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fablexdreams · 3 months ago

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John and Abigail. John and Abigail's daughter. John being a girl dad. John finally getting to experience all the things he missed out on when Jack was a baby cause he was a dumb kid who got scared and ran. John refusing to make the same mistakes with her. John and Abigail losing their daughter. John and Abigail losing another piece of their family, and themselves, they can never get back. John having to carry the weight of yet another loss on his shoulders. Poor, sweet, sensitive Jack having to deal with the death of his little sister. John and Abigail losing their daughter and us never even getting to know her name or how she died. John and Abigail. John and Abigail's daughter.

#red dead redemption 2 #rdr2 #red dead redemption #rdr #john marston #abigail marston #jack marston #marston daughter #sometimes i randomly remember they had a daughter #and it breaks my heart all over again #no matter what they did it seems they could never escape death #i can't imagine them going through that pain #especially considering how scared they both were when Jack was kidnapped #it just breaks my heart yall #i just know john wished he had arthur and hosea with him to help him through it #i hate it here

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fleapit · 9 months ago

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can we pleasee please please stop fucking fearmongering and blaming trans men for the predstrogen situation. please god. posts about "trans men teaming up with terfs to get trans women banned!" with zero sources all over my dash. blaming "transandrophobia truthers" for all the transmisogyny. have you all lost your fucking minds?? what the fuck happened to t4t??? what the fuck happened to trans solidarity??? why is "transfem separatism" even a subject worth entertaining????

anyone who says other trans people are the enemy is a fucking fed. jesus christ

#my blood is fucking boiling right now and my heart is breaking #i keep seeing people go off the deep end with 'trans men arent oppressed! trans men face no discrimination because they have male privilege #its the fucking 2010 “trans men are betraying their female gender!” shit all over again!#transandrophobia #fleapit's patented rants #sorry im just. so sick of it.#saw it from a fucking FORCE-MASC BLOG like are you serious???

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clawsnteeth · 2 years ago

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I don’t wanna hold it against my old friends but it’s so fucking hard to be around them now

#everytime I see my friends from that time he gets brought up #what he did to me #and then she gets brought up too #how she left and didn’t give a fuck #and how they’re so close now #and it breaks my heart all over again #I was so drunk I don’t remember crying last night but I know I did #I don’t want to hold it against my friends it’s not their fault they didn’t do this to me #but god I miss her so much.#him he can choke after what he did #but I’d let her back into my life in a second and forgive everything #why is my heart still this broken

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emloafs · 4 months ago

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me leaving my bubble and seeing everyone hate on demetri for taking the last sekai taikai spot

#you guys don't get him like i get him #like that annoying prick is my FAVORITE character #and eli fucking stomped all over his heart once again #give him a break if he acted out of anger #and guess what!!! eli and dems whole fight was not about who was the better fighter!!!!!#i stg it's like everyone missed the whole point #anyway take my baby's name out of your mouth #demetri solos and no one is ready to admit that #like all his actions are justified #and he's the only one with enough of a brain to be like why the FUCK are we still doing this karate war bullshit!!!#the man is TIRED #he's ready to be DONE #also congratulations is is order for his MIT acceptance #that's INSANE GOOD FOR HIM #ok rant over i just love him #ck spoilers #cobra kai spoilers #cobra kai season 6 spoilers #demetri alexopoulos #cobra kai

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barneswilsonrogers · 8 months ago

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EXACTLY CAPTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#ARGH MY SAMSTEVE HEART IS BREAKING ALL OVER AGAIN #captain america #sam wilson

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ineed-to-sleep · 6 days ago

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Jackie died. Jackie died and I'm devastated. I will never be the same person again

#I had to pause the game to bawl my eyes out #I WAS SO INVESTED IN HIM ARE YOU KIDDING ME #I think I get what you're trying to say to me game. is it worth it to put yourself in danger #and destroy yourself for a chance at a fame that you probably won't even get to enjoy #because you won't be there to see it?#is it worth it to break the hearts of the people you love in this pursuit? the people who'll grieve you?#I mean it's part of the first question that dex asks you when this whole thing starts and the last thing he says to you is also about that #about whether you wanna live a peaceful life or. go out like this #I get that. if that's what it's going for I get that. it gets the point across I'm not angry. but also #THAT WAS MY FRIEND #JACKIE MY FRIEND JACKIE 😭#WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DIED OF BLOOD LOSS THIS IS BULLSHIT #I'm never getting over this #sleep.txt #cp2077 #jackie welles #OK OK HOLD ON I have more to say. I wanna expand on that jdjfkdkf bc I have Thoughts. especially playing corpo v like #I think the whole thing hit me even harder as corpo bc you get to see a sort of parallel situation with your v #where you had all this renown and respect but it came at a great cost. so great it nearly killed you #and then you go through that again and now you're dying and your friend is dead #and it's all in the pursuit of fame and money #that scene in the car when they're heading for the hotel reminded me so much of that initial scene with v #when you get in your fancy car and sip your fancy champagne #and like 10 minutes later nearly get killed by people from arasaka #I think there might be a point to be made there. about jackie heading towards the same kind of life just with a different coat of paint #being seduced by the same things we were seduced by while accepting the cost without fully understanding it #and then when you're faced with it it's. well it's heartbreaking and life ending #self destruction in the pursuit of something that makes you wonder if it was even all that worth it to begin with #viktor vektor is probably the happiest person I've met so far and that's saying something #anyway rant over. ty for your time I'm gonna go cry over jackie in the corner excuse me

