#and i was like wow thats a lot of responsibility and hours worked how much does it pay
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just gotta say even part time jobs that are currently only offering like 12$ an hour: You are a joke and should be ashamed of yourself for trying to hire people on for that little in this day and age
#i recently walked into like some sort of dollar store or 99 cent store or what have you#cause they had a hiring sign up and i was curious#and the district manager was there so i talked to her.#they were looking for a general manager who would have open availability+ weekends+ closings or openings+ holidays they would have to work#and i was like wow thats a lot of responsibility and hours worked how much does it pay#and she deadass looked me in the eyes and said 12 an hour. when i tell you i laughed at her#no wonder u cant get any employees if thats what ur offering for a management postition#for the record hiring rate at mcdonalds where i live is about 13 an hour for crew#so like girl. no
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Caregiver Lucifer
Wow another fic where charlie is overworking herself? sooo original...
thats basically the plot. Please request something so i stop doing the same plot so many times.
Things at the hotel were stressful as usual. Charlie was trying to come up with plans and evidence that sinners could be redeemed while Vaggie had to stop everyone from fighting or Angel from getting everyone uncomfortable. He really needed to know about boundaries.
However, Charlie didnât feel like taking a break. If she would then she would be in a block and no longer come up with ideas. It was a common thing that happened to her.
As she was doing more paperwork and coming up with plans in her office area, her phone rang. She saw the caller was her dad and picked it up.
âDad?â She answered tiredly. She really hoped he wasnât calling to tell her about his new magical rubber ducks.
âSweetie! How are ya? You doing good, I hope?â He asked in his usual upbeat attitude.
âYeah, uh-huh,â She absent mindedly replied, not paying attention and instead focusing on her work.
Lucifer frowned from the other side of the phone. It didnât seem like she was okay. Usually she pays at least a little attention to what he says. Something must be up, he concluded.
âWhat's the matter, Charlie?â He asked. Upon barely hearing it, the girl was caught off guard.
âWh-what? Could you repeat that?â Charlie said, wondering if she heard that right or was just too tired.
âI said, whatâs the matter? You seem upset,âÂ
âI-Iâm not upset! Iâm just,â She yawned, âworking,â
âYeah, but its sounds like youâve been at it for a while. Something must have happened if you arenât taking breaks,â He said, concerned.
âIâm fine, Dad. The hotel is just⌠stressing me out a bit but iâll be okay,â she promised.
âWhat about doing that thing you told me about a while ago, age re-pression?â
As much as Charlie would love to just be little and have her dad take care of her, the hotel and her people needed her. Heavenâs genocide was coming up very soon and she needed to be prepared.
âItâs age regression, and No. I donât have time to be a stupid baby, its a dumb coping mechanism anyways,â she told him, getting a bit annoyed. She didnât mean to have an attitude towards him, she was just really anxious and unfortunately took it out on him. She also knew she shouldnât have called it stupid. It wasnât fair to her little self inside of her. She was just trying to push it away.
âHey, Its not dumb! Vaggie told me it helps you a lot. And if it helps, its not dumb,â He said.
âWhatever, Iâm busy and need to get back to work, Iâll talk to you later,â
âWell, bye, I love y-â Charlie hung up the phone before he could even finish saying goodbye. She knew it was kind of rude but she just couldnât handle it right now, especially with the fact that he brought up her coping mechanism. Now that she was aware of it, she wanted to do it more than anything.
Back at Luciferâs place, He knew something was up. Charlie never acted this disrespectful and gloomy or from what heâs heard. He wanted to go visit her in person to see how she was doing. Besides, he needed to get out of his rubber duck house and into his daughter's life. But before he left, he had an idea. Grabbing his sewing kit, some fabric and yellow fur, he began to work.
He showed up 30 minutes later to the Hazbin hotel with a medium sized gift box in his hand. He opened the door and saw Vaggie pacing.
âHey, Vaggie, Whatâs wrong?â He asked.
âCharlies been stuck in her office for more than 3 hours now. Iâm getting worried but she wonât come down or even talk to me,â She explained.
âIâll try to talk to her, okay? Donât worry too much, youâll feel sick after a bit,â He told her before heading upstairs to her office room.
He knocked on the door but didnât hear a response. Another knock and she answered.
âGo away, Iâm busy,â a muffled voice from inside the room said.
âNo, Iâm worried about you, Apple pie,â He answered back.
âDad?!â She immediately knew it was him due to the apple pet-name. She opened the door and saw her short, king of hell, dad, in front of her.
âWhat- what are you doing here?â She asked.
âI told you, Iâm worried about you. You donât usually give me an attitude and that concerns me,â He sat her down on one of the couches inside and sat next to her.
âHere, I made you something. I hope it helps this stressful situation,â he gave her the gift wrapped box. She held it in her lap before taking off the top. Inside was a soft, stuffed ducky. It looked very similar to her old baby stuffy. She used to go every where with that stuffed toy. She wouldnât be able to sleep without it. But once she grew older, it disappeared. No one knew where it went but Lucifer seemed to have gotten in a fight with Lilith that night.
âIs- is this Quacky?â she asked, voice cracking a little. She was slipping very quickly.
âNot really, I tried to remake him since we lost the original. Is it okay?â
Charlie took Quacky out of the box and gave him a big hug. He was soft and warm, just like the original.
âThank youâŚâshe mumbled.
âYouâre welcome, sweetie. I was hoping itâd help you regress,â He explained. He really wanted his daughter to know that she was safe with him and allowed to be herself around him.
âO-okay, I guess i can,â she finally agreed, knowing she wouldnât be able to stay a big kid any longer. Lucifer was ecstatic. His daughter liked him now! She led him back to her room where she kept all of her stuff. She took out her pacifier and plopped it in, fully getting in the headspace.Â
Once Lucifer poured apple juice into her sippy cup so sheâd stay a little bit hydrated (water is better but heâs spoiling her), she handed him a red onesie
âOh, do you need help?â he asked to which she nodded. He made quick work of changing her into the onesie. He couldnât help but awe at how cute she was in it. The onesie with the pacifier was so adorable on her. She quite literally looked like a little toddler.
âAww, whoâs a wittle baby?â He picked her up from the armpits, making her giggle.
âMe!â she answered, laughing. His eyes teared up at the pure adorableness that was going on.
He put her back down again and she began to play with a few blocks. She was very confused but had fun learning the shapes and colors. She dug through her bag as she got bored again and found a big fidget toy. She sat down again and began playing with it. Her attention was fully on it, not getting bored of the squeaker button once.Â
As Lucifer watched, he noticed how her hair was very messy now that it was down and really needed a combing. So he summoned a brush and sat behind, softly combing it through her hair as she played with the toy. She would giggle every time the bristles would tickle her scalp and flap her hands.
Once he was done, Charlie flopped onto the floor and began sticking her limbs in the air. Lucifer had no clue why she was doing this but it was so cute that he couldnât help but chuckle a little.
âIs not funny!â She sat up and spat out her pacifier and stuck her tongue out at him.
âIâm sorry, my little apple, I wasnât laughing at you, though,â He ruffled her hair and handed the pacifier back. She looked at him with a glare but took the pacifier anyway.
As Lucifer cared and played with his child, he realized how much he missed out on during her childhood. He was always working and she mainly grew up with Lilith. It wasnât fair for both of them. And now, he could finally spend some time with the baby he neglected.
#hazbin hotel agere#Hazbin hotel agere fanfic#agere fanfic#fandom agere#sfw littlespace#age regression fic#age regression writing#age regression#asking for prompts#sfw agere#sfw regression
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I was waiting you've been waiting ... MYATB final ep live reaction!
Somehow even later than last night, not only did I work for 6 hours again, I have guests over, but with no further ado let's begin!
first off i am terrified, somehow, even if im sure everything will be fine
STARTING OFF STRONG WITH THE HUAIBAO FANCAM. Does anybody look at first episodes Xiaobao expressions and how much of a genuine happy and warm smile he had, and now it's been SO LONG since we've seen one. Healthy happiness where are you?
Also. If I had a nickel for each time a danmei character falls off a cliff i'd be fucking rich let's BE REAL
lil meowmeow ...
XIAOBAO IS LOOKING FOR THE PENDANT SOMEBODY HOLD ME BACK
IT'S SOMEONE ELSE'S BLOOD XIAOBAO NO WORRIES this is so funny to me
Su Yin it's your turn for some character development come on I believe in you I know you won't disappoint me COME ON
My main question is why make him suffer so much things can be fixed so easily. so easily. oh my god.
Internally I'm also laughing a bit because Su Yin is just saying THIS MAN RUINED YOUR LIFE AND U WANT HIM BACK JUST HOW GOOD WAS THE DICK TELL ME. TELL ME
look at him, moisturized, in his lane, i dont know how the rest of the meme goes but you get it
OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. YOU NEED TWO PEOPLE WITH STRONG INTERNAL FORCES. OH MY G O D u mean to tell me both Huai'en and Su Yin need to help him, this makes my ot3 mind go insane. This is beautiful, thank you Que Siming, again, he fixes everything, he is insane
NNNNNNNNNNnNnNnim goinG INSANEEEEE SIMING'S LIL be careful TO JINBAOOOOOOOOOOOOO STOPPPPPP IM SO SOFTTTTTTTT WEEPS WEEPS WEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS.
A few words for Xiaobao in this scene because holy shit. My boy is wholly desperate he'd do anything just to let Huai'en live, his feelings have been a mess for so long but he still finds it in himself to care about him so deeply he's better than any of us
This entire drama has been either of them in bed suffering and the other watching over, beautiful
holy fucking shit they FINALLY kissed. I'm going insane. THEIR HANDS!! THEYRE SO SOFT. Huai'en looks so cute after being kissed, they're so I'm so insane. my children.
i love my sick wife (literally either of them)
THEIR LITTLE SMILESSSS THEYRE SO SOFT AND VULNERABLE I WILL CRY
"swear to god if u and i become like this i give you permission to kill me" the most homophobic gay ever
I think he might really be one of my favourite characters I swear. Give an award to his actor. he is so disgusted by everything I love him
OH WOW OKAY. BATH TIME? Oh my god Su Yin and Huai'en. Here we go. My immediate response is "just kiss about it" but I don't think they will. Their tension would bleed out so easily
OOOO ZHAOCAI'S A MEANIEEEEEEEEEE
huaibao: having a small moment. Su Yin: THIS AINT ABOUT YOU!! i love them all, good god, he is hilarious, his jealousy is visible from three hundred miles
The healing process is so interesting to watch, I could just stare at them work for hours
WHY IS THIS GUY STILL HERE. WHAT. Thats a lot of food for a prisoner. TELL HIM LI GONGXIANG. HE IS SO AWESOME. God I ucking hate this guy.WHY ARE THEY LEAVING HIS CELL DOOR OPEN
HAPPY LITTLE THINGS
"Who am I to be mad at you?" I KNEW ITTTTTT I KNEW YOU'D CAVE SU YIN I LOVE U. WOOOOOOOOO
Heeeeeeeeere comes the cocklockkkk
MY TRIO OF WONDERS TWT <3 MAN the best dumbass trio ever
this is so fucking funny those two are lounging and there the others go being dramatic
im going to cry over su yin and xiaobao's bond again? yes. i am.
Thank u for calling that man a freak xiaobao
SHAOYU?? also this is the first time I see some actual help for starving people, that's a nice touch.
That was the stupidest interaction ever thank you shaoyu
oh he knows. he knows.
XIAOYU EXTERIOR DESIGN PASSION
THE SHADOWS MOVED IN WITH THEM ZHAOCAI NO LONGER ALONE. Also the matching headpieces!
THEY SAVED HIM TWT SHADOWS MY BELOVEDSSSSS
HUAI'EN IS SO HAPPY ABOUT BEING HIS WIFE
xiaoyu istg- HFAHAHAHA SHES DOING IT ON PURPOS. WE'RE ALL LAUGHING AT THEM LIKE ZHAOCAI
PLEASE IM NEARLY CRYINGNFDSAJAHAHAH
HE CANNOT BE JEALOUS ABOUT SU YIN AFTER HE PROPOSED FSJ
NOOOOOOOO WDYM THATS IT??????? NOOOOOOOOO THEY BARELY GOT USED TO EACH OTHERS SMILE. AND NOW IT'S OVER TWT NOOOOOO well that was a wild ride
I dont know what it is about danmei novels and NOT SHOWING ME THEIR WEDDINGS!!! I WANT TO SEE THEM!!
Anyway. WE REACHED THE END. WOW. Insane. Incredible work to all who worked hard to give us our first uncensored Chinese bl, may it pave the path to many more! I had fun waiting for episodes each week, hadn't felt this elated in a long time. I'm sad I cannot look forward to more, but I might get inspired and create some art or fics for this series, who knows owo the actors are too pretty to pass on.
I'm extremely glad we got that Su Yin acceptance arc I have been mentioning, Shaoyu hasn't gotten more bearable but ig he has to mature yet. Xiaoyu was an icon all episode, I must admit, Zhaocai has found his new partner in crime. I also dearly missed Jinbao and Siming as soon as they left :( their energies were something stupendous. I also liked that Huai'en did not go back to see his foster father, he didn't give him the fucking satisfaction. As it should be.
I'm not smart enough to make much more introspection so I think this is where I'll leave it! Come talk to me if you too have nobody to discuss this series with lmao, askbox is always open. Time for a deepdive into the tag now. I hope I see more of this soon!
A big pat on the back to all those of us who suffered to this day. WORTH IT WORTH IT.
