#hl talk

[vv-ispy]

hi yes Alyx Vance is the coolest girl ever and she'd get into the school no problem but also

absolutely FACINATED at the idea of using Eli's death to prompt Alyx to murder. Would it work? Would it work ???? She's so kindhearted in hl2 as your companion, perky righteous encouraging Alyx Vance who's hard when she needs to be and takes no bs, but optimistic and rightous. The kind of girl who's surprised at the fact life on earth wasn't all that great before the combine, who'd aim to make earth better after the combine leaves, the same woman whose response to her dad's death included killing Mossman for being a spy, who's already killed combine with no stain on her concious, the same girl who five years earlier faced with the same situation all vague no details did what she was asked without a second thought. She's so level headed until she isn't (but really was she ever completely levelheaded? she's cautious and familiar with the dangers of her world, weighs the risks and the rewards, but still runs straight into fights, who regularly makes the trip between resistance bases on foot, whose dad is the most wanted man of the resistance and the apple doesn't fall far from the tree) She'd do it. Alyx would have no trouble killing someone. But she also maintained her kind heart in a heartless world, who puts her own life at risk to save others. What sort of prompting would she need to decide the life of 14 other people who're normal and talented people just like her, that she's okay with sacrificing for her own world? She's Vance Subprime, she's such a capable resistance fighter at 24 she's the second most wanted resistance member with her dad as the first, and yet she fights for a free world and for others to live. At what point would she decide that her dad's survival and her own is worth more than 14 other normal peoples and would she be able to live with that decision. bc this sounds like it isn't 'giving up herself' like hla or 'justified bc she was a spy and led to his death' like mossman, everyone else would be completely unrelated. but her dad is all she has left and the most important person in the resistance how could she not

[freeshephoun]

"gearbox expansions arent canon they dont line up with the first game" you are so wrong. it makes me mad how wrong you are.

[spacefighter413]

i like the interpretation that she was expecting to see this legendary hero, but when she first saw him he was lying on the ground beaten up and That was when she started falling in love with him

19 year old Alyx Vance grew up hearing stories of the legendary physicist Gordon Freeman who killed a bunch of aliens and military before disappearing and went “THAT is the guy I want as my boyfriend” and I love her for it

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

Whatever dude

[francescamagali]

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[bembwashere]

Guess who actually played and finished Half-Life 2 for the first time! Oh my god it was so good. I was planning to get through HL1 first but I think I got softlocked, I didn't wanna start a new save or go back and I get motion sick because of the damn camera. Also since HL2 was for free, I decided to do that instead <3 I haven't played the episodes yet but man. It's so good you guys should play it. I've purposefully avoided watching play-throughs and its worth it. Anyways, hope you like this little MS paint doodle dump.

[freeshephoun]

ypu gget it you get it so much ough THIS!! shephard has never done anything special. why would gman be looking at him? he didnt like fall out of line in any way hes just rhis average guy. why did gman save adrian and kept watch over him? and when shephard defused the bomb.. he directly. managed to interfere with gmans plans. instead of gman interfering with shephards path it was the other way around. so gman had to step out of line and correct it. he couldnt let his plan fail because of this random fucking guy. but for gman he couldnt have been jsut some guy. gman mustve known like something otherwise he wouldnt have taken a liking for adrian in the very beginning. why would he even be at the us military? to recruit possible good fighters? I doubt it. he takes whoever fits in his plans. but adrian didnt fit in his plan like that. because without gman he would have died. and gmans employer werent interested in adrian. adrian impressed gman tho and he saw the man important. also the line

"But there is still the lingering matter of witnesses. I admit I have a fascination with those who adapt and survive against all odds. They rather remind me of myself."

shephwrd as witness wouldnt be a problem. he wouldve died in the explosion so thst cant be the reason. also adapt and survive against all odds? reminding him of himself? that quote never leaves my mind. he sees something of himself in shephard which is so fascinating to me and fun to think aboit.

