#and im in a lot of pain and I did sh for the first time in years but I don't think thwyre infected so i dont think its that?

[kimkimwritesstuff]

OKAY SO I DECIDED TO DO IT PROPERLY

WRITE SOMETHING WITH ODETTE LIKE MAKING OUT WITH HER (AND MAYBE LIKE WE SHOULDNT BE DOING IT CAUSE LIKE NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP IF IT IS EVEN ONE) (the build up to it too if you feel like it!!) AND THEN CLARA CATCHING US AND TEASING BOTH OF US BUT MOSTLY ODETTE CAUSE DUH!!

~your biggest fan😙; LOVE YOU SUNSHINE!!🩷

Interrupt much??

Summary - *ask* Reader and Odette have an established relationship

Warnings - Small make out session. Probably OOC for Odette😭

Author’s Note - I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG- I HAD WRITERS BLOCK AND LIKE NO MOTIVATION😭 SO SORRY POOKIE😭😭 IM SO MAD CUZ ITS SO SHORT AND IT TOOK MORE THAN A WEEK😭(One of my favorite songs, just a bop to listen too, not really related to the fic💀)

You and Odette have been dating for a while now. Not that anyone knew about it, but you had. You hadn’t told anyone about it since Odette wasn’t very comfortable with sharing the news yet, and you were okay with that, you went at her own pace. The only problem was that in order for you guys to meet without being caught would be that you would constantly have to climb in through her window in order to get your cuddles worth. Today was no different than usual.

You did your usual routine of climbing up a tree(which always hurt to be honest) opening the window, and climbing in. Odette had been waiting for you for a while. "What have I said about being punctual? Mother arrives in almost 2 hours." Odette scolded you sternly. "Sorry, the tree was giving me trouble again. The important thing is that I’m here.” You added, barely making it through the window.

Odette was sitting on her bed with her arms crossed. You collapsed onto her lap. “We need to find some other way to meet up, that tree makes my back hurt. More than you would at least,” you teased, this caused Odette to turn red. She smacked your arm. “Shut up. You’re such a tease.” Odette said with a red face.

 You rolled your eyes playfully and cupped her cheek with your hand, she turned an even brighter shade of red. "You're warm" you muttered. "Well, last time I checked, I'm not a reptile so I don't think I'm meant to be cold?" She said with a soft giggle as she played with your hair. "Haha, very funny- I was TRYING to say I could you make you warmer" you teased grabbing a hold of her chin and making her face upwards so her neck was exposed. She got flustered and swatted your hand away, "Sh-shut up!"

You sat up and adjusted yourself on her lap, wrapping your legs around her waist. You chuckled softly, giving her a soft peck on the cheek. "You're so soft and comfortable, I could stay with you all day." You smiled softly, resting your head on her shoulder. She wrapped her arms around your back and rested her head on yours. You could tell she was getting comfortable around you and your affection a lot more. You began to nuzzle into her neck and could’ve sworn she purred a little. She turned red again and looked away. You saw how she had reacted and let out a soft chuckle, ‘she’s so cute’ you thought as you continued to nuzzle into her. 

You had the urge to just take a small bite, a little nibble if you will. You pinched her neck with your teeth and Odette let out a sharp wince followed by a soft moan of pain. “H-halt! That hurt!” She whined. “Sorry, I just couldn’t help myself” You chuckled back. “Hmph” she crossed her arms and looked away, her face still red. 

“Fine, fine. I’m sorry. Will kisses help?” You asked cupping her face. She was giving you the silent treatment. You grabbed a hold of her shoulders and shook her, causing her to giggle. “So?” You asked. “Maybe…but it’s not guaranteed!” she added with a cheeky smile. “Good enough for me.” You smiled. You leaned in for a soft kiss. Odette’s lips met with yours in warm kiss, she hesitated at first but she still wrapped her arms around your waist. You made sure to stay at her own pace, which was actually not as slow as you expected. You placed your hands on her neck as you kept kissing her tenderly. You could tell Odette was still getting flustered and you pulled away slowly. “You okay, darling?” You asked, wanting to make sure she was comfortable. “Mhm!” Odette smiled. “Just not used to it as much yet- But I’ll get the hang of it, I promise” Odette leaned in again, the kiss was much quicker this time. Odette was still blushing, but you could tell she was a lot more comfortable now.

You could feel yourself gaining more and more butterflies, your chest was becoming a little tighter. You moved your hands slightly more up into her scalp. The feeling of her hair intertwined with your fingers wasn’t new, but it sure as hell felt more familiar. You were breathing a little heavier too. As the kiss continued to deepen, the door suddenly opened. It was Clara, Odette’s sister, who was standing there staring at her phone. “Hey sis do you know where……..” she looked up and trailed off. 

Odette immediately pushed you off of her, causing you to fall on the floor. “Ever heard of knocking?” You chuckled. “Did I interrupt you guys about to fuck or something?” She said with a grin. “W-WE WERE NOT! W-WE WERE JUST KISSING! GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF THE GUTTERS!” Odette said as her face turned red. “Wait, we weren’t?” You added while getting up, obviously you were teasing, which made Odette get more annoyed. 

“Dang sis, I didn’t take you for the type to have hook ups.” Clara said with a teasing grin. “I’m not! Y/n is my girlfriend, you imbecile!” Odette exclaimed in annoyance. You sat down next to your girlfriend and grabbed a hold of her hand. Suddenly, Clara turned to you and gave you a ‘seriously?’ type of look. “Really…? Her?” Clara pointed at her sister, Odette rolled her eyes. “I know, right? It’s hard to believe for me too.” You grinned. You felt Odette let go of your hand and give you an elbow to the side, which actually hurt REALLY bad.

Odette stood up and you followed. “Look, darling, as much as I crave your attention, I also crave your silence. So, how about you…I don’t know..?…shut up?” Odette added facing you. “As if you can shut me up.” You scoffed. Clara had a grin plastered on her face, she found this amusing. “Careful, she might pull a ‘no cuddles for a week’ on you” Clara chuckled. “Make that two weeks” Odette grumbled. “You aren’t helping, Clara!” You shouted at her. “Lucky for you, that wasn’t my intention” Clara shrugged with a grin.

You hugged Odette by the waist. “Don’t do this to meeeee….” you pleaded resting your head on her shoulder and glaring at Clara. “Hey, you got yourself into this” Clara argued and crossed her arms. “But I wasn’t deprived of cuddles until you said something!” You shot back. “Boys, boys, you’re both handsome. And I respectfully take away such punishments since I’m pretty sure I’d give in after an hour or so.” Odette interrupted and had a faint, annoyed, smile on her face. You and Clara both rolled your eyes. 

“So-? How long has this been going on?” Clara said sitting on Odette’s bed, you let go of Odette’s waist and stand next to her, grabbing her hand. “5 months,” you responded, kissing the hand you just grabbed. Odette pouted but her cheeks let off a small hue of pink, “5 months and 3 days,” she mumbled. “5 months and 3 days if you want specifics.” You added with a small smile. “What the fuck?? You’ve kept this a secret for that long??” Clara looked absolutely flabbergasted, especially when she turned to her sister . “Well- I wouldn’t exactly consider that first month as ‘dating’ but it was close enough?” You added. “Let me guess, you would occasionally hold hands while Odette called you darling?” Clara said looking at her sister, which made Odette turn red a little. “I considered it to be dating-“ Odette mumbled. “-What matters is that we’re officially together now.” You interrupted.

“Just as long as you don’t break her heart or do anything she doesn’t want to do, I approve of this relationship.” Clara shrugged, she stepped closer to you, seeming menacing. “In all seriousness though, if you break her heart, I’ll break your bones” she glared. “Y-yes ma���am-…” You shot back as fast as a gun shot. Dang- Clara may be younger but you could’ve sworn she seemed like an overprotective older sister for a second there- 

“Alright, well, I’ll let you two be. Y’all can go somewhere, I’ll cover for you” Clara spoke as she continued to glare at you. She eventually turned and walked out of the room. Odette scoffed and turned back to you. “You feel like going out somewhere?” She asked. “Sure, darling” You replied with a smile. You grabbed Odette by the hand and dragged her outside. You had won over sister-in-law, but what about mother-in-law, hm? Luckily, that’s a problem for another time. Right now, it was just you and your girlfriend taking a peaceful stroll in hell, hand in hand, for what you wanted to be forever…

THIS FEELS SO SHORT UGHHHHHH

[adrienneleclerc]

On The Job

Pairing: Walter Marshall x Hispanic/Latina!Reader

Summary: Walter Marshall is a protective man by nature, it’s part of being a dad. But being this overprotective with his detective girlfriend can cause some issues

A/N: just a random blurb, I have NO IDEA how real cases like this work so…hope you understand it

Walter and Y/N have been dating for a few months but they’ve been working together for years. However, one case may put a strain on their relationship.

They entered the house with their guns and flashlights in hand.

“Okay, you check the basement and I’ll go upstairs.” Y/N said.

“Are you sure want to split up?” Walter asked.

“Walter, It’s fine, we’ll cover more ground this way.” Y/N said and headed upstairs. Walter headed to the basement slowly, trying not to make much noise in case the kidnapper is near.

“Y/N, what do you see?” Walter asked on the walkie-talkie.

“I found disturbing things…but he’s not here. The closet has a fucking wall of pictures of teen girls.” Y/N said.

“Please be careful up there.” Walter said as he walked further into the basement and saw 3 girls chained up to a wall in their underwear with duct tape over their mouths. “Sh, everything is okay, I’ll get you out of here.” Walter started looking for the key to unlock these chains, or at least some bolt cutters. Everything was going well until Walter heard a gunshot. “I’ll be back.” Walter ran upstairs and saw Y/N standing over the kidnapper. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah, Im fine, did you find the captives?” Y/N asked

“Yeah. I’ll take him and you go downstairs.” Walter said as he got the kidnapper off the floor, out him in handcuffs, and walked outside while Y/N released the girls and looked for clothes to cover them up.

“We’ll take you to the hospital, we’ll get you sorted, okay?” Y/N said, trying to comfort them. She helped them out of the house and got them to the ambulance. She met up with Walter.

“I’m so glad you’re okay, you’re not hurt, right?” Walter asked, looking over Y/N.

“I’m perfectly fine, okay.” Y/N said, but as she walked, she felt a pain on her left side. Walter looked over at her with a worried look in his face.

“I’m going to lift up your shirt, okay?” Walter said and when he did, he saw a stab wound. “Fuck, I need to get you to the hospital.” Walter said. They drove to the hospital and the doctor was stitching up Y/N’s wound.

“Alright, you are all set, you just need to clean your stitches everyday with warm water and antibacterial soap. Don’t make any strenuous movement so the stitches won’t open up and keep it covered until your next appointment in two weeks.” The doctor said and he left the hospital room.

“It’s good that the stab wound didn’t hit a kidney or anything, you’re lucky.” Walter said.

“Do you think I can’t do my job?” Y/N asked as they entered Walter’s house.

“Where did that come from? I think you’re a wonderful detective.” Walter said.

“It doesn’t seem that way because tonight you were being all overprotective like ‘are you sure you want to split up?’ And what was that about you leaving the victims downstairs because you heard a gunshot? We’re cops, Walter. It’s not like I’m new to the job, I know what I’m doing.” Y/N

“So what if I’m overprotective? I just want to make sure you’re safe.” Walter asked.

“I AM safe. But this isn’t the first time you’ve done this. It’s like because we are dating, you can’t focus. I thought you said that you can’t let things get personal.” Y/N said.

“I know what I said, Y/N.” Walter said exasperated.

“Then why are you letting things get personal?” Y/N asked.

“Because you are the first woman I’ve dated since my divorce. You are a great detective, I love you so much, but I am overprotective by nature.” Walter said.

“I know you are, bear. But if you could stop, that’d be great.” Y/N said.

“I’ll try. I know you can take care of yourself.” Walter said kissing Y/N’s forehead.

“That means a lot to me, thank you.” Y/N said.

“Now let’s get out of here, we have reports to fill out.” Walter said as he helped her off the examination bed.

[neuvisex]

Hiyaaa, i have a request but it may be triggering so if you dont feel comfy writing it, please let me know and i'll completely understand <3

If possible, may i requests scaramouche x reader who's um..like..struggling? with uhm..suicidal..like..this is hard to say but like. struggling with self harm..??? uhm. like cvtt1ng on their arms and thighs and they have alot of scars from it too and he finds out? fluffy ending..?? sorry..

im going through alot so uhm. yeah. but once again-! totally okay if you dont feel comfy writing it-!! i dont want you to feel like im guilt tripping you or anything too!! its all your decision <3

But anyways, Lots of love!! 🐈‍⬛💜 have an amazing day/night!!

♣︎ Immortality ♣︎

You find yourself facing a dead end, and the one to help you out is none less than the last person you expected.

TWs: self-harm, suicidal thoughts, mild gore, unhealthy behaviors

Tags: angst, hurt/comfort, gn!reader

Summary: Scaramouche finds out reader is struggling with their own self.

A/N: I too struggle with SH, so this was kind of self-indulgent... I don't know if it's fluffy enough by the ending but, well, at least it's not tragic either...

Blood. Your house is filled with a hideous, stale odor that spreads through the walls and shakes the core of the structure. As soon as Scaramouche senses it, his heart begins to race in anguish. No, no, please, not blood. He runs across the room with his legs wobbly, your name leaving his mouth in stuttering words.

— Y/N? Y/N, where the fuck are you?!

When he gets to the bathroom door, his body freezes. Scaramouche falls to his knees in front of your haggard body leaning on the bathtub, his hands trembling in a loss of what to do. For the first time in a long while, he feels genuine fear. Your arms are dyed a terrifyingly familiar dark red, a discarded blade in the puddle that spreads, smearing the floor. The two of you stare at each other for what seems like ages, his desperate eyes meeting your downcast ones.

— Please stay with me. Come on, stay with me.

You open your dry lips to say that everything is fine. That this is just a habit, something you do to ease the pain inside.

— What…?

Scaramouche is useless. How had he not noticed before? Your clothes always long, covering your arms and legs. Your distant, sometimes even evasive, behavior. Your fake smiles, while your eyes were filled with suffering. He should have guessed earlier. Before you had done it again.

— Y/N, I… calm down, I’ll help you… I’ll help you…

The boy's voice cracks as tears roll down his cheeks. He rips off a piece of his own robes and uses it to stop the liquid seeping through your skin, pressing firmly against it. When you ask why he's doing this for you, Scaramouche falls silent. Indeed, why? Why is he, who had renounced human emotions a long time ago, lying at your feet, begging you not to leave him?

— …please don't do that anymore. Please. — he repeats like a prayer.

**

Night falls quickly. You lie on your bed with your arms bandaged as the blue-haired puppet watches you intently, his features puffy and reddened.

— Are you angry? — You ask shyly.

Scaramouche looks like he can't believe what he's hearing. Now that both of you are more stable, he lets out an emotionless laugh.

— I'm not…I'm just wondering…why? Why mistreat your own body? Why didn't you ever tell me? Why did you…

Your hands find his in an act of consolation. He seems reluctant at first, but eventually relents and relaxes under your touch.

— Listen, I… I'm not exactly the best person to talk about self-love, but you, I mean… yeah, life sucks most of the time, I won't deny it, but you're a valuable person. And if you don't see it yet, one day you might. While you are in this process… count on me. Take it out on me, lean on me, cry with me. Just don't do that to yourself anymore, okay?

[andreaheartscats]

Sally Face Headcanons

-comfort Sally Face Headcanons because my feelings got hurt :')

possible TW: scars/ mention of self harm.

Sal Fisher

× he is great at comforting people let me just say that first.

× if youre crying he would hold you close to him and let you pour your heart out.

