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this happens once every few lifetimesâŚ
#BACK ON MY BULLSHIT#rosaline is like the only eve character to get a happy ending#and i think we need to cherish that more#because god knows when weâll get another happy ending from eve#girlie attracts tragedies like theyâre going out of style#anyway#ROS AND JACOB STAN 4 LYFE#rosaline ward#jacob the taxi driver#rosaline x jacob#eve best#dean lennox kelly#maryland#my edit
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when adam met 11yo keith he immediately knew that keith was gay and was like i have GOT to support this kid!! (runs into traffic) meanwhile shiro spent years operating under the assumption that keith had like a gender thing going on
#do you see my vision#voltron#shiro#keith#adashi#people are like 'haha voltron renaissance!! klance 4ever!!' meanwhile i'm still stuck in the adashi mines#shiro wasn't entirely wrong but adam was more right.#i like to imagine young adult adam and shiro are going to bed and adam is like 'we need to talk about keith.'#shiro (immediately): don't listen to iverson that guy has it out for keith.#adam: no that's- it's really cute how you always immediately have keith's back. but no i'm talking about supporting keith as he grows up#adam: because i think keith is like Us. if you get my meaning.#shiro: huh.. (oh!! Gender.) i wasn't sure if i should bring it up but yeah i've noticed a couple things.. what's our game plan?#adam: (giving a heartfelt speech about making sure keith always feels loved and cherished)#shiro: (earnestly listens but also in the back of his mind he's planning on how to casually introduce gender-neutral pronouns to keith)#adam is waiting with bated breath for keith to bring a boy home meanwhile shiro is like geez this egg is taking a while to crack...#shitpost#wait this post makes more sense if you buy into my other vision which is that shiro is transgender. always assume im writing trans shiro.
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I think rye really likes chocolate, but like... mostly very very dark chocolate. boring bitter barely sweetened adult person chocolate, to the point where most of the others find it borderline inedible. it's a regular occurrence for someone to raid the lighthouse kitchen for snacks and light up like 'ooooh wait we've got chocolate???' and someone else has to go 'yeah but it's only rook chocolate tho sorry :/'. 'oh okay :')'
#strong grassy green tea and really dark chocolate. these are the things rye would subsist on if left to his own devices#thankfully he won't be lucanis and bellara are here fhdsjkah Not On Their Fucking Watch#before lucanis i think food was an 'ugh well I GUESS I have to eat to keep my body on this side of the grave' situation for rye#at least after renn died and the kindly hand helping him sort through his likes and dislikes disappeared#but the experience of family meals and just hanging out in the kitchen and helping out here and there#and someone taking the time to figure out what he actually likes? baby we might be healing this weird little guy's relationship to food#one 'hey taste this real quick do you think it needs more salt or nah I can't decide' at a time. the chocolate & tea stay tho obviously#the more I play the more I get the sense that rye has been just. unbearably lonely for a very long time. and I um.#I want him to be happy. long comfortable evenings-into-nights around the table in the lighthouse dining hall#with everyone eating and laughing and talking together in the warm candlelight be upon you my cherished and beloved son#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar
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summary: i was plagued by the visions of my twst ocs interacting with my mootsâ ocs, so here we are (aka i had a sudden burst of motivation to write about them interacting and now i'm very nervous to post this)
characters: cassandra, selene, angelica, carmilla (my ocs); @crystallizschâs yuusha and yuuna, @viperbunniesâs oz (ft. yuudai), @anbaisaiâs mayu
warnings: bullying (oz's part); jamil slander bc i love him <3 (all parts)
a/n: if i ever manifest in your dms with cryptic questions about your ocs, be not afraid, just answer them :3c (also i need to set up my oc directory and finish some intros fr)
twisted wonderland masterlist
CASS + YUUSHA + YUUNA
The sun was still high and clear in the sky as Yuusha made her way towards Ramshackle. Most students had already either returned to their dorm by this time or were still goofing off with their friends, sparing her any unnecessary run-ins with any of the collegeâs troublemakers. But, at NRC, a day could only stay peaceful for so long. When she passed by the mirror chamber, her phone vibrated.
Ramshackle Support GroupÂ
yuuna: @.yuusha be careful when you come back to the dorm yuuna: the stairs to the second floor caved in again yuusha: iâm still close to the school, iâll go talk to crowley about it Cass: Wait for me, Iâd also like to have a chat with the Headmage. yuusha: weâre not killing him Cass: Not even a little?
A few hours later, with the sun already far behind the horizon, the three girls fell onto Ramshackleâs rickety couches in exhaustion. Crowley had very generously provided them with funds to purchase supplies for repairing the stairs, but had otherwise not lifted a single clawed finger. Likewise, Grim was nowhere to be seen when he heard of physical labour.
âSo,â Cass broke the silence, lifting her head from a cushion, âwhen are we going to ask Kalim for help instead of that useless weirdo?â
âWe canât just go and mooch off Kalim just because heâs rich,â Yuusha interjected, rolling over and settling into a more comfortable position at the other end of the sofa.
