#and i want to scream and cry snd throw up

[whispersofjupiter]

me when my herculean task is sisyphean in nature you must imagine hercules and sisyphus sobbing their eyes out and ripping out their hair and losing their minds

[phagodyke]

great and now she's STILL scheduling shit on thursdays. the one day of the week she knows I'm busy. she really doesn't fucking want me around huh guess I'll just go kms

[sleepyqweeb189]

TRIGGER WARNING: Self-harm thoughts.

Before we start: if you are suffering from self harm. Please try and tell someone or get help.

Alexa shot up from a bed. Alexa looked around but only found themselves in a random room. Alexa couldn't think any further as she suddenly vomitted on the bed. Alexa started to cry a bit as she was never a fan when it came to vomiting. The doors burst open as a couple of cookies came in, picking Alexa up, pulling her away from the bed, and letting Alexa rest her head above a bucket in case she threw up again. While the other cookies cleaned up the sheets and started to wash them in a different room. Alexa threw up a lot for a good couple of hours until she stopped once Alexa's body vomited out the chemicals back at Hollybarry kingdom. Alexa was still crying. The servents with Alexa helped her go back into bed and rest. Alexa tried to get up but was pushed back gently onto the bed. Alexa whined but gave up and just shifted to her side. Alexa quickly fell back into slumber... since vomiting took a lot out of her energy...

Alexa woke up the next morning and was feeling better, but she was still sick. What's worse is that her teeth hurt... a lot... Alexa thought it was that fact she hadn't brushed her teeth much when she fell into this world. Could she blame herself? She didn't have a toothbrush or anything. Alexa has only been using just her fingers and water. Alexa was about to get up, but she heard someone come in.

"Oh! You're awake! You shouldn't be getting up. Here, I'll carry you to the medical wing. We must do checkups..." The cookie that came in picked up Alexa snd carry with ease.

The hallways were dark chocolate and different shades of purple. Alexa feels like royalty for a second. But Alexa snaps out of her mind as Alexa is brought into a room. Alexa was placed on a futon. The cookies healers kneel down next to Alexa.

"Dear, i need to check your injuries, then i must ask a couple of questions." Healer cookie 1 spoke.

Cookie healer 2 took off Alexa's durumagi coat and started to change Alexa's old bandages that were stained with her blood. Alexa whines in pain and almost vomited again but had nothing to vomit. So it just came out as lots of gagging. Healer cookie 2 finished changing Alexa's bandages and left with the dirty ones.

"So, like i said before, I will ask you questions. I hope you answer honestly." Healer cookie 1 spoke sternly.

"Yes yes... i will tell you everything..." Alexa was scared yet more calmer.

"Ok, good. Now, what is your name? And how old are you?" Healer cookie 1 asked.

"I um... I am Alexa Suzuki... i am turning 16 soon..." Alexa fidgets a bit with the pillow.

"Do you have any medical records or anything i should know about?" Healer cookie 1 asked while writing down things.

"Oh! Um... the only thing i have is just that I'm lactose intolerant and umm... thats it?" Alexa answered.

"Good. Alexa, what is the last thing you remember?" Healer cookie 1 spoke a little bit more calmer.

"Umm... i don't... i dont well... All i remember is being thrown into water and trying to swim... but... i don't really know how to swim. " Alexa looks down, feeling ashamed for being so old yet doesn't know how to swim.

"That makes sense." Healer cookie mumbled.

"Huh?" Alexa felt confused.

"We found you when one of those... "licorice sea" blobs things came in and brought you. " Healer cookie 1 explained.

Alexa suddenly felt a sharp pain in her mouth. Healer cookie 1 notices and holds up Alexa chin and opens her mouth.

"Has your teeth always been this sharp?" Healer cookie 1 pulls away.

Alexa shakes her head. Healer cookie 1 one holds up a mirror to Alexa. Alexa wanted to scream but didn't, and only looked scared. Alexa touched her mouth and her teeth. Her teeth were sharp. Alexa felt her chest tightening, her breathing was becoming short, and tears started to weld up in my eyes. Alexa felt like throwing up, but she couldn't... she couldn't... there was nothing to vomit... it was just full-on gagging on nothing... dry heaving...

Healer cookie 1 got worried and grabbed a nearby bucket just in case. Alexa was sweating a lot as the tears dripped down her cheeks. Alexa kept dry heaving until she passed out.

Alex later woke up back up a couple of minutes later. Alexa turned her head to the side to see Healer cookie 1 near her. Alexa sat up and turned to face her body toward the healer.

"Um.. sorry..." Alexa apologized.

"What are you sorry for?" Healer cookie 1 asked

"I don't know... im just saying sorry in case i troubled you or upset you..." Alexa mumbled.

"I always feel the need to say sorry..." Alexa fidgets with her fingers.

"You have nothing to apologize for. It happens, unfortunately, but you can't do anything about it." Healer cookie 1 tries ease Alexa worries.

"I... I um... Do you have food..? I'm a bit hungry, sorry..." Alexa asked quietly.

Healer cookie 1 nods and gets up. Healer cookie 1 eent over and grabbed a tray. Healer cookie 2 sets the tray down in front of Alexa. Alexa looks at the food in pure amusement. There was rice, jelly soup, some chocolate oranges, and some more, but it was mostly soft food and soup. Alexa didn't complain, but she was a bit picky. Alexa slowly ate to make sure she didn't appear rude. But after a bit of savoring the flavor and the food. Alexa was surprised and ate a bit faster of the food. After eating, Alexa looks up and notices that Healer Cookie 1 isn't here anymore. Alexa was about to get up but decided to stay. Walking around doesn't seem like a good idea at the moment. Alexa put her fingers in her mouth to feel around her teeth. Her teeth felt sharper, and pointy than the last couple of times she felt them. Alexa wonders what happened to her back at the Hollyberry kingdom. So far, no cookie seems what they seem. Every ancient she came so far has been wrong. Alexa saw a mirror and crawled to it, not attempting to get up.

Warning: scars, S/H scars

Alexa hated how she looked now... the bandages, her scars.... Alexa immediately heard the door slide open. Alexa immediately tried to crawl back to make to the her futon to make it seem like she was there the whole time, but it failed. Both Alexa and the group of cookies stared at each other for a second. Alexa stumbled getting up, greeted them, but fell back on her knees.

"Oh, um... I was... um... I was eating..." Alexa attempted to make the awkwardness go away.

"So, you are Alexa Suzuki, correct?" The first watcher looks down at Alexa.

"Yes.... yes, yes! I'm Alexa! I um... I'm sorry...." Alexa apologizes again.

"Well... come here, i want to talk to you alone, " the first watcher ordered.

Alexa got up and followed the first watcher while leaning close to the wall. The hallways were long and far. Alexa looked out and saw the winter storm. The howls of the wind, if it was night time, Alexa would probably scream, "Windigo!" But she knew no cookie would get the refrance. Alexa kept following the first watcher to a big door.

"My king asked, 'Why are you here?'..." the first watcher asked without facing her.

"Oh! Um... i..." Alexa held her head down.

Alexa does wonder... why is she here...? Alexa was just playing Cookie Run Kingdom a couple of weeks ago. First, this Pure Vanilla talks about "Taking away my pain." Then, this version of Hollyberry kidnapped me and Patrya dragon. What else?! Dark Cacao being an asshole?! Golden Cheese being in crazy denial?! And White Lily is dead?!

"To be honest... I really dont know myself... one moment I'm home then next moment here... plus, it wasn't my fault. Hollyberry-" Alexa was interrupted.

"It's Dragonberry. Dragonberry is her new name. Not. Hollyberry." The first watcher explained.

"Oh... well, Dragonberry threw me into the water after I... well... pulled on her hair... i think i also saw some blood, too..." Alexa rubbed the back of her head while trying to hold back a smile.

The first watcher only stared back at Alexa. The first watcher turned away and entered into the big doors. Alexa stayed out there until dark. Alexa didn't know why she stayed, probably the fear of being yelled at. One of the other watchers came to Alexa and excorted her to a room. Alexa noticed that the room was in a different room than the last one she woke up. The room was more furnished, and there was a small bag of sweets, filled with milk chocolate.

