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surreal-duck · 4 months ago

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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)

cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥

#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍‍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha #duck scribbles #minicomic tag #midoyuzu #and a bit of tomohaji on the side #doodles #enstars #midori takamine #hajime shino #yuzuru fushimi #tori himemiya #ibara saegusa #this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont #think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd #its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it #i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists #i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of #thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend #also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill #manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one #naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs #needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3 #does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe

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interstellerjay · 22 days ago

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#i saw someone else's post about deleting social media for a while and tbh i think i might do the same #if you have my discord you know where to find me #if youre close to me you probably already know that im not well right now #i think i just need to shut the world off for a while and pretend im in a very small bubble where only surviving to the next day matters #im safe i have folks looking out for me and im feeling more lucid today than i have been lately #and if that changes i made safety nets to make sure i cant hurt myself #but I m gonna just step out for a while and plan on maybe not opening social medias other than discord till next year #i need to make my world feel smaller for a while and just stick my head in the sand until im in a safer place mentally #if youre reading this and youre in a place like i am know that youre not alone #know that its ok to close your eyes for a little while and be selfish #its ok to make your world smaller right now and take a break from fighting if you need to #i understand theres a lot of shame for not fighting for everyone else or feeling suicidal when other folks have it worse off than you do #idk right now im lucid enough to just say i cant think about that right now and thats ok #if you need to focus on just keeping your own feet on the ground for now thats ok #ill see yall next year. please still be here with me. im gonna try my best to still be here too

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riwrite · 2 months ago

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anyway!! yeah i owe stuff and im gonna work on some of that but in the meantime i wanna do a lil starter call anyway <3 it might take a while for me to get to them bc ive been busy irl and i do wanna pay some attention to my drafts but i also desire more work to do

#btw please specify muse/s!! 🙏#is this a bad idea. probably. i have one whole cosplay to finish and also a separate halloween costume to make in the next month #and i theres a lot i need to do here too already. but this is my house and i can make it a mess if i want to #( voice of a guy who still doesnt have her adhd meds back. aughhh )#‧ miscellaneous. → 「 out. 」

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nyaskitten · 8 months ago

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It's so awkward realizing I really am a Big Ninjago Blog, because suddenly I realize 99.9% of the time, if it Seems like someone is just vaguely tryna talk about a post of mine without mentioning my name, they Are tryna do that...

#ive also realized i need to be more careful w what i post #like ik i do a lot of 'this side of the fandom stupid as fucccckkkkk' stuff but .#i dont wanna bring unneccessary drama or bullshit here #and the big issue is it feels like theres a chance ive already been causing . too much unneccessary shit ?#idk #i doubt thered be this many lloyd age posts as of late tho if not for my more opinionated stance on it ...#ninjago #<- only via technicality .#idfk if it counts as tag clutter if i only mention ninjago here on this post but its not like . anything rlly aside from the show name #raine's rambles

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minhmynchi · 3 months ago

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(venting in the tags ignore this lol)

#minhmy.rambles #(i just need to shout this somewhere where my friends don't see so they don't worry too much about me)#but oh my god work just got worse for this week im already working every day but tomorrow (aka in six and a half hours)#i will start at 5am and end at 9pm aka a double shift bc my coworker tested positive and there's no one else that can work #just for tomorrow but the rest of the week ill be working 1-9 #which i hate even though im used to it night shifts are just boringgggg and takes up a lot of my time #which i already have so little of #my mom said i should clean my closet and i was going to tomorrow bc i wanted to play grandfest today but now i cant do that #bc ill literally be at work all day lol #and god its just so hard its so so hard but it could be worse. it literally could be worse #i cant be here as much anymore bc im so busy and tired i just draw when i can and drop them all here and leave #and i miss writing a lot but i have even less time and even less motivation and the more i work the more awful i feel #and i don't want to worry anyone like . i just don't #but its so difficult for me it really is #theres so many things i want to do but i cant do any of it and im so tired im literally so tired #like im not gonna end my life kinda tired i have a lot to look forward to. but work just really sucks and i am Tired #and i Like my job its literally the easiest and ill never have something like this again #but urghghghh. urggfhhghgh. death pain and suffering #if i draw more sif and loop suffering lol. this is why. i need to get the emotions out somehow and i don't want to cry over it #i cant cry bc i need to work i just have to keep my head up i just have to keep at it i just have to be strong and not break #i can do it i can.. i know i can i've been through worse #its just. augh.#ok done. sorry i rly rly should sleep soon bc of my 16 hour shift tmrw lol its past 10:30pm already

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arolesbianism · 7 months ago

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I'm starting to see ppl talk abt updating their artfight pages and at first I was like what why it's still months away and then it hit me that by months it was two months and now I'm just silently sweating as my anual side project to remake the eternal gales refs and give them all icons comes back to haunt me