âWhy not? Every other student in this school seems to be absolutely loaded. We, on the other handâŚâ Cass fished out a pillow under her golden locks and demonstrably pulled open the entire seam by a loose thread. âItâs not like Kalim would even notice.â
âWell, by that standard,â Yuuna chimed up while straightening out the bow in their hair, âwhy donât you go ask Leona, Cass? Iâm sure heâd be more than willing to help you out.â
âYeah right, and next you know Azul will start handing out freebies,â the blonde snorted. Discarding the thread between her fingers on the coffee table, she started fiddling with the frazzled pillow cover instead. âWhy are you bringing him up anyway? Arenât Idia or Malleus or Vil just as rich?â
Her dorm mates exchanged knowing looks before Yuusha tilted her head towards Cassandra again with a grin. âOh câmon, we both have eyes you know.â
âAnd Iâm not sure if those are working correctly.â
âWhy deny it?â Yuuna giggled, taking a sip from the mug cradled between their hands. âSure, Leonaâs got an attitude problem and is generally unpleasant, but it could be worse. Probably.â
âYouâre imagining things, why would Iââ Breaking herself off with a sharp exhale, Cass pulled the seam taught between her hands. âIâd rather throw myself headfirst into a pit of horned serpents than ask that ass for a favour.â
âMhm, Iâm sure youâd like to ask that ass something else instead,â Yuusha gleefully joined in the teasing. A second later a certain cushion hit her square in the chest, which didnât deter her. âOr are you saying you decided to join Jackâs morning run, which just so happens to end at Savanaclawâs morning practice, with no ulterior motive?â
âIt certainly wasnât so I could see Leona more! But anyway, since I already brought up snakes just now,â Cass started, turning her bright eyes on Yuusha. âWhy donât we talk about what I saw when passing by the courtyard this afternoon?â
With a telling glance towards Yuuna, who sat curled up in their armchair now, Cass added, âInvolving a certain Vice Housewarden.â
âOh my god! Did you come home late because you were meeting with Jamil?â There was genuine excitement in Yuunaâs voice as they perked up where they sat. âYou gotta spill the beans now.â
âOnly if a certain someone spills the tea on her and a certain lion.â The pillow flew back towards Cass.
âThereâs nothing to spill here,â Cass retorted, catching the projectile easily.
âOh right, by the same chance Grim will pass the next potions exam.â
âI noticed you didnât deny that there was something going on between the two of you.â
âWouldnât you like to know?â
âYes!â
âBoth of us actually!!â
It was a long night at Ramshackle. (Some say theyâre still debating their terrible taste in men to this day.)
SELENE + ANGELICA + OZ (ft. Yuudai)
Of course this would happen to him of all people. If anyone was unlucky enough to accidentally delete the message stating where the film research club would be meeting and then miss Yuudai, who had forgotten his phone at the dorm that day, by a few minutes, of course it would be him. And though he knew better, when Oz was running all over campus trying to find the prefect, he started hoping to run into someone who could point him in the right direction. Which was when he quite literally ran into magift players on their way home from a gruelling practice and looking to blow off some steam.Â
âTch, I thought I smelled another beastman around,â one of them scoffed as they started crowding around Oz, making him scrunch his nose in distaste. âTurns out it was just this little runt.â
âYer always hoppinâ all over the place, arenât ya?â The one on the left joined in, laughing as he started jabbing his finger into Ozâs birthmark. âWhy donât ya show us a trick, ya little freak?â
âLook whoâs talking.â A clear voice cut through the air. Over the guysâ shoulders Oz could spot green hair and a pair of orange antennae. Selene looked entirely unimpressed by the scene she was witnessing. The dark-skinned girl walking next to her didnât look any happier either. âThe only freaks Iâm seeing are the giant idiots running their mouths for no reason. Are you having fun only picking on people smaller than you?â
âHa? You got some kind of problem, you bug-legged freak?â
âOh, no, youâre the only ones with some kind of problem here. Your vernacular for example,â Selene waved them off. Her voice made it clear that she was completely over this conversation and considered talking to them a waste of her time. Slipping a phial out of her pockets, she swirled its luminescent contents around with a pensive look on her face before fixing her gaze on the magift players again. âSince you never pick on anyone your size maybe I should shrink you down to the size of mice? I need to test this one anywayâŚâ
Seeing the seriousness in her expression the guys urgently whispered between each other before deciding to scram but not without hurling a few more insults at the Pomefiore student. In response, Selene only gave them a meaningful look and her lip curled slightly at the corner.
âIf I was you, Iâd be careful with the cafeteria food for the next few days. Who knows what could accidentally slip in there.â
With the athletes out of sight, Ozâs shoulders finally dropped their tension and he heaved a sigh as he approached the two girls. By now, the potion had already vanished somewhere behind the width of Seleneâs flowy sleeves.
âThanks for stepping in,â Oz started, before adding a little more hesitantly, âbut you wouldnât actually spike their food, right?â
âItâs true that Iâll eventually have to give this potion to a person but Iâm still perfecting the ratio of the ingredients,â Selene shrugged nonchalantly. Seeing Ozâs unconvinced expression she added with a small smile, âAs long as they think thereâs the chance that I would, itâs sufficient. Some people would call human experimentation at this stage unethical. And frankly, thatâs more paperwork than I care to bother with, so donât worry about it.â
ââThose peopleâ are called an ethics committee, Sel, for the sevenâs sake. Also quit making such jokes or Oz will think youâre being serious about it,â Angelica spoke up, exasperation and fondness mixing in her tone as she smiled at her girlfriend. As she shook her head, the star-shaped buns on her head bobbed, making various accessories in her hair glitter like stars in the night sky. Then she turned her dark eyes on Oz. âAnyway, that aside, are you okay?â
âJust a bit shaken up, but otherwise Iâm fine,â he said. Absent-mindedly, one of his gloved hands traced the spot where the guy had poked him but Seleneâs dual-coloured eyes caught on to the movement. Digging through her purse, she procured a compact mirror and concealer.
âYour make-up came off a little. If it makes you more comfortable, you can touch it up. It wonât be perfect but our teint is similar enough for it to pass.â Holding the utensils out to him, Oz took them from her. âThe cushionâs unused if thatâs what youâre worried about.â
âOh no, thatâs not it.â Considering just leaving it at that, Oz trailed off before exhaling deeply. From all the brief times heâd talked to Angelica and Selene, he didnât think theyâd make fun of him for what he was about to say, so he plucked up his courage. âIt just feels a little silly sometimes that I care so much about something like a birthmark.â
The girls exchanged a quick glance before Angelica smiled at him warmly, reaching out to hold the concealer while Oz applied it in the mirror. âI donât think itâs silly at all, if that helps you.â
âI agree,â Selene nodded, adjusting her glasses afterwards. âWe all have traits we feel insecure about, especially if others have commented unfavourably on them in the past. Some days we feel more comfortable showing them and on others weâd rather hide them from view. I think most people feel like that.â
When she took the make-up from him again, Oz couldnât help but notice the pink colour staining her arms from the tips of her fingers to her elbow. He obviously had known it was there, but hadnât paid it much mind up until now. Something told him Selene had personal experience in the matter as well.
