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#between trying not to kms and convincing my family that I don’t want to kms I’m fucking exhausted#I didn’t do anything yesterday cause you know first mothers day with a dead baby and all that#but I had to go to my dads house while my husband went to see his grandma with his mom out of town#all I wanted to do was lay in bed and read ot watch TikTok’s like… I wasn’t gonna do anything#and when I asked to go home my dad was like are you sure you want to be alone? like… yes#I liked hanging out and we watched psych like it was just a normal day but#I also wanted some time to myself#he brought me home but didn’t leave till c got home#then his mom got me a fuckign angel little willow tree thing#I know shes trying to be nice but I don’t want anything angel or Jesus related#and if god is real then he isn’t good#if god was good he wouldn’t have killed my baby
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Jimmy’s relationship to suicide is a little funny. Like he crashes out (literally) in the beginning and immediately is like AHHHHH!!!!!! -fetal position rocking sobbing- and then he survives and he’s gotta be awkwardly standing there going “oh….ummmmm well that was weird amirite, guys? Geez, who would…who would KILL THEMSELVES like THAT? I mean come on.” And later when he finds out about the Cyropod I just know he was like “um fuckinggggg score let’s gooooo” but when Swansea calls him a coward he immediately pivots to shooting himself as Plan B. Which is….just an amazing leap in logic. An absolute masterclass example of thinking on the fly from Mr. Jimmy Mouthwashing. And again before he activates Plan B he has an AHHHHH!!!!!! -fetal position rocking sobbing- sequence. Like brother….the second crash out is too much. make up your mind lol
#I just know he’s the guy that pulls the oh yeah? well I’m gonna KILL MYSELF card whenever things don’t go his way#also suicide isn’t funny but it is when Jimmy Mouthwashing tries it lol#you know good on him for kind of thinking on the fly we love an impulsive king (we don’t)#also the real suicidal king award goes to Curly#mans was struggling wayyyyyyyyy before the crash he was on the edge of a breakdown 😭 god bless#tw suicide#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#a little harrowing to put funny and suicide in the same sentence but also kind of hilarious#I am severely sleep deprived and malnourished rn though so I might be making no sense#jimmy I love you pls come hold me lmao
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#Dungeon meshi#laios touden#touden family#Toudad and momden#The laifam. The touuu… tou… toudamily? Help idk#Laios holding onto his dad like that after a near death experience after he ran away from his warnings gets to me so bad.#Dad does care dad was so worried and he WOULD stick with u thick and thin he just thinks about ur sake#w momden i also almost put the exorcising Falin thing instead but that wasn’t Laios centric enough#I’ve been writing a laios pov family angst fic lately i’ll be posting it real soon#Gonna be called Push the deciduous out of my gums you’ll know it when u see it#Sigh. Isn’t it neat how the Toudens are scandinavians but Toudad has an interest in myths so he gave his dogs and Laios greek names#That “he never told me anything” panel is prob my fave touden family moment like god what good framing what good hollowness in the delivery#Momden having debilitating anxiety but caring so so much and being overprotective and overdoing it my beloved. Peeking in on them eating#Dad too busy and mom too bedridden to share meals :(#Is the mama reading book pic very tiny and blurry? Yes. Do I have a better resolution of it? No#Could that be a servant peeking in and not their mom? Yes. Do I believe so? No
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if id run away, joined the enemy, betrayed everyone I know, blew up a school, compromised a hideout, accidentally gave my crush a tracking device, incorrectly communicated the enemies plans, and brought back fake caches I’d never recover. rip to Keefe but I think I would literally never show my face again
#kotlc#keefe sencen#ZERO WINS!!#nobody got anything out of that!!#real bad all around!!#I can’t believe Keefe came home and talked to people again he’s braver than me#I’d be GONE and it’d haunt me every single night#I do suppose they figured out the lodestar map thing#but that. is so minor compared to how throughly Keefe fucked everything else#this isn’t malicious btw I’m just like good god man that’s SO bad how do you show your face in public?