× at first he would be a little awkward not knowing what to do but then he would just hug you and hold you tight whispering comforting words to you such as

"itll be okay" "im here for you now dont worry" etc..

× he cares a lot so if anyone hurt your feelings like your boyfriend/ girlfriend / partner, he would go BATSHIT crazy and be very overprotective of you.

× so once you are done crying he would offer you some tissues/ watch a movie/ go ghost haunting/ or something like that to get your mind off of whatever was bothering you

× he is a great hugger!

× he would let you cry into his shirt not caring if you get it wet.

× if you have sh scars, he would draw over them and or kiss them. He would draw little stars, hearts or cats.

- a little scenario here:

you were at your apartmant, blade in your hand. Your eyes full of tears as your face and eyes got all puffy and red from crying. Your wrists were stinging with red lines across them wondering where did all go wrong, thoughts flying through your head unable to hear anything or anyone as everything was just too much for you to handle at this point.

Sal was worried about you, he noticed that you werent yourself for the past few days and it bothered him a lot. He tried calling you but you didnt answear your phone or his texts. He decided to go check up on you in your apartmant room. Trembling a little with fear not knowing what would he walk into he knocked on thr door a few times waiting for a response. Yet no one opened. A little more worried he knocked again, this time a bit more louder and aggressive. Yet again no answear.

He opened the door as it was unlocked and walked in hearing little sobs coming from the bathroom. Sal rushed to the noise and there he saw you, on the bathroom floor. Blade in your hand, eyes full of tears and wrist bleeding. Without saying a word he sat down next to you snapping the blade from your hand and holding you tight as tears started to form in his own eyes. He didnt bother saying anything as he just held you close him letting you sob into his shirt.

Once you were done pouring your eyes out he looked at you cupping your cheeks in his hands as he managed to mumble the words "why..?" you didnt say anything. He then took a deep breath opening one of the cabinets and taking the first aid kit to bandage your wrist up. He cleaned your cuts as you wince a little at the pain. Slowly he put bandages around your wrist as he hugged you once more but this time you didnt let go for a while.

× after this scenario you two were laying on the couch, your head against his shoulder as he held you :)

(i am SO sorry if this was bad i honestly tried my best to make this scenario as good as possible consdiring that this was my first time writing something like this, also please keep in mind english isnt my first laungage!)

Larry Johnson

× poor guy doesnt really know how to comfort people but he tries his best

× he would hug you tight, sometimes even too tight (lol)

× he would let you know that he is here for you and even if he is not too good at comforting he is definitely a good listener

× but if you didnt want to talk at the moment he would alsk respect that. So then instead he would play some music in the background and let you get yourself cozy in one of his bean bags giving you some tissues and food if you wanted.

× consdiring the fact that he doesnt know how to comfort people he would just sit across from you a little awkwardly but mind you he cares deeply about you and just wants to help you but doesnt really know how.

× if you ask him to bring you anything while you were all depressed and sad that boy would RUN and i mean full on sprint to please you and give you what you asked him to.

× and if you needed a hug, he would not only hug you that guy would full on cuddle you. Letting you lay on his chest as he held you close to him, his arms wrapped around your waist letting you peacfully and comfortably lay on him/fall asleep.

× lets say you did fall asleep, he would not dare to move, AT ALL and i mean it. even of he had to jse the bathroom or something he wouldnt dare to move and wake you up from your dream.

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note : i apologize if this was a little depressing (yea no shit it was) but i hope you liked it and if youre struggling with anything such as your mental health, please seek out some help! or you can just dm me i have no problem with that :)

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

4/8/2024 eclipse notes

Overall it was a hopeful day for me despite the ever-looming sense of mourning. but the eclipse made it feel special. this eclipse was so mathematically rare because of the exact EXACT chiron conjunction. down to the minute. never experienced something so precise in my 15 yrs observing astrology.. i lit a candle for sammy & spent a while praying then did yoga n journalled outside as the eclipse waned. u couldnt see the full thing here but i saw a little ^.^

i've talked about chiron on the blog b4 but if ur not sure basically it's a major asteroid named after chiron the centaur, "The Wounded Healer". i feel that nickname sums up wat chiron's about, it's your deepest pain, isolation, rejection, & it's where your greatest potential to heal others (+yourself) can be brought forth. so chiron was turbo-activated today. it's digging up a lot of sh** for me truly. like this is rly crazy. but what i realized today is that i'm in the best place i've ever been to grieve, that was my eclipse revelation i spose.

and this is the most painful loss i have experienced in a loooong long time bcus this was someone i spoke to basically every day for the past year. but even then, i feel sm more equipped to get thru it , even if i feel rly quiet rn & not like myself, i kno it'll pass & i'll feel like i can be normal again. dnt feel much like posting rn but i'll get back to it eventually cus sammy rly loved my blog like sincerely i never felt embarrassed that he read my posts. although i do feel this is causing me another minor crisis over internet usage & how to exist online, i know i have to keep posting for sammy P..

yeah ahh the sadness comes in waves but im really glad i am where i am rn to process it all. it's weird to know this will impact my whole life going forward. it makes me think back to sain;t's death and how that changed the course of everything. except back then i was in the WORST environment to cope with it. it's so different now. saint's full name was saint chiron too !! so i always think of them when new chiron sky theatrics are happening. i'm like Awww Saint Wouldve loved writing a 10 paragraph introspective post about this ...They trained me in this manner :>

couldnt resist a late night ramble as i am ever so restless. tomorrow i have therapy for the first time since the day before denji ate a ziploc bag and got emergency surgery. i think that was like 3? weeks ago?? so basically i'm convinced time isnt real anymore because there's no way it hasn't been 3 months. rapid fire trauma lol o_o like please wonderful lord in heaven can we just pick, a struggle , one single struggle is enough. tysm. thats all for now.. trying not to scroll the dash because everything make me feel too crazy rn so pls dont think im ignoring u everyone Ok ilu.. gn

[devondespresso]

Wiggly-Worm Wednesday!! 🧠🪱

speeding through this before Wednesday ends (the deadline is both extremely malleable and entirely self-enforced and also time isn't real)

tagged by the lovely @hbyrde36 thank you!!

Today the worms are Connected they're connecting dots and doing a great job at it!

my non-fic worm is kinda branching off the first 1k i wrote for stwg's fic exchange, which then hopped skipped and jumped over into its own idea and now I'm enjoying my down time imagining the shenanigans of Robin sneaking Steve over post s4, like living in her bedroom hiding in the closet shenanigans cause his parents aren't back and the hospital had to discharge him to help other patients and she can't just leave him home alone that's a recipe for disaster so really she basically had no choice but to sneak him in through her ground-floor window with a duffel bag under her bed and steal a couple of her dads button down shirts because Steve's a dingus and didn't bring any even though any pullover is a pain in the back-and-tricep-roadrash right now.

so of course robins parents find out because stashing away a whole ass adult man in a bedroom for more than a day or so is actually pretty difficult even when he's not gravely injured. in my head they're pretty understanding after they get to cool down a bit, its not like steve was never around before and he'd always been polite, plus even if they still did think stobin were secretly dating, they're clearly not doing anything and the only reason Robin didn't just ask was because she wasn't going to take no for an answer.

And then on the actual wips front i had the brilliant why-didnt-i-think-of-this-sooner idea to pick a wip to work on based on what i was brainworming just for fun, which led me to my actual stobin wip and within like 20 minutes i had a couple epiphanies about the connective themes im exploring like realizing what i was putting together without realizing. (cut because oh god this got long fast)

Its ended up being a lot about gender, the imaginary wall between girls and guys in a friendship sense that feels solid just because you haven't had the proof that its not really there yet, the heteronormativity and amatonormativity driving a wedge between possible friendships. in this fic, robins really apprehensive about forming any kind of connection with steve because she's had the experience of guys only being interested in dating that she has a lot of mistrust around and m/f friendships that start forming (and ofc it ends with post starcourt platonic with a capital P soulmateisms 💕). i also have this little struggle where like if i can name multiple important theme-y words i fear ive got too many going on, so i was afraid this whole loneliness thing I've got for robin was going to conflict with the gender thing but i think ive got it sorted, they're different levels and their connected ideas, robins escape from loneliness means she has to break through her internal gender wall and let it be broken, plus the loneliness is going to be more explicit in the text because robins like fully aware of it while the gender stuff is probably going to stay mostly subtext and be much broader, popping up in steves pov area too and really all around them.

also had no clue how relevant it would be but steve and robin are like perfectly balanced blurred gender lines like steve is a masculine dude comfortable in his masculinity that also has a healthy relationship with his feminine trait, the hair stuff the babysitter/mom friend thing, he's not ashamed of any of it (and actually i had a longer post on Steve's gender balance somewhere in my drafts but we don't have time rn) and then robins like practically the same in her expression of femininity, she's as far as we see comfortably a girl, wears makeup, loved that movie about doomed love, she's got her feminine traits but also likes dabbling in masculine traits, she dresses more masc (tho its still a solid middle ground, comfort is a big focus), she likes ufos and creepy stuff and jokes about spider babies in hair. idk it just felt like they're a matching set as far as gender goes, if they did combine into one being they'd be bigender 100%

anyway uhhh this got long thank you for sticking around fyjdtjdgjdyj

tagging (no pressure and no deadline, im sorry Wednesday is already basically over dyjxjydgj): @momotonescreaming @stellarspecter @dreamwatch @pearynice @withacapitalp

@queenie-ofthe-void @carolperkinsexgirlfriend @writing-kiki @eriquin @eyesofshinigami

(Vague Rules just in case this makes no sense xtjsdjtdyj: it's technically just Wiggly Wednesday and its where you just post your brainworms/fun ideas of the past week/day/whatever. its super loose, i like talking about brainworms for things ill never write and things im currently writing but you can do whatever. no set number of ppl to tag, just have fun!)

@puppy-steve @hairstevington @hotluncheddie @gleek4twd @klausinamarink

@soaringornithopter

[marcothephoenixhusband]

Law The Yandere Crazy Stalker Ex/Marco The Savior

AU Modern Day

🔞18+ NSFW

-Marco x F!Reader-

Warnings: Stalking, Fluff, Romance, Revenge, Consensual Sex, Threats, Blood, Revenge On Yandere Law With Marco on Phone Sex, Yandere Psycho Law, Slice Of Life with Marco, Valentine's Day Sex, Proposed too, Maid and Master Play Near End

>THIS IS LONG<

SUMMARY: You were going on three years with Law, coming up was Valentines day and you had bought some red lingerie that had a big bow that unfolds. But not once did he ever get you anything for any holiday or even your birthday you always got him things. Laws a rocker in a band that does well enough for him to get by, he plays bass. In the begining everything seemed fine. But now in fact every time he would come over it was just to use you for sex then leave with you crying he knew how you worked and would abuse it all he wanted. That is until your neighbor Marco a doctor and friend of three going on four years helps you out. When lots of other things happen. *Phoenix Wright makes an appearance.

"Todays Valentines Day! Today I make him realize that im not just some woman. First ill go to his place and surprise him with this red lingerie, a letter and a heart bear. Todays my only day off this week. Then well go out somewhere and have fun lets see its four thirty plenty of time fifteen minutes away from my apartment" you say to yourself getting dressed in the lingerie. Doing your makeup perfect just how you like it but to also to match the lingerie. You put on a black sheer shirt but if someone were to glance they wouldn't notice anything. You put on a black zipper skirt for easy access, you wore your favorite low platform shoes. Once ready with everthing you grab a taxi and go five miles to his small apartment. Walking up the stairs you suddenly get nervous but you reassure yourself theres nothing wrong with you. And walk up the flight of steps unlocking his door to hear noises. Noises that definitely were not from the TV. So you walk through the open door of his room to see him fucking your best friend. (Excuse me, ex best friend)

"WE ARE DONE Law!! Loose my number and return the apartment key to my apartment!" You rip the head off the bear and throw it at his stupid bass for his band also tearing the letter in half dropping it as your storming through his unkempt apartment as hes saying and putting pants on. You throw his spare key out the open window since it reeked of sex.

"No! (N) its not what it looks like! Your mine you cant leave! I love you!!!" Your ex yells as your ex bff says.

"What the hell you said you loved me and were gonna dump her soon for me!"

"No I didnt! Look (n) we can talk this out" your ex Law says with his hands as you look back at him scan him up and down and then your ex bff and say.

"Were over! All of us!" You open the door walk, down the steps and call a taxi luckily one was right there. As Law put on a shirt then tried to run after you but the taxi allready was leaving missing him by seconds. Bursting out sobbing now that your facade of strength was over the taxi driver asks.

"Are you all right miss? Do you have anyone too talk to?" Through your tears you just sob out

"He ...... fucked..... my.... best friend" and that was enough for the taxi driver to shutup. You were going through so much pain.

"Were here... be safe miss" the taxi driver says and you nod still crying giving him way to much money as you exited the car. Once inside your complex your struggle to get your keys to open the door which made you cry even more. You hear a click then a door open you all ready knew who it was. Marco Phoenix your neighbor of three years going on four years and a doctor. Sometimes you both would drink and chat like friends but you didnt want to bother him with your crap right now. Shaking black eyeliner running down your face.

"(N) are you allright? Yoi" Marco asks softly.

"..... cant ..... stop..... shaking...." you cry but managed to get out. He gently holds your shoulders as he says

"How about you take ten minutes to calm down put the decapitated bear down. Get yourself situated and then come over to talk about things over some wine? Yoi" You just nod and he slowly grabs your key and unlocks your door for you.

"Thank you Marco" his gentle touches have seemed to calm you down enough to go into your apartment as he went into his. First you throw the bear against the wall but it just bounces back on to the floor. Then you take a deep breath three times to calm down more. Then it sinks in you only have ten minutes you wipe your makeup and managed to fix it like before which was black eyeliner with red sparkles on the eyelids. It didnt even occur to you to change your clothes. You drink some water and its time. Technically you spent fifteen minutes but oh well. You exit your apartment locking it incase the psycho comes to your apartment though he had a spare key made himself. Marco and Law have met in passing before many times as Marco headed to work, lets just say they dont get along. Marco and your ex bff were the ones youd talk too about your problems but that backstabbing bitch!

'At least you had Marco, he was kind, handsome, laid back, and a gentle soul. You blush you have had a crush on him and not realized till now?!' You think

'Hes just my friend its just wine on valentine's day' you think shake off the blush then knock on Marcos door. He opens the door with a laidback expression and opens it for you to walk in through his arm thats propping the door open. I mean he was six, eight foot after all. As you do you smell a lavender candle burning and two glasses of wine near the big ass nice couch that could be used as a bed. As he closes the door you take off your shoes by the welcome mat for shoes. He leads you to the couch, you both sit down. His left arm resting on the couch behind you. As he picks up his glass of wine so you do the same. He takes a sip as you take a gulp.

"So tell me what happened (n) Yoi" he takes another sip.

"Well ... he was sleeping with my ex bff the whole time, the only thing he ever did right was to use condoms with me. And he never once made me cum either it was always about him! She said that he loved her and that he was gonna dump me after almost three years for her! I feel like all that time is a waste! Thats when I broke up with them! Then he said no way! and that he loved me thats when I got a taxi and left. Then I started balling in the taxi and the taxi driver asked if I was okay and all I could say was He fucked my bff ugh!" You say voice shaky you feel Marcos thumb rub your shoulder.

"Marco did I deserve this? Am I a bad person?" You ask looking over cetching his eyes as he sets his glass down and so do you. He embraces you in a hug rubbing your back when your phone starts going off making you jump a little.

"Replying to you, no you never deserved anything that sick bastard did to you. And no your the opposite your such a wonderful and enjoyable person to be around. He lost a good woman. Yoi" suddenly your phone started vibrating and you grab your phone to see

"Ahh its him!" You say startled.

