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notablenotions · 2 days ago
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Masks of Nobility-Chapter 7
Jikta sketched in her notebook, capturing things she had seen throughout the day as though her memory might fail her. She had lost all track of time when the doors to her chambers swung open. She didn’t notice, nor did she notice her husband striding in with purpose—or the disdain he directed at her ladies. She wasn’t sure what he said to them, or how, but they scattered with such speed she hadn’t thought the old crones capable of.
Hans stood there, running his fingers through his hair, eyes flickering between her, the floor,n and his less flamboyant hose—as if hoping they might help him find the right words.
"I spoke to Henry..." he finally said.
Jikta looked up from her sketch."You spoke to just Henry?"
Hans blinked, clearly not expecting that response. She smirked. She might not be great with people, but she did enjoy a well-placed jab.
"A joke among friends," she clarified, amused.
Hans’s eye twitched—was that jealousy? He cleared his throat, visibly thrown off, waving his hands in the air with typical dramatic flair. She’d grown used to his theatrics, even if she didn’t understand them.
He flung himself into the chair that had become his during his visits. She was grateful he respected the routine—it kept things predictable.
Resting his head against his hand, he muttered, "I will speak with Uncle... I mean, we should at least be able to control our own home."
His voice held a note of shame.
"And... about the pox comment from before—"
She interrupted. "Whatever you did—or do—is not my concern. I only ask you avoid those with pox or other ailments. For your own health. And if we must produce an heir."
Hans lowered his head, seemingly grateful for the interruption. She continued, matter-of-fact:
"Besides, who are they to judge, when they’ve been bedded by Hanush of all people? I’m surprised they can move so quickly after having a man of his size on top of them."
Hans snorted, bursting into a loud, gutteral laugh, tears streaming down his face.
"Christ, wife, you sound like a bawdy tavern wench! Heavens... thank you."
He smiled at her with ease, and for the first time, it seemed like something close to friendship was taking root.
"I’ve hired you a maid," he said, still chuckling. "If Uncle refuses to grant my request, I’ll pay for her out of my own purse. At least then, you’ll have someone who truly supports you."
She looked back at her sketchbook, genuinely grateful for the thought.
"Thank you for such thoughtfulness. When time allows, perhaps you could explain the situation with Lord Hanush to me, so I can navigate it efficiently."
Hans looked surprised but nodded. He launched into an explanation about Hanush’s reluctance to grant him full control of his inheritance. She listened closely, filtering for information of value and discarding his embellishments and perceived slights.
"Understandable… for a fourth son," she muttered.
Hans leaned back with a crooked smile.
"As you can see, you are now an unwilling convict in my jail."
Jikta looked around her plush room.
"I’ve seen worse jails."
Hans chuckled at her quip. Was that a flicker of endearment?
"Your family leaves tomorrow, don’t they?"
She froze, throat tight, and gave a small nod.
"Then there’s nothing for it," he said, rising with a dramatic flourish. "I, Sir Hans Capon, and my faithful guard Just Henry, will be your family now."
He looked her in the eye with the kind of charm she imagined had caused untold trouble. ‘Just Henry’ certainly had her sympathies.
She stood awkwardly, joining the show. They looked like children playing at knights.
"Sir Hans," she said dryly, "do not try and force yourself into a joke between friends. You’re unaware of the legend of ‘Just Henry.’"
Hans placed a hand over his heart, feigning shock and outrage. She suspected he was only slightly put out by it.
She sat back down, returning to her book.
"But nonetheless, I thank you, Sir Hans. Please extend my thanks to ‘Just Henry.’ I believe you’ll see him before I do."
Hans looked ready to ask a dangerous question, but Jikta quickly cut him off.
"Here. A gift."
She ripped a page from her sketchbook—a drawing from earlier in the day. It was Just Henry, tongue out, threading a needle. The likeness was amusingly realistic.
"To cement our family bond," she said.
Hans stared at it—and roared with laughter, clutching his stomach, tears returning.
"My God, wife, this might be the greatest gift I’ve ever received! I must buy you more supplies—Christ, I may enjoy this family life with you and ‘Just Henry.’"He glanced at the darkening sky.
"Ah, I’ve been here longer than planned."
Carefully, delicately, he folded the drawing and tucked it into his undershirt like it was something sacred. "I’ll take my leave on that note," he said, bowing formally.
"Please don’t show him. He’d be mortified. And I rather enjoyed teaching him." Hans glanced over his shoulder with a grin. "Heavens, no, wife. This is just for me."He practically skipped out of the room.
Well, at least any reports Hanush received would say Hans left her chambers content—if not with the proper context for that contentment.
Which, of course, was really Just Henry.
Jikta sat back, contemplating the day, then returned to her drawings.
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luluthespectator · 2 days ago
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Sleep (side story)
So, this was fun to write. I changed POV twice in there but it should be easy to track. I tried to experiment with Dawn and Scozar’s POV so the style isn’t perfect but I’m getting somewhere. Enjoy.
Us and The Pillars were “observing” the galaxy outside the ship. We could not perceive it but The Kerox and The Human seemed entranced by the view. Despite living for so long, we can never experience everything.
The Kerox and The Human seemed to finally believe they have at least one thing in common: they appreciated the world around them. It was the path to acknowledge their resemblances.
What a beautiful sight.
The Human’s voice arrived to us through the translator, melodious, smooth, full of variation.
-It’s beautiful, isn’t it?
The Kerox responded, confident, lively, primitive.
-It is. But no sight will be more beautiful than my home.
The Human opened her mouth wide and put a hand in front of it. When she tried to answer, her words were distorted.
-Yeah, if you say so.
-Is this a threat? Would you like to fight me over this?
-No, I’m tired.
-I don’t see the link.
-It was a yawn, not an aggression. I’m tired, this is why I did this.
-Don’t do that again.
-I can’t help it.
-You can’t even control your own body and you want to control the entire ship.
-I don’t want to control the ship, I’m the pilot- we already went over this.
Their conversations were always so lively. They expressed so much in their tone of voice and their posture. They put emotions in their words with such ease. We mustn’t forget their emotions can escalate easily.
The Kerox wanted to continue the conversation despite the rising tension.
-We didn’t finish this argument.
-And I’m too tired to continue.
-Would you surrender then?
-Not surrender. It’s going to be a tactical retreat to better kick your scaly a-
-No “tactical retreat” will grant you a victory against me.
-You know what? I’m going to bed either way.
And so, The Human left. We didn’t need to move to know they were already at the door. The Kerox stayed there. He knew to love the beauty of the world for a little longer.
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We and The Kerox were in the “living room” as The Human called it or the “gatherings” as The Kerox said. Those were such nice ways of describing the place we and he were in.
The Kerox was cleaning his spear quietly, sharpening it with care, when his head rose up towards us.
-The Human still isn’t there. Is she plotting something?
We pondered. The Human was not one to plot someone else’s demise although they could do so with ease. We understood she had an imaginative mind, filled with creations and ideas. She was indeed one to think, shallowly or deeply. 
The Kerox walked towards us, his voice coming to us:
-Will you answer me at once? You’re taking your time.
-We believe we and you are not in an emergency, we need time to answer your question.
-Instead of thinking, we’ll find the human.
We stood up and followed The Kerox. He seemed agitated. Despite this he commended:
-You go to the pilot’s room and then the reactor core. 
We admired his capacity to think fast in times of perceived crisis. But a rushed thought can also lead to a disaster. It is good to have a great amount of information in that case.
-Where would you go in the meantime?
-It’s none of your business. When you’re done you come back to the gatherings and wait there for more orders.
We got on our four legs and went into the corridors. Checking regularly our surroundings for the physical form of The Human. But we knew The Human was resting in her quarters.
We stopped in the middle of the corridor. Our thoughts conflicted. Should we do as The Kerox said? Should we chose against it and see The Human were she was? 
One thing was sure, we should wait and think before taking any decision.
———
Scozar did good on keeping The Primavix away from the human. He didn’t want them to have many occasions to talk to her privately.
Contrarily to them, he had a plan ready. He knew exactly where she was. It didn’t take him long to find her den. He braced himself for the illuminated place he would find himself in.
He opened the door only to find the room plunged in darkness. Strange. He thought humans were uncomfortable in the dark. She might want to sacrifice comfort in favour of a surprise attack. 
It is a strategy that would work for most adversaries. It wouldn’t work with him of course. Scozar would see the warmth of her body first.
He looked around the place, examining it for any kind of traps. The walls were bland, the room was unchanged except for more pieces of furniture. It looked like the room had been made with the human in mind. Not only this room, the whole ship gave off this impression.
He walked while making sure to stay near the walls. A speck of warmth caught his eyes, there was another room, how much of the ship did she think she deserved? The room he was in was merely a small private gatherings, it seemed like.
He entered the other room. The human was laying on what looked like a soft headland. Humans were so weak and fragile they even needed to sleep on soft things, it seemed.
But something was definitely wrong with her. She didn’t move. Scozar thought the human would be more aware of her surroundings in an environment she wasn’t comfortable in. But it didn’t seem to be the case.
Maybe she used the same tactics as the warriors of his land, she didn’t move to blend in. But then again, he doubted the human could think of something like this, she was usually more inclined to fight him head first like a good warrior. Although, sometimes, a good warrior was one who knew how to trick his opponents.
Another thought came to him. What if she was dead? It would be a shame for her to die outside of battle. If so, what did a human look like when they were dead? Her body temperature was slightly colder but it couldn’t mean anything especially since it was so minor.
Scozar listened. Her body rumbled and growled as usual. But there was something different. All the sounds were there but something had changed. He couldn’t quite place it.
———
We arrived in The Human’s quarters. We knew The Kerox was right next to The Human. Her integral form was untouched. The Kerox was standing beside her.
We came in the other room on our four legs. We stood beside The Kerox who’s head turned towards us. He asked:
-Is she dead?
We checked her body from our position. Her physical form came back to us in rapid succession. She was not completely still. It seemed like her metabolism had slowed. It had slowed so much that she wasn’t conscious anymore, in a dead-like state. It was uncommon, however we used to have a good friend who was just like that.
-It reminds me-
-Answer my question Primavix.
We didn’t need to answer. The Human had stood up. Her voice came, raspier than usual.
-What are you doing in my room?
The Kerox didn’t wait to tell her:
-I thought you weakling had died from nothing.
-Hold on, I don’t have my translator.
-Stop disrespecting me.
The Human fumbled a little before tapping on a small button on her table. The Kerox reacted to this action. She then put a small piece of technology on her ear. She asked:
-What?
-What were you doing?
-I was asleep. What were you doing?
-You shouldn’t disappear for too long.
-Or else what? You’ll be worried?