âIf you donât mind me asking,â Angelica spoke up again, âwhat happened earlier anyway? I find it hard to imagine that you wronged them somehow.â
âOh!â Oz suddenly remembered the club meet he had to get to, so he very quickly explained his problem to the couple, who listened attentively even as he nervously thumped his foot and nearly bit his tongue. âSo just when I started hoping to find anyone from the film research club, I ran into them instead.â
âWell, you found someone who can help you in the end after all. Though weâre not from the film club, Selene has something she wants to ask Vil, so we were actually just on our way to meet them.â The Ignihyde studentâs voice was so light and welcoming as she spoke, it was hard to imagine she actually went to NRC. âIf you want to, you can accompany us.â
âThat would be a big help,â Oz took her up on the offer.Â
Soon enough, the late afternoon was filled with the usual complaints levelled at teachers and classmates. Selene described how she had passed by the first yearâs botany class on mandrakes recently and had nearly had a heart attack because she had thought she heard one of the plants scream, but it had turned out to be Sebek instead. The art teacher had once nearly tossed out Azulâs assignment because they hadnât recognised it as a finished painting, Oz told them. Angelica recalled how, in her first year, they had had joint potions classes with the third years once and she had almost passed away when she was partnered up with Leona, only to barely catch his head from nodding off into the potion.
âLooks like we still made it in time,â Angelica sighed in relief as they spotted Vil assigning tasks from a distance. Turning to Oz with a smile, she brushed a stray coil out of her face. âIt was fun talking to you. Makes me wonder why we havenât interacted more before, despite all of us being second years.â
âI donât think thatâs on either of us,â Selene interjected, her antennae and the green-pink moth wings on her back fluttering in the evening breeze. âIt probably has something to do with the fact that Oz hangs out with Jamil a lot and that guy has always been giving me the widest berth possible.â
âAh⌠Please donât hold it against him,â Oz tried to defend the vice housewarden, knowing how he already reacted to bugs the size of his finger. While wondering what else he could say, he heard his name being called. âWell, Iâll see you around then. And thank you again for everything.â
âYouâre very welcome. And good luck with those photos!â Angelica waved him goodbye as the two made their way over to Pomefioreâs housewarden.
Selene only elegantly tilted her head down as they parted but still left him with a friendly âĂ bientĂ´t.â
In the meantime, Yuudai had made his way over to him, camera already hanging around his neck as heâd no doubt gone through most of the preparations already. Despite that, he still grinned at the sophomore.
âOz, there you are. I was already worried you had forgotten that weâre helping Vil today.â
âHow could anyone possibly forget that?â Scratching his head, he decided to gloss over most of what had happened. âI just got held up a little. Anyway, what can I help you with?â
CARMILLA + MAYU
âMayu! Just the person I was looking for~â
Looking over her shoulder for the sweet voice calling her name to find the hallway completely deserted, Mayu shook her head and turned back in the direction she was going. Only to nearly jump out of her skin as she came face to face with a pair of sharp, teal eyes.
âSorry, did I startle you? That wasnât my intention,â Carmilla cooed, not sounding all that sorry. The ghostly flames around her flickered mischievously as the fae fell into step next to her. âYou were on your way somewhere, werenât you? Why donât we walk while we talk, hm? Itâs been a while since we last got to chat, how are you doing? Nobodyâs giving you any trouble, right?â
âOh uhm, Iâm doing fine and everyoneâs very nice to me. Thank you for the concern,â Mayu answered, giving Carmilla a small smile. As they continued towards the library, the prefect fiddled with her cuff sleeves as she hesitated to say what was on her mind, before conceding. âActually, Iâm struggling with Ancient Curses at the moment. I just never seem to get them right.â
âAncient curses, huh? Iâm quite good at them, but soâs Jamil if I remember correctly.â Casting a studying glance at the girl next to her, Carmilla went on smoothly. âHavenât you asked him for help before? Iâm sure he wonât try to weasel himself out of tutoring if itâs you.â
âI did think about it,â Mayu admitted with a sigh, âbut heâs been so busy lately, even more so than usual. And I donât want to bother him.â
A gasp echoed around the hallway as Carmilla halted in her tracks at a crossroad, head whipping around to the younger girl next to her. It made Mayu stop, too, and look at her curiously.Â
âDoes that mean he hasnât even been making time for you?â The foxâs usually playful expression had shifted, regarding her with eyes that had softened around the corner in sympathy.Â
âNo! Itâs notââ Mayu immediately piped up, holding her hands up in defence. How did they end up talking about her and Jamil in the first place? âI know that he does try to make as much time for me as possible. He just has a lot on his plate at the moment.â
âOh dear, that wonât do. Tell you what, I actually came here to ask if you want to take some clothes off my hands.â Procuring two bags stuffed full with fabrics out of thin air, the idol held them out for her to take. âTheyâre all products from brand deals that arenât really my style or colour, but I thought they might look cute on you. Especially since you came here without anything you could call a wardrobe. If you end up not liking them, you can just give them back to me, I donât want you thinking Iâm just dumping my old clothes on you.â
âOh, thatâs too kind of you, Carmilla,â Mayu exclaimed, pleasantly surprised by the weighted bags now dangling off her arm. Running her fingers over the soft material lying on top, it reminded her of the comfy hoodies she regularly âborrowedâ from a certain someone. âI canât wait to try them on.â
âDonât mention it. Normally Iâd just leave it at that but considering what you just told me, you should totally wear them the next time you go out with Jamil! In fact, why donât you just ask him out the next time you see him?â And just like that, all worry was erased from Carmillaâs face and her sunshiney smile was back on as she curled a pink strand around her manicured finger. âPersonally I donât get what you see in the guy at all, but I do commend the charity work. Plus, as you said, he could reaaallllyy use a break~â
âHm, I donât know about asking him out all of a sudden,â Mayu contemplated, her dark eyes trailing over the bricks in the walls as she considered it. âBut I would like to do something nice for him.â
âI totally support it! Oh, actually, that reminds me! Thereâs an upcoming festival in Foothill town, celebrating the new year. Itâs always super cute and scenic.â As Carmilla spoke, the air around them filled with magic before displaying luminous scenes of people mingling in the streets of the quaint town, various foods and items in hand as the night sky was illuminated by fireworks. âYou should really go and experience it for yourself. Canât let an opportunity like this pass you by, right?â
âRight,â the prefect echoed as she watched the last wisps of the illusion fizzle out into nothingness. With newfound determination, she fixed her big eyes on the fae again. âThank you so much, Carmilla. For everything.â
âOh please, I hardly did anything. And about the clothes and the festival,â she leaned towards Mayu with a conspiratorial twinkle in her eyes, âletâs keep it a secret between the two of us, no need to credit me. Consider it my good deed of the day.â
As Mayu nodded, albeit a little confused by the request, Carmillaâs ears twitched at the sound of a familiar set of agitated footsteps. Feigning surprise as she looked down at the time of her phone, she gave the younger girl an apologetic smile.
