#and i wish i had been better

[thesupernaturalhouse]

My dogs being put down Saturday, and I am going to miss him. I'm going to miss his little snorts and how he snores, how he follows me into the kitchen. How his fur feels and how he used to sleep on my bed by my feet.

He's the oldest dog I've had. The only one whose stayed through all out moves through the military. The only who didn't run away

He can barely sew now and has a bad ear infection that could kill him. His hips are giving out and he's over weight, been over weight. And I love him and I miss him but I don't want him to suffer but is it selfish that I still want to keep him alive just so I won't have to miss him.

I don't think I was the best owner, er, I guess technically my mom owns him cause I'm only a teen and it's her name on the pamphlet but still, I could've done more. Should've done more. I should've kept doing things with him. He used to play with his toys all the time, fetch but then he got older and he's shizu you know? A lap dog, so he didn't play as often, and that was fine. But I should've still taken him on walks, I should've helped with his eye gunk more, helped woth his eye, did my God damn chore of picking up his poop more and not put it up to do random stuff......

I don't want to lose him but he deserves better, right? He doesn't deserve to be in pain at nd if it's only going to get worse....I don't know. I don't want him to die I don't want to lose him I don't want to *miss* him but this ***is*** happening. It has to happen. But I don't want it too.

Hrs gonna sleep in my bed tonight and tomorrow. I'm gonna take him on a nice walk tomorrow. I'm gonna just sit beside him tomorrow while I do stuff. And on Saturday I'll sit beside him while he's We're going to have to put my dog down and I am going to be there for it. I have to begiven that god damn shot and I'll cry

He won't be put down if the ear infection won't kill him and the doctors can, somehow, make his life better for a few more years. Help him wiht his eyesight or give him pain releif. But that's not gonna happen? Is it now......I wish it would, but it won't it can't. And so this has to happen

You know, last night I was feeding him pieces of pepperoni from pizza too and I won't be able to do that again, will I?

He used to crawl in my lap but he hasn't lately. Maybe it's because he's blind, can't see me. Maybe it's because I haven't just.....SAT with him in a while. Maybe it's because he hasn't been feeling good. Maybe we can do that one more time

Maybe I'm making a bigger deal then it is. I've been crying for over an hour but my dad, while he's sad and has probably also cried but upstairs, is call and has accepted it. My sister doesn't seem to care, or maybe she just doesn't understand considering she's 12 and hasn't really experienced the same stuff with him I have.

I was having a Greta day earlier to, we went to a sushi restaurant, walked around the mall, went to a mini Costco. And then my dad decided to clean my dogs ear and boom. Ear infection REALLY bad. And he made the appointment a few minutes later.

He also used to be beside me on the couch, just like the sofa, he doesn't anymore considering my dad doesn't want him on the couch cause of drool, the beds because he snores EXTREMELY loud. But I'm gonna miss him being able to DO that.

God my eyes feel dry. I'm gonna go drink some water, thanks for listening to my vent.....

Here's some pictures of Rocky, also known as Little pup and Little prince

[edwardbonnets]

how to ask the demon you've been smitten over for 6000 years to dance: an angel's guide

bonus:

[stellarspecter]

@pscentral event 20: antagonists ↳ THE LORDS IN BLACK in NERDY PRUDES MUST DIE

[teaboot]

Sometimes at work it's not my place to tell people the things I want to say, and I find I often go home at the end of the rougher days to stand blankly in my shower and tell myself over and over what I wish I could pass on.

This accomplishes very little, and mostly just gives me a tension headache, but through it all I think I've narrowed myself down to a few solid things I'd like to tell people the most.

You can't change people. Not permanently, not for anythig. You can support them, encourage them, love them, give them tools and opportunities and resources, but you can't make them change. They can change themselves if they want to, but they have to want to, and they have to want it for themselves, because they're the only one that's certain to be with them forever.

For better or worse, you make your own choices, and blaming bad choices on others doesn't only work to absolve you of responsibility- it also robs you of control. Because if you say you only did something because I did something, then you arent only shifting blame- you're admitting that you cannot control yourself, that you cannot truly make choices for yourself, that other people can control you- and as long as you truly beleive that, you'll keep facing the same problems over and over. You'll keep letting others dictate your choices, because you'll beleive that they can, and you'll never be free.

