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dragonnoodlesoup · 3 months ago
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Kaiju/Monsterverse AU jayvik 🔥
two overgrown mutated lizards fooling around or smth
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inmyheaddd · 8 months ago
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wake up call - rafe cameron x reader
summary: pranking soft/tired!rafe after a party, by spewing absolute nonsense warnings: maybee slightly ooc rafe?? nothing really wc: 481 a/n: not too sure why i wrote this, i never write for obx 🤔🤔 i think its the drew starkey edits getting to me
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“rafe,” you patted his shoulder, “raaaafe,” he didn’t respond to you, only groaning as he turned in his sleep.
it was nearing 3 am now, and you had just gotten back from some party. you had been so exhausted just 30 minutes ago in the car as rafe drove you home, but now sleep seemed to be the last thing on your mind. rafe on the other hand, fell asleep the second his head hit the pillow. 
after scrolling on your phone for a little while and seeing a video of a girl pranking her boyfriend, you decided it would be a good idea to do the same to the brunette who was dead asleep next to you.
“it’s super important,” you tapped his shoulder, “rafe. quick, wake up.” you lightly shook his arm as he mumbled incoherently, then turned away from you. 
“rafe, it’s an emergency. the beach broke, i need you to fix it for me.” you added, your voice so full of worry that it made rafe stir around again, this time to face you, with his eyes still closed. “…what?” he muttered as he scrunched his face up in confusion.
“you have to fix it, rafe.” you bit your bottom lip, almost shaking with the laughter you were holding in.
“alright, alright. i’ll do it tomorrow, yeah?” he grumbled as he patted his arm around mindlessly, trying to find you.
“you better, it’s really important.” you thanked god that he couldn’t see the wide smile on your face, contrasting to the dead serious, worried hint your voice took on.
“also, can you buy mars for me?” you almost broke out laughing right then and there at the blabber you were coming up with. “i’ve had my eye on it for a while, y’know? i think it would match that red top i have really well.” 
“sure, whatever you want.” he mumbled languidly as he tried to pulled you closer to him, before his face scrunched up in confusion. 
“baby,” he said, “what the fuck are you talkin’ about?” he blinked his eyes open at you, his eyebrows knitted together. “are you high?”
“nooo, oh my god.” your giggles broke out as you threw your head back, “it was a prank! i’m sorry.” you didn’t sound sorry in the slightest, still laughing uncontrollably at your boyfriends confused, and likely annoyed expression.
he tutted, briefly shaking his head and turning it to the side. you weren’t too sure if you were imagining the tiniest of smiles on his lips or not. “don’t play that stupid shit on me, go back to sleep.” 
your laughter began to fade as he adjusted his position and turned you around, pulling your back flush against his front and wrapping his arms around you. 
“you’re no fun.” you muttered, nonetheless with a smile on your face.
“yeah, i know, baby.” you felt the ghost his lips on your neck, “talking about buying mars and fixing the beach. get some sleep.” 
now, you could practically feel the way his lips turned up on your skin. that was a huge win in your book. 
debating your choices, you wanted to see if you could push his buttons just once more.
“…rafe?”
a sleepy hum.
“if you could though, would you get me mars?”
silence. 
you figured he was asleep, so you took the loss and closed your eyes, but then he finally spoke:
“how much did you fucking drink?”
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another a/n: this is a rafe version of the “half asleep” grayson hawthorne fic that i wrote!! (sorry guys im incapable of coming up w something new rn…)
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lunajay33 · 10 months ago
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It’s You❤️‍🔥
Summary: You went along with Bella to Italy to save Edward, but when you get there things go unexpectedly and you become mate to the strongest Volturi guard
Pairing: Felix x human female reader
•Masterlist•
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Moving into your uncles house a year ago to help him with daily chores and just keeping him company was a nice change from the hot dry weather I was use to when I lived with my mom before she passed, another reason Charlie had to take me in which I was incredibly grateful for, then a few months after I moved in my cousin Bella moved back from Arizona and she became very secretive, I swear some nights I’d hear two voices coming through our shared wall, whenever I tried to question her about it but she’d always brush me off just saying she was up late talking to her mom on the phone
Eventually I got fed up with all the secrets and the way she was treating me like I wasn’t even in her life, so on a rare sunny day I decided to go over to the cullens house, basically Bella’s second home, I pulled up into the drive way amazed by how gorgeous this house was, sure Carlisle was a doctor but this had to be old money to get a house like this around this area
I got out of my old car and knocked three times against the door, after a while and a few faint angry whispers Bella finally opened the door which I find odd since this isn’t her house
“Y/n what are you doing here? You shouldn’t be here”
“I’ve had enough of the secrets and how you’ve treated me, we’re family Bella and I’m alone here I just want to be close again like we were as kids”
“Well we’re not kids anymore y/n I have my own life” she said a hint of anger laced with worry in her voice
“I’m not asking for your attention 24/7 I just want a friend” I said upset as I fiddled with my fingers
“Okay im sorry im just stressed, ill make a better effort”
And after that we spent a bit more time together, then Edward left, him and his whole family just up and left leaving Bella in a deep despair, her sorrowful shrieking screams at night draining me and Charlie, and the worst was I didn’t know how to help, I tried getting her out of the house or even just sitting in the living room with her to keep her company but I could still see how broken she was
After months and her seeing Jacob she slowly started to get better, one night I was up in my room reading when a commotion broke out downstairs, I ran down seeing Bella, Jake and Alice arguing in the kitchen
“What the hell is going on?” But before anyone answered Alice spoke
“Bella it’s Edward, Rosalie told him why I came, he thinks he’s dead, he wants to die too” everything was moving so fast, Bella and Alice were running out to her car and I was still in the dark with everything
“Bella what’s going on you’re scaring me” I said looking through the car window
“I can’t explain I have to go”
“Well you’re not going without me, I’ve stuck with you through this and I’m not leaving now” I said matter of factly hopping in the back, Alice gave Bella a wary look before she speed off to the airport, having no clue where we were going until we landed, when Alice finally told me we were in Italy, the scenery zooming past as she drove through town after town until we came upon a old castle town, swerving through a crowd all dressed in robes, Bella went running off and Alice found somewhere to park as we too started making our way through the crowd on foot now
“Alice you still haven’t told me what’s going on” she gave me a gentle smile as we came upon the castle
“You’ll find out soon enough, all I can say is that your life is about to change” her words sent nervous butterflies fluttering in my belly
With what must have been a surge of adrenaline Alice broke the lock on the castle door and we entered feeling the cold air breeze over me, cooling me down from the hot Italian heat
Seeing Edward with Bella and he looked dreadful and just behind them a shorter blonde man with piercing ruby red eyes, accompanied by a very tall man and as my eyes gazed over his body from his feet all the way up to his eyes my world stopped, I felt this pull to him like I’ve never felt before, a man I don’t know had this hold on me that I never wanted to get out of, our eyes never looking away from eachother until a smaller girl broke our trance
“Aro sent me to see what was taking so long”
“I won’t be needing your assistance anymore”
“Never the less aro would like a word”
Alice squeezed my shoulder reassuringly as we all followed the blonde girl into a now crammed elevator, with the lack of space my back was pressed up against the tall beautiful man with the ruby eyes
As my adrenaline finally faded away I was left with the realization that I have no idea what I’ve gotten myself into, Alice’s super strength, the ruby eyes of the strangers around me, the secrecy , it was finally scaring me feeling my heart beat so hard I could hear it and if on air a big hand gently rubbed up and down my back slowly settling my nerves, normally having a strange man touch me would have me running for the hills but there was just something about this ethereal man that I don’t even know the name of, that soothed my soul, like nothing bad could ever happen as long as I’m by his side
The elevator stopped with a ding, opening to reveal a long stone hallway with torches perched on the walls, giving a very eerie vibe to the whole situation, his hand still on my lower back leading me in the direction everyone else was walking til we got to these big doors that his touch went away making me whine for some reason
The little blonde girl pushed open the huge doors effortlessly to show a gorgeous marble room with three thrones with three men sat upon them
“Sister they send you out for two and you come back with two and a two half’s” a younger guy said as the blonde girl went and stood by his side
“Ahhhh Bella is alive fantastic” on of the three men stated standing infront of us
“And who is this?” He said glancing at me with those similar ruby eyes
“It seems one of our family has found their mate” the other glum man said
“What? Mate? What do you mean? Please just someone tell me what is happening” I asked overwhelmed as my bottom lip wobbled
“Oh dear…..may I?” The enthusiastic man asked as he held out his hand
Confused but I placed mine in his as he stared deep into my eyes
“It seems this beautiful girl doesn’t know a thing about us, she merely came to support her cousin”
“Felix how about you take her to your room and explain everything as we deal with this situation here”
“Yes master” his hand was on my back again as he led me out of the room back into the hallway
“Felix…..I like that name” his name sounded nice, sounded right, he looked down at me with the most loving look I could have ever seen
“And what might your name be mio amore?”
“Y/n…I’m y/n”
“Beautiful, a beautiful name for the most beautiful girl” I’ve never been treated like this before and it had my heart soaring
Finally we made it to a wonderful spacious room, the ceiling high, brown stone walls with red and black accent decor, with a glamorous bed in the corner with red silk sheets
“Sit my darling” he said gesturing to the bed so we sat face to face, he gently took my hands in his like I was made of glass
“What did he mean? Am I your mate? And what does that mean?”
