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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 months ago

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Therapy in 15 minutes 🙃

#i am someone who hates talking about my feelings and hates crying and hates being vulnerable #therapy is not fun and i hate it every step but my therapist is nice (i saw her a few years ago and now im seeing her again)#and i know i need it. most importantly i know that i really need it #unfortunately i can take all the pills in the world and they wont fix all thats wrong with me #evey psychiatrist ive seen has said that i need to see a therapist in addition to my meds #so im in my car in the parking lot of my job sitting criss cross applesauce and waiting to sign in to the video call #and im shaking but its gonna be fine #its wild to me. the things that make me anxious #im no longer scared of needles or cblood. i love going up in catwalks. im a big fan of horror #but therapy? thats where i draw the line lol #anyway goodnight

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nabaath-areng · 3 days ago

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" What a pitiful child... so thoroughly trained in the art of curse breaking, yet not once has your teacher taught you however you shall break your own. Did she ever tell you why? Has she ever allowed you ask the questions you have, rather than coldly shut you down for being nosy? Wouldn't you like to know why you were born like this? Why you consume that which corrupts others without harm to yourself? Wouldn't you like to know why those beyond the rift are so heedful to your call? Wouldn't you like to know how much your teacher has kept from you? And lastly, perhaps most importantly, Wouldn't you like to know about me? The sun is rising, and so I shall bid you farewell for now. Whether you will remember our meeting upon waking up or not, it matters very little, for as surely as you are alive and air flows through your lungs, I would never lose sight of you. "

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box-dwelling · 5 months ago

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Stolen from this video because steam deck is a nightmare with screenshots.

But my god this man needs therapy.

#bg3 #wyll ravengard #you know i was gonna analyse it but he just... says it. he just fucking says that #i dont need to analyse it when he just out right fucking says he views the person he is like that #i need to shake him #but mostly hug him #thing that he never even works on either im fine. its fine. im fine

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spoofthespoofer · 7 months ago

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I think my orthodontist is trying to kill me

#Its not my braces- those are fine #But I have a special procedure thing because some of my baby teeth never fell out #AND O W W #It feels like my gums are ripping apart #And shes gonna tighten it next time #I was shaking from the pain so bad that my mom actually let me take a painkiller #which she IS FIRMLY against #So yeah. im suffering <3

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gayemoji · 1 year ago

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oh yeah okay go ahead kiss a ninE year old what the fuck !!! WHAT THE FUCK !!!

whatever credit i was giving chase before null and void i never said it

#even weorder is that the showrunners even made it a fucking plot point HUH ??? WHAT ARE YALL DOING ???#the writers really want him to be the antagonist FINE you got me hes the worst forever #also i found out the actors actual parents founded a fucking anti immigration party here in aus so thats cool 💀#not that that reflects on HIM as an individual whatever whatever #the point is maybe i hope the shows dont give hima big fuckin redemption and maybe i like how awful house treats him now <3 #deserved idiot be better next time #im bapping him over the head with a roll of newspaper every time he speaks like im his cartoon character father #speaking of maybe the writers were right to give him his whole sympathy story BEFORE they nerfed his moral compass #he still has an australian accent in an american show tho so its gonna be hard to shake this familarity bias i have for him 💔#house md #house s2 #m #live

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rabbit-inwonderland · 1 year ago

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my tumblr notifications are working again which is so great and definitely not a current and active source of anxiety

#Girl Help I Am Being So Stupid #also i need to eat but im not hungry because my stomach is. anxiety. and i feel ill. what is wrong with me actually #i think i just need to shake myself and ill be fine (at first glance #they seem like a capable and high functioning person-)#inside joke no one else is gonna get cause its comments on my friends autism diagnose report. which everyone else has been parroting at me #All Day #they hate me and my fun rubber band that i got from psychology

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lecliss · 7 months ago

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Maaan I feel like I'm gonna puke. I had a headache from crying at the doctors so when I woke up at 3am I took an aspirin with crackers, a brownie, and gatorade then when I woke up again at 8am I took my new "makes you not kill yourself" pills with a slice of bread and my mom coincidentally arrived at the same time with hashbrowns so now that I'm awake again I'm gonna explode and die 😭

#i got diagnosed with POTS (its fine) so i need more sodium so i stop almost passing out and shaking like a chihuahua all the time #so thats what the crackers and gatorade are for #also! i was not cleared for dental surgery cuz of the low blood pressure and now i need an ekg and blood tests!#which is all fine. but i still feel like im gonna puke and explode. stomach is not happy 🙃#personal

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cowbot-lumberjane · 10 months ago

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man I'm so sick of this shit just be nice to fat women (especially trans ones!) or kill yourself idc

#if I read the words 'healthily round' or 'the hot kind of fat' one more time #im gonna figure out how to send ballistic missiles with my mind #sick of you fucks #fat women are better than you not sorry <3 #like #I want to exercise and eat better but I dont CARE about losing weight #I could stay right at the 380lbs I'm at and be FINE #I'm just so sick of this fucking asterisk that people need to be attached to fat people's lives #'oh no its okay she actually works out a lot and doesnt eat sweets or anything like that'#who GIVES a FUCK #why do YOU give a fuck????#THATS A WHOLE NOTHER PERSON YOU FUCKWIT #just leave people fucking be #I have soooooo so so so so soooo many problems with social shit about my weight #and they all shake terrible hands with my transness #im sick of it #im sick of these little requirements being needed to be seen as a person let alone a woman #fuck you if you've ever said anything like what I've talked about here #change or die #I 1000000% do not trust thin people to talk about anything constructive when it comes to the treatment and depiction of fat people #im tired #and im mad #im gonna be a bitch about it #leave if you want #fuck

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truckstoptigers · 1 year ago

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so a delivery truck just came up my driveway real quick and it scared me so bad I turned the lights & the heater off in my garage

#...#i just realized how much my body is shaking now that i know its safe #chest is still tight & breathing is a little weird but ill be fine i think #i dont know exactly what i thought was going to happen but i definitely have an idea abt where my mind went #felt like someone was hear to pick me up & take me somewhere where they could... yknow #its been ten years since i got out and i still feel as scared now as i did when i was a child #milo murmurs #csa vent #trafficking vent #heart i s pounding. think im gonna go inside now

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tryingnottobecringe · 1 year ago

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are you fucking kidding me?

