#and i really want that tea... or milk...
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I’m sad as hell but I made one of my old DnD OC’s in final fantasy properly because he’s been in 1 (one) screenshot before I really dug my teeth into Customizing and Modding my blorbeans to look like my blorbeans which is great, cos he’s my baby boy baby… he does the gardening…. He’s retired…. He has anxieties….
Anyways here’s Sebastian (Sasha) Orlev he’s from a Curse of Strahd campaign and became my baby boy baby (and also a wereraven, but don’t worry about that, also disregard the carbuncle n minion I’m hanging onto my happiness by my fingernails rn and that’s an emotional support carb in a onesie okay,)
He’s also Keathan’s retainer and Ishi’s [unofficial Gardener].
#literally just spun the camera around him a bunch after I nudged his scaling into shape properly#I’m trying to hold it together but I thought about chicken cordon bleu and. 😞#he thinks he’s socially awkward but does well when there’s someone else to take the lead. he’s over 7 ft tall and#He likes quiet rainy mornings and lavender milk tea.#he has a tattoo of an anchor that says ‘I refuse to sink’.#ffxiv Sasha#day-2-day#he was an adventurer when he first arrived for a couple years but retired to tend Keathan’s home and later also Ishi’s. he was a Paladin.#no reblogs for this because it’s. I dunno I just don’t want it reblogged. it’s not a picture I put any efforts into it’s just a visual.#yes i twinked the Roegadyn but it was either beef an elezen or twink a Roegadyn and he’s really a twink Roegadyn by vibe.#there is not a Regal French Bone in his body.#ffxiv side squad#Using him for some of the asks as soon as I can. deal out my emotions. enough. I asked for prompts when things were at a 7 and I expected it#to slowly drop from a 7 over the next coming days and instead it shot up to a 15 so. uh. yeah :’)
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it’s always when I have things to be doing that this happens but it’s like. I don’t know I’ve gone so far into weird love territory and I’ve been here so long that when I go back and really look at canon it’s like it’s new to me. because like do you ever think about how hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club. like it wasn’t a recommendation or anything that decision was made. and absolutely if tashiro genuinely GENUINELY didn’t want to do it nothing bad would have really happened, someone else could have done it, sure. you know? but at the end of the day tashiro, in the midst of his running away, had that thought, like. not in a thought bubble but in a b Hold on
in the narration box. like it’s not a fleeting in-the-moment thought like the whole poor shmuck thing. I’m not explaining this well. it’s just you get the impression that tashiro thinks about things a lot and also tangentially kind of thinks about his hanzawa senpai a lot and that realization of burden is so significant to tashiro that he takes on the position of captain
and he doesn’t look him in the face when he does it, and I love it. I love when things are indirect and subtle and sort of reluctant because it’s human and speaks to sincerity and tashiro’s grounded…ness that he isn’t unflinchingly happy to do it. he still doesn’t really want to do it. but he will. and he’ll do it WELL. because and this so matters hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club because he knows tashiro and has been watching tashiro as a fun kouhai who he likes a lot and who makes him laugh like literally no one else in the world, and he knows that he would be a good president because he is, amongst other relevant things, a good person. the right kind of good person! he wouldn’t have forced tashiro to do it because frankly he couldn’t REALLY force tashiro to do it, tashiro has a way of getting around things (pudding head….) but he decided tashiro would be captain, because he knows tashiro, and tashiro decided to take that on, because he sees hanzawa. he decided that tashiro would be captain, and tashiro decided to accept that decision because hanzawa decided correctly.
and tashiro cares, and encourages his senpai to rest, and we get the FUCKING.