#rat rambles #oc posting #well I mean the good news is that all the staliens are already done and Ive already started on the human kids #the bad news is that theres still 5 more refs for me to remake and 9 icons if I decide to commit to that #the only one Ill probably force myself to do is sprinkles since shes the only stalien that doesnt have one and I dont want to leave her out #the human kids might just not get them tho especially since theres other characters Id like to make refs and icons for too #not as many newbies to the field this year which is a good thing since I do not have a lot of space left for new characters lol #Im probably going to take it easy this year in terms of my goals for artfight since last year I crashed and burned Hard #hopefully Ill have the time and motivation to draw a decent amount but if I dont Ill try not to be too broken up about it #especially since Ill probably burn myself out a bit doing the last minute ref rush lol #its not necessary especially since all the guys who needed the new refs most got theirs but Id like for them to be on the same page #I also went ahead and cleaned up my page a lil bit to make my life easier in the future #I should probably update bios and stuff but I dont feel like it Im too tired #tomorrow Im definitely going to need to clean some more as I have been for nearly every day #I mean guess thats why Im here in part #last week of pet sitting tho so soon Ill be back home again #Im not sure if Im excited or dreading it cause while I miss my family I also have been rly enjoying a house to myself #like its not necessary easy to do all the chores and stuff but it's a lot easier to do said chores when Im alone #and Ive actually been waking up at reasonable times too like not having my mom floating around is doing wonders #its almost making me rethink my insistence that I couldnt live alone but I definitely think itd get to me in the long term I need people #I just wish there was a better middleground since having people constantly in the house stresses me out so bad #it leads to me hiding out all day in my room and that's just not good for me #but its not like I could live by myself even if I wanted to #at this rate I dont think Ill ever move out but lets not think abt how much worse that could be for me thats future me's problem

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plasticsandwich · 9 months ago

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its really hard to use this site now knowing things will literally never change

#doesnt even matter if you report someone or the like. im still just gonna watch my friends get harassed for existing #and i suppose eventually it'll reach me too but like. whatever #i more or less just reblog art and other stuff i like. but a lot of people seem to be moving ship already #theres a few set things i want to finish here #some goals ive set for myself #once im done with all that then ill consider moving on #thank you all for the unimaginable kindness you've shown me. both recently and always #genuinely its unthinkable to me mksdfs #ive discovered that i enjoy sharing things with others #no matter how small sum of people come to see it i really really do i love creating #and making things #so its not like it'll be the end of the world!! i just need finish what ive already set out to do #diary

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depressedzelda · 10 months ago

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I need like. A bible level miracle of an opportunity even suggest itself to me so i can possibly start a career in something lol

#its unfortunate but its true thay i am in fact running out of time i could be using to accomplish something meaningful and set myself up #for a promising future. like ill be having a late start regardless. but i know that this is something i have to do sooner or later #i cant stay in retail. i cant serve people who willingly politicize a genocide as it happens in real time #i know there are plenty of zionists here just based on the comic store job alone lol i know theyre here too #despite there also being plenty of palestinians that i have Already witnessed just outside my current work now get ostracized #its gut wrenching. i cant stay here #but i am abbbbsoLUTELY clueless in what i should be working towards #ill be honest...i dont like my new job and i Dont trust my boss. i dont like her. she is rude and unnecessarily so.#if i so much as wore a palestinian bracelet i know im going to relive some twilight zone stern talking to shit Again #what ever happened to community or humanity anyways im getting off topic lol #i just needed to write all these rebounding thoughts down theres a lot going on #i gotta go on a quest and figureee it out. you know #figure it OUT 💪💪💪

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hirokiyuu · 2 years ago

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(ripping my hair out by the handful) Sol Is Not Trapped In The Time Loop Sol Is There Because They Choose To Be

#life on earth i am begging you please get life on earth #teenexo stuff #this is my biggest adn pettiest pet peeve but every time a fic is tagged fix it abt either #a) sol leaving the time loop or #b) dys not [redacted]#i start ripping out my hair. please. please. please #the irony is besk lives au actually does hit point b eventually however. however #i dont think its a fix it for him to do it or not do it i think its just a choice he can choose to make #i really do honestly and genuinely believe its fine and morally neutral and not a bad thing #i dont think relationships need to last forever to be deep and meaningful and i think dys staying for sol for so long is already like #a sign of his love and how much he cares for them. like. i think its fine. i genuinely do think its fine that he goes #idk theres a quote from this book i really like thats smth like uhhh #your lover doesnt belong to you they are choosing to lend themself to you every day #and i think abt that w/rt dys/sol a lot its just good u kno #dys stays for sol because he loves them. he leaves because he wants to do that too #and i think the act of him staying bc he loves them is really nice! having the time together they have is nice!#idk i also dont think sol would be able to be like....... With dys long term if they didnt understand/acknowledge this at least a little?#basically. i think there are circumstances where dys wouldn't do it but i dont think those are fix-its lol #ANYWAYS clambers back off my soap box #this wasnt even what i came here to complain about #ok back to packing byeeeeeee #i was a teenage exocolonist spoilers ?#probably somewhere in there im guessing