"Well lets answer it Yoi"

"What?! No! Why-" you protest but Marco all ready grabed your phone and slides to accept the call and put it on speaker.

"(N) I swear it wont happen again!" Law yells.

"Yea just like the times you promised her this and that but never followed through making her cry countless times? Yoi" Law seemed shocked.

"Who is this?!" Law yells.

"Take a wild ass guess dumbass Yoi" Marco says with authority.

"Marco you asshole why do you have her-" Marco cut Law off

"Oh shes right here, in my arms. And I think she likes it. Law do you know what a clitorus gland is?"

"Yea its where guys put there dicks in" Whispering to you Marco asks

"Do you trust me (n) let me show you what an actual orgasm is supposed to feel like Yoi" you blush but nod and whisper

"I trust you Marco." Marco turns back to the phone on the couch.

"Wrong Law its how you make a woman orgasm let me demonstrate. Yoi" Marco says with a calm voice unzipping your skirt and taking your shirt off gently.

"Wow what a beautiful woman dressed up in red lingerie in a bow Yoi"

"Put (n) on the phone now dont you touch her shes mine!" Law yells as Marco unwraps your bow slowly and says to Law.

"Shes wrapped up like a present for me. Yoi" You knew this was Marcos way of revenge well not the sexy part, but when you mess with his friends hell think on it then come up with a plan. Youve never been on that receiving end before though.

"Stop touching her!! Bastard ill kill you!" Law yells.

"If you so much as step into the complex I will have the police called" Marco says in a husky tone. As Marco un wraps the whole bow causeing the ribbon to fall to the ground. Marco reaches down to your clit and rubs gently making you gasp loudly.

"(N) Whats he doing to you?!Remember your mine!!" Law yells through the speaker phone. Marco slides up and down in your folds then goes back to your clit giving more stimulus.

"Marcooo~!" You moan loudly.

"She seems to like what im doing to her Yoi" Marco says to Law.

"You sick fucker!" Law yells clearly enraged. Marco slips a digit into you while still on your clits button gently rubbing it in circles.

"Yess! Marco!! Your gonna make me cum!" You yell not that loud but loud enough for Law to hear. As Marco slid in another digit your back arched He stimulated your clit and the fingers inside you so you could ride out your high. Your back arches then falls back on the couch huffing for breath. Marco whispers in your ear.

"Would you like more of what I can do my sweet (n)? I need your permission unfortunately I dont have any condoms though. Ive never brought a woman back before..Yoi" you whisper back

"Im on birth control"

"For how long have you been on it? Yoi" Marco asks

"Since I was in high school" you reply back.

"Well I need your consent Yoi"

"You have it" you whisper back as he undresses his jacket pants and boxers then crawls on top of you but just the bottom of you planting kisses all over your body. You moaning.

"Ohh Marco!!"

"Whats that bastard doing to you?!" Law yells.

"Making her cum over and over. Yoi" Marco says in a husky voice as he spreads your legs kissing and sucking hard near your pussy on the top of your thighs leaving hickey's. He starts eating you out skillfully. Your back arches.

"MarcOOO Yesss that feels so good!!" You moan out unable to control gour body twitching. You keep moaning as you feel that feeling again. After five more minutes.

"Marco im- im gonna cum again!"

"Why are you doing this to me (n)?!" Law yells as Marco laps up your slit, massaging your clit with his tounge.

"Im im cumming MarcoOO!!" You yell arching your back as he laps up your juices. He pulls up his head wiping your juices off his face as he crawls completely on top of you and asks.

"Are you ready now (n)"

"Ready?! Ready for what?!!" Law yells over the phone.

"Ready for her to be mine forever. She was right any normal person wouldnt stay on the phone this long psycho Yoi" Marco says to Law as your face is red huffing hard.

"Marcoo I need you im ready" you whine/moan.

"Your lucky I have a gig tonight or id-!!" Law yells.

"Hold that thought Law I need to please MY woman" you both hear screams from Law but ignore them for now. Marco positions himself with both hands on either side of your head then uses one hand to slide his cock up and down your slit hitting your clit as well then he slips in the tip.

"Ahhh!!" You moan with more yelling from Law. As Marco softly thrusts to widen your walls for his cock once he reaches your cervix.

"Yesss god Marco your so big you fill me up!" You moan loudly as you wrap your arms around his neck. He starts thrusting slowly at first feeling you out.

"Ah I found it Yoi"

"Found what?!!!" Law screams now.

"Her G spot dumbass! She said I can cum in her. So with that I told you she will be mine soon forever Yoi!" Marco hits the end call button you assume. As he picks up speed hitting your g spot every time making you see spots as you dug your nails into his back he speeds up. Law kept calling back for a couple hours but eventually stopped as you all knew he had a gig tonight. Time warps into night.

"Ohh Marco are you-"

"Oh im close what about you? Yoi" he cuts you off knowing what you were gonna ask.

"Im close too ahh yess Marco!!"

After some more thrusts

"Marco! Im gonna cum!"

"Me too my sweet (n) lets cum together! Yoi" he keeps thrusting hitting your g spot everytime making you a moaning mess. Then it snuck up on you.

"Marco im gonna cum!!"

"Me too Yoi do you still want my hot cum? Yoi" he asks in your ear him proping himself on his elbows sweat dripping off of him and you.

"I doo please cum in me Marco!!" You moan out.

"Ahghh!! Marcoo im cuming!"

"Agh! Me to (n)!! Take my hot creamy cum all in you. Yoi" as your walls contrict he keeps thrusting riding out both your sex highs.

"MARCO YESS!!!" Yell out.

"(N) YESS GOD!!! YOI" He moans out slowing he thrusts through both your highs untill he slowly comes to a stop resting his head on your chest between your breasts. You hug Marco saying

"So im your woman now am I?" You question huffing, giggling and smiling wide.

He looks into your eyes seriously.

"If youll have me as your boyfriend. I promise to keep that smile on your face forever. And ive liked you for a couple years now too... Yoi" he admits. "I actually had just realized while I was having a mental brakedown that Ive liked you for awhile too Marco but I never acted on it since I was with ... him." You whisper laughing. He raises an eyebrow then soft lips meet yours as you follow his rhythm using tounges you nip his, surprising him as he nips yours. Finally breaking for air he admits.

"Thats one thing I admire about you (n) your soo loyal Yoi"

"I would always go to meet you outside to make sure you were safe. I hoped nothing bad would happen to you. Yoi" he says.

"Ah so thats why you did that I had no clue" you laugh.

"Your a woman living alone of course I worried but I couldnt be there all the time due to my job I do sometimes get randomly called in for emergencies. Now you have a crazy ex stalker who will probably come at any time. Ill have the landlord change your lock. Yoi" he admits.

"That would make me feel better..." you admit.

"Just try and stay out of your apartment until the lock is changed. Yoi"

"Law never cared to remember my schedule all he knows is I have a day job at a charity building across from the hospital."

"All right well discuss this later lets get cleaned up. Hang onto me. Yoi" he says and you obey. Wrapping your arms more around his neck and wrapping your legs tighter around his groin. He picks you up which you werent expecting and walks into his room turns the light on you see hes well kempt.

'Well he is a doctor he must feel cleaner this way' you think. Then he opens the bathroom door and turns on the shower. He places a hand on your back helping to support you then nuzzles your neck making you giggle as he gave your neck butterfly kisses. So you do the same nuzzling his neck and kissing all around his neck. Marco blushes and checks the water then holds your thighs up as he steps in.

"Ready (n) im going to pull out Yoi" he says softly and you nod him pulling you thighs away from him your back against the wall for support, each inch you miss him more until hes all the way out and you gasp as he slides you to the ground your wobbly. He pulls you into a hug and you wrap your arms around his abs feeling his cum come out of you.

"Sorry wasnt expecting you to be in my bathroom haha I only have manly things. Actually I wasnt expecting to be so devilish tonight but you and him got the better of me. I hate seeing you cry. Yoi"

"Thats okay as long as I get clean and I feel better so thank you for... everything" you reply blushing and giggling. He chuckles then he stops hugging you and squirts some body wash on you then him. You both getting clean, washes eachothers hair, then wash off everything and turn off the shower. He grabs two towels and gives you one fluffy towel. He steps out getting dry while you stay in the warm air drying off, once dry he takes the towels once you step out and throws them in the clothes bin. Then he searches his closet and returns to you with one of his casual shirts and smaller shorts that would fit you since he is wide and tall. You get dressed in them as he dresses in his night clothes but no shirt making you blush. He takes notice.

"See something you like? Yoi" he asks and you just nod and blush. He smiles wide and leads you back to the living room.

"We never actually drank our wine did we? Yoi"

"But will you be okay tomorrow?"

"Heavy drinking doesnt affect me, not that I do drink heavily. A glass or social drinking is what I prefer Yoi" he says with a smile as he gathers your clothes and sets them aside on the empty table right by the door. Then he sits on the couch and pats in the spot next to him.

"Im the same way you know drinking doesnt really affect me unless ive had a lot. But I like social drinking." You say as he replys.

"Look at that allready finding out more about eachother. So whats you favorite fruit? Yoi"

"Rassberries. What about you?"

"Pineapples haha Yoi"

"Thats surprising. I dont think I know anyone who likes pineapples except you hehe" you say poking his nose, as he wraps a blanket from behind your head over the both of you scooting closer untill your both sipping wine cuddling on the couch his arm around your waist.

"My phone finally stopped ringing?" You say curiously.

"Seventy six calls!!!!??" You slightly yell.

"Just ignore them, for now dont pick up if he calls again Yoi" you put your phone on vibrate and set it on the couch. Your face in the crook of his neck.

"Hey Marco?" He looks to you.

"Hmm my sweet? Yoi"

"Thank you for everything I mean it. In one day my life changed for the better" You say genuinely. Which makes him smile wide.

"Im glad I could help (N) even though it was unconventional Yoi" Marco replies and kisses your forehead. After finishing the wine you both makeout nipping eachothers tounges and playing around flicking swirling then breaking for air.

"Its getting late grab your phone and set an alarm eariler than normal so you can go back to your apartment in the morning and get ready. ... do you mind if I keep the ribbon? Yoi"

"Okay I will and no I dont mind I think were thinking the same thing hehe" you reply as you grab your phone. As Marco puts the blanket back above the couch. He scoops you up as you grab your phone walking around the table to his bedroom. Laying you on the bed.

"Pick where you want to sleep my dear (n) Yoi" you scoot under the right side of the bed.

"Good choice because I always sleep in the middle. Yoi" he says sliding into the middle offering his left arm as your pillow you happily accept, then he rolls over wraps his right hand around your waist and pulls you closer to him. Him intertwining his legs with yours. As you both slowly fall asleep with smiles on your faces.

~The Next Morning~

*Vibrate Vibrate Vibrate*

"HmmMmm?" You reach for your phone but you realize your not in your bed where your nightstand is. You open your groggy eyes to see your in a different bed and the nightstand is much farther back. You feel someones arms around your waist, legs intertwined. Then you remember everything that happened yesterday and turned red in the face. You slowly stretch to grab your phone and look at it

"Holy shit ninety two missed calls?! I have to go to work too!" You yell softly making Marco stir abit you realize you have to wake up Marco since hes clutching you for dear life.

"Marcoooo~" You run your hand through his hair again and again while cooing him to wake up.

"HmMm (n)? Yoi" Marco opens and eye to see you, he blushes.

"I have to go cutie im gonna be late" you say.

"Auhhh fine go on dear I get off at five pm Yoi" Marco says.

"What a coincidence I get off at five too. But I have to go now Marco" you say sadly. He sits up the covers revealing his abs you blush and turn away. He turns you around and says

"You better get used to it cause im not going anywhere girlfriend~ Yoi" he smiles wide and winks then untangles himself from you as you get out of bed go around hop up on the king sized bed and give him kisses all over his face and neck.

"Hmm feels good Yoi" he says. Then hopped back down and walked into the living room to gather your things and went to your apartment. When you walked in the place had been ransacked.

'I cant believe Law would do this. Dont cry (n) breath just get ready for work. Law must have been still drunk and came after the gig. Which means I have to change my lock you think to yourself but me and Marco work all the hours the landlord is open.... You got ready in your blue jacket with buttons with white blouse under, and a blue pencil skirt with black pleather flats. After you get yourself together you go out and meet Marco who was locking his door too. His judgement on your face said it all.

"What happened (n)? Yoi" he asks in his doctors coat and scrubs.

"He came here last night and ransacked my apartment. It must have been when we fell asleep he must have been drunk but quiet looking for me" you look down as he picks up your chin gently and gave you a kiss.

"You should sleep at my place until we get this sorted and ill walk you to your jobs building and walk you home just stay in your building until I come get you. Theres nothing I can really do about breaks. Dont worry though I have your back. Yoi" Marco explains.

"Thank you Marco it means so much to me!" You blush and he leans down and kisses you, you kiss him back then you both break for air.

"Shall we? Yoi" he says holding his arm for you to loop through. You loop your arm through his and walk down the stairs you both being on the second floor. Once to the intersection he leads you to your building as one of your cowokers notice you two. You kiss Marco and thank him. Then turn to see Shizu and immediately turn bright red.

"I have to go see you after work cutie" Marco says then walk fast to the hospital.

"Spill now, anndd hes a doctor! spill it girl!" is all she says.

"Okay but first let me call a place before work"

~At Break~

"His name is Marco Phoenix, hes been my neighbor for three years going on four. And he the absolute most sweetest person ever" you say with heart eyes.

"*sniff sniff* um is that manly smell I smell? Oh my god you spent the night at his place last night didnt you?" Shizu blabs out making you blush and nod admitting it.

"Whatever happened to that rocker punk whats his name oh Law?" Shizu asks.

"Oh him I found him in his room in his apartment banging my ex bff the whole relationship so I broke up with him now hes stalking me. Which reminds me I need to tell security."

"Girl you need to tell security soon after work then?" Shizu asks and you nod. You gossip with your coworkers when a delivery worker carrying a huge bouquet of roses walked down the aisle making all the girls giggle

"I wonder who those are for." You murmur

"Is there a miss (n) here?" The worker ask yells trying to figure out who its for so they can deliver other parcels. You raise your hand and he sets them on your desk as you stand and sign for them. Its a vase with roses in the shape of a heart. And a small shiny red box. Making all the girls flock over.

"Ohh read the note!!" Shizu says all giddy.

"Dear (n) since we missed valentine's day I thought id make it up to you. Girlfriend XOXO from -Marco" All the girls squeal as you smell the roses. You open the box and smell rassberries, so you try a rassberry truffle.

"Sorry girls im not sharing the chocolates but each of you can have a rose put it in your jacket pocket itll look soo cute!" They do as followed and soon each woman has sparkly eyes.

"Thank you (N)!" They all say.

'I wonder when itll get there? Im not as rich as Marco' you think.

~Marco's POV~

A delivery man walked into the hospital holding a good sized medium red box with a note attached to the side which caught your attention, because no one ever gets gifts in this wing ,maybe its cause you were hungry.

'Her flowers should be there by now Yoi' you think as you say.

"Im going on break Yoi" you say to the receptionist and she just waves.

"Ive got a package here for a Marco Phoenix!" The courier says to the receptionist.

"Oi! Marco! Wait come back!" She yelled. You walk back to the receptionist and the courier asked again.

"Are you Marco Phoenix?"

"Yes Yoi"

"Okay sign here and theres a note on the side" you sign as he hands you the box as all the lady nurses goo ouuu and flock to you. The courier leaves.

"Well read it Marco we dont got all day" the receptionist says. You open the note that read

"Thank you for being so incredibly sweet to me. Since we missed valentine's day kinda. I thought id get you something today boyfriend XOXO

-(N)~" a blush creeps up on your face, not what you were expecting from her.

"Thats why youve been in an extra good mood Marco?"

