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i need people to understand that being transgender, being transfeminine, is an entirely different thing than being made fun of for perceivably emasculating things by your older older (brotherisms)
#sam being made fun of for 'girly' things is an extension of a kind of emasculation that's essential to his role as Sammy#that isn't dean being 'accepting' that's dean loving His Little Brother#should sam stop engaging in these samisms and halt the banter that goes along with them it will be seen as a breach of his role as Sammy#aka Something Is Wrong. see: season three#sam as Sammy is essential to sam's nonrole re: the patriarchal structure and his nonrole within it#but also amab transgenderism is an entirely different can of worms‚ queerness is an entirely different can of worms#to what sam's nonroles(s) regarding his and dean's relationship + the patriarchal structure(s) entail#which is part of what my post is trying to delve into. queerness isn't just a token headcanon to me this shit has layers!!!!!!#most of you people headcanoning sam as transfemme i guarantee haven't listened to a transwoman speak in your lives#which is besides the point. but the point is that it's Different. this is an extension of canon sam yes#but what canon sam experiences/how he is portrayed by the narrative re: his masculinity is not queer in a queer sense#the show is heteronormative that it couldn't find a binary place for him to reside but he still Does exist within that box#in fact a large aspect of what his character explores is the breaching of boundaries within these structures and dichotomies#but im not sure if you guys were paying attention but every time he attempted this he got put back in his place lol#anyway ignore me ik most people hold this hc because it's personal to them in a way theyre experiencing through the character#and i'm being cynical#&
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You know, it would be amazing if Hollywood learned the right lesson from the success of Nimona. Something like "Hey, maybe don't throw out a nearly done movie as a tax write off" or "people want queer stories" or even "don't be afraid to take some storytelling risks and be original" but you just know they're going to come away with some absolutely batshit takeaway like, "next time delete all the evidence and burn it to the ground so the gays can't make us look bad!"
#sorry to be cynical on main but all I can think of is instead of watching this and being like wow we made a huge mistake here#disney is just going to be mad because of how foolish this made them look#bc corporate america always learns exactly the wrong lesson#honestly hope I'm wrong and this humbles them and they do better#but also I am a realist#anyway go nimona kick 'em in chip and dale's nuts#nimona#nd stevenson#netflix#disney#oscar nominations#oscar nominee#hollywood
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One thing I think people forget is that sans probably wouldn’t talk about missing his home and never being able to go back and giving up unless he absolutely felt he had to
with frisk he’s pretty sure that’s the time traveler that could very well end the entire world. He’s trying to reason with em as a someone he’s hoping could be a friend at that point because he’d really rather not have that happen
In geno is IS the end of the world and he’s hoping you’ll realize this is stupid and cruel and reset. It’s not like he’d have this conversation on a random Tuesday with papyrus
yeah agreed, sans goes out of his way to not talk to/with papyrus about their life before the underground. remember the newsletter q&a? (this is more a theory, but judging from their behavior i personally think papyrus is an amnesiac/sans thinks he is, and he's trying to spare him the grief of remembering).
his memories and mementos are stored behind his house for a reason, he's had his realization that he'll never go back already: there's no sense in reopening that wound again if he has an option to avoid the topic.
#the reason he talks to frisk about homesickness is partly a tactical decision to test our willingness to finish our journey#partly genuine empathy for the situation (he assumes) they both find themselves in#then there's nm where he's just laying it all out for you. it's the worst case scenario climax of years of foreknowledge cynicism and work#watching even his last glimmer of hope that he can persuade us die in front of his eyes. and we know he wanted to believe in it#we know it was important to him that that possibility of being friends existed because he asks us not to ruin it for his alt timeline selves#i don't think he's saying he sympathized with us to change our minds at that point. i think mostly her just fucking angry#and bitter. and disillusioned. and at the end of his rope.#but yeah everywhere else?#with everyone else? no way he opens up about it lmai#i don't think he ever even tells toriel about it and I've got a story where they have a fucking kid and everything#he's that reserved. but mostly i think he just doesn't want to linger on the past anymore and takes what meager happiness life throws at him#answered asks#oh well play the cards I'm given. you know how it is#sans#metanalysis#undertale#papyrus
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literally what I thought while watching the movie
#bolo liveblogs#electric dreams#electric dreams 1984#edgar electric dreams#I'm usually veryyyy cynical when it comes to the canonicity of queerness in older stories#but genuinely what else does edgar and miles' relationship being portrayed in the same way as#madeline and edgar's explicitly romantic heterosexual relationship mean if not ''this computer is bi''
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Angel radio is 9 years old at this point since publication. I wrote it in 2013, over a decade ago, when I was 16. I think it'd be a really interesting essay/video to reread AR. "I was a teenage author: here's what happened next" but the answer is. It would probably hit a level of depressing real life rumination that would feel both indulgent and too personal. It's kind of hard to talk about being a teenager without it
But also. It's a fascinating subject I wish I was the kind of person to do a large project on— authors and 'failure' and what it is like years later. It's hard to publish a book/be published, and most of the time, it won't become a hot classic everyone recommends. A book is everything to you, but it will likely be forgotten. I know a lot of indie authors who published and then stopped, who published with high hopes and lost those. You just move on, life continues. But the hope you feel when a book comes out is a weighty feeling.