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In a perfect dc x marvel crossover au Scott Summers would have been adopted by Bruce Wayne
#iiiii want this fic I want this fic so bad#the way that Scott basically the Batman of the x men#the way that ‘’extremist’’ Scott was right but for some is the villain#like someone I know…. *cough* Jason *cough*#Bruce becoming an activist for mutants because of his mutant son that he loves#OH MY GOD SCOTT AND CASS BONDING#AGHHHHHHHH#I NEED THIS I NEED THIS RIGHT NOW#SCOTT DAMI AND CASS IM CRYING#HE WOULD HAVE BEEN SUCH A GOOD OLDER BROTHER TO JASON#FUUUUUUUUUCK#…what would his bat name be?#bird? name?#Scott and Jason bonding… I’m so sad this isn’t real#Batman#batfamily#bruce wayne#dc#marvel comics#x men#scott summers#cyclops
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i talk about wanting to be called pretty and loved and being treated like someone’s everything but for some reason people don’t think you can be a binary trans man, or man in general, and want this.
so, this is for the masc binary trans men who want to be called pretty and to be loved and to be treated like someone’s everything.
you can want that too.
#mlm#mlm yearning#boy kisser in theory#cuddle me#gay#boy kisser#forehead kisses#i want a boyfriend#kiss my head#let me play with your hair#call me pretty#but in a good way#not in a#gender dysphoria#way#in a#you’re so pretty and lovely and I just want to love you#kind of way#god i want him so bad#and him#isn’t even a real person#I just want him#and he isn’t anyone specific#i want a boy#you can like play videos games and i’ll just sit on your lap against your chest idk#i want to sit on his lap#transmasc#transgender#binary trans man#can you tell i’m touched starved?
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#God I wish I could draw.#Maybe this will stop this poem from playing in a loop in my brain.#I don’t even like kiplings stuff except for this apparently.#The scarlet/violet dlc has me on an arceus kick again.#And wishing they’d given it another few years in development.#It is SO CLOSE to being truly spicy. The potential is there!#Game freak plz turn the arceus team loose on another legends game. Just let em go ham and fill out their goddamn game I’m beg#Anyway#pokemon legends arceus#p:la#pokemon akari#pokemon adaman#pokemon irida#pokemon ingo#pokemon volo#pokemon komado#The real treasure was the imagination we used along the way.#Hmm this isn’t very good is it. maybe it’ll scratch the itch anyway#Fukin ingo. Impossible to get a decent still. That’s what he gets for not being in the climatic cutscenes smh.#But! I needed him for that line. I had to.#Rando train guy wasn’t displaced in time and space for the sole purpose of teaching pc the wall climb mechanic for me to just NOT do it.#Oh shit#dialga#woulda felt silly if I’d missed that one#Fukin love. That third image. U did good devs u were doin ur damnedest. I see u. Good shit good shit.#Wish there was a good still of the support cast w/o Akari for that second to last one. Need to break up Akari just standin there a bit
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Hits Finn with the sad beam because I’m STRESSED (organic chemistry you know how it is)
#if I had a nickel for every time a god wanted to keep him as a pet#I’d have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice right#also considering there’s 3 gods so he has a 2/3 chance of wanted to be kept as a pet#it’s because it’s because it’s because the gods don’t see humans as valuable beings rather just cute little accessories#(liam- his boyfriend- DESPISES this mindset trust me)#see this is a good drawing for real ones who can recognize my gods’ symbols!!#I kind of want to do more like dynamic poses soon but NOT NOW#I do NOT have the energy to experiment with my art rn#oc#my ocs#artists on tumblr#illustration#digital art#my art#digital illustration#original art#procreate#doodle#art#drawing#artwork#oc artwork#oc art tag#oc art#original character art#original character#digital doodle#digital artist#digital drawing#character design
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It’s soooo crazy that people truly believe nick’s real feelings are he wants to eat abi 😭 crazy as fuck you hear a guy say “you don’t care about me” and “easy pickings, right off the bone” in the same scene and yet focus on the second half while also conveniently forget he’s turning in to a RAVENOUS WEREWOLF. He’s being taken over by the wolf, who has an insatiable hunger because of the curse bestowed upon humanity after the actions of foolish, greedy humans. He’s the only one to transform in front of their (canon) crush, so it would make sense that the territorial, animal side would highten his uncertain, romantic feelings for abi even more and then become possessive because it doesn’t care about her feelings but nick’s feelings which the curse is amplifying and distorting through its hunger. take two seconds to think about it please. Nick is extremely insecure and was hiding his true feelings (the insecurity). That’s what we are supposed to gather from that scene. He was putting on an act of confidence but he truly believes abi, and based off what he says no one, doesn’t nor has ever cared about him. He thinks he doesn’t measure up. He thinks he has no worth because he doesn’t know his own worth. Nick is a very complicated guy and it’s so disappointing how people give the most surface analysis of him to this day, it’s a huge disservice. Remind me to never be cursed in front of any of y’all lest you think the monster inside me is speaking objective truth and y’all turn on me for it lol 😭
#the quarry#the quarry spoilers#so sad that no matter what nick will always think he’s not good enough#he turns even faster because he’s not fighting it. he’s giving in because he believes he isn’t good enough#Laura fought it off for a WHILE because she had a goal a reason to go on until it got too strong and she couldn’t resist any more#nick furcillo#nicholas furcillo#it would’ve been so nick if abi was able to convince nick he has worth. but also it’s not her job#if he was the main character that’s how it would go but they’re all the main characters and I feel like these storylines more closely#resemble real life than most other character dynamics. same thing with Jacob and emma. if Jacob was the main character he’d get the girl but#he’s not because Emma’s a real person#god the quarry is so good and juicy
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AND ANOTHER THING.
