 just came roaaaaaaring back fulllll zorrrr shorrrrr se. #omkaraIsBae 😍😍😍

gauri also just fell waaaaay more in love with hubs. i was here first, but ok, i shall step aside for my queen. 😌😌😌

hawwwwwwww, he palat-ed! he lovesssss her toooo. my beautiful soft and silent babiesssssss. they give my dil such sukoon. 💖💖💖

unlike those other idiot babies of mine who are giving me heartache and grey hairs. 😩😩😩

ARRE WAH! SMART BOIIIIIII RUDY. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

lmao ok, pretty sure this is nakuul and kunal fussing over the baby in this scene and not shivaay and om. 😊😊😊

“BUT PAPPU CAN’T DANCE!”

hahahahahahaha. this is why i love omki best. so self aware. 😂😂😂

oh lord. naach gaana. oufffffff. 🤦🏽🤦🏽🤦🏽

i have never seen shivaay this animated in my life. ever. 😐😐😐

again, because this is nakuul, and not shivaay. i think the director was basically like “last 5 min of the episode, no one gives a shit anyway, go wild mehta. do your thang.” and do his thang, he did. 😚😚😚 

ok bohut dekh liya yeh naach gaana. fwding. coz too much michmichi. gimme the precap already. 😒😒

LAUNDRY BASKET MEIN BUNTY THA. 😧😧😧

JFCCCCCCCC AND YOU COULDN’T TELL HIM THAT BEFORE?!?!?!!?! IDIOT OMKI. 😣😣😣

GOD THAT POOR DEFENSELESS BABY, LEFT TO THE MERCIES OF THESE THREE PAPLU TAPLUS. WILL THE GIRLS RESCUE IT ALREADY? PLEASE?!?!!? 😫😫😫😫

OR EVEN BETTER, HAVE AN ACTUAL, RESPONSIBLE AND CAPABLE ADULT (WHICH CAN ONLY MEAN ONE PERSON IN THIS HOUSE: JHANVI) FIND IT. 😥😥😥

[shytiff]

 August 2021

1 - morning walk with ness mendel to palm hills. my dumb ass decided to do a bit of run. my heart was screaming by the time we hiked lol. continued with some youtube dance work out at mess. had kanayam as always. the fish and chicken somehow tasted even better than usual. afternoon nap. had muesli and simba again. 

2 - a hectic BP slash usila slash mtbs day with dr arief. Tried sop bebek h syafei and sate bandeng. Worked out w renata to a 20 mins pilates vid and 2 madfit songs and one 5 min stretch. Dinner was tofu soun seaweed and egg soup courtesy of renata. And baked banana with ovomaltine lolll im so grateful friends give me food.

3 - in usila today but turns out theres still one more day of vaccine in kantor kecamatan, so nessa and i went. We screened together w dr arief. Finished at about 2 pm. Can finaly eat at like 3ish after getting to the mess. Felt a bit of headache and my nose starts to go runny. So i slept. But my nose was so blocked. So i asked renata for her boiled noodle. Felt a bit better. Cleared my nose. Slept.

4 - it did feel better, finally. The soreness i felt in my abs yesterday gets worse today lmao. BP w nessa. orientation w dr harnis. talked ngalor ngidul about love life et cetera at our room lol

5 - fasted today. sahur was rice, crispy mushroom and abon since i felt sick of eating egg. it seems that love life talk continued today    at BP w dr anggi. printed stuff at kubang wates. bought kepak bandeng at RM tajuk and some snacks in indomaret. turns out Prof gave me one more ppt to do, for PIT. and the manuscript deadline is on the 8th :) immediately started doing something about it since now i know ppt and word making rly takes time

6 - muesli and pizza from alfia for bfast. vaccine today w dr lutfi. talked with kang ade and turns out he lived in kalideres before lol. bought don’s burger for dinner and ate it with fried egg. 

7 - MTBS today. got a lot of free food. read stranger than friends. went to transmart w nessa to buy stuff. did the word for Prof’s PIT topic acompanied with lofi study on the tv accompanied with nescafe latte. taste kinda.. weird. 

