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I simply think this fandom doesn't give Wei Wuxian enough credit for the various ways in which he saved Lan Wangji
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#idk man- i just see a lot of “Lan Wangji has always been protecting Wei Wuxian” posts and its like...#I mean... Lan Wangji has always certainly been trying to protect Wei Wuxian#it took him a long time to figure how to successfully do that though#rereading the books rn and noticing theres a lot of instances that could be read as lwj being frustrated over his inability to protect wwx#like he seemed ready to cry when wwx went missing for a while and then came back with the cursed leg#lwj has always been great at protecting wwx from physical threats (ex: waterborn abyss) but had no idea how to protect him from himself#meanwhile wwx has always been instictually good at saving lwj from both#like I'm 100% lwj would've become like Jiang Cheng if wwx hadn't snapped him out of the blindly following authority thing#and also like... 15 y/o lwj wasnt happy with his life. he was lonely and stressed and literally signing up to be flogged whenever he goofed#wwx is who allowed lwj to grow up by showing him what it was like to actually be a kid (shown in story whenever lwj gets drunk)#he led lwj to having a more flexible mindset. and it both let lwj relax and set lwj up to be a better parent#looking into lwj's dynamic with the juniors- he lets them break a fuck ton of the petty rules and encourages them to question authority#he also teaches them to not be married to any one meathod of problem solving#wwx is also able to save lwj from his own stubbornness#ex: carrying lwj when he broke his leg. getting lwj to cough up bad blood. getting lwj to keep the rabbits#wwx also tends to give lwj the words he has trouble saying himself. helps him communicate#wwx also protects lwj in fights a lot but thats narratively less important#except the various times wwx puts himself in danger to help lwj. those times are what made it so lwj could never move on from wwx#like with the cave incident#or when wwx helped surpress the arm instead of using the chaos to escape cloud recesses#tldr i guess: i think this fandom tends to treat lwj being the best like its natural to him when really wwx accidentaly rewired his brain#I'm looking directly at fanfic writers who act like the Lans would've treated wwx better than the Jiangs#lwj had to do so much work and self reflection post meeting wwx to be the way he is. he is not the sole product of the Lan teachings
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really normal about this guy. i definitely think about other things sometimes 👍
#mine#bg3#astarion ancunin#baldur's gate 3#ive been practicing drawing him!!! learning how to draw men who are not. um. twenty-ish.#I THINK I'M GETTING BETTER!!!!!!!!!!#learning to incorporate the wrinkles in my style without him feeling 80 was difficult but im happy with these ones :D#i just. god i just turn him over in my mind#its the no one was kind to him why did the gods ignore him no one can love him#and hes so funny and self assured and he's a liar and he only has 10 charisma and everything about him consumes me#i want more than anything to gently lovingly wash his hair for him.
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Finally finished writing something from start to finish.
Hope you enjoyed!
#original story#picture books#short story#artists on tumblr#original art#crows#the clever crow burglar#aashi doodles#I'm workshopping the actual text after this endeavor i totally get why most picture books are written and illustrated by dif ppl#its actually so hard trying to get the words to do what i want idk lol#but the feeling of actually completing something for once is so good regardless of how i feel abt the end product#some parts could be better others worse but im pretty happy with it overall#this story is based on a folk tale my parents used to tell me as a baby mixed with how everyone in my neighborhood dotes on the crows#hope you liked it do let me know ur thoughts if u have any#see you in my next piece:>
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Merry Xmas and happy holidays from Maverick Hunter HQ!
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#megaman x#rockman x#christmas#xmas#happy holidays#artists on tumblr#fanart#my art#mega man x#mmx x#get it? X-mas because it's X#The helmet one looks a bit meh but its because im not good at drawing helmets but I'm getting better!!#I wonder who's getting X under their christmas tree?#I'm going to make a post soon about the year so look out for that#Happy holidays everyone!
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ingrid, sweetie, i'm so sorry
#fe3h#ingrid brandl galatea#even though you can see where the boys are coming from if you know them better#claude isn't used to being yelled at for showing non 'leader like' behavior in public (sleeping when tired)#which is fair (but why did he say men like women that smile)#sylvain had altered dialogue and is showing symptoms of csa and said she could stop doing that#but still ingrid has to clean up his mess#felix can't stand the idea of knighthood bc of how his brother died and thats why he wants her to give it up#but its her dream and he told her to find a husband instead#raphael really is trying his best but he is also so hungry and it's not bc its ingrid he is always like this#but it did take a toll on her i'm sure#i get why in hers and seteth support she is so happy now. a man is listening and trying to help with her issues... poor girl
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Is this what Happiness is?