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT
#meet you at the blossom#myatb#jin xiaobao#zongzheng huaien#su yin#zhaocai#jinbao#que siming#jin xiaoyu#zongzheng shaoyu#i think thats everyone i mentioned#that was a wild ride#myatb spoilers
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TELL ME ALLL ABOUT MARGARET
OK HUEHEH
her regular design is a margherrita and pepperoni pizza roll (you can find this design on my profile..somewhere) and she was created by accident in a lab located in pennsylvania. long story short, two of the lab's employees were eating lunch next to the cloning vats that were still in the workings, they accidentally drop their food there aaand wow boom margarett and her "sister" were created, w humanoid ish features bc the vat took some of the dna from the employee who was holding the her yk (that's why she has a bite on her head, she was bitten by one of the employees before becoming alive)
all these facts Imma say are applied to both the designs, as a regular and as a gijinka, is the same story for both so dw.
she's rlly chill, has a nice relationship w almost everyone she meets bc of that, she's rlly sweet specially w shake, but she can also be pretty assertive when she needs to, also specially w shake.
she's a stoner lol she has a hello kitty bong and frequently smokes w shake.
margarett is often losing jobs and finding new ones, also never having a stable routine, so she has the responsability to find a job, but not to mantain one lmao
her fellow creation/sister is called popcarmen, who doesn't like shake that much since he's whiny, annoying, stupid, lazy, messy....I could go on all day.
margarett had a lot of relationships w a ton of people (fun fact shes pan) before meeting shake, but she never actually wanted something serious or commitment, it was all for fun and games yk, specially bc no one actually wanted commitment w her, so she never knew what it was actually like, until she met shake ofc, clingy the way he is he prolly asked her to marry him in like the first week of knowing her lol. Took her some time to finally be his girlfriend officially, but now they're happy in a commited relationship, but still they don't think ab future, getting married and having children, they just love each other and thats it yk..
she's rlly lazy and messy, she lives in an appartment w popcarmen and she hates how destroyed margarett's room looks lol. She also has the habit of leaving junk food around the house, which pisses of popcarmen even more. And ofc, her habit is worse when shake is around, since they usually smoke together, watch movies and eat junk food, then they sleep and dont clean their mess most of the time.
margarett is rlly stupid (not as much as shake tho) and slow, so when shake tells her a joke she usually doesn't get it for HOURS, until when she finally gets it she laughs wherever she is, frequently startling ppl around her loll.
shes also pretty impulsive and can say stuff she regrets right after, she doesn't think too much before she acts.
margarett is rlly scared of being lonely and having the same feeling she felt when she was all alone in the lab when she first woke up from being created, shes rlly scared of losing ppl the loves.
most of the time she denies being wrong, not bc she knows shes wrong but doesnt admit it, but bc she ACTUALLY think shes right cus she dummmmb
she has a plutonian friend called jarvis, he helped her and her sister when they escaped from the lab. He owns a bar located in pennsylvania
hmmm theres prolly some more stuff but I cant remember it rn.. SOOO HERE U GO hope u guys like her as much as I do ^.^ AND SRRY if any of those are confusing to read, wrote this all pretty fast lol
#athf#aqua teen hunger force#athf oc#aqua teen hunger force oc#oc#ocs#oc x canon#asks#ask#answered#questions#my ocs
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Prompts are closed and I shall eagerly await next time as I am once again intrigued by the winding possibilities your writing provokes and in awe over your creativity and imagination! Hope you had fun with them all!
haha thank you! but it's not over quite yet. I still have about 30 prompts to fill over the next couple of days and I adore every single one thats been sent in. it really is an amazing experience to have so much opportunity to create and weave stories that stem from other peoples thoughts.
because while i can wonder what someone is hoping for, i know i'm never going to truly meet it and so it's this... it's this bridge of risk and reward, right?
because asking for a fic is also a risk in being disappointed and i appreciate people risking that with me.
it's why i try to remember to mention that i hope the prompter will like it. because they dont have to but i am hoping they will, it's nobodies job to like and appreciate my work, even if they've asked for a prompt. and if someone doesn't get what they want, they can always ask again more specifically. or they can avoid my page or block me if i accidentally traumatize them. and since most prompters are anon, there's no risk of public awkwardness in the risk.
and also sometimes people are worried about being judged, and sometimes the fear of being judged is more terrifying that the actual circumstances of it. i've used the anon button so many times myself because i was too nervous to use otherwise. i have social and generalized and paranoid anxiety btw so i curate my experience how i need it and hope others do too
wow i don't know the last time i slept but i have to be up in two hours so i'm gonna finish this up so i can crash since i'm going so far off the path that i'm a mountain goat.
basically uh yes, it is a lot of fun for me.
and i appreciate how many people are willing to participate and engage with me. i was not expecting how many responses i got today and it was really just, it was nice and it overflowed my brain with so much worldbuilding that I was able to zone out and just enjoy writing.
and while i do love getting comments and responses to my fics, i also am okay not getting them? i mean i prefer them but i know life is just really hard right now and everyone has limited energy and i really am just enjoying myself writing.
i'm writing to heal and lots of people read to heal. i had to take a few years of reading myself to get here
but also i am just a really tired insomiac nerd who is terrified of most social interaction but if you get me talking about a special interest i am a jackalope.
and malec has been a special interest and stayed one since 2017 which is the longest i've ever stayed interested in a pairing or fandom without dropping it for a few years. so i'm always happy for meta questions, head canon questions, specific au questions etc.
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first kick (pregnancy series)
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George:
Me and George have been having a super chill weekend together after a few busy weeks which he has tried not to do throughout the pregnancy because he wants to spend time with me and enjoy it but sometimes work just takes over and thats ok and he knows that but he still feels bad. We have been watching a lot of movies today now that our baby can hear things we have to introduce her to our favourite films like Harry Potter which we have been binging all day.
About halfway through the 4th film George went to get more snacks for us because I was really craving popcorn today. When he left I thought I felt movement in my stomach but I couldn't be sure but then it happened again and was much stronger this time, it was definitely a kick which was something that hasn't happened before.
"George come here" I said
"What is it?" he asked running over
"She's kicking" I said
I took his hand hand put it in the place where I felt the kicks before and it wasn't long before they happened again. They hurt a little bit because the kicks are right in my ribs but it was still an amazing feeling to know that our little girl is moving around and happy in there. George looked like he was about to explode with happiness at feeling his little girl moving around. He left his hands on my bump for ages not wanting to miss a single kick but eventually he had to let go when I had to use the bathroom but he quickly put his hands back on my bump when I got back.
Our movie marathon was quickly forgotten about and instead we mostly sat in silence watching my bump for any signs of movement only occasionally talking when we got bored of staring at nothing but our baby doesn't like the attention not being on her because as soon as we'd start talking she would begin kicking again.
Dream:
One thing about being pregnant is not being able to sleep. I have been really struggling to get to sleep tonight not because I wasn't trying but just because I couldn't get comfortable and when I did I would need to pee which is just a continuous cycle.
I was tossing and turning before I felt small little kick in my stomach I ignored it at first because I thought it was just my sleep deprived brain but when it continued I realised that it was the baby kicking. It felt so odd to know that was our baby kicking especially because we have waited so long for this moment because despite starting to show quite early on not much has happened since which worried the both of us but our doctor just told us that everything was fine. The doctor warned that when she starts kicking she probably won't stop because it has been so long of a wait which I'm not very excited about.
Clay has been editing most of the night so he's in his office so I thought I would get up to tell him seeing as I'm not going to get any sleep anytime soon. When I went in the room he was talking to Sapnap but he muted when I came over.
"Are you ok? Is everything alright?" He asked
"Yeah I'm fine but shes kicking" I said
I guided his hands to the place that I could feel the kicks so that he could feel them too, he almost squealed when he felt the first kick but he kept it mostly together although there was a huge smile on his face. He unmuted to tell sapnap because he was just so excited.
"She's kicking Sap shes kicking" he said
"Yeah shes really going for it" he added
I couldn't hear what Sapnap said because Clay had his headphones on but by his responses I could tell he was also excited for us. Sapnap and George have been really involved with his pregnancy mainly because Clay tells them everything so they are generally just as excited as we are at each milestone.
Clay made me sit with him while he finished editing so he could keep his hand on my bump to feel every kick and it was quite relaxing actually and for once I actually felt tired enough to fall asleep so the two of us went to bed and I had one of the best nights sleep I've had in ages.
Sapnap:
I'm chilling watching Netflix while Sapnap streams and of course thats when I start to feel movement in my stomach I have felt things before just like the baby moving around so I didn't think much of it but the feeling soon changed and was more forceful. I immediately knew that it was kicks and I felt bad that Sapnap wasn't here to experience it.
I thought about what to do and in the end I texted him to say I was going to come into his streaming room just incase he had facecam on so he could be prepared. He text back worried about me but I decided not to respond because I was almost at his door.
Sapnap looked at me as soon as I opened the door and told his chat he would be back in a minute before muting his mic. He rolled his chair over closer to me and I took his hands and put them on my bump without saying anything so that he could work it out for himself. His expression changed very quickly into one of pure joy and a small squeal left his mouth as our son continued  to kick.
He didn't want to go back to his stream but I made him at least for a little while so he didn't just end and make the viewers worried so he did but he wanted me to stay in the room incase the baby kicked anymore. The mood of the stream changed and it was much more upbeat and he was playing a lot better than he was before which I thought was really cute that he felt so motivated by it.
Quackity:
Me and Alex are out on a drive like we do sometimes, we have nowhere in particular to go we just like driving around blasting music and other people probably judge us from their own cars but we never care because we enjoy it.
We were driving around not too far from our neighbourhood when I felt small little kicks in the bottom of my stomach which I knew right away was the baby but I didn't say anything for a minute because I didn't want to tell Alex if it was going to stop and he was driving. But when it continued I decided to tell him because I didn't want him to miss this moment.
"Alex shes kicking" I said
"No way hang on let me pull over" he said
He found somewhere to safely stop the car ands we both took of our seatbelts off and I got him to put his hands on the bottom of my bump where the kicks were still happening. He was so happy when he felt her kick using his free hand to grab one of mine and squeeze it.
We sat at the side of the road for a while before the baby calmed down and stopped kicking so much which gave us the chance to go back home. On the ride home we talked about how exciting it is that our baby is moving around and we get to feel like she's really with us on an everyday basis.
Karl:
Karl has been gone all day filming and he still won't be back for a few more hours but I just started feeling kicks in my stomach which are so strong you can see the movement on my bump. I felt so awful that Karl wasn't here to experience it but to make him feel like he hasn't fully missed out I filmed it for a bit and sent it to Karl.
He FaceTimed me as soon as he read the text and I had the camera on my bump as we talked and I tried to make him feel better that he wasn't here in person to experience it. He was so excited to get home and try and get the kicks to start again so he can feel them which he has been looking forward to for a little while.
A few hours later he came home and we sat together on the sofa trying to do everything we could to get our son to start kicking again. We tried most things before I played some music which seemed to do the trick because the kicks started again and Karl watched it before putting his hand on where the kicks were happening. He was so happy and that made me happy despite the uncomfortableness of the constant hard kicking. We went to bed to lay down while the baby kept kicking to make it at least a little more comfortable but it really didn't do a lot and I just had to wait for it to stop again.
Wilbur:
The baby has been super active recently but not really kicking just like wriggling around especially today I've been super busy and she has been joining in. I finally got a chance to sit down this evening and thats when I felt kicks, the feeling was different to just movement it was stronger and more concentrated in one spot.
I knew Wilbur would be sad to miss this seeing as he's at his office streaming but I decided to text him so that could know it was happening. I watched him look at his phone to read my text because I was watching the stream and right away he told chat he needed to end and that was it the stream was over. I got a text back saying he was on his way so I tried to keep the baby kicking  until he got back.
Wilbur made it home in record time and didn't even lock the door when he came in to not waste anymore time. He sat in front of the sofa as I laid down and guided his hand to where the kicks were still happening and he could definitely feel it because a huge smile appeared on his face.
"Wow she's really active isn't she" he said
"Yeah she's been moving around all day I swear she doesn't sleep" I replied
"I hope she sleeps when she's born" he said
"Me too" I agreed
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â haikyuu x exam season â
Daichi- when i say he is the MOODIEST person when studying. Itâs all fun and games until you interrupt him one too many times and he fucking explodes. Needs 2 chill
Suga- his goal in life is to be an aesthetic studyblr like this man will go and get iced coffee, order the prettiest stationary and then spend 20 minutes organising it for his instagram. As for ACTUALLY studying? Heâs amazing at it. Literally the person we all aspire to be
Asahi- anxiety crams before tests. He does more than like 70% of his classmates but is always convinced heâs fallen behind on everything. Cries a LOT when he doesnt understand smth
Noya- another one who cries only he does it SO easily. Personally victimised by anything past question 1. Gets literally everyone to do his work for him
Tanaka- tries so hard he really really does. His handwriting is a mess and his notes look like something a 7 year old would do. Gets everything wrong but doesnt let it stop him
Ennoshita- did someone say pretentious straight A student??? Offers to help his friends just so he can flex his pretty notes and intelligence. Seems like he has everything under control but really? He cries like once a night in the lead up to exams
Kageyama- he doesnt have any room for anything in his head that isnt volleyball. Hes hopeless
Hinata- LACKS COMMON SENSE SO BAD. Heâll finally understand EVERYTHING but write the answer in the wrong place or leave out a decimal place in the exam. Stupidest mistakes
Tsukishima- he sticks to a study schedule like what? Who tf sticks to a schedule? Doesnt like to flaunt his grades around anyone who isnt hinata and kageyama, but akiteru and his mom are 100% the type to post his grades all over facebook like âso proud of my son !!!!!!â
Yamaguchi- the king of saying he hasnât done much for exams, but then stays up every night til 2am studying. He HATES people having any expectations of him so keeps all his preparation secret lmao.
Kuroo- hes smart and he flaunts it so bad. 100% a teacher's pet, especially for science. Around exam season he lives in the library. Motivates kenma to study with him too tho hes so supportive
Kenma- hes naturally smart, which is like 70% of the reason his grades are good bc he does NOT study. Leaves it all to the night before/ when hes with his friends in the library but other than that nope he doesnt have energy
Lev- doesn't fully register heâs taking a test until heâs 3 questions in and hasnât written a single word. Then he starts panicking.
Bokuto- he goes through the 5 stages of grief every single time he has to study. Gets frustrated as hell when he cant understand something, gets distracted by everything, a mess. Always leads to him slamming his textbook shut and sulking for an hour
Akaashi- the only one in fukurodani who actually spreads his studying out over the year so he doesnt have to cram. He has pretty notes and diagrams but still gets so stressed smh
Konoha- âyeah ill study in ten minutesâ *cue him 6 hours later only starting* studies mostly at night and doesnt care about grades , yet still manages to score really good on every test
Oikawa- if this man is anything heâs dedicated. Actually finds balance between volleyball and studying when exam seasonâs in full swing, but that doesnt mean he still doesnt overwork himself. Surviving on 40 minutes of sleep and coffee lmao
Mattsun- doesnât take school seriously at all. Hes like âwho cares im gonna die one dayâ âif i dont know it now ill never know itâ. So fucking chill
Makki- tries to be like issei so bad but it fails every time. Heâs like âyeah who cares about biology anyway lmaoâ. He is a liar. He cried for 2 hours over biology last night smh. Biology is actually his number one care.
Iwa- naturally smart and follows a routine. The only healthy studier in seijoh tbh. Motivates his friends so much though hes the only reason mattsun and makki pass smh
Ushijima- sounds pretentious but he doesnt mean it. The worst person to study with because hes so naturally smart and makes everyone feel stupid. Hes like âhow do you not understand this? Its easy?â
Tendou- hes so average when it comes to studying i cant even explain it. He goes home and studies, has dinner, watches some anime and studies a little more, then just goes to bed? Never overly concerned about it but hes the best for calming nerves. Makes you really believe things will be okay
Goshiki- CHRONIC WORRIER OH MY GOD. definitely gets the shakes before an exam and almost has a fuckin panic attack every single time, never feels prepared but he really is. Needs tendou for emotional support
Atsumu- too confident in his abilities lmao. Heâs like âyeah ive got this i totally know itâ then acts shocked and appalled when he fails. Thinks heâs the main character, therefore he HAS to pass. Heâs not. And he never learns.
Osamu- the slightly smarter twin yet still not exceptional in any way. Doesnt really care about grades, he knows thereâs more to life but still studies enough to pass
Kita- hello mr âwhats a failing gradeâ. Never stresses and never fails. Actually the top of his class in basically everything. Manages to study and still find time for hobbies.
Aone- i am convinced a hug from him would get me through exam season every single year. Another person who just? Doesnt stress? Follows a routine and doesnt mind if he doesnt know something in the test. wow
Futakuchi- âi dont care about exams at all fuck themâ *gets 53% and cries*. He doesnt have the patience to study and feels betrayed when all his friends actually do the work
Koganegawa- hes like hinata only he actually passes most of the time. Works SO hard and gets so happy when it pays off!! Always treats himself to mcdonalds after an exam thats self love babie
Terushima- you need to be cautious around this man. Heâll spend every night of exam season partying and ignoring any responsibility, yet still come out with 100% in everything. Where does he find the time? How does that work? What the fuck?
#haikyuu!!#hq!!#haikyuu hcs#hq x reader#hq imagines#oikawa toru#kuroo tetsuro#bokuto koutaro#akaashi keiji#iwaizumi hajime#matsukawa issei#ushijima wakatoshi#tendou satori#tsukishima kei#miya atsumu#miya osamu#kita shinsuke#kenma kozume#lev haiba#sugawara koushi#daichi sawamura
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Can you do Bakugou x soft (male or gn) reader meeting a Karen and go creative with it hope you have fun
Big Meanie
Paring: Barista!ďżźBakugou x Soft!Gn!Cashier reader
Warning: Karen being a Karen, cussing, bakujealous, Bakugou calling you a big meanie, not proof read
Catoergy: Comedy
A/N: Thank you for the request!!