"You finally went for someone how romantic" you shh them gently and smile. The excitement dies down, but you know everyone is happy for you and that the gossip will spread around the whole hospital in ten minutes. Smiling wide you check the contents which consists of a melted cheese and roast beef sandwich, then the next layer was tiny deserts and pastries that were all pineapple flavored. First starting with the sandwich which was fresh and warm unlike the cafeteria food. After that you took a bite out of everything else smiling wide.

'(N) has good taste. I was not expecting this at all.' You think as your break is now over you tell the receptionist to save the box for you as you clock back in.

~(N) POV~

Finally done working smile on your face. You hear loud familiar footsteps as you grab your bag everything all ready in it. Then Shizu says

"Hey didnt you dump him?" Looking up seeing an angry

Law in a black leather jacket with a band shirt and ripped black and yellow print jeans of his bands logo.

"Yea I did! Call security Shizu!" Law grabs your arm forcefully and leads you downstairs

"I need to talk with you now!" Law yells you protesting the whole way.

"We have nothing to talk about I dumped your ass!" You yell back.

"What you did with Marco is inexcusable. Remember your mine and no one elses!" Law drags you to the entrance of the building. Shizu called security but that had ran up stairs you bet Shizu was telling them to go downstairs now. Still hanging on to your arm you try and shake free.

"Dont make me hurt you (N)! Talk to me!" then he pulls out his knife as you shake free you hear

"(N)!" Putting your hands up instinctively you glanced back at Marco and felt a sharp sting.

"Marco!!" He was running full speed as soon as he got there Law dropped the knife saying

"What have I done?! (N) youll forgive me right? Please say youll forgive me? It was just instinct... your mine only mine

...." Then he runs for it to his motorcycle and drives off.

Your attention is finally directed at the pain.

"(N) snap out of it whats wro-" Marco yells then sees your looking at your right hand that had been sliced open.

"My ..... blood" you say as you pass out. Once you wake up the police are waiting for you and so is Marco. As you recall what had happened the police are trying to get your attention.

"Huh? Sorry I was just remembering what happened."

Can you tell us what happened miss (n)?" You tell them everything then they use a device to scan fingerprints on the knife right then and there.

"So the perpetrator is Trafalgar Law?" The police confirm.

"Yes he also has a key to my apartment and ransacked it last night" you say.

"We will put in a restraining order to a judge."

"Well we cant do anything until theirs a perpetrator or an inccident. But since this is assault we will keep more patrols until we can detain him. We recommend change your lock as soon as possible. Do you have anywhere else to stay while the lock is being changed? Were making a police report now. Whats your address? Well have extra patrol there. You should thank your boyfriend for bringing you here it says in the report you suffer with passing out seeing your own blood?" The police said and you nod. Marco showed them a picture.

"This is the damage Ill send the photo to you sir Yoi"

"Shell be staying at my place from now on Yoi" you look at Marco theres so much blood on his doctor's coat it makes you feel woozy. Looking away at the officers.

"My address is(----) apartment (-) and im working on everything"

"Allright that should do it for here. Were going to your work to give them a description of Trafalgar Law to keep you safe miss (n)."

"Thank you for everything officers" you say as they leave.

"Hes even more deranged that I originally thought... Yoi" you hear Marco take a seat were the officers just were on your left, the privacy curtain closed.

"Im sorry ... Marco..." you start to tear up.

"No no it is NOT your fault this psycho stalker wont leave you alone Yoi" he holds your left hand warming it up.

"Sorry for making you come back to work" you joke as he smiles at your joke.

"Its no problem dear Yoi"

"When can I leave he just cut my hand" you question your boyfriend.

"Well its not just a cut I had to give you six stiches the gash was deep almost hit an artery Yoi" Marco says

"But since your fine now I did a good job ill get you discharged Yoi" within five minutes he came back and undid all your IVs and cords gently turning off the machines.

"Allright lets go my sweet (n) Yoi" you hear then see him walk in to your curtain room. You slide you legs off the med bed and see your bag on the table you crossed it against your body gently then walked out assuming Marco checked you in here and used your medical card and ID. Once outside. You sigh.

"Whats wrong (n)? Yoi" Marco asks.

"Its my life Marco its like a rollarcoaster right now and I cant do anything but be helpless." He walked over to your left side and held your hand.

"People cant controll other people dear Yoi" Once facing your apartment you put the key in and turn it opening the door slowly as Marco says.

"Were gonna grab all your clothes, shoes, shorts etc, and all your necessities just in case. I have plenty of room for a second person. Yoi" he smiles at you.

"Oh thats right you have the upgraded suite room." You say softly. You knew he was just trying to comfort you so you smile back.

"Thank you Marco ..... I know this is really fast...."

"Dont worry about it its my job to help others. And who would I be if I didnt help my own girlfriend? Yoi" he says smiling while he mainly grabs your things cause you only have one working hand. Marco propped his door and your door open so its easier to move between rooms.

"I guess im so used to thinking im a burden." You say mainly to yourself but Marco hears you. Goes up to you and hugs you embracing you.

"You are never a burden Yoi" Which made the tears overflow as you held him with your left hand you just cry until you cant anymore. He kisses your forehead as you both release eachother

"Here go inside relax, ill get just get your stuff this is left right?Yoi"

"Yea just those,... thank you for helping me I mean" you raise your right hand and chuckle.

"I understand Yoi" he half smiles as you go sit on his couch. After the last of your stuff was put in his bedroom you could hear him close both doors, you looked at all your stuff.

"Wow I really dont have alot." You say coyly.

"Well makes it easier too I need to put my coat and scrubs in the wash separately dont want to scare anyone. Listen (n) im gonna take a day off of work tomorrow. I suggest you do the same so we can talk to the landlord given the situation. Yoi" he says as you nod in agreement. He undressed making you blush again that hes your man. He changed into shorts and a tshirt. You tried to change as well but need his help, finally you got changed in pjs. As you grab your phone you see thirty five new missed calls and fourty three new messages, you go to delete all, then block this number. Marco hovering behind you.

"Goodgirl you dont need to be seeing all of that. Yoi" Sighing a breath of relief you allready have everyone you need in your contacts including Marco even all the police numbers. You call your work

"This is (N) (L) im just calling to say I need a day off work tomorrow. I have to deal with some things." You say politely.

"All right I have you checked off your all good to go. Have a good rest of your afternoon (N)"

"You too thanks bye" you end the call and hear Marco on the phone.

"I need tomorrow off Yoi"

"Okay great thank you again see you when I get back okay bye now Yoi" he ends his call. You look at your phone clock.

"Its only seven pm!?" You yell into the bedroom pillow as you feel a warm hand on your back rubbing your back.

"Its going to be okay my sweet (n) Yoi" Marcos coos to you and kisses your head.

"Come on are you hungry? Yoi" he asks as he goes on his phone looking at Fastgrub. You get off the pillow and stand up saying

"Im starving all I ate were those chocolates hehe they were so good though!" You raise your arms but then go

"Ahh owe!" And put your hands back down. Marco dissapears for a minute then returns with two pills and a glass of water. He hands you the pills first then the water as you gulp them down he takes the water to the kitchen as you follow opening the fridge to barely any food.

"You know for being a doctor you should eat better." You say cockily pulling out a lone pineapple asking Marco.

"Why is he all alone Marco?? Did you ever think about his feelings? Hahaha" you laugh which make Marco laugh as well with a smile on his face. You put the pineapple back in the fridge closing it.

"Okay okay ill go grocery shopping tomorrow I swearrr. Haha but what do you want to eat now? Sweetie Yoi"

"A Chipotle bowl but no beans I hate beans" you reply.

"What a coincidence I hate beans too. Then its decided Yoi" he put both your orders in for delivery.

"Estimated time thirty minutes Yoi" he says and you cheer saying.

"Thank you so much Marco your an angel you have done more than anyone has for me my whole life"

"Awe my sweet thats sad to know. You deserve the world and more come here Yoi" he motions for you to sit on him patting his lap. As you sit on him soft lips meet your as you both make out nipping eachothers tounges then breaking for air.

"I will never get tired of anything we do Yoi" he says as he carefully hugs you. Marco gets up after a good warm hug and gets two glasses he fills one with his water filter and pours one with wine then comes over and sets the water on your side and the wine on his side. You look quizzically at him wondering

"So tell me why do doctors say dont drink alcohol after a big wound?"

"Well its because alchohol opens veins and arteries making the wound bleed more, and heal less Yoi" he skillfully explains in a way you can understand.

"Ahh I never knew that. One time I overheard a couple say once they got out of the hospital they were gonna tear up bar hopping. I always wonder what happened to them." You take a gulp of water and chat with Marco until his phone rings sweet chimes.

"Thats dinner ill be right back dear Yoi" he gets up, walks through the door with a click.

"Oh Marco you forgot your key silly man" you dug through his scrubs and found the key and put it on his nightstand.

"I forgot I can just open the door duh" Then you hear a gentle *knock knock* you rush to the door and open it with your left arm. He opens the door and you both go sit on the couch. He brings out and places the food on the table. You struggle to open the lid on your bowl and Marco notices.

"Here my sweet Yoi" he pops off the lid and unwraps your utensils.

"Can you eat like that? I know your right hand dominant. Yoi" he asks.

"Actually im ambidextrous so that means I wont loose my job yay!" Your dark humor amuses him, him chuckling before eating his burrito. He turns on the tv it flashes to the news while sipping his wine.

<Wanted persons:----, ---, ----, --,Trafalgar Law, ---, ----, ----.......> Marco immediately turned the channel to a romance movie that just started. Once done eating he put everything in the trash. He patted his stomach.

"I couldnt eat another bite Yoi" he chuckles as you reply.

"Looks like we both have food babies going on. Haha" you laugh as he drags you onto his lap.

"While on the topic what is your view on having children? Yoi" he quizzically asks. You taken aback somewhat you respond.

"I would like a child or two its just im terrified of child birth what about you Marco?" You ask.

"Same one or two and id be scared too poping a child out haha Yoi" he chuckles then changes the subject.

"So how did you like your surprise at work today? Yoi" Marco asks all giddy with a smile. As you look up to him you reply

"Ohh Everyone flocked to me about the note. I gave each lady a rose and obviously ate the chocolates they were sooo yummy thank you Marco!" You had turned to you left so you could hug him he embraced you in a full hug.

"Did you get your surprise??" You wondered as he retorts.

"Why yes I did, right on my break too! Everyone flocked me too. Everything was so delicious apart from the cafeteria food Yoi" he beams at you making you blush and smile wide. You just lean into him now both of you are invested in the movie. Once the movie finishes your asleep leaning on his chest.

"(N) heyy beautifullll Yoi" Marco tries to wake you to go to the bed but he slides out from under you and picks you up gently heading to the bedroom he pulls the covers back and lays you in bed so your right hand is resting, while he goes and turns off all the lights and TV. Then he slides in the other way on the bed, turning both your phones on silent then cuddles you intertwining his legs with yours.

~The Next Morning~

You awoke with Marco cuddling you legs intertwined and everything. You remembered what happened yesterday as it all came rushing back. You look to your hand

'Law actually hurt me physically this time. Its always been mentally before I think that one night sex over the phone made him crack' you think as Marco stirs. Him opening an eye looking at you smiling wide.

"Up allready I see, my precious girlfriend (N) Yoi" he says as he kisses your cheek. You roll over towards him untangling your legs but have them rubbing his as you give him a kiss on his lips melting into him and eventually needing air.

"What was that for? Yoi" he questions your passion.

"Im warming up more to our situation." You reply as he smiles wide and you tussle his hair.

"Feels nice babe Yoi" he softly says. Soon you both get up get dressed, he helps you again, do all the necessities then grab both your keys and your bag then head to the landlords office *knock knock*

"Come in" a voice says. Marco opened the door and let you through then he entered.

"Ahh Marco its so nice to see you although that means something is wrong." The landlord says sitting down as you both sit in the double chairs.

"My goodness what happened to your hand (n)?" LL asks.

"About that... Yoi"

"She has a crazy stalker ex who made a key to her apartment ransacked it then cut her hand wide open. We were wondering how long it would take to change the lock on her apartment? Yoi" Marco asks while the LL sighs.

"Unfortunately..... our handiman left due to the pandemic ... soo finding a handiman has been difficult we havent had one since the pandemic and I dont for see us having one this year unfortunately. Does she have somewhere else to stay?" LL asks, Marco says

"Shell just have to stay with me. I think its time to brake her lease and well clean out the apartment. What do you think (n)? Yoi" Marco interjects.

"... are you okay with me moving in so fast?" You question.

"Of course weve known eachother going on four years, now I dont mind at all dear Yoi" Marco smiles at you.

"Then id like to break my lease how much would that cost?" You ask.

"It would cost 200,000¥ since you just renewed your lease last month for the two years." LL says. Your face is in shock then you say.

"I can transfer the funds now"

"Excellent" LL says while getting out his phone and you get yours out. Marco noticed your reaction earlier but says nothing as it is your apartment. Using an app you transfer the funds.

"Transaction complete you have thirty days to move everything out. Is that all?" LL asks.

"Yes thats all thank you LL Yoi" Marco says as he stands and you follow him standing then exiting the office.

"Well that could have gone better Yoi" marco says in a deeper voice. You stop Marco down the hallway.

"Marco why did you say I could stay with you from now on? Thats too generous!" You talk loudly. He sighs.

"It means I can protect you more, and if it bugs you so much then just pay half the rent it should equal out to your old apartment. Yoi" Marco says softly to you. As he continues walking to now your and his apartment. He unlocks the door and you follow in. Plopping down on the couch you tear up holding your face in your hands.

"Hey wanna talk about it (n)? Yoi" Marco sat on your left with his right arm over your shoulder rubbing your arm.

You let go of your hands showing the tears.

"I was saving up for years. And because of just a month I lost all that money. Im not broke but I just feel defeated...." he pulls you into a hug and coos

"(N) dont worry im right here ill help you out Yoi" Marco coos and kisses your head.

"I just wish I wasnt scared..." you sigh

"Soon you wont be, theyll cetch Law I promise Yoi" Marco comforts you. After a soild minute you move and he releases you.

"Hang on sweetie let me make a call Yoi" Marco says sweetly. He goes into his room and makes a call

"Hello this is Marco Phoenix I need your services today as soon as possible. Yoi" -----------

"A rush fee is fine it just has to be today Yoi"

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"Cleaning out an apartment Yoi"

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"Ill pay you in advance Yoi"

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"Allright ill see you at ten am allright see you soon Yoi"

--- *Click* you hear Marco walk back into the living room where hes smiling at you as you stand up. He goes up to you and pets your head.

"Who'd you call handsome?" You quizzically asked.

"Oh its the clean up service their coming at ten am so lets go check your old apartment for anything you want to keep Yoi" Marco says and you nod grabbing your key following Marco to your door. You unlock your old apartment and turn on the light. You look at Marco and his eyes widen slightly then back to normal. You and him walk through and let the door close.

"Looking around the only things I want are my purses and bags." Marco grabs them then frowns deeply showing you the gaint cuts on the back of them.

"Agh!!!" You stomp your foot tears welling up you shout.

"Now I have to check my clothes and everything. Cause I had left everything that night in my apartment when he broke in and ransacked it. He still had the knife on him!" You say crying as your boyfriend came to your front leaned down and hugged you rubbing your back as you cried away all your tears.

"Itll be okay dear. You can always get new things.. I know maybe those had sentimental vaule to them but leave the horrible things in the past Yoi" Marco explains as he leads you out of the room stepping over the carnage into your shared apartment. He led you to the couch and sat you down then put on Sixteen Candles. Through your drying tears you ask

"You like chick flicks?"

"Yea and romance TV shows and movies Yoi" he replies

"Thats just so cute" you say cetching him off gaurd making him blush. Marcos phone started to *ring* so he picks up.

