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Brush test w aven
#I saw a really fluffy shawl somewhere#and i want to have it so muchhhh#but I'm broke af so now I just drew it#hsr fanart#hsr aventurine#my art
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so we all saw @dr2-hell's updated bunnymaeda design right. because i sure as hell did
#martzipan#nagito komaeda#GRRGRGRGRRGHHH I'M OBSESSED WITH THIS DESIGNNNNN . I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH#wanted to do some pose practice. so i went to my beloved pinterest board#and . considering i have been thinking nonstop abt bunnymaeda today. he seemed to be the best subject#this outfit is GORGEOUS and beautifully designed to like every last detail. i am truly insane about it#that said. oh my GOD it takes so long to draw.... all those damn BELTS#worth it though it's so so so fucking pretty. i want those boots and gloves i am Jealous#still not over the zipper. guys the zipper goes. it goes ALL the way to the tail. do you know what that Means#it means something i can let you infer. it also means that i can both draw bulge and evoke pussy imagery <3#<- most vulgar tag i have put on an art post in a while. mutuals you didn't read that one#really sad i couldn't include his little clover earring bc i think it's so cute#unfortunately i draw the maeda with little hair tufts at his ears#anyways i love this design so much. i am going to. Eat Him <3
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Every time I am about to draw Spitfire I pray and send my thanks to Barry Allen. If it wasn't for you, baby, I would not be able to draw her hair. I mean
Yes, it's not identical. But they could be cousins, maybe?
#I remember having such a hard time when I first wanted to draw him#it was a real struggle#drawing barry over and over and over again definitely made spitty's hair a bit easier#I love looking back at the old halbarry art#it was such good times and so fun!!!#so many wonderful memories <3#And Halbarry was and still is such a beautiful ship#God they could not be more different in character#yet I love them both so muchhhh#my posts
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no matter what taemin is taemin and don’t you FORGET IT
#I LOVED IT SOOOOOO MUCHHHH i cant even explain it#never mind that the grungy start and the filthy fawking guitar combined w INCOMINGGGGGGG pavlov conditions me into my eyes rolling back in#pleasure. it’s also the way it’s so gorgeously experimental and new and yet still SO taemin#it’s literally my FAVORITE thing about him like no one else is doing this and it’s soooo so exciting to me#also i’ve only had a little bit of time to myself so i planned to listen to like 3 songs and ended up listening to sexy in the air thrice#(i just can’t get ENOUGH we are SO fucking BACK) but how much do you wanna bet the rest of the album is mostly easily digestible#easy to listen songs that will automatically be crowd pleasers#like at the end of sexy in the air mv it’s like horizon starts and i was thinking like this is SO smart#do sita (undeniably taeministic and absolutely excellent and will no doubt be revered in a few years just like move/want and any other#song that wasn’t universally liked at release) and follow it up with a double title of a massively likeable song? SO good i hope that’s#what he does but i reaaaaaally really am so delighted i have another weird dark sexy grungy (!!!!!) absolute MONSTER of a song to listen#the SHIT out of auhhhh i love him BAD#i have SO many more thoughts on the DANCEEEEEEE too and the song itself but they’ll wait until im back home
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Nami WIP + some chibi doodles heheeee
#chia draws#one piece#nami one piece#cat burglar nami#Nami#i love women#this piece is kicking my ass tho#like I’m trying to find my style but it’s all#confusing#like what do I want to achieve with my drawings? what do I want to focus on?#in other news I am now cooking as a way to procrastinate#thank you dunmeshi and the bear#I made bread and fresh pasta and carbonara and lemon curd#I love cooking man#idk why but my butter cookies always end up too hard#I’m gonna make some tangerine dishes so I can pretend I’m cooking for Nami#that way I trick myself into self care#anywayyyys#I love Nami so muchhhh#and idk how people have such cute tumblr layouts I don’t really get httml#I’m a STEM girlie but coding? not my forte#lately I’ve been thinking about one piece from a biotech standpoint#like tf do you mean nobody knows what DNA is besides judge and Vegapunk#they know some diseases are congenital but don’t know about DNA#huuuuuhhhh?#anyways I’m writing a fic about an OC funding a science journal in OP#it’s a lot of fun#art wip#unfinished
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IDK IF IM LATE BUT HAPPY BDAY AGAIN EVIE !!!!! if today didnt treat you well i am having FISTFIGHT (w/ moze for your good day !!!!) (•̀ᴗ•́ )و
look look, hes loving ur reward after he fought for ur honor !! >:]]
NICK ??!!!!! if someone were monitoring my heart rate, they would quickly take notice of spikes & it wouldn’t take them very long to connect it back to u you know !! (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚i have a long reply … no pressure to read! the shorter version is : HELLO OMG ??? THANK YOU?!
