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Feeling very grateful for the trans mascs in my life who've really shown me that masculinity is not inherently toxic.
It's been very healing.
#im glad to see the love trans feminine folks get#i dont see as much for trans mascs#so it got me reflecting on the trans mascs#in my life#theyre out there doing great work#for our communities#and im super grateful#also a few were vital#in healing my relationship with christianity#i would not be as far in my process#if it werent for them#so thankful
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Second-guessing
#been overthinking all day today and needed to draw how it feels lately#a bit of a vent ahead#it’s gotten really lonely and almost alienating in a way#and the fandom seems so vastly different#and in a way I dont really feel ok in#i do take the steps to avoid anything that i don’t want to see#but it just feels like what i do is pointless#like what i draw is pointless#i know the more platonic/familial themes in my art will always be overshadowed#but its been a harsh truth ive been hit with#and it’s kind of heartbreaking#i’m forever grateful for the reminders of how my art is like a breath of fresh air#but man is it difficult to not just quit entirely#because it always falls back to: why am I doing this? what’s the point?#i’m sorry I feel like such a whiny loser when I talk about things like this#it’s all jumbled and all over the place but to put it simply it’s been super lonely#i just needed to say something before it completely boiled over#im sorry again
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Wanted to doodle some comfort bros to balance out the angst of my recent posts lol
Hey pookies! Just wanted to say I really appreciate all the love and support I've been receiving lately for Decoded! I always love your comments/asks/fanart/memes, it genuinely has been bringing me so much joy and I'm so grateful for it <3
I know I said I had a lot of art to post (and then proceeded to post none of it LOL) I'm just a little overwhelmed rn with some life stuff so sorry for the wait! I also have a lot asks that I haven't gotten to and I apologize for that as well!
Trying my best to keep up, but I haven't had a lot of time recently. Art's gonna be a little delayed, but don't worry Chapter 8 is still gonna come out this Saturday as scheduled!
#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#littlecrittereli#also if you ever make fanart or smth and I don't respond after a while its probably bc it got burried in my notifs#feel free to @ me again or send me an ask#i promise im not sick again LOL#(though I probably just jinxed it watch me come back on here tomorrow and tell you all i got Tuberculosis)#KNOCKING ON WOOD SO HARD BC MY BODY WOULD ABSOLUTELY DO THAT TO ME#ANYWAYS IM rambling Im just super grateful for the feedback Ive been getting and I dont know how to express it very well#so i hope i can make it clear!! i appreciate it!!!#ok thanks bye im gonna go pass out for 13 hours now <333
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(hands u a domestic hudson sketch)... Take this.......... for the journey...............
#house md#johan's scrapbook#MADE THIS A COUPLE WEEKS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!! IM DEFINITELY GONNA COLOR AND RENDER IT ONCE MY EXAMS FINISH#Super swamped w work rn ;;; but i missed posting and i miss house md and i miss my stupid middle aged comfort throuple#just wanted to get this sketch out there....... ive been sitting on it for ages....... they js mean alot to me idk..........#Guess whos mugs are whose 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#OHMYGOD ITS ALSO MY ONE YEAR HOUSEMDVERSARY!!!!!!!! A WHOLE YEAR SINCE I WATCHED THE FIRST EPISODE#IM SO GENUINELY GRATEFUL TO BE HERE YOU ALL ARE SO FUNNY AND ENDEARING AND SMART#U guys be meta-ing it up the wazoo and i love u for it.......#LOVELY COMMUNITY!!!!!! YOU GUYS ROCK#hudson#house md fanart#gregory house#james wilson#lisa cuddy
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Dude I'm literally obsessed with your art, it's AMAZING. Also, thank you for making those family trees?! They're amazing and really help me with recalling who is who and related to who, lmao. You're literally the best, bless.
acckkkkk thank you nonnie!!!!! thats so kind of you to say! im especially thankful you like those family trees...... warning for incoming yap session! i pinned it on my blog bc i thought itd be helpful for ppl unfamiliar with my designs of who's-who, but looking back on it now ALMOST THREE YEARS LATER?!?!?!?!!???? there's so many things with it that i wish i could change! im really honoured that youve been finding it helpful with recalling who's related to who, but now i tend to feel guilty abt possibly feeding ppl the wrong information about tolkien's lore aaahahaha (seeing as some of the family relations there e.g. rumil being miriels dad, glorfindel being elenwe's brother, mags n his wife having two kids, are my own headcanon OTL)
nonetheless, its really really high praise to hear that and im very grateful you took the time to send in such a lovely ask, anon! ❤️ hearing all this talk of trees and whatnot made me think back to a tolkien untangled video i was watching where he basically said along the lines of 'most of the iconic elven genealogy in middle earth can be traced down to starting with finwe and elwe' which really shook my worldview HAHA... so in the spirit of continuing silly ask doodles, here's two bros doing some gardening together :D
thank you so much again for such kind words, and i hope you have a wonderful rest of your week!! and a very happy and belated new year's to everyone reading this! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ
#silmarillion#rin replies#anon asks#finwe#elwe#elu thingol#miriel#im grateful people like the family tree project ❤️🙇♀️#looking back on it now its visually super unprofessional but i have no idea how id make it look all pretty and official and stuff#so i still have much to learn graphic-design wise!#speaking of old stuff... as of today i think its been exactly 4 years since my first silm post.... holy smokes#where did the time go.........#kinda tempted to do redraws of my first few pieces... maybe if i have time :D#silm#silm art#cuivienen#i always forget finwe and elwe were basically besties before the great journey.... i need to see more interactions between them#esp upon reuniting in the Halls#tfw ur best friend's grandsons try to marry ur daughter#i mean like... on one hand finwe's grandsons are somewhat responsible for basically 3 gens worth of kinslaying thingol's relations#BUT ALSO. finwe's less problematic grandkids produced other generations of elves who kept thingol's bloodline going LOL#this is making my head hurt
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WOAH I JUST HIT 3K FOLLOWERS DTIYS TIME!!!!!