- hey so I haven't seen an interpretation of the bar scenes in Half that I fully agree with, so I wanted to throw my own two cents out there into the void and pray that it makes sense !!!
so, in the bar scenes in Half we see what I interpret as a hangout with old friends (or, hangout with old friend + his wife.) These scenes used to be the biggest piece of evidence for the cheater theory, but now that that's been debunked by the man himself, I have a new way of looking at them
~ before I go any further, I just wanted to say that I'll be calling the brown-haired woman whiskey for simplicity's sake
In this scene, Kazui turns to look at Whiskey, saying the lyrics:
"laughing together, side by side, this distance in our relationship is misleading me, is this what happiness is?"
With my guess (cuz that's really what it is there's no evidence for it) that Whiskey is the Bartender's wife i think this scene is Kazui being conflicted with what he's been told is true, that marrying Hinako is "true love", versus what he feels is true, that marrying Hinako has brought distance into their relationship.
He looks at Whiskey, a woman happily married, and wonders why his relationship with Hinako isn't like that.
~ shout out to @prisoner-000 for the following screenshot
in this post he points out that Hinako and Kazui's rings are silver in Cat, not gold like they were in Half, yet Bartender's ring colour stays the same.
For the sake of this writing I'm going to go with the first meaning they put out, that Bartender's ring is gold because his marriage is genuine.
But wait!! I hear you ask. This is Half and Kazui's ring is still gold in Half!! EXACTLY MY FRIEND!!
Kazui's ring IS still gold in Half because at the time of these scenes he's still fooling himself that this relationship is good, that he will eventually garner real romantic feelings for Hianko.
"laughing together, side by side, this distance in our relationship is misleading me, is this what happiness is?"
Remember this lyric that plays during the Whiskey -> Hinako scene. You know what other scene in Half this lyric reminds me of?
laughing together, side by side,
this distance in our relationship is misleading me,
is this what happiness is?
He's beginning to doubt if what he believes is true, he's beginning to believe the feelings telling him something's wrong (and remember, the scene right after this one is when he confesses (?) his secret to Hinako) ARE infact true, and that maybe the logic he's been following for so long has a couple holes in it.
I think these scenes are meant to show Kazui gradually realising that his relationship with Hinako will not work out. It just won't, no matter how hard he tries.
He's able to laugh together and talk with Whiskey because she's his friend, yet he can't do the same with his own wife? Even though, according to his gold ring, their relationship is supposed to be real and true and genuine?
#thats not even getting into the gay theory implications btw#bar kazui staring at audience kazui with the lyrics “all these memories and you / only if i could erase them”#because his crush on his friend literally haunts him and his relationship with hinako (the green apple)#confessing his love to his friend “just so its out in the open” because he so desperately needs to get it off his chest#most likely having his feelings not reciprocated as his friend his married and staring at his wife#who then transitions into hinako / wondering why he does not feel the same happiness with her than he does at the bar#because he's lying to himself and he's lying to her#he *knows* that their relationship is not happiness and yet he hides in denial#because it's not like he will be able to find his happiness anyway as his friend is already taken#sorry#this doesnt rlly make sense and i'm aware of that i wish i could beam what im trying to get at into ur head#unfortunately its nearly 11pm and when i was brainstorming this idea i had a nap and NEVER WROTE MY THOUGHTS DOWN (biggest mistake ever)#someone with a bigger vocabulary pls come and pick this up and explain it better thank youuuy#anyway just hope you get what im trying to say#thats all#sorry for the ramble in tha tags but also this is my house so#milgram#kazui mukuhara#hinako mukuhara#milgram theory#ig i never know what to title these
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Late to the game as I’ve kinda been kinda non-here for a minute but I scrolled through the Dot and Bubble tag, and thought I wanted to write this post into existence.
There's this part in Doctor Who Unleashed where RTD says this:
“What we can’t tell is how many people will have worked that out before the ending. Because they’ve seen white person after white person after white person, and television these days is very diverse. I wonder, will you be ten minutes into it, will you be fifteen, will you be twenty, before you start to think, everyone in this community is white. And if you don’t think that — why didn’t you? So, that’s gonna be interesting. I hope it’s one of those pieces of television you see, and always remember.”