One of the things that really pissed me the HELL OFF about that breakup audio was Alex’s reaction to listener getting (rightfully) upset at him for being the LAST to know about his job off to NYC. He was all like, “I uNdErSTAND tHAT You’RE UPSEt ‘CaUSE YoU WeRE tHE LaST tO KNOw, bUT NoW YoU KNOw, So…..”
E X C U S E M E ?
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FOUND THIS KINDA DISRESPECTFUL????? TF YOU MEAN “WeLL nOW yOU KNOW”????
It pissed me off so much because it’s literally the PRINCIPLE of the thing. They should’ve been one of the first people to know about that job offer, and considering that it seemed like Alex wasn’t even planning on telling them about the job offer that day, WHO K N O W S how long he would’ve waited until he felt like it was time to tell them??
Because if it was up to Alex, his ass would’ve probably waited until the very last minute to tell them about the job offer.
Ya’ll need to realize that the only reason why Alex decided to tell listener about the job offer that day was because of listener. Listener saw that there was something bothering Alex, and they kept pressing him to tell them what was the matter. THAT’S WHAT SPARKED THE BREAK UP CONVO.
Them “now knowing” about the job offer doesn’t make things any better. ‘Cause had listener not pressed Alex, they would’ve known much, MUCH later.
They had every right to be pissed off. Especially because of how dismissive he was of listener’s feelings????? LIKE YEAH, YOU SAY YOU UNDERSTAND WHY THEY’RE UPSET BUT DO YOU REALLY??? AND DO YOU EVEN CARE???
AND THEN HE COMES UP WITH THE BULLSHIT EXCUSE OF “I thOUGHT I kNEW YOu?”
This man wanted nothing but transparency and honesty from listener! “LeT’S Not SaY ThINGS We Don’T MeAN”, he says. “I wAN’T yOU TO bE COMepLETELY hONEst wiTH Me”, he says. YEAH, YOU WANT THEM TO BE HONEST WITH YOU AND YET YOU DON’T EVEN HAVE THE DECENCY TO T E L L THEM STRAIGHT UP THAT YOU’VE GOTTEN THE JOB OFFER UNTIL THEY PRESS YOU??? THEN THEY GET PISSED OFF AT YOU AND YOUR I M M E D I A T E RESORT IS TO M A K E EXCUSES TO COVER YOUR ASS???????
Ya’ll. YA’LL. Y A ‘L L .
I don’t know how listener kept their composure, bro. They better than me ‘cause I would’ve IMMEDIATELY started TWEAKING RIGHT THERE AND THEN.
I’M TWEAKING RIGHT NOW AND I’M NOT EVEN THE PERSON HE BROKE UP WITH.
I need to calm my ass down. I’m getting way too heated over a mf that’s (thankfully) not real.
#sakuverse#zsakuva#alex zsakuva#YES ITS ANOTHER RANT CUZ WHY NOT#ya’ll should really know the drill by now#reminding ya’ll yet again that alex is the absolute worst and deserves nothing in life#HE MAKES ME SICK YA’LL I SWEAR TO GOD.#I’M REALLY OUT HERE GETTING PRESSED OVER A CHARACTER THAT ISN’T REAL BRO#I’M TWEAKING RIGHT NOW I NEED TO CALM DOWN#Good lord#Hope ya’ll have a nice day#Except for Alex#I hope he gets stuck in traffic and ends up 5 hours late for the job he gaslit manipulated and disregarded his partner for 😘
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Op… you make a lot of interesting claims in this post. To get the facts straight before I go on a rant… 1) George claims that Rhaegar was a love struck prince 2) the books don’t mention anything about any marriages being annulled/anyone being set aside 3) seems like Dorne has no issue with Rhaegar and 4) Ned literally never thinks anything bad about Rhaegar… but thinks ill of Robert.