Summary: boom boom man gets upset because you didnât let him be the Hero of the day.
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As you unlocked the door, you huffed a breathe of anxiety out and tried to build up as much optimism you could for your first day. You felt a mixture of anxiousness and excitement boil in you.
With a smile full of courage, you stepped into the clean kitchen. The lights contrasted and dimmed the already dark morning sky as you felt a cool breeze from an opened window. The hall was a bit dimmer from the kitchen so you turned those lights on for the rest of the co-workers. An ash halons hair boy was currently wrapping the storeâs iconic colored apron around his waist. He tighter his grip as he caught a glismp of you.
âGood morning!â You spoke softly, but cheerful. You flashed a small smile but his demeanor did change. He held his solemn look at you when blood red eyes. âSo...how was your sleep?â Your excuse of small talk feel short the silence in the air seemed to be even more awkward between the two of you. He grunted and muttered something under his breathe before speaking.
âDonât forget to clock in.â He ignored your question which honestly, did not bother you. You took his warning and walked out to the time clock, punching in your time. Silence swallowed you both while once again. Ok y/n, your co-worker may not be the most friendliest, but hey itâs only your first day, how bad can it be.
ďżźâAlso,â You head shot up from the time clock. Your co-workers back facing you. âDonât talk to me, you boring extra.â
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You began to start your third day shift with a proud smile on your face. As you made your way to the time clock to punch in, greetings of waves goodbyes from other workers thats shifts just ended, youâve met made your start of the day feel even better. Humbly, you waved the two men off.
âBye Kiri, bye Denki!â Denki giggly waved his hand in the arm with excitement as he happily walked with Kirishima.
âBye Y/N!â The sharp tooth man cheerfully sang his farewell. His arm hugging around the shoulders of his shorter blonde hair friend. But before the two could fully walk out, the red head immediately turns back around, as if something just came to mind. âAlsoâ he added, âwatch out for the Karenâs.â Your head titled with puzzlement.
âThe Karenâs?â You kept your question in your head and before you knew it, the two was gone.
But you shrugged it off for the day and continued to go back to work.
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âHey move it extra!â Bakugouâs voice arose from behind you like a sound of a hurricane warning. You huffed a little and stepped aside from the time clock. ďżźTiredly, you twisted your body around and leaned against the wall, facing him with crossed arms. Your eyes dropped a bit and your eyelids cried to close. But though you body was ready to sleep, you were wide awake..kinda. You manage trying to hide your weary face. Holding a hopeful smile and you greeted Bakugou.
âMorning Bakugou.â There was a small chance he would really greet you back with a morning salutation. Today was not the latter. Heâs body seemed a bit stiff, heâs face looked alive and refreshed, but his body slouched a bit. Turning his head to you, an eyebrow raised at you.
You stiffened a bit, you leaned off the grey wall with a feeling of astonishment ďżź , âWow thatâs newďżź.â A notion you told yourself.
Still, he said nothing, leaving you two both in somewhat awkward silence. By the looks of it, he was staring with bit of puzzlement in his eyes. Heâs red eyes sparks with a look of examination. As if he was searching for a look, or scanning your farcical features like a robot. He was just standing there, arms crossed, eyes stern, eyebrows furrowed. It seemed like forever before you two said anything.
âAre you tired?â Bakugou finally spoke that shock you. You were a bit taken a back at his response but nodded you head. He grumbled something under his breathe and signaled you to follow him. âCome here,â he sighed.
Youâre eyes widened, but you obeyed and follow. As you walked, you could hear his small mutters and talks but couldnât understood a thing he said. He walked a little slow than usual, like if he was trying to make sure he didnât leave in you in the dust.
The walk was short and you made it to the destination in no time. He groaned as you got there, the kitchen area. Your eyebrows drew with concern.
Backing up a little, you spoke âUhm, look if youâre gonna splash me with water-â
But your cautiousness was only mocked by small chuckles that bubbled up in Bakugou as he picked up a plastics cup.
âNo I wonât, ya idiot.ďżźâ He interjected, âWhatâs your type of coffee, you like Frappuccino or somethinâ?â
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âHey, Cashier Extra!â Y/N nostrils flare with heavy air leaving them. For the past three months and a half, youâve been having to deal with one of the biggest meanies they had ever known in their entire life. Originally, you thought you were confused at times by him.
Bakugou Katsuki was one of the hardest people work with sometimes. It was like he had a whole book of mean names and rude comments. Or looked up how to send the worlds most bone-chilling stare. And after a long tiring day of work, right as youâre are about to clock out, you hear the small words âbye extraâ leave his grumpy little pie hole. You wondered why his rude one point, then nice another.
Y/N briskly huff, straightening out any wrinkles or creases in your pale button up shirt. âYeah Bakugou?â Y/N tried to give Bakugou the most genuine confusion on your face. Though Y/N didnât find a lot great characteristics of Bakugou, but they knew that Bakugou was a smart man. He quickly caught onto their small frown creasing at the sides of their mouth and y/n bothered eyes.
But unlike usually, Bakugouâs face didnât seem to get annoyed at that. No, instead, how facial expressions seemed to go down a little. Bakugouâs eyebrows furrowed, from y/n couldnât tell what was on Bakugouâs mind. Heďżźâs volcanic eyes seemed to be put out.
Y/N would almost say the usual solemn face of Bakugou Katsuki just broke away for a minute.
Bakugou caught himself, the dust of his volcanic chucked up as the lava came back into his eyes, keeping a stern look. Though Bakugou wouldnât admit, Bakugou had definitely fallen for Y/N strong admiration for this job and their determination. Heâd give them the compliment from time to time, but to wasnât as much as he wanted to say.
âJust make sure you remember to clock in.â He mumbled softly, Y/N could barely even hear it. They nodded, a bit confused, but nodded and almost went on to work like usual. âHey!â Bakugou stopped Y/N in their tracks, âBe cautious of Karens.â
The name still confused you to this day, but once again, you shrugged it off with a nod and carried on.
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This would have to one of the most crowded shift youâve ever had, ever. If you were a customer, driving up into the driveway, you wouldâve definitely drive straight out by the amount of people parked or in the driveway, getting their order taken their.
Bakugou, Denki and six others carefully rushed with the drinks, other orders holding up on the racks. Kirishima, Mina, and another worker kept up their the best they could, taking peopleâs orders from the drive through, then there was you and three other cashiers. You four had to take the orders as smooth and quick as possible, all of you praying that the customer will have a little bit of compassion and patience. Lines of people excitedly waiting to order the new drink the shop put out.
The Christmas Chocolate Winter Cream. Your new enemy, almost every single child, adult, teen, everyone was asking and wanting that âcreamy delicious coffeeâďżź. Who even lets their child drink coffee! You didnât want any part of it.
âStupid coffee ice cream, its not even December yet!â You quickly grumbled under your breath.
ďżźâUhm, excuse me?â You nearly forgot about the rush hour at work today. Hastily you straighten your spine. The customer was a lady, maybe in her late 50s. Her pale skin wore brightly colored pigment over its wrinkles and creases. Her hair was short but bumped up and curled.
âOh I said, hi welcome to StaryBunkers,â You correct yourself quickly, trying to pass your entirely different words as the same, you grasp notepad and itâs thin paper in one hand, and a pencil in another. Forcibly, you gave the customer a fake smile that would impress the greatest actress. âWhat would you like for today. Behind your fake smile and your facial creases, you internally prayed with every god, deity, and goddess you know, hoping that they wouldnât say..
âThe Christmas Chocolate Winter Cream,â The older lady grasp her young daughter tightly that was so short, you just now noticed her. She seems to be up to her motherâs knees. âmake that two please, todayâs my girls big day!â The womanâs words didnât invoke any feeling of excitement that usually does when some says big day to you.
âtHe cHirStmAs cHocOlatE wIntEr cReAmâ
Your sighs of annoyance was held captive in the bars of your fake smile. âOf course!â Your forgery of cheerfulness impressed your cashier partners whoâs fake smile was somewhat stiff and expressionless. âBirthday I presume?â You ask, the pencilâs tip close to the paper, ready to write.
âYep!â The little girl chirped, her two brown pigtails swinging with you as she nodded her head. Ok you had to admit, the little girl was very sweet and cute. She single handedlyďżź made your stressful day a little bit better (ugh what a queen, we stan)
Your smile became more genuine, you heart even warmed a little.. âComing right up, wait a moment please.â You paced hastily behind you, internally wishing you could spend you whole entire day in the back. You made your way quickly to the kitchen, hoping the customer were the patient type as you heard the shouts of anger coming from the drive through. You took a quick glance at the altercation.
âI SAID CHRISTMAS CHOCOLATE WINTER CREAM,â The customer aggressively yanked the the lid up. âTHIS ISNâT ENOUGH CREAM!â The white and red haired boy calmly his hands out, trying to rationalize with the person.
âSir, ďżźâ He spoke with dullness, âThats how much cream comes with it.â But the customer only got even more hotheaded.
âNO IT ISNďżźâT!â
âYes it is.â Todoroki scrunched his face up, âYou donât even work here, how would you know?â Todoroki, unknowingly made the man even more upset which cause the drink from his hand to fly out towards him. You panic, rushing over there the close the door before it was too late. But, the man was quicker, and as the drink came rushing to a motionless Todoroki, a body came rushing in to take the hit, Kirishima.
âBrroooooooâ He said in slow motion. âPoor Kiriâ you internally spoke with pity. And as the man ran away, kirishimaâs stomach burned from the heat of the coffee. You cringed at the sound of his small whimpers of pain. âF in the chat.â You busy back to the kitchen.
The steam from the coffee makers brush against your skin, squeezing out a very thin layer of sweat on your cheeks. Quickly, you yelled.
âTwo Today Specials for Cashier number UNO,â the Baristaâs groaned, âAKA Y/N!â You yelled again for clarification. They, annoyedly, went back to work with the drinks again. The most pissed out of all them though was Bakugou. Not cause of the loaded day. But because everyone was going to âslowâ. He huffed, panted, scream, yelled, intensely ordered and more,
The man was like lighting, filling up cup after cup after cup.
âMove your asses!â He sealed three cups and handed them to Mina, âY/N stop wasting your time back here and work!â Your posture caved in, but you obey his command like a solider obeying their Sargent.
âAye aye, Captain.â You sang jokingly. And while the others smirk and giggled amongst the stresss, Bakugou arch an eyebrow at your jokes and went back to work.
You happily went along to the front again to update the mother and the daughter about their meals. But as you approach them, you could hear the motherâs now bewildered voice. It was like cat nails to a chalkboard and her voice was crackly.
Her scream filled the whole place, putting a pause on the whole day. You internally panicked, not only can you feel the wrath of the woman from where you were standing, you could also feel the piercing and grim stare of Bakugou behind you. Once again, you weâre praying to gods, goddess, and deities. Praying that whatever is out there wonât eat you alive. Swallowing down your fear, you began to walk, with the feeling of it stuck down in your stomach.
Once you were in her eyesight, she swatted her daughters arms. And like a puppy, the girl immediately obeyed, handing her phone to her. The lady was obnoxiously grumbling words under breath as she pressed record. And with a large gulp she began her fit. You knew exactly what was gonna happen.
This..this must be the Karen theyâve talked about.
âSAY HELLO TO THE MEDIA!â Her voice sings with pride, âTHIS PERSON MADE MY DAUGHTER WAIT ONE HOUR FOR HER DRINK-â Your eyes grew with shock at the womanâs words. But before you could say anything, the cashier next to you, Deku interjected. His arm reached over to hover over your body as a means to protect you.
âHang on now!â He argued. âYouâve only been here for three minutes!â You nodded in agreement. Pushing Dekuâs arm up to cover your face from the camera.
âIâm sorry for the wait maâamâ you apologize, âBut all you had to do was wait a couple of more minute-â
âDO YOU SEE THIS?â The woman ignored your remarks and claims, instead focusing on her own, âTHEY ARE TRYING TO DISCREDIT ME AND MY NINE! YES NINE! YEAR OLD DAUGHTER!â She waved her phone in her daughters face like she was evidence. She waved, hopped, and dance around the counters and to other peopleâs table. âHOW CAN YOU PEOPLE DRINK HERE!â Her words and movements were melodramatic and over the top.
And after her little rant to the people, some of which left, she stomped her way back to you and Deku. This time, she had a nasty smirk on her face and a hot drink in her free hand she stolen from another customer.
âYa know what!â
âOh no not this againâ
Hastily, you moved Deku and you away from the womanâs sight. You two ran into the back kitchen to Chef Ramsey Bakugou. Who was now even more pissed. Not only did Y/N make a Karen mad (ok he knew it impossible not to make them mad heâs just stressed). But no, instead of running to him, Y/N runs to Deku first?! Manâs got his priorities straight.
As Deku quickly runs over the back area to get his phone, you rush over to Bakugou and the others in panic. âBakugou, call the police!â The others around quickly take of aprons and another things at the words of that. Police involved?? Yep they think a murder just went down. But Bakugou just grumbles and huffs.
âNo.â
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âWHAT DO YOU MEAN NO!?â Bakugou looks at you with bewilderment, this is his first time hearing you yell at him that way. But before he process the fact that a cinnamon bun is yelling at him, you began to grasp and shake at his shoulders. âTHE LADY IS TRYING TO KILL ME!â
âWELL YOU SHOULDâVE CAME TO ME INSTEAD OF FUCKING DEKU FOR PROTECTION..â Bakugou fumbled and shouted through his words. âY-YOU BIG MEANIEâ
You two went silent after that,
Big
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Big Meanie?
Deku came out from the back with his phone, âShoto!â Todorokiâs head jerked towards his way. âHelp me with the Karen!â Todoroki nodded.
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Finally, the situation was under control, the Karen was banned from the coffee shop, Mina and Denki gave Kirishima some aloe. And while things didnât really calm down until the day was done, everyone seemed a bit less tense, expect you and Bakugou. For the rest of the day, he was knocking over cups, using wrong lids, and spilling coffee. Dudeâs lucky that he wasnât fire. He felt embarrassed by the way he reacted. Now Y/N probably saw him as some type of control freak. Tensions were high and he was stressful.
Bakugou quickly moved pass the others, trying to clock out early before Yďżź/ďżźN sees him-
âHey Bakugouâ Bakugou internally groaned at the sound of your voice. Screw you plot device he said to himself. Bakugou turned his head to the side to face you. Yo he side view is lowkey cute you noted. âCould we talk outside, after I clock out?â
Oh how badly Bakugou wanted to say no. The pit in his stomach grew bigger as he nodded.
âGreat, just give me a secondâ Bakugou nodded once again and quickly clocked out. Heâs footsteps echoed in his head as he waited outside, leaning against the glass wall of the store.
He didnât know what you were gonna say, but he had an idea of it. He annoyed you to no end, made things harder for you, and was never truly nice to you that often. How was he suppose to believe that you would like a guy like him in anyway? He internally frowned at his thoughts, the words eating him up and chewing him out only to get stepped on by the crushing feeling of doubt.
Once he saw the buildings door open with you coming out to join him, that crushing feeling of doubt covered and weighed down on him. This was it he thought. He shoved his hands into his pockets, readying himself for the painful impact of rejected.
âBakugou..â you softly asked. Bakugou hmmâd at you with a feeling of shame boiling inside.. âDid you mean it when you said i was a big meanie?â Bakugou let out a sigh of pain.
He caught onto your words late, âLook Iâm sorry for-what?â
âYou called me a big meanie.â You mumbled, âand I was wondering if you were serious because one, youâre like 23.â
âIâm ďżź16â he deadpanned ďżź âLike you.â You ignored him though.
âand two, youâre the one whoâs been acting like a big meanie.â You accused which wasnât contradicted, âAnd all cause you like me huhâ Bakugou opened his mouth to spew his defense, but nothing came out but a small âIâ. He sighed defeatedly.