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cathalbravecog · 1 year ago

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omg i think ive said this before but i have a specific song i listen to anytime i do CEO battles (golf round specifically) and like now i cursed myself that anytime i listen to it i go "omg i wanna ceo now"

#rambles #BRO THE US PPL R ASLEEP ITS TAKE HOURS FOR A CEO GROUP TO FILL UP AT THIS CURRENT TIME LOL. or ppl r at school or work and im here lIKE #IM SO MAD i havent been playing toontown like AT ALL #toontown is constantly on my brain but ive honestly burned myself out on the gameplay a bit - theres a lot of stuff that needs other ppl #and usually its my friend who not only motivate me to log on but also just #having to do stuff with others lool and finding groups when youre in a very different timezone than the most of the playerbase #shoutout to my fellow european ttcc-ers #i already have motivation issues thats why i feel cathal so badly so getting out of the gameplay specific brainrots SOMETHIN #could grind on my other toons too lol #winstoon is stuck at cfo moment rn gotta build that suit #unlike archie they havent done ANY mints early......... while archie is not as far as winstoon is and they can vp AND cfo DGRTBRHTH #im just rambling in my tags here i wanna talk about TOONTOWN a bit on my TOONTOWN BLOG #i promise my brain is all toontown im just not in the game as much but fr if anyone wants to do shit just lmk fjfjjf

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doebt · 2 years ago

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i NEED to live in a renovated van or little small rv and travel around the country foreverrrrrr

#probably not forever but get it out of my system and truly fall in love with someplace so i know #that ive made the right choice. about where to live #The idea of rooting myself down here in my hometown is devastating to me it actually fills my heart w dread and panic #It kind of makes my throat close up #i dont even hate it here but if I lose the freedom to run away whenever i want...i wouldnt be able to take it #i dont really have that freedom now but i feel the need to hold onto all the freedom i do have #I feel like i need to live in a way that is completely entwined with the entire concept of freedom #so theres no chance of it being taken away or lost #Tbh i have a LOT of freedom rn living alone and financially supporting myself #but even just having a JOB here makes me nervous because its a root..#and the idea of having a roommate makes me nervous too even if it isnt something im seeking out or anything #because thats a ROOT and even making FRIENDS here. makes me nervous #Just things that make it harder to leave #Its already hard enough and im not even trying to

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frostbite-the-bat · 2 years ago

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hey so um aside from like, art posts i want to take another break from this site a bit. ive been fucking rotting my brain with it and wasting my time there constantly checking in and yeah thats fucking unhealthy im wasting my time and making my already horrid attention span even worse. if anything im on discord most of the time even if i dont respond right away. if you notice me like, late night posting when im tired feel free to send me a friendly ask to remind me and nudge me off but ill try to not let that happen.

ive also been slipping into bad thoughts on occasion again and i barely caught myself impulsively oversharing abt it again - even if i did mention it briefly at some parts i could've been rambling abt it elsewhere or to myself only making me feel worse which...is not good. i gotta get better and before school starts again i wanna get at least the tiniest bit better. this isn't anyone else's fault, just me placing priorities in the wrong places. but um yeah. im still around ofc!!! and i love talking i want to talk about stuff i like a lot!! im very happy to have ppl to talk about club penguin with... but ya ! ill try to not. check in here every 5 fucking seconds on god damn impulse

#like im even more shut in and unfocused on the real world now #which. im almost always im constantly trying to escape reality usually but now its kinda like. bad bad.#and also bc i dont sleep well i constantly feel dazy.#i forget to drink or eat properly sometimes and i feel just horrible and dismissive but #theres other issues here abt that i wont discuss. too personal #you dont need to know that. not like its some dark secret like you dont need to know shit i have going on with my family or whatever #a short break and i already feel like every day is possibly a day wasted...like today #today i promise to myself to go to sleep around 1 am and not 3-4 am #and progress slowly with that #and not beat myself over not being productive/doing what i wanted #today ALL DAY i REALLY wanted to play skyrim but now its too late for it...#i wasted 2 hrs in the morning waiting bc i desperately wanted to avoid talking to a visitor...#its a mess!!!#a lot of it i blame to unmedicated adhd but also me just. not regulating shit well. wrong priorities. and addictive website design lmfao.

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snekdood · 15 days ago

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idc if ppl think im problematic i just want it to be for the actual real reasons i am