“I’m surprised you haven’t figured it out but……we are vampires and so are the cullens, vampires have mates and some of us are lucky enough to find them, we’d do anything for our mates like I’ll do anything for you, to make you happy and safe”
His words had me frozen……vampires were real? And I’m mated to one, a gorgeous one at that but still this was all so much
“This…..this is a lot to handle Felix, I mean this is all so new to me I’ve never had a relationship before and definitely not with a vampire, sure you’re extremely handsome but I still don’t know what to do” his smile softened then slowly turned into a smirk
“You think I’m handsome little one?” He asked tucking a strand of hair behind my ear making the blood rush to my cheeks
“Of course anyone with eyes can see that”
“You never have to be worried with me, we can take this slowly, I’ve waited forever for you amore, I can wait a little longer until you’re comfortable” his hand caressing my cheek
I felt more relaxed at his words
“So what now? Do I have to go back to forks? If I do we will never see eachother” my heart clenched at the thought
“If your heart desires you can stay here, but only if that’s what you want, because I know my heart couldn’t handle us being apart, but it’s whatever you want tessoro”
“I……I want to be with you Felix, please”
“Then you will stay with my little one” I had the answer to Alice’s words, my life was going to change but all for the better
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Comment if you wanna be tagged in this series❤️
Part.2
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confietti · 1 year ago
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CAN U WRITE FOR SUKUNA IM BEGGING HJFJFJRR
Never Lose Me
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you knew sukuna would kill you if he knew where you were right now, but you didn't care. you had it in your airy little head that he was a cheater because of what one of your 'homegirls' told you.
it all started when you were in your shared apartment laid on the bed scrolling through instagram waiting for 'kuna to come home when your 'friend' sent you a picture of him hugging this girl.
you never were the smartest, so you never second-guessed the photo. you on the other hand immediately broke down into tears. sukuna never liked her and always suggested you get better friends for a reason.
he always got weird vibes from her because she continuously tried to make passes at him whenever you weren't around.
you could only imagine your boyfriend's surprise to get drunken texts and voicemails of you telling him to 'go fuck himself' and how you 'don't need him'.
my supersoaker🫶🏼💞: [ forwarded an image ]
my supersoaker🫶🏼💞: nigga FUCJ you
my supersoaker🫶🏼💞: i thoguth we had somethgin anf you trwest me like thid??? i hste you!
hubby💝: ??? baby? who sent you that???
hubby💝: and are you at the fucking club??
you stared at your phone through teary eyes as you blocked his number and turned off location sharing. you shoved your phone into your purse and continued to drink.
sukuna had been watching from across the bar for probably 20 minutes now. he watched you flirting with the guy you were talking to for maybe the same amount of time. he studied the way you held onto his arm and laughed at all his jokes. it made his blood boil.
“what do you say we take this a step further hm?~” his hand slipped up your thigh and you giggled when he started nibbling on your neck.
“nah fuck this.” your boyfriend slammed his drink on the counter and stormed towards you, angrily shoving people out of the way but he didn't care. his main focus was you.
he didn't say anything as he heaved you over the shoulder like a sandbag, ignoring your protests and the weird looks he got as he exited the bar. he practically threw you in the passenger's seat and locked the door.
the car ride to his house was dead silent. except for your protests and complaints about your boyfriend's behavior.
“Bitch why the fuck did you do all that for?” you stared at him with your arms crossed over your chest in annoyance, glaring at him for an answer that never came.
the rest of the ride was just you looking out the window and light curses underneath your breath of “cheating ass”, “hoe ass”, “worthless ass”.
once you got home, sukuna parked the car and dragged you into his house with a tight grip on your arm.
he walked into his bedroom and threw you down on the bed before locking the door. then sukuna finally spoke after what was hours after not speaking.
“you gonna explain your sudden little tantrum or do i have to fuck the attitude outta you first?”
sukuna chuckled when you still had your arms crossed over your chest, not looking in his direction. your eyes were puffy as you let out little hiccups and sniffles. you were still mad at him for spoiling your fun. how cute.
just then he harshly gripped your chin forcing you to look at him. “it’s really rude to not look people in the eyes when they’re talking to you.”
his hands traveled down to your neck and he squeezed it tightly, you felt a breathy chuckle in your ear before he began to speak.
“so that’s how it’s gonna be, huh ma?”
it was about 20 minutes later and your brain was so foggy to the point where you couldn’t remember how you got into this position.
your boyfriend had you on all fours, one of his hands pulling your hair back into a makeshift ponytail, the other wrapped around your neck pulling your head back to whisper the most disgusting things into your ear.
“you think what you said t’me was nice? you thought it was funny to send me those voicemails and texts while i was working? huh? y’had me worrying my ass off you dumb. fucking. bitch.”
he emphasized those last three words with harsh thrusts, before pulling your head back to tap his fingers at the side of your cheek. “open.” he mumbled before spitting roughly in your mouth. “swallow all that shit.” he spat before shoving your face back into the pillow before you.
he took this time to analyze how small your figure was compared to his. you were so much smaller… so vulnerable… so much easier to manhandle.
sukuna decided to tease you. fucking you slowly, working every inch of his thick cock into your little hole as slowly as he could. he wanted you to memorize every vein and inch. he wanted to make sure you never forget tonight and you should never disobey him ever again.
“wouldn’t have to be this way if you were just a good little girl who followed the rules. tsk.” this had been going on for hours now. the rough fucking, the degradation, even after what? 4 orgasms? he still hasnt had his. you figured out by now that this wasn’t a punishment… he wanted to torture you.
“p-pleasee ryo.. i’m- haa~ s-sorry! wan’ you t’fill me up. please!” he chuckled darkly. “ y’want me to fill you up? huh?” “please! hnghh- m’sorry!” “you never did have any shame did ya hun?”
sukuna’s thrusts began to get sloppier as he was nearing his release. you whimpered for him to slow down as your tear stained face was pressed into the pillow. his balls slapping against your clit with each harsh thrust.
“i won’t f-fuck- i wont slow down. you’re grown, right? if you can go to the bar on your own then you can take this shit like a big girl, right?”
before you knew it hot ropes of cum start spurting out filling your tight cunt. your boyfriend’s thrusts began to slow down until they came to a complete stop.
he slowly pulled out of you, replacing his cock with his fingers to keep his seed in. humming lowly before getting up to get some towels from the bathroom.
you woke up the next morning in his shirt. you tried to get up before feeling an immense pain in your back. you groaned before you felt a large hand rubbing at the small of your back.
“y’wanna talk about your feelings now? if you don’t want too then we can always go for round two. i still have some energy left over.” he smirked down at you.
“also.. this was supposed t’be a surprise but… the girl i was hugging in the picture you sent wasn’t anybody baby. remember when we were apartment shopping and you mentioned you really wanted the one in tokyo?”
you nodded as sukuna pushed some of your hair behind your ear to see your face better.
“it’s ours now.” sukuna thought that nothing could compare to your smile in that very moment as you hugged and peppered kisses across his face while murmuring little ‘thank yous’ in his ear.
“yeah, yeah.” he chuckled and hugged you back. “you could never lose me that easily.”
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a/n: thank you so much for this request anon!!! it took me a little while but i really enjoyed writing it. hope you enjoy!! </3!!
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© confietti, 2024. do not copy, steal, or repost my content without permission.
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luvyeni · 2 years ago
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❛HOT N’ COLD❜ ( o. shotaro )
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p. ghostface!shotaro x fem!reader w. 2k+
warnings? stalking, minor character death, fingering, unprotected sex, breeding link
— 𖦹 ( after years of running from him he finally caught up to you ) !
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‘this couldn’t be happening’ was all you thought as you listened to the radio on the way back from your job. “convicted serial killer , osaki shotaro broke out of prison earlier this evening.” you couldn’t believe your ears , how the fuck did he manage to get away. ‘i thought i got away’ you sped on the gas all the way home.
“(name) , calm down.” your friend tried to calm you down. “if he was smart enough he would stay here. he’s probably on his way to canada or something.” she didn’t know him like you did , when he wanted something, he got it.
“it’s been 4 years (name) , no more running.” she said , you sighed , she was right. you had moved a total of 3 times in the past few years , every time he’d find your new address, sending you a letter , declaring his love for you , and you were tired , you wanted to settle down. “he’s gone.”
she suggested you take a hot shower to relax yourself. “relax and eat all the junk you want.” she said before hanging up , you decided to listen – what’s the worst that could happen.
After finishing your shower – which was actually pretty relaxing , you wrapped the warm towel around your body , stepping out of the shower , grabbing your phone to turn off the music you were playing from the speaker. “huh?”
you were confused , your friend knew you were in the shower and your phone would be on do not disturb , so why would they try and call , 6 times at that. you pressed her number , waiting for her to pick up , it finally answered after a few rings. “i told you i'd be in the shower , why’d you call so much?”
first there was heavy breathing. “(friends name)?” there was a small gasp , then a giggle. “(friends name) , this is not funny.” you sat your phone down , putting on your underwear and a random sweatshirt you found. “what a shame baby.” That voice stopped you dead in your tracks. “i thought you would’ve remembered my laugh , i remembered everything about you.” your body froze up.
“sh-shotaro?” you stuttered. “eh? What happened to taro baby , you know i used to love when you called me that." he giggled once again. “shotaro , where is (friends name? what did you do to her.” He kissed his teeth. “see that’s why I should’ve killed her four years ago , she was always trying to get in between our love.” He said. “don’t worry , she won’t be bothering us anymore.”
his laughter sent shivers down your spine. “where is she!” you yelled. “i killed her baby , duh.” He said so casually. “she is such a screamer.” you gasped as he explained. “i got admit , it was fun , stabbing her , finally watching the life leave her eyes.” tears flowed down your cheeks. “don’t cry baby , the good news is , right before she died , she was so kind as to give me your address.”
fear set in your stomach , running to your room , closing and locking the door. “baby you know locking the door isn’t gonna stop me.” you were confused , how did he know unless. “you’re in my house.”
“such a smart baby.” he said. “it was so easy to , out anniversary date , as usual.” you should’ve changed it , but you it was the only set of numbers you could remember besides your birthday. You were pleading with him sobbing. “pl-please just go , i wont tell anybody , if you just go.”
“i can’t do that baby , not after I dreamt of this day for 4 years.” he said. “we broke up shotaro , please it’s over.” you cried , grabbing the small knife from your nightstand. “where are you , huh?” you said. “how long will you keep this up!”
“baby if you want me so bad , come find me.” he said. “im not stupid.” his giggles pissing you off. “shut the fuck up!” he stopped laughing. “talk to me like that again , and i kill your family.” His attitude switching from normal to dark , back to normal. “now come out like a good girl and play , if not i go to your parents house.”
“no please.” you opened the door. “look I did it , please just go now.” He tsked. “now come find me.” he said. “where are you?” you gritted your teeth. “that’s not how this works love , you have to play right to get your reward.” he said. “if you try to leave i'll know baby.”
you made your way into the kitchen. “you’re so cold baby , but i can see you now , and you look just as beautiful as ever , that sweatshirt isn’t really hiding much.” You wished you would’ve never gotten those cameras now , but in the moment they seemed to be a good idea.