âI guess thatâs my cue to leave. It was fun catching up, we should really do it more often. For now, though, youâll have to excuse me.â Slinking past Mayu with a wink, the soft fur of Carmillaâs tail brushed against her uniform as the pink fox disappeared the same way she had spontaneously showed up earlier. âToodles~â
Hand half-raised to wave at the now empty hallway, Mayu took a second to process what had just happened, from beginning to end. The bags in her hand corroborated that she hadnât just imagined it and when she looked up any events that would soon happen in Foothill Town, the festival was there too. With a shake of her head, Mayu wrote it off as just another one of NRCâs daily occurrences. Just then, someone else rounded the corner.Â
âPrefect, what are you doing here?â
âOh Jamil, hi. I was on my way to the library to look for books on ancient curses.â
âAncient curses? I still have some notes I could lend you from my first yearâŚâ
Carmilla only caught the beginning of their conversation as it trailed off in the distance. Mayu was right when she said Jamil could do with a break. It had gotten to a point where seeing him in the morning started putting her on edge too and it made her fur stand on end. Especially when it affected the other students in the dorm as well. Palpable tension and all that. Needless to say, something had to be done about it if Carmilla wanted to go back to some relaxing peace and quiet.
No harm done by pulling a few strings if placating their vice housewarden also benefited the prefect, right?~
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#âhollyâs potions ŕłŕź#ââŠĺ˝Ą cherished guests âĄ#this was meant to be a silly little post and not 10 pages long#i feel a little bad that they're not all the same length (sorry ian ă
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) but at the same time i think the ramshackle trio made their point#if you do not agree with what i have written here pls ignore this post and bury it in your backyard (or ask me to take out your oc)#these were pretty much the first scenarios that popped into my head for these specific constellations of characters#but i think it's a really good writing exercise for getiing into my girls' heads (cheron is still m.i.a)#love the idea that a) the girls would have these nights hanging out in ramshackle and forming this unlikely friendship bc of circumstance#and b) that cass and yuusha would drag each other for their respective crush bc horrendous choices both of you#yuuna is just here for the tea#i feel like i need to apologise to tato specifically#i feel so bad for making these fictional characters bully oz ă
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#i was so close to rewriting his part bc i felt so guilty for being needlessly mean to him but i'll keep it for now (*starts sweating*)#when i wrote the selene/angelica appearance âmy clematisâ from alnst started playing... the yuri summoned more yuri ă
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#what? you thought carmilla was nice just because?#the jamil/carmilla dynamic usually is âcould you be any more annoyingâ/ âeasilyâ#so sheâs on her best behaviour here actually (we wonât discuss how much of jamilâs stress comes from her and jade in the first place)#is this my finest work? probably not. did i really want to write it? yeah yeah i did#tags longer than the actual writing? good everything as it's supposed to be then#twisted wonderland#twst#twst ocs#oc x canon#moot's oc#yuusha tala#yuuna perla#oz damarys#shiokawa mayu#carmilla hawthorne#cassandra yuule
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i feel like reading/watching mbf immediately means knowing who i am as a person and... i cannot allow this
#you all know that i can't stand gatekeeping and how that's why i bring up what i like all the time in various contexts#but the surprising thing with mbf for me is that i can't talk about it as freely to people who don't know me#because i can't find a way to translate it without having to offer some crucial segment of myself#i enjoy sharing ideas and thoughts more than anything else but i don't like sharing me the person behind them#because i really cherish my individuality as something important in spite of where it takes me sometimes#i don't want to tarnish it!!!! i don't want even the smallest piece of it to be missing because i wouldn't know what to do anymore#i'll stick to typing out thoughts here and to my mom and to my med textbooks#but i must say it feels strangely refreshing to have something that is only my own this way because i always have to put myself out there#and this way i am not giving anyone the opportunity to twist it into something terrible about me#my spontaneous outbursts might ruin this for me though#letters from stephanie*#i dislike that i can't step outside of my own experiences with this like i usually do because art should be shared#this is suchhh a crazy person post#i think i finally get what my dad means when we fight about how i shouldn't say everything i think all the time#he doesn't want me to filter myself he wants me to preserve who i am from harm because stepping up sometimes won't help#who i'm trying to help but it will ruin me in some way even if it just makes me upset#i think that's how he manages to be calm without betraying himself?#he isn't lying he's just saying what he thinks when it matters and to those that matter#like most of the time i am right to single myself out but there is a particular shade of grey when i shouldn't do it#idk this is literally donna telling the dr YOU CAN STOP NOW.#realistically i just need someone to calm me down when my passions turn against me#overly personal post once again i am sooo sorryyyy look away
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aaaa emotions are confusing
#the talkies tag#it's like#yay! person i cherish is home from a long trip#aww :c i did something badly and now friend and i missed out on some scheduled chatting#uh oh- something in the past could have been done and my overthinking mind won't let me stop thinking about it#eepy âźď¸#big paper i need to write? before christmas? that i've put off a lot?#i love everyone and my life is really privileged and a gift#it's such a stew of emotions and i just really feel disoriented from it right now-#vent#<- for tag purposes#i see it more as journaling lol#fortunately about half of then will probably be resolved come tomorrow (for better or for worse we shall see)#it's just a weird waiting stage where emotions fester for a second#anyways#thanks for listening /gen#you don't owe me your time but the fact that you gave it means a lot
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Finally finished Attack on Titan. My God. Just. Wow.
