#and im never gonna be happy
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i just need to shout into the void for a moment
#but fr is this all its ever gonna be#Like im just supposed to work and work and take my two days a week#never see my family#lose all my friends from uni town bc i moved away#im just so frustrated#and no one is being optimistic or telling me things will be ok#all i get is that everything is downhill now that im 23#my health my friendships my relationships#everything is gonna go to shit#and im never gonna be happy#and the world is gonna end#and i get to watch all of it crumble from a shitty retail job#and i don't even get the satisfaction of getting to be a good and kind person throughout it all#im a giant insensitive hypocrite all of the time#and like i just. i am fine i actually am like im not in crisis and im never gonna be in crisis#it just sucks
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Moonlight
If he ever manages to escape there will be nothing left for him to return to.
He is a dead man walking.
#i dont know what the hell im doing#digital art#sketch#art#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#pressure sebastian#pressure fanart#mel doodles#comic#angst#it’s never gonna be canon but a girl can dream 😔#I just want him to be happy
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they licensed his ass
my finished piece of the FWMS (official name definitely 100%) thing we started a few days ago! I had fun I hope folks had and/or continue to have fun with the sketch as well.
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhsy#riz gukgak#Fuck With My Sketch#I mean it I'm gonna use that. gotta stop me if u dont wanna#doing things like this is bittersweet bc this slaps and I look at this and Im like well. I will never be able to nail this look again#I guess that's the plight of self taught art. but also it means you have to learn to let go and go look for different delights#you can't get too attached to one way of doing things. you will find many new things on ur way to make more funny bictures n such#this slaps tho Im so happy with how this came out lol. its be a long while since I last drew something in this vein#appropriate that its for riz lol he deserves it. he deserves the photoshoot pieces#funny enough this also kind of was prompted by drawfee? in one of the episodes I was binging (I thiiiink the one bg a day ep)#jacob brought up one of the artists I follow on twitter (havent been there in a decent while lol) who uses a pretty distinct#blue-on-red palette that got me to think abt teal-on-red and then this happened#funny enough I did start the piece with teal-on-red but then I shifted to blue after and was like wait I love this suddenly#and then committed lol. I should work with teal-on-red properly more but for now! we have fun! we enjoy#thats my journey thank u for listening. thank u for drawing with me if u have and come hang next time if u havent
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yk adorable group hug and luffy moment aside, did zoro just kick the ground . after he was hugged . is this show even real
sorry but the way nami went 🤨🏳️🌈 TWICE
#i love the opla i love the opla i would die for the opla#UGHHGGHGH LUFFY SHOUTING WITH HAPPINESS IS SO#inaki did graduate from the university of luffyoligy /ref#they mean everything to me u don't understand#they made everyone fruity as hell im#the kayasopp usokaya whatever the ship name kiss also counts#THEYRE SO CUTE?#sorry irrelevant i just needed to talk about it#THE AMOUNT OF JOY THIS SHOW IS GIVING ME i might die#IM GONNA DRAW SO MANY SCREENCAPS#JUST WATCH#(i cursed myself by saying that and now i never will)#one piece#op#one piece live action#opla#spoilers#min watches one piece#zolu#roronoa zoro#monkey d luffy#nami#iñaki godoy#mackenyu#emily rudd
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I… do try to be merciful. But… Against someone like you… I'd better not hold back, shouldn't I?
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 5 spoilers#siffrin#siffrin isat#scopophobia#Im never gonna be fully happy with this one but#on here it goes
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A lttle death around the eyes
#ethan winters#mia winters#resident evil#resident evil village#re 8#re 7#IM GONNA GO CRAZY BC I AM NEVER HAPPY WITH HOW I DRAW ETHAN IM GONNA AAAHHH#I NEED TO DRAW HIM BUT IM STRUGGLING SO MUCHHH
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Nimona 2015 // Nimona 2023
#Nimona#ballister blackheart#ballister boldheart#man im never gonna get used to calling him that :')#ambrosius goldenloin#nd stevenson#something something how quickly the night changes#i'm so happy that they finally get the ending they deserve
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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#my baby my love my everything i hope u have a day as wonderful and sweet and lovely as u are#stray kids#bang chan#bang chan gifs#stray kids gifs#skz#skz gifs#my gifs#cbbc2023#ah. not to get sappy in the tags since im already using all my characters to get sappy in his bubble but. hm. he's very very very important#to me. kind of like. extremely special.#just. im so bad with words but idk if id be here without him and if i was id be deeply deeply unhappy? so im always gonna be grateful to hi#and his music and his company and his care#he's just so kind and sweet and deeply deeply caring and i know birthdays aren't special to him but i hope he gets to eat good food today#and spend time with people he loves & who love him in return and just has heaps of fun. today and every day i just hope he's happy#if he's half as happy as he makes me on the daily then i never have to wish for anything else#um. anw. silly little post for his day that did not warrant all that gut spilling. happy birthday my guy of all time. i love you
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In the light of recent events please enjoy this absolute gem, my beloved, beautiful, amazing issue and Knuckles in it. This might be my favorite issue of archie I've read. I think about this at least once a week.
Sonic Universe Issue 70 my beloved my beloved my beloved my beloved my beloved my beloved my beloved my beloved my beloved!!!!!!!!!!
Knuckles and Shadow - stubborn as brick walls.
Knuckles and Shadow going from trying to kill each other to saving each other to killing each other to a nice little beat of teamwork.