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rooscandraw · 2 years ago

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at long, LONG last, i am reading heroes of olympus. have a lost trio <3

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lillymakesart · 6 months ago

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my new OC: cempaka!

she is based on the story/universe that my friend @haydardotjpg's OCs indra and yuwei exist in! pls go checkout haydar's art he is amazing!! his ocs can be found more easily on his ig but if you're lazy this is his oc indra (cempaka's one-sided love interest) and yuwei (indra's fated lover)

also, cempaka means "magnolia" in malay!! (she gets a flower name bc my name is lilly which is also flower c:)

bonus first iteration under the cut!

i accidentally had "poinsettia" flower in mind when i did this iteration instead of an actual magnolia, hence the color scheme. but yeah, this is as self-insert as it gets LOL like she's literally MEEEEEE but still very different and i love her as she is <3

#my art #original character #oc #oc art #art #im in love with her actually #she has 4 brothers all named after flowers #mawar kekwa orkid and melati #not me using google translate literally on the fly i hope im not being culturally insensitive 😭#but anyway they lost their parents at a young age so she was raised by her brothers #shes the youngest by far tho by like 9 years from her next closest brother #mawar is the oldest hes like 40 a very important Leader Of People so he is not very present in her life #kekwa is a doctor and 38 and he travels often for work so he is also not very present but he visits sometimes #orkid and melati are twins theyre both 30 #orkid is a scholar and on track to being a professor at a prestigious uni #melati is traveling the world doing soul searching #cempaka is 21 she is literally a baby and her brothers send her back money but shes mostly alone #so she joins a traveling dance troupe and she gets really good at dancing #she meets indra while on the road dancing and performing and she is SMITTEN #like shes just head over heels in love with this man because hes so warm and inviting and he fills a void in her life #he makes her feel so incredibly seen and not alone and the feeling is addicting she cant get enough #ok idk most of the details bc i havent read haydars full story BUT #basically to my understanding yuwei and indra are separated for a while #and cempaka knows up front that indra is in love with yuwei like hes very honest with her about this and she appreciates it #but she still wants a chance because indras the only person in the world that has ever made her feel truly seen and loved #so she tries to be with him to ease her loneliness but it breaks her heart whenever he misses yuwei openly #also AGAIN listen im trying to basically write fanfic for a story that doesnt exist LOLL #HAYDAR IF YOURE READING THIS PLS WRITE UR STORY LMFAO

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vindickyoutive · 5 months ago

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these micro-expressions hONHONHONHON

#the boys #MY HEART IS BREAKING #YOU CAN SEE HOW HE VISIBLY PICTURES IT ALL OVER AGAIN BEFORE HE THROWS BACK THE ‘I WAS JUST DOING MY JOB’ JUST LOOK AT THE SHEER DISGUST AND #REPULSION #FUCK #homelander #ep 4 s4 spoilers!!#finally getting some coherent thouths out over this ep #barely coherent anyway

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ozonecologne · 18 days ago

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#us election venting beware:#i am actually a bit annoyed at all the people that told me i was just being pessimistic and it's not healthy to think the worst of people #when yet again we have proven the worst of people wins #and even if it doesn't win (it will) it is still so significantly mobilized and out there #like i know it's not helpful. but i TOLD YOU. everyone thought it wouldn't happen and it DID.#just like nobody thought it would happen THEN and i was apparently the only one around me who saw it coming.#now can we PLEASE take this problem SERIOUSLY and get off our fucking asses and admit it's fucked out there??#the core of our system is bad. it is rotting and the proof is in this joke of an election #so can every white liberal get off my ass for 'bringing down the vibe' or whatever?#you people have been LAZY for a long time. you have been comfortable and unmotivated and been doing NOTHING.#quit focusing on doing your best by voting and get the fuck out there and disrupt. radicalize!#'common sense' is not enough and it never was #i hate to say it but believing the best in the masses in this deeply racist country will disappoint you every time #and i can't believe so many people fell for it again!!!!#i know it's unfair but #i'm finding it really difficult to sympathize with people in my community who are sad and disappointed #when i watched you do NOTHING for YEARS #(not for the people that are actively in danger. my heart breaks for you. i will not stop fighting for you. you didn't deserve this.)#i have never believed that people are fundamentally good and i'm sorry if that's mean but it's just not true #people are fundamentally neutral and you have to WORK to push them towards 'good'#and for too long the pushing has been going in the other direction. but 'pushing' at all is uncouth to you people i guess #get over your decorum. get over your morals that mean nothing. no one else is playing by your rules. DO something. CARE MORE.#sorry. i'm angry. i am filled with rage. and it is mostly directed towards the white intellectual elite.#to anyone who is blindingly furious i see you and i am with you lmao.#to anyone that wants to say 'i told you so' you are so valid.#we keep going.#futhermore: 'it's only four years. we'll recover.' BITCH #ONLY four years? that's four years of DAMAGE that will really hurt people in the meantime #and set up a whole host of problems for the future! the courts my god.#four years of bullshit policy and shit we will have to spend years untangling just to get back to even thinking about making any progress