#I started it when it first came out then was very odd and on#I eventually watched like 3 seasons in and never watched the last season or the long finale eps#I started getting my brother more into anime over the last like 2 years or so#he discovered AOT and finished it a while ago now and has been pushing for me to finish it too for like probably over a year at least#Iâve always been reluctant cause itâs such a heavy show and I had to be in the mood#finally the stars aligned tonight and we watched the final finale ep.#I cried several times.#it was perfect#it was painful and perfect#my fucking heart#hard to believe I finally finished it after over a decade from when I started it#and now I have lots of convos about it with my brother to look forward to#weâve already discussed plenty tonight. but itâs getting late and idk if my brainâs even fully processed it all#attack on titan#top tier in my books#I donât think I could ever do justice to the show trying to explain what was so good about it#gotta appreciate the little things. need to take the time to look at where I am rather than just where I want to reach.#peace and freedom are always worth reaching for even if war and suffering are inevitable to life. cherish the lives around you.#those are my takeaways from the series. those are the messages I received. and what a tragic and beautiful journey it was.
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beaming everyone on the dashh with good brain day vibes!!! i hope that you all can remember to extend self-compassion to yourself whenever you're feeling down about something đ
#lizzy speaks#the human brain works in such profound ways i think#lately i've been thinking about that post that was like 'you will always be your oldest friend take care of yourself'#it's definitely a sentiment i agree with and i appreciate how it emphasizes the importance of extending compassion to yourself#you wouldn't say such hurtful things to your friends right? (or at least i'd hope so)#so why would you say it to yourself?#you are your own friend too. and i think everyone has a beautiful soul within themselves. nurture it! water it! feed it good thoughts.#basically i wish everyone a 'i hope that your brain is not your own enemy but rather a friend that you can find comfort in'#things will work themselves out with time. there's beauty in life and you will find small delights to cherish!! i am manifesting it for u!!#and for those who find it difficult to transition from a self-critical mindset to one that's more compassionate and nonjudgmental#i truly think that with time you will be able to rewire your brain to be kinder to yourself. i'm proud of you for taking any first steps :)#there are times in which it feels counterintuitive to go against habits that feel hard-wired... but brains are very malleable littel guys-#with such a wonderful capacity for changing and learning new things. so i hope everyone can learn to be their own best friend!#not to undermine the importance of a support network ofc. that's good too and im all for that!! but i hope everyone remembers to be kind-#not only to others but also to themselves!! you're going to do great out there!! i love you all!!#ive just been thinking about this a lot... i needed to get it out there. you all shine so brightly!!! we shall be fine!!! have a good week!#sorry if this is out of nowhere but if there's anything about me you should know it's that i'm the 'hey dont cry 8 billion people on earth-#ok?' post. idk i just find great joy in knowing others are out there thriving and finding a daily delight yknow i love humanity!!
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sorry for not saying much at all today friends, i ended up doing some stuff with one of my bffs and lost track of time,,, plus been dealing with some other stuff thatâs been pretty rough tbh.
weâll be alright, today is just a bit on the more melancholy side.
-Jonahđ¤
side note: watched all of Mr. Samuelâs Teatime Stories. itâs a beautifully heartbreaking and philosophical four-part film. the third part really got me, and we cried a lot through the forth. several lines from the series + the songs will probably stick with us forever.
[i suggest being careful if you watch it because it does have really heavy themes, even if the majority are implied.]
#og#jonah post#link#mr samuelâs teatime stories#thinking about our friend Bell. she means so much to us. itâs her birthday and she just turned 20#it might be one of her last birthdays- if not her last. we just hope she has more time.#iâm hoping it doesnt hurt too bad and sheâs comfortable right now#we platonically love and cherish her so much. weâre thankful weâve gotten to be her friend and be there for her- even though itâs not-#-in person.#sorry getting really emotional i need to try and distract myself somewhat
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i have so many feelings and i hate it
#and regrets of any time ive acted up or feel like in hindsight it wasnt cherishing the time i have w them as i shld be and#and things i want to do with them still and ways to love them and be loved and understand their way of loving and#i think we can be so good together and. i miss them. and i hope they miss me.#i really hope theyll miss me soon and want me again and . ik its maybe a little messed up but i want to believe and trust and#its hard and it hurts but. i really feel theres a great connection and if i need to chill out a bit and remember myself more thats fine#and on me for getting so like. moody recently. altho i kinda feel like part of that is med changes but u__u still i need to be able to like#be better and i think they make me better and so happy and. im so comfortable with them and i love them and i wld want to make it work#even if it had to be distance but i dont think i want to just be their friend like maybe but it would hurt a lot bc i love them so much#and i hope they wanna be with me too still and will allow me to romance them yknow flowers and adventures and love and take care and... yea#and maybe some of this was just them going thru a lot rn and im sorry for adding pressure to it and i want to be the comfortable respite an#auurgrgghfhdhdhhfhfdhh i miss them#i just keep thinking abt them like ill have periods of not but then i do again and. idk.#theres also a lot of complicated feelings and thoughts and its like i want to like. idk. know some of their friends n stuff n. :^( idk#i dont feel well from the stress and emotions and ow of it all#i really hope it isnt just a way for them to let me down i really hope they come back eventually like i wanna believe they will but#ourgsghthfhdhfhghghdhdhwkelftk4bfbhwiwjtjejAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i love them a lot. and need to listen more abt more alone time stuff bc it is good for both of us but not like this u_u#ok sorry for rambling i needed somewhere to write feelings so here we are#i guess part of me is hoping theyre thinking abt me at least a bit and maybe will check this and see it and be like wow i do miss them too#but ik thats silly and eitth3u2ieigjtb4jirifjwji24jgntn aahhhhhhhhhhh. i say a lot of things wrong esp when scared or overly emotional and.#urgevshehrhtjrjeitjtnjeeitjtjwjeiigvjiw9384847rhfbwjoe4j4n4j289djrnrnf#i just really really hope they come back soonish and like want me and are like yes i do want you sorry for that but not a huge sorry bc#like i understand where theyre coming from and. and. yeah. idk. soon doesnt have to be today or tomorrow but maybe a week or 2 idk#i just realy miss them and it hurts and i really dont want them with someone else or to just throw it all away andni want to prove i can#like. idk. love them and be better and more positive i guess we've both been dealing w a lot of stuff and i do need to learn to accept and#more patient w how we communicate differently and we do have to face that but its a difficult topic to confront ig and aurh4hwhshhrlffff#i think they love me i want to trust and i really hope they dont try to make any decisions for me or like based on what they think best 4 m#bc i get to decide that :^(#when i said let down i meant like. leave my life and never talk to me again and stuff.. ;^(. idk how to feel abt some things but. idk. idk.#theres so many feelings and that all is just a pretty vague tip of the iceberg ugh