Knuckles showing Shadow secret routes through Angel Island
Knuckles being so broken up about the possibility of having to break the Master Emerald again in order to save it there's multiple moments where he contemplates it.
HE LITERALLY GOES I'M SORRY AS HE'S ABOUT TO DO IT
Shadow going "was that... chaos control?" when he sees Knuckles break the M.E.
Knuxadow holding hands
#THIS IS EVERYTHINGGGGGG#I WILL NEVER GET ANYTHING BETTER I WILL NEVER BE MORE HAPPY ABOUT ANY PIECE OF SONIC MEDIA THAN WHEN I READ THIS ISSUE#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#archie....#archie sonic........................#sonic universe come back to me im begging im begging im begging im begging#archie sonic#sonic universe#knuckles the echidna#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#IM FUCKING OBSESSED IM OBSESSED IM UNCONSOLABLE#IM GONNA FUCKING THROW UP#do i tag knuxadow#knuxadow#they are everything to me#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#screenshots#sth
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Happy birthday Usopp!
#one piece#one piece fanart#usopp#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#tony tony chopper#nami#im sooo happy with these#chopper one in particular im in love with horn point and it hurts me its never used#let chopper be a teen! he is not a bobbleheaded stupid baby im gonna explode#happy birthday usopp
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look at how cute 🥺 also look at the hand size difference look at how tiny jimin's hands are compared to seokjinnie's its making me bawl 😭 (cr. namuspromised)
#btsgif#seokjin#jimin#jinmin#bts#userbangtan#btsedit#kim seokjin#park jimin#*#*sj#*jm#*jinmin#soowoozoo dvd#hello happy new year<3.#i finally decided to clean my drafts bless<3 made these last year and never posted them so im gonna post them over the next few days<3.#damn i miss my bts so much:((((.#5 months until seokjin comes back tho!!!!!!!!! can we fast forward time pls the past month felt excruciatingly long 😭😭😭😭😭😭.#scheduled.
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dont STEAL ANYTHING ON YOUR WAY OUT
#fanart friday maybe i mean it is friday#furry bound#i was actualy gonna rewatch this tonight but unfortnutately it is 6 am now#which means i dont deserve lesbian happiness#I LOVED THE MOVIE BY THE WAY ID NEVER SEEN IT#BUT IVE SEEN THE courage the cowardly dog episode that#IM PRETTY SURE IS A BOUND REF#ITS GOTTA BE#anyway#my art#digital art#furry art#anthro art#fanart#bound 1996#good movie i really dliked it#ME AND WHO
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"We need more gay ships that include people of color!"
The Spiderverse Fandom: does that
"Actually no, don't do that. In fact stop touching people of color and forcing themselves into gay ships!"
#i love pavbie and all ive seen is discourse of them#ya'll annoying#never happy#in the future when someone brings this stuff up and im gonna point to what the spiderverse fandom did to its queer ships with poc#this applies to punkflower too#ya'll making people finally have gay black love and trying have discourse over it#spiderman across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#hobie x pavitr#punkflower#pavbie#chaiflower#discourse#i hate discourse#but its so sad to see whats happening#creators cant even have fun anymore
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one sided // mutual
still obsessed with the intimacy of body language when the faces are obscured. inspired in part by Mead Schaefer's limitted palette paintings
#illustration#oc art#art#wolfgang#bastien#wolfien#happy wolfgang wednesday !! i wasnt sure i was gonna finish this but then i got possessed and wanted to do some fun value stuff#very happy with this though i did find out my new screen shows different colors than my phone :X hope it looks decent lol#still and forever in love with people looking at each other sorry. fav topic really#and! love changing people and how they are around each other even if they wont talk about it??#forever weak for how Bastien fell in love first but if Wolf never realized he would have died with that secret inside him i guess#and Wolfgang letting themself be more of a pathetic in love person than an Object of desire because they want to get closer to him#and Bastien barely keeping himself from touching them wahoo#anyway. i did Not work on the comic im gonna go whip myself goodnight
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some doodles
#i meant to put the balor one in the previous post but i forgor 😭its in a diff file from the sketch dump i was coloring in so it just didnt#exist in my mind at all. i felt like smth was missing as i was posting it but i couldnt place what hlep#adeline and eiland have been driving me insane lately. expect more of them. probably.#dont minf the last two guys. some concepts for future farms 😋 (pls mind them im crazy abt all my farmers even if they technically dont -#exist yet. pls ask abt them or smth pls im nroaml i can be nroma l i prommy)#fields of mistria#fom balor#sona#im gonna start tagging that i think.#fom eiland#fom adeline#fom elsie#fom farmer#my art#guys can i just say that im so happy that balor is silver n not gold cus otherwise i would have to confront a part of me im not proud of#we shouldnt talk abt it but like yeah jjust know i like his silver and his whole deal#have such a softspot n bias for characters who dont settle anywhere. who never lay down their roots or whatever. who keep their past secret#like oughh hes hitting so many marks#i like hawthorne a lot. hes more developed in my head. and also i like his dead look and hair bows. i have so many ideas abt him man it hur#i promised myself i wouldnt make a new save file til i reached y2 w rory but apperantly errols bday is cursed bc the game has frozen twice#sorry if you read all of these tags. go to my askbox w fom stuff or smth. ask abt my farmers plsplspls pl s jk haha unless. maybe even#gimme drawing reqs for fom in general. ok tyvm ly sorry for yapping. its what i do best
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