"Hello Marco Phoenix we have arrived."

"Okay good ill be right out Yoi" Marco ends the call then says to you.

"Its allready ten am wow time flies when im with you Yoi" he says and winks at you making you giggle.

"Ill be right back sweetheart Yoi" you hear him say and you nod in agreement. Once you hear the *click* of the door and hes out greeting the trash employees you grab the huge blanket and swirl yourself like a coiled snake so only your head popped out. Eventually you sunk ina little to the blanket and fell asleep.

~Time Passes~

A *click* then enters Marco. Your semi conscious just chillin.

"Awe my precious baby is so cute Yoi" You hear your handsome boyfriend say as he went into the bathroom then you slowly wake up.

"HmmMm Marco?" You mumble.

"Marco?" You heard him washing his hands then come into the living room with his phone on you then *click*

"Did you just take a picture of me?" You question.

"Yea babe your just so cute and bam look it Yoi" he shows you his lock screen.

"Its me on your phone.... why?"

"Its what couples do my sweet. They usually have their sweetheart as their backgrounds Yoi" Your boyfriend explains.

"Oh... ive never been on someones background before" you finish saying and he goes up to you leans down to eye level and says

"Well you better get used to it cutie cause I like taking pictures, now especially with you. Yoi"

"Marco my hand really hurts.."

"Awe allright dear hang on Yoi"

He replies while getting pills and a glass of water. You wiggle out of the blanket as he gives you two pills then the water which you swallow.

"What are these pills?"

"Its a heavy dose of ibuprofen. What'd you think ive been giving you? Silly! I am a doctor you know. Not a drug dealer Yoi" you shrug and say

"I know that besides that was my ex anyways" Marcos eyebrow raises then it falls.

~

Five Months Later

~

Your hand is healed now thanks to Marco taking care of you. You and him caught yourselves almost saying I love you but didnt. Turns out none of your clothes were ripped or sliced up. Your boyfriend loves taking you out on dates and taking pictures of you and him. You both know you love eachother but cant seem to say it. You both have a thriving sex life which puts a smile on both of your faces every time. You were granted the restraining order during the first month with Marco.

~

You got a call from the police to come in, that they captured Law. So Marco and you took a day off to go to the police station. Once in the room where each guy has a number you recognize Law.

"Number four Trafalgar Law"

"Your sure miss?"

"Yes im sure!" You snip and cross your arms

"Allright Number Four "

~At The Police Desk For The Case~

"Would you like to press charges miss? You would have to get a lawyer depending on the case it could run you anywhere from 60,000¥-100,000¥" the police man says. You deep sigh.

"I cant I dont hav-" Marco cut you off.

"She will press charges please start the process now Yoi"

You tug on his shirt as he bends down to ear level with you.

"Marco I dont have the money"

"Thats okay dear Ill cover it Yoi" you just looked shocked as he stood up again and finished the report with the policeman. Once done he held your hand out of the station while calling someone.

"Hey Phoenix Wright buddy remember that one time ,-----, yea im gonna need your help and well call it even,----------, Okay I know your busy, have a good day allright bye then Yoi"

"You know Phoenix Wright??!" You blurt out. Marco just smiles down at you in a loving way.

"Yes he had an allergic reaction and im the one who saved him at the hospital. He said he owed me so I called in a favor Yoi" your mouth was agape so he used his index finger to close your mouth.

"Anyways my love where should we go for a date this time Yoi?" He questions.

"Ou how about some PHO handsome?"

"Oh havent been there in a while okay lets go my darling! Yoi"

~

Eight Months Later

~

The court date was established. You really didnt want to see Laws face again but you put on your big girl panties since you and Marco took a day off work for this.

"The court recognizes the defendant Trafalgar Law. Trafalgar Law chooses to represent himself. Motion allowed"

"The plaintiff (N) (L) has Phoenix Wright as her attorney and Lawyer.

After a lot of things you didnt understand you had to testify. Which you did to the best of your ability not looking at Law once, and to the plan that Wright had said to you. After you it was Laws turn to be cross examined. Marco held your left hand as the proceedings went on.

"I didnt do it!" Law yelled.

"Objection!!! Then why was your fresh finger print on the assault weapon with (N) blood on it?" Wright says calm and collected.

"I uhh dont..... know..." Was all Law said. After everything was said and done. They took Law in orange and shackles and handcuffs away.

"He gets to serve twelve years in prison for what he did plus the drug charges thats the best I could do Marco and (N). I must go, busy, busy all the time. Now were even Marco Phoenix and with that good day folks." Wright leaves. Once outside Marco picked you up twirling you around then setting you down.

"(N) I love you Yoi" you eyes widened but before you could respond you feel his sweet lips on yours as you both kissed then broke apart. Smiling wide you reply

"I love you Marco!" Which makes you both blush.

~Your Guys First Year Anniversary Valentine's Day~

You and Marco are a happy couple and treat eachother so good. He had an extra key made for you. Today is your one year anniversary! So you secretly took the day off making an excuse to Marco that Shizu your girl friend took today off too. That your going out with her to help with her shopping.

"Girl you better look at this!" Shizu semi yells trying to get your attention. You finally tear your eyes away from the panty section to go to the Lingerie section looking at what she was pointing too a kawaii skimpy all black pvc maid out fit with the sides cut out having ribbons that tie around the waist with a hole in the crotch, it had short sleeves, white thigh high stockings with bows in the front with a mini apron with white lace, with a white lace choker headband, and white lace eye covering.

"Thats so kaawaaiii"

"This is the one!" you reply taking it up to the front counter.

"That will come too 7070.43¥ miss" the nice cashier lady says as you scan your card.

"Thank you miss. Have a good Valentine's"

"Thank you. You as well" you smile. As Shizu was walking near the window you spot your boyfriend.

'Hes ......supposed to be at work! I gotta get Shizu we have to get out of here!' You think as you crouch slightly going around and grabbing Shizus hand handing her the bag whispering.

"Pretend you have a boyfriend and that were shopping for you, thats what I told Marco I was doing today. And hes here look" you point hiding with Shizu as he walked in to the same store. One of the staff noticed what you two were doing and quickly went to serve Marco turning his back to you both. You both hurry out of the store standing now. You both giggle.

"That was soo close (N) haha" Shizu says laughing then saying.

"Wasnt he supposed to be at work?"

"Yea but I just realized he pretended to go to work then directly called out at the desk. I saw him leave with his doctors coat. But I guess he could have just waited till I was gone to call in. Wait you dont think hes gonna buy lingerie do you?" Shizu looks at you shocked.

"I dont know maybe he is but you just bought this."

"Wait okay Shizu how about this? If he gets me lingerie then ill save this for you" you say.

"No no save it for a different night I insist" and you nod.

"Okay What do you think a watch? A ring? Is it too soon for a ring? No ill get both lets go Shizu!" You hook your arm through hers and walk to the mens department.

"What do you think Shizu? Its between this white gold or black? Hes a doctor soo?"

"Go with the white gold watch" she says as you smile and thank her. You checkout.

"This is a popular expensive watch, hes a lucky man. Thatll be 70704.25¥." You scan your card.

"Thank you miss have a good Valentine's" the cashier says. Grabbing Shizu's hand you dragged her to the ring department. You dug out one of Marcos rings from your bag.

"Excuse me sir could I look at the rings that are sized to this ring?" You ask and the cashier says

"Of course miss"

"How do you even know if that ring fits his ring finger?" Shizu wondered.

"Welllll when he fell asleep I would try on different rings on him carefully until I figured out this one fits his ring finger" you say to Shizu as the cashier pulled out the right sized rings.

"Wow (n) you sound crazy but thats what I love about you hehe" Shizu says giggling.

"Sir what are the price ranges?" You ask as he told you until you found a sapphire ring with a gold feather on it.

"How much is this one?" You ask the man.

"That one is 84845.10¥ miss"

"(N) are you crazy? Thats so expensive for an engagement ring!" Shizu batted your arm.

"Yea but he totally deserves it hes treated me so well"

"Well its up too you (N)" Shizu says shrugging.

"Ill take that ring sir"

"An excellent choice miss that will be 84845.10¥" the man says as you swipe your card.

"Thank you miss here are you box and bag"

"Thank you so much sir"

"Have a good valentine's"

"You too sir" walking out of the store you spy a Boba open shop.

"Lets go there Shizu im thirsty how about you?" You say excitedly she sighs and says

"Yea I guess im thirsty" she agrees. Once you have your boba Shizu says.

"Girl I totally wore the wrong shoes for today im so sorry but after this I have to go home"

"Oh my gosh you should have told me here I have some band aids until you get home" you handed over two bandaids and she put them on.

"Ahh! Thank you girlie I can make it home now. Im done now I better go. You good getting home?" She asks.

"Ya ill be good I think dont worry about me go on feel better take a bath" you tell her and she nods handing you the bags and she left. You exited the shopping center and call a taxi then head home. You get a text in the cab.

Marco< Hows your shopping going>

(N)< Shizu had to leave so im headed home now>

Marco< Did things go okay what happened?>

(N)< She wore the wrong shoes which cut her ankles. I gave her bandaids shes heading home now too.>

Marco< Well I hope shell be okay when are you getting home?>

(N)< In about thirty minutes. Were stuck in heavy traffic.>

Marco< Okay just be safe for me I love you (n)>

(N)< Awee I love you too♡♡♡>

Marco< I have to go now see you soon.

(N)< okay see you soon handsome>

*click*

~After Thirty Minutes~

"Were here miss" the cab driver announces.

"Thank you here you are" you handed him the money with a tip and got out of the taxi with your bags. Heading inside you call out for your boyfriend.

"Marco?!"

"Ahh good he isnt here" you walk into the bedroom and take the items out of the bags and slide them under the bed far enough so he cant see anything. Then go to the bathroom throw away the bags then blow your nose and use extra toilet paper to cover the bags so there well hidden.

"Okay most expensive items check! Now to go get desert!" You exclaim. You check the clock its four thirty.

'I bet I can hurry and get the deserts quickly before he gets off. He probably went shopping then went back to work. He probably took a half day'

~You Went Got The Deserts And Came Back Home~

Checking the clock its four fifty.

'I have to find a place to hide it ahh!!! The empty fridge!' So you put the brita filter water container out on the counter gets a glass out and pours just the smallest amount of water in your glass. Then your phone rings and you jump hurrying to answer it.

"Hello?" You say.

"Hey darling im out, heading home now Yoi" You hear Marco say.

"Okay love see you soon my love" you say with kissy noises imagining him blushing. *click*

You wait for the *click* of the door once you hear it you pour the water as he comes in. You turn around and see him in his doctors coat and scrubs.

"Marco!!! My lover!!!" You yell hugging him quickly.

"Woah someone missed me Yoi" he says patting your head smiling wide.

"Please let me go change dear Yoi" Marco says softly caressing your head. You let go of him and went to grab your water then sat on the couch when Marco went into the bedroom. You turned on the TV and changed it to Hellraiser the first movie. Once Marco was done he changed into a nice white shirt tucked in and black slacks.

"Why dont you take a nice shower after being out all day? Yoi" Marco says softly as you blush at him.

"Yea I am hot" you stand and walk around where Marco is.

"Oh yes you are Yoi" Marco says and slaps your ass making you slightly gasp/moan to which he chuckles. You give him a look back up through the bedroom door and close the door quickly getting your lingerie. Putting it into the bathroom then opening then bedroom door slightly as you close the bathroom door loud enough for Marco to hear. While taking a shower you had your hair up, yesterday you made sure to shave so your super smooth. After fifteen minutes you dry off and put the towel back up then lotion up everywhere let dry for ten minutes. Then you start putting on the lingerie which took ten more minutes once ready you slip to the back of the bedroom door. Seeing red rode petals going from the bed to the living room, peeking into the living room. Then closing the door to the bedroom door.

'Thank god hes set up allready' you think to yourself. As you grab the watch box you double check it yup its the watch then rebowed it. Then you hid it behind yourself as you slowly open the bedroom door as you reveal your self.

"Master Marco I have arrived~" you seductively say.

"Stay right there sweetheart" Marco gets his phone and *click* takes a picture of you, making you giggle. You saw a gaint bouquet of roses and boxes of chocolates you assume are truffles. You saw many red candles a lit with the lights and TV off. With rose petals leading from the bed to the couch. With two wine glasses on the table.

"I had to get a picture of you your so gorgeous Yoi" Marco says. As he pats the seat next to him you go round and get on your knees in front of and say.

"Master I got you this~" you present him the box. He takes it and says.

"Sit next to me I want to cuddle you Yoi" Marco says to you.

"Yes masterr~~" you say as you bent your knees on the couch sitting close enough to wiggle your head to lay on his chest as he unwraps the red bow on the box. Then slides the top off. He gasps.

"Wow! (N) you didnt spend so much on me did you? Yoi" he looks at you.

"Is it a bad gift master?" You whine

"No not at all ive actually been eyeing this specific watch for the longest time. But kept forgetting to get it. Thank you so much (N)! My sweet woman! Yoi" he says putting it on with a *click*

"Perfect fit! Yoi" he smiles super wide at you embracing you in a passionate kiss tounges flicking swirling as you gently clutch his shirt. After breaking for air huffing a little he says

"Time for my present dear please stand Yoi" you obey. He pulls out a small box and gets down on one knee.

"(N) (L) will you do me the honor and become my wife (N) Phoenix? Yoi" he opens the box to reveal a beautiful sapphire heart ring. Your speechless but manage to say.

"Ah uh Yes Yes! Of course!" He chuckles as he gently slips on the ring on your ring finger. You smile happily and giggle holding his hands to help him up then hugging his around his abs as he hugs you close.

"Im so happy you said yes! I was worried I might have been going to fast Yoi" Marco admits.

"I love you so much Marco of course id say yes"

"Oh wait here!" You say as you run into the bedroom then bend down and grab the ring box. Then you run back into the living room where Marcos standing. You kneel on one knee on the couch since his so tall and say.

"Will you Marco Phoenix do me the honor and be my handsome husband?" And you open the box and his eyes widen.

"(N) of course yes! Yoi!" You smile wide and slide on the ring.

"Its also a perfect fit haha Yoi" he smiles wide. You both sit down.

"Im gonna get some food coming Yoi" Marco picks up his phone. He texts on Fastgrub.

"Okay we have thirty minutes with a rush order since its Valentine's Day. But for now want to sip some wine and taste some chocolates? Yoi"

"Ouu wait I forgot!" You get up and go to the fridge grabbing the medium sized box.

"Hmm? Yoi" It seems it caught Marcos attention.

"Here honey check it out" you say, undoing the top to show him all the pieces. His eyes light up.

"Awee your so sweet (n). Lets turn on the TV and try some sweets Yoi"

~Half An Hour Later~

*ring ring* Marcos phone went off and he checks it.

"Foods here ill be right back my dear fiance Yoi"

"Okay Master~" then he dissapeared for a couple minutes then *knock knock* you open the door as Marco is holding the food.

"Welcome home Master~" You say as Marco chuckles and puts the food on the kichen counter packing up the sweets and moving them to the counter. He frees up space on the glass table then sets down a sushi platter.

"Master! Isnt that a lot of food!!" You say semi loud. Chuckling he says

"We can eat it over the next few days cant we? Yoi"

"Oh right hehe~" He goes and sits on your right side of the couch.

"Would you like me to feed you master?" You say cutely looking at his gorgeous eyes as you now lay your head on his crotch looking up at him. You could feel his cock twitch in his pants.

"Why yes my maid, id like that very much Yoi" he says with a wide smile on his face. You sit up cuddling his side. You grabbed the chop sticks and skillfully pick up the pineapple sushi and gently feeds Marco.

