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guy who's been everywhere and knows everyone
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#god i needed to draw something different im stuck and i hate everything i draw#i dont have the the theee energy or whatever i cant get myself to work on my art and it sucks#and idk what to do about it#ughhh#im just making ugly doodles that i hate and i feel even worse please sonic help meee save meeee#art#fanart#digital art
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I sincerely appreciate those of you who are here. Seriously. Your love means the world to me. I'm just so tired.
#vent art#sketch#will probably delete later#I hate to sound ungrateful#I know how lucky I've been#I'm just so tired of feeling stuck#and idk what to do about it
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screaming into my pillow about the way loki looked at mobius in the new episode of loki
#loki season 2#lokius#and idk what to do about it#im feeling so many emotions about it but—#theres nowhere for them to go#hence the screaming
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i miss being on tumblr a lot.
#i feel like-#no i know i've drifted from the community on here because life just changed a lot for me and i wanted to focus more on where my life#was going at the time#and i think feeling more disconnected with taylor had something to do with drifting from here#and idk what to do about it#i just miss having community a lot#even if it is just through a phone screen
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It’s never fun when a trip comes to an end and I’m gonna miss @ugh-yoongi (and her cats) but so thankful we got to see seventeen together. Equally thankful we survived to tell the tale 😂
Now to work on all the projects I have been putting off once I’m back home
#I am still thinking about Dino#but Seungkwan got me#and idk what to do about it#it’s fine#we’re fine#editing to add#I also had a sever woozi crisis#during encore
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I had to put my dog to sleep yesterday. A living being who loved me more than anything else in this world is gone and I feel so much lonelier for it.
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I feel empty
#help#it’s happening again lmaooooo#I have no purpose#I feel so empty idk what to do#nothing helps. I can’t do this forever#I don’t even have hobbies anymore because I have them all up#I don’t like anybody#I don’t care about anything or anyone I just want attention#I feel so so lost sometimes.#most days it’s easy. it’s very easy. but god is it hollow#but other days it’s so hard. it’s very hard to find a reason to exist besides out of obligation#I feel unreal if that makes sense? like I have a body and flesh and I’m physically here and aware but I’m just.#not really a person. and not really connected to anything around me or in reality. just kind of floating#and idk what to do about it#I can’t change anything#cry for help#personal#vent post
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guess who just bought boba and then spilled half of it :')
#i know this is not a big deal whatsoever#but also i almost started crying in the middle of this cafe and it's not been very chill and nice#anyway i also cannot find any good sources for my research essay#and my prospectus and bibliography is due today#and idk what to do about it#and im also probably going to fail my physics class#very fun#boink
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continuing from my prev post bc I reached tag limit which I didn’t even know was a thing
#continuing my venting#anyways I can see my family being like at a loss with me#like they don’t know what to do or how to act with me#and I don’t want to be that person#but emotionally I haven’t felt this all over the place that even the smallest thing sets me off#also no I’m not pregnant#idk I feel like maybe it’s bc I feel like such a failure rn#and I think everyone hates me way more than usual#and I’m trying to compensate that by doing so much stuff trying to help#but it’s never enough and then I lash out#and scream and accuse people#and then I sit in my room and wonder why I said sll those things#and I know I should’ve left this sort of behaviour in secondary school#and I swear I’m not normally this bad#but March 2023 has been so…. weird#like I feel like a stranger to myself#and idk what to do about it#i don’t know how to make myself snap out of it#i don’t want to get worse#idek if this makes sense I’ll prob delete it but I had to write it down I just feel so emotional
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:’)
#succession s4 premiering at a GREAT time for me honestly#and when I say great time I mean that these days i feel like im always on the brink of an earth shattering breakdown#and idk what to do about it#idk how to explain that succession is the weirdest emotional release for me but it is#even when it makes me feel like I need to die#anyway. there’s a deep pain in my chest I can’t get rid of but I’m late for class so!
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you're allowed to discuss and work together, reblog for a higher sample size or something
You have 1 week, good luck!
#neo.txt#girl idk i don't really care about tagging#challenge#ig#i'll just let y'all do this on your own#if 10 people join then that works#but the more people join the more likely you are to succeed#i just wanna sit back and see what you all do#and if you can succeed#(twitter is failing)#tumblr even poll challenge#i guess i'll name it this!
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Y’all want Taylor Swift to be gay so bad but you won’t even write femslash about her
#I was curious so I looked it up 1038 fics on ao3 tagged Taylor Swift and f/f#like I’m not necessarily encouraging people to go out and write rpf#but it’s wild that arguably the biggest musical artist right now who has a huge community speculating about her sexuality has so little fic#like this isn’t a good or bad thing I just think it’s interesting#idk I’m not actually a swiftie like that#like I listen to her music and keep up generally with what she’s doing but I’m not really in the fandom#so there might be something I’m missing
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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good morning, i’ve been struck with the worst anxiety known to man :^)
#thoughts#feeling awful sick this christmas eve morning#and idk what to do about it#uhhhh#oops#anyways#hope you all are doing well
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i just hate my chest so much
#but only sometimes#and it’s not like i want to be a boy#it’s just my chest bothers me a lot#sometimes#and idk what to do about it#tw gore in tags#in next tag#tw knife mention#like i just want to grab a knife and cut them off#i wish i had a binder sometimes :(#what are some solutions?#chest binding#chest problems#but also at other times it’s not bad at all or i’m even confident and happy with my chest#but other times (like right now) i hate it and want to cry#urlocalsadkid l#text post#random#venus rambles
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jimmy doesn’t practice knife safety
#mouthwashing#sh implied#jimmy#jimmy mouthwashing#curly#curly mouthwashing#my art#doodles#don’t feel bad for him he does it for attention#he fell down the stairs or osmething btw#sh#idk what to tag this. sorry if this is triggering nothing graphic tho#edit: i do NOT think the attention tag about REAL PEOPLE#this is about JIMMY MOUTHWASHING.#dont feel bad for JIMMY
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