-Human, I could easily crush you if you ever tried plotting something away from us. Don’t use this kind of strategy.
-Wow. I didn’t know you would be this paranoid. Good news, I was just sleeping. Now get out of my room.
-You will come with us.
-No.
-No?
-No. I have a few hours of sleep to catch up.
-You would willingly go back to the vulnerable state you were in?
-Yes. Out.
This answer gave us a new appreciation of The Human. The Human embodied the cycle of life and death. She understood the necessity of it and how much of a benediction it can be. It was beautiful. 
We didn’t want The Kerox to interrupt it.
-We and you shall wait for The Human to finish sleeping.
The Kerox stopped. He pondered on our words. He was respectful of us. Finally, he asked The Human:
-How long will it take?
-As long as it will take. Leave me be.
Those were such wise words from The Human. A cycle like this cannot be rushed nor stretched. It simply happened when it did. 
And so we and The Kerox left. It was an honour to know a member of another species so accepting of death in its most simple form. The death of the body was an important part of The Human and it was beautiful.
Back to masterlist
Back to Oath in the dark
Back to A New Era (the beginning)
Tagging people who wanted to be tagged @hoshi-no-koinu, @jay--o
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notshphnxx · 10 months ago
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me trying to write a uquiz result in a way that would work for literally everyone:
You exist. Whether you want to or not, you still do. Or at the very least, other people perceive you as someone who exists. Who knows… maybe you don’t actually exist. That’s up to you to figure out.
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chaoticallyfluffy · 10 months ago
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I’ve been forced into reading Danny phantom fanfics because I’m desperate for Billy Batson content and for some reason half the stuff on ao3 is crossover stuff so I guess I like Danny phantom now?? Kind of?? I haven’t watched it and I don’t plan on it but I really like the idea of it.
Anywho,
Billy has maintained a very delicate balance of half truths and lies of ommision over the years to protect his identity as a literal child. He uses facts he learned from his patrons and his interest and knowledge in history, specifically Ancient Greece, to convince people he’s ancient.
Then one day this ghost guy joins the league claiming to be incredibly old as well except he just goes around straight up lying about stuff, saying whatever the hell he feels like about the past if it’s convenient to him or just funny. Most of it contradicts with the story Billy has been delicately weaving over the years and he’s kind of panicking.
One day he confronts the ghost guy and is like “I know your not actually ancient but I’m not a snitch, how old are you?”
And Danny kind of feels bad about pretending to be ancient in front of someone who has literally been around since at least Ancient Greece and confesses that he’s 14. Captain Marvel stares at him for a few minutes before breaking out in a big grin and transforming into a 12 year old Billy. They instantly become inseparable.
You’d think that Billy would ask Danny to stop lying all the time because it’s gonna get them caught, but no, he thinks it’s hilarious. Now whenever Danny says something absurd or directly contradictory of the actual history that Billy told them, they’re just like “oh yeah both of those happened at the same time but all the scribes were at the same spot so no one wrote about the other one and it was lost to time” or “there was a time loop for a good few years back in good old Greece so a lot of weird things happened that just didn’t stick.” Or “that did happen but only ghosts could perceive it.” Or sometimes, if they absolutely cannot get away with any other explanation, “dang must have dreamt it!”
The league is hopelessly confused and 90% sure they’re being messed with but they have no proof and if they look at the history at least MOST of the stuff they say is true so there’s really no reason to doubt it when Danny claims he once fist fought the god of time while the entirety of Rome cheered for him and placed bets, especially when Billy nods sagely and says he remembers having to clean up the space time continuum after the fight and that he lost the modern equivalent of ten bucks in the bet (he still doesn’t lie, just doesn’t disagree with the blatant dishonesty. He honestly did have to clean up the space time continuum multiple times after Danny messes with time a bit too much thanks to Clockwork + shenanigans. They make bets all the time too lol)
I think the contrast between ‘never lies’ and ‘lies all the time for funsies’ with the same motivation of ‘do the funniest thing possible at all times’ can be extremely entertaining and interesting.
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meguwumibear · 17 days ago
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The first time the two of you run into her, Zayne’s body goes rigid. You’re on your way to lunch at a noodle restaurant he scoped out a few weeks prior after developing a feel for your tastes. She’s dressed in her hunter uniform, which means she’s working another weekend shift, against her doctor’s orders. He wonders how much sleep she’s getting, and if she’s eating a full three meals.
Zayne’s mind runs from him as he stares at her, losing track of what’s happening in his body, forgetting who’s tucked up against his side. He doesn’t even realize how tightly he’s begun to grip your hand until you give his a gentle, questioning squeeze. The pressure and warmth of your fingers should ground him, but it’s been a while since he’s seen her outside the office. Thoughts of her and her wellbeing form out of habit, one he continues to struggle to break.
If you were less observant, perhaps he could explain away his sudden change in demeanor, but Zayne has always liked his women knife sharp. Words have failed him in the past. The sentences he strings together are always too curt, too short, too clinical to carry a conversation or make his true feelings known. One must look not only at what he has said, but at what his actions convey if they want to understand him.
(He does not tell her that he missed her, only that he checked the weather where she stayed.)
You’re fluent in latent content—it’s one of the many things he likes about you—which is how he knows you don’t miss the way his eyes flick to her. Or that he can’t seem to peel them away. You frown, but say nothing, which makes him feel like a fucking jackass. She doesn’t want him. Not in this life. And, he’s risking whatever he has with you by staring at her, at the woman who left him, at the woman who never stays.
You wait until you’re back at his place to ask about her. Your tone is soft, curious, but your eyes are unable to meet his. They keep looking over his shoulder or at his feet.
“Who is she?�� you want to know, only he doesn’t know how to answer that. He doesn’t know how he could possibly begin to explain to you that he’s known for her lifetimes without sounding like some delusional, lovesick pup still hung up on his ex.
“A wraith,” he tells you since that’s as close to the truth as he can get. “She’s someone from my past.”
You hum, then add, “I figured. It looked like you saw a ghost when we crossed paths with her.”
Zayne wishes you were angry—he feels better equipped for that—but you just sound sad.  It makes his heart feel unusually heavy. It aches, like it may drop out from behind his ribs and leave a dark cavity in his chest.
“About your ex,” he starts, though he isn’t quite sure where he’s going with this. The night you first met, you cried to Zayne about them, but they haven’t come up since.
“Would you believe me if I told you they were a hunter too?”
Zayne doesn’t miss how you speak of them in the past tense.
“Were?” he asks.
You look at him finally, and there is pain in your eyes; they glisten with something all too familiar to him. “They died,” you say, voice thick with grief, “protecting the city from Wanders.”
This, at least, is something Zayne understands. He meets grief life after life, two old, begrudging friends.
“You never told me,” he says.
You shrug, “Most people don’t like to talk about death.”
“I’m not most people.”
“No,” you agree, “you’re not.”
Zayne thinks of the jasmine you brought him your first night over. True to your word, you help him dry the plant so he can keep it forever. He thinks of what you told him that night, when he nearly collapsed at the sight of the taunting white petals. You told him what humans perceive as death is just energy changing form. Perhaps that belief formed in the aftermath of your exes passing.
“Do you believe in past lives?” he asks.
Your brows knit together as you give the question some thought.
“I wouldn’t rule it out,” you eventually reply. “If nothing is ever added or subtracted from the universe, an argument could be made in its favor. Why do you ask? Is she from one of yours?”
“She is,” he tells you. “She’s from quite a few.”
“Oh,” you reply as you look away from him. Your frown deepens, and Zayne hates that there’s nothing he can do to stop it. “I think this might be my first life. My first human one anyway. I was probably a bird before this. A flighty one like an arcticyon or something.”
Sometimes, Zayne can’t believe you’re real.
“It’s a privilege to have met you here, then,” he tells you. “And, I’ll look forward to meeting you again.”
You flash him a small smile, “You think you’ll find me in the next one?”
He returns the fond look you give him, “I will certainly try.”
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alwaysanundertone · 5 months ago
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Day 29: edging | Jegulus
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“No, Y/N, that’s not the correct answer.” You huffed, pouting. You loved the fact that you were younger than your two boyfriends most of the time, you loved how protective they got, you loved being the centre of their attention; what you didn’t love was being tutored by them. They were the most amazing partners in the world most of the time, but when it came to prepare you for a test, they became unsufferable. It surely didn’t help that your attention span was the one of a ten years old when it came to studying.
“Jamie, please, I’m so tired” You made him puppy eyes, knowing that Regulus wouldn’t let you relax until you finished all of your work.
“No, baby, you have to finish this.”
“But I already know everything, it’s not fair!”
Regulus raised a brow at you, making you slightly panic: he wasn’t the one to raise his voice, his calmness was way more intimidating. “Okay, baby, if you’re so sure about it, we will play a game. We’re going to test you on all the material we’ve taught you today. At the end, you will be edged for each mistake you made”
You widened your eyes, knowing that you’ve royally fucked it up. You mumbled something, but they both ignored you, getting started on discussing together the question they would have asked you.
“Reggie, you’re right, maybe we should go over the material once again, just to be sure?” Your voice sounded dangerously close to begging, but you would have done anything to not participate in that sick game.
“Come on now, love, you insisted you knew everything. Don’t underestimate your knowledge! It’s just a little test, now be quiet and stay still” You huffed, trying to steal some glances at the notes they had splayed in front of them, only for James to cover them up, winking at you.
You sat there for a while, gnawing at your lower lip, cursing yourself for behaving like a brat. You knew what the consequences were, so why did you insist on making them mad?
“Okay, baby, are you ready?”
“No, I made a mistake, can we just start over-“
“Which plant produces Stinksap?” James winked at you. You tried to search for the answer, knowing damn well it was all for nothing, your mind blank.
“V-Venomous tentacula? No, no wait it’s Mandrake? No-”
“The answer is incorrect, it was Mimbulus Mimbletonia. Next”
“I was about to say that! You interrupted me, fucking-“
“If you were to heal some wounds, which plant would you use?” Regulus was sporting a blank expression, and you knew you were royally fucked.
“Wormwood” You were sure about this, a 100%. It wasn’t one chance in hell it was wrong, you knew this one-
“It’s Dittany” James gave you a pitiful expression, you huffed your cheeks, straightening up a bit: if you were going to loose this sick game, you would have least kept your pride doing so.
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“I give up, please, stop asking questions” They had already tested you on four questions, and you only got one right. They exchanged a pointed look.