And I'm like. Yeah. But the reason this works even as well as it does is largely thanks to the work of the previous showrunner with the previous creative team, which was notably the first era to have any writers of color (amongst other firsts in terms of inclusivity in directors, composer, actors). While Chibnall fumbled whenever he tried to write about race himself, he did have the self-awareness to have Black and South Asian writers writing the episodes where race is the focus (and a female writer for the episode where sexism is a focus; my point is, he seemed to know his shortcomings).
I wonder what the current creative team looks like? (not really, but I wasn't 100% sure for all of them)
To quote RTD:
“...before you start to think, everyone in this community is white.”
This is pretty non-self-aware, right? It's pretty “It is said, and I understand this, there was a history of racism with the original Toymaker, the Celestial Toymaker, who had ‘celestial,’ and I did not know this, but ‘celestial’ can mean of Chinese origin, but in a derogatory way,” right? (from The Giggle Unleashed) It's pretty “and I had problems with that, and a lot of us on the production team had problems with that: associating disability with evil,” right? (from Destination Skaro Unleashed)
—none of which are issues that should be overlooked, but think how much exponentially better they might’ve been addressed if he’d consulted with Chinese writers and wheelchair-using writers before going straight to giving the Toymaker weird fake accents and making Davros walk?
How many Black or non-white people do we think saw the Dot and Bubble script before it landed in Ncuti’s hands?
And this just keeps happening.
And like, from some of the shocked responses I've seen from white viewers to the ending of Dot and Bubble, maybe the episode's unsubtlety was needed? From the way RTD talks about it in Unleashed, the episode was written with a white audience in mind, Baby's First Microaggressions (where of course the microaggressions come from people who are pretty self-admittedly white supremacists). Ricky September, a more seemingly normal depiction of someone in the racist bubble of Finetime, seemed like an interesting element, up until the way he died.
The ending worked for me, because I do think the Doctor's reaction is true to how the Doctor would react. I just keep thinking of how much better the core themes could've been handled by someone with actual lived experience on the subject matter.
#dot and bubble#fifteenth doctor#rtd critical#anti rtd#ricky september#lindy pepper bean#dw negativity#racism#antiblackness#words by seaweed#not to be anti rtd. im just very critical. Anti RTD is just a tag which people use or block#every showrunner has their flaws but RTD is the only one self-righteously virtu signling over NOTHING. which is why im more critical.#plus the on-set sxual hrassment and what happened with Chris Eccleston etc. it vindicates me. idk. not tryna be a hater#ALSO dot and bubble is leaps and bounds better than any racism commentary I expected from Russell T Davies. so theres that.#can you tell I'm shy abt making long posts that someone is likely gonna be not happy about-#I usually search tumblr for posts to rb and talk in tags. but I couldnt find any posts about this this morning! tho I think ppl have since#etc its fine to critically appreciate imperfect media etc I do it all the time (as a Black fan) (who also thinks Rosa has Flaws) etc#I did see someone on twitter pointing out the hypocrisy of all white writers but twitter does not have space to talk about things#also love that The Church on Ruby Road has Mark Tonderai who became the first black director w The Ghost Monument. I love his directing#but that's the Christmas special. it is not part of this season. and honestly fr it's not close to enough#love the inclusivity in front of the camera. lets get some of that in the writing team NOW. it's hurting for it.#bring back Charlene James. can you hear me? was the best episode of Season 12.#the ep felt like a commentary on the “RIP Doctor Who” ppl under every official Doctor Who post? hence social media?#it does work best that way!! it just felt a little off of that way in rtd talking#idk im rambling. I did enjoy it tho. I just wish. but well.
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(evil laughter)
Basically me/my farmer after I saw that one message from Sam :] He's like my best friend, so of course I want to know what he's up to hehehe!!