First off, a man trapped in a duty bound marriage and finding love outside that marriage is completely different from a whoremonger shouting about his love while visiting brothels whenever he could. And guess what… Ned straight up thinks that Rhaegar didn’t seem like someone who’d visit brothels. Robert and Rhaegar couldn’t be any more different.
And when did Lyanna want to be wild and free? When is it ever said that Rhaegar locked her in the tower of joy and that Lyanna was a prisoner?
Ned never even alludes to there being any truth in any of these claims. What we do know is that Lyanna greatly resembles Arya in looks and personality… and Arya wants to be a high septon and kings counselor, meaning Arya wants to have a position of power and not be reduced to a baby making machine. Going off of that… it seems like Lyanna didn’t want to be “wild and free,” she just wanted to be treated with respect. The only reason Arya is even treated like she’s wild is because she doesn’t conform to the Westerosi standards for highborn women.
And of course she’d feel miserable when she heard Aerys killed her brother and father. Aerys. Not Rhaegar. I wouldn’t even be surprised if she felt guilt about what happened, but in the end it was Aerys who brutally killed them. And then Rhaegar goes to protect his family and dies, and then Rhaegar’s family is brutally killed and then Lyanna dies. George did claim that the greatest love stories are the tragedies (i may be misremembering but i know he said something along the lines of that lmao).
Op, you claim that Rhaelyas love would’ve died after getting news of the Starks deaths, and then you try to suggest that Rhaegar may have been keeping Lyanna isolated from news in Dorne… like please pick a story to go with! And Rhaelyas love dying or Lyanna not being kept updated on what was going on outside of Dorne just doesn’t seem to be true. When reading Neds chapters, it seems like Lyanna was fully aware of what happened to Rhaegar’s children and Elia… as Lyanna pleaded with Ned like how Sansa pleaded with Ned to not kill Lady (hope i’m not misremembering here lol). And Rhaegar dying with a woman’s name on his lips (likely Lyanna’s name) and Lyanna clutching a winter rose (this may just be symbolism for baby Jon tbh) until she passed away seems to contradict your belief that their love died.
Also, where are you getting the “Rhaegar would suggest to set aside his kids and wife to marry Lyanna” from? The show? You mention how Lyanna would not be okay with this, and I agree that Lyanna would never be fine with setting Elia and Elia’s children aside. But even thinking that Rhaegar would ever even suggest setting aside Elia and his children is bonkers. Like seriously… there was so much tension between Aerys and Rhaegar that the Royal court was said to have begun looking like the situation before the Dance of the Dragons. And Dorne was Rhaegar’s greatest support! Why would it make any sense for him to annul his marriage with Elia? And please remember that during the sack Rhaenys hid under her fathers bed. The text supports him loving his kids/his child who wasn’t a baby seeking to be protected by him so why would he endanger them and their positions? (and no, disappearing with Lyanna for awhile isn’t him endangering his family. Aerys was the one who endangered his family (hot take brandon was the one who endangered the starks like wth was he thinking???). and tbh it seems like Aerys knew exactly where to find Rhaegar so did Rhaegar and Lyanna even disappear? or were they just keeping their location a secret from the rebels? the rebels who ended up killing Rhaegar’s family?)
I will say that how op first started to characterize Lyanna is something I agree with, her being principled, noble, honorable, and just with a sensitive side seems to be true, but then op goes on to continue to claim that Lyanna was wild and that she had little regard as to how other people perceived her. There’s no reason for us to believe that she didn’t care about what others thought of her or that she was wild and wanted freedom more than anything, it just seems like she dared to tread away from what was expected of Westerosi highborn women and that she didn’t want to be married to Robert. And guess what… Robert ended up being an abuser! *gasp* Lyanna dear… you clocked Robert right away.
And seriously… how does any of what op mentioned back up their claim that Lyanna would never resign herself to the position of a mistress? Is being a mistress/paramour really that bad? Does it truly seem like Lyanna would look down on those women? Her mini me Arya doesn’t look down on the courtesans of Braavos who occupy a similar position as mistresses in society. And it seems like plenty of noblewomen have been mistresses in the past and they are still as respected as a woman can be in Westerosi society. Missy Blackwood and Elaena Targaryen are right there. And Op, if Lyanna was Rhaegar’s mistress, why would you think that Lyanna couldn’t have been happy? Are we going to doubt Ellarias happiness and her love of Oberyn because they weren’t married? Should I doubt Rhaenyra and Harwins happiness because Rhaenyra was married to Laenor? Rhaegar and Elias marriage was not a love match. And if Rhaegar and Lyanna did marry… ever wonder if polygamy was introduced as a Valyrian practice by George to hint at Rhaegar taking a second wife? Should I now doubt Rhaenys and Aegons happiness and love because Rhaenys was Aegons second wife?