“Okay, we’re going to stop here. Now we will teach you a lesson, and tomorrow you will sit down and behave, you will be studying for this test because there is no chance in hell you’re going to fail this, I refuse to be perceived as someone who doesn’t know how to properly tutor just because you’re behaving like a brat.” Regulus raised a brow at you as you were going to reply, actively shutting you up. “Now, take off all of your clothes and lay down on the bed”
You scrambled to do so, knowing it wasn’t the time to question Regulus. Once you were sprawled on the bed like he instructed, they both circled you. James’s hand circled your neck, squeezing softly, while your other partner held a rabbit vibrator in his hand.
“We will edge you for three times, baby. You aren’t allowed to come if we don’t say so, so don’t even try to disobey us, understood?”
“Understood” As soon as you said the word, Regulus head disappeared between your thighs. You felt his warm lips on your knee, tracing your inner thigh with his warm tongue, making you shiver from head to toe. He reached your mound, leaving an open-mouthed kiss on top of your panties, making you gasp.
James chuckled, nipping at your earlobe. “Love, I think you should hold back a bit” You refrained from whining, not wanting to worsen the situation you were in.
Regulus calloused fingers took off your panties, smirking at your wetness. He entered you with his index finger, slowly pulling it out afterwards, entering you once again.
“Look how wet she is, do you love being punished, darling?” You shook your head, eyes closed, as you tried your best to hold back, to not be affected by your boyfriend’s ministrations. “No? Then why are you this wet, love?”
You bit back a bratty remark, you had a hate-love relationship with your punishment. Yes, they could be really fun, and you usually enjoyed the aftercare, but it was really hard for you to be soft and pliant, and they knew this all too well.
He teased your clit with his thumb, meanwhile James started kissing you, his movement slow and calculated, making your head spin with the stimulation.
As you were about to come, they stopped any movement, making you whine.
“That’s one, love, you did so good” Reggie kissed your thigh, it was impossible for you to stay mad at him when he behaved like this.
He lowered his head on your core, making you gasp, as he started to stimulate you once again. “Fuck, Regulus”
James opened your shirt, his fingers working the buttons quickly, then opening the frontal clasp of your bra. “You’re so gorgeous” He breathed out, looking mesmerized.
“You see ‘em… fuck” You crossed your eyes as Regulus sucked on your clit. “Everyday”
“They’re always so pretty” He sucked on your nipple as Regulus sped up the rhythm of his sucking. You looked down, admiring how his black curls created a sinful contrast with your skin; he raised his gaze, winking at you.
In the back on your mind you knew that you weren’t allowed to come, problem was that you didn’t care anymore. You wished they forgot about the punishment, but obviously, they didn’t.
As soon as they heard the changing of the tone of your moans, they stopped altogether, making you whine.
“Please, fuck, just let me come” Your clit felt almost raw, you felt on the verge of crying.
“No, honey, we said you were going to be edged three times and that’s what’s going to happen. If you behave we might let you finish afterwards”
He positioned the rabbit vibrator inside of you with one swift thrust, James kept on sucking and nipping at your nipples: it took you an embarrassingly short amount of time for you to be on the verge of coming.
When they didn’t let you come once again, you sniffled. You actually felt the urge to cry, to let out all of the frustration you built up over this punishment.
James softened his gaze, and so did Regulus. “You were so good for us, honey, we’re going to make you come now, okay?”
You nodded, Regulus started fingering you once again, this time his movements were much softer. James massaged your breasts in his hands, his thumb flicking your nipple here and then, keeping his movements gentle and controlled.
In no time you reached your peak, and as you exploded around your boyfriend fingers, they sweet talked you through it.
Once you came down from your high, they moved like a well-oiled machine, cleaning you up while simultaneously praising you, trying their best to keep you as grounded as possible.
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bellesmadeofsilk · 3 months ago
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What to wear M.M x FEM! reader
Overture- Matt's worried about meeting your parents
CWs- Mentions of bruises, not being perceived as good enough, one joke about stripping and not a whole lot else
A/N- oops it's kind of late but Merry Christmas if you celebrate it, and happy chanukah if you celebrate that. And have a nice Wednesday otherwise. Also the divider is courtesy of @anitalenia
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You’d never seen Matt this worried before. You’d seen him have nerves before court, or even genuine fear over some of the things happening in his city– but they were always overpowered by his endless resolve. You’d listen to him talk through his problems, through opening statements, and lines of questioning– and at the end of the day he’d feel a lot better. But tonight he was spiraling a little bit and no amount of nervous pacing was helping him. 
He had three near-identical suits laying on his bed, and was pacing from the bedroom to his living room where you sat on the couch. It started with him trying to decide on his clothes for tomorrow and had become– this. 
“What if they don’t like me?” You really tried not to laugh at him— like your parents wouldn’t like the nice guy with perfect manners and a stable career. 
“Matt, they’ll love you– it’ll be a great day tomorrow. I’m cooking, you’re going to be so wonderfully charming, and my parents have never even been to New York before– you’ve got the home field advantage.”
“What if they see one of my bruises– or my scars? I don’t want them to think I’m violent.” Currently his bruises were confined to his upper arm, chest, and back— no one would see them.
“Well then I guess you can’t strip at dinner.” It wasn’t especially often that you could tease Matt, but he was being more than a little ridiculous– no one would guess that your blind boyfriend got a bruise because he was fighting someone on a random rooftop at one in the morning. You laugh a little bit as you put your hands on his shoulders, stopping his pacing. He allowed you to give him a peck on the lips, even though he was still antsy. When you pulled away, he put his hand over yours, still on his shoulder. 
“I’m serious. They’re going to think I’m not good enough for you.” 
“Oh Matt– they’d never say that.”
“But it’s true. I’m not good enough for you.”
“Matt– I think you are wonderful, smart, and sweet, and my parents are going to think you’re great– I’m sure of it.” He could hear your heartbeat. He knew you were telling the truth. But you could think that they’d like him all you want, it wouldn’t change the fact that they might not. And much to your dismay he could only sigh in response, looking down at you. 
“Matt, I'm serious. At the very least, they’ll think you’re a polite young man with a stable job and a nice suit.” That got a laugh out of him— it was self conscious, but an improvement over the frown he had before. 
“Well that’s good at least. Something in my favor.” 
“And Matt? Just for the record it doesn’t matter to me whether or not they like you. I love you, and they love me, and nothing is going to change that.” You’d never said that to him before. Not out loud at least— you’d thought it, and when you knew he was far enough that even he couldn’t hear you, you’d practiced saying it. But he’d never heard you say it before. 
“You love me?”
“Obviously— I don’t know if you noticed, but you’re pretty fantastic.”
“And you’re sweet. And I love you too.” He kissed your forehead and pulled you into a hug, your face buried in his chest. 
“So you’ll be ok tomorrow?” He just gave a contented sigh and pulled you even tighter to him, inadvertently squishing your face. 
“As long as you’re there, I’ll be fine I think.” You squirmed away from his hold just enough to press a light kiss to his jaw, then to his lips. You could physically feel him smile, and then feel that smile fade a little bit when he started talking again. 
“But seriously, which suit do you think?”
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raven-at-the-writing-desk · 6 months ago
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Why did they change Fellow’s and Gidel’s name for EN but not Rollo’s? So weird you’d think they’d at least be consistent and change all the names or none at all.
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hchfxbjsbajCgwhq Deep breaths, everyone 😅 Deeeeeeep breaths…
I know a lot of us might be displeased with the name changes (moreso with Fellow’s than with Gidel’s) but let’s remember that, at the end of the day, they’re just names. They’re not erasing the original names, they’re not changing the context of the event story, and no one will force you to use the new names if you don’t want to. Your feelings are valid, but please be mindful about how you express them (because unfortunately I fear it can very easily veer into insulting or talking down to the localization/the localization team or fans who don’t mind/actually like the name changes 💦 It is partly for this reason that I did not include the other asks I received on this topic, as they could be needlessly inflammatory).
That being said, here are my thoughts on the matter: initially, I didn’t like the names. My automatic thought was that they sound like a corny 4Kids dub where they changed the Obviously Japanese Name (ex: Ichigo) to something Very Western (ex: Zoey). However, I’ll also be the first to admit that I also initially found the Japanese names odd because who names their kid FELLOW?? It’s like naming someone Person. I’m used to it now, but it definitely took me weeks and weeks to consider “Fellow Honest” a full name.
I’ve seen some people say that Fellow and Gidel’s names are meant to be silly sounding (and so the localized names are actually fitting), but I don’t agree with that sentiment. To my knowledge, no one in-universe ever laughs at their names or says they’re out of place. If the names were intended to be perceived as silly, there would be remarks indicating this. For example, “Tsunotaro”/“Hornton” IS silly because characters make explicit mention of how strange the nickname is. This is not true of Fellow and Gidel, so I don’t believe their names are supposed to be unserious.
I’ve also seen a lot of people poking fun at “Ernesto Foulworth” because “it sounds like such an obvious name for a scammer”. And yeah, maybe that’s true depending on who’s looking at it. I get where people are coming from. Buuut to play devil’s advocate, “Fellow Honest” invokes similar vibes. Both names have that element of honesty/earnest, but “Fellow” is more of a “John Doe” or generic name whereas “FOULworth” sounds bad since we associate the word foul with negativity. Essentially, both names are shady in their own ways but “Ernesto Foulworth” gets more flack because foul triggers an automatic negative association whereas fellow is more neutral.
So then I sat with the localized names for a little longer and the changes started to make a little more sense. To me, both sound very Italian, which fits given that Pinocchio has Italian origins. Additionally, “Ernesto” looks and sounds like “earnest”, which refers to being truthful. His surname, “Foulworth”, may be a reference to Honest John’s full name? Worthington Foulfellow. (I have no insights for Gino, unfortunately… other than making him “match” Fellow’s name better since they’re a pair?)
In all honesty (heh) though, I still don’t really like the new names even considering that context. I’ll probably keep calling them by their Japanese ones. I’ll never be a fan of any name changes because it means I have to go back and edit the tags on ALL my related posts, lol
Side note: shoutout to all the folks saying the names sound Ace Attorney-esque, how you think of Ernesto de la Cruz from Coco, and/or joking about how the EN names are Fellow and Gidel’s fake identities/aliases while they’re on the run from the cops 😭 I laughed too hard reading those comments cbwhebjzbwiwhwlek
Now, I’m not sure why the names were changed considering that names prior have largely been unchanged (Cheka, Marja, Najma, Rollo, etc.), save for maybe some spelling changes (Meleanor -> Maleanor, Baul -> Baur, Farena -> Falena, Leven -> Raverne, etc.). The only huge exception to this is Kifaji, who became Neji in EN. Here’s some theories and speculation going around in the fandom about Fellow and Gidel’s changes:
Copyright issues???? For example, you can’t really trademark “Fellow” and “Honest”, but you could maybe trademark “Ernesto Foulworth”. (This doesn’t explain Gino’s name or why they couldn’t trademark “Fellow Honest”.)