ANGRY POST CANCELLED!!!!!!!! M ABOUF TO FALL OVER WHAT WJAT WHAT WHAT WHAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭💚😭SOPHAIAAIAUDHBFBGNFNFNFMMFMF SAMMI(?????))) SAMILAH???(?)???) CRUMSBS?????¿¿????????? ALREADY?MBMMMMMM??? OMG IM SO HAPPY WTF OMG 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
YOU'RE NOT LETTING ME OFF THE HOOK WITH THAT HELP WANTED POST BY SAM YOU SHARED A DAY AGO AAAAKKAKKAKAKKCKVKGKG‼️‼️‼️‼️ NO JOKE I WAS THINKJNG ABT IT AGAIN 💀💀💀💀 SOPHIA FARMER SONA APPROVES SAMILIAH 😭😭😭😭💚💚💚💚💚💚💚 IM JUMPING AROUND
#IBYMGOD I JUST LOOKED AT SAM AND I STARTED AGGRESSIVELY KICKING MY FEET WTF WGFWGWGWHDNFNFBDNNDJDJDKDKD#HESO CUGE HES SO CUTE OKG YOU DID NOOOTTTT JUST COPY THE WAY I DREW HIM /VPOS WIWKWLWKWKWKWKWKWKEKEKE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#HE'S SO HANDSOME OMG I ......#SND YOU DREW DEMI AS WELWKJEKSKDKDKDHSHDBBSS OHHYGOJDBDD Y#NEED A CUTE GIRL (^_-) SHUUT UUUUPPPPOOO ‼️‼️‼️‼️#I WAS EVEN GONNA MAKKE A POSTLIKE (sigh) when will i get a help wanted post from him ... (I HAVENT YET IN THIS SAVE)#JM MANIFESTINGG#SOPHIA GIRL IM SK HAPPY AKAKAKAKSJDHDJS LIKE I CANNOT DENY IM A LIL OBSESSED W SDV AGAIN BECAHSE OF SAMMY 💚💚💚WEEGGHGF#IM FRAMING THISSSSSSSS#SAM U GOT... SO MANY COOL FRENS...... AMAZING.....#SHUT UP IM STARING AT THIS#💚 for me#sophia tag#ITS TOO SOON TO MAKE A SHIP TAG I'M SHY!!!!!#THANK YOU SOMYCH 😭😭😭😭#I WANNA ROMANCE HIM SOBAD#MY GIRL WANTING THE TEA SHE NEEDS THE GOSSIP SHE NEEDS FHE CRUMB#i think you drew sam better than me ngl ITS SO YUMMY#💚 samilah
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coloring and shading practice
#secret life smp#trafficblr#geminitay#goodtimeswithscar#ldshadowlady#life series#you can pinpoint the exact moment where i was getting infuriated#i'm not happy at all with gems one mainly bc of how badly the hair color and the skin color clashes#but i fucked up with fixing it so now its just. like that#but yknow what. hey whatever#i'm gonna do the life series players template currently going around so hopefully i'll do better with that#am i sticking to this kind of shading style? possibly!#i mean its kinda going well#and i actually liked how lizzie and scar turned out#the magpie on lizzie is inspired by what someone said in a life series rp server i'm in#evangenny art
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Time and Time Again comes back tonight!
Thank you all for being so patient with me, I know it was a long hiatus.
My health was struggling, my arm was (is) hurting, and I decided it wasn't worth it. I'd rather be slow!
So thank you for giving me that grace, and I hope you'll be there with me for the rest of the series.
#like straight up. it's not worth it. idc how many people get mad at me#i would rather work fuckin. anything else than maintain this impossible schedule and keep hurting myself#if thats what it takes to do comics full time. then i can't do comics full time. simple as that!#i hope that for my next work i can have a healthier schedule and still make this work as my job#but if not. I'm never going back#i can't do it. 3 more years at this pace will take my ability to draw#anyways. its really good!!!#like genuinely i can feel a marked improvement in my skills#which is WILD!!! And I'm extremely happy about that!!!#just one more step into being better built to give people the quality stories they deserve.#ive not properly had the fire under my ass to finish stuff up but. its fine.#like i said? not worth it.#if i have to pause again then ill pause again. like i literally simply can not my body can't handle it#so. hopefully stuff goes smoothly but whatever happens will happen#whatever will be will be#i keep getting distracted lmfao#im excited about it coming back#and also. will. probably be distracting myself...#other creators dont read their comments. I'm like straight up not capable of that LMAOOO#i check for comments like all the time#love seeing em. love reading people's thoughts about my work#it makes me a better writer and keeps me connected to what matters most. which is my audience!#so i dont regret doing that but also. jts extremely distracting#i get straight up nothing done on big update days#cause im in the comments absolutely massive eyed refreshing.#this sounds obsessive. and it is. no jk#its just fun and keeps me in touch w peoples perception which helps me learn to write better#plus people are nice and ask me questions that i wanna answer#or if someone is being an ass. then i wanna tell them to leave (cause i cant block people) cause i consider it my responsibility#time and time again
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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[ store ] 🌱 january update
✦ new: ↳ webbedsite! i got a new website!!! please check it out :D :D :D ↳ custom linking charms 🥬🐟🍞 ↳ gift cards added (!!!)