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tbt the deh days baking motif interviews like it's time for will roland cooking v'logs while someone is there to pepper in q&a moments & conversation (&/or extended tangents) starters
#or difficult to say how general/extensive his cooking knowledge is but like 4 pts of evidence abt his Meat Heat technique nowadays#and joel crump's bwaytime interview where he builds a little dish spontaneously....tell us more#(he'd slice quarter inch strips of spam & saute them; have on a nicely crusted bread; add a sweet jam; maybe pickled/fermented onions)#maybe there's been an occasion between 2017/18 & now to learn/practice/hone a skill at home....maybe#tragically one Montage where he's sharing his bacon recipe instead cuts the clips around michael park's bacon recipe lmao#like ok noted 350F in an oven for 25min but will introduced the topic & is talking abt fresh cuts & presumed stoveTop cooking. please lol#summer stock grillmaster....& i think another occasion he mentioned his Skills here#also shoutout to that deh Movie baking virtual interview where nik dodani left in the middle to buy some butter#will roland#whatever will talks abt: a banger occasion. cherished deh nhie video where so little is about deh lmao#bits in either deh baking video like little abt deh b/c there was so little they could tell + Character Questions just generally so rare#the [having a bit of room & start sharing hc's for details of jellicle cats' sexuality] gift that we need more of fr keeps on giving#the classic cats tangents of anytime prior. appreciating the summer stock dancing going off like ah#just like will saying he was just fuming about Tepid Applause in the Big Theater for cats elaborate costumed mega dance break. word#talk about dry technical whatever like hell yes engaging & i love information. pool chlorination. what of the lighting knowhow#& the realest point here is oh boy keep scattering scraps of culinary knowledge in whatever random little moments; epic. jot that down#edit that i was like ''did i say sautee; that seems unnecessary. he probably said seared'' & indeed he said sear it on both sides#sounds great i'd want this spam bread jam pickled fermented onions situation. & the bacon of the unheard recipe
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I'm very much a, "fuck yeah and fuck you, I don't need validation! I'm me, cunts!" kinda fella, but sometimes I could use support.
#today i fucked up by reactivating my fb account which i haven't done in 2 yrs just to check on some folks id been sending good thought to#place is depressing everyone is miserable and everything feels fake and my mind is like#LOL this is why we left bitch byeeee#so i deactivated again went to work and idc what anyone says there are folks like me that can and do feel the energy and emotions coming of#people and it can fucking suck especially when so many are disregulated so i got a sensory overload and boss was nice enough to let me take#a bunch of breaks today and even scream in her office cause She Gets It (TM)#the weather is rainy and cold i'm getting so many fibro flares idk how i'm moving anymore#ive missed so many days of work already and it's not even fully winter yet i still have my job and im thankful i have an understanding team#but that doesnt pay the bills im still trying to find a way to pay for that doctor appointment coming up#graduate courses began for college and i think i'm gonna be okay but damn did they throw too much info all at once at me and that made#my adhd brain go WELL SHIT#ive been feeling incredibly lonely and not wanted in so many spaces that im struggling to even communicate with the few that i know do#love me for me and nothing else im trying so so so hard to keep being there for people and to keep loving#people that need it cause i don't ever want another human being to ever feel as miserable and unwanted as i have felt#but im also tired because i feel like thats all anyone ever sees me as just this being that can take their woes away and make them feel#amazing and i love that i can do that and listen to so many traumatic stories and help folks process that trauma my boss and many throughou#life have told me i have a gift for healing people and a vibe to me thats different than most and it feels good being around me but today i#just felt like people keep taking and taking and taking and i dont expect anything back thats not who i am id rather give than receive#but damn it i just wish someone could just give me the biggest hug in the world dont even have to say a thing just hold me and be present#and hold space for me to just feel weightless id cherish that more than anything in the world right now#on a positive note...#my dinosaur vo stuff got traction im getting a new cosplay put together i havent done that in 4 years i got to pet a wild deer i made#a coworker laugh so hard his juice went out his nose and my boss peed a little#im slowly taming another wild flock of turkeys and i got a bag of my favorite takis the guacamole flavor#i got a lot to be thankful for and i acknowledge it#but damn it im tired#thank you for coming to my Ted Talk rant and rave#if you made it this far: you're an incredible human being and i love you#please go treat yo self to something nice and know i love you for you
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will i finish this thesis or will this thesis finish me
#augh.#rambles#i have a lot in mind rn aaa#the paper's mostly done i think we just need to finish adding our adviser's suggestions#final defense is next week good fucking luck to us#then tmrw i'll have to attend a meeting for my org#we'll have to discuss abt the newsletter and lit folio and i have to be there cuz im in charge with the layout and such (pain!)#i have so much backlog in my other blog too i havent replied to ppl there aa#my three braincells are too occupied theyre running around in circles and constantly bumping to each other#i havent forgotten about the archive groups too. will try to resume my work during sembreak#had coffee for dinner because im too sad to eat#good thing i bought chips for midnight snack#solomon bday art is mostly done but i kinda dislike it now ashkdsa#made a rough sketch for the exchange event last night#can i still proceed on my other personal project hhhhghsdf#im at my limit..... (â'âĄ'â)âď¸#im not really good at anything i just pretend i do#my thoughts are jumbled.. just like these tags#if i ever die suddenly my only regret is not saying goodbye to ppl i cherish#i have no plans for my birthday.. is it bad that im more excited for solomon's birthday than my own? đ#i should just overwork myself so i can forget about it#man#please ignore me asjdklsj i just felt like complaining to myself
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I have a friend who is very much trying to fix my sleep schedule (telling me to not go to bed too late and whatnot. And the fact that she is a morning person also makes it funnier) but I am left one night to my own devices (no classes the next days just cooking) and I'm back at my nonsense with a little reading session until 4 am. By my current estimates I will fall asleep by 5:30.