I also wonder a lot about mainstream authors, where this still fully applies. So many authors get one series, one book, and it just doesn't do well enough. And then what? I trawl about the 2010s YA section a lot, and there's so many series that were never finished by authors I've nor heard of, books from the Big 5 that simply didn't become Anything. And then what?
As a writer you need to accept what you have, and be proud, anyway. But the feeling of "this book will change everything, I'm an author! This is it!" Versus the years later "I'm an author. I've published some books. They exist." is.... well, it's something.
#I hope I'm not just projecting heavily but I dunno I remember the author of Sweet Evil talking about kinda this.#Struggling to be published and exist after already being published. By a big press.#And I know indie authors who have struggled with it. Books I like and series that won't be concluded#Do I need a writing tag#I have to shake myself to go “do not be cynical about AR it is what it is you had literally just started writing a year ago”
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is a total of three days of screaminktober missed worth it for this?
eh, idk, but I got this done, and it's not like anyone's holding me super accountable for that anyway
plus the funnier ending that I got to work/really wanted to post too
he put a lot of effort into those puns, dude, the least you can do is not call them bad
#i know this kinda paints them in a cynical “i don't wanna be the good guy anymore/i'm tired of being the hero all the time”#but they're just tired#like physically#and mentally#and emotionally#and they wanna see their girlfriend#and i like the idea of them being a bad guy for a little bit#my art#splatoon#splatoon 3#tsunami(captain 3)#ika(new agent 3)#captain 3#new agent 3#dj octavio#splatoon side order#side order bad ending au#side order#tsunami uptempo#those are actual mediocre puns btw if you wanna figure them out#or ask me and i'll tell you lmao
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Conditioned whumpee, whose caretaker is trying to convince xem it's ok to take off the collar now that whumper's gone.
Whumpee decides, in xeir head, that xey could explain to whumper if xey are recaptured that xey downgraded xeir collar because whumper wasn't there to give orders. See, xey still wore a collar, it's just made out of leather instead of gold. See, xey didn't think for a moment xey could be free.
And this way, Caretaker can be satisfied about aer "progress" in the meantime.
#pyreprompts#experimenting with neopronouns in prompt posts#because if everyone has They which is gender neutral but also plural#it causes confusion and needing to rewrite whumpee and whumper too many times in one post#I'm thinking of assigning a set of neopronouns to each of the three roles but in this case only whumpee got pronouns at all#I might change whumpee to it/its in the future and caretaker to xe/xem#hmm actually I could change the progress to being caretaker's- it's more cynical that way#so in this whumpee=xe/xem and caretaker=ae/aer#looked up the Spivak pronoun variants for this#also you don't realize how many pronouns you generally use until they're all underlined in red squiggles#whump prompt#whump writing#conditioned whumpee#whumpee#whump tropes#whump ideas#whump#whump prompts#whump scenario#whump community
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Not going to lie, whenever I watched Smalletho in their double life series, it very much was just a "this is the circumstance" for Etho. And Joel would play into the joke of I love my soulmate, so much that I made a t-shirt with his face on it. But to me it was never a great life series ship, especially in comparison to Ethubs angst and Bdubs pining. (when it first came out ofc)
But through Limited life and Secret Life, and now Hermitcraft s10, the ship has thrived. What once was a pairing through circumstance, turned into a true ship, and now a mockery of what once was as seen through rose coloured glasses. Where Joel who once was "obsessed with Etho", turned into Etho "obsessed with Joel."
Honestly, this post has no other purpose than to put these thoughts into words. Especially since Etho is being such a silly lil guy these days, and only he truly knows what goes on in his brain. The stark contrast just keeps me thinking about them.
#hermitcraft#trafficblr#ethoslab#smallishbeans#smalletho#thoughts?#maybe I'm just being cynical#tell me I'm wrong and that the ship was always great#either way I'm still going to think of ways to write Smalletho and Ethubs angst
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Hi Bunabi, pls ignore if this is too ranty
Dragon age has had me in a chokehold for 10+ yrs at this point, but the representation and racial dynamics in this series is bothering me. The Dalish and elves in general are just so painfully whyte. I guess it is more comfortable for white ppl to relate to oppressed whites rather than actual POC… My lavellan is dark-skinned, but she looks out of place among elves like Sera, Solas and Abelas. Even most Dalish npc are white. I am getting tired of the worship of European aesthetics in media, not only in terms of beauty standards, but also in fashion, architecture and art. Do you feel like Dragon Age is eurocentric?
