Drew. 26. ftm. 5’3”just left res, i’m hopping back on my bshw:161lb cw:125.2lb :( lw:89.1lb ugw:80lbBLANKET TW FOR ED, SH, R*PE/AS*AULT, SUI, IDK THERE’S A LOT WRONG W MEMINORS DNIThis is where my most mentally ill shit goes.
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Pro recovery? ok
Forced "recovery"? KYS
#i only went to treatment to stop making my parents so worried but i didn’t want to do it for myself#it honestly feels a bit like torture if you don’t want to be doing it#honestly props to anybody who actually wants to be in treatment working towards recovery cuz that shit’s HARD#but if you don’t want to do it it’s miserable. it feels like it goes against every instinct i have and i hate it
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ohhhh i get it now. the little seed of loneliness i’ve carried with me since i was five will never go away
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Do people understand that when you say “I’m tired” it doesn’t mean “I didn’t get enough sleep last night” or “I need more physical energy”?
It means I am drained. I have been fighting through each day just to wake up and do it again. I am tired of existing in a world where everything feels like a struggle and nothing feels right. I am tired of fighting negative thoughts. I am tired of waking up.
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GIRL NO YOU’RE MOURNING SOMETHING THAT HASN’T EVEN HAPPENED YET AGAIN!!!!!!
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as much as i desperately want connection and to have friends and a partner, it feels like it would be unfair to subject myself upon other people in order to obtain said friends and partner, and all my past experiences of trying to make friends or meet people suggests that it’s better to just not. either they’ll end up turning on me or hating me and refusing to tell me why or we’ll drift apart or i just won’t succeed in the first place, i’ll end up feeling worse than i did before and go back to isolating myself, so i might as well just not try in the first place. tbh i think i do have avpd on top of everything fucking else that’s wrong with me
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3dblr Etiquette
1. Hide your likes and following there are people on here that will report any 3D accounts and this is how they are able to get you and all of your moots deleted
2. Please for the love of god put something about your age in your pinned post or bio if you’re an adult. It doesn’t have to be the exact age but at least 18+. Most people in this community don’t want to interact with minors. If you are a minor you can put your age but since there are lots of predators in this community it’s understandable if you’re uncomfortable doing that. The adults in this community just work under the assumption that ageless blogs are minor and they won’t interact with them
3. Don’t reblog other people’s posts with tags you will get the OP’s account rep0rted. If you didn’t create the original post don’t add tags. Even if you say something when you reblog don’t add tags. And especially do not add tags are aren’t 3dblr related
4. Absolutely do not send unsolicited m3ansp0 no you are t motivating them or helping them out you’re just being a d1ck plain and simple
5. If you aren’t actively recovering or you post triggering content don’t use the recovery tags. Obviously it’s not your responsibility if someone in recovery finds your blog but don’t invade safe recovery spaces with purposely triggering content
6. If your moot decides to recover and you can’t be supportive or positive go ahead and block them now. They are doing an extremely brave and difficult thing and they deserve only love and support from the rest of us
If you guys can think of anything else let me know and I’ll add it to this post when I can
This post probably looks familiar to a lot of you guys as I was posted on my previous blog but I think that there’s a lot of new people that need to see this information
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I’m sorry for calling you fat lowest weight please come back to me and I promise to treat you better
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yeah, i hate everything that my abusers did. but what disgusts and angers me more than anything that they did, is the fact that they're living their best lives, with no consequences. meanwhile, i'm still trying to fucking repair the life that they ruined for me
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