Sorry Sweetheart, (let's ignore the fact I also have a crush on her. She's straight. I've tried) but the power of gay cannot save a sleep schedule so terribly broken
#morningtalks#She literally told me today (yesterday) to go to bed at a reasonable time#I am hoping she won't ask or something when she wakes up later#We had some thoughts of travelling together in the future. We knew with our sleep schedules it would get funny#But I still think Rome and Lesbos could be amazing trips for the both of us#Will do some research on if it's doable in the winter. Then maybe we could see in the future if we find some time#But God I love her so much#When I'm explaining the FrostWhistle really devoted friendship stuff that's kinda what I'm alluding to#I cherish every second of the time I spend with her. She's funny and she's kind and we share so many passions and we always find things to#Talk about. Be it the classes we share or classics stuff in general (because we both study Latin)#But we always have more things to talk about.#I am so happy to have met her and that was nearly a year ago#How time flies. I feel like it was only yesterday that we talked for the first time but also like we've known each other for years#So much stuff happened in so little time and now I have this wonderful person as my friend and we hang out together#And study some fucking Latin together to ease the pain with some good company (and snacks)#She knows about my crush. Me being honest about this shit actually helped us become closer#I was honest. Asked for her honest answer and that's how it went. Now we're really open about stuff and I am making a few dumb jokes#Lately too about why the fuck she's straight. Stop being straight.#Gotta stop rambling though. Won't fall asleep until 6 if I do lmao#But I really love her so much and I felt like I needed to share that with the void briefly
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Oh yeah..... midnight gospel be hitting.... sitting in my bed fuckin. Crying. Get a grip girl
#Its the trudy ep which is actually the episode that made me keep watching#I love love love this episode.....#Something about how.......... idk.... its a very profound ep that I can't explain and it's a nice cry#This ep kind of shaped my outlook on life especially after finding out about my friend dying#All the regrets and things left unsaid.... I make my peace daily by being really straight up#If I love and care about ppl I tell them... I say they are appreciated and cared for man#I am always thankful for people and I *love* people as a whole#And as long as the people around me intrinsically know that they are loved and cared for and cherished.... like that's it#That's the end game truly#I will never ever be sorry for that. This was THEEEE episode.#There's a lot of nuance behind my feelings best described by revolutionary girl utena#But still. I'm deep enough in my tags bc I'm crying over my s/o but not in a bad way#Fml I am so grateful to him as just an entity. As a person in my life even if our lives only intersect for this brief period of time#He hasn't been texting me much and we didn't talk much at work and I didn't even get a goodbye (rude lol)#But I know he was having a rough day. I know he needs a bit of tlc.#He could be on a downswing because I am certainly on an upswing#So I'm kind of like trying to focus on doing my own thing rn without worrying about it#Because I can't do anything about it so I might as well continue My Thang#But as I sometimes come to terms with us never talking again (gotta be prepared at all times to be ghosted)#I also come back to terms with needing him to really understand#how many people in his life depend on love cherish and admire him#And im not just talking about me... he has a lot of siblings and a not great mom. Two kids he loves.#He has always taken care of everyone else in his life#He deserves to really know and idk. It makes me think of this moment.#Realizing how much I dont ever want to question if he knows#I don't want to question if I could've done more or tried harder etc. I did my very best and didn't lie cheat steal or whatever#I am so grateful to him for letting me have that. Even if nothing can come from it in the end#Even if we should be torn apart!!!! Take my revolution!!!#Anyways. Here's wonderwall#Banger of an episode. Worth the rewatch
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Hide n Fuck!!?
Synopsis - A quick game of hide n seek quickly turns into a nasty game of hide n fuck with your step-brother Megumi
Warning! - Prone bone, stepcest, they fuck in the attic, degradation, praising, spiting, dirty talk, creampie, choking, breeding kink, Reader is 19 n Megumi is 21, They arenât blood related. They got caught :0, they may be some grammar errors!! Please do not interact if this isnât your cup of tea!! MDNI!! Oh he is Tojiâs son alright.
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You didnât think the day would come where you get to relive a cherishable childhood memory of playing one of your favorite games of all time. Playing a game of hide and seek with Megumi and his cousinsâa game you never thought youâd play again considering the fact that you were 19 and what people would describe as "too grown" to be playing childish games like that but fortunately, some of Megumiâs family from his dad's side came over for a small family reunion so thatâs what led to the evocation.
You sighed in disappointment after finding a well concealed spot to hide in the crowded atticâbehind some large boxes in the corner that has been collecting dust for probably years now, just to be raided by Megumi, who joined you.
It was a pretty clandestine hiding spot but now the chances of getting caught has increased even more because itâs been proven to you throughout the years in your childhood that youâve played the game that you're most likely to get caught quicker if someone else was hiding with you.
But soon enough all those apprehension flew right past your head once you were being fucked hard into oblivion by Megumiâ heâs basically mounting you, his larger frame almost crushing your back as you lay on your stomach. Your ass arching up a bit to accommodate the amelioration of the angle. His curved dick sliding in and out of your gushing cunt with ease every time he humps himself into you. His pelvis slapping against the fat of your ass so lewdly, causing the flesh to jiggle like jello against him. Literally, all that could be heard were his loud breathing and occasional groans, your pathetic moaning and babbling a bunch of god knows what, along with the constant sounds of his meaty balls thwacking against your puffy clitâthatâs practically wet and dripping with slick. It was actually so fucking nasty how wet you were, coating and drooling all over his cock with your aroused slick as your snugged pussy enveloped his mean cock.