âIm sorry,ďżźâ He spoke. âI just, didnât know how to tell you or whatever.â He spoke so awkwardly and shy. âIâll uh, Iâll leave you alone or whatever.â
You drew out a finger, objecting. âHold on now,â you replied. âWho said I didnât like you?â Bakugouâs heart sparked at those words, he lifted his head, red sparks in his eyes. âHey what can I say? A big meanie like me likes big meanieďżźs too.â
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Unfaithful | Part Three
Series Summary: After dreaming of your perfect wedding since you were a little girl the big day is almost here. But after meeting the priest you start to question your relationship.
Pairing: Hot Priest x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 2828
Warnings: abusive behaviour, a lot of angsty stuff, drunken behaviour and a pinch of fluff
A/N: Please be warned there will be some themes of toxic/abusive relationship in this series. Also, spelling and grammar is not my strongest skill so please be kind :)
Part Two | Masterlist
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I sit alone on the bench outside the church, looking out at the empty graveyard in front of me.Â
The miserable grey clouds above part and bright sunlight beams down to earth, shining on the Priest who is now walking up the path toward me. The light seems to be following him and as he moves closer I realise heâs dressed in a magnificent purple and gold gown.Â
âWhy are you wearing that?â I ask
âThis is what Iâm going to wear when I marry youâÂ
âWow, I love it! Not sure Daniel will-â
âWhoâs Daniel?â He asks and I laugh, but his serious face tells me heâs not joking.
âDaniel? My fiancĂŠ, the man Iâm getting married toâŚâ
âWhat are you talking about? You're marrying me remember?â He sits on the bench next to me, taking my hand and showing me the engagement ring on my finger, a ring Iâve never seen before.
âI- I don't understand. Weâre engaged?â
âAre you feeling okay? Yes, weâre engaged and in a few weeks weâll be husband and wife!â He holds my face gently in his hands and looks deeply into my eyes âI love you Y/N!â
He leans in and kisses me passionately.
â â â âÂ
My eyes shoot open and I realise Iâm in bed. It was just a dream. Why do I feel slightly disappointed?Â
Every night since that night at the church the Priest has been in my dreams, and every night the theme has been the same; the Priest and I are in love.Â
I shake the thought out of my mind and roll over, reaching over to hug my real life fiancĂŠ but my arm falls straight down on the mattress. He isnât there.Â
I sit up and reach over to grab my phone off the bedside table. 9:30am! I must have needed that lie in. I roll out of bed, wrap my dressing gown around myself and head down stairs to the kitchen. I need coffee.Â
Walking into the kitchen I find Daniel sat at the table waiting for me.Â
âMorning!â I greet him cheerfully as I fill up the kettle âcoffee?â
âNo thanks.â He responds dismissively, changing the subject. âThe other day, when I came home from the pub and you stormed out⌠where did you go?"
âI just went for a walkâ I answer honestly
âWhere?âÂ
âI don't know, I just wondered around for a bit and found a bench to sit onâÂ
âAlone?âÂ
âYeahâ I lie
âSo you sat on a bench in the dark and drank all aloneâ He places an empty silver and green can on the table and looks at me accusingly, waiting for a response.Â
âYou went through my bag?â I silently curse myself for not throwing the can away yet.
âI was looking for somethingâ
âWhat?â
âIT DOESNâT MATTER!â He slams his hand down on the can, crushing it against the table âYou met him didnât you? Father whatever his name is. I saw the same can of G&T in his officeâ
âOkay fine, yes I saw him. I didnât plan to. I just went to the church to think. I thought it was empty but he was there and we talked for a bitâ
âAnd drankâ
âI was upset so he offered me a drink.â
âAnd then you lied to me about itâ he says, getting up and slowly walking over to me.
âBecause I knew youâd overreact!â I respond, poring the boiling water into my cup and stirring the coffee.
âOh Iâm overreacting am I? Tell me, how am I supposed to react when another man flirts with my fiancĂŠ in front of my face?â
âHe hasnât flirted with me Daniel, heâs our priest! Heâs just trying to get to know us, but you wonât let him!âÂ
âI donât want to get to know that creep!âÂ
âYou know what? I canât be bothered with this right nowâ I roll my eyes before saying three words I would instantly regret âYou're being patheticâÂ
I can almost see the red mist in Danielâs eyes as he grabs my coffee cup and throws the boiling hot contents straight in my face. I suppress a scream as I wipe the coffee from my eyes, the liquid burning my skin. I run upstairs as fast as I can and lock myself in the bathroom, immediately splashing cold water over myself. I soak a flannel in water and hold it over my face for a few minutes, trying to cool my burning skin. Daniel starts banging on the door, begging me to open up so he can apologise. When he starts to mention his dad I shut out the sound of his voice, choosing to ignore his excuses. Iâve heard them all before.Â
When my skin finally starts to feel a little less on fire I remove the flannel and examine my blotchy red face in the mirror. A few small blisters have already started to form on my cheek and down the side of my neck. I bring my hand up to gently touch them, and hiss with pain as eyes instantly fill with tears. I cover my face with the flannel again and sit on the floor, leaning with my back against the door as Daniel continues to talk on the other side. I stay like that for however long it takes for him to finally leave me alone. Once Iâm sure heâs gone I go silently to the bedroom, quickly get dressed and go downstairs. As Iâm putting my shoes on Daniel comes running to me.
âWhere are you going?âÂ
âTo the hospitalâ
âNo no, please- please donât go. Iâm sorry!â He panics.
âI need something to fix thisâ I argue, gesturing to the blisters and peeling skin.
âI can fix it!â
âNot this timeâ I walk out the house, slamming the door behind me. I hear it open again and I turn back to glare at Daniel as heâs about to step out. âLeave me alone!â I warn him before walking off, surprised that he actually obeys me for once. I hail a passing taxi and climb in the back.Â
âA&E pleaseâ I say and he looks at me through the rear view mirror, his eyes widen as he sees the state Iâm in but he doesnât say anything. He just silently drives me where I need to go.Â
â â â âÂ
âAnd how did this happen?âÂ
âI was carrying a cup of coffee when I slipped and fell, throwing the whole lot over myself.â I lie as convincingly as possible as the doctor examines my skin âI can be such a clutz sometimesâ
I let out a small awkward laugh which the doctor ignores.
âHm. Well you're lucky, thereâs no permanent damage. It will be painful for a few days but it will heal. Iâll prescribe you some cream which will soothe it but in the mean time go home and take it easy. No more âaccidentsâ okay?âÂ
I can tell by her voice she doesnât quite believe my story.Â
âThank you doctorâ I say, taking the tube of cream off her and walking outside.
As I stand waiting for another taxi I realise, Iâm not ready to face going home yet. Thereâs only one person I really want to see right now.Â
â â â âÂ
Once again I find myself stood outside the big wooden doors of the church, suddenly doubting whether or not I should be here. I know I want to be here but I also know that if Daniel found out it would create yet another drama. Iâm so trapped in my own moral dilemma that I donât hear the footsteps approach behind me.Â
âY/N?â
I spin around to see the Priest walking toward me. His face goes from confusion, to horror as he sees my skin.
âHoly shit! What happened to your face?â
âI don't really wanna talk about it right nowâ
âThats okay, you don't have to tell me anythingâ he smiles a gently smile and my heart flutters.
âI know itâs the middle of the day and you're my priest but⌠I don't suppose you have any more gin?â
âYouâre in luckâ his smile turns into a grin as he lifts up the bag in his hand and I hear the sound of cans clattering inside it.
â â â âÂ
A couple of hours and a few too many drinks later, the Priest and I are ever so slightly drunk and currently laughing about⌠well I don't actually know what. Everything just seems hilarious after a few cans of G&T.Â
âYou know, I think Iâve laughed more with you in the past week than I have in the past year with Danielâ I say, as he hands me another can âMaybe if youâd have been the Priest here when I was a teenager I wouldnât have stopped coming. Teenage Y/N would have loved you. The old Priest just seemed so⌠judgy. I couldnât think of anything worse than telling him my sinsâÂ
âHey thatâs reminds me, youâve never confessed to me! We should it nowâÂ
âOh no no no, absolutely notâ
âCome on! Itâll be funâ
âFun for you maybe, not for me! You just want to find out all my secretsâ
âOf course I do, thatâs why I do this job. That and so I can wear the outfitsâ
âYouâre terribleâ I laugh, shaking my head at him
âI know! Thatâs why you can tell me anything and I wonât judge you. Iâve probably done much worseâÂ
I get an idea.Â
âOkay fine. Iâll confess to you. But you have to confess to me in returnâÂ
âThatâs not how this worksâ
âIt is now! Iâll tell you my sins and you tell me yoursâ
âIâm a Priest, I don't sinâ
âYou're drunk in a church in the middle of the afternoon, pretty sure you're sinning right nowâ
âGood pointâ he thinks for a moment before getting up out his chair âokay, deal. Lets do thisâÂ
I follow him out into the main church toward the confession box. He pulls open the curtain and gestures for me to enter. I do and he closes the curtain behind me before getting into the next box. I can just about see him through the holes in the wall.Â
âYou go firstâ I say quickly.
âOkay, um⌠I drink alcohol in my office on a regular basisâ
âThatâs a boring one!â I wine
âWeâll get to the good stuff eventually. Your turnâ
âFine. When I was 8 I stole a pencil topper from a bitchy girl in school because I liked it and I didnât think she deserved itâ
âA pencil topper? You criminal!â He laughsÂ
âIt was shaped like Mickey Mouse!â
âHow are you not in jail yetâ he says sarcastically and I can hear the amusement in his voice âMy turn. Sometimes when I hear Pam calling for me I hide in here and lie to her about where I amâ
âI don't blame you, that woman scares meâÂ
âRight?! Sheâs terrifying!âÂ
We both burst into laughter, and as it dies down I realise itâs my turn again. I take a deep breath and speak again.Â
âI lied to my Daniel about being with you the other night because I knew heâd get angry.âÂ
Without thinking my hand comes up to gently touch the burns on my face as my mind takes me back to the incident this morning. I snap out of it and turn to look at the wall. For a brief second I catch the Priest looking through the hole at me, but he turns to face the front.Â
âI broke my vow of celibacy last yearâ
âIâve been having inappropriate dreams about another man while laying in the same bed as my fiancĂŠâÂ
âIâm in love with youâÂ
âWhat?â I say, trying to see him through the holes in the wall but he doesnât look at me. He just stares down at the floor.
âIâm-â he pauses âI love youâ
He finally looks up at me, the sudden eye contact almost takes my breath away. I don't know what to say, Iâm completely lost for words. The intensity of his dark brown eyes is too much and Iâm forced to look away, looking down as I fiddle nervously with the sleeves of my shirt.Â
âY/N?âÂ
I quickly get up and walk out of the booth, but he stays put. I stand for a moment looking at the curtain, wondering if heâs going to come out. When he doesnât I realise its up to me to make a choice.Â
I could tell the Priest how I feel about him. I could admit that Iâve imagined what it would be like to kiss him, to hold him, to wake up next to him.
Or I could leave right now and pretend none of this happened, go back home to Daniel. The man Iâm engaged to marry. The man who Iâve loved since school. The man who, just this morning, threw boiling hot coffee in my face.Â
I make a decision.Â
I open the curtain to see the priest still sat on the tiny bench, and he looks up at me with wide eyes. He watches as I squeeze into the booth with him, placing my hands on either side of his face. He stands up slowly so our faces are inches apart and slowly moves in.Â
âI love you tooâ
He looks into my eyes one last time before I close the gap, our lips crashing together. I keep expecting to wake up any second now, for this to just be another cruel emotionally confusing dream.Â
But this is real.Â
Iâm kissing a priest.Â
Part Four
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Not sure how far you're into the lessons, but you know how there's that one story where the brothers kept 'discreetly' asking MC what they like so they can buy a present for the Diavolo's birthday/ MC's welcome party? How'd you think the brothers react if they answered "I wish for world peace... but I know that's impossible so I'm okay with just ice cream instead, or new art supplies could be good too!"
omg this is my first askkkk tysm!! i love this idea lmao and this was super fun to write. im still new to this so hope you like it! also sorry if the formatting is a bit weird, iâm still getting used to posting things like this so it might take a bit for me to figure out a good layout
Note: satanâs is more nerdy than i intended and beelâs is almost entirely about ice cream⌠hope u donât mindđ
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Warnings: none
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Lucifer
congrats! youâve officially managed to catch Lucifer off guard
itâs brief, but still
definitely has an âistg this humanâ moment
would probably seem like indifferent to your response at first since he would likely just shake his head but when you turn away thereâs a hint of a fond smile on his lips
iâd be lying if i said it didnât cross his mind to ask diavolo how his laws for maintaining peace in the devildom were holding up
when he gives you your gift the cocky little shit would be like âunfortunately i couldnât find world peace when i was out shopping. i hope this sufficesâ
Mammon
âoi, human! iâm serious!âÂ
âso am i! i said ice cream would be a good alternative, didnât i?â
ruffles your hair and just scoffs âwhatâd i do to get stuck with a smartass human like you, huh?â
like half an hour later lucifer catches him trying to sneak off to the human world cuz âitâs for mc i swear!!!!! they wanted human world ice cream!!!!!â
only avoided getting fed to cerberus cuz because he mentioned your name and that it was for you
accompanied to the human world by lucifer himself
probably asks lucifer âhow hard do you think it would be to bring world peace to the human worldâ
at which point he is promptly dragged back to the devildom
Leviathan
are you trying to kill him?
shakes his head after a second and mutters to himself âstupid normie making normie jokesâŚâ as if your ânormie jokesâ donât have him blushing cuz omg mc is so cute and funny
babe knows he canât actually get you world peace, so whatâs the next best thing?
a manga about saving the world and establishing peace, obviouslyÂ
hands it to you blushing like crazy andÂ
the other one to go âi couldnât get you world peace, so i hope this will make up for itâŚâ
if ur a mha fan heâd probably get u something All Might related cuz symbol of peace and stuffÂ
i hc levi as a really good artist and i feel like heâs definitely made fanart of his favorite shows/manga so heâd latch onto that mention of art supplies and just run with it
Satan
ok listen
i donât know how or why this occurred to me, but iâm going with it
for some reason i feel like this book nerd would mishear world peace as war and peace, so heâd immediately get a special human world copy
probably thought to himself âwow, i didnât think mc would be interested in reading such a long book!â
when you finally explain the joke to him as you laugh, heâd definitely be blushing and would probably apologize profusely
would make it up to you by getting some books on art tho
if he did happen to hear you right, heâd shake his head and smile
finds some way to sneak to the human world and get you your fav ice cream cuz âscrew lucifer itâs mcâs birthday and risking making lucifer angry is worth making mc happyâ
spends a shit ton of money on akuzon buying books about art history and techniques to the point where, upon seeing the massive amount of money missing from his bank account, lucifer thinks mammon is responsible and satan has to physically stop him from feeding mammon to cerberus
Asmodeus
âif only i could be everywhere at once, seeing my beautiful face all the time is bound to bring peace to the world!â
*proceeds to go on a ten minute long tangent about how beautiful he is, debating whether his beauty would bring peace to the world or be too much for everyone to bear and cause chaos*
truly a tough decision
shockingly enough, he does in fact remember what you said about ice cream and art supplies even when heâs done with his rant
best he can do is ice cream scented bath bombs and some art supplies
...on the condition that youâll use them to paint him
Beelzebub
did someone say ice cream?
would probably do a double take at first, but the mention of food would quickly push that to the side
istg it takes every ounce of luciferâs power to stop him from stealing an entire ice cream truck from the human world for the party
lucifer finally caves and lets him go to the human world to get your favorite ice cream
expect a lot of barbatosâs finest ice cream at the party cuz if beel canât get you world peace and ice cream is the next best thing, heâs gonna get you the best damn ice cream in the entire devildom
Belphegor
"really, human?â
this pessimistic little shit would probably just roll his eyes and shake his head
youâd probably hear a quiet snicker if you listen hard enough
but knowing him heâd refuse to admit a human made him laugh
ANYWAY
moving on from edgelord belphie he would def go to beel to ask where he could get the best ice cream in the devildom
if you ask beel where he got the ice cream beel would probably let slip that it was from belphie lmao
if heâs feeling snarky heâd probably give you your gift and joke like âiâd get you world peace but that isnât really my thing. hope this works insteadâ
otherwise heâs just like âhere take this ice cream thats definitely from beel and not at all from me. i absolutely did not sneak to the human world just to get this for you, what are you talking about human?â
babe likes to act like he doesnât laugh at your jokes and like he doesnât give a shit but heâs just as much of a simp as the others
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fluff², Haechan x Reader,
Hyuck comes home to you and only granola bars. Or something of that sort
My praise kink jumped there once, woopsie


warnings: reader forgets to eat (unintentionally!!) some suggestive jokes and minor swearing.
hope u enjoy!
