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I sincerely appreciate those of you who are here. Seriously. Your love means the world to me. I'm just so tired.
#vent art#sketch#will probably delete later#I hate to sound ungrateful#I know how lucky I've been#I'm just so tired of feeling stuck#and idk what to do about it
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screaming into my pillow about the way loki looked at mobius in the new episode of loki
#loki season 2#lokius#and idk what to do about it#im feeling so many emotions about it but—#theres nowhere for them to go#hence the screaming
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i miss being on tumblr a lot.
#i feel like-#no i know i've drifted from the community on here because life just changed a lot for me and i wanted to focus more on where my life#was going at the time#and i think feeling more disconnected with taylor had something to do with drifting from here#and idk what to do about it#i just miss having community a lot#even if it is just through a phone screen
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the depression after results is so surreal. Like the past three days have only involved sad songs and dissociation while bedrotting. I haven't moved more than an inch. I don't even realise when the day ends.
#idk what to do anymore#i cant do this#im fucking exhausted#and i hate it#i feel empty#desi tumblr#desi teen#desiblr#lmao idk what to do anymore#sad songs#i keep thinking about it#and idk what to do about it#class 12#results#lol. lmao even#hell is a teenage girl#school is hell#personal vent#disociation
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I feel empty
#help#it’s happening again lmaooooo#I have no purpose#I feel so empty idk what to do#nothing helps. I can’t do this forever#I don’t even have hobbies anymore because I have them all up#I don’t like anybody#I don’t care about anything or anyone I just want attention#I feel so so lost sometimes.#most days it’s easy. it’s very easy. but god is it hollow#but other days it’s so hard. it’s very hard to find a reason to exist besides out of obligation#I feel unreal if that makes sense? like I have a body and flesh and I’m physically here and aware but I’m just.#not really a person. and not really connected to anything around me or in reality. just kind of floating#and idk what to do about it#I can’t change anything#cry for help#personal#vent post
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guess who just bought boba and then spilled half of it :')
#i know this is not a big deal whatsoever#but also i almost started crying in the middle of this cafe and it's not been very chill and nice#anyway i also cannot find any good sources for my research essay#and my prospectus and bibliography is due today#and idk what to do about it#and im also probably going to fail my physics class#very fun#boink
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you're allowed to discuss and work together, reblog for a higher sample size or something
You have 1 week, good luck!
#neo.txt#girl idk i don't really care about tagging#challenge#ig#i'll just let y'all do this on your own#if 10 people join then that works#but the more people join the more likely you are to succeed#i just wanna sit back and see what you all do#and if you can succeed#(twitter is failing)#tumblr even poll challenge#i guess i'll name it this!
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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I'm really not a "believer" in things like tarot (I don't believe it's the gods or anything, but I do believe reading a new perspective about an issue can help you solve the problem) but I just asked the same question to my deck 3 times and I pulled the exact same card all 3 times. So idk how to feel about that
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Y’all want Taylor Swift to be gay so bad but you won’t even write femslash about her
#I was curious so I looked it up 1038 fics on ao3 tagged Taylor Swift and f/f#like I’m not necessarily encouraging people to go out and write rpf#but it’s wild that arguably the biggest musical artist right now who has a huge community speculating about her sexuality has so little fic#like this isn’t a good or bad thing I just think it’s interesting#idk I’m not actually a swiftie like that#like I listen to her music and keep up generally with what she’s doing but I’m not really in the fandom#so there might be something I’m missing
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academic victim instead of academic weapon
#idk what to do anymore#i dont wanna do this anymore#im burnt out#and idk what to do about it#im fucking exhausted#im gonna crash out#i need sleep#im gonna die#im gonna explode#lmao idk what to do anymore#what the fuck#desi teen
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no matter how fucking sad I am, any AO3 email never fails to makes my day a little brighter
#rambling#writing fanfiction#writing#fanfiction#ao3#writers on tumblr#so idk what happened#just a disclaimer i do understand that not every email is gonna be positive#i was talking about a very specific personal situation#idk why this blew up#why is this 4k notes i only left for a few days
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Something something—I think it would be very funny if Tfone Starscream got a head start on betraying Megatron by just… not leaving with him in his banishment. Starstay AU: 1 2 3 4
#transformers#maccadam#b 127#starscream#optimus prime#transformers one#elita one#starstay au or something idk#“WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?!” vibes#I think it would be REALLY funny if he just didn't leave#like why wouldn't he take advantage of the recent chaos to secure a position of power in the government?#he would be a great politician (derogatory)#You've heard of decepticon Bee#now get ready for#“We can't get this guy who was REALLY on board to destroy the city to leave and now we're not really sure what to do??”#someone talk to me about this i think im onto something
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jimmy doesn’t practice knife safety
#mouthwashing#sh implied#jimmy#jimmy mouthwashing#curly#curly mouthwashing#my art#doodles#don’t feel bad for him he does it for attention#he fell down the stairs or osmething btw#sh#idk what to tag this. sorry if this is triggering nothing graphic tho#edit: i do NOT think the attention tag about REAL PEOPLE#this is about JIMMY MOUTHWASHING.#dont feel bad for JIMMY
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Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in
#viktor#arcane#ig my assumption would be that he wears both simultaneously cause in the scene where he injects the shimmer#it seems implied that he just threw off his clothes and kept experimenting#so one might assume he was already wearing the smaller one underneath#tho it is a funny image to think of him just being like 'one sec i gotta go all the way home and grab my other brace to do this'#he can take off the back brace too cause hes not wearing it in the scene where he's in the hospital bed and you can see his shoulder#where the strap would be#but that one seems to make even less sense functionality wise#everything looks like its screwed together#or screwed INTO him#but only the top bolts on his spine are i think#in the close ups of his back brace model it looks like theres cushioning underneath the parts of it that cover the rest of his spine#so he can take it off. but HOW#what parts of it unscrew/detatch to pull open and off#does it not do that at all and he just has to shimmy it off his shoulder and all the way down his legs to get it off like a romper#the shape language of the designs are cool but like. tell me how it wooorrkkksss#forgive me if im just dumb and dont know at all how braces work and theres a very simple practical explanation for all this#any king who wants to infodump about mobility aids at me....the floor is yours#something to be said i suppose about the fact that zaunites have crazy prosthetics with wild augmentations that work flawlessly#and piltover's like. idk heres some fucking uncomfortable ass metal. salo gets wheelchair in non ada compliant place#they havent ever needed to adapt to accommodate disabilities etc etc#or maybe artists were just like 'heres a design' and everybody clapped and didnt give it a second thought#and then they just turned off the visibility on the mesh when they didnt need it knowing thered not be a scene where its taken off#dont even wanna THINK about what that rig would look like#like 40 different controllers#soft body and rigid hard surfaces needing to move together....#a cold chill just shot up my spine#<- guy who is only an animator and doesnt know how to rig#forgive the magic wand tool with zero cleanup. i am lazy
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lol almost certainly gonna be alone for my birthday. I’m so sad.
#personal#idk if this sounds spoiled or anything#my birthday is a big deal to me and I’ve literally never spent it entirely alone#like with not even a whisper of another person being around or stopping by#it’s not about gifts or doing anything or anything#just being alone?#it’s breaking my heart actually#and idk what to do about it#other than just grin and bear it#and just. ugh. I’m tired of doing that.
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