I think part of what makes Adrian Shephard being eternally stuck in limbo so tragic, is how he's so genuinely resourceful that even the Gman was taken aback. By all accounts an ordinary man, with no special powers or incredible attributes, but an ordinary man who proved such a threat to the overarching plan of two elder gods that he had to be contained. Adrian Shephard has proven to be the hardest being to kill across three dimensions, but he's been all but forgotten to the world he helped save. We may never see him again, despite all he achieved, all we saw him through. It's criminal, downright wrong.

[girl-named-matty]

The things I'd do for this man tbh...

[bynetime]

More alyxposting, idc if it flops I’m looking for the two other Alyx stans in existence…..where are you guys please I’m so lonely

[captainsalmonid]

thought about lewis realizing arthur's arm is gone for the first time

[crianpy]

this has opened up a lot of new possiblities

[vv-ispy]

the fact that. Alyx's one, big big fear, is losing her dad, that she sees come true at the end of HL2E2, and the fact that to use that event to get her under his employment, g-man goes back five years ago to a teenage Alyx Vance, one who is possibly on one of her first solo missions given she doesn't have a gun at that point and starts off the game doing recon and reporting on Combine patrols, who doesn't have the experience of being an active part of the resistance yet, who even possibly hasn't experienced any loss of people she's close with aside knowing she lost her mom when she was young, the fact he choses That Alyx Vance specifially and relies on her desparation and hasty reasoning

If there's one thing that could get Alyx to do anything, it's 19 year old Alyx Vance faced with the vision that gman shows her of her cradling her dad's lifeless body

[freeshephoun]

please please please tell your adrian headcanons im so curious!!!!! and also maybe gordon and barney if you like :]

oh boy this is gonna be a lot. apologies for any misstypes in advance!!

click to read my thoughts on the 3

okay ffirst off shephard! shes tfem which is why i will be using she/her for her. also ahes filipino-american. shephard is autistic and mute and struggles to understand the people around her sometimes. it makes her upset when she doesnt.

its a reason why she is better with aliens. they dont work like humans do and it is easier for her to connect with them even when they dont speak the same language. and the bond she has especially with spore launcher is indescribable.

spore launcher (or spore for short) is a creature she found in the black mesa facility. its an alien that, when you feed it something, it can spit it out and it works basically like a grenade launcher. at first shephard had no idea what to do with that thing. he gave it a little pat on the head and it chirped and since then theyve been best friends. you can not tear them apart.

shephard has a lot of little cat scrstches feom spores spikey exterior aswell as some acid burns here and there. it comes free with having an alien friend/pet.

Shephard also managed to get spore into stasis. everything else was taken but she could keep spore. also coming to stasis ive got some thoughts on it.

while gordon was basically in a coma in stasis, Shephard wasnt. she didnt even have a choice what to do. she was just taken and detained. and since she was detained, gman didnt put her to sleep. shephard has been in that osprey for all this time. awake. if it werent for spore she would've probably gone insane.

being in stasis also fucked up her feeling of like everything. ypu dont get tired, exhausted, hungry or thirsty. you cant even feel pain or die.

(cw sensitive topic, bit similar to sh) in an attempt to feel anything she sometimes did some stupid shit. mostly punching or slamming her body against walls or purposefully touching spores acid. that reeeeally fucked up her perception of pain and her tolerance and it still shows afterwards. (cw end)

outside of stasis she still struggles with the perception of pain. it is pretty dangerous and she basically relies on gordon or barney to tell her hey you got fucked up bad we should get you first aid.

and sometimes when she sees it she spirals down into this specific feeling where everything feels like stasis again. when was the last time she ate? why does it feel so alone again why is it so quiet? why is akl she can hear her own mind?

shes going thru it🔥🔥

jumping a bit shephard doesnt like physical touch. shes very sensitive to it and gets overwhelemed by too much physical touch. her lovd languages are acts of service. she isnt good at comforting someone or showing her care for someone so openly. its more that she guards you when around you. makes sure youre safe. you need a moment of alone time? she will make sure no one bothers you.