Now can we please stop acting like two people married due to duty have any reason to love each other? Nedcat seems to be an exception in Westeros. Lyanna and Rhaegar falling in love isn’t ruining Elia and Rhaegar’s marriage when love wasn’t there in the first place.
haha my whole post is a bit messy i just wanted to get my thoughts out :)
fuckkkk i want to tag more (my tags are a mess lmao no i’ve not gone through them and no they will not make any sense)
#robert was a brute#when did lyanna seem disgusted by roberts bastards?#seems like she was just disgusted by roberts behavior of claiming to love her while visiting brothels#say it with me folks: there’s not a single mention of rhaegar loving elia their marriage was for duty#so no rhaegar is not like robert bc rhaegar found love outside of his marriage of duty#robert treated lyanna like an object and never even saw/loved the real her#lyanna clocked that and later fell in love with a man who loved the real her#aka the knight of the laughing tree#yeah the text hasn’t truly confirmed anything yet but at least my version of events isn’t contradicted by the books#omg ppl need to stop acting like being a mistress is some morally corrupt position god damn#nedcat you will always be famous#but jon snow will always be even more famous#bc he’s rhaelyas love child#rip rhaegar lyanna and elia i’ll save you guys from tumblr bad takes#i love that george makes it clear that marriages of duty can be nasty affairs#and tumblr desides to demonize characters who dared to find love instead of criticizing the system of selling daughters off like broodmares#like bruh i would be sooo happy to learn if elia had a paramour on the side#i’m looking at you elia x ashara shippers#tho i don’t think that they had a romantic relationship i do find it hilarious that ppl who claim rhaegar is horrible and endangered his#…family turn around and applaud elia for potentially doing the same…#couldn’t be me tho i pretend that rhaelya and their children are perfectly happy and that elia found love as well#as i think rhaelya were well in their rights to go against the system that tried making them miserable and i hope elia did the same#these tags are a mess and kinda don’t make sense lmao#rhaegar targaryen you will always be famous#asoiaf fandom critical#rip boar you will be missed#robert deserved worse#ppl need to stop acting like rhaelya is homewrecking when george himself calls elia and rhaegar’s marriage complex#jon will learn that his parents were in love and he’ll learn good shit about them and he’ll think good thoughts about them#and then this fandom will go insane and jon will start being hated like dany for daring to love his parents
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My favorite thing in the untamed is how at their core all of the relationship conflicts are about fighting for the right to care about each other
#lan wangji and wwx. obviously are also struggling with this#90% of lwj s interactions with wwx especially post burial mounds he’s desperately searching for a claim on wwx#something that would give him the right to care if wwx lives or dies#even wwx and jiang yanli! arguably his simplest and most straightforward relationship! is complicated by outsiders looking at them saying no#you don’t have the right to care so deeply for each other. stay in your places. (or face horrible rumors that could ruin your sisters life)#jc and wen qing also obviously both in the tv show are in love with each other#but keep framing it in the language of debt#because they know they have no right to care about each other given their situation#a life debt is solid. it is real it is respected it is tangible within their world and culture. love is nothing it is nebulous and undefined#it’s such a compelling conflict in all of these situations but it really reaches its pinnacle in jiang cheng and wei wuxian#jiang cheng and Wei Wuxians every fight boils down to are we family or not?#do I have the right to care about you? where you go who you marry what happens to you#are we family! or! not!#ugh this show is so good (it isn’t. don’t be fooled) but oh my god this show is so good#the untamed
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wish i could find the full snippet but i was thinking about this on my walk to work…
#notes.#ed’s continued anger at the world and his circumstance is so important to his character no matter the verse i stick him in#he is loud and explosive and rough around the edges and that rage is what keeps him going#that rage hides a lot of pain and grief and fear. because at the end of the day he Is still just a kid#it fuels him and it’s something he learns to not need anymore post-canon which is also so important 2 me btw !#anger as a substitute because it’s easier. anger as a substitute because everything else will just slow him down and he can’t afford that#love 2 think abt how that jumps out in his thg verse as well because of how vastly different the circumstances are#i’ll make a real post about this when it isn’t 7:50am HDKSNFKSG#good morning tumblr nation <3#this teenager is fucking insane god i love you edward elric
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Very strange to me that the longer supernatural went on, the kinder it was to John Winchester and the uglier it made Chuck.
