#and i won't stand for it anymore
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Hey y'all, do you have any experience with the Visible app and arm band thing? I've been using the app for a month or so, and I think it's helping a little, but I don't have the arm band yet and I'm not sure how big a difference that will make. I think I probably should be tracking my heart rate, but I cannot overstate how much I get rings and bracelets caught on things, especially during flareups. Like getting beltloops caught on door handles but even more so, so I think maybe the arm band will be better for me?
#the person behind the yarn#I think having texts to my phone to say hey. sit down.#would maybe help#because at least this week that's been one of my main problems#not realizing my heart rate is shooting up until it's in the Bad Symptoms Zone#which for me is like. 160s standing still#I meant there is also the moderate symptoms zone (120-140s) but I keep missing when I'm in that zone???#idk why I am not noticing anymore but I am not anticipating getting sensitivity to that back soon#because I was off my meds for two months (because my doc said I didn't have the thing the meds were prescribed for)#not getting into details but last time I had one of these symptoms it took me like a year and a half to get back to baseline#I don't anticipate it taking that long this time because A. I have meds for it and B. I know to eat more salt#but uh. I do anticipate that while I will be feeling waaaay better than I have been in the last two months by like next week#I probably won't be back to what had been my normal for a few months#(last time this happened was the very first time I got sick twelve years ago)
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oohhh this message came SO CLOSEEEEE to actually successfully feigning concern, until switcharoo right at the end telling me that my I'm-Not-Doing-Well-Posting is actually me encouraging other people to kill themselves. and closing it out with a "heh, anyway! get well soon diva! ✌💋"
#girl. NOT super high on my priorities list#them standing over my dead body: well honestly it just sets a really bad example :/ a lot of people follow you sooo...#god i love it. the good news is if all my accounts go dark then ig i won't be a bad influence anymore!#definitely that's what i'm doing. just trying to recruit as many people as possible#the ask really steps on itself tbh it's sort of unclear what result it's supposed to yield
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okay guys i wish they were in the same agency too and the way they parted is definitely disappointing but the "i didn't even get a thank you" and "i devoted eight years of my life to him and this is what i get" and "i expected him to join" shit from bkg's pov i've seen is kinda cringe y'all 😭 you're making him sound like a reddit nice guy. that man is not expecting izuku to do anything for him anymore.
#i'm sorry but he would not be thinking like that after his development#he literally said “i won't stand in your way anymore” about izuku#guys the sad part of it is that he won't stand in his way no matter what he wants to do ever again#even if it means walking away from him and his dream of them competing for the rest of their lives#bakugou katsuki has become selfless when it comes to midoriya izuku#bkdk#bakudeku#dkbk#dekubaku#ktdk#katsudeku#mha spoilers#mha leaks#my hero academia spoilers#my hero academia leaks#bnha spoilers#bnha leaks#boku no hero academia spoilers#boku no hero academia leaks#bnha#mha
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tw: OLD STINKY DRAWING LITERALLY TURNING ONE YEAR OLD!!!!!

Ugh never posted this cause it was before making this acc and I was barely entering the brainrot so yeah, my friend Digi found it on pinterest sjwhhwhebe.
I like the style I used but it's defo not the way I draw anymore (also it took me like 4 hours to color it cause my psychotic ass was scribbling everything with a small brush size, traditional style yk). I will redraw this at some point huhu.
Probably won't be much active the next three weeks cause I'll be on holiday and don't know if I'll have constant access to wifi. I'll draw nonetheless when I have time, , 💥 💥
#fight club#fight club 1999#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#the narrator fight club#he's standing so stiff omg#love hate relationship with this but that's what I'm having with all of my past drawings (even the recent ones)#I had the silly idea of him selling Tyler's soap after getting fired...first headcannon omg I'm shaking#I yapped so hard in this post I'm sorry you won't hear from me anymore#martyryo#queue post
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a lot of people are insisting on viewing jack and joker purely as romance for some reason and getting upset that it is not... and as a result their opinions are so disturbingly disregarding of essentially the whole show because the society as portrayed in it is so so important to jack and joke's relationship and background like do you think the whole four horsemen lore was just for fun??? do you think the temple and the people it houses is just some insignificant nonsense? do you think Suphanimit is just where tattoo lives? do you think Jennie's death was just a silly shock value???