"..... i can't tell if that's an insult or by mistake..." Alexa thought to herself.

Alexa noticed a new bag. Alexa decided to save the food in case. Alexa thought something for a second... do cookies even use the bathroom...? This is more confusing than the discussions about how cookies procreate... is by the bird and the bees? Or is it by baking them? Alexa shook her head and decided not to think too much. She knows cookies have bathrooms except but... toilet.... toilet... toilet...?

"TOILET?!" Alexa screams out.

The door suddenly opened. A servent asked if Alexa was ok. Alexa nodded before the servent left. Alexa decided to head to bed. Alexa went to bed and hoped this was just a very long dream.

Alexa immediately woke up. It was still night. Alexa tried to look at her phone but remembered she didn't have anything. Alexa felt too scared to fall back asleep. Alexa wanted to calm down, so she got up and looked around for a razor blade to calm her down. Alexa couldn't find any and decided to explore the castle a bit to find one.

Walking along the halls. The halls were all long and confusing as a labyrinth. The hallways were barely lit with small purple flames. Alexa hears the wind again from the storm. Alexa ran to the farest window and yelled, "WINDIGO!" Nothing happened, and just the wind got heavier. Alexa giggled until she turned her head and saw purple eyes staring at her. Alexa didn't scream but ran off. Alexa got lost halfway but kept running until she entered a random room. Alexa suddenly felt cold. She looked around to find to sorce, but the closer she got to the throne, the more cold she got. Alexa knew she couldn't stay longer. Alexa makes it out of the throne room. Alexa makes it back to her room somehow. Alexa didn't notice the ice melting away from her feet and arms.

The next morning, Alexa woken up. The door opened, and the first watcher came back to her. The first water asked Alexa to get ready and gave her clothes. Alexa gets changed and follows the first watcher. They get outside to the training ground.

"I want to ask. How did you get your injuries?" The first watcher turns to her.

The first watcher saw her cuts when they first met but knew better than not to ask about them. The first watcher didn't want Alexa to feel uncomfortable about it and feel awkward during their time here.

"Um... Pure Vanilla-" Alexa was interrupted once again by the watcher.

"Saint Vanilla. It's Saint Vanilla now." The first watcher corrected Alexa once again.

"Oh! Um.. Saint Vanilla grabbed my right wrist and... and i guess he used magic... and... and my wrist burned like acid...." Alexa stuttered.

"What else? I saw the report from the healers. It stated that you had multiple glass shards," the first watcher questions more.

"Well... when I was in the Hollyberry kingdom, i was tricked and well... kidnapped. I was kept in a cell and given food... a lot of it surprisingly... but every day, i was asked to give my blood every day... and... and when i tried to attack her, i was thrown and crashed into a table full of glass stuff...." Alexa explained.

"Alright. I was tasked to help you in defending yourself against the others. What are you good at?" The first watcher asked.

"Um... im not very good... i mean, im good at dodging, but... not to... not well...." Alexa sheeply scratches the back of her head.

The first watcher nodded. He pulled out his bow and shot the ground near Alexa's feet. Alexa didn't know what to do, but the first watcher kept shooting near her feet. Alexa started to run around the area. The first watcher notes that Alexa is good at dodging but needs a better stance. This keeps going until Alexa trips and falls to the ground into the snow. Alexa coughs and gags a lot. The first watcher brought Alexa back inside.

"Sorry... the cold weather makes my throat too dry..." Alexa explains.

"It's best to breathe through your nose - wait... have we had noses this whole time..?" The first watcher thought.

Alexa shrugs. Alexa asked if she could learn about staff fighting. The first watcher nods and calls over another watcher who specializes in Bojutsu. The other watcher was called Hershey Cookie. Alexa nodded, but she blushed a bit. Hershey looked so cool and badass.

The first watcher gave Alexa over to Hershey Cookie and asked Hershey Cookie to train Alexa to be good at Bō. Hershey cookie nodded. From that day, the first watcher handed Alexa to Hershey Cookie to train and defend herself against the other Ancients. Alexa had strict rules when training started. Alexa wasn't very good. Alexa had average stamina but bad cardio. The training was slow, and each day of training was painful. But Alexa was getting better progress. Alexa and Hershey had the "Menter and The Student" relationship. When the first watcher would watch from time to time, Alexa would have it rough when the first watcher wastches. But the moment he leaves, Hershey makes jokes and has Alexa to take a break. They both learn each other equally, mostly about Hershey Cookie and her bragging. But Alexa only listens and laughs a bit.

This training lasted for 2 months. Alexa wasn't as great as Hershey Cookie, but she was able to hold her off for a bit.

"You gotten very better! I wish you could stay, but it sounds like you want to find a way home." Hershey Cookie.

"Yeah... i need to get home..." Alexa gripped tighten around the staff.

"Welp, i teached you what i can. Today, you can rest. Then we will get you ready for your leave tomorrow." Hershey Cookie left the training room.

Alexa sat alone in the training room. Alexa looks at the staff she was gifted. It was purple and strong. Alexa looks around and licks it but flinches back. Bitter. Alexa stands up with the help of the staff. Alexa leaves the room and goes to her room. Alexa sits down on her bed. Alexa looked at herself in the mirror again and wondered, "Will i even go home if i even reached the end of the map?"

The next day was Alexa's last day here. Alexa packed her bag before she heard a knock on the door. She yelled that they could come in. It was Hershey Cookie and the first watcher with a small pouch. The first watcher explains that the pouch contain herbs and some instructions on how to use them. The first watcer puts it in Alexa's bag himself. Hershey Cookie smiled and started to lead Alexa to the outside. They pass by the doors of the throne room. Alexa told the first watcher and Hershey to wait for a second. The first watcher tried to tell Alexa no, but Alexa had already headed inside the throne room. Alexa could see Dark Cacao Cookie, but... looks different. Alexa suddenly felt the cold again but with the training, Alexa held back the shiver.

"Dark Cacao Cookie, sir... I'm not aware of the other Ancients, but... they were... not friendly and... i want to ask if.. you could tell me about them? Or something?" Alexa begged softly but dare didn't get close to the throne.

"....." Firigid Cacao. Cookie was silent.

"Oh.... um... well, if you won't tell me then... fine... i want to at least thank you for letting me stay..." Alexa thanked.

Alexa was heading out of the throne room, but he heard a soft, deep voice.

"The Sliver kingdom doesn't allow outsiders..." Firigid Cacao Cookie spoke but didn't speak further.

Alexa could only nod before leaving. Welp, this proves Alexa theory that White Lily cookie is dead. The first watcher looked surprised to see Alexa still moving and not frozen. Hershey Cookie scolded Alex a bit about going into the throne room without permission. Alexa felt really guilty and mumbled sorry. The 3 headed outside of the kingdom. Alexa swung the bag over her head and onto her shoulder. This is goodbye. Alexa turns around and looks over at the first watcher and Hershey Cookie.

"Bye! I will send you letters if i can! Sorry for my handwriting in advance!" Alexa waves her hand as she walks away and into the world.

"Bye, kid! You better show the skills i show you!" Hershey Cookie yelled out.

The creator of the AU: @cuppajj

[princess-glassred]

Thinking about how absolutely wretched Henry's time at Juniper Hill's had to have been, and how awful it was for Pennywise to still keep fucking with his head, just to keep him the perfect little violent puppet.

Tw for: child abuse, sexual abuse, bigotry

Imagine him slowly going mad for real the longer he sits in his little room, only to be endlessly taunted by horrific ghosts of his pasts that just won't let him rest at ungodly hours of the night.

Imagine the shambling corpse of his father showing up to scream at Henry just like when he was a little boy, chastising him for still being such a whiney little cry baby who made his mother leave. "You didn't seriously think you killed me Henry, did you? a sissy like you couldn't kill a god damn house cat! If i had known you were gonna grow up to he such fucking wuss i would have chopped your balls off when you were born and called you Henrietta? I bet you woule have loved that wouldn't you?! You fucking tranny fag!".