“ooh baby.” he taunted , “you’re getting warmer.” he said as you turned back to make your way into your room , you turned to the closet. “bingo.” he said. “you’re so hot.” you slowly walking up to the closet. “are you gonna open it?” he questioned , as you reached for the door , opening it ready to swing the knife. “w-what.”
he was giggling again. “jesus baby.” he said through laughter. “maybe you are dumb , you really think i'd tell you where i am that easy.” you could barely see through it tears. “don’t cry baby , you’ll see me soon enough.”
“i can’t wait to hold you in my arms again.” he said. “it’s been so long , but i haven’t forgotten the way you smelled , i see you still use that soap i bought you.” you turned to the bathroom , the door was closed – you never closed the door after a shower. “you’re in the bathroom.”
“am i?” he questioned. “how about you check.” you were done with his teasing , running back to your room , closing and locking the door. “oh , are you being a brat baby?” he said. “i'm done.” your voice was shaky. “im done with your games.” The phone hung up. “hello?”
“really baby?” your heart sank. “cause it seems like you fell right into my trap.” There he stood behind you , after four years you’ve finally came face to face with the guy in the mask who struck so much fear in your heart for the past 4 years. “sh-shotaro.”
you look to the door , trying to make a run for it , but he was quicker , grabbing your wrist , forcing the knife out your hand. “please.” you begged. “please don’t kill me.” he let your arm go , holding the knife to your throat , keeping you in place.
he took the mask off , blood splattered still on it. “you know i will never harm you baby.” he said , his face still had that soft inviting look that he had before he became this monster that stands before you. “but you have to be a good girl.”
“w-what do you want?” his eyes went down your body , then back to your eyes , smirking , dropping the knife , letting you breath a bit. “you baby , that’s all i ever wanted was you.” he said. “you’re a murder!” You shouted. “you’ve killed many people.”
“that doesn’t change anything does it?” he said. “w-what?” you stuttered. “in all of the four years you’ve never moved too far away from me.” he started. “look around baby , you’ve kept things from our relationship , you still use things I bought for you.” you remembered him pointing out the soap , he always bought you that.
“that doesn’t even mean anything , i did love you along time ago.” you said. “a long time ago eh?” he said backing you against the wall. “then tell me you don’t love me anymore.” he said. “tell me you don’t miss me anymore.”
you were speechless , he was so close. “you can’t can you?” he grabbed your cheeks , forcing you to look at him. “because you still love me.” his hands travelled down from your waist down to your ass. “sh-shotaro.” he shut you up with a kiss.
this was wrong , you should’ve pushed him off , he was dangerous – he killed your bestfriend for gods sake , he could still kill you. “you know you want this.” he kissed against your neck. “you even dressed up so pretty for me.” he played with ends of the sweatshirt. “you even kept my sweatshirt.”
he picked you up , throwing you on the bed , hovering over you. “never forgotten the way how wet you got for me.” he pressed down on your clothed clit. “sh-shit.” you moaned and he smirked. “there you go , moan for me.” he rubbed your clit harder. “you want my fingers?”
he pulled your underwear to the side , pushing his fingers inside you. “fuck taro.” he roughly fucked your hole , pulling moan after moan out of you. “so fucking wet , can’t wait to feel you wrapped around my cock.” his cock was straining against his bloodstained pants , begging to be freed.
“t-taro.” your back arched off the bed. “i-i'm gonna cum.” he curled his fingers , you screamed in pleasure. “im cumming!”
He fingered you through your orgasm , pulling his fingers out , tapping your face. “open.” he forced his fingers in your mouth , groaning as you tasted yourself. “good girl.” he put his fingers that were covered in your spit and juices , wrapping his plump lips around them. “so sweet.”
he stood off the bed , undoing his pants , letting them hit the floor , along with his underwear , before getting back on your bed , slotting himself in between your legs. he pulled your panties down. “such a pretty pussy.” you moaned , as his tip kissed your clenching hole. “t-taro , please fuck me.”
he didn’t easing himself inside you , slamming himself inside you , making you scream. “fuck baby.” he groaned. “so fucking tight , when was the last time anyone has fucked you?” truth is , he was the last time you had sex , you were too busy running to settle down , or even a one night stand. “f-four y-years.”
“four years.” he chuckled. “baby the last time you had sex was with me.” he sped up. “you basically saved yourself for me.” he grunted. “you knew only i could fuck this sweet cunt good enough to make you scream.” he abused your poor cunt.
“that’s it scream for me.” he wrapped his hand around your throat. “such a whore for me , i killed your bestfriend , her blood is still on me , and here you moaning for me like a slut.” he growled. “you’re just a sick as i am.”
you weren’t gonna last long with the way he handled your body , fucking you at a inhumane pace , your brain a little foggy due to lack of oxygen. “look at you , so dumb for me.”
“g-gonna cum.” you managed to get out. “yeah? gonna cum for me , cum all over my cock.” you nodded. “well go ahead , so i can breed your cunt , give you a kid to remind you of who you belong to.” he thrusted up , hitting that spot that had your eyes rolling to the back of your head , clenching around him , cumming.
“fuck , shit in gonna cum -fuck- gonna fill you up.” he moaned out before you felt the warmth of his seed spilling into your pussy. “fuck , take my cum.” he pressed his hips against yours , emptying himself inside you.
he stayed inside you , kissing your neck. “gonna run away.” he said. “somewhere really far where they’ll never find me.” he finally pulled out. “gonna take you with me.” He watched the cum leak out of you , scooping it up , pushing it back in. “start a family with you.” He kissed your forehead.
“and i'll kill anyone who tries to get in my way.”
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©LUVYENI
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inlovewhithafairytale · 1 year ago
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FLASHBACK
"Flash news. you have a little sister"
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Part 1
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1993
before season 1
John Winchester drove the Impala 67 through the highway on his way to Louisiana. The only thing that could be heard in the car was the familiar humming of the engine and the rock music playing on the speakers. 10 years later after the death of his wife with another kid. A result from one of his many hook-ups. Never had he expected it would come back at him and slap him across the face like this had. The mother of the child was dead. Killed by an overdose so the officer that had called him had said. Jhon cursed the moment he had left the qoman his phone number with all his soul. Now he wouldn't have to be dealing with a 2 year old kid and gotten her into the life he led. Hunting was no way to raise a little girl. But if he had been able to raise his two sons he would be able to raise the girl. At least he hoped so.
Dean glanced at his father, noticing the tight grip he had on the car wherl, the way his expression was hard and how his body was tense. The 14 year old new to stay out of his way for now, he had no idea where they were going, a hunt he suspected, but somehow his father's actitude had him restless. Something nagged in the back of his mind that this wasn't a normal hunt. Maybe this wasn't a hunt at all. He caught his younger brothers eye through the rear view mirror and new he was feeling the same way.
It didn't take Ling for them to finally reach the police department in Lafayette. Jhon turned off the engine and sat for a moment before sighting.
"Stay in the car boys"
Sam and Dean watched silently as Jhon entered the building.
"Did dad tell you why are we here?" The 10 year old asked his brother.
"No. Somehow I know this isn't a hunt" Dean answered.
It didn't take long before John exited the building again. But this time with a toddler holding his hand and a pink bag over his shoulder.
Dean and Sam watched stunned "what the h-"
John opened the back door for the little girl to climb in next to Sam tossing the bag next to her.
"Yn this are your older brothers Sam and Dean" John pointed at each boy correspondingly each boy watched surprised for a moment.
Yn gave them a shy smile then looked down at her lap where she was holding a worn teddy bear.
Seeing that no words were going to be said, John closed the back door and climbed back into the driver's seat. The boys were both stunned. They kept glanding to the little girl trying to decide what was going on. But this was it. They had a sister. A little sister. They couldent get that on their head yet.
"Yn are you hungry? We are stopping in a dinner closse by" Jhon broke the silence looking back at the girl.
Yn just nodded without lifting her face.
It took only a few minutes before they reached it the car filled with an uncomfortable silence.
Once he had parked the car Jhon turned to Dean. "Take care of her Dean" it would have sounded like a father telling his son to take care of his little sister if he had used a tender fathery voice, but instead his voice came as a command.
"Yes sir" came the immediate response. What was to be expected by a boy who had been drilled since a child to be a soldier, to obey commands and hot overthinking it.
With a short nod Jhon exited the car and walked inside the dinner.
Sam turned to his new found sister "come on" he extended his hand for her to take and she shyly did. He opened the car door and helped her out, the ten year old gave her a smile "you have a nice bear, whats its name?"
Craddling the teddy close to her she spoke for the first time "Mr. Cottons"
"Cool name. Im Dean, this is my little brother Sammy. He's 10 and Im 14" dean walked up to them presenting himself and sam again.
Looking up at him the young girl gave a small smile "Im Yn. Im 2" she held up two fingers.
"Really? I would have though you'd be older" sam commented getting a smile out of Yn. Kids loved being called older than what they really were.
"Do you like hamburgers booger?" Dean asked niknaming her.
Yn smille turned into a full grin showing dimpled cheeks her eyes lighting up "yes!"
Dean couldent help the smile that came into his face "then come on" he reached out to take her hand and Yn willingly let him holding Mr. Cottons tigtly in the other "maybe dad will even let us buy pie. Do you like pie?"
"I love love love pie!" The little girl said with enthusiasm making the boys smile.
Maybe having a little sister wouldent be so bad. Maybe it would be the one normal thing that they would have in their messed up lives.
Walking into the dinner little sister in hand and younger brother walking beside them. Dean swore in that moment that he would do anything to keep Yn being a little girl as long as he could. No matter what his dad said.
if any of you have any ideas I am all ears <333
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nothing-tolose · 1 year ago
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All Because I Liked A Girl.
Part 2.
Warning: death threats, panic attack (?), lmk if i missed anything!
A/N: still kinda short anyway but yeah here it is. english isn't my first language so pls pls i hope u guys can understand t____t love u guys sm xoxo
Part 1.
🇵🇸 Daily click.
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You keep your phone on screen after you saw those comments on school's blog. You couldn't tell what's happening right now, too many comments made you so hard to search the problem. You bring that thing to everywhere; kitchen, living room, porch, or even to the bathroom.
It's been two hours since you woke up and you haven't showered yet. You were too focused on your school's blog. You sit on your dining chair with a cup of water in front of you, fingers still scrolling and searching.