I agree about the diversity of NPCs but I don't think the fashion & environments are strictly European worship, we've just been stuck in Fantasy France & England for three straight games.
And as far as whiteness helping players relate to them: no. 😭
Considering how fans talk about the Dalish in the wake of DAI, how they're treated ingame, how many Lavellans ditch their clan and culture in fanon, and everything that's been added to their lore post-DA2, it aint helping lol.
#replies#is DA eurocentric well I mean in the same vein as most everything created in north america being a bit eurocentric yeah#frankly after Masked Empire and DAI I just think#whats the best way to say this#I'm convinced theyre not thinking deeply about these things at all#like the Dalish being wrong and elves actually enslaving each other in the past...the implications dont click; its just a Twist#DA is big on mistaken history and cynicism and they execute on that really carelessly with fantasy oppression
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really dreading mizu5 tbh. yes the writing around mizuki has generally been really well done and it feels thoughtful and intentional, but it'd be a very easy and very instantaneous thing. to just throw four years worth of build-up in the fucking garbage. or maybe nothing of substance will get confirmed at all because they decided they like making money. maybe it'll just be bad and this is all a waste of time and no one's going to be happy. maybe i should obtain a grenade launcher and play with it
#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#the fact that nene's event was scheduled to be one day shorter than usual so mizu5 would start on national coming out day like#that sort of gave me hope. made me go from 'there's a 70% chance this will be bad' to 'there's a 40% chance this will be bad'#but then not even a full day after a tweet pointing this out goes viral it's suddenly being pushed back to the 12th..?#maybe i'm just being cynical and it's just one hell of an unfortunate coincidence but#i'm being this cynical to protect my heart lol#if i put the bar higher than the bottom of hell and colopale fails to hit it i'll be devastated so the bar is in fucking hell <3#iwant this to be good. i really do. it could be so good. it could be so amazingly important. like i LOVE mizuki. SO much#but it's too easy for them to fuck up!#ugh
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more doodles based off of an au idea i doodled here (words r typed out under the cut)
i just might be getting attached to this idea,,,,,,
clay
- he/she
- had returned to branch only a few days before the escape from the tree; the two got separated, and he believes branch to be gone
- [she] went grey for a few years, but recovered over time with viva's help
- seen as the weird hermit troll due to no longer singing + living on the edge of the village
viva
- she/they
- poppy was lost in the escape from the tree, and king peppy never recovered; she had to step up as queen earlier on [in life]
- is constantly on the verge of going grey, but keeps it together for her people
- the snack pack, instead of being their friends, are just cooper's friends; cooper is like a [little brother] to them
#☆scattering stardust☆#trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#trolls clay#clay trolls#trolls viva#viva trolls#i wasn't planning to make a trolls au but i can't help it lmaooo#trolls au#also detail i forgot to write down is that clay and viva would already be friends in this au instead of starting off on bad terms#like poppy and branch in the first movie. these two would've had time to bond over losing their families n shit#oh yeah and idk how clear this is but when i call it a roleswap i mean it's both in terms of physical and narrative role#like the physical role swapping is clay n viva being with pop village instead of the putt putt trolls/vice versa w/ branch n poppy#but viva takes branch's cynical role and clay takes poppy's more optimistic one? i guess? i'm not good at explaining#putt pop swap au
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omfg . radio play version of much ado with david as benedick from 2001
#this version of benedick is a lottttt more serious and restrained than the 2011 version#definitely due to the medium and bc it matches the energy of this version of beatrice way better#it's not david and catherine's insane comedic chemistry but it's still really good imo..#like it's obviously not as endlessly fucking funny as the 2011 version but it's still really solid#and i'm impressed with how they did the humor in a 100% audio format#and i actually really love this interpretation of benedick as more cynical and leaning into his Hater side#ironically david's benedick here generally comes off as older and more mature than his benedick 10 years later#'the prince's fool... hAhH???' is obviously extremely funny but also 'the prince's fool... [uppity hmph]' is Inspired#and his outraged 'oh!'s and gasps and sighs when he listens to don pedro/claudio/leonato talking abt beatrice being in love with him#also funnily enough i think benedick's whole monologue after this is SO good. if not better than the 2011 version#cuz it's more restrained you have benedick's haterism actively fighting and losing against his satisfaction and giddy laughter#and the bit where benedick challenges claudio is so ohhhghhgouhgghg#the way his voice deepens with 'and her death shall fall heavy on you' just FLOORS me it's fucking perfect#but also equally as fun are the line readings where they have evidently remained the same (or similar)#my dearrrrr ladyyyy disdaiiiiinnnn#and the 'she misused me past the endurance of a block' rant#and when he's bitching about claudio falling in love w hero#but the vibes are so different this feels like a whole separate guy and that's really cool#i'm not sure how much i would love this production overall if i wasn't as familiar w the play tho#much ado#shakespeare#essentially trying to say in the least embarrassing way possible that david tennant is now both my first and second favorite benedick