"Mmhmm" Marco sounds. Then you grabbed a tuna one and ate it then repeat until you both were full. After you clean up and put everything away for your master. You both lay down. You on top of him squirming around starting to feel his bulge.

"What is my maid doing to me? Im gonna have to punish you. Yoi"

"Ouuhhhoo yes Master please~" you say seductively.

"Ouu someones asking for it? Yoi" Your lover teases you. You go up to his neck and start kissing him all over slowly unbuttoning his shirt feeling his heart beat rise as you nip at his ear making him shiver. You kiss all down his chest and abs as you unbutton his shirt.

"Ahh feels good my maid Yoi"

"I aim to please my master~" you say unbuttoning his last button of his shirt. You first lay your head right by the hemline of his pants, then you breath while kissing right above his hemline making him shiver and grunt/moan softly. You lick horizontally with his hemline on his skin then you unbutton his pants and slowly slide the zipper down as you feel his bulge harden. Then you feel your self being picked up and walked into the bedroom. Marco set you on the bed while he slipped off his shirt and pants. You slid off the bed and made him stand right in front of you. You slide down his boxers and look up at him making eye contact.

"I must please my master~" he watches you intently. Not breaking eye contact you lick his tip then suck his tip into your mouth as he gasps softly. You swirl your tounge around his tip causeing slight moans to come out of him.

"Feels good my maid. Yoi" you use your two hands to pump slowly as you play with his cock in your mouth precum coming out as you suck it up then pump a bit quicker while going deeper with your mouth eventually your deep throating him after while massaging his balls with your hand. Him moaning

"Aghh! (N)!! My maid! Yoi!" Him gripping and leaning on the bed

Going faster Marco moans out

"(N) Your going to make me cum!! Im so close are you gonna- Yoi"

"Ah!! Im cumming! (N)!!!!" Marco yells as you keep pumping through his high as hes gripping the sheets. Once you think his high has passed you start going slower then swllow everything. Your lips departing from his cock you give his tip a kiss then stand up next to Marco wipe your lips asking.

"Is my master okay??" You ask innocently giving a innocent look to him as he picks you up and lays you properly on the bed hopping up.

"Turn over on all fours Yoi" you obey Marco as he is master. He uses his fingers to check your wetness and you thank god theres a hold for you pussy in this get up.

"My my maid you really want your master dont you? Your dripping wet. Since you were such a good girl ill reward you Yoi." Marco says seductively in your ear making you shiver. He places his cock at your entrance sliding up and down simulating you clit all ready hard again.

"Ohh Master! I need you!" You moan out lewdly. He shoves the tip in making you gasp and moan

"Marco~~please fill me up master" you huff in heat while he slowly thrusts in and out stretching you out. After a minute hes allready almost all the way in.

"Ou!!! ahh!!! Marco!!! Master please!! Yoi" you cry out.

"Patience my maid I dont want to rip you Yoi" Marco says while moaning himself.

'He did just cum he probably needs to build up again' you think to yourself. As he thrusts a little harder finally reaching your cervix

"Ahhh!!!!! Marco!!!! Yes!!!" He started thrusting faster and harder hitting your g spot every time making you yell

"Yesss!!! Right there fuck!!! Mar-master!" He suddenly picked you up whole, so your pussy was pussy to cock deep inside you while he held up your thighs like a V crunched up as your arms and hands caressed his hair. He got off the bed and went to the wall mirror that doubled as a closet.

Whispering in your ear

"Now tell master who you belong to~Yoi" Marco says devilishly as he nibbles your ear.

"I belong to you Marco!!!" He thrusts and went the deepest ever.

"Almost Yoi" Marco huffs.

"I belong to Marco Phoenix!!!!!"

"Goodgirl are you ready? Yoi"

"*huff huff* im ready Master~" he starts thrusting fast and hard making you moan, making you look into his eyes through the gaint mirror. You could see and feel his long thick cock going in and out of you. He smiles in kindave a smirk as he goes faster and harder hitting you g spot so deep.

"Ahhh !!! Master im im gonna-"

"Hold on to it, im close too Yoi"

"Ahh!!! Ouu!! Yess!!! MarcooOOO!" You yell/moan with each thrust.

'Im trying to hold it but i dont know how exactly!' You think to yourself as your continuously moaning.

"My maid im about to cum get ready! Yoi" a few more hard ass thrusts deep and fast he says

"(N) im cuminggg ahhh yesss!!!!! Yoi"

"Im cumming Marco!!!" You nearly scream but yell instead since you have neighbors. Your cervix opens while your walls constrict on Marco's cock making him cream even more inside of you.

"(N) you feel so good everytime. Yoi" Marco says huffing

"And you feel so great every time too my love I wanted to treat you extra special tonight." Saying as you huff for air.

He continues to thrust as you both ride out your sex highs.

"Ahh yess!!" You say.

"Feels so good. Yoi" he says back. After a couple minutes he goes slower and slower until he stops. Huffing hard the both of you.

"Are you ready? Yoi" your lover asks and you nod him letting go of one of your thighs while grabbing your abdomen feeling his cock buried deep in you. Then he releases your other thigh and grabs your abdomen fully feeling his cock buried in you. As he holds you up he walks you both into the bathroom turning on the shower.

"Agh I allready had a shower now I have to take another one.

"Here Yoi" he grabs a wash cloth and slowly pulls out. Once out a bunch of cum came leaking out. He grabs a second wash cloth, he cleans you up more and you are finally put down so you can stand.

"When were you waiting to use that position?" You smirk looking back at him and he blushes.

"I read it in a book recently Yoi" your handsome man says and winks at you causing you to blush. While taking off your outfit and accessories you could feel more cum about to come out so you hurried to the shower and fell in one leg outside outfit still attached to your ankle. You felt gentle hands untangling you from the fabric then poked his head in the shower.

"Having fun Yoi?" You nod as his and your cum flows down the drain.

"Seems like it haha Yoi." He smiles wide then gets in the shower helping you up. You both clean eachother/making out mainly, then finish up and dry off. You go to the bed room closet pick some black panties and one of his oversized shirts on you. Then pop out of the closet and plop on the bed rolling around. You sit up seeing him in the closet and put on a shirt and shorts. Then Marco turns off all the lights in the apartment and slips into bed.

"Remember work, tomorrow set your alarm Yoi" he tells you. You set your alarm.

"Yes Master~~~" you set your alarm then put your phone on the charger on the nightstand. You coo as you kiss his stubble and his neck. He rolls over gently pinning you down kissing your jaw and neck. Making you squirm and softly moan. Then he releases you and says

"You can be such a tease Yoi"

"No im not I was ... simply expressing my love for my fiance.

"Well then thats different. Come here my fiance lets cuddle Yoi" you both pull the blankets up and intertwine your legs while he presents the crook of his neck as a pillow which you accepted. Then he wraps he turns towards you and embraces you.

"Its been a crazy year huh Marco?" You quizzically ask him.

"Hmmhm dont think about it just focus on me and you beautiful. I love you so much (n) Yoi"

"I love you so much too Marco"

"Happy anniversary and Valentine's Day, Goodnight my sweet woman Yoi"

"Happy Anniversary and Valentine's Day, Goodnight my sweet man" you both say as you both fall into unconsciousness in eachothers arms.

-Happy End-

[starseungs]

the issue about the thesis was the greatest fuck in my college life tbh because first all everything was going great BEFORE the data gathering because i got 90++ grade from our prof which is really good since we did everything together and the proposal was to the highest level of success but everything went apart the moment napabayaan kami, imagine mo me and my friends did our research alone, we didn't know what to do so naghanap kami ng paraan tapos lagpas na sa expiration date defense namin so i almost failed tapos the dean didn't like it and 50-50 yung graduation ko 😭 pero thank God nagawan naman ng paraan and i still graduated with a high grade. and yes maroon school is top tier when it comes to acads, mas malaman yung majors mo compared sa minors. sadyang magkaka-problema ka lang talaga it's either with you or sa prof mo (i heard my prof is not teaching na sa maroon school and stayed sa blue school so ayon, forgot to thank him sa lahat) but yah

your majors won't be the ones who'll fuck you, the minor ones will 🤧 you will do great in college and of course magiging part ka ng dean's list!! YOUR BRAIN HELLO??? TOP TIER TOO here’s a piece of advice, your grades doesn’t matter that much i mean don’t stay sa grade na kontento ka, kunin mo yung grade na kaya mong kunin also, also make sure to have good credentials and backgrounds, the more u engage sa orgs. the better but manage your time. it’s like high school but busier, tiring, mental breaking and emotionally painful so expect a lot of paghihirap but no pressure ok? there are A LOT of times you can enjoy, 4 years of college ON CAMPUS, it will be a great experience too. kaso after grad. thats when life fucks you hard welcome to reality shit and other stuff but hey, you will be alright 🩷 been there, done that just enjoy okay?

HALA HUHU TAMA TALAGA SA MAGDDOWNHILL LAHAT PAG NAPABAYAAN KASI NAGANUN DIN AMIN KAYA MAGKAIBA YUNG DIRECTION NAMIN AT YUNG DIRECTION NA TINGIN NG RESEARCH ADVISER NAMIN NA PAPUNTA KAMI :((( pero im so happy it all worked out for us, and naitawid namin yung defense kahit na-gisa kami 🥲

and i'll take your advice to heart. actually may dalawa na din akong tinitingnan na orgs dito sa blue school d-city (yung isa is an arts and mass media focused org and from what ive seen, they make mvs, documentaries, broadcasts, etc // then the other one is the studenr government AHAHAHAHA wala lang, part din kasi ako ng studgov org sa shs) titingnan ko nalang what calls me 🤷‍♀️

hays lagi akong napapagod sa pag-aaral pero honestly parang di ko pa maimagine sarili ko magtrabaho 😭 hopefully may mahahanap ako na pays good enough kasi alam naman natin kinukulang sa job opportunities tong pinas :')))

[alexanderlightweight]

What is your opinions on Magnus's memory box in the show?

hey! okay so i have super mixed feelings on this because

1) magnus closed his heart off for a century and i really doubt he's going to have easy access to stuff like momentos from lost lovers out and about when he's been trying to push it away and put it away. if he in fact got out that box to have around because he's in relationship with alec and opening his heart back up... that's actually kind of shitty and ooc for him. i feel like it would be something he did much later in their relationship.

or he did it in regards to their break up (bringing out the box) which meant he was going to put a piece of alec in there and if that is how it came across during the moments we didn't see... then alec deserves t make some snide comments about it (they're both petty bitches kay? magnus gets to be petty and so does alec and they can work it out themselves)

2) i don't like how they did it. it seemed more like a tiny box of trophies than mementos. so like, magnus keeps one little thing from his favorite or most painful of lovers? not entire chests of them for when he wants to go through them and remember the good and bad times? if he is that sentimental about it then a little tiny box of stuff wouldn't make sense? and they're just lying around with a tiny ward on it?

3) the whole set up seemed like he was testing alec tbh and that wasn't great. also the way he went about showing it to alec was super shitty and doesn't make sense for their character growth. it's one of the things i felt was ooc

4) alec's attitude was ALSO not it about the box. that being said, the way the writers had alec handle the box was really shitty even when it felt like magnus brought out the box to compare his relationships to alec with them. which left alec defensive and insecure because like... oh hey babe remember how im immortal and have had a lot of loves before you... look i keep little tiny records of them and they make me sad. one day you'll be in this box making me sad!! (is how the writers portrayed it)

5) alec understandably didn't handle that well and the dude is already a salty bitch and we all knw that being with magnus just upped his pettiness to obscene levels of salt and sass. magnus is really just irked that alec's pettiness is being directed at him

6) i think a lot of people ignore that alec is following magnus for the most part and letting him lead the relationship until alec gets the courage to go ask for more (which magnus almost always shoots down the first time or tries to get alec to slow down which makes alec hesitate to push forward again the next time. only for magnus to agree later because magnus tends to let his insecurities get in the way of his relationship with alec a lot). which then make alec more insecure as well

7) they both have a lot of insecurities and i think alec doesn't realize that about magnus for a while, because he doesn't understand how anyone couldn't love magnus and magnus doesn't realize that he is IT for alec. because magnus makes some shitty comments about being alec's first in everything which doesn't fucking make sense either (if i remember, things about alec would understand better or should go sow his wild oats or something like that)

8) pretty much i don't like some of these things in the show (the bx being one of them) because they turned it into drama rather than you know, actually something important and thats probably because several of the sh writers didnt knw how to write a good scene without adding 'drama' because frankly, most of them didn't care about the characters they were writing

9) this is one f those things i put up their with the stele. because uh magnus getting upset that his stuff is violated? magnus... babe... you fucking spied on alec half naked before you were in a relationship with him and then fucking stole his stele and gave it to people you knew were going to betray him and then you acted like you had nothing to do with it and were petty and rude to him when part of the reason he stayed trapped in that engagement was because the stele was stolen and then he felt he HAD to go through with the wedding

so like... magnus getting so upset about his 'trust' is pretty much bullshit in context because the way the show set it up it seemed like magnus didn't give a fuck about the consequences of implicating alec in treason. which we know isn't true. and then season 2 was all 'they trust each other' and then go on to do so many things that don't make sense.

i hpe this makes sense? sorry my keyboard is still sticking and i only use my editing spoons for writing and work

<3 lumine

look i love two petty bitches okay

but also they writers just were so back and forth with both magnus and alec on certain things

magnus deserved to have his past romantic relationships treated with respect and the joy and sadness that he holds them with. not as dramatic bs to make people go 'oh no! malec! what will happen next!'

*don't even get me started on alec and the soul sword. i can accept him needing a few days to figure out how to tell magnus/struggle with basically committing treason. thats fine. okay. sometimes you need to work your way up to it.

but what i will never accept or understand is that HE TOLD HIS SIBLINGS AND YOU FUCKING KNOW CLARY KNOWS AND PROBS SIMON TOO AT SOME POINT. ALEC WUOLD NEVER! he knows how stupid they are with secrets and that they completely lack discretion of any kind

so that was also ooc and absolute bullshit and even if we look at it from politics, alec would have wanted to tell his boyfriend because he's overwhelmed and not for one moment do i think alec would ever do anything robert asked of him. not even in good faith. so thats all bullshit. alec: oh i can't tell magnus... let me tell this group of people it makes no sense for me to trust with myself or my secrets

[skiinny-lovin]

i'm gonna ramble real quick about all the bad shit in my head.

tw ed maybe sh depression self hatred drugs

i lost about sixty pounds which is the most weight ive lost ever. a good chunk of that time i was living with a meth addict. which meant i was eating and sleeping on a methheads schedule plus he was kind of an asshole so it helped me hate myself and i was working on my feet a lot. that was almost two years ago now. since then ive had a best friend. it was an intense all consuming wonderful and terrible friendship. i made the decision to end the friendship bc i couldnt put myself first. i always wanted to put her first above everything and in some ways it made me resentful. and that wasnt fair to her. it was fair to either of us so i made the best decision i could. now im pretty sure shes trying to get back in contact with me after MONTHS of no contact and its freaking me out. ive started to gain weight i gained about ten pounds. and i hate myself for it. i hate myself. its to the point that i miss the old roommate. which feels a little like saying i miss meth but thats a weird parallel to a drug ive never personally had. i am in pain. all the time mentally and physically and my apartment is eviction level messy (i live in my grandmas basement so im safe). i get out of bed to work bc i have to and to play video games when my bf pesters me but i want to get up and do things. i want to have that random burst of energy and clean to my hearts content but it never comes. i have no energy and no motivation and i feel like i cant do anything or even think. i cant even finish a thought they go in and out of my head so fast its like im not thinking at all. but i cant turn it off unless im dead tired and i get up at 5:30am for work now and im so tired. i just want it all to stop. my head is so noisy i just want it all to stop. just let me sleep. let me be a person. the only time its quiet is when im doom scrolling or rewatching greys anatomy for the gazillionth time. and i thought maybe if i just vomitted my thoughts on here and got it out of my head things would be quiet but they arent its like a screeching whisper so far away but still there i can still hear it. it wont go away and im scared the only way to make it go away is to fill my head with sand like my last medication did. it got so bad i drove on the wrong side of the road for maybe a whole minute without even realizing. (it was a parking lot with no other cars but still) i hate everything and i want to cry and yell but i have no reason to. i want to quit my job that i started only a month ago i want to go out and get drunk and not have to think. i just need someone to help me. to take it all away and help me find the quiet. but even that i hate sitting in silence thats why i have greys playing all the time. i dont know anymore. just let me go

[freeshephoun]

please please please tell your adrian headcanons im so curious!!!!! and also maybe gordon and barney if you like :]

oh boy this is gonna be a lot. apologies for any misstypes in advance!!

click to read my thoughts on the 3

okay ffirst off shephard! shes tfem which is why i will be using she/her for her. also ahes filipino-american. shephard is autistic and mute and struggles to understand the people around her sometimes. it makes her upset when she doesnt.

its a reason why she is better with aliens. they dont work like humans do and it is easier for her to connect with them even when they dont speak the same language. and the bond she has especially with spore launcher is indescribable.

spore launcher (or spore for short) is a creature she found in the black mesa facility. its an alien that, when you feed it something, it can spit it out and it works basically like a grenade launcher. at first shephard had no idea what to do with that thing. he gave it a little pat on the head and it chirped and since then theyve been best friends. you can not tear them apart.

shephard has a lot of little cat scrstches feom spores spikey exterior aswell as some acid burns here and there. it comes free with having an alien friend/pet.