There’s something very. I don’t know. “Don’t blame your father, your father never did anything wrong. Blame God. Blame this thing that’s been secretly making your life worse this whole time, pulling the strings, controlling you and everyone around you.”
And the further we get into the show, the more Chuck becomes a Writer, rather than it being about God as a Father. (Never completely losing that aspect, obviously, just like Chuck was always a writer, but one of these parallels clearly superceded the other in terms of importance to the story.)
#this isn’t John winchester crit ‘he was a terrible monster we should blame for everything’ post tbc#it’s about how the show lost its teeth about fatherhood right when it needed them most. and it still gives some bangers! but. this big one.#this big one flops for me.#idk maybe its just a side effect of 2/4 of the archangels being dead. Lucifer not being a real character anymore. Michael busy being gay.#like who is Chuck supposed to father figure to here? I mean there’s cas but that was never the same relationship as the archangels to god.#angels to god fatherhood relationship v different. explored in different ways.#and I mean Chuck himself is just a cartoon villain by the end too. there’s v little nuance left in him.#I guess there could have been something with Jack. oh the good spn in my head where Chuck butts into the Jack custody battle.#is this child a threat to him? better make sure he’s loved as The Best Grandad Ever.#there could have been one thing the winchesters & Lucifer could team up/agree about: get Chuck the fuck away from Jack#anyway I digress. just thinking thoughts.#spn#chuck shurley#john winchester
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I think some people do need to experience life upending trauma actually I think it would make them act like adults and not do stupid shit
#this is about two members of my extended family if not more#mainly an 18 year old who needs to learn to know better#and a 27 year old who should fucking know better by now#it’s absolutely enraging that they can’t make good choices in their fucking lives#the 18 year old gets grace I know what it was like to be 18 and stupid#but twenty seven#you gotta know better#between the oops babies (two in about a year give or take)#and the abusive basically live in mother in law who’s got dementia and is allegedly abusive#I’m not being mean they’re known liars and we don’t have solid proof#and naming her kids after tv characters#including a certain radio demon from#you know what fucking show#and the fact the big one hits the little one and doesn’t know gentle yet#little is 4 months big is 2ish do the math and yes they’re oh no breastfeeding isn’t birth control twins#it’s gonna take trauma to fix her shit at this point I’ll be real#not wishing bad things on her or the werewolf baby or little Al. but. something is going to happen to her and she’s gonna be full time#at her moms house or in the hospital#for context: I’m nearly 25 and know better! I’d dump his ass if he didn’t sent gam gam to the fucking home and I name my pets better than#she names her human children#one is after a baby cartoon werewolf and the other we call Al. guess who he’s named for!#anyway the rage will resume on November the whatever the fuck I hope to god she doesn’t get knocked up again with another#oh no if only there were ways to control birth baby
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you ever think about how by yakuza 8 haruto will be 8 years old and won’t remember kiryu at all, and if/when he shows back up kiryu will be a total stranger to him. haha
#:) suffer with me#rambling#y6#realistically the closest person to him in what would’ve been kiryu’s role in haruto’s life would be nagumo#especially considering he’s got so god damn many parallels to kiryu despite his personality being so different#I also think he’d know uncle akiyama because akiyama’s the closest other protag to haruka and is a civilian so he doesn’t have like a Ton#of risk visiting her- at least not nearly as much as other characters who Aren’t civilians#he’s also got the Money to travel so there’s that prjscjdjsjc#no but for real? i feel like he’d visit but Also he’d fund the orphanage. for kiryu’s sake haruka’s sake even mirei’s sake in a way#ahh……anyway it’s killing me to think about 8 year old haruto finally actually meeting kiryu and knowing not to be scared of him or anything#cause of everything haruka’s said about him and all that- but having absolutely no emotional connection to him at all. so he’s still just…#a stranger to him. like that’s just the cruel truth#kiryu missed his most important developmental years and isn’t a part of haruto’s life and even if he were to show back up and be around for#good it’d take years until their bond feels like a true deep familial one#it’s very very very bittersweet to think about kiryu trying to bond with him. ohhh man yeah that hurts to think about. oh boy#haruto#kiryu
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