White knights on horseback are from fairytales. Nobody can help you if ou're not willing to help yourself. To try, to put the dirty work in, to belive you're worth that effort- Act as though nobody is coming to save you. From a struggle, from pain, from bad relationships, from yourself. And when you do save yourself, because you will, because failure here isn't an option if you want to survive, you'll never find another dragon that can keep you prisoner.

Don't say anything to anyone that you wouldn't want them remembering forever.

Doing the right thing in bad circumstances is hard. It's the hardest thing. But if you make the choice to do that hard thing anyways, despite your fear, you'll go on the rest of your like knowing that you're the sort of person who did something.

The present only seems the hardest because the past I over and the future hasn't happened.

There's so much joy ahead of you, the kind you can't possibly understand until you see it yourself.

The responsibility of consequences is often disguised as the power of permission. "I won't do this if you help me", "I'll work on my anger if you do this for me", "I promised you I'd quit, but can I have just one?". The unspoken question is, "Can it be your fault if this goes badly?"

You cant make someone love you the way you need to be loved. Someone can love you very much and still be bad for you, even if you love them very much in return. Two people can love each other very, very much, and try their very best, and still be wrong for each other.

Sometimes being near to someone changes you, even in good ways, and the people you become don't fit together as well as the people you were.

Caring takes work. Even if it's real. Especially if it's real. And the most important gestures aren't the grand, poetic, songs-and-flowers-and-tears moments; they're getting out of bed even though you don't want to. Paying attention to things you don't enjoy. Scrubbing pans, or opening a window, saying "thank-you", or helping carry groceries into the house. The small things fill the big things- without the small, boring, mediocre things, big things feel hollow.

Thrre is honour and dignity in humble work.

If you are a cruel and spiteful person, then you will find every place you visit to be full of the same cruel, spiteful people. This is not because the world is as cruel as you, but because everywhere you are, you will be disliked. This is the curse that comes with being persistently cruel and spiteful.

If you are a kind and ppsitive person, you will repeatedly encounter kind and positive people, because as they grow familiar with you, they will be happier to have you near. This is the reward of being a kind and positive person.

When splitting paths with loved ones, briefly or forever, aim for your last words to always be "I love you".

[formulanni]

I know my goat ‼️

Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo

[letsplaythermalnuclearwar]

Homer!Odysseus and Epic!Odysseus would try to kill each other if they ever met

[megalomari]

I like my gods wily, unreliable, vindictive and oddly compelling :P

Rivals me vuelve muy Loki 🎵

[syaolaurant]

Thestrals

The first time MC and Sebastian went to Hogsmeade, they saw a pair of hippogriffs and talked about those creatures joyfully. Later in "Shadow of the mountain" quest they encountered a pair of thestrals and expressed their regret to each other. I love their little bittersweet moment and I also think this is an intentional juxtaposition from the writers.

I sketched this one months ago (actually one of my first illust of HL) but decided to draw the Hippogriffs first 😅 I want my paintings to be in chronological order haha ..

[fiepige]

Compilation of EVERY single time they changed Hobie's filter in the digital version:

Left: Theatrical release Right: Digital release

You might have to click on some of them to get a better look at Hobie, sadly I don't have a video editor that allows me to make better edits than these :')

[skitskatdacat63]

2024 Brazilian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso

[hellohellowelcome]

Standard shonen endings have rotted some people's brains. I've seen so many dudebros disappointed that Izuku didn't at the very least "bag his girl" as some sort of reparation for losing his quirk. And so much Ochako slander for "ghosting" Izuku for 8 years for being quirkless (not true btw, leak mistranlastion) because she wasn't explicitly Izuku's endgame love interest in typical shonen fashion. I even saw a tweet doing crazy numbers (70k+ likes) suggesting that Izuku should've gotten with Hatsume because at least she spent 8 years working on his suit....? Ask yourself why you feel like Izuku needed a canon love interest post-time skip to be happy. And then ask yourself why you hate women and view them as the MC's "much-deserved" reward for saving the day.

[doctorwhommm]

got silly with this one ◡̈

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

A gift horse for @piosplayhouse

[introvert-time-art]

remember what they took from us......

i know realistically crowley would have to pry that waistcoat from aziraphale's cold dead hands but hey im being silly over here

ive seen so many good designs for them and im probably subconsciously stealing some of them and i apologize. and im late as hell to the party. but i bring cute poses!!! because im good at that!!

[dredgesnails]

rest in peace wild life mumbo 🫡

[maglors-grief]

me when I see the hundredth post or comment from team green stans about how much of an evil bitch Rhaenyra is in the show 🥱