'Why there's so much bad comments towards me? Why do people keep mentioning Ellie and Anne in between my name?'
You keep asking the same question in your head. You have no idea. Because, oh really, what the fuck is happening right now? You didn't even do anything wrong before!
And you stopped scrolling when you saw Anne's post.
11 hours ago
@annel1se-torres
oh.. i think.. people should be know about a girl who just stole someone's girlfriend, yeah? been hiding this for months but i guess today is the right time to tell you all. aaanddd this isn't about a gossip at all since it was happened to me:)
i would never understand why did she still can smile so brightly after she stole my gf, oops, i mean.. my ex. sorry my bad ;(
there's no girls supporting girls when the one have NO SHAME 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️
anyway, have a good night everyone! <3
You froze. You figured out that her post was the problem of all those bad comments, and that post finally answered your curiosity.
Who doesn't know about Anne, though? Everyone knew her as an 'IT GIRL' or something like that on your school. She was dated with Ellie back then and broke up 5 months ago. Everyone always praising her like she's the perfect one, no one could replace her. Good grades, good looking, good personality. Oh, she got them all.
You were confused. It was 5 months ago, you started talking with Ellie 3 months ago, and started dating with her a month after that. There's a little big gap between their relationship with yours, right? Why did she bring up about that and saying that you stole Ellie?
Did she really talking about you? Or you were just overanalyzing? Absolutely not. She haven't been in relationship after her break up with Ellie. If the post wasn't about you and Ellie, then who?
People in her comments section were shading you and even mentioning YOUR NAME.
@bracchiosoreuzz
I THINK I KNOW WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT :0 her name starts with * right?
@annel1se-torres replied
@brachhiosoreuzz girl i know you're smart but shh 🤫
@butter-cheese777
i fucking agree w you anne, no girls supporting girls when the one have NOOO SHAAAMEEE FOR STEALING SOMEONE'S GIRLFRIEND!
@rainawastinghertime
lmfao, she's ugly tho why did ellie accept her to be her girlfriend? ugh she's not worthy to be compared with you, girl
@77-s18
ugly bitch always steal everything
@plhrmc
she should be dead fr i don't care what anyone says
@dont-lookat-m33 replied
@plhrmc hey delete that, you're going too far
@dont-lookat-m33
are you sure that she stole ellie from you? i mean, they started dating like around three months after your break up. think again, anne. im on your side if they were dating a week after the break up. she's already getting a death threat because of your post. not everything should be about you though.
@77-s18 replied
@dont-lookat-m33 guys it's her!!! use your real account you loser XD
You shouldn't have seen those comments, you should've just see the post. Those comments were worst than the first you saw before. The way Anne replied their comments, and didn't even care about the others. What's her actual problem with you? You both were never interacting before. All you know is Anne's post was absolutely a lie because you didn't even care abour her or thinking about her when you talking to Ellie for the first time until you dating with her.
It was your first time getting really really bad comments and death threats. You were definitely scared. Firstly they said they'll spit on you on Monday morning if you show up, and now they wishing you dead.
You can't stop scrolling and reading the comments, it gets worse. God, they made you scared to death. Your body starts to shaking, your hands too. You hold your tears.
Your phone buzzed when you were about to see more comments on Anne's post. Lauren calls you again.
"Hey, I just found the–"
"Lau, I.." You couldn't talk, words suddenly disappeared. Lauren can hear your breath, and you were panting. "I saw those comments. They–"
Lauren went silent, she took a deep breath, "Would you close the blog right now? Please?" Now she sounds more softer than the last call you had with her.
You nod slightly.
You swear to God, you can't hold your tears anymore. You were too scared, scared of what will happen next. What if they really spit on you? What if they give you a disgusting stare on you? And what if—
Then you cried.
You hear Lauren's voice from the call, "I'll be there in five minutes. Just sit there where you are and don't go to somewhere else." And she hang up.
Of course you're not going to anywhere. Your feet were limp, you couldn't do anything except crying.
Your phone screen was on, you can see the notifications on the screen there.
messages request from ssalxxxx
god i really hope you the worst
she's dating with you because she just wanted to make anne jealous
poor girl
messages request from qwrtxxxx
ellie was never happy with you and anne is better than you, girlie
i'll be waiting for your funeral 💘
You shut your eyes, you don't want to see it. But hey, remember that curiosity killed the cat.
messages from els <33
babe are you okay??
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cxsha-sicily · 1 year ago
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he broke my heart, so why did i run back?
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synopsis: you're biker ex-boyfriend helps you get back home from a party. Do you run back or leave him in the past.
paring: geto suguru x reader
w. fem! reader, biker! geto suguru, fluff, angst, modern AU
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i just got back from a late night party and was walking out of the carpark alone when i heard a sudden engine roar. I didn't even bother to look back because i already knew that familiar sound all too well. my ex-boyfriend, Geto sugure
geto drove in-front of me, blocking my path before i could even make the next step. His gaze shifts down to my dead phone. i gave him a glare and he chuckles before flashing his cocky smirk.
"hop on" he says to me, patting his bike.
i didn't have any other options. My phone was dead so i couldnt call my friends to take me home and walking to my house would be a pain. i hopped on the back of the motorcycle.
geto felt his heart skip a few beats when he felt my arms around his waist; holding him tightly. he put his hands over mine and gave him a gentle squeeze before taking off. he felt like he was in paradise as he feels me hugging him from behind. he was always calm around ,e, but he was always shy when it came to his feelings.
he was a huge introvert. He wasn't exactly someone who could hold a conversation. it took him so long to say the big three words to me, and it took him even longer to find the courage to even look into my eyes.
i just hopes he knows that im only holding onto him so that i dont fall. Not because i wanted to. If i had another way to get home then i would use it.
it was quiet during the whole ride. All i could hear was the engine noise and the wind rushing in my ears. i felt the night breeze blowing against my face. His body heat made me comfortable, though it was still cold at night.
when he finally arrived at my house, he turned off his motorcycle and put down the stand, letting me get off his bike. he took off his helmet off and shook his hair a little. It was almost as if he still looks good even after a simple action like this.
i said a quick thank you and hopped off his bike.
he gave a simple smile and a nod in response. He was a man of few words. But as soon as i turned around to walk to my home, he called out to me. I could tell that he really didnt want to part ways, not yet
"Y/N"
he called out my man so suddenly, but it came out softly like honey.
i turned my head. i was shocked that he called me by my first name. he used to call me n/n.
"will you at least sit with for a little, for old times sake?"
he said, He knew he was being selfish. He knew he felt me, but he couldnt help but wonder if he was still the one who made me laugh, smile, cry. He hated how much he missed me and how much he wants to be with me. He felt lonely and cold without me. This is the closest he's been in almost a year.
i thought for a second. Do i really want to sit with him? A man i worked so hard to get over? someone who left me broken and crying in my bed for day on end? before i could think about it, my mouth moved on its own.
"okay"
why would i say that? he left me bent and i had to mold myself back. I promised myself that i wouldnt run back to him.
he let out a silent sigh in relief. He wasnt exactly sure whether i'd say yes or no. To be exact, he wasn't expecting me to said yes. He felt his heart thumping loudly. He gestured to the spot next to him as he patted beside him.
he felt his heart racing again as soon as i sat down next to him. The first time we've had been so close after nearly one year of no contact.
i walked to the spot next to him and started looking at the moon and the stars.
he stares at my side profile for a while. my hair moved in the wind beautifully and he watched me quietly under the dim light from the steetlights. He felt a small smile creep up on his face as he kept admiring my features.
" do you wanna talk or did you want us to sit here in silence"
it didnt matter to him, really. He was more than happy just being next to me. His hand inched closer to mine. the urge to hold my hand was becoming too unbearable. He finally placed his palm on my hand and squeezed it. He knew i would pull away, or snatch my hand away, but he still tried anyways.
i want to pull away, i really did but i couldn't. his hands were just as cold and rough as i imagined them. They matched my soft warm hands.
i was screaming at myself for letting myself get here. Why couldn't i just raincheck this? Why did i have to agree? do i even have it in my to disagree?"
he noticed that i didn't pull my hands away. He took it as a sign. his thumb gently traced small circles on the back of my hand. He tried to keep his cool and act casual, but he knew he was blushing like crazy right now.
"you still remember the first day we met back when we were both in college?"
he asked, trying to start a conversation. His mind couldn't find anything else to talk about, he just knew he wanted to hear my voice.
i nodded my head. How can i forget the day when i met my first love? the first time i laid my eyes on him, i new he was all i wanted.
He smiles when i agreed and the memories of the day came back to the both of us.
the both of us were in the college library. He was working some part time job at the library while i was studying for an upcoming exam. i dropped a bunch of my book all over the floor and he helped to pick them up.
i remember his asking to get lunch together, and the rest was history. Those were the days, when neither of us had a care in the world.
we were together for nearly two years before we broke up. i also remember that day like it was yesterday. I was in our shared apartment, and got a text saying we needed to talk when he got off work. After one hour later, he got off work while i was doing our laundry.
he didn't hug me and he didn't kiss me like he normally did. He sat me down and told me that we needed to breakup. Some girl from his highschool enrolled in our collage and caught his eye. he explained that he didn't hold the same amount of love for me like he loved her.
i guess they were right when they said first loves dont die.
" i also remember the day we broke up"
he held his breath when i mentioned the break up. it was difficult for him, because even though he left me, he still felt like he never stopped loving me. He was devastated knowing that he was the one who put me through it all and ruined me. He didn't deserve my love, and he never will. He let me go because he didn't want to see me hurt
"can i ask you a question?"
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lululandd · 1 year ago
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pretence;
pairing: simon ‘ghost’ riley x f!reader
word count: 1,111
warnings: you’re kortac and also ghost’s ex, fluff
notes: written with my oc’s wholeass background in mind so idk if this will make that much sense (im too shy to ask someone to beta)
summary:
You know that sweet precipice right between being awake and falling asleep? That’s where you happily were before rudely disturbed by a knock on your door. With a groan and a grumble, you gingerly sat up on the 141 base’s creaky bed ready to greet whoever it is on the other side with a glare.
It was Simon.
“What?” A sore remembrance fills your heart and you unconsciously clench your jaw.
There was almost an apologetic look in his eyes when you stared up at him, “Wanted to check up on your arm.”