do you think it's a coincidence that the main leads include a rich kid who steals for the poor and a poor kid who is strongly against theft???
romance is OBVIOUSLY difficult in their circumstances like have you met the average economically underprivileged gay person in an underdeveloped part of a developing country??? it's a love that inherently becomes 'different', stitching within it the social 'other'ness of the main characters. that's what people just can't digest. being used to seeing things as this or that, black or white, good or bad, has choked people out of the ability to perceive flawed individuals learning to love and choose their families despite not knowing how to love or protect in the right way, despite the world constantly closing on on them, despite the impact threatening to rip them apart.
#repost because i wanted to add sth#I think we need to be kinder to this show and its characters#like im pretty sure yinwar knew they would get this kind of reaction from thai bl watchers#but as a viewer i guess i did not think people would be this one dimensional in their perception and expression#there's a reason why the society is the way it is after all#we fail to check our privilege at every juncture & even blind to it when it's pointed out to us#because it's so normal#not understanding the degrees to which 'normals' and difficulties change based on who you are and your social standing#the deep character studies in j&j is to analyse this exact thing imo#but uh anyways this post looks so angry because I was angry but I won't be anymore#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack and joker
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PORSCHE TANATHORN as Sol in MY STAND-IN (2024) | Episode 3
#msiedit#my stand in#my stand in the series#porsche tanathorn#msiep3#sasa gifs#clairedaring#userbunn#rinblr#uservix#userpharawee#userrlana#i can't feel my eyeballs anymore this is so red#also i want to... dye my hair red...#but i won't
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you're in love when you see the colours of the sky in their eyes
#trying colouring inbetween the suffering(tm) w/ my silly comics featuring them#im so fucking done i cant stand these two bitches anymore#its at least 5 more pages and that wouldnt even be the culmination AAAAAHHHHH#'it's gonna be a quick comic' she said 'it won't take long' she declared while the comic took her as for now almost a month#i hate drawing [continues to draw constantly]#i love the colours but oh what a pain it is to colour#<-lie#anyway. how are you#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#gabv2el#gabriel/v2
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when does this start getting easier
#had another breakdown today. completely unrelated from job-search stuff#and the loudest thing in my brain whenever this kind of breakdown happens is just 'i can't do this anymore i can't do this anymore'#but there's no other option that doesn't involve ruining things i love#idk idk i've been told that it'll be better it'll be okay i'm catastrophizing it's just a season i just need to give it time#but i can't do this anymore and Now i feel like throwing up again#i genuinely just want to go to sleep right now so i don't need to face my own brain. it's not healthy i know but i can't stand#being with my thoughts right now i can't stand this#i keep praying and begging Jesus to help me but in the same breath i have to admit to Him that i don't trust Him so how is He supposed to#help me if i won't even trust Him enough to accept whatever help He's trying to give#i can't do this anymore#elle rambles#[neptune]#[dco]#i guess this is a prayer request in a way. for the same things i've already wildly vaguely asked prayer for in the past but. yeah.