Shephard also managed to get spore into stasis. everything else was taken but she could keep spore. also coming to stasis ive got some thoughts on it.

while gordon was basically in a coma in stasis, Shephard wasnt. she didnt even have a choice what to do. she was just taken and detained. and since she was detained, gman didnt put her to sleep. shephard has been in that osprey for all this time. awake. if it werent for spore she would've probably gone insane.

being in stasis also fucked up her feeling of like everything. ypu dont get tired, exhausted, hungry or thirsty. you cant even feel pain or die.

(cw sensitive topic, bit similar to sh) in an attempt to feel anything she sometimes did some stupid shit. mostly punching or slamming her body against walls or purposefully touching spores acid. that reeeeally fucked up her perception of pain and her tolerance and it still shows afterwards. (cw end)

outside of stasis she still struggles with the perception of pain. it is pretty dangerous and she basically relies on gordon or barney to tell her hey you got fucked up bad we should get you first aid.

and sometimes when she sees it she spirals down into this specific feeling where everything feels like stasis again. when was the last time she ate? why does it feel so alone again why is it so quiet? why is akl she can hear her own mind?

shes going thru it🔥🔥

jumping a bit shephard doesnt like physical touch. shes very sensitive to it and gets overwhelemed by too much physical touch. her lovd languages are acts of service. she isnt good at comforting someone or showing her care for someone so openly. its more that she guards you when around you. makes sure youre safe. you need a moment of alone time? she will make sure no one bothers you.

my friend wrote a scene that describes it perfectly so ill quote it: "In the distance, the parade could be heard. At the entrance of the alleyway, Shephard seemed to stand guard, occasionally looking back at them as the parade passed by."

for tthe other 2 and their love languages: barney is the physical affection guy. giving and receiving. hes also good at comforting people just by being there. gordon on the other hand is good with giving words of affirmation. its his love language. and on the receiving is quality time (shephard too i forgot to mention)

they are very dear 2 me.

also their fighting styles. ive thought of it before and how it differs. gordon thinks, finds an answer that works and then executes it. shephard thinks a little but she mostly just acts on instinct. and barney? hes jus tlike yeah no thinking is for nerds watch me solo this guy. hes silly like that

my friend (again) made smthg that portrays this very well: "Gordon would calculate the triangulation before he threw a grenade over a wall. Shephard would stand on a box so she could throw it over the wall without hassle. Barney would just lob it and pray"

gordon is a very sarcastic man. barney understands his saecasm oerfectly but shephard struggles to do so which is why gordon avoids sarcasm around her.

shep and barney on occasions have their 5 minutes. kind of like zoomies. it usually ends in chaos because they tried something stupid again. which is why gordon rarely allows them in his lab. actually never. but barney will still come down when it gets late and gordon hasnt even been up to eat something and basically force gordon to stop for the day.

how? he just scoops gordon up and carries him out. batney is a security guard who survived the resonance cascade, the 7 hour war, manages to get through as underciver civil service despite the hard security measures of fhe combine aswell as fighting agains the combine and staying alive for all these years. that man is strong.

he wwouldnt mamage to carry both gordon and shephard though. thats what shep does. she carries them both with one arm.

this also reminds me shephard needs a routine. she can not do without one. you will see her follow the military training camp routine eeveryday. if she doesnt do it it messes up her whole day.

also wwhile i will draw them a lot probably in their hl clothes and not hl2 clothes, if thes would have ever met its definitely in hl2 or after. i jsut dont like drawing barneys combine outfit thats why.

Shephard was thrown into the hl2 universe by gman. maybe ill even incorporate return 2 ravenholm im this if i ever elaborate on that more. she builds up her own wa yof living there. the camera drones dont manage ti actually detect her due to her gas mask. they detect humans by having a face and if they don't? thats not a human then. she doesnt know that though.

she made herself st home in an outpost outside of city 17. it used to belong to the residtance but got raided by thr combine and has since then become abandoned. at ome point shephard manages to boot up the equipment there. she gains access to a lot of old information that was stored in this outpost.

the resistance of cours enotices shit wait an old outpost was activated again whats going on there. they send a group of people to investigate but urrm uh yeah didnt work out. shephard had a little ace up her sleeve (spore and her acid). but eith that they hope to confirm it is at least not the combine because they have never used that alien species as it completely ceased to exist after the black mesa incident.

im not too sure abt thid though the way this goes might change very well depending om what i feel like.

anyway uuh sheohard goes into the city to restock some supplies. she has some good connections at this point and has heard from the resistance. and well when she goes there to restock she meets barney.

this is btw like a place where they help out citizens who are struggling, often wanted by the combine. they live off donations, mostly coming from the resistance themself.

when barney sees shephard, this guy in a fucking military uniform hes just like. boy you coming with me now. and drags her to the resistance thingy there.

or something like that. not too sure about that at all. again might change however i feel like it

also i definetly forgot a ton of things but ive been writing this for 1 1/2 hours now. if you want to know more about specific things feel free 2 aks i LOVE sharing my freeshephoun thoughts with people

also as a treat here i drew them as the power piff girls once

[frogsareallgay]

Some days he feels like dying, She gets so sick of crying pt 1/3

- Hey this is my first time posting a fic. I hope y’all like it. it’s a Robby centric Hurt/Comfort because i cannot write anything else atm. Pt 2 will get released tmr because i’m too tired to keep writing lol -

⚠️ ATTENTION!!! MASSIVE TWs FOR SH & SUICIDE ATTEMPT ALSO BL00D AND GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION OF SH. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK⚠️

fic title: Extraordinary Girl by Green Day <3

Johnny

Johnny had been out all day. He was overtired and sore from teaching all day. He eased his car into the driveway of the apartment block. He reached across the seat to lift the 6 pack of Coor’s off the passenger seat and fumbled for his key. 

Once inside he placed the beers in the fridge, taking one out to drink now. He opened it, enjoying the satisfying ‘pshhhh’ sound it made, he lifted the can to his mouth but just as he was about to take a sip he heard a noise.

It was a weird noise and it took him a second to process what it could be. The sound was half way between a whine of pain and a sob. Miguel. Miguel’s hurt. His mind started racing as he stumbled through the house towards his son’s room. 

He burst open the door, ready for whatever mess he was about to see but to his horror, Miguel’s room was empty.

Johnny heard another sound. One that made his stomach drop.

“Dad?”

The word was only barely audible. It sounded tiny and far away. “Shit” he mumbled, walking towards his other son’s room. How could he forget? Miguel was out with Carmen and Yaya. The only other person home was-

“Robby? You good man?”

Johnny found himself standing over his son, who was noticeably disheveled and sitting in the corner of his room, curled in on himself which made him look a lot smaller than he really was. 

“I’m sorry dad”

“Sorry for what?”

“I…”

Johnny took a suspicious step forward. 

“Sorry for what Robby?”

Instead of answering Robby just sobbed. Tears were rolling down his cheeks and staining his pale face. Johnny was taken aback for a moment before kneeling down next to Robby, what had Robby been doing while he was home alone? and was it going to cause him trouble?

He could see Robby closer now. The cuffs of his flannel were sticky and damp with blood and his entire body was shaking so bad he couldn’t keep still.

“Kid……”

“It’s fine. Im sorry for being dramatic. I can deal with it myself. I’ve done it before. Just go.” 

Unconsciously the kid had started digging his nails into his palms. He was feigning calmness but his eyes were wide with panic, even if Johnny hadn’t known him (which he didn’t, really) he could have seen through the façade. Without saying anything he took his son’s hands in his own. He gently pushed the sleeves off his wrists revealing the mess underneath.

Johnny tried not to gag. Robby’s skin was barely visible under the amount of blood that was covering them. There were jagged cuts all the way up his arms, most of them fresh and bloody.  

“You’ve….. Youve done this before? Robby when did this start?”

“I dunno. When I was 10 or something? I’d tell you to ask Mom but she won’t remember.” 

The teen pulled his arms away from Johnny’s hands. He dragged his sleeves back down and leant away from his dad.  

“Just go. I’m fine dad.”

“No Robby you’re not.” Johnny said firmly.

He was starting to get frustrated. 

“God, you’ve been doing this since you were 10?! Honestly Robby are you stupid? Why wouldn’t you say anything? Shannon used to see a shrink who would tell her all that wishy washy find your inner voice bullshit. Isn’t that supposed to help with all this mental health crap? I swear if I had been there-“

“But you weren’t”

“Excuse me?”

“You weren’t there. And even if you had been I doubt you or Mom would have been sober enough to notice”

“Watch your tone. I’m the one who has to help you right now. I don’t have to be doing this Robby.”

Robby laughed

“Damn right you don’t”

Before Johnny could say anything else Robby stood and pushed past the taller man towards the door.

Johnny grabbed his arm. “Where are you going?” “Out.”

Robby stomped through the apartment. His dr martens echoing through the hallway with every step. He threw the front door open to a worried Carmen and a confused Miguel.

“Robby! Hi Mijo, I’m making your favourite tonight. I-“

“Bye Carmen.”

Robby pushed past Miguel and walked down the driveway. Once he reached the street he broke into a sprint. 

[wellthebardsdead]

The loved & the forgotten pt12

Part 11 here

———

“I’m sorry…”

???: shit! Run!

???: we can’t just leave the-

???: he’s as good as dead! Run!!

Vivienne: *blinks awake to see the abnormally clear sky of morrowind above him, and the grimy stone wall of an alleyway in Mournhold staring back at him* I- wha- *winces holding his head in pain as he moves to sit up, only to be greeted by the business end of a sword at his throat* wh-Wha-?! *looks up to see a caravan guard standing over him, tall and handsome, his skin golden like the sun and his white hair flowing in the breeze like a cloud*

Nerevar: Want to try that again s’wit?…

Vivienne: *trying to grasp what’s happening before realising he’s in a dream as his body suddenly shifts back in an attempt to scramble away and run, only to feel strong hands grab at his wrist and the back of his neck pinning him to the wall* Ack!!! Le-let me go! I won’t bother anyone again I pro-Ow! That hurts!!

Nerevar: be quiet. *ties his hands behind his back* what’s your name?

Vivienne: *expecting to hear his voice say his name, the figure he’s inhabiting sounding a lot like himself when he was just a teenager* n-no name s-sir… I-I don’t have one.

Nerevar: Well then. No name. I hope you understand how much trouble you’re in. *pulls him away from the wall and pushes him to the caravan tying him to it* I’ll just call you S’wit until you figure it out.

“I hated him at first…”

Vivienne: *blinks to find himself staring down at the sand through the eyes of the nameless boy, now seated behind the caravan, feat blistered and very dehydrated from days of walking* …

Nerevar: *walks over and gently tilts his head back offering him a drink from his water skin* ready to apologise properly now?…

Vivienne: *eyes stinging from ash and the tears pricking at them as he greatfully accepts the drink* y-yes sir…

Nerevar: *sighs and dries his eyes with his thumb* Good lad…

“But he was kind to me…”

Vivienne: *blinks and opens his eyes only to close them again as hot soapy water is suddenly poured over him* ugh! It’s in my eyes!

Nerevar: *brought him into his home, now cleaning him of the fleas and filth coating his thin frame* I told you to close them.

“He gave me a home…”

Vivienne: *opens his eyes to feel the warmth of another beside him, and a pile of pillows beneath him as he shares nerevars bed, safe and warm in his care* huh?…

Nerevar: *blinks awake and gently tucks the blanket over him a little more* what’s wrong?… another nightmare?…

Vivienne: n-no I… im cold…

Nerevar: … *gives him the rest of the blanket* here…

“He taught me to read and write…”

Vivienne: *rubs his eyes in irritation as suddenly the vision gives way to a pile of books and texts he can’t understand* can I take a break now?… this sucks…

Nerevar: *puts another book down in front of him* not until you can recite a full chapter to me. Try this one instead.

Vivienne: ughhhhhhhh!!!

“How to fight…”

Vivienne: *looks up from the book and nearly jumps out of his skin seeing nerevar swinging a wooden sword at him* Sh-shit! *staggers back and lands on the ashy ground outside of the Mournhold temple*

Nerevar: I told you several times to correct your stance for that reason! Up! On your feet now.

“He gave me my name…”

Nerevar: hm? Looking at my house banner again are you?

Vivienne: *picking at his food staring at the decorative fabric inscribed with the sigil of house indoril* mm…

Nerevar: what’s on your mind lad?…

Vivienne: I like the shape of it, Vel, it sounds nice too…

Nerevar: hm… Vel. Vehl… Vehk. Vivec. I’ll call you Vivec from now on.

Vivienne: I? What? I… have a name again?

Nerevar: what? Don’t you like it?

Vivienne: I-… I love it… thank you, sir…

Nerevar: call me Neht.

“I loved him…”

Vivienne: *closes his eyes taking in a deep breath as he feels the familiar touch of strong hands holding his naked body, and a fullness deep inside of him, moving at a steady and yet punishing pace* n-neht- I-I thought you’d be happy- I did it for you- I wanted to do it for- y-yoooohh~

Nerevar: *sweat beading on his brow and skin glistening in the dim candlelight as he slides his hands into vivecs squeezing them tight as he takes him as his* Im angry at you Vehk. I’m angry youd shave your beautiful hair just to show loyalty to me! I am not your master I’m your frie-

Vivienne: *leans up pressing his lips to his in a kiss, not wanting to just be called a friend, not while he holds him like this… like he’s his only one* I want all to see my devotion to you, neht…

“And I can never forgive myself for what I did to him…”

Nerevar: *sobbing in agony and shock, hanging from the spear impaled through his chest as his feet are severed and his face is flayed off* v-vi… vivec… wh-why?… *turns his head to look at him with empty sockets where his eyes should be, and blood dripping from the white of his skull*

“And now you suffer because of my cowardice…”

Vivienne: *gasps and jolts ‘awake’ to see himself laying in the middle of the ash wastes… his head in a warm and eerily familiar lap* I?… what?… *looks up to see… himself… vivec… staring down at him, hair short and greying as it grows back, eyes heavy and void of light, like his last glimmer of hope had been snuffed out completely* you…

Vivec: shhh… shhh… im sorry… im so sorry to do this little one… *gently strokes his cheek, pulling his knife from his belt and moving it to Vivienne’s stomach*

Vivienne: *looks down in terror expecting to see his own body only to see… his infant self, umbilical cord still in tact until vivecs knife cuts him loose* im?… a baby?…

Vivec: *sets the knife down and ties off the cord, stopping himself from nearly falling over and passing out as he leans forward* I have so many regrets I leave to burden you… so many mistakes I’ve made, so many people I’ve h- hurt… *pulls his scarf from his body and swaddles the baby gently* m-maybe… you can make it right… and we can have… a better life… this time… *places him in a basket with a soft and tearful kiss to the forehead and secures it to the saddle of his guar* I hope… we can be a good person this time… *slaps the guar making it take off running back to civilisation*

Vivienne: *looks up at vivec from the basket as the guar takes off running, watching him standing there as blood drips from between his legs before he collapses into the ash, finally dying and becoming one with the earth*

“I’m sorry…”

Vivienne: *blinks open his eyes, finally back in his own body but not back on nirn* oh… great… *sighs staring up at the swirling towers of rotting pages and the green sky of apocrypha, all the eyes of Hermaeus mora locked onto him in abject fear that he could harm him so violently and leave him unable to fully restore himself* unless you want me to really lose my temper… tell me… how to defeat miraak.