âWell hello to you too baby.â Haechan hummed, squatting down next to your collapsed frame on the couch.
Your laptop was still open, a half-finished draft of an assignment - an overview of Uruguayâs Economy and Trade Policy you had to hand in in about thirty hours - an empty water bottle right next to the hot device.
Haechan carefully pressed a feathery kiss to your forehead, causing you to open your eyes and blink tiredly against the light.
âHyuck?â He just hummed, watching you push your upper body up just to collapse against him. With a soft laugh he wrapped his arms around you, preventing the both of you from falling back.
âHow was your day?â The question was mumbled against the skin of his neck but Haechan didnât mind it. He just hoisted you and himself up on the couch, letting you climb into his lap fully without you having to give up your spot in his neck.
âStuffed. Lots of choreography slash repetition for the recordings later. And we did a VLIVE...â you nodded tiredly. That VLIVE you had witnessed, forty-five minutes of you staring at the screen with a dopey smile.
âI watched.â Haechan snorted surprised. âYou did? Oh wow.â You lifted your head off his shoulders to look at him properly.
âWhy so surprised, I always watch your guysâ livestreams. Besides itâs lots of fun.â He said nothing, just smiled. âYou looked comfy.â
âOh you think so? Missed having you there.â You just smirked agains his neck.
âAh you had Jeno, no?â His response was to pinch your hips softly, causing you to squeak against his skin.
âIâm joking, Iâm JOKING!â
Haechan clicked with his tongue, resting his hand on your hips again. âHave you eaten anything already?â
The silence that followed afterwards was answer enough. Haechan sighed deeply before making an attempt to get up.
âNoo stay here Iâm good.â Haechan just shook his head.
âYou have anything home? I can order...â before he could continue you pressed you lips against his.
âIâm not that hungry Hyuckie. Relax. I was working on my deadlines and other things for work I just didnât feel like breaking my flow...â Haechan scoffed angrily.
âYou need to eat. Donât forget about your body amongst all the work, donât forget about yourself! Baby!â You whined at his scolding, quickly pressing a trail of kisses against his jaw.
âIâm not doing it intentionally Hyuck. Iâm just busy. But look I drank lots of water today!â You pointed at the - almost - empty bottle next to your improvised working station, doe-eyeing Haechan expectantly.
âWell...good. At least. Now let me find you some food, even if itâs just a granola bar or something...â Haechan mumbled after pressing a rewarding kiss to your lips.
âNo objections! Let me take care of you now.â
You nodded, carefully slipping off his lap, not missing out on the chance to smack his butt when he got up.
Haechan just narrowed his eyes back at you, pointing two v-sign fingers first at his and then at your eyes.
âIâm watching you!â You just giggled.
âYou know I was joking with the granola bars before. Now please tell me how thats actually the only edible thing in your flat is, babe. Are you good?â
âListen up buddy, just because you make millions by making girls scream doesnât mean I do that too. You know taxes and life expenses and bills and...â Haechan rolled his eyes.
âFirst of all, thatâs not my job description. Second...â
âcould however be in it. Iâm not saying you donât deserve it by the way. Get that bag, big boy.â
You were silenced with a granola bar before you boyfriend continued.
âSecond, I know. But how can someone live without ramen?! And third, you know I pay for you okay? You would tell me if you needed anything, right?â You just hummed, drawing up your knees to your chest.
âI know Hyuckie, but Iâm okay. I just have to remind myself to go grocery shopping once in a while and that takes so much effort...â Haechan flopped down beside you, leaning against your shoulders with a pout.
âI come and help you okay? Iâll get you a good snack bar or something, those five granola bars are a sad sight.
You just huffed, bringing one hand up to his hair to softly run your fingers through messy curls.
âMhm.â
âCome to bed?â Haechan asked, right before took the empty wrapper of the granola bar from you hands and tossed it in the trash like the attentive boyfriend he could be. At times. Most of the times. When he wasnât a cocky little shit-times.
Your yawn was again all he needed to hear before pulling you up and nudging you towards the bathroom where he insisted on taking care of your skin before hoping in the shower himself.
âDonât peak yeah?â You just laughed.
âNothing I havenât seen before.â Haechanâs head appeared from between your shower curtains, nose scrunched up and lips curled into a smug smirk.
âNothing you havenât screamed about you mean. Since thatâs apparently part of my job-description...â You flipped him off with a huff before exiting the bathroom.
âI knew it would get to your head.â You could hear Haechan laugh through the walls and couldnât help but smile to yourself.
âThanks for coming tonight.â You mumbled before you snuggled closer into his embrace. He smelled good, like himself and bit like your body wash even tho he always denied using it.
âAll day, your highness granola, I hope you are satisfied with my service.â
You nuzzled you face closer into his chest. âVery much so Sir. Five stars on your Google review for sure.â Haechanâs chuckle vibrated through his whole chest. âGlad to hear that. That would be about seven grand in cash. Gotta get that bag, you know.â This time it was your turn to pinch his sides, eliciting a squeal to come out of his mouth.
âYou can fulfil your Callboy-fantasies elsewhere Lee Donghyuck, because as long as you have a key to my door and your shampoo on my rack this is considered a relationship.â Haechan tightened his arms around you with a small but happy sigh.
âAlright alright. I make a special offer then. I give you thirty percent off and a discount code...â
âDonghyuck I swear to god...â
âTo keep that 37.5% viewer rating...â
âOh shut up.â
âI love you too.â
â°- nct127 masterlist
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I donât play WoW but I used to play Overwatch and Diablo and this touches on just the general issues that are inside of Activision Blizzard right now regarding the major decline of World of Warcraft and how theyâre losing to Final Fantasy XIV, how if the latest WoW expansion or Overwatch 2 flop as theyâre projected to do then Blizzardâs most definitely going to pivot almost entirely to mobile games, and how the differences in age demographics are actually dividing the company into multiple camps.
Itâs important to note two things: 1) this could be fake but also 2) the link came from Grummz, a former team lead on WoW and producer on Diablo II and Starcraft. It still could be fake despite this, but if heâs sharing it then I feel like thereâs at least some measure of truth in this.
Transcription below in case this gets deleted and/or you donât wanna click the link. Warning, itâs fairly long.
âIâm dropping this here after getting chewed out for three hours over shit the chewee did at work so fuck it. Assume larp and let me vent.â
>Shadowlands is a shitshow. Critical response, Player drop off and just about every engagement metric outside of cash shop have been catastrophic. No higher up expected this because of their âwe are too big to fail, if we built it they will comeâ mentality. They refuse to accept their focus on the world being a begrudged mechanic to funnel players to raiding is not appealing to the player base at large because it appeals to them. They have spent the last 4 months trying to course correct but there is no solid direction and the response to 9.1 has only made things worse.
>Sylvanas is planned to replace the Arbiter despite so many people in the company and god knows how many online saying this would be a total replication of Kerrigans storyline in Starcraft 2 that killed none competitive interest in the brand entirely and you can only go âno, no they WILL like it eventuallyâ for so many real world years before its time to change course. Thus far that has not happened.
>The elephant in the room is FFXIV. To the people in charge they are acting like this came out of nowhere and donât even seem to understand why its drawing players away in their tens of thousands. We have all tried to highlight things it is doing that are clearly appealing to an mmo audience and not, in my opinion, focussing more on mobile game style retention traps to keep MAU users and habit forming personalities logging in. Its not that they donât care. They just seem so pig headed and digging their heels in with their fingers in their ears thinking all the problems will go away because WoW is âtoo big to failâ, there will never be real competition and âthey will keep coming backâ. But they arenât coming back anymore. Not in the numbers they used to.
>The people making the spending choices know this. The new model for WoW is market the hell out of a expansion pack for a huge quarter then use 6 month lock ins to pad numbers for the quarters after that. Even if corona had not happened 9.1 still would have been dropping after the initial 6 month subs expired to âkeep the chain holdingâ.
>The mood in the company is tense but also very much âits just a rough transition periodâ. Activision has been pushing hard for Blizzard to release more regular product and to generate more income per user. As far as i know this is going to be a transition over the next 5 years to a much larger mobile/tablet gaming focus. By all accounts not just WoW but Overwatch was intended to be the moneymaker in the interim but once again someone had the bright idea to kill a game casual players loved on the alter of e-sports hoping for another Brood War. From what i hear the âtold you soâsâ were loud and a lot of people walked beyond Kaplan.
>The sentiment that was shared quietly in private but being spoken more often is simply that the leadership at Blizzard are not bad people, nor incompetent people but people who had to fill seats left when the old guard jumped ship wether they were suited for it or not. Brack is a genuinely good man out of his depth, Ion is a fantastic raid designer put in charge of designing a virtual world he has no interest or real ideas for and so on. They have been taking form the roles they excel at to be put in positions where they get to do far less of that purely because there is nobody left with the experience to do so and the trickle down is a lack of concrete direction, ambition and focus.
>2021 has seen the playerbase, media and gaming at large âturnâ on WoW to a degree i donât think the leads in their âpositivity dojoâ bubble considered possible. Its gone from people going âThis is how Blizz needs to fix WoW!â to âWoW is no longer salvageable, time for greener pasturesâ and i think on some level this was never considered as a possibility so there have never been any major plans beyond the usual âtry and minimise player drop off by arranging releases around competitors launching updates/productsâ. The official forums being filled with talk of FFXIV and worse âwhy do we actually pay a sub?â hasnât helped.
>There have been some testing the waters lately from certain higher ups if we can remove the line âNo King Rules Foreverâ. Read into that what you will.
>There are still arguments going on about the Kaelâthas Voice actor shitshow. I donât know much about it but i know its heated, wouldnât be the first time a knee jerk reaction only seemed to generate bad press. We lost a noticeable amount of pvp engagement after the Swifty thing.
>The Preach interview was treated as a disaster and there was talk of more strongly vetting interviewers for âbad actorsâ and only engaging with a list of questions Blizzard provides. Some pointed out that could just be used to create some form of Fireside Chat akin to the FFXIV âLive lettersâ but that fell on deaf ears.
>The two sentiments right now among the team are either âwe really need a winâ or âtheres a dedicated cabal of internet trolls out to kill WoWâ. Right now we are crunching hard to get 9.2 ready to wrap up the jailors storyline so we can get an expansion out early 2022. If that doesnât happen there are talks of major shakeups coming down from Activision that have been threatened for a few years now. Its an all hands on deck feeling thats been around to some degree since the âIs this an out of season April Fools Jokeâ Blizzcon. A make or break deadline is coming closer and things like Diablo 4 were not planned before then. Blizzard needs a significant win not just in initial profit but consumer goodwill. Nobody likes working at what the public now seems to see as âthe bad guyâ of the mmo industry.
>This has also made new hires decline. Not significantly but the âyou WANT Blizzard on your resumeâ line doesnât seem to have the appeal it used to. This has lead to more hiring via friend of a friend, to some rumblings about nepotism, and people severely lacking in experience âbecause they get great twitter opticsâ.
>On the topic of Twitter we are not being told to âdisengageâ from it. Multiple employees like Nervig and Holisky publicly attacking paying customers because they got too heated and couldnât keep quiet is bad press that could have been avoided. A email reminder has gone around more than once lately stating âif you are not customer relations you should not be representing the company to customers, especially if you cannot remain professionalâ.
>Lastly the biggest elephant in the room is âyoâ boyâ Asmongold. The newer hires cannot stand him. They have used terms like âtoxic masculinityâ and âdogwhistles to dangerous malesâ while some of the oldest crowd still remaining have called him âbasedâ or âtelling it like it isâ which has lead to friction to put it mildly. People are told not to talk about him and the recent FFXIV stuff only made it all worse. The idea that an outside element can have such an effect on the product genuinely upsets people. Like Zach is engaging in some malicious act of cyberwarfare. Many of us have point out the now famous quotes by Naoki Yoshida about understanding that players will drift and we need to make something worth coming back to because they want to but some people for lack of a better word see out customers -or âconsumersâ as they refer to them nowadays- as some kind of antagonistic relationship where the goal is not being an entertainer putting on a show for a crowd but some kind of game hunter trying to trap a large, profitable kill. I wish i could blame Activision but this is a sentiment from more of the younger crowd than the âtech boomersâ. Which personal opinion is probably why so many folks like Metzen and Morheim left.
>Before you ask, yes the topic of âwokenessâ has shown up in group talks. Its not all some grand sjw conspiracy, people really do want to feel welcome and represented. However the âwe need everything vetoâed by people not working on it to see if its inoffensive and bland enoughâ rubs some of us the wrong way. Like anything in life you can take something too far and lose sight of the core ideals and with everything gone on since Blitzchung it feels like people are forming little factions to pull people in different directions to decide âWhat Blizzards identity is nowâ and how to appeal to new players. There has been some drop offs with âgo woke go brokeâ as the only answer in the survey when unsubbing but honestly we are losing subs in unforseen numbers anyway and still making more money than ever through cash shop âheavy usersâ so it honestly doesnât make an impact.
>All in all things are rough right now. Blizzard doesnât have the love of the customers anymore, is no longer treated as an industry giant and while D4,D2R and Immortal arenât going to kill Diablo even if they fail the sentiment for World of Warcraft and Overwatch 2 are a lot more tense and stressful. The phrase âit might be good to brush up on your mobile development portfolio if we get another underperformerâ has been doing the rounds a lot. If Shadowlands continues its stark decline and Overwatch 2 is looking to underperform like its current projections suggest i think the Blizzard of a few years from now will be imitating King a lot more than trying to learn any lessons from Square Enixâs mmo division.
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Yuta x reader // SMUT, ANGST, fluff? Summary: A Japanese transferee added color to your already colorful and perfect life and you both find true love as you help him with his battle against drugs.  Word Count: 7k Warnings: MAJOR DRUG USES, wearing, explicit mature themes, mentions of alcohol, blood, hospital, rehab, unprotected sex, mentions of other idols Note: IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE WHEN IT COMES TO DRUGS, PLEASE CLICK AWAY. THANK YOU. this fic is 100% came from my imagination, unlike my other works that are inspired from true events and personal experiences, this fic is 100% made up.Â
Spaced out and really not in the mood to socialise, you were busy thinking how youâre going to break things off with your boyfriend Jaehyun. The perfect captain of the cheerleading squad and the handsome captain of the basketball team, together and being high school sweethearts is kind of getting old to you. And by getting old you mean you donât love Jaehyun anymore. Not that he cheated on you or he treated you badly, no Jaehyunâs a great guy. Itâs just that maybe he is not what your heart wants anymore.