i will save the tags for my screaming over this ( which, i did a lot of over these past few days lol ) can we talk about you for a second!! because i have word dumped to you before, but as always, it is not nearly enough …
i always always talk about your art, i’ve noticed, but today i’d like to talk about just you — art aside if you don’t mind !!! because i have been so grateful to become your moot … you have the most endearing personality ever that i just adore so much ! you know, even before we became mooties, i had seen you around a bit! and one of my first ever thoughts was oh, this person is so sweet to his friends siendjdjxjk i have always thought of you to be very kind!
i wish you could have seen the way my face lit up when you joined my event !! I WAS LIKE ACK THIS VERY COOL PERSON IS INTERACTING WITH ME IDK WHAT TO DO NOW — and i quite literally had two devices out, cranked the brightness to max, switched off night mode — and i was LOOKING SO CLOSE AT MY SCREEN I WAS LIKE . ok … DONT MESS UP .
though bahahaha the reason i was so excited is because i just love how you ?? talk ??? i mentioned this once! the way you text and type and the way you are always makes me so happy, it is always such a joy to scroll through your blog !!! you are so funny — i am always smiling and laughing at your posts and oh, you are just such a lovely person to be around !!! i also read your tags on the things you reblog solely for the reason that you’re just great bahahhahaa i truly do love to see your thoughts and reactions to things !!!
^ i would describe myself as when a dog looks to their friend and waits for their reaction to have its own reaction ….. the same way where if you scream “YAYY” the dog will inevitably be excited too … that is me with you .. i am just happy to be here ( on nick’s blog ) yes !!!
though i am one of your friends that sits at the front porch of your blog eagerly holding out a bag to ask for ppgear crumbs, i hope you know that besides the beloved ppgear and your art — you, yourself! are so cherished by all of us 🥺 we love you and your endearing personality … and separately — we love puppetgear and your amazing lore and dynamics you’ve given them !! and separately, we love your art and your wonderful colors and lines and ( can i sit near you and observe … how do you draw … i want to shamelessly wear a pair of binoculars and observe … OBSERVE INTENTLY … HOW DO YOU DRAW SUCH COOL STUFF PLEASE LET ME SEE )
#彡 inbox.#彡 evie’s 21st!#彡 cherishing.#彡 nick!#okay my tags !!! i’m as eager as ever to freak out over your art — tis my passion !! i want to be a professional nick-art-freak-outer#( ⸝⸝ ◡̀ ᴗ ◡́)੭ ✧ I WISH YOU COULD HAVE SEEN MY INITIAL REACTION AIWNSJDJ I AUDIBLY WENT “OMG! EH? NAKED — NAKED !?” ISNSNDJDJS AND I WAS#LIKE WAIT — I AM KISSINF HIM ????? NAKEF SHSNJDDJJDJS AND THEN I SAW YOUR EVENT A FEW DAYS LATER AND WAS LIKE ?!?! OMG . WE ARE THE NICK#CREATURES HERE !!!! YOU ARE SO KIND NICK I AM SOBBING INFO MY HANDS BECAUSE YOU HAVE JUST DRAWN#moevie first smooch i will sob into my hands JENSJDJX i will never ever ever ever ever get over your lovely art …. your chibis and your ..#regularl (??) sized art …. all of it … so precious to me …. have i ever said that i literally want to EAT your colors — i absolutely love#more um ?? like muted ish colors ? or soft colors — i like both! i like whatever you do here and UHHHHJHGSGGHH I LOVE YOUR ART STYLE SOOOO#MUCHHHH THIS IS NO LAUGHING MATTER THIS IS SERIOUS /lh I LOVE UR ART ): HIS HIS HIS#(ᓀ ᓀ) AND MY ^^ MY TWO FAV KAOMOJIS EVER SOB THANK YOU NICK ?!?? ))):#i will forever love how you do hair … how you do eyes …. how you do everything ……#biting my fist in agony UGHEHENEJDJDJ THANK YOU NICK SOB ))))))))))):#and you say this is my reward to him ?!?! more like his reward to me for letting him give him a SMOOCH I WISNDNJDJDXN I JUST#I WILL TREASURE THIS MOMENT ….#AND THIS ART I WILL KEEP . IN MY MOUTH BECAYSE I WANT TO EAT IT — I WILL KEEP IT LIKE A HAMSTER WITH PUFFED CHEEKS#THANK YOU NICK):
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goop goop goop goop goop goop goop goop go-
He’s goop now. I dunno, I was bored and I need to practice goopy characters.