HI GUYS WOAH THERES A LOT OF YOU NOW!!! And I wanted to do a silly little DTIYS as a little celebration! At the beginning of the year I was hoping to get around 1000 followers by December and Uh You Could Say I Surpassed That Amount Just A Bit aksldjhflkasjhfd so heres a fun DTIYS as a celebration!
So there aren't going to be any prizes or deadlines or anything like that because I am going to be starting graduate school soon and I won't have the time to prepare any prizes for the winners, so this DTIYS is just for funzies!
I know this is a list of rules but really you can go crazy go stupid with the DTIYS aksjdfh I don't really have any rules for what you guys should draw for this idk just keep it vaguely similar but also you can do whatever you want
If you participate please tag me so I can see it! And also tag the post with #beannary3kdtiys so all of the drawings are in the same place :)
#my art#tmnt#tmnt 2018#2018 tmnt#tmnt 2k18#2k18 tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#tmnt donnie#tmnt donatello#tlp au#the little prince separated au#for real though I am super appreciative that everyone has been so supportive as I like#experiment with making the little prince separated au#idk its been super fun and it just makes me really happy that people like this au!#and idk ive made a lot of nice friends through making this au#and im really grateful that everyone has made this such a positive experience for me#and i hope that reading the au and following the comic has been a positive experience for you all as well!
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You guys, I joined this platform to surround myself with positivity and football and now I'm reading Joe'marr fics and studying every nuance and interaction between Justin Jefferson and Kevin O'Connell while also wondering if Tee Higgins mom would accept me as her daughter-in-law. What have y'all done to me.
#im actually super happy about it#im so happy here#its the perfect space for my obsessive and parasocial tendencies#eternally grateful#joe burrow#tee higgins#ja'marr chase#joe'marr#justin jefferson
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⭐ANNOUNCEMENT!!!⭐
i feel a little embarrassed to be announcing this truthfully but... i opened up a kofi! if you'd like to support me, here's the link!
first, i want to say that by no means should anyone feel obligated to tip me. ive received so much support from everyone these past few weeks that my heart is so incredibly full. so thank you so much. each and every one of you :) <3
and also, minor announcement, but my commissions page/info is almost done too! i'm still debating between keeping 4-6 slots open at a time but it'll be a first-come-first-serve basis. i know a few people were interested so i thought i should announce that too. ^_^
anyways, before this gets too long, thank you all so much again for your support! i hope to continue my daily comics/doodles for years to come! have a lovely day and know that im rooting for you :) <3
#im just very grateful for all the support ive been receiving#and also thank you to everyone whos been sending such sweet asks and super fun questions#you guys genuinely brightened up my entire year and i wish i could do more to thank you all HAHA#ko fi support#kofi#buy me a kofi#artist on kofi#SDHUIFHFIUSS idk what to tag this#bob talks
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fav friends + family 🫶
(also, it’s my birthday today!! here’s some doodles of characters that make me very happy <3)
#fnaf#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#fnaf ruin#five nights at freddy’s#fnaf fanart#gregory fnaf#cassie fnaf#vanessa fnaf#glamrock freddy#3 star family#i turn 19 today…. i first started tumblr when i was 14/15 time goes by so fast….#i probably sound like a broken record at this point but thank you all so much for the love and support!! im super grateful <3#anyways the duos and trio ever me thinks#i’ve missed drawing fred & greg!! 2 years later and they still mean absolutely everything to me#rin’s artchive
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I AM IN TEARS LOOK AT WHAT MY DAD LITERALLY JUST GAVE ME 🥹
Spirited Away is our movie. We used to watch it all the time when i was little and always felt a special connection to it! My dad always related to No-Face and i always related to Chihiro, so their friendship just basically became a representation of our friendship. I always think of him whenever i see anything related to that movie and always will. This was one of the best surprises ever and i love my dad more than words could ever say ❤️
#he always watched movies and shows with me#he's one of my best friends ever. i literally couldn't ask for a better dad.#i super weird at showing feelings and terrible with words but im genuinely so so happy and grateful right now#my father is the best in the world ❤️
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sometimes I get really nice compliments on my art that leave me conflicted. Not because of the comment but because of the art it was left on.