8 - ran a bit today, alone. bought nasi uduk for 5000 and i added scrambled egg. continued the word and finished it at like 11 am. sent it. relaxed for a bit. read black mirror. lunch was from labbaik but things went shit and i ended up paying 72k lol. printed document stuff w nessa and went to palm hills in the golden hour. ate together w the gals. played scrabble and talked a bit with fianti until almost 11 pm.

9 - had left over chicken and pizza for bfast. usila today and the patients came back to back. bought kanayam while waiting for 2 pm. slept. did (so little) work of ECMOCARD SAP. im so research dumb. 

10 - had steak and rice and renata’s veggie soup for bfast. vaccine today at vivo near intermedia with teh dian. waited for a mother with 9cm dilatation in ugd with nessa, but it took so long so i went back first. met up with atikah at o seven lmao. she arrived at like 12 and waited at palm wates. tried carbonara sphagetti (yum! but not fulfilling enough) and fried tofu. slept early and i probably passed out at like 930 pm. atikah was talking w ratnaa and we’re talking about the day’s randomness of atikah’s customer that somehow lives in cilegon

11 - woke up late. drove motorbike around palmhills to sightsee a bit. bfast at nasi uduk place around the corner. did some ngambi-together in green wates, accompanied by atikah’s 2 songs, repeated many times. went to mess. ate seafood in merak (a place near billiard cafe). got fish and shrimp. went to pulau kecil with pak asep’s help. walked around the tiny island. saw a monkey. the waters surprisingly clear. and then after maghrib Prof asked me about the ppt lol. so i hurriedly made it and emailed it, with zoom sesh 2mrw

12 - muesli for bfast. a hectic day today at bp x usila with dr lutfi (she went up for a bit for promkes). leftover kangkung and fish for lunch. hurriedly added some stuff to Prof’s ppt before the zoom sesh at 3. did 1 pamela reif vid and “attempted” her 10 min ab workout. dinner was soun and egg and renata’s veggie. 

13 - vaccine day for ODGJ and special needs children ft. dr Arief. finished at like 10:15. bought discounted wingstop (86k for 20 piece). was about to send Prof’s ppt but turns out there’s a ppt from the sponsor. in english. so i had to mold the 2 ppt and do some translation. finally sent it, and the literature. the sponsor used a lot of old literature lol. 

14 - wingstop and rice for bfast. mtbs today. no patient lmao. bu ningrum gave me cimol again! and a snack called selondok. waited out 2 pm with nessa. there’s a mom that came with upper abdominal pain. it did not improve after ranitidine, so she was referred. mom dad etc came to cilegon. i vacuumed. bujing lia had itches within like 15 mins of entering my room :(( lol. since the bed was put out, renata and i slept in yoga mat lol. nessa went to damkar. but i dreamed of something that night.

15 - mom’s spaghetti for bfast. off to pulau besar at 7 am. walked around the island a bit. swam in pulau kecil. ate at saung bonang (<50k per person!). tidied up the hydrovacuumed bed. a 20 ish minute ab and glutes workout with renata. love life talk. accidentally turned on live video in cld lmao. talked with aisyah due to said live vid. gave some brownies and spaghetti to mendel lol. dinner was mom’s chicken, kentang balado and capcay. 

16 - usila today. lots of patients with dizziness. ate mom’s chicken and spicy potato for lunch. 

17 - free day today. picked up my towel from sodaqo laundry. nasi uduk for breakfast. lazed. washed my undies. lunch was meat soup made by renata. watched run bts while eating indomie. watched extreme job (quite hilarious). filled my logbook. slept at like 12 am

18 - spaghetti for bfast. no patient at kia. promkes about hypertension. some patients at igd today. my mistake today was not realizing the pneumonia on a 8months patient with severely dehydrated diarrhea :( there’s also a 4 yo child whose fever did not improve after like 3 hrs and pct and compress. i have to be better :(. lunch was kanayam. bought chatime together with ness tri. tried lychee milk tea and the taste did not combine well at all. imagined better productivity with nessa even though its less likely to happen lmaooo

19 - fasted and had nongshim carbonara dry ramen for sahur. BP today. Almost bought martabak but its just keBMan on my part.