Itâs hard to explain something you cant even understand. You canât actually pin point when did you start forcing yourself to see Jaehyun and why is this happening. âI canât just stage a cheating scenario, thatâs not me. I think Jaehyun deserves the truthâ thats your response when Yeeun suggests to stage a cheating act where Jaehyun will see some random dude in your bed. âHe will not buy it. Because he knew I canât cheatâ you added making Yeeun more frustrated.
To finish all your problems regarding breaking up with Jaehyun, you decided to just tell him the truth. He believed everything you said. âI felt it. Your kisses became differentâ Jaehyun said after you explained your part, you were glad that the breakup was mutual.
Now that youâre on your senior year, you wanted to focus on studying and trying new things. You gave up cheerleading and entrusting the squad to Yeeun. Giving up cheerleading was not a problem even though literally all of your friends are part of the squad, but they understand you. Youâre just following your heart. Cheerleading is soon replaced by art, your second passion next to dancing and you couldnât be more happier.
Everything was going smooth, having good grades, self love, and more art. Although, people in school still see you as this popular cheerleader who used to be with the school star player, youâre having a hard time making new friends. Until you met Nakamoto Yuta. A Japanese transferee whoâs always quiet, private and scary because he had a lot of piercings. Not to you of course, you never see him that way. You met at the football field while you were having a quick sketch of the sunset with all your coloring materials just after a long day at school. âYou should try using soft pastels, theyâre more easier to blendâ he said peaking from the back bleacher, you turned around to check who it is.
âIâm Yuta by the way, we have the same art classâ heâs a little shy and awkward, but nice enough to introduce himself first. You knew you go to the same art class, actually he is quite an artist. He can be top of the class if only he submits his works.
âHi, Iâm y/nâ you smiled at him offering a hand shake but you realised your hand is dirty because of the oil pastel. âWe can fist bump insteadâ you suggest and he let out a small laugh. He looks beautiful under the perfect orange light from the sunset, his skin is unbelievably white and flawless, he looks unreal and you canât stop staring.
âSo...â he snapped out of you, âitâs nice to me you y/n. I hope you take my adviceâ you nod and waved goodbye as he leaves you alone with your drawing session. Your heart is beating so fast and you donât know why but one things for sure, you find Yuta attractive. Really attractive.
The next day, you made sure to buy soft pastels and it did made your life easier. You wanted to thanked him but he didnât come to school for two days. It really is useful to you, it made you work faster and easier, you couldnât stop drawing and filling your sketchbook with colors.
After three days, he made his appearance again in school and he looked like shit. Maybe he got sick? Thatâs why he havenât been showing up. Whatever the reason is, it made you shy to talk to him and tell him all about the things you already create with colors that he recommended. But destiny was being a little too friendly, he caught you again sketching your heart out at the bleachers.
âYou work fastâ he came out of nowhere again.
âYes! Actually Iâve been meaning to talk to you, but you seem not well I couldnât bother youâ he smiled at you like thereâs nothing wrong, âIf you want, I could show you some of mine, a- at home if you wantâ you noticed heâs being friendly and who are you to refuse.
Yuta brought you to his house, just five streets from your home. Turns out Yuta is rich... and alone, he lives with his Japanese butler, Ruka. âMy family is in Japan if youâre wonderingâ he tells more information about him while you two walk upstairs to his room. The house is simple but it was too spacious, it feels lonely and cold but you kept that thought to yourself. Good thing Yutaâs room is full of colors, different kind of masterpiece are put up on his wall, lots and lots of drawing and coloring materials neatly stacked on his working table, and a beautiful view of the town from his window.
âUhm, if you need something from my stuff Iâll gladly give it to youâ still amazed by what youâre seeing right now, all you want to do is look at all of his works. âWow - thatâs uhm, too much but Iâm happy you can introduce me to a lot of art materialsâ you canât hide your excitement, everything in his desks looks new to your eyes and you canât help but ask questions about different materials. âWhatâs this for?â âHow do you use this?â
Not to mention youâve been praising his works for almost half an hour already. Heâs happy that you find him as a great artist and that youâre willing to be friends with him, seeing you in his room gives him hope. Ruka knocked at Yutaâs door and invited you to have dinner with them, you didnât notice itâs already dark and you definitely need to go home already. But you didnât want to leave Yuta yet, âSure. Iâd love toâ
Even the smell of their freshly cooked dinner is new to you, since their both Japanese they only eat Japanese food everyday. âI hope you like Japanese food, I asked him to order takeout but Ruka insists. Told me you should try his cookingâ he whispers beside you while Ruka is busy preparing the table. âItâs fine, I donât get to eat Japanese food always so I donât mindâ you smiled to Yuta, taking away his worries.
The food was delicious, and the dinner table was full of laughter and stories from Ruka. They were both exchanging stories, telling you too much information you donât need to know, but they tell you anyway. You found out that Yuta plays soccer and heâs a really good player, heâs an impulsive buyer when it comes to his art materials and your favorite information for the night, Yuta has seventeen piercings. The three of you laughed and laughed the whole dinner time while enjoying the delicious Udon and a lot of deep fried seafood.
Later that night Yuta walked you home and endlessly thanked you for spending time with him. âEverything that happened today is so random, but I could get used to thisâ you said, secretly hoping you could spend some more time with him. âThis is my house. I would normally invite you to come in, but its pretty late - which reminds meâ your voice and your hands were shaking, pretty sure youâre blushing too. âWe have this thing every Friday. Me and my family- uhh, just meet me here at 7?â How brave of you to ask.
If Yuta could only shout and scream from happiness he would, instead he just gave you a nod and a sweet smile before he waved goodbye to you. âSee you tomorrowâ he shouts before you get inside.
Thereâs no way of hiding it, you have a crush on Yuta. And you cant ruin this wonderful friendship by being obvious, you told yourself. The next day you made an effort to look cute, âso much for not being obviousâ you talk to yourself through the mirror. As you get on with your day, you canât stop thinking how Yuta is a complete charmer and a really nice guy. Gentleman enough to walk you home in the middle of the night and smiling so sweetly before he leaves.
Yuta on the other hand, has been asking about you to his friends. Itâs either they tell him that youâre smart, pretty and popular or they tell him that you are the former captain of the squad. No one told him the things that he single handedly found out about you. In Yutaâs eyes youâre this simple girl that has her life all planned out already. He understood the whole popularity thing because whats not to love about you?
Hiding his excitement, he was pretty early but you told him itâs perfectly fine. Your family adored Yuta, they were all talking nonstop the whole night asking questions about Japan. Which made you worry actually, what if Yuta was hurting and he misses his family or miss Japan in general. Yuta seemed to enjoy everyoneâs company, at least thatâs what you think and you could only hope that heâs not faking it.
âSorry, this is the least I can do. The dinner last night was so great, I wanted to invite you overâ you brought him to your room so you could have some privacy. Which is not normal. The last guy you brought to your room was Jaehyun, and that happened two years ago.
He was busy looking around your room with an amused smile, looking at the pictures taken from crazy parties, cheerleading competitions, and basically every important event of your life. Yuta let out a small laugh when he saw your cheerleading uniform framed and hanged on your wall.
âWhatâs so funny about it?â you giggle while you both look at the framed uniform.
âIâve never seen something like this before, I guess Iâm amazedâ to be honest he really is amazed that your uniform became something like a trophy that you display around your room. âI bet you look good wearing itâ he was smiling while looking at you when he said that. Suddenly the room became hot. Â
âYou should smile more often, your smile is niceâ to divert the attention, of course you praised him again.
âIf you think my smile is beautiful, you shouldâve seen yoursâ thereâs no getting away with that so you just accepted it.
On the following days, youâve been spending more time with Yuta talking, drawing and getting to know each other more. And the more you spend time with him, your feelings grow and grow. In a matter of weeks, youâre sure youâve completely fallen in love with him.
He became your friend, in fact your only friend since you left cheerleading. Every friend of yours is either a cheerleader or jock, given that theyâre all athletes, they donât have time for you anymore. Thatâs why you think Yuta is a life saver.
Not long ago, you discovered about Yutaâs drug addiction. Weed, Meth, Heroin, all kinds. Maybe thatâs why sometimes heâs so spaced out and he miss school a lot. âYutaâs parents sent him here because of his drug addiction, only he can help himselfâ Ruka explained to you over coffee while Yuta is out doing whatever heâs doing. Even though he has problems, you still stick with him. Heâs still a nice guy who loves his art, the same nice guy your family adored. With or without drugs.
One night, you were playing Jenga with him on his bedroom floor with a few bottle of beers and snacks on the side. âIâm going to win, Iâm good at thisâ he totally loves teasing you whenever you two get competitive with each other. âYou wish. Okay my turnâ you said after drinking your beer in one down, but the Jenga tower fell off and Yuta laughed so hard he has tears on his eyes. He saw your face completely pissed off as you open another beer and building the tower again for another game.
âWhoâs Jaehyun?â you were surprised at his question, something a student from your school wouldnât dare ask because the whole school knows him.
âOh right, youâre a transfereeâ he sat up and sat closer to you, legs crossed and both arms are supporting him on the floor âUhm. Heâs my ex. Weâve been together for two years? I think. And then I broke with him, over the summer because I donât love him anymore - the breakup was mutual, if youâre wonderingâ He nods, and ready to ask you another question.
âDo you like someone now?â he reached for your hand which made you stop building the tower and intertwined it with his. You wonder why heâs suddenly so bold and confident. You nod, completely speechless.
âIs it me?â Yuta bravely asks, and you nod without hesitation.
He reached for your lips and kissed you gently, cupping your face as his thumb swipes on your cheeks admiring your beauty. Time stopped the moment you touch lips and you feel the happiness in your stomach balls up, ready to explode.
âThis is probably wrongâ
And suddenly that happiness you felt was replaced by confusion. He pull away from your touch leaving you so confused and still in shock. âWhatâs so wrong about this?â you asked him while getting him to look you in the eyes, tugging his arm so he wontâs get too far.
âIâm a drug addict y/n. You canât be with someone like me. ClichĂŠ as it sounds but, Iâm scared to ruin your life. Youâre this perfect person who I happen to meet at football field and youâre just nice enough to welcome me in your lifeâ
He looks frustrated and confused as you are but you knew damn well that meeting him is something you donât regret. âYou donât get to push me away just because you decided to be honest with your feelings and somehow decided to be a coward afterwardsâ it wasnât easy to stay calm but you tried so hard, your grip on his hand was becoming tighter and he noticed it. âI like you! And you make me happy. Youâre the one who put color in my life, well literally and figuratively. But my point is, donât throw us awayâ you decided to be brave and kissed him again. This time, hungrier and full of need. You sat on his lap and pushed him down slowly all the way to the floor. Hands all over each other, switching positions and rolling on the floor without stopping the kiss.
It was not a surprise for everyone when you went public, they already foresee whatâs going on between you two. Your family still adored Yuta just like how they adored him from the first time they met him. The whole popularity problem in school completely changed in a good way because of Yuta. More people from school are talking to you now, theyâre not scared or shy to be friends with you anymore because Yuta somehow changed everyoneâs perspective. With Yuta youâre this normal person whoâs happy to be with his boyfriend.
Happy days are nothing but pure laughter and great memories with Yuta. Movie night with Yuta and Ruka with a bunch of Japanese treats on the side is your new Friday night schedule. And inviting Yuta and Ruka for family dinner during special occasions has been a thing that made Yuta happy. He told you heâs a sucker for spending time with family but his family is in Japan and he canât go home until heâs clean. That was the night you decided that you will never leave Yutaâs side. Â
Yuta is this bright color that made your life even more colorful. He is this man, full of surprises and definitely no dull moment. You learned how to take care of him in your own ways without making him feel sorry for himself. Vulnerable, important and ordinary, thatâs what he made you feel. And by ordinary, you mean no social pressure from the people around you. Just two normal people who fell in love in a normal way. Sometimes, situations can be a handful but it was never a problem for the both of you. Yes he has drug issues but for you, Yuta deserves to be loved. And no one can stop you from loving him.
Your love for each other grew and grew until you reach being intimate with each other.
It was raining hard and the wind was strong, you decided to stay over at Yutaâs house. Already washed up and fresh, you wait for your boyfriend in his bed as he turned off the lights in his room and replaced it with scented candles.
âYou look comfortable thereâ he giggle as he crawls in bed and sat beside you leaning on his headboard. Itâs chilly and cold in Yutaâs room, you cant help but be closer to him. Closer as possible.
���You like that?â You hum and nod with eyes closed to answer him. Surprisingly, he kissed you and your eyes opened only to see Yutaâs handsome face close to yours. The kiss was slow and you were both taking time savouring this quiet memory. It went on like that for some time, until the kiss became wet and needy. He hungrily kissed you bitting and licking your lips. Hands creeping just under your shirt, all the way to your clothed boobs and skilfully unclasps your bra. Gently kneading your right boob and doing a circular motion on your nipple. Â
âWeâve never gone this farâ you said as you catch your breath, and went back to kissing him a little bit slowly this time.
âDo you think its time?â He managed to ask you in between those soft kisses, giving you sweet pecks. You nod excitedly. âSit between my legsâ you followed what he told you, completely clueless on what heâs going to do next.
âSpread your legs wideâ it suddenly became hotter as you spread your legs nervously. Your head is resting on his shoulder, back against his chest, heart beating so fast as you wait for his next move. âYuta, can you kiss me?â your voice cracked but he just smiled, and shook his head. âNot until you remove your shorts and pantiesâ and so you did. Hurriedly removing your thin shorts and laced panties, throwing them on the floor.
The moment his finger had contact with your wet slit you gasp and grabbed his shoulder gripping it tightly as you moan. You feel like this is new to you but it isnât, of course youâre not a virgin anymore and Jaehyun did a fair share on that. âYuta- Ah! Baby Iâm almost thereâ with heavy breaths and sharp gasps, you warn him and at the same time stopping yourself from cumming too early.
âWiderâ he said so calmly, you followed spreading your legs wider. Fingers drilling a little harder than before and you finally let go. Shivering and catching your breath, eyelids already heavy. He licks your parted mouth as you enjoy your high, filthy but fucking hot. His breath smells like mint.
âYou seem so calm the whole time you were finger fucking meâ with all the energy left in your body, you went back to laying on his side.
âYeah well my cock isnâtâ he kissed you on the forehead and tells you, âi love you, you sound beautiful the whole time. I was busy listening to youâ
You have something on your mind right now that youâre somehow scared to ask because he might refuse, âI have a questionâ you sat up and sat on his lap. Your legs and pussy are still exposed, and youâre making Yutaâs cock even more hard. âWhy did you not ever asked me to have sex with you?â
âWell will you have sex with me baby?â Just like that, straightforward and calm like the Yuta you know. You were both giggling like little kids for some time while waiting for your answer. Itâs not that you donât want to but you were just shy to say your answer out loud.
âYouâre shy, arenât you?â of course he knew youâre being shy. Heâs your boyfriend who happens to know everything about you. âWell, Iâm hornyâ he sat up to reach your lips, kissing you gently but enough to prove that he is horny. Slowly his kisses went to your neck, making you moan softly. But you pull away not telling him anything. âIâm sorry, I wasnât thinking right. Please donât be mad-â
To his surprise, you removed your shirt and your unclasped bra. Now youâre fully naked on top of your boyfriend, âItâs not fair that Iâm the only ones naked here, babyâ you grab the end of his shirt and helped him to removed it. âYou scared meâ he managed to tell you in between hungry kisses, âyouâre so in troubleâ he added and pushed you on the mattress.
Laughing like a little girl, while Yuta is busy kissing your naked body beneath him. Your head is dangling on the edge of the bed seeing his room upside down. His cock is poking your thigh the moment heâs on top of you naked, and youâre positive that it made you nervous. âBaby, I think your cock wont fit meâ your boyfriend was amused by what you just said, âIt willâ is the only response he said before licking your nipples and sucking them gently. He grabbed your right leg putting it on his shoulder and kneeled in between your legs, lining his cock in your entrance.