Then Patrick would show up, gloating to him about how much he missed his little boytoy, making gross sexual remarks and putting his hands all over him. Describing how much he simply ADORED what they did in the junkyard that day, threatening to do it again right here right now wether he likes it or not so everyone can see how much of a little queer he is, a little hypocritical pansy queer. Taking great pleasure in describing to poor trembling Henry all the ways he plans to humiliate him with sexual and verbal abuse.

And just for extra measure, every so often a member of the losers club might drop by to taunt him, reveling in how old and weak and terrified Henry is now.

A young Eddie Kaspbrak telling him in great detail how frail and weak his age must have made him, a young Ben Hanscom coming to point out how his own struggles with weight and food from living in the asylum for 27 years, ect. Ect. All so Henry feels the need to snap and scream how he still hates them snd could kill them all if he wanted too.

There are some nights Henry tries to fight back against these awful visions of his past, and cling on to the very very small twinges of sanity he has left.

Moments where he tries to be calm and remind himself of the very few happy memories he had with his mom and whenever he would hang out with Belch, Vic, and Patrick like they were just normal kids. When they would drive around and listen to metal music, head banging like rock stars, or when they'd take turns shooting a pistol at random stuff in a junkyard, or when Vic simply asked him if he was ok after his dad humiliated him... but nothing works.

They don't go away, and to the rest of the hospital staff, all they see is a deeply disturbed and frightened fourty year old man with his hands over his ears, eyes clenched tight with tears streaming down his face as he begs and screams for some invisible force to stop hurting him and just LEAVE. HIM. ALONE.

The hospital staff may seem sympathetic but their thoughts are all the same: "lock this one up and throw away the key.". They don't even wanna help anymore, and even if they did, it wouldn't do anything. He's not allowed to recover. So they just keep him medicated day in and day out, till he's practically a zombie who can't take care of himself. And it still doesn't fucking work.

And that's when Henry Bowers to loathe, and even fear nights in the asylum. During the day he's so out of it he can't help but smile and forget where he came from. His only link to sanity/the outside world now is just little nighlight they gave him to put by his bed. But the night is still so fucking terrifying, after all... that's when Patrick comes back. That's when his father shows up to scream at him. That's when the losers club have a laugh at his expense. That's when... that's when the moon talks to him.

Henry Bowers is terrible person and was a deranged and terrible child, and i'm not gonna sit and pretend like he ain't, but there's something incredibly sad to me about how even 27 years later, Henry is still being tortured. He's just a pathetic old man now and Pennywise is still fucking with him to make him him an effective puppet. There's no hope for recovery or improvement, and there never was. not even when he was little.

[ants-personal]

Very excited about the concept of Bart torture fic

OH PLEASE GET ME STARTED ON IT LOL

basically it started cause ths how gave us a small amount typical of an early 2000s show course but we deserved more cause i always want kyle bloodied and worse for wear ajahah

inspired by of course these shots mostly

Like the concept is basically well what if they didnt save him so quickly what if it took days .... or a few weeks think like jason todd and joker but luther wouldn't be so dumb as to brag to clark cause he knows that they at least know eachother and he doesnt know who bart works for so why not take advantage of a super 😉

So the main part would be sticking bart in that chamber and ya know if he stops he gets electrocuted so he cant and doesnt confident the others will find him soon enough .... but they dont and he can go for awhile no problem even tries a few escape routes where there are none and so slowly he starts feeling pain in his feet his legs his clothes cling to him with sweat he tries to keep his breathing normal best he can and i want that cage smeared with blood basically hes been running so long so fast the blood pouring from his nose is flying off and splattering against the glass walls throw some at the bottom too for his feet that are falling apart he ends up running for 5 or so days straight before he physically cant anymore falling and getting shocked

Now of course we cant have him die one theres more to study cause he should be dead but hes not unconscious luther has a team look bart over and while he is ran ragged his body is ... healing slowly but still interesting and plus luther still doesnt know who bart works for or where his date went so best to keep him for now

we fast forward to bart in a metal chair wrists and ankles bolted down in a dark cold metal room and here we can get creative :> course hes still going to be a little shit antagonizing during beating by "his doctor" he gets his knees whacked parts of his thigh and leg cut off and sent away pumped full of adrenaline so his body cant help but try to run but ends up with him vibrating in place and causing the metal on his wrist snd ankles to heat up and burn him ya know FUN STUFF all while he hopes and pleads to the nothing that the group or clark will find him soon he just has to hold out he cant be weak not like how everyone thinks he is he can survive and prove himself to the guys to clark to everyone hes just as strong as them

Then we can add the psychological parts pumping the room full of a gas so he sees horrible visions of clark coming to save him only to die due to the kryptonite luther has shot through him or the gang berating him gor getting caught in the first place how he should have known it was a trap if he was smarter faster and stronger they wouldnt have to waste time saving him when they could be saving innocent people maybe they should just leave him there a freaky speedy street rat that they can live without 😉 which causes some of barts breakdowns crying and thrashing scream that they are wrong but are they if they were wouldnt they have saved him by now?

It pretty goes like that till they all do show up to save bart clark ripping the door off to find a weak delirious bloodied brusied bart who pleads for "fake" clark to just go away and leave him alone clark speaks gently as he rips the cuffs off his blacked ruined legs and his bloodied wrists and tries to get bart to see hes real and its only right as bart does start to that he sees a gaurd behind clark lift a gun and without thinking uses the last of his strength to speed past and take the bullet which was good thing it turns out as he bleeds on the floor clark starts to struggle and lose strength neat him and its only after the other three show up and cyborg is able to extract the bullet do they find it loaded with a piece of kryptonite yippie

and so you have bart gushing blood and somehow hes the one apologizing while his eyes roll into the back of his head clark waste no time at this point he doesnt care what the others do as long as no innocents get hurt and rushes bart across city towards the hospital but somehow bart finds strength to fight him on this nearly causing them to run into traffic so clark takes him home and begs his mom and dad to help cause clark is lowkey panicking he doesnt know what to do but listen to whay his mother needs him to pick up while his parents stay with bart

And so you get patched up bart who looks barely alive laying in clarks bed while clark sits on a chair and just watxhes over him looking for the first sign of something being wrong stomach turning at the sight bart looks so small like this he even goes off on oliver and the others when they try to vist how could they not know it was a trap why werent they more careful why was bart being sent alone in the first place ect ect

And when bart finally does wake course he freaks scrambles from the bed and back into a corner telling clark to go away he wont fall for it again tries to dash away and ends up collapsing in the field fighting clark as hes dragged back and clark doesnt know what to do to prove to bart hes safe he wont eat or drink anything clark gives him and has holed himself tightly into a corner which cant be good for his wounds which clark expresses to his parents hes at a lost

and so you have martha going out with a tray of food and basically coaxing bart out his hidey hole with a calming soothing voice telling him things about herself and jonathan and of course clark but its stuff bart couldnt habe known or even clark so he slowly makes his way closer wincing and trying to hide his wounds still eventually he tears into the food and lets martha look him over he asks that he just have a bit alone and to keep clark away and so they do and so he watches from the windows clark looking relieved when his mom returns to main house and how clark pretty much circles the property like a dog tied to a tree until bart cant take it anymore and throws something from the barnroom at clark to signal he can come back

and when clark does he has questions and concerns and bart just tells ui he doesnt want to talk about it right now he just needs.. he just want clark to be around like over there doing boring stuff with his books about rocks or whatever and so clark does finds something pretend to be busy with as bart eyes him he looks slightly better and more like himself with his annoyed looks and snark coming back and so they just sit in comfortable silence bart eventually drifting off arms crossed over bandaged chest and clark breathing a sigh of relief

[bwoahtastic]

aww stepmom nico is one of my fave stories on here! seb definitely was rebelling hard, always so vocal is in his rejection by crying, shouting and throwing things nico handed to him. and the height of it was when seb purposely shoved nico into a table and unknowingly bruising him. I think toto would be mad when or if he finds out and wouldve wanted to scold seb, but nico convinces him not to and instead tells toto maybe its time nico gave toto and seb some place. nico understands that seb really loves his dad and is actually scared of having a stranger come into his safe life but nico is also so very tired. toto tries to convince him to stay and that they just need more time, but nico knows that nico and seb are hurting each other and maybe things between nico and toto arent working right now. okay now it sounds like nico is breaking up with toto.

seb doesn't know anything abt this until the next morning and nico isn't there yay! but why is papa's smile not the same anymore? and where are seb's snacks (that nico's been secretly preparing for him all these times)? and post bath rituals arent great because papa brushes too rough... and it stays that way for the rest of the week. and then another week. and then another, until one month passes and papa looks so sad and seb hears him cry one night when he was trying to sneak in some night cuddles. maybe having no nico isn't as fun as he thought. seb starts asking toto when nico will be back, but toto doesn't know either because he tries calling and going over to his place but everything's been ignored by nico.

so one day seb sneaks out to try and visit nico's house because adventure!