I've spent a lot of time over the last few years really honing my line art and anatomy, so you'd think this would be a one and done I love this comment and am so grateful for it. right? it's a thoughtful description of how this drawing made this person feel. it's a really simple comment to feel good about. but it's not That simple.
because this comment was left on a drawing of a minotaur ass fucking a sphinx.
#like im so grateful they like it#but also#you know.#its a drawing of a minotaur ass fucking a sphinx.#tbh i think the actual reason is that its a pretty old drawing and im not super happy with it these days#i only posted it because it was the most recent thing i had that i could post on reddit from a brand new account
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i made it!! tiering is good actually <- her wrist is going to explode in 1 minute
#an shiraishi the girlie that you are i love you too too much#i'll leaderboard on wl2 (she says delusionally)#as exhausted as i am that was super super fun and im so grateful to everyone i roomed with in r8#including sol hi sol my new buddy sol!!!#time to sleep for one thousand years (sorry kohane)#momo talks
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Do you think you’ll ever do art commissions?
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im not really sure. art commissions would let me work at my own pace and make money on the side, but im worried of things thatll get in the way
firstly im more used to drawing for myself. ive drawn other ppls characters and fanart, but those are on my own whims and pace and i dont have to negotiate things with anyone. drawing for someone else can be helpful since i work best with instructions, but im not very keen on doing things im not interested in and i might be hard to work with
i also avoid using online payments when i can, so im apprehensive around making online transactions. etransfer policies arent very kind to artists and theres also the risk of disclosing my personal information
given the industry im going into, im aware that im gonna have to figure out how to tackle these sooner or later, and maybe then ill be confident enough to manage commissions. but right now its fuzzy
#this isnt even scratching the surface but these are my main concerns. the other thing is adhd so i have shit work ethic#and a whole slew of negative personality traits that i wont get into but for now its kinda in the air unless smth forces me#im grateful to chipper and bow who've been kind and patient enough to help me by answering my questions and walking me thru#their own processes so i do feel like i can go into it knowing something. there are also some resources online ive found that#give me somewhere to start but the personal risks right now arent smth i can overlook#last summer i was super pumped and committed to trying to get something started but the more i learned the more worried i got#yapping#txt#doodles#sona#puppysona#new sona(???) tentative... im dogy#ask
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Having to micromanage your entire physical battery day in and day out is so exhausting, especially when your ability fluctuates without rhyme or reason with every single day. I'm starting to have to reframe how I view and tackle my task lists because otherwise the grief and frustration becomes so much that I get nothing done. I'd love to complete the entire list today, but I'm gonna have to limit myself to ticking off two tasks just so I don't burn myself out to the point of being unable to do anything later...
#and even then thats no guarantee since i could feel super sick later without warning#OR maybe i feel superdupergood and can do them all no problem and THEN some#but then i also have to prepare for being bedridden after if i dont keep track of how much energy i burn#the event horizon of which ALSO changes daily lmfao#meanwhile people assume youre lucky or even privileged for this#as if being homebound for your safetys sake and spending most of the time being unable to really do anything#is anything worth envying. people assume youre resting when frankly youre just keeping your face above the water#i dont have a choice either. i gave up all my dreams and ambitions just for the sake of trying to survive for once#i WANT to have a life i WANT to have the power to be independent and not be at the mercy of others until the day i die#god sorry URGH its so hard to not feel sad and hopeless and almost bitter about this sometimes#its so hard not to feel alienated and embarrassed by the fact that you practically live in a different reality to people#people whose lives revolve around careers and working to the point where they cant comprehend you as a disabled individual#and what that means beyond the assumption that being chronically ill and overall impaired is a choice and moral failire#whether or not people are aware of that baseline assumption concretely#and i feel stupid and annoying for whining about this when i have so much to be grateful for#just. guhhhhhhhhh idfk. i SHOULD get started here but i can barely move out of bed#exhaustion is killing me i miss going on daily walks my house feels like a prison#i need to stop moping im already spiralling lmfao#trying not to close my eyes lest i pass out yet again despite having gotten more than 12 hours of sleep#cause apparently to my stupid body thats not enough to even stand up#silvi talks
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Atiny let me in
#i saw them in July at the day 2 show in Duluth and ive never been the same#atiny#Seonghwa#towards the light#ateez#i may be gatekeeping a few photos for now#this was genuinely a life altering experience#i went super last minute and i will forever be grateful to my one cosplay moot who had extra tickets you lovely human you#also if tictok gets banned uhhh im gonna be living on here ig oops
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Writing Bruised Fruit has been so wild because it really is the fic I wanted to read so badly for the longest time but it just didn’t exist…sometimes you have to do it yourself
#and the fact that other people have wanted to read something like it too? i say this so often but im super grateful#like this fic could’ve been nothing besides my own wish fulfillment and that would’ve been more than enough#but it’s so much more than that now and it’s because of y’all🖤#battie signals
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