20 - vaccine day today. Filled logbook. went to mess and went back again to cibeber through the rain when i was called by the teteh. Helped the delivery (the mcroberts, to be exact), and got some hecting. The midwives were rly kind :) ness ren were sleeping so i got some silence for myself. It was nice. Tidied some stuff and slept

21 - mtbs. Whatsapp class for pregnant woman abt c19 vaccine. Bought martabak hokky medium (50k,green tea, chocolate, ceres and cheese). Turns out alfia also bought martabak assen. Fried mom's chicken and ate it with renata's porridge. Movie night, watched under the gods 1 along with popcorn

22 - woke up kinda late if i wanted to run, but the weather was cloudy and nice, so i went out at 7:15ish. ran a bit towards KS complex behind mess. walked through a jogging track, empty houses, krakatau bike park. played badminton with tri. washed undies. ate mom’s food for bfast slash lunch. napped a bit. off to o seven, bringing mom’s brownies. ordered green tea latte (25k), it tasted sweet and i had to remind myself that its not matcha lol. did some logbook and literature search for prof’s ppt. ate renata’s broccoli. folded clothes. tried nessa’s scarlett scrub. put on some lotion. mask. turned on fianti’s candle (smells rly nice and calming!). vcall with fi, scrabble and some talks. and suddenly its 11pm

23 - usila today. quite a lot of patients, so much that i was thirsty. dr yanti called since she needs some preskas docx. lol so sudden. bought mizone and dimsum kuy (10.5k with gofood pickup promo). the dimsum was good and fulfilling. didnt do anything else much in the mess. read a painter behind the curtain. it was rly rly good. all the characters made sense and had great insight. some are assholes (im looking at u, Raymond). ate the keripik mom bought from sidimpuan. first time actually trying it. its actually not that spicy lmao i used to think its the spiciest thing in the world. banana, brownies and protein shake for din din.

24 - empty KIA today. no promkes. or UGD patients. some mentoring on preeclampsia by dr Arif. went to BNI but turns out our card havent been activated yet.  cooked mom’s sphagetti sauce (thats not enough amount) along with egg and cheese. yum. had banana brownies and protein for dinner. started trial to blinkist

25 - BP today. reasonable amount of patients, accompanied by blinkist. tried ngikan by gofood pickup (17.5k). i still prefer kanayam’s fish and nasi liwet. a pregnant woman came to UGD. so i went back at like 7 pm, but turns out the mom went back home lmao. mas apit said i shouldve contacted him. point taken. so a nicely lit cafe along the way to pkm called Serada, so i tried it. It has industrial vibes. Got latte (25k). did some logbook. Read some blinks in bed

26 - vaccine today. Both screening and getting moderna lol. My arm hurts. So far no fever. bought roti O croissant and the usual coffee bread for 12k using gofood. Watched weathering with you. Turned on the candle. Read blinks

27 - arm hurts. but thankfully its mtbs. slept while waiting until 2. kanayam sambal matah for lunchie. finally took PCT that solved my headache and incoming fever and arm pain bcs i dont want to stumble while on the motorbike. watched harry potter #1. washed clothes and filled some logbook, powered by left over serada latte. need to sleep so i wont wake up late 2mrw

28 - mass vaccination in SMP RJ with mendel kak esa. 800ish patients. Lots of food and snacks and coffee. Picked up by mom and dad. Slept on the way. And like magic, when i open my eyes im at the airport. Basking in the silence of my room

29 - relaxed. Moms nasgor for bfast. Met up with atikah puy in kopi sedjenak. Tried their croffle with nutella. Went to racheels since its her online grad day. There were also sil and dev. Lotsss of food was eaten that day. Doughnuts, moms brownies, fruits, phd bigbox. Atikah and puy also came along to racils. Had lots of fun talk.

30 - sahur. Off to cilegon. A bit of road fixture was going on. Stopped in the rest area since i wanted to pee. KIA/ugd today. There was a patient who had an accident with a truck. Her nails were falling off. I panicked when Prof asked for his ppt so i hurriedly finished it. Had moms chicken for iftar. Fell asleep after maghrib

31 - usila. Renata fried bakwan and tofu and fish and chicken. Lotsss of fries yum. We played with makeup and ness set up her ling light. I imitated jks tattoo using eyeliner lol. Did the word for Prof. Jk went live for his bday!! I listened until i fell asleep (lol hes still going)