âFuck you hear how soaked she is for me? Such a little slut. You donât care what the situation is, you just wanna get your little hole stuffed and fucked like a horny bitch, is that right?â his deep voice rasped against your ear, it was pretty hilarious to you that he was saying that when he was the one groping you from behind and kissing your neck while rubbing his hard bulge into your ass with your skirt hauled up just seconds after he joined youâbasically the one to initiate what was happening in the first place. You werenât even surprised though, Megumi always had a thing for sneaky fuckingâAn exhibition freak.
You moaned out like brainless slut, placing one of your hands on Megumiâs right hand, which is balled up into a fist to ground himself at the sides of your head. He was so close to you that you could smell the delicious scent of his cologneâsweet and minty, wafting straight into your nostrils, making your mind hazy.
âGumiiiâ you whined, feeling your brains getting fucked out that you're just babbling nonsense at the point. âHmm? What is it babyâ he moved his head closer to yours, licking a long stripe on the side of your neck that sent shivers down your spine. "We need to nghâHur-ry, or weâll get cccaught!â You yelped suddenly, biting your lips when you felt two of his lengthy fingers toying with your nipple, tugging and pinching the hard bud.
âOh yeah? Then I guess youâll just have to be a good girl fâme and be extra fucking quiet or would you rather let everyone see and hear you getting fucked dumb and stupid by your stepbrotherâs cock?â His deep voice whispered in your ear, a tiny smirk plastered on the corner of his face that immediately made your pussy clenched even harder around his girth, Your jaw dropped as his cockhead kissed your cervix, making your eyes roll back in your head. Itâs like every time he fucked his cock deeper and deeper into you, your mind goes clumsy and you turn into a brainless zombie.
Thereâs no way any one couldnât hear the loud thumping noises and loud moans coming from the atticâthereâs no way fucking way but by the way Megumi was being an arrogant lil shit and stretching your little pussy open with his cock so brutally to accommodate his size like this, making you moan uncontrollable as if he wants someone to hear and get caught, he doesnât seem to give a shit.
âFuckk wish I could suck on those pretty titsâ he murmured as he fondled with your breast, groping and squeezing the soft flesh as you shiver slightly because of his cold hands. He quickly lets go and wraps his big hand over your throat, angling your head to look up at him, a dark glint beaming in his eye with a tiny smirk as he eyed your fucked out face. He watched as your face distorted in pleasure, his thick cock twitching in your pussy knowing that he was the reason for that. You opened your mouth, acquitting a loud pornographic moan, Megumi used that as a perfect opportunity to corrugate his lips, a loud âpffâ sound ringing in your ears as you felt a thick substance hitting your tongue. âSwallow it nowâ he ordered nonchalantly, dark blue eyes piercing into your soul. You did as you were told and swallowed his spit, opening your mouth after to prove it to him.
âMmm Thatâs a gooddd girl, fuckk this pussy sâgood, imagine if I blow my load inside this pretty cunt and fill you up, bet youâd like that yeah? Wanna give your mom and Toji some snotty little grandkids?â He babbles maniacally in your ear as you go stupid, feeling your orgasm approaching.
He noticed. Hand enthralling harder around your neck as he buckled his hips against you roughly, pulling his thick cock out of you just to bully it right back into your tight hole faster knocking loud whimpers out of you. He quickly lets go of your neck, his hand snaking its way to your sticky clit, using three fingers to sloppily rub circles on it without any type of rhythm, if you werenât fucked so dumb right now you mightâve actually had a chance to recognize the messy spelling of his name rubbing onto your clit. âFuckkkâlook at this greedy little pussy squeezing my cock like this, you gonna cum? You really gonna make a mess on your step-brothers dick? Fuck youâre suchhh a little slut, baby. He laughed while moaning, feeling your pussy milking his cock for his own release. Fuck he really is considering fucking a baby into you at this point, your pussy was driving him crazy. His eyes rolled to the back of his head so pathetically as you screamed his name, feeling your hole spasming around his length as you squirted on his cock and all over the floor. Wet squelching noises achoing against the thin wooden walls as he fucked the liquid out of you, steams of your pussy juice heaving everywhere.
âShitt you squirted??Oh fuckfuckfuck, What a dirty bitchâ he gritted his teeth, almost losing his mind. Oh heâs trying his best to hold onto the small amount of sanity he has left as his cock molds your hole perfectly, his thick girth sliding into your pussy painfully fast because of your wetness. His mean tip grazing against your g-spot perfectly that it made your toes curl. You can feel literally feel how much his cock was twitching and beating against your fluttery walls, His eyes screwed shut as he emptied his balls into your messy pussy, cum overflowing and pooling everywhere as he shot ropes of his seed into your womb.
âHoly fuckkk yeah youâre definitely hahâcarrying my kid, womanâ he groaned loudly, stilling himself inside of you for a bit to catch his breathe before picking himself up from your back to rest himself on the back of your thighs, his eyes fixated on the mess between your thighs. He bit his lips, slowly slipping his cock out of you as he watched as your mixed cum leaks out of you. You whined lowly feeling so stuffed full yet so empty at the same time without Megumiâs cock. You body fully collapsed on the floor, you were so fucked out you couldnât even process anything as he slowly spread your cheeks, getting a better view of your ruined hole before slapping his dick on your cunt, he let it a low âfuckâ as your juices splattered on him.
âSuch a messy bitchâ he muttered with low grunt, Slapping his soaked cock on your cheeks.
âBest little step-sister arenât ya?â He smirks. About to open his mouth to speak again before the attic door flew open, causing the two of you to jolt unexpectedlyâboth eyes shooting open toward the source.
âGOT YAA-â Yujiâs eyes quickly widen, mouth visibly dropped at the lewd scene in front of him. A horrific expression plastered on his face. Oh boy.
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