Slowly he pushed his cock inside you making you bite your hand and close your eyes to stop yourself from moaning too loud. âSee? it fitsâ Yuta is doing the opposite, heâs groaning with every thrust he give you letting out sounds you didnât know he can make. Whimpering like a little boy beside your neck, you can hear him clearly. As his pace goes faster you were losing your mind at how good he fucks you for the first time.
âDonât fucking stopâ with heavy breath and gasp, you reached for his neck and encircled your arms around him. Legs spreading wider for him, moans becoming a little bit louder. The bed is shaking youâre sure Ruka can hear you both.
âY/n, if you donât stop moaning like that- I swearâ his thrust became quicker and sharper leaving you speechless. Your pussy clenched the whole time trying to fight the sensation and trying so hard not to be on edge yet. But itâs a battle you canât win, Yuta is so good at making you let go. You didnât say that you were cumming but he can tell because your legs were already shaking and you were grabbing everything you can on bed and gripping it a little too hard. He pulls out and pumped his cock in front of you making his cum land perfectly on your boobs. Just the sight of his cum on your beautiful body, makes him hard again.
You grabbed him with both hands through the neck, and pull him on your chest kissing him a little too harsh. Filthy as it looks but you donât care. You spread your legs again and put a hand in between the two of you and grabbed his hard cock. Pushing it inside you again, he let you do what you want. In a matter of seconds, heâs inside you again.
âI was disappointed, you didnât cum inside meâ you pout and he thrust again without a single word making your head roll back again, smiling like a fool because you got want you want. Yuta fucked you again, but this time rougher and he get to cum inside you. Â
âSorry if I didnât cum inside you earlierâ he kissed your forehead while you calm down from your orgasm. You still canât talk and youâre still catching your breath, all you can do is smile as you wait for your legs to stop shaking.
And that was the start of having sex with Yuta with every chance you get. Making out in your room that leads to sex before doing homework. Watching the sunset through his window still naked and all over each other. Sex was different with Yuta, it was damn wild and filthy but full of love. Something you never felt before.
Whenever youâre busy working on something in the art room and Yuta needed to fetch you there, you make out with him for some time because he missed you already. Even though anyone can just enter and catch you two, he never cared.
If youâre not allowed to go out on a Friday night, he will sneak up to your room through your open window while you were sleeping and kiss you quietly until you wake up. You love having quiet sex with Yuta in your room because its funny how you two try to stop moaning too loud. On top of that, he needed to stop himself from fucking you too hard and remind him to go slow from time to time. Â
Your fear of giving him a blowjob because youâre not that confident with it completely changed when one day you were just so hungry for his cock and you went down on your knees and gave him a blowjob for the first time. Thatâs during lunch and you brought him to the locker room where you and Jaehyun used to make out before practice. To your surprise Yuta came three times in your mouth, for some reason he loved it. From there on he always ask you for a blowjob and you always gladly give him what he wants.
If there are days with him that are nothing but pure happiness, of course there are days that are almost impossible to bare. All you can do is be strong and keep your patience long, remind yourself that you love Yuta no matter what happens. You really donât know where it all started, or what triggered him to go back on drugs but you noticed heâs been busy and heâs not telling you the whole truth whenever you ask him âwhatâs up?â
After spending six beautiful months together, suddenly Yuta is gone again for days. Heâs been missing a lot again and that can only mean heâs out somewhere taking drugs or heâs taking drugs and heâs in trouble. When you came to his house, Ruka was stopping you from entering the house but you insist.
âWhat is it Ruka?â you know heâs hiding something from you and Yuta is inside. So you shout from the outside, forcing Yuta to come out. He did. Limping and face all beat up. Youâre not mad or disappointed, you were simply worried about him. âHe got home this morning, and heâs still high from drugs. I donât think this is a great time y/n.â
You look at each otherâs eyes from a far, both hurt but yours is not physical. Broken heart, thatâs what pains you. Itâs hard to step away from his house, looking in his eyes full of hurt. Deep down you know he wanted to hug your kiss but he canât because he canât fucking move and heâs too humiliated.
What you saw today was too much and you needed a breather. Itâs good that its Friday, you can be with your friends and somehow divert your mind. âPeople can get beaten up with a lot of reasons specially when drugs is involvedâ Johnny says while drinking his beer and playing beer pong with the others. âDonât think about it too much, heâs going to be okayâ Yeeun shouts from another side of the table. All of your friends were supportive with the relationship you have with Yuta even though they know about his drug problems. You spent days being with your friends while Yuta is recovering and thereâs not a day where you donât check up on him.
A week passed already and theres still no sign of Yuta. You canât just show up in front of his house again, you didnât want to disturb his recovery. Besides, school works are pilling up you need to focus studying and finishing some of the requirements. Your mind is buried into Shakespeareâs Romeo and Juliet and you didnât notice you passed out. When you woke up, you found Yuta beside you all snuggled up and waiting for you to open your eyes.
âAm I dreaming?â you closed your eyes and opened them again, no youâre not dreaming. He smile a little, you figure heâs still in pain. âAre you alright now? How did you get in?â you sat up to check his face and his arm. âIâm alright, I just needed to see you. I canât take it anymore. I missed you so muchâ he reached for your hands and kissed your knuckles. He pats the mattress telling you to come lay with him in bed, and you did. Fingers intertwined and bodies close to each other, just how you like it.
âWhy do you stay with me? Youâre this perfect girl that fell in love with an addictâ
For some reason you were scared of how he asked you that question. It almost felt like heâs going to leave you. There was a minute of complete silence before you answer him, âBecause thats what you do if u love someone. You donât give up on them. And just so you know I love you, and Im in love with youâ
He chuckled but still careful not to overdo it because of the bruises in his face, âI know. I know that all too wellâ he placed his hand just above your jaw, and left a kiss on your forehead. âIâm trying to be better for you so I wont have to leave you eventually and go to fucking rehab. I can do this right?â hearing Yuta say that made you realise you were wrong about him wanting to leave you. He doesnât want to leave, he wanted to be better for you. You kissed him on the lips pouring everything from the past couple of weeks in it. The kiss was wet but it wasnât because of spit, but because of tears. Â
After what happened, he tried being clean but he just ends up taking drugs over and over again. There was a time that you caught him taking cocaine in his bathroom and he shut the door with a loud slam and told you to go home. Seeing him do things like that pains you to the core. He never wanted to hurt you like this, he never pushed you away because deep down he wanted to be better and if that happens he wants you to be on his side.
A week before prom, Yuta made sure heâs clean and he promised you he will never ruin prom night for you. As a way of celebrating for being fourteen days clean and spending time with each other, you had sex after a wonderful night spent with Yuta.
âFuck I missed being inside youâ he whispers behind your ear while his fucking you with a steady pace. As always, the way he fucks you can make you lose your mind and smile like a fool while moaning and gasping at the same time. You closed your eyes as you let go of the feeling and cum for the first time tonight, the moment you open your eyes you see Yutaâs eyes closed completely blown by the frenzy on being on edge. And bleeding.
His nose is bleeding uncontrollably.
âBaby- you need to stopâ opening his eyes to ask if he hurt you, he saw the blood on your boobs, completely panicking. âDid I do this to you baby- where does it hurt?â you were crying already, not talking to him as you quickly wore your clothes and screamed for help, calling Ruka as loud as you can.
Yuta was completely clueless but his head was spinning and he feels so weak suddenly. âBaby! Donât close your eyes, you can die- Â please stay with meâ you were practically slapping his face to keep him awake as you help him wear his pants.
Everything happened so fast the moment you see his nose bleeding nonstop. You and Ruka rushed him to the hospital as quickly as you can. You were alone at the waiting lounge as Ruka takes care of everything Yuta needs to stay in the hospital.
All of your friends werenât picking up because maybe theyâre sleeping and tired from practice. But one person picked up and made his way to the hospital and brought you some clothes as soon as he can.
âIâm sorry Jaehyun, I didnât know anyone else to call. I cant just simply call my familyâ Jaehyun was holding you close and comforting you as you cry for a whole hour. After changing to clean clothes, Ruka called you in to talk to Yuta. While Jaehyun is hesitating to come with you, Â âJae, come on its okay. Heâll be happy to see youâ Â
You were happy to see Yuta completely awake and smiling once you opened the door and entered the room with Jaehyun. You sat beside Yuta and kissed him on the forehead, âthe sex was so good, you made me bleedâ he joked around making all three of you laugh and you tear up again. âWhatâs happening to you?â you werenât sure you wanted to know but you do know itâs nothing good.
âIâm fine baby, no need to worryâ of course he will not tell you whatâs going on because he didnât want to make you worry. âThank you Jaehyun. For being with herâ Jaehyun nods at him and pats Yutaâs arm.
Suddenly your excitement for prom is replaced with worries for Yutaâs health. He needs to stay in the hospital for a week, and that covers prom. âWeâre still on for prom right?â you were laying with him on the hospital bed as he shower you with kisses. If thereâs anything he hates more than anything, that is making you disappointed. âOf courseâ you kissed him back, making him blush. âCanât wait to see you crowed, Prom Queenâ even though thatâs not important to you anymore, you just nod and rolled your eyes on him.
He did got out from the hospital a day before prom, leaving him with only a day to rest. Ruka got him a nice tux that fits him really well, and you on the other hand tried to forget things that happened last week that completely ruined your prom excitement.
After working so hard on your hair and makeup, you finished getting ready just in time for your friends to pick you up. But Yuta is not yet here, when heâs supposed to be here already an hour before your friends arrived. âI think you guys should go, Iâll wait for him a little longer. Iâll see you there, okay?â you wave goodbye to your friends as you wait for Yuta on your porch.
You called Ruka to ask about Yuta, hoping maybe he just got problems with his tux. âHey, Ruka uhm, is Yuta still there?â his answer broke your heart. The excitement was replaced with worries again, you called Yutaâs phone a hundred times but he never picks up.
A car parked in front of your house, hoping itâs Yuta. But itâs not, itâs Jaehyun. He drove to your house because he was worried, âWhatâs happening?â he worriedly asked. You were still trying to call Yutaâs phone, still no answer.
âCome one y/n, Iâll take you to promâ Jaehyun offered, but as much as you wanted to accept his offer Yutaâs excitement from the other day, flashed in your mind and you know you canât go.
âI canât Jae, thank you and I know you mean nothing but kindness. Iâll wait for Yuta here, he will get hurt if I go without himâ Jaehyun didnât really want to leave you but you made your choice.
The moment Jaehyun left, your tears finally fall. You were crying when your mom gave you a blanket and invited you to go wait for him inside. âIâm fine, thanks for the blanketâ you were so hurt to even move. And youâre not hurt because he ditched you to prom, youâre hurt because you canât reach him and youâre worried for him. A lot of things may have happened to him and thatâs what worries you.
A week later, Ruka met you after school and told you that Yuta is finishing high school through home study under your schoolâs supervision. âHeâs still part of the school, Iâll convince him to attend graduation. But,â something bad is about to happen, you thought. Â âhe wanted me tell you that, heâs breaking up with youâ and thatâs it. You burst into tears after hearing the bad news. It was so hard to breath, hearing those words from Ruka and not directly from Yuta. But you trust Yutaâs decision and maybe itâs for the best. With a heavy heart, you hugged Ruka goodbye and left without another word.
You tried putting up a big smile during graduation and hugging everyone you knew all throughout high school, except for one important person. A week after graduation, you left for college. Still with a heavy heart but you wanted to move on and have a fresh start. Â
Ten years later
Itâs impossible to forget your first love specially if that someone made an impact to your life. Youâre sitting on the very spot where you met Yuta remembering how you were charmed by his smile. Mouthing the exact same words he told you before introducing himself first, âYou should try using soft pastels, theyâre more easier to blendâ smiling after you realised youâre completely a fool for still dwelling from the past.
You shrug it of and decided to go back to your high school reunion, maybe people are already looking for you. You stood up from the bleacher, âhiâ and you almost fell from where you were standing and the person in front of you is to blame.
âI didnât mean to startle you. Iâm sorryâ you told the man that itâs okay and you should get going, not even bothering to look who he might be. Itâs weird that the man isnât letting go of your hand, âExcuse me. I need my hand-â your heart beats fast like the moment you first saw him. Nothings changed thatâs for sure, except his hair color.
âYutaâ your eyes were full of tears but you were smiling the whole time. He pulled you in for a tight hug, holding you close like how he used to. It feels like a dream, you thought. A dream that you never want to end. Catching up with lost time, you spend the night with him forgetting about the high school reunion and watching over the same blue sky you used to look at years and years ago from his room.
Heâs now an owner of a popular art gallery in Japan, which you happened to know about. âNo way! You own that place, I went there just last year for workâ he nods, and told you he knew. And he canât believe youâre standing inside his art gallery. âI got scared. Thatâs why I didnât talked to youâ then you remember, on that day you were supposed to meet the owner of the gallery, âThatâs why we talked to your secretary instead of the owner⌠which is youâ he was nodding the whole time like a fool. Itâs fun laughing the whole night not minding the time, heâs the same man you fell in love with.
âWe missed prom because I was busy getting highâ he suddenly blurted out when the both of you was silent.
âI went to your house I saw you waiting for me outside, crying because I ditched youâ heâs wrong, you were crying that time because you were worried sick. But you saved your explanation for later, for now you just wanted him to explain his part.
âAnd I know Iâm ten years late but, you look beautiful in that red lipstick. And oh! That dress on you, Mmm! I was admiring you from a far, and you were perfectâ there he is again, making you laugh âand me I was high that time and I couldnât ruin your night even more. I cant ruin your life even moreâ he reached for your hand and kissed it like he used to.
âThat was my breaking point. After I finished the home study program, I begged my mom to put me in rehab, I want to be better for you. As always y/n. But as I got better I figured maybe you forgot about me already so I focused on getting better for myself. Went to college, had a job and now this. All better. Never want to go backâ he left you speechless again, but he deserves to know the truth.
âIm sorry Yuta, I didnât know. But for the record I was crying because I just wanted to see you that time. It doesnât matter if you were high as a kite. I couldnât care less about prom. I was waiting for you until the sun goes up and you never showed up. I was blaming myself maybe, I didnât loved you enough thats why you leftâ
âNo no, donât say that. You were more than enoughâ tears never stopped falling from your eyes and Yuta hated seeing you cry. So he kissed you on the lips for the first time again for so many years. You rest your forehead on his, taking time to process everything thatâs happening right now. Completely aware of whatâs running in your mind right now he suggests to take things slow before coming back to each otherâs lives again.
âTake all the time you need. Iâm sorry. I swear Iâll never leave againâ
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Thank you for reading if you get up to this point hihi. Million thanks to every reader like you.Â
I had a hard time finishing this fic because the word count is originally, 9k+ and Iâm not sure if my readers are up for that long fic... because I usually post fics that are 6k max long. But I guess it is what it is.Â
Hope someone enjoyed this fic huhuÂ
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Wow I loved that ankle fic!! If you are still looking for fics I would really enjoy one where Sirius is caught skating before heâs been cleared, maybe with a couple of the other boys and he gets in loads of trouble, lol dw just ignore if itâs bad idea đ
1. Thank you! I'm happy you liked it.
2. Oooh yess! I hope I can do this idea justice, because I like it a lot. That's such a Sirius thing!
3. Also I love requests. I have quite a hard time coming up with good ideas but I love to write, so thank you!
Characters by @lumosinlove đ Thank you for this universe!