Another interpretation of copyright issues theory is that there’s weird legal stuff happening between Aniplex and Disney (international), which forced the name changes. (I think this one assumes a lot of tight regulations and hinges on how litigious big corpos and especially Disney are when it comes to “protecting” their brand and properties.)
Some have suggested that “Fellow Honest” is noun-adjective word order, which is uncommon in English. In “Ernesto Foulworth”, the first name looks and sounds like the adjective “earnest”, meaning the adjective(s) come first, which is more common in English. (This theory is a little incomplete though; there is no noun in the localized name to complete the thought. Additionally, Japanese also usually goes with the adjective-noun rule, so “Fellow Honest” would be an unusual name for JP too. And again, no explanation for Gino.)
… ITALIAn REP BABY 🇮🇹
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ellstersmash · 4 months ago
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Prompt time! Solas and Athi discuss at length if the other would love them as a worm. Please and thank you 🙏
rare and marvelous
Fandom: Dragon Age Pairing: Solas x f!Lavellan Rating: G for General now illustrated :')
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“Are you comfortable in that form?”
Athi’s voice cuts into the quiet of the Fade and Solas’ own silent musings, the path they’re currently on less twisting, and therefore less mentally demanding, than most.
“This form?” he responds. “Or do you refer to another?”
“You know, most people don’t have to specify that.”
“I believe we can agree that I am not most people.”
Athi’s features scrunch together in amusement as she most certainly prepares to tease him—her favorite pastime, not that the Fade provides much of a variety from which to choose. “So true,” she says, the sing-song notes of it echoing in the shifting emptiness around them. “You’re very special.”
“Your approval of my circumstances is paramount,” he states dryly. “Which form are you currently curious about?”
“Your new—or, well, old—spirit form. It’s very… tendrily.”
Solas chuckles. “I can say with great confidence that I have never before been accused of being ‘tendrily.’”
“Love that we’re still finding firsts. Don’t you?” Athi nudges him with an elbow. The self-satisfied smile on her face makes its own light, her playfulness a beacon in the dull dark of this domain.
“You are right,” he says, “and I should hardly be surprised that you are still able to surprise me.”
“Or maybe you should be surprised by my surprising you, otherwise it’s not much of a surprise, is it? But back to my question: do you like to hang around as your tendrily spirit-self?”
“It is not so dissimilar to this one.”
“It floats.”
“Well, yes.”
“And you don’t have hands.”
Solas chuckles. “But many tendrils, as I’ve been recently informed. Besides, one does not need appendages to affect the Fade; only a capable mind and sufficient will.”
“Well, you need appendages to affect me,” Athi mumbles.
Solas grins over at her then, waiting until he catches her eye to lean closer, lower his voice, and ask, “Do I?”
She’s not the only one with the power to tease. It has the intended effect, of course: her eyes widen and unfocus for a few long moments, the air thickening with desire before she shakes it off.
“So is that a yes, then?” she asks.
“Yes, I am comfortable in that form, as I am comfortable in this one.”
“But not the wolf.”
This is not something he’s considered, and he takes his time answering. “The Dread Wolf was born of a specific need to threaten the evanuris and as a show of power and protection for those who would escape or oppose them. And, as you know, it takes a great deal of energy to maintain. I would not call it ‘comfortable’ by any stretch of the definition.”
“Cute, though.”
Solas rolls his eyes at her flippancy. “I refuse to dignify that statement with a response.”
“That is a response.” But she takes his hand and squeezes, warmth diffusing into Solas’ chest as her affection washes over him in gentle waves.
Some time later, it occurs to him to wonder why she brought this subject up in the first place. “Are you comfortable with my spirit form, Athi?”
“I mean, sure. It’s just new. And it is different, at least to me. Not as solid.”
“Different in a bad way?”
“No. I mean, yes in some ways. Harder to kiss you, for one thing.” She squeezes his hand again. “Also I’m never really sure which eyes to look into.”
“In truth, that form does not have eyes, or even sight in the way you’d experience it.” 
Athi looks up at him, a vacant expression which he can only classify as bewilderment on her face.
“There are other senses which allow me to perceive the world,” he continues. “Ones which are very difficult to explain to someone who cannot experience them, but rest assured that I know where you are and what you are doing, whether in spirit form or this one.”
“That clears things up less than I think you think it does.”
“I am sorry. Perhaps you might simply choose your favorite ‘eye’ with which to maintain contact as we converse.”
“Right, I’ll give that a go.” 
“Does it truly bother you? Does it change your opinion of me?”
Athi stops short, her hand still clasped in his tugging him to a halt in turn. “What? No, it doesn’t ‘bother’ me. It’s just different. And I have to be different with it.”
“But I am still…” He is unsure how to ask the right question, but feels it imperative that he discover the answer. “I am still Solas, to you? Even when I wear that form?”
“Who else would you be?”
“Does it change how you feel about me? Your—” It is still so hard for him to accept the concept that even forming the word is a challenge. “Your love for me?”
“Oh.” Athi’s whole being relaxes on a sigh and a soft smile. She lifts his hand to her lips and kisses two of his knuckles. “Don’t be ridiculous. Nothing can change that.”
“Well. That is a relief. Thank you.”
They continue along their path, but the quiet hardly has time to settle back in when Athi speaks again.
“Solas?”
He hums an acknowledgement.
“If I were in a different form, would you still love me?”
The answer is obvious, but he entertains the subject. “Temporarily?”
“No, I think permanently.”
“Of course I would. It is your spirit that I adore—though I am fond of your form as well.”
She laughs brightly. “Good answer! But what if it was really different? Like a fish? Or a worm? What if you woke up one day and I was a worm?”
“Is your spirit intact within this worm?”
“Let’s say yes.”
“Then yes, I would still love you. And I would learn to love your worm form in time.”
“Okay.” She’s silent long enough that he thinks the matter dropped, then: “But what if my spirit was changed, too? What if I had a worm spirit now?”
“That would be an impossibility.” Even more impossible than the premise, but he keeps that to himself. “If your spirit was no longer yours, but a worm’s, then there would be no you within it. I would cherish your memory into eternity, and leave the worm to live out its life.”
Athi gasps and stops again, dropping his hand to match her other one on her hip. “You would leave me?!”
“It would not be you, vhenan. It would be a worm.”
“But I would be the worm!”
“You’re not the worm. Without your spirit, the worm is just a worm.”
“What if I was always the worm?”
She appears genuinely distressed, and Solas isn’t sure he can reason his way out of a conversation this ridiculous. “Then we likely would never have met. You would not love me either.”
“You don’t know that!”
Solas sighs heavily, cradling his temples in one hand. “I fear we’ve stepped out of the incredibly hypothetical discussion we began and into a deeper one.”
Athi starts ahead without him. “You’ve certainly stepped into something.”
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moodymisty · 7 months ago
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What kind of nicknames/titles do you think each Primarch's wife would get?
There's some that all the wives share, just adjusted to fit with their husband. Lady of [primarch's planet]. Lady of the [Legion name]. And if the primarch is one with a last name, she uses her husband's last name. (Lady Guilliman, Lady Lupercal, Lady Aurelian, etc)
But most/all of the wives would have nicknames/titles unique to them.
Magnus's wife could be called the Red Lady.
Konrad's wife could be called Lady of the Night, but that's also an euphemism for a prostitute, so maybe not. I don't think any Primarch, especially Konrad, would like someone else calling their wife a slut.
Since the Primarchs presumably didn't know about Alpharius and Omegon being twins, they probably assume Omegon is Alpharius's last name. So their shared wife would be called Lady Omegon, which would please the actual Omegon greatly. He may only be able to be with her in public as Alpharius, but she is his Lady. It's a way for both brothers to show their claim over her. She's Alpharius's wife, Lady Omegon.
If a Primarch has a title/nickname that's Lord of [X] or the [X] Lord (like Perturabo being the Lord of Iron), she could be called the Lady of [X]/the [X] Lady (Perturabo's wife being the Lady of Iron)
I added all the ones I think since i imagine that not all of them would use the same default titles. Other people feel free to add!
Lion El'Jonson:
Beginning of relationship: Woman, Lion’s woman
Farther into relationship: Lady of the Dark Angels, but it’s usually rarely
Roboute Guilliman:
Lady Guilliman, Lady of Macragge, Lady of the Ultramarines, Consort of the Lord Regent, she has a lot of titles and it bugs her greatly lol
Magnus The Red:
The Red Lady, Consort of The Crimson King
Rogal Dorn:
Lady Dorn, Lady of the Imperial Fists. Their titles are very practical and literal.
Ferrus Manus:
None in my opinion. Other legions might call her Manus’ lady simply for lack of anything else to say.
Perturabo:
Lady of Iron, but in my opinion yet another legion/primarch that doesn’t use a lot of titles. Half because Perturabo doesn’t let them even perceive her; Forrix once called her Perturabo’s bitch and he beat the man bloody. And then he called her bitch in private. He’s toxic.
Fulgrim:
This one I actually have no ideas! Fulgrim is my least touched upon primarch but I’m sure he’d have many titles for her, what do you guys think?
Vulkan:
Lady of Drakes, Lady/Mother of the Salamanders, My Lady, Mother, etc. Unlike the other legions they all really want to associate with her as a legion not just Vulkan
Corvus Corax:
Raven Mother, Lady Corax. Surprisingly uninspired.
Alpharius/Omegon:
When Alpharius talking it’s Lady Omegon, when it’s Omegon talking it’s just My Lady
Internally, Lady/Mother of the Hydra
Konrad Curze:
None really, Shang or Sevatar might call her Lady Curze as a demeaning joke, and other legions call her Lady of the Night Lords simply because she’s basically an unknown to them. In my opinion Curze actively hides her until he can no longer.
Sanguinius:
Lady or Lady Angel, Lady of Baal, Mother Angel later on
Lorgar Aurelian:
Lady Aurelian, Lady/Goddess of Colchis, Lady/Goddess/Mother of the Word Bearers. He really loves cramming goddess into her titles
Mortarion:
None that I can think of, other than the obvious
Jaghatai Khan:
This one I’m also not sure one, but I also don’t think Khan is a super title driven guy. Given he isn’t for himself either.
Leman Russ:
Wolf Mother, Den Mother, Lady/Mother of the Wolves, Russ’ bitch
Horus Lupercal:
Lady Lupercal, and that's probably it. Horus jokingly tried to get his Mournival to call her Princess Lupercal once and she tried to smack him.
Angron:
none really. I HC that their relationship is too unknown to title, and so any formal interactions usually just hesitantly call her Lady or Consort to Angron, since that’s the closest descriptor.