Plss! Sebby is just so stressed cos he finally has a papa and now he needs to share him with someone?? Not gonna happen!!! He screams and cries and sulks so much! And if Nico tries to give him a snack or teddy he will throw it away! He knows he is acting like a baby but he is so scared to lose his papa🥺

Nico helping groom seb after a shower and seb growls the whole time and even tries to claw him a bit, and shoves nico into a table at some point... toto is angry ofc hut nico tells him not to be. Its just not going to work out like this, Nico needs to give them some space and maybe things will be better after.

Seb being so happy when Nico isn't there the next morning and lazily plays with a feather the peacock omega shedded (or seb pulled out). He is a little confused why papa looks so upset tho, not smiling or playing and also seb's fav snacks aren't there! Seb getting growly when Toto brushes his tail snd ears after the shower cos papa is much rougher than nico was! It's confusing!

Seb starting to miss Nico and is very on edge. Papa still isn't happy and seb even hears him cry one night! Seb feels so guilty.... he asks papa about Nico but it just makes papa look even more sad and he tells Seb he has no idea if nico will ever be back.

Seb deciding he will find Nico! They have visited Nico's little apartment before (seb broke a vase) and he knows it isn't that far! So he takes a little backpack with his plushy and a plushy for nico to convince him to come back.

Seb ends up getting lost, although he gets really close to nico's apartment! He I'd scared and meows loudly for nico! Nico hears him and knows its the little cub and comes running, and Seb wants upsies! Pls nico taking Seb inside and calling Toto while seb just sniffles and tells nico he needs to come back!

[tsurugis]

oh my god a while back when I was writing Fenriel with his mother and she gets pretty physically violent with him, I was like. my mother didn’t do any of this shit to me, like the only physically rough things I remember her doing was beat me a couple times over the head when we were alone in a room and this one time she slapped me in the face in front of my sister. but that’s it lol I never thought she was very physical with me. and I was writing Fenriel’s mom like picking him up really roughly by his clothes snd throwing him and kicking him and shit. and I was like. this feels like I’ve experienced this in some way. BUT I DIDNT THINK I ACTUALLY HAD. like it felt so fucking familiar but I thought I was just vibing right kfjhkfjh the only reason I made Fenriel’s mother more violent is because I needed his life to be at risk enough that he would kill her in self defense lmfao but the other day my brother texted me and he was like. mom is telling me about some shit she did to you and “things I’ve done to her that will haunt me for the rest of my life” lolllll apparently she refused to say most of the things, that they were way too horrible. but she Did say that some of the small things included “violently” picking me up by my jacket and throwing me and screaming so aggressively that it made my sister start crying inconsolably. and another time I wouldn’t look at her while I was working on a puzzle so she kicked and destroyed the puzzle and then continued to kick me on the floor pfpfpfkjflkj *gandalf voice* I have no memory of this place. BUT APPARENTLY I DID. JUST A LITTLE.

I really reallllyyyy want to know what kind of shit she did that she can’t say. like right now bitch. I’m curious as fuck alright.

[queenofgraveyards]

ok idk why this exact scenario came to my head as soon as we’re trying to find why she’s storming in yelling at harry. but let’s say ivy specifically asked him what time he’s leaving for work the next day and he’s like at the normal time why? and she says something like just wanna know if i’m gonna have to wake up to your stupid early alarm or not but really she wants to try and do something for him so she’s gonna figure out a way to make him breakfast (or at least order breakfast so it’s there before he leaves) and ofc he gets a call early in the morning and heads into work straight away bc in his brain the sooner he goes to work the sooner he can come home to ivy it’s not like she’ll be up for a couple hours anyway. and ivy wakes up early and he’s not there!! she storms into his office angry, but mostly just upset, yelling at him the he said he was gonna be home and if he has to work all the damn time the least he could do is give her a heads up or work from home until his normal time or something and he’s like bro chill sorry i just didn’t wanna wake you up early and she’s like i try to do one nice thing for you and you can’t even keep your word for one ducking day without your job interfering and then she starts to cry bc she’s so frustrated and he gets her to spill her plans for the morning and he’s so sad for her and tries to make it up to her but she’s not having it and niall takes her out for a girls day to make harry even more mad and just to comfort ivy and then by the time niall drops her off harry is home pacing with flowers and she just goes and sleeps in the guest bedroom (but harry sneaks in in the middle of the night and she allows her to hold her while she’s teary and they have sweet pillow talk and actually talk through the days events and when she falls asleep he carrie’s her back into their own big comfy bed and works from home the rest of the week)

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP BESTIE!!!!! this is SOOOOOOOOO I have no words bc like THIS is exactly what would happen!!!!!! like sometimes there’s a weird miscommunication between them (bc hello they’re human and we all do it) and maybe he reads too much into her off hand comment about not having to be woken up to his dumb ass alarm that he gets a bit huffy over it (even tho she’s really just trying to throw him off the scent of her plans) that he’s like well I’ll just leave earlier or I won’t be around or something and then the whole miscommunication happens and he’s grumpy at work and oh shit here she is steaming in ready to scream at him and THAT gets all miscommunicated and tongue tied bc now he’s thinking he can’t do anything right for her and ivy thinks he’s mad at her for something and she was trying to do something nice and she’s frustrated so she’s crying and h just has no idea what’s happening and yeah like you said she explains everything that she planned and what it was supposed to go like and he’s like omg of course I could never do any wrong in her eyes and ivys like omg of course he isn’t mad when has he ever been mad at me and they’re just to dummies who despite Harry’s age and ivys openness to learn how to communicate they still mess it up bc they’re human and they’re learning 😌 and then he works from home all week and ivys like well it’s dumb now I can’t surprise you bc you know snd h is like no no I’ll forget all about it look see it’s gone from my brain and so she makes breakfast for him and he acts all shocked and in surprised and it makes her laugh a lot and then going forward they agree to have one work from home day a week for him where they make breakfast together 🩵

[the-invisible-queer]

I'd love to hear your thoughts about Joe's new song teaser! I wanted to ask about it when it first dropped but I couldn't quite tell if you were doing a bit with the Nick thing or if Joe'd somehow done something to give you the ick so badly you were having an identity crisis in response so I decided it was best not to bring him up 💀

LISTEN I'M SORRY

Saying I'd change my pfp to Nick if Joe fucked up is me saying I'll do it when hell freezes over

Like bro if one Jonas fucks up I am throwing all of them out the window

They are a packaged deal to me

It's either all Jonases or no Jonases here

BUT LETS TALK ABOUT JOE'S SONG

Let me not get into the lyrics because I will over analyze them and cry BUT I AM FUCKING SOFT

I am so glad that he's teasing music because that means he intends to release it

I knew he wasn't going to go through what he did and not create from it

I just wasn't expecting him to release it

BUT I NEED IT BECAUSE THE FUCKING SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEADDDDD

THE FUCKING VIBES ARE IMMACULATE

His fucking VOCALS 😩

I hope it's an album or at least an EP but I won't complain if it's just the one song

I love him so much

Like my heart is so full of love for this man and I haven't been able to scream about him for 2 days so I'm in physical pain - like I love so hard I NEED to talk about it or I feel actual pain

But UGHHHHHH

The actual note I wrote after listening the first time:

FUCK OFF JOSEPH DONT ACTUALLY FUCK BRO I just heard the snippet of Joe's new song that he posted on TikTok snd I am UNWELL I can't even post about it on Tumblr because of the stupid April Fool's prank I decided to pull But oh my fuckinh GODDDDDDDD I have to get all my feelings out who knows if I'll post this But I'm so excited for him to drop new music I am so excited to listen to whatever he has to say THE VIBES ARE IMMACULATE THE FUCKING LYRICSSSSS "Sure your heart has been broke before/That don't mean you close the door/She said boy it's only love, love, love/Now that I'm here just as I thought you got my heart in a headlock" I LITERALLY CANNOT I'M SHAKING UGHHHHHH I love Joe so much and I'm so glad he's releasing solo music again whether its just a single or a whole album 💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭💜😭

[thorninyourpaw]

the new level of depression that unlocks a couple weeks into being 20 is definitely not my favourite i can’t even really cry about it it’s just this constant dull knife directly in the heart you can feel your heart trying to beat around it but the very act of your body trying to keep itself alive is just agony because every beat just guides the knife further in. it’s not even a particular sadness anymore it just feels like all my emotions have gone stale i feel everything and nothing at the same time i can’t enjoy myself every single action makes me feel nothing but guilt and i don’t even know why it keeps me awake at night even just messaging someone new keeps me awake for fucking days

every single night i think about when i messaged geoff snd i want to throw up because i feel like the most fucking annoying person on the face of the planet i want to rip my head off guilt over everything just consumes me guilt for everything i do guilt for everything i chose not to do it surrounds every single thing i do i’m so tired i’m so tired of being unable to be happy i’m tired of living in this house i can’t have peace quiet privacy medication time to just cry time to breathe space i dont have a door she used to deny me of any medication or therapy because she “thought i was fine” but now she says we’ll do it that i can have medication but she just keeps lying like she always does about everything and i’m not sure what hurts worse it’s too late anyway it’s too late to fucking try my body is mangled my brain is in pieces ive already euined everything my family is dying thinking and knowing that i’m useless ive seen so much fucking horror ive seen so much ive experienced so much anf i wanted none of it i just want to be happy i just want someone to love me but i need someone to take care of me and i know who i want and who i wanted and it’s just all fucking useless to even bother thinking about what life would be like because it wont happen im not worth the trouble worth the fucking fight worth all the fuccking bullshit i put everyone through i dont want anyone new but no one in my life would ever ever ever want to fucking deal with me like that because nothing is never enough but everything is always too much i cant deal with affection half the time it makes me want to fucking vomit but i need someone to want to just let me rest my head in their lap when i need it i need so much space but none at the same time i want attention but when im getting attention when i dont want it it makes me fucking sick in the stomach and makes me want to run away nobody wants to deal with that to deal with all this stupid fucking bullshit because its so fucking easy to throw myself off or get thrown off and i feel like a horrible fucking person because im just fucking impossible and i just make it miserable for everyone and things just keep getting worse and worse and one day i might not even be able to stand someone even complimenting me and i dont understand ehy it keeps getting worse and why my body goes against what my brain wants or my brain goes against what my body wants why can nothing work why can’t affection just make me happy why cant i just be normal why cant i just fucking be normal wnd have a normal life and have a family who likes me have a dad that doesnt just keep surveillance on me have a mum that’s truthful and doesn’t try to make me relapse that doesnt hurt me that didnt lock me in a garage with sick kittens dying in my arms becayse she refused to take them to a vet no matter how much i screamed and cried who doesnt confuse me so much that doesnt make me feel so upset and sad and confused and angry for loving her a mum that doesnt get angry at every tiny thing i do that just is a good mum why cant i have friends that want to see me and just have a picnic or just go to a beach ones that dont live hours away ones that will just be kind kaja broke my heart because she makes the prank tattoo into this weird branding thing when i just wanted to make both of us laugh she insults me and tries to freak me out she just wants to ridicule me

i dont understand why so many people just want to hurt me why im so deserving of it why nobody wants to be gentle and why i can’t just let someone be gentle without being terrified they’ll leave and it’ll all go wrong and they’ll start hurting me like so many other people i just want someone to say something other than “oh that sucks” or “oh im sorry” when i tell them something that hurts me i want people to react when i tell them about abuse about loss about what’s happened to me becayse no one reacts no one says a thing and it kills me i just want someone to think what ive been through is bad i want someone to just tell me how i feel is okay i want people to stop acting like its normal like its not even worth commenting on i want people to hurt for me instead of ignoring me and my emotions i want someone to really fucking care i just eant a normal life

[cryleforhelp]

Same anon as earlier, came back because I’ve been stalking the tags for hours (I am SO NORMAL about them) BUT YES who even is spiderman??? I only know Mysterion and his angry boyfriend Kyle they’re my only superheroes fr fr?!?

But to answer your question, I’d only just got through a few of the fics, but “Mysterion Begins” and that whole trilogy has just… GRIPPED my heart. Like no joke I cried I think reading that. That and the one fic that was just a timeline of them getting older like AUGH 🥺😭🫶 Old gays being happy makes me melt it’s like that one article I read abt the two old gay queens who were inspiring a new generation of gays that there was still so much love to live for I HURT.

It’s so funny too because I’ve NEVER seen the appeal of superhero dynamics with civilians until now SND LIKE AJBRDODBDJ ITS ABOUT K2 😭😭😭 WHY IS THERE SO LITTLE OF THEM THEYRE SUCH A GOOD DYNAMIC

RIGHT.... i wasnt really too interested in superhero dynamics beforehand!!! but k2 fics kind of have changed my mind HEAAAAVVVYYYYYYY HAHAHA

GOD THOSE ARE MY FAVORITE FICS TOO :'( I STILL HAVE TO FINISH MYSTERION BEGINS BECAUSE ITS BEEN SITTING IN MY TABS FOR SO LONG. I JUST HAVE ISSUES WITH FINISHING STUFF BC I DONT WANT THEM TO BE FINISHED!!!!!!!! U get me.... </3333333 BUT NO MATTER, when i finish it ill probably scream cry and throw up in oomfs dms hahah

[aemiron-main]

guy who is having an absolutely normal one while laying on the floor listening to mike’s playlist

[chrisbangs]

aha oh worms !

[scarlvtbitch]

First night you were mine

bucky barnes x fem reader

summary: bucky distances himself from you because he thinks he’s bad for you, fluff snd smut ensues

A/N: for a better experience listen to the song Belong by the Cary Brothers

MASTERLIST

Bucky couldn’t understand how could anyone want him. He was an ex murderer, even if he was manipulated and literally controlled to do it, he still did it. He had blood all over his hands, how could anyone want him that way? His therapist once said being alone could be the worst hell possible, yet he was pushing the one person who cared for him away. Why? God, he was so screwed up. 

Y/N came crying to Sam that day, not knowing anyone else she could talk to, who could perhaps comfort. Someone else that wasn’t him. 

“Sam? Sam?” Y/N knocked twice and before she could try a third time, Sam opened the door. He quickly saw the dried tears painted on her cheeks, that were blended with her mascara. Her eyes and nose were red too.

“What happened? Are you okay?” He brought her in and carefully made her sit down on his sofa. 

“Bucky said he never wanted to see me again.”

“Wait, what? That doesn’t make any sense. You two were normal and friendly yesterday.”

“That’s what I thought.” she sniffled “So I asked him if someone was threatening me or him and he said no. I could tell he was telling the truth, Sam. The worst part is that I was about to tell him I-” She let out a quiet sob. “I loved him. He didn’t let me finish because before I knew it he just switched to this cold expression like he was The Winter Soldier again. I don’t know what to do.”