“It’s fine, Simon.” you vaguely gestured around you, “There’s like two hundred people here. If I speak a little louder, Roze is next door ready to help, or re-break my arm, depending on why I made a ruckus.”
You see him subtly shift his weight from one leg to the other, “What’s wrong with you? Can’t sleep?” When he didn't reply, you asked him with a resigned sigh, “Do you wanna come in?”
He side-stepped inside the moment you opened the door a little wider. You see him clench and unclench his fist reflexively inside his jacket pocket, apprehension emanating from his being as if he had done something wrong and is afraid of oncoming consequences.
Seeing him in such distress annoyed you a little bit. He was still the same man you dated ages ago, with the same mannerisms and same behaviour. The same Simon Riley who broke up with you out of the blue with a single post-it note and a dead phone number. As much as that broke your heart and trust in him—and anyone else that came after—it would be a lie if you said you don't have some lingering feelings towards him.
“Allright, bend over.” You instructed.
When he bent over with face away and his ass facing towards you, you couldn’t help but suppress a laugh. “The other way, idiot.”
He straightened his back, turned around, then bent at the hips and knees, making his face somewhat level to yours. You can see the fine lines on the outer corners of his eyes along with the sun-damage where his mask doesn’t cover his face.
A small little peck wouldn’t hurt, would it? The evil little part of your brain assures you that this is completely normal and you’re just helping him feel better so he can sleep.
Feeling you kiss his mask, he stood back up and removed it startlingly quick, making you jump back a little. He shoved the mask in his pocket before fixing his hair, shuffling it around, making it look a little more decent.
Moving slightly to his side as he lowered himself, you lift your hand and gently cradle the far side of his cheek before landing a soft kiss on his temple, his crooked nose, the corner of his mouth, and finally where his dimple would be if he smiled.
It showed itself as he actually did smile, first towards the wall in front of him, then towards you. “That it? Remember getting more back then.”
You tapped his cheek lightly, “Uh huh.”
He looked around your room as he stood up, his knees not so subtly cracking as he did. “Aight. Just making sure you’re fine.”
The man was always like this. You knew if he did something remotely affectionate, he had mulled over the action for hours, if not days. Simon cares about a lot of people, but he has learnt from years of experience it’s much easier for him to care from afar. Looking up records to see how people progress, eavesdropping conversations, pretending to be at the medic building the same time as the people he wanted to check up on, but if he comes up to someone personally it means he didn’t get the answer he sought for and nothing he previously did alleviates the worry and concern.
Studying his bare face, you saw something that made you want to laugh again, so you dragged him to the little cubicle of a bathroom and stood him in front of the sink with you next to him. The mirror was at a completely wrong height for him so he had to bend and brace himself on the small sink. The tight space could barely fit you both.
“Do you see it?” You started, smiling ear to ear as you looked at him from the mirror.
Simon stared at himself, then at you in the mirror, the actual you, and then back at himself. “All I’m seeing is self restraint to not pin you to the sink right now.”
You groaned at that, but tried to keep focus. “Your face has three shades.“ you pointed at the obvious discoloration around his eyes, “ There’s the tan not covered by the balaclava,” then you pointed at the more subtle tanned blend around his mouth up to his cheeks, and the tip of his nose. “The part not covered by the skull mask, and then the skull shaped part that’s safe from all the sun. Do you see?”
His eyes widened when he finally caught on to what you said and scrambled closer to the mirror, prodding his face. “Bloody fucking hell, I look like a fucking muppet.”
“You know, since it’s already tanned in the shape of a skull…You could use it as a base for a face tattoo.” It was now his turn to glare at you, so you continued, “Wouldn’t it be really funny if one day you get unmasked by an enemy and then they just see another skull?”
He was about to retort when he stopped himself as he saw you try to hide a yawn.
“Get some sleep, lov—“ He stopped mid word as he caught himself. “I mean, yeah you need some sleep.”
You nodded, feeling his hand on your lower back as he guided you out of the shower brought you back to that distant feeling of safety and security that was always present when you’re around him. Maybe he wants another chance, maybe he really was just worried about your broken arm, but you won’t know if you don’t do anything about it.
“Goodnight, Simon.” Twisting away from his hold, you faced him and raised your good arm and leaned in for a hug.
It came as a surprise when he stepped back and held you a little way away from him. “Don’t. It’ll put pressure on your arm.”
“How about you start worrying when we get home and it’s just the two of us?”
“What?”
“You’re gonna take care of me once you’re on leave right? Make sure I don’t go hugging people or sleep on my side or accidentally bang my bad elbow on the edge of a very sharp kitchen counter.”
“You’re fucking evil.”
Despite the acid bite in his tone, he showed up at your door two weeks later, both arms gingerly wrapped around your back, enveloping you in a gentle hug.
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asocialangel · 2 years ago
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sitting on itzy's lap out of habit.
Chaeryeong - fluff - 609 words
Other verions: Yeji - Lia - Ryujin - Chaer - Yuna
Chaeryeong: would instinctively push you off, then regret and talk you into coming back, swearing she won't let herself be surprised again. She would be super nervous the whole time tho, so it's not that comfortable.
why is it my itzy content is flopping ? where are MIDZY ? hahaha, i find this writing very cute, had the idea while i was reminiscing a mini apple flavored kit-kat i bought in Japan... (btw i try not to care when sumtin flops. It's hard bcos social media made me used to look forward to big numbers but hey, i write for myself and the niche fandoms that could enjoy it-)
Through the screeching sound of chairs being dragged on the floor, people starting to chat again and the door getting opened by the teacher, you search for your phone in your school bag. On the tip of your fingers, you feel it and grab it as you’re lifting your head up. There you saw her, sitting on her chair, hair all over her notebooks. ChaerYeong was still writing something and didn’t even bother to look at you. You got up and started pushing your chair back under your desk, when you remembered you had something for her. Well the both of you. You reach again to your bag, taking out two mini kit-kats, one strawberry flavored, the other peach. You got up again and started walking to your friend. She still hadn;t turned her head, but she knew you were coming anyway.
“Sup Y\N ?” She greeted, without even looking at you, still finishing up prettifying her notes. “3rd period is still as boring as ever, but great. Chaer, we have a 10 minute break, better make the most out of it, stop thinking about class for 10 lovely minutes”, you answered. “Hm right’. She suddenly started tidying up her desk and putting her books away. When she was done, she pushed her chair back, to be further away from her desk. She finally turned diagonally to see you better. “I don’t wanna get up tho. It’s not like there’s anything interesting to do anyways”. “True”, you agreed, looking at your kit-kats. You handed the strawberry one to her, which she accepted, thanking you softly. You knew she’d prefer it anyway.
As you started opening its wrapper, you mindlessly started sitting on her lap. I mean, it’s not like there was another free seat. But you could only start bending your knees that Chaeryeong had already pushed you off. “W-what are you doing ?!” Embarrassed that she reacted too loudly, she looked around her to see if anyone was staring at her, but thankfully no one cared. The classroom was so busy, everyone was focused on their own thing. Unimpressed, you looked at her face. She seemed flustered more than mad, so it was okay, it’s not like you broke any boundaries, just caught her by surprise. 
“Uhm well nothing, just sitting sorry”. No hard feelings nor embarrassment in your tone, you just dead-pan started eating your kit-kat. Realizing she might have overrated, Chaer started talking you out into coming back: “Sorry, I, uh was startled. But come, it’d be unfair for you to stay standing while I'm comfy here.” After a few back and forths, you finally accepted and placed yourself on her lap.
You were both facing the table, but you turned your head back to her when you were talking. “You have a peach one right ? I wanna try it please, can I ?” You nodded as you stretched your arm behind you. She stuck her head up and took a bite out of the chocolate. As she expressed her delightment (“Mhmm that’s what im talking about !”), you whispered under your breath that she was so cute. She heard it, of course, and you felt her whole body tense up. I mean tense up even more than it already was. 
To be completely honest, sitting with her was not the most comfortable thing ever, because she was so nervous. But spending time close to her like this, made you overlook that.
A\N: did you like it ? My fav itzy song recently is snowy. Comeback was announced this mornin !
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lilxsturniolo1xx · 1 year ago
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Its what i do.
pairing: Matt x Reader
Ive been ignoring matt for a few days now, not because hes done anything wrong or im annoyed at him, its actually the complete opposite. i found myself falling for him, but he cant know that, itll ruin him. ill ruin him. He doesnt deserve that, hence why ive ignored him, im pushing him away. Since i was a child i grew up in a rough household, one of which no one knew how to communicate, ending in screaming matches to get your point across. From a young age i have been degraded by my own family.
"no one wants you, not even us!" My dad used to say, his stone-cold eyes peircing deep into my soul as the venom of his words seep into my brain. replaying over and over again.
"your just not good enough." My mother would say, shrugging her shoulders and flicking the ash from her cigarette into my dads empty beer can.
After hearing that day in, day out, on repeat it does something to you. Well, it did something to me. It made me hate myself. Whenever someone tried to get close to me id shut them down, thinking it was a sick joke, as my mother said ' im just not good enough'.
So when i found out i had feelings for matt, i locked myself away. Scared of me slipping up infront of him just for him to tell me what ive been hearing my whole life, because with matt it felt different. I felt safe. So hearing them words come out of his mouth would've broke me. This is how i made sure i would never have to hear them.
Ive been hearing my phone go crazy all day, every time i check it, i see matts message popping up on my screen, i then shut my phone off to ignore him, somewhat scared of messaging him. until i finally have the courage to open the messages, and by this time, ive had 13 notifications. All from him.
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Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!
Hes coming here, now! what do i do. panicked, i rushed and put some half-decent clothes on, and a slight bit of makeup to make me look less dead. As i sat on my bed, thoughts rushing through my brain as i twiddled my thumbs somewhat scared of even going on my phone, i heard three knocks on my front door. Matts here. Frozen, i just sat there and ignored the door hoping hed give up and go away. Then i remembered, hes got a fucking key!
i hear the twist of my lock and footsteps coming into my house, followed by my name being called. Once again, i ignore him.
Maybe he'll think no ones home and leave. i thought to myself, asif i didnt know Matt Sturniolo like the back of my hand.