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lady-griffin · 3 months ago

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What I’m Expecting from Arcane S2

I’m so excited for Jinx – she’s my favorite character of all time. I love her so much and we’re finally getting new scenes of her and it’s going to be amazing, actually it's going to be more than amazing! I could not be happier.

*a few Jinx scenes later*

Oh right, she's the embodiment of tragedy and trauma and she makes me so very sad. I somehow forgot that.

#I know she's going to make me cry and break my heart all over again #I just know she is and yet... I'm still beyond excited #Jinx #Arcane #Arcane S2 #Arcane Jinx #League of Legends

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sophistired18 · 2 months ago

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No one talk to me. I fell in love.

#kuroyaku #kryk #kryk fics #haikyuu #Im disappointed it took me this long to find this gem and give it a try #I was not disappointed however in any moment in reading this #i don't know how but this fic managed to break my heart and then make it whole again only to fill it up so much it breaks all over again #this is art #I've never read such perfect characterization of every single character in a fic that I was unable to put in words myself. bc somehow it fit #it fit so well. unbelievably well that I might just always see these characters in this way forever #it surprised me how much I enjoyed a fic with barely any yaku in it yet be entirely all about yaku at the same time #and oh god. Oh my GOD. KUROO. this kuroo. chef's kiss. i cant fully put into words how much I've fallen in love with his characterization #as well as his character exploration. just so much depth there. this fic made him so human? and it was so tasteful and well crafted I cried #i started for kryk endgame and finished with that but also had the beautiful taste of everything else I appreciated with other Kuroo ships #but like also why in the same perspective of Kuroo in this fic why they didn't work. it was such a mind opening realization #im rambling in the tags now but god I just fell in love with this writing. i fell in love with kryk all over again #sorry this is just an overwhelming outpour of the complex emotional heartwrenching rollercoaster this fic took me on #and i blindly stepped on the ride with no clue where it was taking me. But omg when it started i was sat.#so anyways read this. its a masterpiece.

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orangeshipper · 1 month ago

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Dorothy Dunnett HOW DARE YOU.

(To Lie With Lions ch18)

#that came without warning #thanks for the tears #i have a normal amount of feelings about these books #honest #THEIR SONS HAD NOT TRUSTED #ffs #just break my heart all over again why don't you #house of niccolo #to lie with lions #dorothy dunnett

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confusedspaceotter · 3 months ago

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(Meme stolen from Reddit

#you know know sometimes when you finished a media so good you wanna kill youself reborn again just to read this again?#that’s basically how I feel rn after orv #it’s such a good series I couldn’t even find words to describe it #because I will never do it justice some media is meant to be consumed and you need to come up with your own interpretation #like this mf is literally the most big brain person ever???? a really fucking long novel that ties up all the plot points???#and if gives me depression??? sign me the fuck up give me 10 more I will willingly break my own heart to read it again #tbh the orv books are so worth it I can see myself reading it over and over like dokja #I know I’m rambling but I simply can’t shut up about orv rn #so if you haven’t read the books/wanna avoid spoilers just unfollow me now #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint

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emilyblame · 3 months ago

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what is this?! don't get my hopes up, man, i'm still hurting!

the 10-year anniversary of 'Never Happy…' is coming next year, maybe is that? that twitter header looks awfully familiar.

i mean… allow me:

let me zoom in a second…

and here's the header:

if it's an anniversary release i wish they just said that straight up.

then again, archiving everything on instagram…? weird. weird as fuck. i'm excited. and scared. maybe more excited than scared. probably more scared than excited actually.

#as it is #patty walters #ronnie ish #there's no need to create all this fuzz and break my heart all over again #geez am i dramatic or what?#it’s just that if it’s just an anniversary release thing… like come on #there’s no need to be cryptic about it

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alexxmason · 10 months ago

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Ain't it warming you, the world gone up in flames?

Got to commission @xang-yyumi for this cute and gorgeous piece of my little angels! They look so amazing, every detail and the little hearts! 💕

#OBSESSED 😩😩😩#can’t get over how awesome them look still!#them in this style is everything #pov: your hot girlfriend that ran your cult breaks you out and is ready to rock your world #they’re always gonna be my heart #free them they did all that but idgaf #using the same caption but I’ll do it again!#x: scales of justice #ariel x edward #oc: ariel herrera #ariel tag #riddler x oc #dano riddler #edward nashton x oc #commissions/arts 4 me

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