*A few hours later*

Kaidan: *hurrying out of the shamans house in the Skaal village, pulling on his cloak and grabbing his sword* he can’t of gone far! He had a hole in his focking chest!

Taliesin: he never left his bed Kaidan I’m telling you wherever he is he didn’t just get up and walk there!

Inigo: the door hasn’t opened until just now with us leaving!

Kaidan: Then where could he be-

Miraak: *suddenly drops out of the sky landing in the snow and coughing upon impact* F-fuck- I-

Vivienne: *suddenly drops down on top of him holding miraaks sword to his chin* surrender, or die…

Miraak: *staring up at him in shock after getting the living hell beaten out of him only to be saved from Hermaeus by him as well* I-I surrender lord Vive-

Vivienne: *threatens to stab him, pushing the knife a little further as he leans in close, his lips inches from his mask and his shoulder length white hair draping elegantly on the gold and brass* That’s. Not. My. Name.

Miraak: vivienne. F-forgive m-me d-dragonborn, y-you are vivienne not vivec. I-I surrender and swear loyalty to you please-

Vivienne: *pulls the blade away and smiles* you are forgiven… *looks up and blinks seeing team dragonborn standing there*

Kaidan: l-love?

Taliesin: d-darling?

Vivienne: …It’s been a wild few weeks… whose hungry? *holds up one of Hermaeus Moras tentacles*

[cartooncadet666]

He heard whispering all around him, 'Is he okay?', 'Woah, he has freckles still!', 'What kind of ghost is that?', 'He looks too soft to be here.' ,'Oh goodness! What's wrong with his eye?!'

Filled with anxiety, he looked up to see ghosts towering over him, their bodies shifting backwards when they all made eye contact. 'Holy sh*t, his eye...' He started shaking and creeping away from the souls, hot tears were falling down his face in quick paces.

"Hey, you okay kiddo? You look spooked..." A fire ghost floated closer to him, "We get it, it's scary the first time around, but you'll get used to it-" The flaming soul reached out to him, only getting a shock of cold energy throughout his body. "OW! WHAT THE HECK?!"

"S-STAY AWAY FROM ME! LEAVE ME ALONE!" The new ghost sobbed uncontrollably, trying to stay as far away from each of them as possible, but he could only get so far. More whispers of concern drifted from every single mouth, that plus all of his crying gave the young one a headache.

"Dude, it's okay.. No one's going to hurt you, we wouldn't dream of it..." One of the souls said, the new soul's reaction to all of the current events made some of the creatures hurt on the inside. The older generations of them, mostly, felt heartbroken hearing his cries.

On the right of him, Inky, Blinky, Pinky, and Clyde were watching his movements, an expression of both confusion and worry on their faces. "Is it only me or does he look familiar?" Pinky pointed at the poor thing and whispered to the boys, "I swear I think I've seen him somewhere..."

"Nah, he doesn't ring a bell, a lot of people look the same to me." Blinky crossed his arms.

"Poor guy, he seems so scared of us.." Clyde whimpered.

"Look all we need to do is give a ghostly welcome, he's really new, that's why he's spooked." Inky flashed a smug grin, and flew towards to the freckled ghost. Appearing behind him, Inky cleared his throat and grabbed his attention. "Hey there new guy, don't worry you're one of us now."

The freckled soul had his hand covering his corrupted eye before letting it go. When both ghosts made complete eye contact, flashes of traumatic experiences entered both minds.

"DON'T LEAVE ME, DON'T LEAVE ME! I'LL DIE WITHOUT YOU-"

"JAMIE! DON'T YOU DARE DIE ON ME! JAMIE!"

Inky gasped and rushed backwards, the freckled ghost flinching from the sudden movements. "I-Im sorry! Don't look at my eye! I'm so sorry!" He cried, tears still falling down his face as he desperately tried wiping them away.

The rest of the ghost gang rushed over to Inky to ask what happened and what he saw, but all the commotion seemed to anger Betrayus and his assistants.

"WHAT IN THE NAME OF EVERYTHING UNHOLY IS HAPPENING OVER HERE?!" He yelled, both of the twins behind him. His usual cold glare then softened by shock when he saw the quivering soul in the center of the crowd.

As if by instinct, Lord Betrayus rushed over to the younger soul and knelt to get down to his level. He watched the soul cry and weep away his emotions, both hands still covering his eyes as he sobbed. Betrayus frowned, he hasn't seen or heard a child inside the Nether Realm ever since his own or the ghost gang, and there's a reason why he didn't want any down here.

The ghost uncovered his eyes for a second to catch a glimpse of the lord before jolting from surprise, "STAY BACK!" He put one hand before him as a cautionary defense, he just so happened to do the same thing to Betrayus as he did to Inky.

*gunshot*

"STRATOS!"

The lord only flinched from the event, his glare still remaining on the scared soul. His glare was soft towards the fearful youngster, seeing the ghost tremble and sob was painful to even watch. He felt his heart shatter watching him cry, the reason he hates a child of any age to be in the Nether is because they're still young to die.

"Are you alright?" He gently pulled the ghost's hands away from his eyes, "What's your name?"

Still shaking, the ghost finally replied: " Skeebo..."

"How are you here? Who or what killed you kid?"

Skeebo looked behind Betrayus to see the twins have the same sad expression on their faces, he felt anxious when he saw Dr. Buttocks scanning him.

"Do you not want to say it?" Betrayus asked him. "Was it that bad? You don't have to say it if you don't want to."

Skeebo whimpered, a few tears keeping his face damp, "Please don't make me.." He looked down at his body, a visible scar and gauze piece attached to it. "I don't want to talk about it.."

"You did this to yourself, didn't you..?" Betrayus whispered to him and patted Skeebo's head as an attempt to sooth him, obviously working on the teen. He felt even worse when Skeebo nodded to the question, but he didn't show much surprise, he had a death quite similar to Skeebo's.

"Butler! Take our scared friend and soothe him down, we don't want any negative emotions to stay inside of him." Said the lord after he patted Skeebo's back after making him float. "And doctor, make a patch for his corrupted eye, make sure he won't take it off."

"Yes sir.." Both brothers said as they went to do their tasks.

"The rest of you, go back to what you were doing, he'll be fine!" Every ghost immediately followed their leader's commands, even though they all worried for the new ghost.

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hi genuine quastion is there anything I can do to stop the fact that I feel like I'm constantly on the verge of fainting even when I'm resting / sitting bevause its freaky <\3

[endlessymphony]

Hi congrats on 50 Followers !!!!

🧸 : James Potter x reader where he spends a lot of time with the marauders and kinda ignores the reader and forgets their anniversary. So they get into a big argument and James says something mean about her being a muggle born.

Happy ending please 😁

Thank you 🙏

thank you so much lovely anon!

apologies.

pairing - james potter x reader

summary - james forgot your two year anniversary and left you waiting all day, just to come to your dorm and end up starting an argument

warnings - arguments, a bit of prejudice against muggles/muggle-borns, cussing

a/n - im really glad you guys like my james potter fics lol

you awoke, a rush of adrenaline and giddiness taking over as you practically shot yourself out of bed, almost tripping over the blankets you shoved onto the floor. you rushed over to the calendar hanging on the back of your door, bare feet pitter pattering on the hardwood floor, and yes! today was the day! the hearts circled in pen around the date only confirming your excitement.

your two year anniversary with the one and only james potter. your heart pounding a million miles a minute- feeling it ought to beat right out your chest. below the heart was written ‘surprise date’ in his handwriting, as he insisted that he could handle planning this date on his own. he was wrong, although you weren’t aware of that quite yet.

you spun yourself in a circle, making small noises of glee as you tossed yourself back onto your bed, thinking of what james might be up to. “oh merlin, i need to get ready.” you gasped, sitting back up and rushing over to your wardrobe.

it took an hour to find an outfit that you deemed ‘perfect’, settling on a top that you knew james loved. you spent another thirty minutes on hair and makeup, overjoyed to be spending the day with your beloved.

the waiting game began.

at first it was difficult to wait for him, adrenaline still rushing through your veins- body running off of pure excitement.

an hour passed, then two... then five, and soon it was much darker outside, the sun starting to set.

‘maybe he’s held up grabbing flowers, or making dinner reservations’ you thought, trying to push away the anxiety that was slowly creeping in to replace the high that you were feeling before. ‘oh! maybe we’re doing a night under the stars, how gorgeous would that be’

so, you continued to wait

but he never showed.

james finally came stumbling in to your dorm room at half-passed twelve, chuckling at the sight in front of him. you were wrapped up in a blanket, laying in your bed so that your back faced the door, hiding your hurt expression from him.

“hey, love.” he crooned as he walked over and sat down beside you on the bed, gently putting a hand on your shoulder. “the boys and i had a great day today, you won’t believe what we got up to!”

you slowly sat up, turning to look at him. tear stains on full display, mascara making them all-the-more obvious. james let out a small gasp, hand moving to cup your face. “oh no, what’s wrong? did something happen?” he gently smoothed his thumb over your cheek.

you pulled yourself away from his touch, throwing the blanket off like you had done this morning, but a different feeling had taken over by this point. anger. disappointment. hurt.

you dragged him by the arm and pointed to the date on your calendar, tapping the paper with your pointer finger a few times so he would get the gist. “what are you trying to tell me, y/n?” he asked, cocking his head to the side, trying to play the dumb card.

“you missed our anniversary, james. it’s been two years.” you felt defeated, like every ounce of life had been drained out of your body, and you were now an empty shell. “i waited for you” you began, “all day.”

“it’s not that big of a deal, let’s just do something this weekend instead.” he offered, a smile making its way to his face.

god- you wanted to punch that stupid fucking smile off his face.

“not that big of a deal, james? you left me hanging. ALL DAY i waited.” you were starting to get angry, your voice starting to waver as it raised in decibels. “you knew how much this meant to me! or so i thought you did, but lately, it’s like everyone else is MUCH more important than i am.” your hands balled into fists, brows furrowing slightly as you started to let him have it.

“and don’t you fucking dare say this isn’t a big deal, james potter.” you spat, voice like venom as your said his name. “you really let me down, you really fucking blew it this time, i am really fucking upset about this.”

“i should’ve known that muggles overreact over everything.” he muttered to himself, brows practically knitted together as he ran a hand through his hair. his eyes widened as soon as he said that, opening his mouth to apologize to you.

“you know what james, just fucking leave, just get out.” your lip started to quiver, eyes threatening to spill hot tears down your face all over again, you wanted to hold your composure in front of him. your heart felt as if it had completely shattered in your chest. “really? you really want me to leave?” it was his turn to feel defeated, face started to relax from its scrunched up state.

“yeah, i do. now get the fuck out.”

james looked as if he had his tail between his legs, shoulders slumping down as his whole body started to deflate in defeat. embarrassment. shame. “okay.” his voice was small, this version of him was completely different from the ‘regular’ james that you knew and loved. he walked out, turning to look at you, but you just slammed the door in his face.

you cast a quick silencing charm before you began to scream-sob. tears feeling as if they’re burning your skin- falling to your knees as you let the waves of heartbreak, pain, and anger completely take you over. you cried until you couldn’t anymore, head pounding and eyes starting to get puffy and red. you screamed until you couldn’t any longer, voice hoarse and throat feeling as if it were on fire.

you sobbed still, silently, nothing coming out as you had nothing left to give. “thanks james, thanks for making me feel so loved... so appreciated.” your voice was broken, cracking with every word. you laid on the floor, wishing that it would swallow you up, so you could disappear and never have to feel a thing.

you ended up falling asleep, the whole day taking it’s toll on you. you had nothing more to give, no more fight left in you.

james knocked on your door lightly, afraid that you were about to tear his head off the moment that he stepped inside your dorm. “y/n?” he asked, tone merely above a whisper as he slowly opened the door and stepped in. james closed the door gently, eyes finally falling on your figure laying on the floor.

he felt a pang of pain shoot through his heart. “i caused this.” he mumbled, taking a few slow steps towards you and sitting down. he felt tears welling in his eyes, a few managing to slide down his face as he looked at you. james felt nothing but remorse and disappointment for how things went earlier. he had completely forgotten about the anniversary- what a dick move.

your eyes flickered open, vision slightly out of focus as you try to figure out who’s figure is in front of you. low and behold it was james, crying, mumbling about how he knows he fucked up- and it’s eating him up inside, and about how much he loves you.

you began to sit up, blinking a few times to wave the sleep from your eyes. “james?” you asked, voice still torn up. his head shot up, trying to wipe away the tears with his hands. “hey.”

“what are you doing here?” you asked, “sh. don’t talk, you’ll blow your voice out.” james replied. “i wanted to come back and apologize to you. i feel awful about earlier, and i know how much i hurt you with my actions, especially with my comment about muggles.” he gently cupped your face again, “i didn’t mean it, i promise. i really didn’t mean it.” he sniffled, trying to keep the tears away, but despite his efforts- they returned. “i really love you. god, i’m a shitty fucking boyfriend, aren’t i?” james chuckled, trying to ignore the tears now steaming down his face.

“james.” you started, “no, y/n, i need to make it up to you for how terrible today was. i need to show you that you’re loved, and make you feel important and special, and like the only person in the world.” he started to trip over his words, talking fast out of nervousness, he didn’t want you to kick him out again.

“can we talk about it more later?” you finally managed to ask, “yeah. yeah, sure. definitely. you can sleep in tomorrow and i’ll go and get you some breakfast, does that sound alright?” he was rambling again, trying to ‘fix’ everything. you nodded, a small smile beginning to grace your lips.

“now let’s get you cleaned up, okay?” he stood up and offered a hand to you. “we have time for apologies tomorrow.” you took his hand hesitatingly, slowly standing up, legs a bit wobbly.

james walked you to your bathroom, grabbing you by the waist and sitting you up on the counter. he began to lightly hum to himself as he pulled out a bottle of makeup remover and some cotton rounds, pouring some of the liquid onto the round and gently starting to clean the makeup off your face. he washed your face and brushed your hair for you after, as well.

he helped you change into your pyjamas, and placed you into bed, picking up the blankets off the floor and placing them back on the bed- tucking you in. he leaned in and kissed your head before stripping down to just his t-shirt and boxers, placing his glasses on the nightstand, and climbing into bed beside you.

he spent the rest of the night whispering compliments to you, telling you how much he loves you and wants to be with you forever, and there was no shortage of apologies said. james held you to his chest, playing with your hair until the both of you eventually drifted off to sleep.