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formerly-windblume · 1 month ago
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TWST SPOILERS - Riddle’s Dream
WARNING!! This post contains MAJOR spoilers for the latest TWST JP update as well as personal thoughts/analysis!!
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Just wanted to point these out…
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One is of his mother holding him as an infant and the other of his parents together and what appears to be his dad is holding him…
I feel like he may have been seriously touch starved back then and honestly that’s why so many of the photos are of him either cuddled up next to his mum, holding his parents hands, or being held…. He truly craves that….
He had to grow up fast, not because he was given siblings to take care of and help with, but because he was quite literally his parents’ trophy child they likely conceived purely out of the desire to produce a child good enough to call an heir to the Rosehearts name, and what they may likely deem a “superior” bloodline as it’s clear his parents are quite successful people. He HAD to be the best, he HAD to grow up fast. I don’t doubt he was loved, well, likely not in the way we would expect it as I’m quite sure Mama Rosehearts showed “love” in different ways as she probably was raised worse and is trying but does not understand the concept of motherly love and genuine care for her son.
Think of it like this… if a person only ever grew up in a place where “love” was shown by let’s say a mountain of chores or extra homework while living in a sheltered environment then that person will likely do the same if they produce their own offspring. If all someone knows is a horrid environment and perceives that as normal they are more likely to keep that up and believe what they experienced from day one is indeed normal without the outside influence telling them otherwise.
Riddle’s childhood was stripped from him and he was quite literally given the whole Rapunzel in the tower scenario that it shows, he was given the whole “mother knows best” treatment minus the catchy song I’m 99.9% of you have had stuck in your heads at least once. That’s why in his dream he wants to break free of those chains and let loose, have some late teenage rebellion, curse out the authorities, live in a lively household where photos of him and his friends are on the walls and shows genuine love. Shows him being held in the arms of his parents.
I do t think he was held much as a child if he dreams of it, he probably craves that feeling. A feeling poor Riddle may not fully know or remember…
That… that’s bloody sad, mate…
- Windblume
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dekariosclan · 2 months ago
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This may be too vague of a question or too complicated to answer, so please feel free to disregard if you’d like, but how do you think Gale would feel about/act towards/perceive a Tav that is from our world? Like whatever the circumstances that led to it, the Tav that he and the party go on this adventure with is someone who got completely snatched from our universe by the nautiloid?
Thanks as always for the wonderful Gale thoughts & headcanons! (Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m gonna go manifest so that I can smooch a certain wizard…)
Ahh Anon, it’s the ultimate dream—to never have to answer another work email because you’ve been transported to a land where AI, social media, and billionaire f*ckwits don’t exist 🥹
Yes, yes, there’s brain tadpoles, world-ending consequences, your likely impending death, etc. etc. All perfectly worth the trade-off in my opinion.
But how would Gale react to this odd individual who keeps referring to bewildering things from their culture like “Texting” and “The Inter Net” and “Move-E’s.” ??? And most shocking of all: they have NO concept of magic?!?
Well! Gale would be MOST intrigued by this person! Here he’d thought githyanki culture was fascinating, but this “Earth” that Tav arrived from makes githyanki culture seem positively mundane.
Of course he would eagerly volunteer to teach Tav magic; it would be absolutely critical that they at least grasp a basic knowledge of it, for their own survival as well as the group’s, and in return he would ask that they tell him everything about their home world. He would have a great many questions, after all.
Anon, I don’t think it’s too farfetched to believe that Gale’s heart would begin to flutter during their very first lesson together, as soon as Tav expressed wonder and awe at Gale’s most basic magic teachings.
And he would be delighted with the patience they showed at answering his questions, as well as the multitude of questions they had for him in return. Such fascinating conversation!
Plus, he’d find it rather endearing to watch them trying to navigate Faerun and their new surroundings. Of course, he’d watch them simply to be sure they weren’t in any danger—not for any other reasons, no, absolutely not!—and he’d make sure he was always available to assist them in any way he could…
And his favourite part of each day would be when Tav would make their way over to him to discuss their latest discovery, and ask him more questions, and look at him with that beautiful, incomparable smile, and…
In summary anon, I think Gale might fall faster for a Tav from our world than he would for one from his own.
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candyk0rn · 11 months ago
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Hey, can I request a break up with Nanami, Gojo, and Geto? I'm in a mood for angst :')
⚘Breakup⚘
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Woah okay first time I’ve ever written smth like this so I’m excited! Thanks for the ask, have a good day/night!
Warnings: ummm breaking up with someone is sad y’all
Included: Nanami Kento, Gojo Satoru, Geto Suguru
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G.Satoru:
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Fights or arguments don’t really happen with Gojo
Because he doesn’t let them happen
When things get even the slightest bit heated, he avoids them
He erases them with clinginess and jokes, always brushing it off when he should definitely be serious
And this is one of many things that drew your relationship to its inevitable end
Not only was it his lack of ability to read the room, but also his dangerous job
With the privilege of being considered the ‘strongest’, that means the strongest enemies are after him as well
You cannot begin to count the amount of times he said he’d leave for a three day mission, only to be gone for an entire week with no further communication
There’s a large risk at hand with being even so much as associated with Gojo
Let alone being his romantic partner
A certain bounty has been placed on your head too, you’re sure.
And that is just dusting against the surface of the cracks that eventually took control of your relationship
And to be honest, he doesn’t take the break up that serious either
Not until you stop returning your calls and haven’t come home for a few hours
Maybe it’ll make him realize, but who knows?
N.Kento:
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Nanami is tricker than Gojo.
But in some regards, I believe he’s very similar
For Nanami is perceived, at least, to be a ‘simple’ man
For someone who hates work, who would much rather go on a long vacation,
He takes his occupation extremely seriously
Both his normal income job and his sorcerer work
And sometimes you truly felt he held his job before you, his partner
And sometimes, he would openly admit to taking priority elsewhere than with you
Which, in some cases understandable, still hurts
One time, later in your relationship, he has forgotten your anniversary
Well, he hadn’t forgotten it fully
But he didn’t celebrate in anyway, needing his hours at work
Nor did he intend to celebrate in anyway, even though much earlier to the date you told him you would like to
Unlike Gojo, the breakup is rather smooth
He simply and utterly refuses to leave on a bad note
And he will not only leave in good terms, but he wants to leave respectfully
But he will be in shock for a very long time afterwards
And he doubts the feeling of deep regret will leave anytime soon…
G.Suguru:
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I don’t think people really recognize how others are affected when someone begins to spiral
Not only is the person who is going through the hard time hurting and being drained, the person helping is drained too
And unfortunately, this is what happened to yours and Geto’s relationship
Seeing someone you care for so deeply begin this downward trajectory is hard
And you swore to be by his side through it all..
Until he began to do some things you didn’t exactly approve of
Once the count of dead began rising by his hand, you found yourself losing sympathy bit by bit
It’s a hard pill to swallow, it’s a difficult thing to accept
And it’s an even worse thing to end
To hang on to the hope that the old Suguru is simply trapped behind a mask of pain would be futile
It’s either accept unfortunate route his travelled down, or follow in your own beliefs
And even though you once thought you could help him wash his hands clean of blood,
There will always be a spot left unattended
And spots only grow until you no longer see skin
Only red.
He doesn’t actually believe you at first when you bring up leaving him
In fact, he says to your face he doesn’t believe you
Like Gojo, he assumes that after you calm down you’ll be running back to him
But you don’t
And there’s very few times he’s felt regret.
He has done everything in his power to make sure the word isn’t even in his vocabulary
But there’s that sting in his heart and that dizziness in his head
That can only be described as loss.
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aro-of-argentum · 9 days ago
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Red Dahlia- Chapter 5
WC: 5,353
Notes: We're starting to get into the longer chapters now, Reader gets a new present, more Marcy content, Alfred is a good grandpa, Motorcycle date, no major warnings, spooky suspense right at the end
Beta'd by: @teaspacebar
Previous Chapter, Masterlist, Next Chapter
Chapter 5:
It had only taken two days for Alfred to get his request together.
“Master Jason,” Alfred addressed the younger man as he strode into the kitchen.
“Hey, Alfred, are they ready?”
He nodded in response as he handed over the box, “Two identical geolocation bracelets with proximity indicators, not tracked by any of the computers in the cave.”
The smile on Jason’s face only grew as he opened the small case.
“I’ve taken the liberty of having them adorned with your symbol,” Alfred continued. “They’re themed in your colors, and both recharge with body heat, so as long as they are being worn, they will not die.”
“Excellent. And-”
“And no one knows they exist but you and I.”
Jason nodded, appreciation woven into his features. “Thank you, Alfred.”
“Of course, Master Jason.” The man began moving around the kitchen, collecting supplies to make tea. “Am I allowed to ask who these belong to?”
“Well, one of them is mine,” Jason answered, clearly trying to avoid the question.
“Yes, of course,” he responded, tone neutral as ever. “And the other?”
“A friend.”
Alfred watched as Jason’s stare lingered on the bracelets, a smile just beginning to pull at the corners of his mouth. The young man was clearly lost in thought about something that made him truly happy.
“The same friend who now owns the Red Hood mug you purchased last week?”
Jason’s head popped back up, eyes wide like a child who’d been caught with his hand in the cookie jar. His cheeks faintly blushed. He hesitated slightly before giving his answer, “Yes…”
“And does this person know of your hobbies?”
“She only knows about my hobbies.”
Alfred nodded. “Very well. I’m glad you like them, Master Jason.”
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“Please, can we just go for one drink?”
“Marce, I’m exhausted. I do not want to get dressed up and go back outside.” You had worked a 10-hour day, and Marcy, the wonderful scrub nurse that she was, had picked up someone else’s shift, and worked a 14. “How are you even still standing?”
“Far too much caffeine.” Her tone was matter-of-fact as she stood up straight and made a mocking expression of pride. She deflated a bit before continuing, “Can we do a movie night or something at least? I feel like we haven’t hung out in forever.”
“Sure, that sounds like fun. But!” You jumped to smother her loud and immediate excitement. “I need to go home and get different clothes, shower too. I smell like work.”
She waved you off as the pair of you continued toward the staff lounge your lockers were in. “Oh, that’s fine. Do you want me to drive you?”
“No, I can walk like I always do. Why don’t you do a food run and then come get me?” You offered, needing your walk home to decompress.
“You think my snack run is going to take that much time?” She questioned.
You squinted, turning toward her as you pushed through the door of the staff lounge. “Doesn’t it always by the time you’ve picked the perfect ‘on-theme’ dinner, snacks, and wine?”