He began walking up the stairs and i was still sat there, like a statue. I dont even know why i didnt just tell him to go away or something, my body wasnt moving despite how much i tried, i was stuck In some sort of trance, that was until i heard a rattle of my bedroom door handle.
a/n: Hey! sorry leaving you on a cliffhanger like this but it was getting way too long but pt2 will be out soon, i hope you like this one anyway😊xx
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m-a-ys-world · 2 years ago
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amnesia
You rushed to the hospital after getting the call from Diggs that Rafael got hurt, he wouldn't tell you anything over the phone and you're worried that he could be dead or dying. “Daveed what the hell happened” you yelled running from your car to the door of the ER “He’s fine, we were drinking and I pushed him into the pool and he hit his head at the bottom but he’s ok they said his vitals are good there just waiting for him to wake up” he explained trying to calm you down “Fuck Diggs, how many times have i told you two to stop fucking around by the pool while y’all are drinking” you scolded him “I know im sorry” he said looking at the ground “No, I'm sorry” you sighed “im just worried about him” you said taking a deep breath “can i see him” you asked he nodded and took you to his room “okay, i should warn you now” Diggs said stopping before he opened the door to the room “warn me what?”
“Nessa is here”
Nessa. His Ex, you’ve always hated her. She broke Rafa when she cheated on him and you picked up the pieces and fixed him now she’s always around trying to get him back. “Why is she here” you whisper yelled at Diggs “she was at the house when it happened and she refused not to come so she’s here” he told you “Just, for the sake of Raf dont start anything” he said trying to calm the storm before it started “fine, but you know I never start it” you said pushing past him into the room. “What are you doing here” Nessa said glaring at you “im his girlfriend, why are you here” you responded “well, i was his girlfriend first” she said smirked “Yeah until you fucked some random dude in his house” you said wanting to stomp her face in “y/n” Diggs said from behind you “don’t” as much as you wanted to drag her out of the room by her ratty hair, you knew he was right, this was about Rafael.
After about a hour of being in the hospital Nessa finally left to go get food and it was just you and Diggs in the room “i really want to punch her” you said filling the silence “i know” Diggs chuckled “hopefully she stays out there because if I hear one more thing from her I swear” you said laughing and Diggs laughed loudly “Jesus Christ dude do you have to be so loud” you both stopped laughing as you heard Rafa say something for the first time in hours “holy shit man you scared the hell out of me” Diggs said hugging him “what the hell happened” Rafa asked groggily “you got knocked out by this fool” you said walking over to kiss him and he moved “Woah girl I know we’re close but we ain’t that close” he said and you looked at him confused waiting for him to say hes fucking with you “um, im gonna go get the doctor” Diggs said leaving the room “Rafa are you fucking with me right now” you asked laughing nervously “why would i be fucking with you? I love you but we’re just friends”.
Fuck. He doesn’t remember, He doesn’t remember the last 4 years we spent together. Just as you were going to try to make him remember you Nessa walks in “oh hey someone finally woke up” she said pushing past you to hug him. You glared at her knowing she was doing it just to fuck with you “yeah baby im up” he said hugging her back.
baby.
Tears started to fill your eyes and you left the room as fast as you could “y/n what happened” Diggs yelled after you but you couldn’t find the words to tell him that your boyfriend doesn’t remember hes your boyfriend.
After 20 minutes of crying in some random hallway of the hospital Diggs found you “hey” he said walking up to you “what’d they say” you asked sniffling “they said he has anterograde amnesia, and they dont know if he will remember the last 4 years” he explained to you “so he doesn’t remember us at all” you sobbed “no, y/n im so sorry this is all my fault I shouldn’t have pushed him in the pool” he said starting to cry himself “its fine, im just gonna go home” you said standing up and wiping your face “no dont go we can make him remember” he said following you “he called her baby Diggs he wont remember” you said walking away.
You walked back in the room to say goodbye and saw nessa and Rafael cuddled up in the hospital bed
“Hey im gonna head out, just wanted to say bye” you said to him trying to fight the tears “oh okay um i’ll see you later then” he replied “yeah i’ll call you tomorrow” you said turning to leave “wait y/n, i will walk you out” nessa said getting up to follow you
“Y/n” she called after you “what do you want nessa” you said stopping to face her “i just wanted to say sorry” she started “why” you said “Because you were wrong, he is still mine” she said smirking at you, before you could even think you had slapped her across the face “shit” you whispered as you turned to leave to get to your car.
You cried the whole way home thinking about all the time you spent with him and how you’ll never have that again, because he wasn’t yours anymore.
I regret writing this😭
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loversj0y · 2 years ago
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Glonk is here : )
Sorry for the terrible English in advance. I promise I usually write better than this. 
I am genuinely sorry but this blurb is 3 pages long inn gdocs im begging for your forgiveness
Thank you for responding to the art forgery ask!
I love the idea of this scrawny, broke art student who’s never done anything dangerous (except scamming rich people into buying fakes but hey they never find out anyway) creating this elaborate scam, almost a stageplay– maybe getting a film/theater student to help put some props/cool lighting so their zoom calls with the Syndicate look extra menacing, but under the mask and walmart voice changer is just this one guy/gal/glonky.  Probably researches the weather in different time zones to make it look like “Anonymous” is always on the move when they’re always in this one dingy apartment. Maybe even puts mannequins around the room to make it look more convincing– like they actually have employees. 
I also love the idea of them claiming that Anonymous is their lover. Technoblade, who had figured it out immediately, would definitely comment when February rolled around like “so valentine’s day is coming around are you going to buy anything for your significant other?”
And the student’s like– “Who?– OH RIGHT YES Anonymous my bbg yes i have some flowers picked out for them.” (techno would do this for every holiday i swear)
Also when the truth is revealed that the student IS Anonymous, Siren would definitely go: “so that means you’re single then? ;)”
Anyway… some more food for our neverending siren brainrot:
(some darker topics of child neglect/abuse here. I also used random names for some characters, but they’re just placeholders)
One night, Siren sees some kid, about 10 years old, running away from 2-3 shady individuals—probably some angry drunkards.. But bad news for the kid either way. 
He does something to get the group to leave the kid alone, then checks if he’s alright. The kid’s obviously in shock because this is one of the most dangerous men in the city asking him if he has any parents to go to. The kid is silent for a while, staring at the ground. 
“..No parents?”
“I have parents.” The kid’s voice clearly suggests that there’s something wrong with them. 
“Do you have anyone else to stay with? A friend, a grandparent?”
“My aunt/uncle/glonky ____.” The kid says. Siren nods and holds out his hand. After a few seconds of shifting nervously and eyeing the villain’s hand, the kid places his small hand in Siren’s. Siren leads him out of the alleyways, then goes up to the rooftops to watch from there, making sure the kid gets to wherever he needs to go. Finally, the kid veers left, running up to someone’s door and knocking. The lights come on, and a person answers the door, kneeling down to the kid’s height as they question him in a soft voice. Hugs are exchanged, and the kid goes back inside. Satisfied and unseen, Siren turns and walks away. 
The second time Wilbur sees the kid is during the dead of winter, when the snow coats the ground and Tommy is sledding down a hill with his two roommates. Wilbur’s sitting on a short, cobblestone wall, his back to the sidewalk as he watches his brother and his friends. Looking left, he spies the kid and his aunt/uncle/glonky making their way down the icy sidewalk, hand in hand. The kid looks much happier than before, and he’s babbling about something that had happened at school, as the other occasionally gives murmurous, quiet answers to the kid’s statements but usually listens in silence..The two enter the park and sit on a bench. The boy continues swinging his feet as he talks.
 The aunt/uncle/glonky (im just gonna call them the reader from now on im so done) buys the kid a waffle stick and they sit. the kid sidles up to the reader, his chatter slowing to a stop as the reader motions him to be quiet for a moment as they pull out their phone, dialing a number and holding the phone to their ear. The reader gives the boy’s hand a squeeze, and waits for the line to pick up. 
the line picks up and finally the reader speaks “Hey Rachel, I just got Morris back from school—- oh. Is Rachel there? …can you pass on my message? Thanks, Cora. (….) No. (…) Yeah. …I see.” their face tightens in displeasure, but makes no rude remark. Do you know when it’ll be over? …where is he supposed to go, then? (…) Yeah, yeah of course he’ll stay overnight. That’s… that’s fine. It’s just… nevermind. No, no, it’s not a problem at all. Thank you Cora. Tell Rachel I said hi." They hang up the phone and plop it back in her bag with thinly veiled frustration, then turn to the kid with a tight-lipped smile. The kid isn’t smiling anymore, he’s staring at the ground.
“Hey.. how about we go get some waffles? I think the stand is open.” they ask, and the kid brightens, nodding and standing up, grabbing the reader’s hand as they make their way across the field. 
Eventually, the two come back, Sitting back on the bench. The reader holds a hot coffee while Morris chows down on one of those portable waffle triangles, holding it with a napkin as to not get his hands sticky with the syrup (he probably will, anyway, but oh well)
Wilbur’s third sighting of Morris is less pleasant. It feels like years ago that he had found Morris being chased by adult men and scared them off, bringing Morris to the reader’s house, the first time he saw them— even if it was only a few weeks ago. In one of the suburban, one-floor houses with a small flat lawn, he spots a figure of a small boy. It’s dusk, so the shadows make it hard to tell, but he figures it out. It’s Morris. What are the odds? That must be his actual house. he watches the boy slip out from the garden and head down the sidewalk. Eventually, the kid hears siren and turns around in surprise. He looks tired, with dried tear stains on his face. There’s a wet stain on his shoulder, of an odd red color— but it’s not blood. “Oh… it’s you…” the kid eyes the villain nervously. Siren had saved him last time.. but he’s still understandably cautious. upon closer look, the stain seems to be wine. And the jacket has some broken glass fragments (nothing too dangerous, basically dust) embedded in it). He decides not to ask (the kid doesnt look to keen on talking), and walks the kid home again. 
A few minutes later, they reach the reader’s house. They’re  in their  backyard, and see them before Siren can move away. What they see is Morris with a red-stained shirt (it's too dark for them to tell it's not blood) and one of the city's most dangerous supervillains next to him. Understandably, they gets the wrong impression, and soon WIlbur finds himself pinned to a wall, their arm across his throat (jus holding hm there, not choking him). He can feel their breath on his face, their torso pressed against his as they hold a gardening shovel to his throat. they’re really close. how'd they manage to attack and pin a famous supervillain so quickly? Siren really should learn to keep his guard up. 