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i’m assuming jamie was written out for real-world logistical reasons but i don’t think he could or should have come back anyway. when the attack dog goes rabid and gnaws through his own fucking leash there's nothing much anyone can do but stand there and watch. you can train a dog to bite for you but once they've got enough of a taste for blood they're going to stop giving a shit about who they've got between their teeth so long as there's something to tear into. maybe malcolm never had jamie on a leash in the first place. maybe jamie didn't bite because malcolm asked him to. maybe he just liked the taste of blood. malcolm hired a loyal dog and got what he paid for because at the end of the day jamie stayed so loyal that it became the death of him. loyal to the party. not malcolm
#does this make sense ???? grabs you and shakes you DOES THIS MAKE SENSE#it's like. is jamie on a leash really ??? because the closer you look the less it seems that way#he doesn't back down when malcolm tries to step in and de-escalate. he doesn't listen when malcolm asks him to stop#e.g. infamous beloved life-changing julius nicholson EAT THE FUCKING CHEESE scene.#the second it gets physically violent malcolm tries to step in and jamie just fucking bolts out the door after the fucker#not to turn such a deeply unserious scene serious but it is literally like an actual dog attack#like when a dog goes rabid. the owner can stand there and try and talk sense into it but it won't work#even in that one deleted scene from s+l where malcolm's telling jamie to behave and stop fucking everything up#and it DOES seem to work a wee bit. it feels more like jamie's just trying to get malc off his back rather than actually listening#he's only backing down because what he'd been trying clearly wasn't working anymore. not because malcolm asked#and it's like it's more of a betrayal from jamie's point of view right ??#malcolm's the one who ditched the party and backed whoever he needed to in order to maintain his position#but to malcolm it's like. if he's safe then jamie is too. he'll always look out for the both of them#but HE needs to be secure in order for him to do that. jamie's supposed to bite who malcolm asks him to. not just fucking anyone#so they both feel the knife in their back but jamie was trying to do what's right. malcolm was trying to save them both#(this is just my interpretation / opinion. i don't know shit. and i'm not articulate enough to explain it)#ttoi#the thick of it#malcolm tucker#jamie macdonald
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I am beginning to suspect the reason why I like River Cartwright so much is that he starts off wanting to be a part of the Big Machine, thinking that their intentions are Good and For The People, but as the series goes on, River realizes that he would rather be looked down on by people in charge for doing the Morally Right and Accountable Thing and 100% commits to being a menace.
#what I love about him is that it's natural for him to do the Good Thing#like it crosses his mind to not torpedo his standing with MI5 anymore than he already has#and then goes fuck it and does it anyway#why does he not get a job in private sector? because he won't tell stories about Lamb#when he calls in a false Code September he has 3 seconds of 'no I am not calling to admit my mistake because then I will never live it dow#and then realizes a woman will die if he doesn't even though she is a russian sleeper agent and recalls his warning#he doesn't trust the service as far as he can throw them and his friends are closer to criminals than agents#and honestly they have the moral high ground#also I am sorry for people who followed me back in the day for other things but hyperfixation is what you signed up for :-D
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@casegnome redid the fc yard and it's v pretty look at it
#bun logs on for two days redoes the yard and then leaves forever lmao#.... she also gutted the house. so i have to do something with that at some point 'cause it's EMPTY and SCARY and i don't LIKE it#if i have to run through there to send out submarines it should at least have a leaf in it.#xiv blogging#my contribution was standing in it and screaming when she changed the roof and it scared me#... it won't let me tag you did YOU GET SHADOWBANNED AGAIN#edit - that's not bun's url anymore LOL. i'm dumb. why am i so dumb.
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Ooof
Looking at old posts, sometimes you just ask yourself what was I thinking 😅
#only then you realize maybe i did change a bit#i'm feeling embarassed about some of the things i said#maybe i really was an insufferable person at times 😅#but maybe that retrospective opinion is also normal#i really really should have worded some things better#altough i still stand with some of my opinions but i definetly would argue in a different way#like god was i overdramatic i know i might still be sometimes today but not as much#i feel like now i'm much more logical and level headed in comparisson also in how i try to get my point accross#and i got so worked up over things i got no control over like yeah sure some things may be very unfair but you have to move on#like i still feel my rants about gregor's treatment from ösv and it makes me very upset when i think about how it ended#but at the end of the day there's no way you could influence such decisions in any way altough ranting helps yes#but like now in football if i get worked up over some coaches decisions which harm my team in my opinion ... yeah frustrating but ...#i can't change it#or some athlete who is hard done by their club or whatever no matter how unfair it might be i can do nothing#can only hope they make the best of their situation but ultimately no things i have no controll over are sth i should think abt all day#doesn't mean i never get upset ... i still do sometimes very much but i'm much better at distancing myself from these things after some time#tbf it does help gregor my alltime favourite isn't involved anymore but i still believe i would act differently#like yeah some things sucked but he was a more than capable and great athlete and smart person who had to deal with all that stuff -#and i could do nothing about all the things i felt were unfair#also not just related to these things i remember in school i blamed my teachers sooo much for bad grades#i had some really bad teachers one who i am sure disliked me but i underestimated the hand i played in this#like sure she was all that but i completely put all blame on her and convinced myself there was nothing i could have done better#when now i know SURELY i could have studied more bc i really didn't know what studying a lot even meant in school#i was so lazy and also instead of trying to make an effort to get on my teachers good side like hers i just thought it's pointless anyway#... thinking to myself she won't ever like me no matter what i do ... not that i'm the person now to kiss up to others but just be polite#and put in your best effort it does wonders ... like if your uni professors like you makes life sm easier and getting better grades as well#or extensions on papers lol#i almost did the opposite in school i was not outright rude or smth but i don't think i was very good at hiding my dislike for here#well anyways#besides also so many of things i liked and hobbies i had i really couldn't imagine having this life anymore 😅
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When I was in middle school I had a class in informal logic (and one in formal, but that's beside the point) that taught me what a slippery slope argument is and that it's a logical fallacy.