#epic mickey#epic mickey rebrushed#oswald the lucky rabbit#You ever want to monsterify cute cartoon animal characters from your childhood? I do#Or just cute cartoon animals in general. I have so many OC’s that are cute animals turned monster/that can turn into monsters#It’s my favorite trope#Especially when they’re also harmless in the monster form.#I love it too muchhhh
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ao3 you're my babygirl but god do i not read anything nowadays <//3 the things i want to read simply do not exist and once i'm like "okay i won't find what i want anyway, what else is there" my standards are still too high to actually read anything
And like. I would, will and DO write the stuff i actually want to read, issue is just that i don't always have the energy to and would rather just calmly read :[[
I'm really not in the fandom position to be any sorts of goddamn picky but if i look for one more skizztek fanfic and get met with ranchers i WILL lose it <3
#rambles#ao3 fanfic#writers on tumblr#or smth like that#idk but i'm just#SIGHSSSS SO MUCHHHH#i don't want to have to put so much effort into being creative sometimes#so sometimes i really just want to read smth and not think too much about it#but then whenever i DO give in and move on from what i /want/ to read#then I get met with the worst formatting ever or something else that's an immediate no#slash dramatic but my god <//3
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i love college cuz as soon as i decide to do a 180 w my major i do cs and physics classes and im like 'mmm i wish i could major in math'
#the thing is i really just want to keep taking these math-based classes without consequences i would love that so much actually#because taking these physics and cs classes makes me realize how much i lOOOOOVE computation i love it so much#its just the way math works in college is soooo shit its so sad#and i know im enjoying physics now but i fi majored in it it would get so much worse for me#same w cs#i want to dedicate my life to learning math and cs and physics AND writing without consequences of doing so you know :/#i wish i could have a free education that never had impacts on my grades and career choices#maybe in the future when i have a stable job and can take classes on the side i can continue w learning math and stuff#its just so dififcult as a major and i know if i continued with it as a major i would be muchhhh worse off#but i love computation so much like i love reading but the computaation part is so fun i love doing it#sunny rambles
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GUESS WHOS GOING TO MIKU EXPO!!!!!
#i just wanted to check the presale tickets and they were a bit expensive but then my mum said she’d get them for my birthday 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I LOVE HER SO MUCHHHH#i don’t even care if it’s going to be shit i’m just gonna have fun
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Isn't Painting Fun??
#i actually started this before the update but i got very very caught up in the secrets! i found everything so far i think. im still hunting!#this is my irl fingerpainting! now my art can be with wally <33#im not experienced in making creepy or scary things! but im trying! im getting attatched to the airbrush tho!!#wally darling#welcome home#whps#fanart#wh spoilers#only cause the spiral i think#i feel so so something! like i ate an entire buffet in one bite!!#holy shit there was so muchhhh!!#i could listen to the audios all day#everyone else is having wally dreams and im SO JEALOUS!!#please please i want to help himmmm#but i had to finish this a bit quickly bc the more i look at my art the more i pick it apart so let me throw this into the void!#oh! i forgot tags!#jazzart#tw scopophobia#creepy warning#hnnnn everything on the site is just soo SOOO!!!#UWAAAAAAAA!!!#experimental art
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:DDD=> me because @scrollonso finally uploaded all the lawhan fics to ao3 which means ill reread it again
#i read all of them like 3 times already#but damn i love it so much#so muchhhh#i have to AGAIN#but i can SAVE IT DOWN NOW#AND#READ WHENEVER AND WHEREVER I WANT#this is awesome i love u kat
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A bit strange feeling of living in Lithuania while looking like... Lithuania
#fun fact my voice is also close to ht Lithuania UNLESS I am very pissed off#then my voice drastically becomes super low#and when I'm singing too#and in everyday life I have this 🌸✨️🌸✨️🌸✨️ aura around me while 99% of time I am thinking about killing stupid and cruel people#and i have giant eyebags and super slim figure because of the fucked up mental health due to ruzzian invasion...#thinking about my family's village which is famous for having “vikings heritage”#my great grandfather wanted to excavate a local landmark: a stone grave with an ancient cross.#he and his friends found a giant warrior there#with a huge sword#they got so scared that they just covered it all up and ran away#I WANT TO EXCAVATE IT AGAIN SO MUCHHHH#i am 99% sure that warrior was Baltic like come on what would Nordic vikings do in the swamps of Northern Ukraine#my village is honestly such a strange place... it's pagan#it has some Baltic and Asian heritage since like Golden Horde times#swamps and forests are such a well preserving place whatever the hell was going on there thousands of years ago still lives now#it's the jungles with scary people#it has some nasty history of incest too... and Christian sect...#it's a godforsaken place with NOTHING there except for the ancient graveyard and a couple of houses but FOR SOME REASON random people still#go to live there. and they die there. like why#u stoopid go get a job
