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Whole-heartedly BEGGING writers to unlearn everything schools taught you about how long a paragraph is. If theres a new subject, INCLUDING ACTIONS, theres a new paragraph. A paragraph can be a single word too btw stop making things unreadable

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Been playing around with how I’d draw Sebastian, to say I’m struggling would be an understatement

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Me: I can’t wait to get home and DRAW! I wanna DRAW!

My brain: Your Sebastian design SUCKS there’s so much cooler Sebs out there. We should redo it

Me with a gun: SHUT THE FUCK

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Urbanshade was not prepared for the accommodations they would have to make so now he's got back pain too 💔

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Some Sebastian Angst as I contemplate what to do next with him, open to suggestions!

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This post is close to getting 2k notes, I feel like I should celebrate. Have some more Sebastian doodles-

Don’t have much to say as I absolutely love all the different takes I’ve seen regarding the experiments Sebastian went through and how the process was done alongside PLENTY of angsty scenarios. It makes me indecisive on what I would come up with regarding my take on him djfhfhfhdhhds.

But here’s some cool posts that I’ve seen recently:

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We don’t talk enough about how fanfiction writers love to give character large amounts of non-specific paperwork they hate doing

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here’s a little comparison for people who say engagement hasn’t gotten that bad and anyone who complains is ungrateful.

these are two posts from my first go round on tumblr circa 2014-2017, my most popular gifset of all time

& a text post

notice how the ratio is about even on likes to reblogs?

here’s from this go around, my most popular gifset

and my most popular fic

do you see how that’s discouraging?

i love being on this site. i love the little community i’ve found and the people who follow me and the mutuals i’ve made friendships with and the mutuals that i’m still getting to know. i love it. but at a certain point it’s hard to justify spending so much time on works that get bad engagement.

reblog, comment, send asks. without them, this site doesn’t work.

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Moonlight

If he ever manages to escape there will be nothing left for him to return to.

He is a dead man walking.

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Debating on making a really, really bad Sebastian solace costume for Halloween…

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I am never escaping @inkspottie fanfic brainrot i swear-

THESE NEED TO STOP BEING WRITTEN WITH THE EXACT TROPES AND WRITING I LOVE. IM GONNA SCREAM

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Hey sir!! No smoking here!!!

Human Sebastian has a grip on my soul

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Brainrotted so hard over this fish man that I got a headache and had to make this-

Bonus ramble under the cut

So in Sebastian’s document we’re told that he was chosen for the experiment early 2015, then his innocence was discovered later that year and bumped up to MR-P. With things like some of the jumpsuit descriptions in the store it’s implied MR-P’s do regular jobs around blacksite.

So there HAD to be a period of time post experimentation where he had to work alongside other MR-P’s…

Man that had to have sucked. It’s hard to socialize when he’s a giant scary fish man, even harder to find a spot to sit during lunch breaks. What would he even do for recreational activities? Since that’s mentioned in his file would he have taken advantage of that? Or would certain activities be avoided since they’re catered specifically to humans. I can’t stop thinking about these weird niches in this man’s life-

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If Bill was reincarnated as a human he'd definitely be a scammer magician,, also wondering if anyone will figure out the bg text lol

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Drew the freak of nature himself and also made a pressure sona heheheh >:) tldr on his lore hes just Z-123-4 hahah

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Sighs deeply

Fish man has gotten to me

And bonus doodles (one with my roblox character)