“I’m gonna talk to him. Or beat his ass up.” Y/N took a hold of Sam’s arm. 

“No, wait! I don’t want to pressure him.”

“Y/N, but that wasn’t fair.”

“I know, but he needs time.”

“Okay.” Sam sighed

Sam lied. As soon as Y/N left his place he quickly headed to Bucky’s apartment to talk to him. Or beat his ass up. Or both. 

He knocked harshly on the door until Bucky opened it.

“What the hell, man?” Sam was about to throw a punch when Bucky’s appearance stopped him. His hair was all over the place and his stubble was slightly thicker. Just like Y/N, his eyes and nose were red.

“We need to talk.” Sam walked into the apartment like it was his own home.

“Ok, let yourself in or whatever. What’s your problem?”

“My problem is that I know you love Y/N, man! Why’d you do that to her?” Bucky’s whole face fell.

“I don’t love her.” Liar, his brain yelled.

“Bullshit. She came to my house, a mess, because you told her you never wanted to see her again?”

“I never wanted to hurt her.” 

“Then why the hell did you do it?” Sam spoke a little louder this time.

“Because I love her, alright!” Bucky snapped. “I love her so fucking much that it’s driving me insane. She’s all I think about when I wake up and before I go to sleep.”

“Then why push her away?”

“Because she shouldn’t be with someone like me! She’s too good for me.”

“Shouldn’t she be the one to decide that?”

“Yeah.” A voice spoke and it wasn’t Bucky or Sam. It was Y/N. Bucky and Sam were so wrapped up in their conversation that they didn’t hear Y/N use her key to open the door. She stood there, mouth wide open as she had heard the conversation. Well, the important parts at least.

“Mind giving us a sec, Sam?” Y/N asked.

“I’ll give you more than that. I’ll see you later.” After he left, Y/N and Bucky were silent until Y/N decided to approach him.

“Bucky,” God, he was so stupid. He felt to ashamed to look at her, so he glued his gaze to his feet. She reached up and gently cupped his cheek, turning his gaze to her. “did you mean it?”

“Every word, doll.” Her heart swelled at the nickname.

“Can I speak now?” He nodded, she took a step forward and got closer to him. Not too close that it would scare him away, though. His first instinct was to pull away, he still wanted to distance himself from you. The voice in his head screaming, ‘she’s too good for you’. 

“I heard what you said, Buck. And you were wrong. You really think yourself  undeserving of me?” He nodded. “You couldn’t be more wrong James Bucky Barnes. You may see yourself as this monster but do you wanna know what I see? I see a good man. A man who is strong, brave and caring. A man who’s been through so much, and blames himself for it, even if it wasn’t his fault. A man, that I’m so in love with.” His whole expression fell.

“What did you say?”

“I love you, Bucky.” 

“Say it again.” 

“I lo-” The rest of his words were swallowed by his lips. He must have walked so fast to her because he was holding her face in seconds. Y/N’s hand came up to tangle itself in Bucky’s hair, and the other fell against his waist. They tilted their heads and their tongues now danced in sync. Bucky’s hands went to grip her ass as he lifted her up, while also not breaking the kiss. He backed her against the wall, hands palming her bottom while now kissing her neck. He licked and nibbled until she was left panting and moaning above him. 

Bucky now decided it was a good time to take her to bed. She stopped him.

“I want you. Right here.” Bucky just smiled against her mouth before pulling her in for a kiss by pushing the back of her head to the direction of his lips. He groaned before gently setting her across the floor.

“At least I want a hard surface so I can worship you correctly, doll.” Y/N lifted up her shirt and hissed at her back hitting the cold hardwood floor. Bucky took care of her pants and pulled them down. She was now left in just her bra and underwear.

“You’re wearing too many clothes.” She mumbled against him and started undoing his belt and pulled down his pants. He helped her and took them off completely, hitting the floor with a thud. She then pulled his black tee over his head. Bucky’s body never ceased to amaze her. She started kissing his biceps before he stopped her.

“This is about you, my love.” He then went and undid her bra clasp. His nose glided down through the valley of her breasts as he left a trail of wet kisses. Nipping and licking her breasts, her nipples, her belly, her hips until he reached his destination.

He was now face-to-face with her center and he could feel the heat radiating off her, as well as the smell of her arousal. He finally dove in and ate her like a starved man. Y/N was left a mess below him, moaning and whining. When he gave her clit a very strong suck she tugged on his hair so harshly that he almost thought she would rip a strand out. She didn’t.

“Buck, I love you. But if you don’t get inside me in the next thirty seconds I’m gonna kill you before you get a chance to.” He laughed against her folds before he pulled away and she brought his head to hers. She wasted no time to yank him down for a kiss. His body towered over hers and she could feel the cold chain of his dog tags softly hitting the skin of her breasts. This managed to turn her on even more.

Bucky lined himself up with her center, teasing her as he rubbed the red head of his cock with her entrance. She got tired of all his teasing and brought her hands down to cup his ass and pushed him inside her.

They simultaneously moaned at how good it felt to be joined. Bucky stilled as he gave her time to accommodate his higher than average size. He smiled against her lips and so did she. It felt amazing to have Bucky inside her, just as she dreamed once or twice.

He began thrusting in and out at a slow pace but then it turned into a more needy rhythm. They were desperate for release at this point.

“B-bucky I’m almost there.”

“Me too.” He grunted as he quickened his pace. His delicious cock pounding into her in the most perfect way. “Come for me, doll.” He didn’t need to tell her twice. She found her sweet release and tightened around him. She cried out and seconds later Bucky grunted and groaned against her mouth, as he spilled himself inside her. He brought his arms down and put his weight on her, not too much that he would hurt her though. They just stayed there, taking in what just happened. Bucky softly smiled as he caressed her cheek.

“You were amazing, my love.”

“You weren’t too bad, old man.” She joked and he had her pinned again in a second.

“Old man, huh? Would an old man be able to give you five orgasms in one night?”

“What are you talki” Before she could continue, Bucky was lapping at their combined juices. He gave her more than five that night. The Winter Soldier definitely had the best stamina around.

[bakuhoes-dumbass]

ABERRATION BOYS BIRTHDAY SPECIAL!

A/N: Hello my nerds, today is my Birthday! So to celebrate my unfortunate birth, I'm doing a special scenario post for my Ab!Boys!

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What do the boys from Aberration get you for your birthday?! (GN!Reader!)

These are NOT cannon to the storline.

Warnings: VERY DARK CONTENT. Yandere Headcannons ahead. Mentions of skinning, non-con cum-eating and video recording, stalking, murder, mutilation, manipulation, etc. If you are uncomfortable with these types of things, DO NOT READ. Proceed with caution, as I do not feel bad if you choose to do so while being warned.

MINORS DNI

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Tokoyami

You're seated on the bed, staring at your simple but beautiful ankle bracelet Tokoyami bought for you. Smiling, you fiddle with the gems, entranced by the sparkle that reflects off them.

"Starlight?"

Your head snaps up to see your boyfriend sticking his head through the door way. A love-sick smile grows on your face. "Fumi, you're back!"

He chuckles before slipping through the door way and sits down on the bed, hands behind his back. "Do you remember what today is?" Your face scrunches up in thought before shaking your head. He sighs warmly at the cute look on your face. "Today's your birthday, my starlight. And I got you something."

Tokoyami moves his hands from behing him and your eyes light up upon seeing the book he hands you. "Fumi, thank you! It's beautiful." Your hand traces over the cover, following the lines of the ornate designs. "It looks so familiar..." you mumble.

Tokoyami swallows the lump in his throat. "It's one of a kind, love. Would you like me to read it to you?" He tries to steer the conversation away from your feeling of familiarity, not wantinf you to realize it's one of your old books from before he took you.

You nod excitedly and climb into his lap. His arms circle around you and hold you tight, as his thumb grazes over your anklet, eyes boring into the gems that track your every movement.