#zelda movie #why #why live-action #please #i was afraid they'll fuck it up if it's an animated movie but live action?? i just don't know how they would be able yo make it work...#ughhhhh #im like litteraly shaking rn #WHYYY #they better fucking impress me or something no non oo NOOO IM NOT GONNA BELIEVE THAT IT WILL BE BAD NONONO IM JUST GONNA GASLIGHT MYSELF INT #O THINKING THAT ITS FINE #ITS OKK #OH MY FUCKINF GOD #i need a moment

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moomoorare · 2 years ago

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Okay it's 6 am I'm gonna sleep a bit and then be ready for the ... JOB INTERVIEW TRIAL THING

#shaking in boots pretending to be super chill im actually fircing myself to not panic #BCWAUS IT'LL BE OKAY IT'LL BE FINE ITS GONNA BE NICE AND I'LL MAKE MONEY YES YES #rare rambling

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dave-the-tech-guy · 2 years ago

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#it's another month.#soon. it's going to be ten months since this started happening.#...lately. i haven't been able to shake the feeling that #... . no. im. im not gonna go there. thats not true #...its gonna be fine. what was that. thing. thatcher used to say. i cant remember. something about. things getting brighter.#i dont know.#...goodnight.

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transfemlogan · 2 years ago

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IDK yes ppl hate him 4 lame rzns & it should b talked abt but also i guys should. Spend time outside of the fandom. Maybe. Just bcuz someone calls thomas lame doesnt mean u should cry & piss ur pants over it

#exaggeration. emotions r fine its ok 2 b upset but if ur whole day is ruined bcuz someone hates on ur guy.....#u should. work on that!#& thats coming from a schizo who thinks hes 4 real dating logan & anytime someone makes a joke abt kissing him #he starts shaking & crying & freaks out .#all im saying is 2 take care of urself. ur gonna have emotions. make sure u know how 2 cope w/ them #revy.txt

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rinnysmuses · 2 months ago

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me when daybreak 2 comes out: KEEPING MY EYE ON [SPOILER] THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

#;ooc #im sure its one of those 14 things where they write backwards intead of forward #drop some bits but fill in the holes where they can as they move forward #which is fine!!!#but!!!!#im still gonna keep an eye on [spoiler]#cause i really wanna know how they went from where they were in game 1 to where they end up in kai #were they always loyal to [spoiler 2's] plans? or were they recruited around the same time as [spoiler 3]#if the former is true then did that mean they were never loyal to [spoiler 4]#and if so again..... how much did they already know?#ugh #*shakes [SPOILER] i NEED TO KNOW............#(im trying to keep so many things vague here cause i know things but not in the context of most things)

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#shout out to crying quietly in a bathroom stall before u have to go teach a room full of 18yo children #my face is v splotchy and if anyone asks if im alright i might burst into tears #y bc i got here at 7am. so i woke up at 5.30 and i teach from 3 to 5 normally #but the person who teaches 5 to 7 is sick so someone needs to substitute and i knew as soon as i saw the email it had to b me #bc no one else is prepared to teach on the 1st day of the week. so i get to do a 12hr day with basically zero breaks #and i have SO much that needs to get done. all the other TAs have all their stuff graded or at least made a start #and im gonna be here until its dark outside. and i probably made everyone feel bad bc my voice was shaking when i volunteered myself #and im not mad at them or blame them. im the obvious choice to do it. i also just so happen to b having #some sort of breakdown so ya kno. not ideal but so it goes #itll b fine. its the topic i study so it should b fine #unrelated #thats thr other thing. its beautiful outside and im not gonna b able to run bc itll b too dark when i leave

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yoshistory · 5 months ago

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kind of crazy that it literally used to feel like if i was anything less than perfect at my job it would be the end for me but i've been giving it like negative 200% at my job and its literally fine and no one cares

#it started when i got REALLY sick awhile back but literally couldnt afford to take a day off #so i just went to work and gave it like 10% and it was fine and no one cared #so i kept doing that #and also when i DID start feeling better and giving it a little more effort #there was this QA guy who came into our section specifically to monitor us #and when it was my turn to work with him he was like ''🤓☝️ uhmm actually you're doing a really awful job at this''#''i guess I'M just perfect cause its how i like to do things. but dont worry! you gave it your best😋'' in suuuuch a shit-eating way #that it like broke my brain into like actually i guess im not going to put in any effort at all now. thanks for that #and what we were doing was literally something that will get removed and put back later and i was legit telling him like.#you really dont have to make it perfect because it's a waste of time when it gets moved later but make it look like. Good right-#and he went like crazy about that and i was like well asshole if you REALLY dont wanna listen to me about how youre wasting time feel free #like genuinely just like feel completely free. just really. and he was insulting me in the process #and i was really like actually trying to teach him. how we do things. and the right way to do it #and he was like shaking his head and tsk tsking me like the entire time #its like hey man who's teacher today right. like. do you wanna learn and do things actually right or are we just gonna putz around here

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