She gasped. “I’ve been perceived in a way I don’t like. But I suppose you’re right.” She grabbed her bag from her locker as you opened yours. “I’ll come pick you up when I’m done. And it’s not too late so you should be fine walking, yeah?”
Your attention was drawn to the little envelope you found in your locker with your name written on it in a familiar script. You did your best to respond like you had been paying attention, “Yeah, that’s fine…” You reached for the capsule and found it had some weight to it. You didn’t notice Marcy had continued speaking.
“…listening? I asked what kind of-” Her sentence died in her throat as her gaze landed on you. “What’s that?”
“Oh! Um,” You startled.
An even bigger gasp left her. “You were having a moment! Is that from a secret boyfriend of something?” She said casually, entirely dismissing the idea to herself as soon as it came out of her mouth.
“Shh! Marcy!” You yelled in a hush.
She let out another dramatic gasp, though quieter this time. “Oh my god, it is!” An excited smile crossed her face as she insisted, “Well, open it!”
“Okay, okay, give me second,” Your nerves spiked at what could possibly be in here, and the fact that you were about to open it with an audience. You pulled apart the seal of the envelope and turned it over with your other hand beneath the opening. Out slid a bracelet made of black chord, with two blood red metal beads on each side of the center disc. Your jaw dropped slightly in surprise at the gift as you examined it further. Flipping it over revealed a line-work dahlia flower in the face of the gun metal circle. Is this what he meant the other night?
“It looks like one of those companion bracelets, here.” She reached toward the disc and pressed on the face of it. It lit up with a soft glow for a couple of seconds before fading. “Now wait,” She instructed, clearly excited to see the result of her experiment.
You hadn’t expected anything until you saw it light back up, neither of you having touched it. Your shock was still written all over your expression when the other woman spoke up again.
“Aw!” Marcy’s hands flew to her face in adored excitement. “He’s thinking about you too!” She reached for your hands, grabbing the bracelet from you, and when you flinched and reached for it, she was quick to calm you. “Relax, which wrist?” She offered the bracelet, opened now, back out to you.
“Oh, here,” You presented your left wrist and Marcy slid the chord around your hand before tightening it to a comfortable degree.
“It’s adorable, and he clearly he’s been paying attention enough to know your favorite flower.”
“Yeah,” a smile replaced your shock, the heat of a blush creeping up the back of your neck at the thought that the Red Hood had at some point figured out you preferred dahlias.
Marcy scooched in close to you and smiled conspiratorially at you, wagging her eyebrows. “Are you going to tell me about him or what?”
You huffed a laugh. “Absolutely not.”
“Fine. Have your secrets, but I’ll find out eventually.” She turned away from you in time to miss the bracelet glow again briefly. “Let’s get going. It’s early enough we could probably watch two movies if we want. Maybe start a series. You’ll tell me more when you’re tired.”
You shook your head good-naturedly. “I won’t, but okay.” It only took a moment for you to grab the rest of your things before the two of you were headed toward the front doors of the hospital. You looked down to your wrist again and noticed the glow pulse again, though for a shorter time than before. As you continued to walk, you and your friend kept your heads down, knowing that if anyone saw you, they’d stop you for something. While your gaze was on the floor, you couldn’t help but notice that your bracelet’s light was pulsing faster, each time maintaining the soft brightness, but showing for shorter times, with shorter breaks. Worried it would catch someone’s attention, you turned it inward and jammed your hands into your pockets. Once you were outside, Marcy pulled you to the side.
“Okay, so the plan is for me to go get food and wine, while you go home and get cleaned up. Then, I’ll come get you and take us back to mine for movies, yeah?”
“Yep, sounds good.” You nodded as you spoke.
“Excellent, see you soon!” And she bounded away.
The moment she was gone, you pulled your hand from your pocket and looked to the inside of your wrist where the light was now rapidly blinking. “What?” You whispered to yourself, barely audible. Just when you were about to try tapping again to see if something was wrong, you saw the white light disappear, and in its place, still a soft glow, was Red Hood’s blood red insignia. No sooner than you’d seen it, you looked up to the rooftops, and found him, for just a moment, looking down at you. You smiled, and in a blink, he was out of sight, but the glowing symbol on your wrist told you he was there for your entire walk home.
-
The routine became standard procedure for Jason. He volunteered to be out on patrol more often, and if the bracelet (tucked under the edge of his glove for safekeeping) lit up, he was at the hospital in minutes. Sometimes it was near the beginning of his shift, sometimes it was later, but anytime you walked home after dark, he was there, and now you had proof of that. There were even nights that you would put a headphone in and rant, trying to make it look like you were on the phone, as you talked into thin air about your day. He always listened. It didn’t interfere with his regular patrols as long as he didn’t stick around once you’d made it inside your apartment, so no one noticed anything had changed.
It was the nights that he wasn’t supposed to be on patrol, but went out anyway, that drew attention.
“Master Jason,” Alfred announced himself by calling after the younger man.
Jason froze, half dressed in his uniform, one foot in the air as he was tying the laces on his boot. “Yes, Alfred.”
“I apologize, I thought you had the evening off.” Alfred gave him a knowing look. “Was there a last-minute substitution?”
No, and Alfred knows that. “Uh…” He hesitated and turned toward the doorway the older man stood in, setting his foot down. “No.”
Alfred nodded. “Mhmm. So where is it that you plan to go in your costume this evening?”
“I have to go make sure a friend gets home from work.”
“Your normal patrol route is well covered by masters Tim and Cassandra.”
It’s not the same. “I just-” Jason’s thought was cut off by the glow from his wrist in an otherwise dark room.
“Ah. That friend.” Alfred’s smirk was almost perfectly professional, but there was a hint of victory in it.
“Alfred, I need to go.” He was almost pleading. “And no one-”
“I am aware you do not wish to share your activities with the others. What I care about is your safety.” Alfred remained firmly planted in the door as Jason approached, the younger man’s clear advantage in size doing nothing to deter him.
Jason relented with a sigh. “I am being careful, and safe, I promise. I just-” Jason’s face and hands clenched as he struggled to come up with the words. But how could he possibly explain it? To any normal person, none of what he felt would make sense. “Alfred, she’s waiting for me.” The flashing light on his wrist seemed to assert itself as part of the conversation again, just to help Jason with his point.
“Very well,” Alfred side-stepped out of the doorway as he spoke. “Master Bruce plans to be home early this evening, if that should be factored into your plans.”
A small smile crept onto Jason’s face as he listened. “Thank you, Alfred.” He slid past the other man and made his way toward the garage, far faster than was appropriate indoors, but not quite a run. Once there, he zipped his jacket to cover the symbol on his chest, and pulled his motorcycle helmet on. He still wore the domino mask beneath the visor, but his Red Hood helmet was stashed in the bag on his back along with an extra set of riding gear. He grabbed a second helmet, one he was fairly certain would fit you, and left the garage. “I’m on my way,” he said out loud though he knew you couldn’t hear him.
He had noticed over the last 3 weeks that you’d grown more sure-footed on your journey home each night. Ever since the bracelet, you’d been visibly less scared of walking down the street, so sure that he would step in and protect you if you needed it. He’d also noticed that you always waited for him if he said he was coming. There had been times (only twice so far) that he’d been in the middle of a fight and unable to answer, that you’d walked home alone, but he always went to check on you later, and always found you safe at home. The rest of the time though, if he switched the bracelet to flash for proximity so you knew he was coming, you stayed at the hospital until he was there. It’s her safest option, the cynicism in him entered his thoughts. Why would she walk alone if she could have a guard dog following her. But there was something in him that hoped you felt differently.
-
You were concerned at first by how long the light indicated he was coming, but that he hadn’t started moving. The slow pulse of the light hadn’t sped up at all, and indicated he was still far away. A frown crossed your face. Normally he’s moving by now.
 “What’s the matter?” Marcy asked. She was on break as you were clocking out, and you’d decided to spend the time with her. She was going back in soon though, which is why you’d activated the bracelet.
“Oh, it’s nothing, I’m just-”
Marcy caught you glance down to your wrist. “Oh, babes, has he not responded? I’m sure everything’s okay, he’s probably just busy.”
“Yeah. No, I know.” You looked down again and noticed the light pulsing significantly faster, he’d gotten a lot closer, and he’d done it quickly. “Okay, he’s coming.” The phrase was whispered on a breath of relief, not meant for anyone to hear, but the other woman caught it anyway.
“What!?” Marcy shrieked. “He’s coming here? Now?”
“No!” Shit. How were you going to explain this away. No, he wasn’t coming here, at least not in a way that would satisfy Marcy’s need for proof he was real. “No, Marcy that’s not-” but your sentence was cut off by the sound of an engine rumbling down the street.
It was a motorcycle, and when you looked at the rider, you saw him pull one hand from the bars to tap his other wrist, and the light on your bracelet went red. Your eyes went wide at the sight, and you crammed your hands into your pockets to hide the glowing Red Hood symbol on your wrist from the woman standing next to you, now almost bouncing with excitement.
“Is that him?” She had a death grip on your arm as she looked to you, just as shocked as you felt.
“Yeah, I uh,” You shrugged and gave an apologetic cringe as you spoke, “I didn’t think you’d still be out here when he got here.”
“Hey sweetheart,” The man spoke from under his helmet as he stopped in front of the two of you, “Sorry I’m late, I got caught up at the house.”
You huffed a laugh, so the plan was to act as normal as possible, okay. “It’s fine. I’m happy to see you.”
“Here,” he said as he pulled his backpack off and unzipped it, pulling out a second helmet, a pair of riding pants, a leather jacket, and gloves. “Get dressed.” He handed you the pants and jacket, both a little big, which you quickly pulled on over your scrubs. As you reached for the helmet, you heard Marcy’s throat clear behind you.
“Um, hi?”
“Right!” You turned, an anxiety covering your features in embarrassment of almost having forgotten she was standing there. “So, this is-”
“Marcy, right?” He interrupted you and reached his gloved hand out to shake hers. “I’ve heard a lot about you. It’s nice to finally put a face to the name.”
“Oh, thanks,” She squinted at him skeptically. “Y/n hasn’t told me much about you.”
He laughed and nodded his head a little, “Yeah, that’s on me, I’m a pretty private person.” When he turned to you, your cheeks heated as you realized you’d been staring. He didn’t turn away from you, even as he continued speaking. “We actually have something to get to, so we need to get going.” He slid the helmet over your head and tilted your chin up to fasten the strap. “Feel okay?” He asked, his hand still on the bottom of your helmet by your jaw. You nodded and he turned back to Marcy. “It was nice to meet you.” There was a charm in his voice that you could tell wasn’t something he used regularly as Red Hood.
“Yeah, you too I guess.” She looked at you with wide eyes, seemingly impressed. “I’ll see you later?”