Kirishima-

"Happy Birthday to my Pebble~ Happy Birthday to my Pebble~"

You glare at the redhead smiling and dancing in front of you as you tug at your restraints. A low huff leaves your lips. "Can you stop? I don't want you celebrating my birthday."

Kirishima stops dancing and gives you a puppy-dog stare. "But why? It's the day my beautiful wife was born! It should be a day to rejoice!"

"Kirishima, I'm not your wife! I'm nor your girlfriend! I'm not anything to you!" You sit up in the bed you were restrained to, only able to move so far forward. "You drugged me, kidnapped me and are currently holding me against my will."

Kirishima watches with a mixture of sadness and anger at your defiant attitude. He hates it when you struggle. He doesn't understand why you're so reluctant to be here! With him! Your husband! That's when he remembers your gift.

"Oh! This is a perfect time to give you your birthday present!"

He drops to his knees and crawls under the bed. You hear rummeging underneath you and your terror spikes. You knew what he kept under the bed, so this couldn't be good. As he comes back up, he's holding a pair of black leather cuffs.

"Surprise! I got you new cuffs!" He climbes onto the bed and straddles you. "These are so cool because instead of being just normal cuffs, they have these two little metal rivets that will shock you whenever I want!"

Your eyes widen and your mouth opens to scream. Kirishima is quick, however. He grabs your face with his hand, hardening it so your scream is muffled. His face geta closer to yours, that sickening grin never leaving.

"Baby, you don't like it? Do you want something else? Don't worry! I have another gift in mind. How about a fresh, bloodied heart that was ripped out of the chest of that mean boss of yours?"

Hawks

"You see this right here?" Your cowroker holds her hand out, showing you and your fellow employees her brand new diamond ring. "He finally proposed! It was about time. It took him awhile to get an ACTUAL ring worthy of me, though. But it's so expensive and beautiful, EEP!"

Keigo watches as you roll your eyes for the thousandth time. He could tell you were getting annoyed, and I mean, who wouldn't? Your coworker has always been a complete bitch to everyone, a lot directed at you.

"Oof, it just sucks that Y/N can't seem to find someone. That's probably the only way they'll be able to look a little less," she looks you up and down. "Er, homeless."

Keigo watches from his perch as you flip her off snd walk away. His hands clench tightly into fists, desperately wanting to knock a bitch out. That's when it hit him. It was your birthday today! And now he knew just what he wanted to gift you.

~~~

"Bye guys, and thank you!"

You wave to your friends after they drop you off at home. They had taken you out for dinner for your birthday and you bad fun. Definitely something you needed after the crappy morning you had.

As you walk up to your door, you notice a small package waiting for you outside. You smile, wondering of it was your long distance partner sending you a birthday gift. You carefully open the package, but once you see the contents, a scream is ripped out of your throat and you stumble away from the box.

Inside, what a severed finger with an absolutely beautiful diamond ring still on it. You failed to notice a small blood-covered note flitter to the floor.

'Happy Birthday, babybird. I hope you like it.'

Tamaki

Tamaki stares at you from behind a tree. He's been following you for a few hours now, just basking in all your wonderful glory. He stares at you with nothing but pure love and adoration in his eyes, wishing he could actually get up the nerve to speak to you.

Finally you're off of work and headed home. He really hates seeing you talk to all those really pretty people. What if you were to get a partner?! That wasn't him?! He whimpers at the thought, hands clenching and unclenching.

"Y/N!"

The sound of your name snaps him out of his thoughts. He watches as your friend, whom he deemed not-a-threat yet, skip up to you.

"Are you doing anything for your birthday tomorrow?"

Tamaki's face turns pale. Your birthday! How could he forget the most important day of his life?! The day his precious bunny was born. You would be so disappointed in him. He reluctantly scrambles away from his hiding spot and runs home to get your gift.

~~~

"Oh?"

You stand in your doorway, a package sitting on your front steps. You tilt your head in curiosity and pick it up. Opening it up, you find the most adorable stuffed bunny you've ever seen. And a note.

"Y/N, Happy Birthday! I hope you like this bunny, I thought if you when I saw it. Love, your secret admirer."

You squeal slightly and hug the soft fluff, thinking this was from your flirty coworker. You bring it up to your room and sit it on your bed next to your other stuffies.

Tamaki stares at the screen on his phone, his face bright red at the hug you gave the stuffed bunny. It actually felt like you were hugging him! His happiness was through the roof. He knew you would love it!

But his attention now is back on you as he watches you slowly take your clothes off, one by one, to get ready for bed. His tongue practically falls out of his mouth, watching your bare back closely.

One day, he swears he won't have to watch through the camera.

Overhaul

Chronos watches you closely over the top of his book. You glare at him with tears in your eyes while huddled up in the furthest corner of your human sized cage. Hugging your knees tighter to your chest, you turn your gaze away with a sniffle.

"You know the boss wouldn't want you to cry on your birthday."

You roll your eyes and grip you legs tighter. "I doubt someone who keeps a human in a cage really cares about when they want to cry." You sigh. "Besides, he probably doesn't even give a shit if it's my birthday. I don't even give a shit, at this point."

"Of course I care."

The hair on your body stands up on end as the voice of your captor appears. Fear shoots through you upon seeing his masked face. In one hand he has a gift bag, the other stuffed in his pocket.

"Why wouldn't I care about my pet's birthday?"

He squats to unlock the cage and gestures you over with his finger. You swallow the lump in your throat and crawl out to him, knowing the consequences if you don't follow his rules. He sits down in his chair and pats the side of his thigh for you to kneel next to him.

He opens the gift bag and pulls out a dog collar. A part of you wanted to gag at the thought of being collard to this maniac. But another part of you couldn't help but think how absolutely gorgeous and expensive this collar looked.

"Oh, it's beautiful... Master." You wanted to slap yourself for calling him that, but you had no choice. The last thing you want is to be punished.

Kai hums with approval at your words before buckling the collar around your neck. He finsihes it off with a small padlock to the back, so no one can remove it except for him. A gloves finger grazes over your neck in admiration before looking over to Chronos.

"Prep them for a routone cleaning."

The calmed state you were in was once more replaced by terror. "No, please Master! I've been good, I promise! Please dont do this!" You scramble backwards, away from the two masked men. But Kai was quick and hooked his fingers under your collar, dragging yoi back to him.

"You know this is a must, pet. I need to make sure every inch of you is cleansed before I send any more time with you." He taps the side of your collar with his free hand. "And there is no use attempting to run away. This will forever track any movement you make from here on out."

Kai throws your body over to Chronos, who throws your struggling self over his shoulder.

"Oh, and Happy Birthday, my pet."

Shoto

"Darling~"

You stir in your bed, hearing your boyfriend's voice.

"Darling, wake up~"

Eyes open to see a blurry red and white haired man softly smiling down at you. You stretch your body out and yawn with a cute smile.

"Mmmm Sho, good morning~"

Shoto sighs softly, admiring your beautiful features. "Guess what day it is today. It's a very special day."

You tolt your head, trying to remember the exact date but you are the sure. It's been while since time actually mattered.

"It's your birthday, darling! Happy Birthday! I've got something fun planned for you~"

You sit up, your chains rattling against the bed frame. "You do? I'm so excited! What is it?"

Shoto holds up his black card. "We're going shopping. I'll be getting whatever your heart desires."

Your eyes widen. "Wait, does that mean I actually get to go out? Really?!"

Shoto's smile falters before returning to a softened look. Slight guilt flashes in his eyes. "Darling, you know I can't let you go outside. It's not safe. No, we're doing online shopping~" Shoto grabs his phone and crawls behind you, sitting you in his lap. "Here lets look through some sights and get you some cute stuff."

"I want my darling to have everything they want, so they don't want to leave~"

Dabi

"Mouse."

You stay huddled up in the corner of the room, knees to your chest, not even daring to look at him. Dabi frowns at your defiant behavior. He knows he took you without your permission, but that was so long ago. Shouldn't you have been broken in by now?

"Little Mouse."