✦ 2023 stock leftovers available :3 as its a new site, please let me know if you encounter any issues so i can fix them! i hope you find something you like!!💖 🌱SHOP: peachcott.com 🌱
you can use the code "HAPPY" for 15% off for the rest of january!! ♪(´▽`)
#cott.txt#store#mine#WAAA I'M SO HAPPY IT'S LIVE NOW#have spent the entire month trying to get everything working the way i want it to awaaa but its done now :D#i'm trialling the new platform until march bc its significantly more expensive than my other one#so if youve ordered before please lmk if you liked the other storefront better or anything!!!#BUT YEAH it does cool things like newsletters and gift cards and a much nicer variant selection ui (imo) SO IM EXCITED#i hope you like it!!!!!!!!!
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The pokemon anime subreddit fascinates and frustrates me on equally deep levels
#smiling and blinking innocently. long tags ahead :) being normal :)🌸☀️☘️✌️💐#i'm such a 'minding my own business' person in fandom. i feel like my usual reaction to seeing takes I disagree with is#'well. people probably hate some of my takes so whatever'. perhaps even the ones i'm about to share#but. man.#it's like a portal to 2010 forum discourse but goh and serena are there this time.#deeply fascinated by the repetition of old ship wars too????#what do you mean we're still having legitimate 'but drew and gary are mean' discourse 😭#i mean by all means they should keep arguing because mostly i'm just glad that the wider pokeani sphere remembers drew at all#but that being said i wonder what kind of rivalry these people would have wanted instead?????#because there's other rivalries we could point to where they weren't air-quotes 'mean'. but we have those and people ignore them lol#because they're-imo- usually less engaging and dynamic. except for dawn and zoey who have never done anything wrong in their lives.#like we COULD give everyone the supportive happy rival experience a la may and grace or whatever but that's just not the SAME#and augh. taking psychic damage and trying to be normal but that's the THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG OKAY#are Gary and Drew needlessly mean in early episodes? yeah lmao. i'm not arguing on that. they suck ❤️ completely insufferable.#b u t#there's that line. right. the line where it slowly slides into backhanded compliments too and giving that motivation-#-for their rival to work harder and the fact that they want that reaction and attention from this one person so badly.#like shipping aside I really do think that the friction of the Gary/Ash and May/Drew rivalries is what made them GOOD.#and yeah sometimes it was out of line but also that's just how the dub is as a whole tbh. they just said whatever shit they could 😭#AND BACK TO THE BEING NICE THING. Ash and May both got growth from their nice rivalries but not what they got from Gary/Drew.#it's different types of growth and lessons and they needed both kinds from different sources. I'd argue the rougher rivalries taught more?#regardless of your opinions on the characters themselves you can't deny that Gary/Paul/Drew/Harley/etc- the rivals that pushed A&M-#had the biggest impact on their growth over the rivals that didn't push. note that 'friends' and 'rivals' are different categories for this#I'm pitting. like. gary and paul against morrison and ritchie and not against dawn or pikachu or brock or whatever. different convo.#but it was growth out of spite to be better than the jackass rival at first and then that CHANGED INTO MUTUAL BETTERMENT#AND WANTING TO BE BETTER ✨FOR✨ AND ✨WITH✨ THEIR RIVAL. OKAY. (re: gary and drew specifically)#and as a result of all of this. drew and gary did get better to be fair!#well gary did kind of just start picking on goh instead gjkhsdkfj (joking) but ykwim.#DAMN IT I'M OUT OF ROOM AND IT DELETED A WHOLE ASS PART 2 THAT I HAD TYPED OUT#fine. i'll make this its own post at some point because i yearn to yap on about it
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My Tumblr followers. If and when you see this. Just don't look at twitter man
This year is cooked
Sorry for the vent but omg this year man THIS YEAR UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (read tags for context)