Sirius has been on the ice once, since the 'accident'. It went about as good as watching a toddler take his first steps, but in the end he was able to skate slow laps without falling down. It was stupid. He did this for a living. He had been - not to brag, just stats - one of the best. And now he was sitting on the bench waiting for the team to clear out, so he could go through the pain of skating in a circle for half an hour.
After their practice was over, Sirius went back, to the lockerroom with the boys. He could at least help them theoretically. James asked, how he was doing, as he did each week sometime more than once. Sirius - as he did each week - answered with a: "too slow for my liking". James responsible-motherhen-instict was now, nowhere to be found, when he suggested going skating later that day once even the staff had cleared out.
"You want me to risk my recovery to skate properly now instead of in a few months? Are you crazy!?", is what Sirius should have said.
"So when and where are we meeting?", is what came out of his mouth in a whisper.
That's how after the 10 laps, he did with (almost) ease today, he told Loops, that he was going to stay and do some more streches.
"You can overdo it, you know?", Remus told him, "just be careful alright? I know you'd be devastated, if all of your progress was ruined. And I would be the one having to listen to you whine."
"Firstly, I dont whine. Ever." -thats a lie and both of them knew it- "and secondly, thank you so much for your concern about my well-being, but I'll be careful, mum", Sirius added theatrically annoyed.
"This is literally my job. To tell you to be careful, so that you can play next season."
"So you dont really care about my well-being then, Loops?", Sirius gasped dramatically.
"Dont overdo it. See you tomorrow, Cap."
"Bye, Re."
The rink was silent. It was just him.
Then he nearly fell over as James jumped on him from behind.
Correction, it was just him and James.
"So, you're feeling up to playing?", James asked, standing on his own now.
"Do you really think you can win a one on one against your Captain, Potty?", Sirius challenged.
"Yes. But also I was thinking we wait for the others to join first. They should be here in a second."
"You told the others? If anybody finds out we'll be in so much trouble.", Sirius was beginning to regret his decision.
"So you dont want to play with us?", Finn's voice came out of the tunnel.
"Betrayed by our own captain?!", Logan's voice followed.
The cubs and Kasey stood in front of them now.
"Did nobody of you think it was a bad idea to come?!", Sirius asked.
"Well, our captain thinks it's fine, apparently." "And we found out about it a minute ago that someone will be blocking the rink during goalie-practise times", Leo completed Finn's thoughts.
"So we thought we'd stay with Nut and see if you suck now.", Logan added.
And because Sirius was already excited to just play a little, he answered an "Oh, it's on, Tremzy!" from where he was lacing his skates a bit tighter to give his ankle at least some stability.
Kasey hadn't been much for the idea of his Captain playing again. He knew from his thighs, that disregarding Loops orders, would only lead to a longer break. But since he would have been at the rink because of his goalie-practise anyway, he decided he would stay. Just to keep an eye on them, of course.
Definitely not, because he was missing his captain as much as the rest of the team on the ice.
Once they were all on the ice, James let Sirius choose his Teammates in a three on three. It ended in Potts, Logan and Leo against him, Finn and Kasey.
They all got their sticks and let Sirius' team have the puck first. And so his first after-recovery-game began.
He knew they went easy on him and for the first time he was glad about that. It made the game easier. He got less competitive than usual and thus put less pressure on his recovered ankle.
They passed the puck easily between one another. It felt like he had never been gone. Skating had been so had the first time afterwards, but as soon as he held his stick, he felt like this was were he always belonged.
Sirius got it to Finn and he shot it back. Kasey acting as a player now skated through the middle. He got the puck from Sirius and went for the goal. It hadnt been a bad shot at all, but for Leo there was no fun in letting the puck go in on purpose, so he blocked it and shot it to Logan.
The game went back and forth a few times, Sirius always staying on his good side. He even scored twice. He felt good. It was the first time in a long the he felt truly happy, even.
"Sirius!", came a shout from the boards. It was Lupin. A Angry-Faced Lupin. A kind of Lupin he hadnt seen in a long time. So Sirius decided to better skate over quick but carefully. The others luckily got the hint to be quiet. Or the just wanted to eavesdrop who knows.
"Sirius.", Remus repeated. "I told you to not overdo it-twice, might I add- and you decided playing a game with the team would be a good idea? I'm checking you again and yes, that is absolutely necessary. What were you thinking? You could have undone all you worked for so hard. Not just the last few months but your entire life. You could have never been able to play, do you know that?"
"Yes", Remus was never usually this angry. But Sirius thought he also saw something else in his eyes. Something between relief and excitement, he guessed.
"I hope I scared you enough with that whole speech, for you to not do it again unless I tell you you can, okay?", Loops actually waited for an answer this time. He seemed a bit more relaxed now.
"Ouai, pardon"
"No need to say sorry to me, it would have been your- Well, I do have more work now- actually yeah, say sorry, but it's no problem. I'm honestly just really glad your not currently on the ice with another broken bone.", Remus told him warmly. "Still, dont tell Arthur any of this. All of you!", he shouted to the rest still standing there. " And I will look at your ankle again, if something happens it's better to know sooner than later. Will you wait in the in the medic room?"
"Thanks. Yeah, I'll just take off the skates first.", Sirius answered, while making his way dont to the locker rooms. It was- if he hadnt broken anything again, which it didnt feel like- totally worth it. For the first time in months he actually felt like all the work had made a difference.
"Potts", he heard Loops again, while walking through the tunnel, "Potter, I know this was your idea. Come here and explain yourself."
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Voicemail. ~part 2~
a/n : you want it? go get it! heres the second part to voicemail!! Iâm thinking a 3rd and final part for this??? if yâall want it tell me! ALSO Iâve linked what the reader is wearing and maybe what others are too so if you see a link thats what it is. also wanted to say thank you so much for the support on this one shot!! i would put those big eye emojis but im typing on a laptop and i dont think O.O is the same....
first part!!!! go read
mah masterlist
âNext on the red carpet is singer/song writer Y/N L/N, wow look at that beautiful dress!! This year at the Grammys she is up for 3 awards, Song of the Year, Best Dance Recording, and Best Solo Pop Artist!âÂ
The interviewer exclaimed excitedly from her podium along side the paparazzi wall. It had been a week since the songs were let out for the world and so there was definitely an electricity in the air at the awards ceremony.
âAll you fans are probably watching for the most anticipated performances of tonight! Harry Styles will be singing one of his new songs from his album FineLine! Twitter is going ballistic from the recently leaked songs about is break up with L/N, we all know the cameras will be on her tonight whenever heâs mentioned! Oh look, here she comes now!â
You walked over in your beautiful award dress, safe to say you were the best dress star there. Your hair was done up and the red long dress seemed to flow around you effortlessly as you walked.Â
âHello Diane, itâs lovely to see you again.âÂ
You said in a polite voice, smiling to her and the camera, she handed you an extra mic, ready to drown you with questions.
âIâm going to cut to the chaseâ did you listen to the songs?â
Wow, this ladyâs cut throat Iâll give her that.
âOh yes! Iâve listened to all the albums nominated this year and Iâm so excited.â
âOh I was talking aboutââ
âIâm so incredibly grateful for the nominations, I put my blood, sweat, and tears into this album and Iâm glad the fans love it as much as I do.â
You could see the Diane deflate a little, understanding youâd keep dodging questions about Harry until it was over so she moved on.Â
âYes, youâre nominated for Best Dance Recording, the music video for your song Clouds was crazy! How long did it take you to figure out how to dance while flying?!âÂ
You laughed, thinking back to the many rehearsals of choreography on the ground and then being connected to cables and hoisted into the air to perform it.Â
âA girl never tells her secrets,â you said with a wink.Â
âWell speaking of flying in a music video, I know one performance tonight will beââ
Cheers and hysteric screaming filled the fan area as someone came on to the carpet.Â
âIs that? Oh look, Harry Styles enters the stage in aâ, my goodness! You and him are matching!â
You couldnât believe it.
Harry was decked out in a full red suit, hair beautifully fluffed and glimmering in the light. He had red heels that looked like Dorthyâs slippers.
And he had the faintest amount of red lipstick on, making him look like an ethereal being in red.
âWow, we really are matching.âÂ
You mumbled to yourself, half forgetting you were being filmed.Â
You turned back to the camera the moment you remembered, making your face emotionless so hopefully the interviewer wouldnât pick up on your thoughts at the moment.Â
You quickly thanked her and slipped off into the sea of celebrities, hearing his voice âhello love! So happy you could comeâ to the fans hoping he would give them a signature.
You entered the award room, looking for your assigned seat. Luckily you were strangely one of the only people in there aside from a few techies working on the stage lights.
âLady Gaga, Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, Billie Elish, Kahild⌠HarryâŚ.âÂ
You gasped, basically scoffing at what you saw next.Â
âY/N L/N? Are you fucking kidding me?!âÂ
You started to breathe a little faster, âOh god, I donât think I can do a whole ceremony next to him, after the whole thing online⌠and not responding to his texts.â
Itâs true, when he had texted you that morning, it took you 5 hours and a shot of tequila to actually open his messages.
Bastard (wasnât allowed to block, fuck PR)
Hey⌠I donât know if youâve gotten a call from one of your PR people yet but, I just wanted you to know I didnât mean for any of this to happen, I donât wish to put you through anymore than what I already haveâŚ
Bastard (wasnât allowed to block, fuck PR)
Um, but uh, if youâve listened to the songs, just know that I really do mean the words I sang. I wish we could have, uh talked, but I understand Iâm not in any position to ask for that. Just, there were a few others songs that didnât get leaked, and uh, Iâd like you to have them. You donât have to listen to them but, it would mean a lot to me if you did.
Bastard (wasnât allowed to block, fuck PR)
âMrs. Styles.âM4A. Click to open.
Bastard (wasnât allowed to block, fuck PR)
âI Should Have Fought.âM4A. Click to open.
Bastard (wasnât allowed to block, fuck PR)
âIâm Sorry.âM4A. Click to open.
You didnât listen to them, like the others.Â
You just⌠couldnât.Â
It had taken you so long to get over him and grind it into your head that you didnât do anything wrong, he did.Â
Your PR team decided the best thing to do was acted like nothing had happened because if you didnât give a response the public would have nothing to go off of, so here you were, looking at one of the scheming ideas from someone on the Award Team to see if theyâd be the first to get some action between the two of you.
âFuck that.âÂ
You said to yourself, looking around to make sure no one was looking, you snatched your name paper and walked about 15 seats over and changed with Lana Del Ray.Â
Because you were all in the front row, you couldnât get farther than that, but this would have to do. You quickly put Lanaâs paper in your previous seat and walked out of the room, escaping the âcrime sceneâ.
At least Iâm sitting next to Shawn now.
You and Shawn had gotten to be friends around a year ago when you bumped into him at the recording studio and....maybe spilled your marshmallow milkshake down his shirt.
âIâm so fuckin sorry! Oh god please donât sue me for this, or worst, tell your fans!!âÂ
You rambled, padding him off with the napkins from your fast food bag. You looked up at the tall Canadian in front of you that just had a smile on his face.
 âHey donât worry about it, uh, Iâm Shawn but I guess you already knew that.âÂ
âYeah, Iâve been listening to your music for a while its fantastic, IâmââÂ
âY/N L/N, Americaâs Favorite Child and Feminist thats not faired to fuck you up?âÂ
You grinned, âOh you saw that video?âÂ
He laughed, âHell ya I did, You punching that old misogynist groping that girl on the street is one of the videos saved on my phone!â
After that day, you both caught on like a house on fire since you seemed to be in the studio at the same time, it was great having someone to throw ideas around with at 3am when everyone else had left the studio.
âY/N! Girl! I havenât seen you in forever!âÂ
You looked up from the corner of the red carpet you had been hiding standing in. Hailee Steinfeld made her way over to you in a black dress that hugged her perfectly.Â
You let out a sigh of relief, you gave her a big hug, breathing in her sweet perfume.Â
âHailee youâre a life savor, I feel so out of it here.âÂ
She gave you a soft look, âCause heâs here right?â
You clinched your jaw, âAnd weâre fucking matching! How did that even happen? Itâs literally the same shade of my dress and everything! There are so many shades his team could have chose but they went with that one! And the lipstick! Heâs basically a devil personified! But heâs got style!â
You quietly rambled to your fellow singer, she squeezed your hand when the bell chimed telling everyone it was time to enter.Â
âY/N, before we go in I wanted to ask if you had listened to the songs.âÂ
âUh, no⌠I⌠I couldnât hear his voice staying those things to me so I just read the lyrics.âÂ
Hailee gave your bare shoulder a squeeze, âWell, I donât want to play devilâs advocate,â you smiled at her little quip, âbut I did, and whatâs not in the lyrics just written is the emotion you could hear in his voice. During Drunk Thoughts, theres a part that people are speculating heâs crying while recording, trying force sing it out and, itâs just, I think itâs time you spoke to him.â
Hailee was one of your most trusted friends and to hear her say this, wasnât surprising.
You were starting to think it too.
âBut, Iâm scared H, what if makes it worse?â
The final bell chimed and you both started to walk inside. âI have a feeling it wonât."
                            ........
âWhat an incredible performance by Ariana Grande, next up is the show weâve all been waiting for, or well Iâve been waiting for, hereâs Harry Styles performing a new song from his nominated Album, FineLine!âÂ
James Corden announced from the side aisle. You felt Shawn subtly queen your hand, knowing there was bound to be a camera on you the whole time while Harry sang.
You took a deep breath,
No facials.
No twitching.
Calm.
The curtain came up from the stage, the set was a back cube cut diagonally so the audience could see the inside.Â
Harry stood in a white suit sans a shirt. He wasnât wearing shoes so you could see the painted red toe nails peeking out from underneath the too long suit pants.Â
His hair had been messed with a bit, giving it a soft and fluffy just out of bed look.
Now he looks like an angel.
He held a red mic in his hand, and spoke into it.
âBefore we start, Iâd like to inform you that I will be singing an unreleased song not from my album called.â
He took a breath.
"Red.â
You curled your toes in your heels the only way youâd be allowed to release the tension you felt in your body since they were covered by your dress.
Fuck, thatâs why we match.
A piano started playing, a sort of dark melody that reverberated through your bones and into your soul.
Itâs all I can see,
Itâs all I can hear,
The sound is loud,
But itâs not clear.
The tone of your voice,
Plays in my head,
That look in your eyes,
I can tell you want me dead.
Grays are the only color I see,
Black and white and in between.
But then I saw you in that dress.
The color of blood always suited you the best.
You and your red dress.
You and your redâŚâŚ dress.
Thoughts swirl around, in my mind.
Pretty eyes and satin clothes,
They plagues my dreams, in the night.
Grays are the only color I see,
Black and white and in between.
But then I saw you in that dress.
The color of blood always suited you the best.
You and your red dress.
You and your redâŚâŚ dress.
You watched as he struggled to hold back the emotion in his voice, you sucked in a small breathe when his eyes made contact with yours, unwavering.
Oh⌠I wish could take it back.
Oh⌠I wish I could take it back.
Oh⌠I wish could take it back.
Oh⌠I wish I could take it back.
You and your red dress.
You and your redâŚâŚ dress.
You and your red dress.
You and your redâŚâŚ dress.
The song ended and the audience was silent.
 Everyone could feel the tension in the room, so you did the only you could do.
You stood and started to clap.
Shawn and Hailee immediately followed your cue and soon the rest of the auditorium was erupting with cheers and roars of excitement.
But all you could focus on was the smile on his face, looking down at you.
And the one forming on yours too.
<3
3rd part right here!
alsoooo iâd like to say a big wtf to people that white wash reader inserts! itâs so damn easy to just put a little colleague together like i did and add it so everyone can envision themselves and like,,, need a hairstyle? literally say âyou did your favorite hairstyleâ thats perfect and a neutral way to keep everyone happy!!! people that bitch about going the extra mile are worthless writers smh
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