You continue to rock back and fourth on the floor, chains clanking together. Dabi sighs, annoyance starting to eat at him. He walks over to you and grabs yoi by the throat, lifting you up.

"You are to respond when I'm speaking to you. Understand?" You let out a little squeak and quickly nod your head with widened eyes. He sits you down on the bed and gives you a lazy smile. "That's better. Now, I have something for you."

He opens the closet door to bring out a box. He places it in front of you. "Happy Birthday, my little mouse."

"Oh, yeah. That's today." You mumble quietly. Kmowing Dabi, this gift was going to have some sort of catch but curiosity got the better of you. But curiosity turned into regret immediately as you throw the lid and scream.

Inside the box were a pair of boots. But they weren't jusf any pair of boots, they were handmade. It was human skin staples together, making them look just like Dabi himself.

"What, does my little mouse not like them?" He smirks before climbing on the bed. He grabs your legs and pulls you down towards him with a manic look on his face.

"That's fine. How about I burn my name into you instead?"

Bakugo

"KATSUKI!"

You jolt up in bed, suddenly awakened by a nightmare. Looking next to you, you see your boyfriend's side of the bed empty. A whimper escapes your lips as yoi trt to calm your racing heart.

"Angel?!" The door to the bedroom slams open, Bakugo's quirk popping in his hands and waiting to attack whomever touched his precious angel. He looks around frantically but notices nothing except your heavy breathing and sweat covered body. "Are you alright? What happened?"

You motion towards him with a sniffle and grabby hands. "I had a dream that you locked me back up in the basement again for days, without you." He comes sits next to you on the bed and pushes the hair out of your sweat covered face. "It was dark and silent and terrifying. Please don't do that again! I would miss you! I've been good, I promise!"

Bakugo sighs and pulls you into a hug. "I know, Angel. You've been doing so well, I'm so proud of you." He plants a kiss on your head as you relax into his arms. "I have a surprise for you actually. Stay right here."

You nod your head, watching him leave the room for a moment, your ankle tugging on the chain that attached you to the bed. I mean, it's not like you would get very far. Bakugo comes back in with a plate of cake and a candle.

"Happy Birthday, my beautiful angel."

Your eyes light up as he sets the piece of cake in front of you. You blow out the candle and take a bite, savoring the taste. "Kats, this is so good! The cake is so fluffy and the frosting is creamy and sweet. Thank you!"

Bakugo watches you with a lovesick grin on his face. He goes to adjust the tightness in his pants as he watches you devour his specially made cake without hesitation.

Denki

"Yeah, it's been super weird. I've been finding these little pieces of jewelry on my bed almost every night the past week."

You continue cleaning the counter as you explain to your cowroker the weird things that have been happening to you. She gives you a strange look.

"Are you sure you haven't misplaced your jewelry on your bed and just forgot?"

You turn your head to give her a dumbfounded look. "Uh, yeah. I think I would remember putting jewelry I've nevee seen before on my bed at the same time every night."

"Well, I don't know! It's just so weird. I don't have any other rational explanation." She suddenly gasps. "What if you have a stalker?!"

"Shh, don't say things like that." You hiss at her but a part of you is wondering if that might be true.

After your shift ends, you wave goodbye and begin your journey home. Unbeknownst to you, an energetic blonde watches as you walk home, excited for you to see your final birthday gift.

Once you step through the door of your house, something feels off. Having a weird feeling, you immediately but slowly make your way to your bedroom and turn on the lights. That's when you see a small but long white box placed on your bed, this time with a note. You carefully open the box to reveal a gorgeous necklace with a small black and yellow lightning bolt charm. Swallowing the lump in your throat, you reluctantly open up the note, hoping to finally uncover some answers.

"Happy Birthday, my dear. You can call me Kaminari. And soon, you will be all mine."

Midoriya

*Click*

You turn around upon hearing the closing of a camera shutter but see nothing. Thinking it's all in your head, you shrug and continue to walk to your parents for your birthday dinner.

"Shit, that was too close." Midoriya mumbles under his breath as he hides in a set of bushes just beyond your vision. He scrolls through his camera roll, looking through every single shot to make sure he's got what he needs.

"These aee perfect! Oh they're going to love it!" He checks to make sure you're long gone before he scrambles out of his hiding spot and runs home to make your gift.

~~~

You unlock the door to your house and step inside with a sigh. As much as you love your birthday and seeing your family, sometimes they can be a little much. Now it's time for you to sit back and relax. You change into your pajamas and turn on your comfort movie with a drink in hand, when suddenly your doorbell rings.

"Who the hell is here at 10 at night?"

You carefully peek through the peep hole in your door, not seeing anyone. Slowly, you open the door and look down to see a neatly wrapped gift. You know you probably shouldn't take a strange gift off of your doorstep, but curiosity gets the better of you.

Taking it back to your livingroom, you open it to reveal a scrapbook. Anxiety raises through your body as you open the first page. Eyes widen in horror the further you flip through, non-consentual pictures taken of you and your family litter the pages. Not only are there ones from being out in public, but private, intimate moments that no one should have seen. But the moment you found a lock of your hair glued to one of the pages was the moment you called the police.

Shinso

Shinso squats infront of you as you stare at him with dead eyes.

"Kitten, I have a surprise for you today."

You shake your head, mumbling. "I don't want it."

Shinso caresses your cheek with his hand before giving it a quick slap. You try ti3 jerk your head away but he grips your cheeks, squishing them together. "Stop being a brat, you don't even know what it is yet. Now, stand up."

You don't even get a chance to stand up yourself as Shinso hauls you up by your face. "I'm taking you out for your birthday."

Your eyea widen in fear and you shake your head. "N-No, please. I'd rather stay here. L-Let's do something together here. Please."

Shinso clicks his tongue. "Come now, kitten. I'm letting you go outside. We don't do this very often, it's a special treat. Is it not?"

You shake your head. "Please, no, everytime you take me out you-"

You go silent, mind fogged over and once again, under his control. There are moments when he mind-controls you to where you don't remember anything the morning after and those moments are awful. But when he feels like being extra cruel? He finally takes you outside, taking you out to eat, to see a movie, to go shopping. You're under his control the entire time but you remember everything. You are right there, fully aware of whats happening around you but can't do anything to ask for help, to save yourself. And it's terrifying

A tear rolls down your cheek as you follow him out the front door, his hand in yours. He smirks, knowing you could never leave him.

"Happy Birthday, Kitten."

[hey-there-hunter]

Ok no one I know has seen this show irl but I just have to scream somewhere!! Omfg!! Ed’s fucking DEPRESSION CAVE post breakup I was dying (lowkey I just got broken up w and it was like looking in a mirror oops) when he’s in the fort crying I was like ? Wtf? This shit is so rude? The LIGHTHOUSE? Stede becoming FERAL when he goes home and almost stabbing someone? Like he actually learned how to be a pirate FROM ED and has Seen ThingsTM that affected him deeply, Ed wearing Stedes robe and writing poetry? Asking the crew abo it their feelings and being so soft? Like they influenced each other so so much I can’t. And then, the convo w Mary where Stede literally FIGURES OUT HES IN LOVE meanwhile Ed’s TEARING THE SHIP APART IN HIS GRIEF like I genuinely can’t handle this bc now Stede is like having all these realizations and growing as a character while Ed is VIOLENTLY regressing and thinking that all that loving someone brought him is heartache and pain and throwing all his walls up again when he was the one that allowed himself to vulnerable in the FIRST PLACE and he probably thinks Stede got freaked out w the kiss and left him bc of it and and if they could JUST communicate and see each other NONE OF THIS WOULD BE HAPPENING I’m genuinely losing it like oh my god if there isn’t a season two I’m flinging myself into the ocean to hang out w Lucius I stg

Gods season 2 will probably unalive all of us when it happens. I am so worried about Ed!! He might get this thing into his head that Stede left because he was finally Ed and not Bleackbeard and that people does not want Ed!

Also im so proud of Stede and his growth snd i wish Ed and Mary would meet one day so she could be like oh you are Ed! Stede told me so much about you