my friend wrote a scene that describes it perfectly so ill quote it: "In the distance, the parade could be heard. At the entrance of the alleyway, Shephard seemed to stand guard, occasionally looking back at them as the parade passed by."

for tthe other 2 and their love languages: barney is the physical affection guy. giving and receiving. hes also good at comforting people just by being there. gordon on the other hand is good with giving words of affirmation. its his love language. and on the receiving is quality time (shephard too i forgot to mention)

they are very dear 2 me.

also their fighting styles. ive thought of it before and how it differs. gordon thinks, finds an answer that works and then executes it. shephard thinks a little but she mostly just acts on instinct. and barney? hes jus tlike yeah no thinking is for nerds watch me solo this guy. hes silly like that

my friend (again) made smthg that portrays this very well: "Gordon would calculate the triangulation before he threw a grenade over a wall. Shephard would stand on a box so she could throw it over the wall without hassle. Barney would just lob it and pray"

gordon is a very sarcastic man. barney understands his saecasm oerfectly but shephard struggles to do so which is why gordon avoids sarcasm around her.

shep and barney on occasions have their 5 minutes. kind of like zoomies. it usually ends in chaos because they tried something stupid again. which is why gordon rarely allows them in his lab. actually never. but barney will still come down when it gets late and gordon hasnt even been up to eat something and basically force gordon to stop for the day.

how? he just scoops gordon up and carries him out. batney is a security guard who survived the resonance cascade, the 7 hour war, manages to get through as underciver civil service despite the hard security measures of fhe combine aswell as fighting agains the combine and staying alive for all these years. that man is strong.

he wwouldnt mamage to carry both gordon and shephard though. thats what shep does. she carries them both with one arm.

this also reminds me shephard needs a routine. she can not do without one. you will see her follow the military training camp routine eeveryday. if she doesnt do it it messes up her whole day.

also wwhile i will draw them a lot probably in their hl clothes and not hl2 clothes, if thes would have ever met its definitely in hl2 or after. i jsut dont like drawing barneys combine outfit thats why.

Shephard was thrown into the hl2 universe by gman. maybe ill even incorporate return 2 ravenholm im this if i ever elaborate on that more. she builds up her own wa yof living there. the camera drones dont manage ti actually detect her due to her gas mask. they detect humans by having a face and if they don't? thats not a human then. she doesnt know that though.

she made herself st home in an outpost outside of city 17. it used to belong to the residtance but got raided by thr combine and has since then become abandoned. at ome point shephard manages to boot up the equipment there. she gains access to a lot of old information that was stored in this outpost.

the resistance of cours enotices shit wait an old outpost was activated again whats going on there. they send a group of people to investigate but urrm uh yeah didnt work out. shephard had a little ace up her sleeve (spore and her acid). but eith that they hope to confirm it is at least not the combine because they have never used that alien species as it completely ceased to exist after the black mesa incident.

im not too sure abt thid though the way this goes might change very well depending om what i feel like.

anyway uuh sheohard goes into the city to restock some supplies. she has some good connections at this point and has heard from the resistance. and well when she goes there to restock she meets barney.

this is btw like a place where they help out citizens who are struggling, often wanted by the combine. they live off donations, mostly coming from the resistance themself.

when barney sees shephard, this guy in a fucking military uniform hes just like. boy you coming with me now. and drags her to the resistance thingy there.

or something like that. not too sure about that at all. again might change however i feel like it

also i definetly forgot a ton of things but ive been writing this for 1 1/2 hours now. if you want to know more about specific things feel free 2 aks i LOVE sharing my freeshephoun thoughts with people

also as a treat here i drew them as the power piff girls once

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

gee wiz, it sure is cool that Gordon survived the resonance cascade, I sure hope he's doing well

Finally decided to give Gordon a ref for my au Aftermath (which i've talked about here. Once.)

Also bonus:

[thisdastampdoesnotexist]

[cowboybarney]

SOMEHOW FINISHED (kinda) MY GORDON COSPLAY!!!! If you see a certain someone at ctcon please say hi :D