Anyway… i don’t really want to write out the rest of this so here’s a quick summary of the rest: 
Morris convinces the reader not to kill siren
Wilbur gets closer to the two. 
Yes, Morris’ mother is quite an alcoholic and the reader ends up raising the kid most of the time. They can’t call CPS because 1) they are paranoid and don’t trust the authorities and 2) are kind of have a criminal record and can’t bring attention to themselves. If CPS was called, morris would end up in foster care. The reader would never be able to adopt him, and because they are.. Flawed, at best (their only redeeming quality being their love for morris tbh), they don’t trust anyone else with him. 
Just Siren getting dragged into and invested in the lives of this one kid with a bad home life and a woman trying her best to improve both of their situations. 
Maybe when he’s close enough to Morris and the reader, he can convince the reader to let the SBI family adopt Morris.  And also take them out on a date in the process because YKNOW THATS what we are here for
GLONK REVEALLLLL
also omg PLEASEEE i can just imagine going to the film students being like
“hey. could i get you guys to help me film something? i can pay”
“hm? sure what is it”
“uh a live feed recording tricking the syndicate into thinking i am a person known as Anonymous.”
“… like. as… as a joke? like fake?”
“no. very real. you in?”
and them just being like. yeah fuck it why not.
also protective siren <3 him seeing a child in need and being reminded of himself when he was younger maybe too, thinking like he needs to make sure this kid is safe, and reader is just like aggressive as fuck because they wont let anyone hurt morris either but siren is just like
“wow. you’re pinning me to the wall. this is kind of hot ngl” and just falling in love bc reader is just So protective and caring and wilbur wants to make sure the kid is taken care of so he (definitely kindly and definitely without threatening) talks sense into his parents to let the SBI adopt the kid which also forces reader to have a reason to go to SBI’s house and siren is just :) :) so pleased abt it
glonk ur ideas are amazing i love them
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d3ardum8di4ry · 5 months ago
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December 6th 2024, 1:38am
ok, basically. i dropped rbf today.
i’ve been feeling some type of way for a while. see for context, there was an incident at my old situationships house (which was rbfs bestfriend ik messy). rbf basically accused me of giving her dirty looks, and said the raunchiest most vile disgusting degrading things to me. asking me if i’m dumb, saying i’m a bad person and holding things from my past against me. all over a look that i legit never gave her. we were in a dark room and i forgot my glasses so there’s a chance i might have looked at her sideways, but i really don’t think i did. and even if i had, she didn’t have to react like that. she threw an 3+ hours long temper tantrum, made me sit alone in a house i wasn’t familiar with crying with a dead phone while she held the situationship hostage standing in front of the door screaming as calling me names. mind you this was after we both catered to her the entire night??? like waited on her HAND AND FOOT. anyway i dropped her after that night for 6 days until she found a way to contact me and start begging for me back bc her bf broke up w her. NOT EVEN BC SHE REALIZED HOW SHITTY SHE ACTED. but yk i fell for it so that’s on me.
so at first when i took her back things were fine. but after a while i started to notice things i hadn’t before. she was always fucking sneak dissing me and being really rude and judgmental. and when we talked, she literally wouldn’t let me speak about anything that didn’t involve her. like if i started speaking about myself, she’d literally get quiet and dry and be like “mhm” “yea” TFBITCH. and sue me crucify me idc i started talking to my other friends about this negative vibe i was getting from her. i told them i hated her but i didn’t even really know why at that point. i still kinda don’t. i do, but like i don’t know why it only started now i guess. idek.
ANYWAYYY GUYSSS����🤪
today she just got on my last nerve. she has no fucking respect for anything i say. basically my other friend who i love to bits (hingegirl) told me that rbfs bf drove past her house a month ago and i thought nothing of it. but when rbf asked me what she was saying about her bf, she started accusing hingegirl of saying that rbfs bf stalks her and wants her. i told her it was just a one off comment and that hingegirl didn’t mean anything by it, but rbf was pissed. she wanted to text hingegirl and bitch her out for being “disrespectful”… how it is disrespectful to MENTION someone’s bf drove down your road…?? i tried to ask her this but to no avail😍 she said hingegirl is weird for saying it and she’s obsessed with rbf… i was like ok? wtv. then 20 min after i stopped replying bc stfu she texts me “can i pls text hingegirl bc this isn’t right” and when as im starting to send a vm of me saying id really rather she didn’t bc i told her that ik confidence bc she’s my bestfriend and i trusted her, and it’s putting my friendship, and integrity on the line to spin smt innocent i told her into this elaborate ass talking story she made up in her head. before i could even finish that thought, hingegirl starts spamming me about “why is rbf texting me?” FUCK OFF- she didn’t. she WOULDNT. i mean fuck me im the bitch for even telling her but fuck i didn’t think she’s react like that bro.?!??? i immediately just send “bruh” to rbf and she says “sorry but i’m not gonna stand for that disrespect” or smt like that. and i got so fed up in this moment but also kinda knew this was finally my out. i was like what about your respect for me?? i told you that in confidence and then asked her explicitly not to confront hingegirl bc it was genuinely just an innocent comment she made in passing. i told you it wasn’t that deep and you’re thinking too much into it. and you don’t even take the time to let me answer the fucking question before DISRESPECTING ME like that? nahhh i’ve been feeling this way since you disrespected me w the situationship thing. your energy is off, you’re judgy and mean and never not talking about yourself, and im just fucking over it bro. i cant even quote the interaction bc i was just spit firing everything ive been holding onto for months. it was feral. i finished it off by saying i thought we should end then friendship. after that i pretty much blocked her on every single platform. i’m so tired of her continuously radiating negativity and proving to me that she isn’t a good friend and i can cannot trust her. i know im the bitch for even repeating hingegirls words but it’s not something she explicitly told me in secret. it was literally just a comment she would’ve made whether she knew rbf was listening or not, it was literally so innocent.
and then get this, after i blocked her. she starts profusely apologizing to hingegirl saying i told her a completely different story??? and made it sound like she thought rbfs bf was “stalker” her. WHEN SHE WAS THE ONE THAT SPUN IT THAT WAY IN THE FIRST PLACE AND I LITERALLY TOLD HER THAT SHE WASNT ACCUSING HER BF OF ANYTHING AND THAT IF SHE REALLY DID HAVE THIS BIG MASTER PLAN TO MAKE EVERYONE THINK RBFS BF WAS CHEATING LIKE RBF THOUGHT HINGEGIRL WAS, SHE WOULDVE ALR DONE THAT SO ITS NOT AN ISSUE ON EITHER FRONT.
bitch i didn’t feed your delusion for one second. and bitch didn’t even wait for my seat to get cold before she switched up blaming me for her mental illness. she told everyone “it makes me look guilty that u blocked her but to be honest i was looking for an out and i got one. i don’t care what anyone says, she sucked.
lovergirl would’ve and STILL WOULD NEVER. 🥳
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allisonlol · 3 years ago
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BSD MEN WHEN YOU HUG YOUR PLUSHIE/PILLOW INSTEAD OF THEM AHHHH IVE BEEN THINKING OF YHIS SINCE FIREVER
a/n: BRO this is so cute?? picked some of my favorite boys for it. ALSO have y'all seen the season 4 trailer?? literally still shaking from it, i am so so happy :D !! jumped around my room screaming cuz i'm a bit unhinged for it
but what i'm NOT so happy about is my ipad completely breaking out of nowhere?? (chuuya's beautifulness in the trailer broke it) so im writing this with my laptop?? sad but at least i can type faster >:)
warnings: NONE just absolute fluff
(Chuuya, Ranpo, Nikolai, Jouno) When You Hug Your Plushie Instead of Them
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Chuuya
so chuuya had recently bought you a plushie that you'd been fawning over cuz it was the cutest thing ever (after him, ofc)
litte did he know that it would soon replace him-
that night, chuuya smiled at you when he noticed you hugging the plushie while scrolling on your phone before bed
but he quickly got fed up when he realized you just?? weren't going to cuddle with him too??
regrets buying you that thing REAL quick
nudges your arm and tries to get your attention but you just shoot him a smile and go back to your phone
chuuya's patience meter is miniscule so now he's pissed off (at the plushie tho?? not at you)
does that thing where he'll just sit there and keep sighing dramatically until you ask what's wrong smh
once you do, he's like "NOTHING'S WRONG" but avoids looking you in the eye and instead looks past you or down at the sheets?? and that's when you know he's upset 🤕
you move the plushie aside and open your arms to hug him instead
ngl you knew he wanted to cuddle but thought it would be funny to tease him... APOLOGIZE RN
bro glares at you?? he's trying to give you the cold shoulder but fails and smiles softly cuz you look so cute
grabs you and has a vice grip on you the rest of the night- also probably kicks the plushie to the floor when ur not looking
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Ranpo
ranpo is a cuddle bug who wants ALL of your attention on him
so it's safe to say he's not very happy that u have found...something else to hug
ranpo had arrived home late due to detective work, so you'd already fallen asleep while waiting for him
except you struggle to sleep now without hugging something (since you're so used to doing that with him). so you simply grabbed one of ur plushies to hold instead
literally shakes you awake so frantically you think there's an emergency
you're all like "what's going on!! :0" & then bro makes it sound like ur cheating on him??