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binge (re)watching haikyuu bc of the movie next week. head full of volleyball player!hyunjin
#last year i had this smau planned starring voleyball player!hyunjin which i never posted bc of reasons#now i have a whole new idea. and i cry bc of all the fics i plan out and never bring myself to write 🥲😭😭#anyway i’m so excited for the movie i love both teams soooo muchhhh i think this is the most excited i’ve ever been for a match 😭😭😭😭#(don’t spoil it for me i haven’t read the manga i want the winner to be a surprise 🔪)#volleyball*
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this manhwa is sooo goooddd usually the villainess wants to live... but she wants to die lmao i love it. the take on being transmigration to a novel where the FL does not want to be here (since usually they just comes to terms with it in time) and has identity crisis along the way, forgetting who she was before inhabiting the current body shes in, the literal world bending reality just to fulfill a destiny set in stone so no matter what she does not die until she accomplishes that that body must do ughh so gooooood...
ive expected helena to be a white lotus female character to the story but i really like that she really is good deep down. shes advised to be naive to survive but as the different!eris changed almost everyone's lives, helena matured in her own way, initially feeling nothing more than friendship with the crown prince, the ending showed with her simply giving a him a look of pity and indifference, a look that his mother gave him since he was born. he used her without even asking helena's feelings and nobody even asked her what she felt for him.. so he really was nothing more than a friend to her right from the beginning. the ending showed with her giving him a look that would haunt him for the rest of his life.
i really liked priest hubris lol he was so cute but the obssessiveness he had to different!eris intensified that i cant help but kinda wish he fell in love with helena, like what the original novel said so he wouldnt have had to suffer... but then again his mother issues got to him lmao. same goes for jason where he should have just fallen in love with helena but got obssessed with FL instead (i just noticed a lot of them have greek names huh? man i love it. the way the pieces fall into place is really good but it really is funny the ML is named after skywalker lol)
when it revealed that OG!eris wished to disappear and it came true was spine chilling. seriously, its amazing. can you imagine doing your everyday routine and when you wake up, you are in a world far different from your own where you realize you are in the body of one of the characters in a novel you read, the skin, the flesh you feel is not yours, not yours, feeling someone else's skin clinging so tightly against yours it doesnt feel real yet you still feel your heartbeat, your breath, your pulse. but as time passes it eventually fits the wearer, a skin tight suit that suffocates you, its face plastered for so long on you that you begin to cry for your face- and then you realize the walking skin suit you were wearing all along has been a corpse. its owner dead the moment she fervently wished to disappear because the world hated her, because the prince never returned her love (wished for her to never have been born), born a villainess for the sake of the story's happy ending, unfortunately granted because of a wish from the person who loved her like a daughter and because of a force beyond their circumstances.
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#the owner of this body is long dead. i dont belong here nor do i want to stay here. my death would simply save me#and all of you would suffer#i couldnt care less about you but i would only care about those who have taken care of me. i will not make any attachments to this world#but to my knight who has sworn himself to be by my side#ughhhhhhhh#i love it so muchhhh#i need to write a more coherent thoguhts#ohhh living in a storybook/play is absolute hell not even a supporting character is safe#iloooooooooooove it so muchhh
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The bassoon is my one true love. Why does nobody ever talk abt the bassoon. I love the bassoon 💔💔💔
#I MISS PLAYING THE BASSOON SO MUCHHHH 😢😢 IM WEEPING#goddd I wish I actually payed attention in band during middle school#bc maybe then I’d still remember how to play 😞 unfortunately everything I once learned in band is now completely forgotten#so sad#I don’t even remember how to read music. like at all#truly devastating#I need to learn how to read music asap bc I want to learn to play piano!!!#if bassoons weren’t so incredibly insanely deviously expensive then I’d relearn how to play it#but unfortunately I do NOT have the money for all that#I’ll settle for a keyboard instead#oh how dearly I wish to hold a bassoon again#I talk about the bassoon like it’s an ex lover HELPPP#ITS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL INSTRUMENT GUYS ☹️☹️☹️
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