A very important corollary which that book did NOT teach me and which I had to work out for myself was, it doesn't count as a slippery slope fallacy if real people still living have watched it occur in similar circumstances!
#probably still doesn't count if dead people watched it occur either#but at least if they're living we can ask them if they see parallels#gay marriage -> furniture marriage = fallacy#well-meaning censorship -> hey wtf censorship =/= fallacy#a stupid little case being used to overturn a long-standing supreme court decision =/= fallacy#at least not anymore#it sure seemed like one when I was 17 and taking govt class#also the fact that we haven't fallen down the slope YET is not evidence that we WON'T#semi-relatedly it sure feels like we're about to live the Reagan years over again doesn't it
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can I just say something. I think we've warped the idea of consent and self care so far that they've come to mean you never have to do anything that makes you been a tad uncomfortable to benefit anyone else (or yourself but that's another discussion). sometimes you have to take a shift at the community kitchen when no one else can even if you're a bit tired. sometimes you have to step in to help a friend in need even though you have an exam the next day. sometimes you have to be there for someone even if you find them a bit distasteful or boring. sometimes you have to find time or energy to protest for a cause even if you don't have so much. when you're in a community you don't just get to 'protect your peace' and 'focus on you' all the time.
I'm not saying you have to martyr yourself for a cause, I'm not saying you have to burn yourself out or force yourself through things you categorically can't do, I'm not saying everything is on you, but I'm saying sometimes (often) following your own ethical code requires pushing through a bit of hardship and being rewarded by the joy of knowing you're doing what's right and that you are a person who knows what they believe and acts on it.
seeing this debate on whether it's ok to block the tags that palestinians fundraise via is making me feel so sick. seeing all these pathetic wetwipes saying they had to block the tags because witnessing even a fraction of these people's pain makes them feel sad and hopeless is disgusting. sometimes you have to stand the fuck up and do whats right even if it's a little bit hard or a little bit upsetting. if you can't reblog a goddamn fundraiser or act on a request in an ask from people living through a goddamn fucking genocide I don't even want to think about the ways you'd let me down if we were in a community together.
#jesus christ.#I am so fucking sick of people who talk the talk but won't walk the walk. if you don't care just fucking say it just fucking say it#because I can't stand the hypocrisy anymore#I'm done! I will never talk politics again with people who are dishonest with themselves and with their actions#I do not respect you.#Palestine#free palestine#i stand with palestine#palestine genocide#free gaza
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Character art: *exists*
Crazy ass ppl: OMG we need *character* reaction to this!
Me: Why do you always have to make it about a ship?
Crazy ass ppl: STFU THEY CANON THEY ALREADY FUCKED AND HAPPILY MARRIED! GROW UP YOU NOOB!! GO KYS!!!
Me: Oh, bullying me for bringing out an honest opinion makes you all mature huh? 😂
#toxic fandom#i grew to hate certain characters because of the fandom#even though i started like i won't hate anyone#let's not say hate but i can't stand some characters anymore due to the way they're interpreted by the fandom#don't even get me started with ships
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something about being in my childhood bedroom fighting with my mom crying about the future etc. And I look over and there's still fucking Harry Potter posters
#no point in taking them down I don't live here anymore#but it's definitely not making me feel any better#spring break yay ❤️ hopefully by next year I will live far enough away I won't have to come back but that's kinda the problem right now#im not going to vent in the tags but like. all our arguments used to be her yelling at me and now it's me yelling at her and I feel bad#but like. this is how you taught me to act. this is you. you did this. I'm just like you.#now that I am able to stand up for myself why won't you yell back#why did you make me like this
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