You pulled the gloves on, then took the backpack the man handed you and threw it over your shoulders, sliding onto the bike behind him before you looked back to Marcy. “Of course. Bye, Marce.” You gave her a little wave and watched as your friend returned inside, her break well over. You began to reach for the sides of the seat outside your legs, but your wrist was caught.
“Here,” he said, sliding your arm around his waist and waiting for you to do the same with the other. He squeezed his hand over both of yours before reaching back to the bar. “It’ll be easier for you to hold on like that. You ready?”
You heard his voice clear as day through the helmet and could only assume there was some kind of comm system in them. “Yeah, I’m ready.”
He took off slowly at first, to allow you time to get used to how it felt, and you squeezed your arms around him a bit tighter as the bike sped up once you were out of the hospital’s parking lot.
A comfortable silence stretched for a moment before you spoke. “You really laid it on thick back there.”
He tensed under your grasp. “Too much? I didn’t want your friend to think you were just getting on a bike with some stranger…” He hesitated slightly, “Though I guess you kind of did.”
“No, it was fine, I just would have participated more if I’d been prepared.” You flattened one of your hands out against the bottom of his sternum, “And I don’t think we’re strangers.”
He let out a light-hearted scoff. “Oh, and you know me so well.”
“I know you’d never hurt me.”
Jason’s breath caught in his throat. “Never,” the word came out just above a whisper, but he knew you’d hear it. He met your hand on his chest with his own and for a moment he laced his fingers through yours but quickly pulled them away. He cleared his throat, trying to clear his mind, and found himself silently tankful for the helmet that would stop him from kissing your knuckles if he tried. “Do you want me to take you home, or do you want to go for a ride?”
He felt your head cock to the side against his back. “You’re not on patrol tonight?”
“No.”
“Then I’d love to go for a ride.”
Jason could hear the smile in your voice, and one quickly covered his face to match. “Yes ma’am.” When your apartment building came into view, it just as quickly passed, and he got onto the freeway to get out of the central part of the city. There was hardly any traffic at this time of night and an idea popped into Jason’s mind. “Hold tight, okay?”
“Okay?” You drew out the word, clearly nervous, and tightened your grip on him a bit.
“You ready?”
“Sure?”
Jason gunned it, and heard you yelp just before your entire torso crushed into his back, your arms like a vice around him. He leaned forward a bit himself as he wove around the occasional car, going far faster than he should have been. He even thought he heard you laughing a little as he sped down the road.
“Doing okay?” he asked, eyes still affixed to the road.
“I’m amazing!” You shouted back, laughter still embedded in your voice.
Jason could feel how you’d relaxed against him, though your grip was still tight, and he gradually slowed to the normal speed of traffic. He dropped his hand to cover yours where it sat against his abdomen and drew small patterns with his thumb over the back of your hand. “You okay to make a stop?”
“You’re driving, Red, I’ll go wherever.” And you meant it. You knew he wouldn’t let anything bad happen to you, which meant you felt safe wherever he wanted to go.
It only took a few minutes for the two of you to get to the edge of the city, and you watched as the lights faded into the background. It was a little while longer before he eventually pulled the bike onto a side road and finally stopped in a small parking lot. It was an unlit lookout on the road that you suspected was meant to show off the water just over the cliffs during daylight hours.
“Can you see the water this late?” You asked, bringing your leg over the seat to stand on the ground.
He also dismounted and when you turned to look at him, he brought his hand to your chin again. “Not what we’re here for.” He titled your head up to direct your eyes to the sky. He quickly undid the strap of your helmet, and let you pull it off yourself to continue looking up.
“Wow,” you breathed the word, seeing stars for the first time in a long time with no light pollution to interfere. “It’s beautiful.”
Jason’s gaze stayed firmly on you as you stared up. “Yeah.”
“It’s been years since I’ve seen stars like this.”
“Don’t get out of the city often?”
You shook your head, “Never. And even when I lived in Star City, I didn’t… It always seemed like more trouble than it was worth.”
“I’m glad I got to bring you out here then.” He smiled, and you could hear it in his tone, though he hadn’t removed his helmet.
“Me too.” A smile stretched your face once more and you found yourself wondering how long it had been since you’d smiled this much. “Oh, hey,” A thought dawned on you as your gaze fell to your hands for a moment. “I have a couple questions for you.”
“Sure,” He leaned back slightly against the motorcycle as he responded, “go for it.”
You lifted your wrist so your bracelet was more in line of sight. “I think I have this figured out. I tap it and it lights up, you tap yours and it starts flashing, the flashes get faster the closer you are, and then when you’re nearby you tap it again and mine turns red.”
He listened intently and nodded along as you spoke. “All true, what’s your question?”
“Is there anything else I should know?”
He bobbed his head to the side and back before fully turning toward you. “Well, for one, it works both ways.” He brought his wrist up to be level with yours, and you noticed that it was identical to yours, including the engraved dahlia on the face. He tapped the disc on his and you saw both bracelets light up with the soft white glow. “Now if you tap to acknowledge it, they’ll start flashing for proximity,” the bracelets did exactly as he said they would when you tapped yours; they both were flashing rapidly in sync. “And again?” You did as he asked and watched them both light up with his symbol.
Jason saw your smile when you noticed the bracelets matched in appearance and function, and his heart skipped in his chest. He’d make you smile like that forever if he could. “Oh, and,” He started, remembering the other function he’d yet to show you. “Turn the face of the disc clockwise,” He waited until you’d done it and a basic map appeared in hologram just above the disc, a single red dot displayed just off the road. “That’s us.” He pointed vaguely toward the small projection. “It’ll show up as two separate marks when we aren’t together.”
Your smile dropped slightly as your expression turned to one of pestering with a single cocked eyebrow. “So, you can see my location whenever then?”
“No, no, no,” The repeated words came out so fast they almost blended together. “They only show up when the bracelets are activated. So, unless you call for me, no, I can’t see where you are.”
“But if yours is active, then I can see where you are too?” A mischievous grin crossed your features. “Doesn’t that kind of defeat the purpose of having a secret vigilante base?”
“I am trusting that this isn’t going to come back and bite me in the ass.” Jason’s tone softened slightly as he saw your smile return to something more genuine and you nodded. “And besides, the tracker would only pick up so far as the entrances, anything further in gets its signal blocked.”
“There it is.” You chuckled to yourself. “That sounds more like the broody gang of Gotham’s heroes.”
He snorted and shook his head. “Always with the “hero” thing.”
“When you decide to retire from saving people just because you can, then we’ll talk.”
He’s not a hero. “You do know I’ve killed people, right?”
You turned your entire body to face him. “Innocent people?”
“No…”
“Then it doesn’t change anything.”
He sighed, truly not knowing what to say. He wasn’t a good person. He hadn’t been for a long time. So, what would happen when you figured that out and didn’t want anything to do with him anymore?
“So, do vigilantes have a curfew when they aren’t on patrol?” You chose to avoid the word “hero” since it had seemed to strike a nerve.
Jason pulled himself from his thoughts to answer, “Not those of us that are adults.” He looked down at his watch and found it read after 1 am. If Batman was calling it an early night, then he’d be home any time now, and Jason needed to beat him there if he wanted to avoid any questions. “We do probably need to head back though.”
You nodded as you reached for your helmet where it sat on the back of the bike. “Right, it’s easy to forget sometimes that the Robins have all been kids.” You shook your head before sliding the helmet on. “I feel like there should be rules against that. No ten-year-old needs to be out all night throwing themselves into the line of fire for a grown man, just to get up and go to school the next morning.”
He only watched you struggle with the strap of your helmet for a moment before he reached to fix it for you. “Well, the current robin is more than capable, but I’m sure I could let him know how you feel if you’d like.”
“Hey, Red?”
“Hm?” He tilted your head back down to look at him.
“Do you like working with Batman?” You asked cautiously.
You heard him exhale through the helmet as he considered the question. “There is a long and very complicated answer to that, which I would love to give you after I’ve had more time to think about it.”
You nodded, accepting the answer as being what he could give you right now.
“You ready to go?”
“Almost,” you responded. “I just have one more question. What’s in the bag?” You used your thumb to point to the backpack still on your shoulders.
“My other helmet.”
“Ah.” You nodded a little. “Always have to be prepared, huh?”
He let out a dry chuckle. “Always.”
The ride home was comfortable, and mostly quiet. You clung tightly to Red Hood for the entire drive, even in slower areas where it wasn’t as necessary. He spent almost the entire time driving one-handed, as his other hand rested over the top of yours, always tracing patterns with his thumb. It made your heart race, and you were worried that he might have been able to feel it through the back of his jacket, but he made no mention of it either way. You couldn’t explain how you’d grown to trust the man so much, but you knew somewhere deep down that nothing bad could happen to you if he was around. You wanted nothing more in the world than to find a way to show him the same. That if he needed you, or even just wanted you to be around, to care for him or anything else, you would.
The drive back to your apartment was over far too soon, and you were stopped outside the building’s front door. You peeled yourself away and off the bike and began to fumble once again with the strap of the helmet.
Jason huffed at you, “Comere,” he made the “gimme” motion with his hands and once you were close enough, he undid the strap and let go of you. “You’re gonna have to learn to do this on your own at some point, Sweetheart.”
“Not if I always have you around to do it for me.” You shocked yourself with the comment that slipped out before you could stop it. He hummed appreciatively, and you were desperate for a change of subject as your face heated up. “Did you want me to put all of this back in your bag?” You asked, already pulling the gloves off.
“Sure,” he said with a soft nod. “I’ll keep it set aside for you. If you want this to be a regular thing though, we’re going to have to get something figured out that fits you a little better.” The comment was directed mostly at the pants, which you had sinched in as far as they’d go to get them to stay. It only took a moment for you to be back in just your normal clothes, riding gear handed off and put back in the backpack now in his hands.
“Agreed. But we can figure that out later.” You waited for him to sling the backpack onto his shoulders before you moved to hug him. The angle was a little awkward because he was still on the bike, but you didn’t let it break down the courage it had taken to do it. Your grip on him only tightened when you felt his arms wrap around you too. “Thank you, Red.” You knew your voice was muffled slightly by his jacket, but you hoped he’d hear you anyway.
“Of course,” His response was breathed on a sigh of relief as he held you.
When the hug broke, you brought a hand up to the side of his riding helmet briefly, bidding him goodnight before you turned to go inside.
Jason found himself stuck for a moment. He waited until you were in the elevator before he made any attempt to right himself and get moving again. He was right. He had proof now, that you liked him as a person, not just a guard dog, and that you enjoyed his company. He couldn’t help the happiness and relief that washed over him, and he released a sigh that was half laughter and he hung his head for a moment to collect himself. You’d hugged him so tight, and on the drive you’d clung to him, you had tried to comfort him. You cared for him; you’d even flirted. He smirked to himself and picked his head back up, straightening himself out before starting the bike again and rolling out.
