imtheworst-imsorry

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i'm like a very lonely person and none of the advice ever works for me. every interaction just feels like getting picked last in PE

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I’d like to believe that in another life I could be loved

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i was born and raised to be incredibly afraid and angry.

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despite my hatred of copaganda and cops in general, i think the reason i got into watching shit like law and order svu lately is bc i like seeing the criminals on there face consequences for their actions bc i know that my r*pist is never going to be held accountable or face any consequences in any way for what they did to me

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"hurt people hurt people" okay i will okay i will

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i don’t understand why anybody puts up with me i’m literally completely incapable of anything and all i do is ruin everything and make the people around me miserable. and nobody cares about what i want or what’s best for me either everybody has their own opinions on how they want me to be and nobody cares how i feel about it or how miserable i am, so why bother? i’m not gonna turn in my assignment that’s due tonight bc i’m too stupid to finish it, i’ll email my advisor in the morning about withdrawing from school since i just can’t do it, and i guess i’ll go grovel at my old job and see if they’ll take me back, which they probably won’t. i just can’t do anything my brain literally doesn’t work anymore. i wouldn’t be surprised if i have a ridiculously huge brain tumor that’s eaten like 99% of my brain and everything that’s left is just goo, i don’t know why i’m literally incapable of understanding new material or forming thoughts or being able to function but there must be something wrong with my brain bc why else am i so fucking stupid and bad at everything

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i wish my arms were smaller. i wish all of me was smaller. i take up too much space.

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Some of my trauma is literally over 18 years old like it’s legally an adult but it won’t move the fuck out of my head??? Get a job and pay some rent buddy.

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i wonder who or what i could’ve been had i not been traumatized.

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i am so tired of everything around me. if there's a way i could vanish without an explanation, i would.

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"tell me a fun fact about yourself" man my life was a straight up disaster all fun facts would just be trauma dumping

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“i must be faking this for attention” thinks the girl who isn’t even telling anyone about it

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