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never not emo about trent becoming part of the nelson road community, joining the diamond dogs, loosening up both like, emotionally/internally and physically/externally
#trent going from cool and aloof and closed off to his truer self--dorky and open and sweet#and he's not a completely different person he's still clever and a little cool#but the posture's different the tension's eased he smiles more he shows how much he cares#and again. like. being a goof!!! more openly!!!#it's kind of gradual but really the striking difference between s3 trent and s1 trent... i love all trents but gosh.#never not gonna be emo about him gaining a community and friends and trust#and being the sweet hearted dork he always was under all the cynicism and fear-born defensive sharpness#and seeing what persists--the wit the writing the words#just. him!!!!!!!!#trent crimm#i'm not saying anything new im just emo about this again#gertspeak
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i do love that everyone is visibly shocked and grieving when buffy dies, sobbing, crying, stumbling, etc, but spike fucking collapses
#jack facts#straight to the ground. and not just his knees either he is fucking laid. out.#i also do really love that like. he's been a huge creep and been very disrespectful wrt his feelings.#which i'm sure is part of why (in addition to him being a vamp with no soul) buffy and everyone else doubted that he really did love her#and then gradually they came to see more and more proof that he really for real meant it when he said it#but throughout he is still doing creep stalker shit (until she unwelcomes him from the house at which point he realizes she really meant no#like i just really like that they had him doing both of those behaviors concurrently#and also that they had him like joyce and care about dawn on their own merits#and bond with xander over cynicism and with giles over shared culture even while they still don't like each other#it's just all very three dimensional and i'm into it. and then. you know. his supreme whumpability. and all.
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Help, my 13-year-old has discovered CinemaSins. 😭
#If the fact that I'm old enough to have a 13-year-old kid weirds you out#Don't worry I'm right there with you!#How did this HAPPEN? 😫#But yeah. He has succumbed to Cynicism and has (hopefully temporarily?) lost the capacity for Wonder#😭#And can no longer watch a movie without being annoying about it but WHATEVER! It's FINE!
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it’s also baffling to me that tumblr, home of the ‘why are white men Still being cast as the doctor’ for So many years now (For you know, like over a decade.) is somehow not appalled that they hired a white dude to be the next Doctor because look okay it’s okay if it’s This white man.
I mean, I do not consent to acknowledge that they’ve shoved him in there under any circumstance, but my Only need for the casting of the next person was that it was Not a white man, otherwise i didn’t care who it was, so when they “announced” Gatwa I was satisfied (i am hesitant to say they announced it bc it was more like a tiny footnote than an announcement, oh the disrespect) and it took a whole seven days (it was literally seven days. Yes i counted. it was easy since it was only seven days) it was ‘actually sorry no it’s this white dude we’ve already had before did we forget to mention that???�� and it’s steadily gotten worse and worse.
That This site of all places is not up in arms about both the situation and how it specifically played out is depressing, but also massively and darkly hilarious.
Especially since i Also remember nobody on this site thought casting Whittaker was good enough but literally going backward to a previous white man is?? This is not even a metaphor about diversity getting worse, they literally looked backwards.
But, yeah, tenn/ant with the ‘what the future looks like’ headline is uh... Good???? Not super worrying and ominous?
I feel like i’ve been dumped in some weird parallel universe by reactions to all of this on here like??? the whole way this was done was appalling, the situation is appalling, but i guess the bbc/disney should get a rousing round of applause for accurately judging that nobody would care about their poor actions if the specific white guy they cast was popular enough that next to nobody would care.
( and to the ‘it’s an anniversary ep’ thing, they legit could have just set a couple of eps in the past. i don’t mean they travel to the past. i mean just say ‘hey this ep is set during s4!’ and nobody would care. this show does weirder stuff than this every second episode. and it would still be bad, but how they did it is so much Worse.)
#dw shit#literally feel like i live in some wild parallel universe where weird shit is happening#genuinely#i am baffled#while also not being baffled at all#i try to be a realist rather than be cynical or optimistic but you know what#in this case#i honestly expected better of people#guess the cynicism would have helped here#idk i love 13 but i like jodie too and it'd Suck Balls to see her stomp on somebody else down the line#i'd hate it#i'd lose respect for her#but i've never been one for stan culture i guess#any bs on this one gets blocked and totally ignored tbh the level to which i do not care is So High#all i'm saying is#when they do more bs with white guys you Don't like#remember they learnt they can get away with it when nobody cared when they did it the first time#their litmus test has sure given Results
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