Jason had been so distracted that he failed to notice the silhouette of another vigilante watching the entire encounter from the rooftop across the street.
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Haven’t watched Arcane YET… but I think this takes place slightly before/during season 2 (also will be a full series after I finish the show. This is just an impression I get from an outside viewer.)
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Viktor x [*******]!Reader
Inspired by Out There by Nathan Sharp/Natewantstobattle/Neito Han)
Warnings: none, just swearing (at least just in this part of the series)
Reader || Jayce || Viktor || Heimerdinger || Mel
“Love is the one thing we're capable of perceiving that transcends dimensions of time and space”
Jayce’s voice echoed around the room as he spoke with Heimerdinger about what to do next with what they learned about Hextech. Viktor, lost in thought, scribbled on the drawing board as Jayce rambled on and on.
“You work too much Viktor. You need rest. When was the last time you slept in an actual bed?”
Viktor’s mind wandered, staring at the chalkboard thinking about the equation in front of him. He didn’t even hear nor notice his mentor and peer talking to him.
“Viktor!”
“Hm? Oh sorry Jayce I was just thinking.”
“You think too much.”
“As do you boy.”
“I… okay. I can’t disagree.”
Viktor went back to the board, his eyes scanning over a small writing with an arrow pointing to a mechanic on something he was designing. Jayce nodded to Heimerdinger, who had his mind set and left both men to think and reflect on themselves. He shook his head as he left. Oh boy was he grateful and also not grateful for both of these inventors.
“Gonna tell me what you’re working on?”
“I honestly don’t know what it is myself. It came to me in a dream.”
“What was it about?”
Jayce sat at the edge of the table, one leg folded over the other as he crossed his arms and settled to listen to whatever Viktor had to say. His amber eyes focused on his colleague and best friend, someone he considered close to him.
“I barely remember the details. It was brief, just a mere few seconds and haven’t had the vision since then.”
“That was three weeks ago. Not even a single moment you remember?”
Viktor shook his head, brows furrowed as he thought over and over about this thing was in front of him on the board.
“I’m sure you’ll think of something and-“
The Hextech core whirled with power, purple and gold energy swirling around the core as it shook violently, about to break off of its stand and fly into the wall.
“Viktor…”
The core shot off its stand, flying out the window and sailing up, prompting Jayce to chase after it, slamming into the door and falling into the hallway as the light of the core could be seen from every window in Piltover.
“Don’t let it get away!” Jayce shouted as he picked himself up from the floor, standing up after a few slips and bolting for the stairs
Viktor wasn’t far behind him, crutch right next to him and the door, slamming the door behind both of them as Viktor started falling behind his partner.
“Jayce wait!”
His pleas went unanswered, Jayce speeding up the stairs like his life depended on it. Viktor struggled, but he wasn’t that far behind his friend. The core continued to fly up and up towards the sky of Piltover, prompting both men to start running faster as best they could.
“Jayce? What are you-“
Jayce finally reached the final floor, feet almost sliding across the floor as he came to a halt in the entrance to the council room. Viktor made it a few seconds behind him, Heimerdinger following both men as well.
“What is it doing?”
The core pulsed with energy, hovering over the center of the room as purple, white, and gold light filled the room. It started to expand, parts drifting away from each other as it began to shake violently once more.
“Get down!”
Jayce and Viktor went flying across the room as the core blew apart and lit the room up with blinding light, both men lying prone on the ground as the building shook and the walls began to crack. The core shattered as it hit the floor, just a few feet away from Viktor as Jayce lay stunned on the ground. Viktor struggled to his feet, barely able to register what just happened to the core. As the light began to dim, Viktor rubbed his eyes, just barely able to see now as the room went back to its original self.
“What in the world?”
It took about 30 seconds for Viktor to realize what he was staring at. There, in the center of the room surrounded by pieces of the core, lay a young woman with long hair and bruised skin. Cuts and scars lined her body, her white and gold dress torn to almost shreds as she lay there half unconscious.
“Viktor! Help Jayce while I help her.”
Viktor slowly made his way to Jayce, who could barely sit up as he clutched the side of his head, seeming to try and ground himself back into the real world.
“Come on. Up you go.”
Viktor pulled Jayce up to stand by the back of his coat, Jayce seeming to finally awaken fully as Viktor helped him stand straight.
“Who in the name of Zaun is that?”
“Why are you asking me?”
The woman lay on the floor, body half battered as if she fled from war within the core itself. Golden metallic patterns of what looked liked stars on her skin went from her hands to her neck, thin lines connecting each dot between each other.
“What just happened up-“
Mel froze, her body did not dare step into the council room. Something told her this was very wrong.
“Jayce, you and Viktor get her to the medical ward. She doesn’t seem to have any major injuries. Heimerdinger and I will let the council know.”
Jayce picked up the woman, carrying her bridal style, and made his way towards the medical wing as Viktor kept his eyes on the girl as they both walked.
“How did that even happen?”
“I guess there’s more to Hextech that we don’t know about.”
“Well yes but a person appearing out of thin air? That doesn’t seem plausible nor a part of the hypothetical equation we made.”
“This is something for us to study Viktor. We must know more about who she is and how she got here. There has to be an answer.”
“You’re putting your study above the woman who’s injured in your arms? That seems out of character even for you. You’re the man who always wants to save Piltover and its people, no matter the cost. You just want to study her like a project. She’s human too Jayce.”
“You’re telling me you’re not intrigued?”
“Well I don’t want to treat her like a project.”
“I’m not saying I’m going to do that I-“
“You mean you want to pretend that she’s some equation that you want to figure out and see if it betters the people.”
“You make me sound arrogant.”
“Well you’re worried more about the research than her health.”
To be continued!!! (After I finish the show… whenever that’ll be)
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pvlvsdog · 4 months ago
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I feel like most sinners have some sort of praise kink or need for affection and attention because of what’s happened to them.
Hmm sort of? In my opinion, there are a few that like those things more than the others, yk. For example there are quite a few lines where Heathcliff reacts strongly to praise/compliments and you can kind of see he wants attention, at least from specific people. Take that time when others were discussing Ishmael’s past (CIV I think? It was when they first mentioned her being on a boat) and he butts in with a boat joke, clearly expecting a reaction from her (even in CV when he jokes about being spanked Dante notes that they can almost hear Ish reacting to that. Which btw, is a bit wild). So like, definitely uses the quips to get attention, in a class clown sort of way? [affectionate]. And given his flustered reaction when he was informed that Dante’s club comment could be a compliment, praise is definitely going to work well on him. Same with characters like Gregor or Emil. Greg’s unused to being perceived in a positive light in general. The best he ever got is being a useful tool for his mother, but that’s just as awful and beyond that, he was generally labelled as dangerous and disgusting. I’m… not sure if he would take compliments and attention in a way Heath or Rodya, for example, would. He’s more bitter, more convinced that this stuff just isn’t something someone like him gets. Sure, he’s nice and friendly (Dante notes that when he’s silent things seem off since he’s usually the one trying to lighten the mood and chat to other sinners) but there’s no doubt that he’s pretty cynical about the world. He’s very defeatist and doesn’t expect good things from life. Add to it his particular sensitivity to being compared to a pest (something Heath points out at one point) and I think he wouldn’t trust your intentions when you tell him kindly or pay special attention to him. I mentioned it before but I think the best word here would be exasperation. He doesn’t know what to do with himself. And even if he wants to receive your affection “the proper way” he’s lost on what that way would be. His life up to this point didn’t provide the kind of environment where one learns the ropes of human connection. So he shifts under your gaze, freezes upon gentle touch, stumbles over his words when you give him compliments. And that is when he can even spot them. Mostly he just misses the hints. So yeah, I mean, he could use more of that kind of treatment, but don’t expect him not to fumble spectacularly. With Sinclair it’s a bit better? He clings to the feeling of being cared for and liked. It’s something he knows from his past and misses dearly. Plus like, I might joke about him liking milfs but in the book he’s very affected by the idea of a ‘maternal woman’ in a romantic way. Same with his older friend, he likes the way Demian offers him guidance and protection. In the game you get that too with how much he enjoys getting treats or how easily convinced he is by Rodya to perform. So all three things you mentioned would have an effect on him for sure. Only way it wouldn’t work is if he’s um. Going through it. And doesn’t think his actions deserve much in terms of being rewarded. Like how he told Heathcliff that he wouldn’t want to get praised for the way he was trying to make things right for Pilot. Rodya, on the other hand, would not turn down any praise in my opinion. Her self esteem is in shambles and much like her book version, she needs and craves being told good things about herself. She wouldn’t admit it, but her thoughts are rather horrid, so she will use any words that counter her inner doubts. And with the way a lot of the things she does are in relation to being recognised as the hero of the story, your attention would definitely be well received as well. The last one miiight be a bit of a stretch, but Yi Sang just could use more positive connections overall. After his canto you can see him seeking out interactions and experiences more. And I think he deserves to hear nice things. It would make him happy I recon.
But then we have characters like Ryoshu, who, in me eyes, wouldn’t care for attention in general. Like, if you’re romancing her then sure, listen to her talk about art, but that’s not very universal. In general, she’d rather have you understand and appreciate her art than be overtly doting. This would also overwhelm Don a bit, as (I haven’t played her canto, forgive me if I don’t get it) her way of connecting with you is more that of exchanging worldviews and stories. And trying to get you interested in her Fixer stuff. Obviously, you will fluster her with specific compliments, but it’s not a crucial part of building a relationship with her. Lastly, I think you would need to lean in more so on the understanding when building a relationship with Ishmael. Cause like, attention is only a small part here, she needs someone to see with her eye to eye and maybe even challenge her when she’s fixating on the wrong path. Like, I’m not saying you shouldn’t give her attention. But in terms of pure fluff I think it would do a better job if you got her to relax and let go a bit, especially when her anxieties are getting the best of her. Like, get her to stop frantically gripping onto feeling of control. But like, if we’re talking specifically praise, I’m just not sure that it would work as strongly, like compared to Heathcliff for example yk. But I mean, showing affection and being attentive towards your partner is not a miss so, like, go for it
I don’t have much notable thoughts in terms of others. Like yeah, I can see like, Hong Lu liking that type of treatment too. So I guess there’s that? But like I generally agree, I just wanted to share my ‚most’ and ‚least’ receptive to someone being to them the way you described. Despite the formatting, those are my loose thoughts I wrote on a bus haha not like scenarios or anything. Though if you want that from me, I’ll take an ask like that
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