"i can't believe you would abandon me for...for THAT thing!!!!" points his finger at you all accusingly and everything
snatches the plushie from you and throws it across the room >:0
will then proceed to plop down next to you and just. not speak 😐😐
^ignores your protests as you get up to grab the plushie and gives you the nastiest side eye?? childish i stg
you sigh and prop the plushie at the end of the bed so you can crawl up next to ranpo and wrap your arms around him
he finally stops pouting and melts into ur touch 😽
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AAAA I CAN FINALLY USE GIFS FOR THEM
Nikolai
worse than ranpo. like significantly
you'd gone to take a nap and had instinctively fallen asleep hugging ur favorite plushie
nikolai was doing who knows what but ended up entering the room about an hour later
stops dead in his tracks when he sees you...hugging...something ELSE?!
doesn't wake you at first. sneaks over to peer over ur shoulder at what you're holding
partially relieved to see it's just a plushie, but also partially mad because um?? why wasn't it him??
doesn't even bother waking you. just straight up yanks it out of your grasp 💀
you wake up in a panic with this mf LOOMING over you
probably rips it's head off???? or at least threatens to
pls you're lowkey about to cry cuz that's your comfort plushie 😥😥
you literally gotta scramble out of bed and beg him not to destroy it
does the thing where he holds it over ur head but dangles it just out of reach. and this mf is tall asf so good luck with that -.-
you end up just grabbing his arm and pulling his dumbass back to the bed to cuddle him instead
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Jouno
ok ngl you did this on purpose to piss him off
i don't blame you cuz it be funny when he's ticked off
you and jouno had been preparing for bed when u decided to play a lil prank on him
it was mostly just to see if he'd even have a reaction?? cuz we all know this man either doesn't give a fuck or he goes off the rails
you'd gotten into bed first and while waiting for him, snatched the plushie you keep on your side and snuggled up next to it
u close ur eyes when you hear him walking into the room and pretend to be falling asleep
his footsteps stop by the bed and he just stands there like 😑???? cuz he can tell by your heartbeat that you're still awake, yet he's wondering why you haven't acknowledged his presence??
so i mean right off the bat this mf knows something's up
gets in bed next to you but goes OUT OF HIS WAY to make sure y'all are not touching in any way petty asf
can tell by the way you're positioned that you're hugging something else close to you
you peek open ur eyes to shoot him a glance but he has the most unreadable expression i stg
internally he is like WHY NOT ME WHY NOT ME but no one else would be able to tell~
by now he's figured out that ur messing with him and does NOT take it lightly. literally sleeps with his back to you and won't acknowledge you until morning
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prttydolls · 3 years ago
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unexpected surrogate : ̗̀➛ draco malfoy
sypnosis : you were inlove with him, but all you were to him was a surrogate.
warning(s) : mentions of infertility, short smut, giving birth, children. i think thats all!
authors note : tysm @n0agranger for helping me pick a fic that i could write 🤍
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draco lucius malfoy.
the boy you love.
the boy you chased for many years.
the boy who is your best friend since you were a child.
you loved draco with your whole life, platonically and romantically ever since you met him you just fell Inlove with his soft blonde hair, sharp facial features, gorgeous grey mesmerising eyes.
draco was the man of your dreams.
it was like a happy fairy tale, well until that very day.
you were sitting in your dorm, reading a transfiguration book sinking into its words and letters when suddenly draco barged in.
you look at up, and looked back at your book. “theres this new thing called knocking drac.” you pointed out. draco didn't seem amuse with your joke, instead he sat down next to you bouncing his thigh.
he looked really happy.
you wondered what was he so happy about? did he finally ruin harryʼs life? did his father give him the broom he had been asking for?
these assumptions came into your brain.
you decided to just ask him, to cut to the chase. “Alright, why are you smiling like a child who found a candy pile?”
draco took a deep breath and looked at you once more with giddy eyes, you wanted to kiss that happy smile of his.
“im dating astoria greengrass!”
what. the. fuck.
you look at him with shock, mouths agape. why is he dating astoria greengrass? couldn't he see that he had you?
you faked choking on your own saliva “w-what?” you asked, "im dating astoria greengrass you idiot, i cant believe im dating the prettiest girl in the school!” he fawned over the brunette.
well, he wasnt wrong about her being the prettiest girl she was drop dead gorgeous. a perfect body image, pretty face, long wavy brown hair, and a good reputation.
but why didn't draco see that your also the same as Astoria, you had parents with high ranking positions in the ministry, rich, good reputaion and a pretty face.
why cant he?
hes too blinded by her, astoria.
you felt like utter shit, you wanted to slap draco and cry until you felt weak.
but you didn't.
you just smiled and listen, nodding at what draco said but on the inside you heart was broken now, and draco didnt even know he was the one who broke it.
years and years passed, you saw how draco fell inlove with astoria even more and more. hell! they even got married and you still didn't move on from draco, you didn't wanna be with another man while you clearly know that your heart belongs to draco, and draco alone.
you still maintained a perfect friendship with draco still, you both saw eachother often.
you had an okay relationship with astoria, but you cant help but feel she's jealous of you and dracos friendship.
you were sitting at your sofa, drinking a cup of hot cocoa and suddenly you got an owl flying through your window.
you saw it was from narcissa, what could she want? you opened the envelope with gold embroidered on it (a/n: ugh narcissa is so fancy 😌)
dear y/n,
please come to the manor at once, your parents are here and we must discuss something important.
from, narcissa malfoy
you quickly grab afew essentials, your muggle phone, keys, and your want. with that, you left to apparate to the malfoy manor.
you felt dizzy as your feet came in contact with the ground, it felt like years since you last came to the malfoy manor. everything had changed.
you knocked at the door to see their house elf, corby. “good afternoon young ms y/l/n! your parents are at the study room, may i have your bag?” corby greeted, after all these years the malfoys still own elves.
“good afternoon corby, no thank you. thank you for telling me where are my parents are.” you thanked the pointy nosed creature and left.
when you entered the room you saw a crying astoria, in dracos arms and a reallt strict looking narcisss and lucius looking at astoria. then theres your parents at the side, looking concerned at the couple.
“hi everyone...” you greeted everyone in the room awkwardly, narcissa looked happy to see you and quickly sat up and gave you a warm embrace, narcissa personally thinks that you and draco should've ended together, since astoria was kinda snobby towards narcissa.
“oh y/n dear! we have some bad news...”
draco looked up at you amd smiled warmly, but astoria took a look at his face and slapped his arm.
narcissa and lucius began to explain to you that astoria couldn't bare a child since, a unkown blood curse she had developed when she was a child. the malfoys needed a new heir, a grand child.
“will you be our surrogate y/n? your parents agree, we just need you to agree.”
you thought for a moment, why did they chose out of all people.. why did they choose you? couldn't they just adopt a child?
“hm, why can't they adopt a child though?” you questioned, lucius quickly responded and said ; “well, we did thought about about adoption but it wouldn't be by blood meaning the malfoy line would be ruined over a stupid adoption, so we need it by blood meaning draco will be sleeping with you, we need the child to be atleast related to ”
.  .  .
you took a look at your parents, and they gave you a supportive nod, you take a look at draco his eyes lighting up with hope.
draco is your best friend, you'd do anything for him.
even carrying his baby, that wont be even yours.
“i.... agree..” you said unsurely, draco immediately ran towards you and hugged you as tight as he could, “thank you! thank you y/n! your the bestest friend ever!”
friend. friend. FRIEND.
thats the point you didnt wanna be the friend, you wanted to be his wife.
you knew he was your soulmate, but the gods really teased you because draco ended up with fucking greengrass.
“thank you dear, in return we will give you atleast half of our gringots vault.”
you entered a new stage in your life, you were now officially dracoʼs and astoriaʼs surrogate.
days, weeks passed you all talked about the arrangements and there goes astoria talking about what you need to eat, and monitoring your every move.
she seemed she didn't want you to be their surrogate, but she didn't have a choice since there are no other available surrogates.
and the day finally came, the day you were supposed to sleep with draco.
it was very embarrassing since you and draco had been close since children and there you both are naked, in a bed.
“you know, we dont have to do this me and astoria could just secretly adopt a kid, y/n i dont want you to feel uncomfortable..”
you look at him and looked back at your clothes on the floor, you did think about it hard.
you wanted this, and you also wanted to moan loudly to tease astoria outside.
“i.. want this draco, you've done so much for me and im returning the favor.” (does that make sense?)
draco nodded and slowly inserted himself onto you, god- he was big-big.
he slammed himself onto you again, and again,and again.
you moaned loudly at his member going back in fourth into your core.
you didnt wanna admit it,but you felt like you were in cloud nine. Draco even kissed your lips! your heart soared as he placed his lips onto yours, he probably didn't remember he kissed you . he said that he kissed you since : he felt like it.
when he came inside you, you felt so full and so contented with this.
you both cleaned up and you purposely left his cum dripping down your inner thigh, whenever you walked near astoria she would frown.
you felt good about yourself, making astoria jealous.
draco couldn't see your hatred for astoria.
months passed and you were in 8 months pregnant with the baby, astoria kinda forgot about draco and the baby and kept on partying narcissa and lucius noticed this and also noticed that draco and you were kinda getting closer, not as friends though. but as lovers.
they noticed that draco was really soft around you, and very considerate.
you wanted a burger at 3 am? he orders you the whole store.
he treated you like his wife, while astoria was absent the whole pregnancy.
you were sitting down at the couch reading the recent article that rita seeker had published.
“ ASTORIA MALFOY HAS A SECRET AFFAIR WITH THEODORE NOTT?! DOES DRACO MALFOY KNOW?! ARE THEY DIVORCED?!
refer to page 21 for the article ”
astoria was... cheating?! draco needed to know the headline even had proof! astoria was kissing Draco's best mate!
you quickly stood up and ran to draco with the news paper, but when you did you suddenly felt a sharp pain .
shit.
your water broke.
“ DRACO! MY WATER BROKE! ”
then everything felt dark, your vision became blurry. before your eyes closed you saw draco carrying you while apparating. but after that? you couldn't remember anything at all.
you woke up in a white room with draco sitting on a chair, carefully rocking something in his arms.
so many questions popped onto your mind ; did you give birth? why did you pass out? does draco know that astoria was cheating on him?
draco puts the new born in its crib, and hugs you.
“y/n! your awake! what happened? why are you crying?” draco threw you questions.
you didnt even realise you were sobbing.
“i- draco... astoria cheated on you..wi-with theo.. ” you blurted out, dracos face soften. “oh.”
oh?
oh no, you told him.
his sad face slowly turned into a happy one, “dont worry, i knew.. plus i dont care if she cheated because... im in love with you, not astoria.. it always had been you I was just- just so scared of commitment.. ” he confessed as he held your trembling hand.
he- draco malfoy?! your bestfriend, inlove with you??
no. no no no?? this cant be. this must be a dream.
“y/n?”
you look at him with amazement, confusion in your eyes.
“draco.... I've been inlove with you since we were children i- i love you so fucking much drac, you dont even know how much i do.” you hugged draco as tears streamed down on your cheeks.
draco felt something he never felt from astoria.
warm, and comfort.
finally, all those years of draco breaking your heart is being healed. making new memories with your son, scorpius hyperion malfoy.
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