#2024 is done#worst year of my life#shitpost#kagevt#Hes coming back after his dramatic af graduation because he's a shit person because 3 months suddenly makes you a better person. Rent due?#People are beefing over whether fat nuggets or waddles is the better pig and saying hazbin copied gravity falls#Bc if we're talking cartoon pigs then 2007 spider pig Simpsons did it way before gravity fall so bad argument their#gravity falls#The dream smp members are being haunted by the ghost of their admins infection rate#Which is to say every dsmp member is gonna take a huge L this year and it's Eret's and Niki's turn currently#eret#niki niachu#AND ALL THE GOOD ANIMES IS ENDING SO I LITERALLY DON'T HAVE A DISTRACTION#AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON MR BEAST OML#vent post#vent#Eret and Ava Tyson were dating??? And Eret doesn't believe that she'd be “capable” of some of the bad thing she did WHEN ITS ALL PUBLIC INFO#mr beast#He sending out more lawsuits then batman has dollar bills#People are pressuring other people to join Mcc rising even though the team comp is literally too toxic got them#mcyt#Like if they don't want to play then don't make them play simple as. But NOOOOOOOOOO we gotta send disgusting shit and for what??#Have some dignity#I swear if another thing happens this year I'm throwing the YouTube and Twitter files into a nuclear bomb aimed at my brain bc I can't#And all that's on my mind is that if Technoblade could have seen the shit people are doing he'd be disappointed#I feel bad knowing he passed away without knowing the truth but I hope he's happy with what he did have#And my mental health is tanking#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#chat i'm cooked
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Okay so I spent like 5 hours with a girl in my FC in FF14, and at the start we were just talking about whatever. I Learned she used to live in my state, she's angry at a lot of stuff going on (sadly more liberal, but knows some ML theory so hurray!). I also learned she didn't see herself as a girl at all but deeply wished she was one. Said so many things I had said ages ago, and also felt bad thinking that sex would be better etc, etc. Quick side tangent but wanting sex that actually is enjoyable for you and wanting bottom surgery and tits to play with is cool as hell. I also felt/feel the same, so I kept talking with her and she mostly said her age and also social standings and making life harder were her main barriers.
She said she wished she had a wife or gf that looked like her character and I just flat out said "Or you can be her" and I think it clicked for her. She got a bit flirty after that and loved getting called cute, and honestly I always saw her as a woman before we had talked today and she was very happy hearing that too. This like, 1 hour of talking led to me messaging her in discord because she was worried about being a creep with the whole sex thing, so we talked a bit about kink and sex which was fun.
I also wanted to message her about mods that I have (not a good thing to talk about in game), and how I run around as a Mi'qote girl a good bit too using it. I also told her you can save other people's character models and outfits. Not to out myself and my kinks, but body swap/gender bending stuff can be very nice especially because like, trans, wanting a new body, its just something I see around a lot with trans people I think. I then told her that out of everyone in the FC, she was the only person that I saved a version of their character that I could become because I thought she was cute. She was IMMEDIATELY interested, especially because I had told her I had a good few 18+ mods, and she wanted to see her character all dressed up, and I guess also dressed down.
4 hours of GPosing pass and I probably have like 100 pictures I took of her (some with two of her or some with my character in there too) and I was calling her cute and talking about HRT and diy hrt and everything. She was so much more talkative and bright and happy, it was so nice to see. It was a really fun night but its almost 8:00 AM now and I'm tired, but I feel like I cracked a few decades old egg tonight. Forcefemming is always morally good.
#Longer post and not quite sure why I'm posting it but like. It was a good night#Its nice talking about this stuff sometimes with new people#And I think the shame some trans women face with wanting better sex or loving that stuff is so dumb. Be a woman#Enjoy all of it that you want like cmon#I desperately want to get my neopussy eaten out one day and yknow. That was a push towards being happy and that rocks#Go me and go any other trans women out there wanting good sex
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SO! Shipping won the poll! So have some mice and their best gal!
and the FIRST PROPER KISS, AYO???
GOSH I’M SO NORMAL ABOUT THESE CHARACTERS HELP
#albo art#fanart#biker mice from mars#bmfm#bmfm modo#bmfm throttle#bmfm charley#bmfm vinnie#90s cartoons#UGH LOOK AT THEM#i'm just#GESTURES#i missed them#and i'm so happy i could get them drawn#they're so goofy and in love#and yes the kiss is one of my fave parts#and when i get better at them its over for ya'll#kisses with SNOOTS man#challenge but i'm up for it#for selfish shipping purposes#also throttle shades free#because he safe with the big bf#and he's so soft looking without them#makes him even MORE kissable i think#also vinnie#vinnie shhhhh#art block lifted?#question mark?#artists on tumblr
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