that just speaks VOLUMES. hanzawa masato who notoriously stays busy for at least one of two known reasons that sound a little contradictory but aren’t actually is resting right now. hanzawa masato who is so weird and so unknowable to his juniors is wearing a small smile that, unlike so many of his other ones (ominous as they are, usually), shows for only contentment. he’s resting right now. like the tashiro gonzaburou hanzawa masato dynamic IS so weird I’m not delusional for that. but my favorite thing that I think I do a really bad job of showing is that their exchanges go back and forth and are so much fun for the both of them, and it’s exactly like PING PONG. well matched and silly and hanzawa masato knows tashiro gonzaburou and if tashiro gonzaburou doesn’t know hanzawa masato he sure as hell sees him, and wants to know him, just a little at least, and it’s all so much. I’m resting right now. fuck. anyway
#bangs fist on the floor. is on the floor.#hanzawa to tashiro#hanzashiro#and really the fact that tashiro is hiding around the corner to hear the milk tea exchange with miyano. and then brings him some#ASSUMING HE DIDN’T ALREADY KNOW. it’s just like. i wish i was more comfortable writing tashiro he’s so much to me#silly little guy for sure. but intentionally taking on a burden for someone else when it’s explicitly something he doesn’t want to do#(or maybe just something he felt he wasn’t qualified to do. depends. probably both)#and doing well at it. the person hanzawa masato is trusting in the most.#just. someone who doesn’t want to be responsible but will be and someone who old people LOVE and someone who accepts things without judgment#and someone who will hide in a box on the floor to hide from his senpai and just as well walk right up to him and hide his face#and accept the trust masato was putting in him.#like this of all things isn’t really a burden to masato because he’s. he’s RESTING right now. of all the pies he has fingers in#this might actually be his favorite. for a number of reasons that are mostly speculative#but it’s SYMBOLIC of a burden. am i making any sense at all. i might not be#masato is giving this one away because it’s not really a burden to him exactly. but tashiro is taking it because he feels it’s a burden but.#how do i say this. it’s not a burden to masato but it IS a weight on his shoulders whether he realizes it or not#and tashiro takes it from him—not unreluctantly—because he cares. because he wants masato to rest.#i think talking this long is manifesting a tin cap on my head. i should go#dirtbrain digression#tldr it IS weird love. but just not AS weird or the KIND of weird that i’d have it be. haaaah i’m sick
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got so distracted by jeff posts that i forgot about my steeping tea for 15 minutes and then accidentally poured in pineapple juice instead of milk. i give up
#why is the lactose free milk carton the same colour as the pineapple juice carton??#i'm a disaster#i shouldn't be allowed to human because clearly i suck at it#i just wanted a tea#is that really too much to ask for#tea's ramblings#goddamnit jeff satur
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Clara honey you live in the tundra pleeeeeeeeease wear the shoes
#prince's gaming tag#idk how she hasnt gotten frostbite running around with no leg and foot coverings on a planet thats been frozen for 700 years#also you like the text box im using? its really cute!! i did that quest just to get that#doing it made me want milk tea so bad
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Eating my overnight oats rn and they’re so good so here is my recipe go forth and eat oats like a horse
The first step is to have fun and be yourself. The second step is to ignore everything I say and do whatever you want cause there are no rules <3
The overnight part:
⅓ cup oats
⅓ cup milk (I buy a different kind of milk / nut milk every time I’m at the store cause I’m not a milk drinker and don’t know what’s best but rn I have an almond/coconut mix and it’s really good)
⅓ cup plain Greek yogurt (if no yogurt or you don’t like it have a second ⅓ cup of milk)
1 large spoonful of jam
1 spoonful of peanut butter
Optional: 1 spoonful of seeds (I have sesame rn but other good ones are chia, sunflower, etc.)
Optional: a bit of honey or sugar if your prev ingredients aren’t that sweet
Optional: extra fruit and berries
^ mix the above and let it sit overnight. I find it lasts about 4 days, I make 3 servings Sunday night and try to eat them by Wednesday, then make more Wednesday night.
When you eat it top with:
A few spoonfuls of granola and nuts of choice
Extra fresh or frozen fruit
It’s fun to add more toppings right before you eat it so they aren’t soggy and they get a different texture, but you can always add them with the other stuff
Generally keep the rule of 1 part oats to 2 parts milk/liquid/yogurt. Most recipes online use ½ cups instead of ⅓ but I found that was more than I needed.
If you want to customize it, the best way I’ve found is changing up the peanut butter, the second ⅓ cup of milk/yogurt, and the fruit/jam. The absolute best version of the above I made was using ⅓ cup homemade applesauce, extra cinnamon/nutmeg, and cookie butter instead of peanut butter 😳 it is so good it was like eating a milkshake for breakfast lol
If you make overnight oats PLEASE TELL ME YOUR FAVORITE TOPPINGS AND ADD INS ✨
#the few months I’ve been like a scientist in the kitchen trying different amounts of things and finding what works for me#I have a few more flavors I want to try but haven’t had the opportunity#I wanna do eggnog overnight oats with cranberries but need to use up my current milk#the other I really wanna do is making them with milk tea and adding boba on top instead of fruit#it’s like that brussel sprout image. people who want the overnight oats to be healthy VS me who wants them to fuck like hell#fun talk tag#recipe
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5 Happy Things
Tues, Oct 1, 2024
My mom made a typo! Usually it's me who makes them and I just thought it was so cute and charming of my perfect and super cool mom to make a lil mistake that I often do. Made me feel like "haha, she really is my mom"
Bought some osmantheus oolong tea and brooooo it is so insanely good. It was bagged and like $14/8 bags (equal to the cost of the groceries I was buying TT) but so worth it. The scent is really so lovely and distinct and the first steep barely had to be in there to be super fragrant and refreshing, and the second steep is a bit more astringent but rounds really nicely on the tongue and the smell stays really well
My water filter is working :D
Had zero problems doing the things I usually do! Putting on clothes, getting out of bed, going to class! Yay!
Did not blank out on my math test today and definitely passed!!
#5 happy things#i didn't have any appointments today which was REALLY nice. i appreciated that more than i realized i would#i've been lowkey dreading today but to reach the end of the day and feel like 'ah i really had a peaceful day' was so nice#been thinking about drinking osmantheus tea for AGES. really wanted to get it from my favourite bbt shop but so expensive TT#so to buy the somewhat expensive leaves but have it less than $2/drink and have it about $1/mug if i steep twice is a steal!!#i'm so happy the tea turned out delicious!! i was really really worried that bc it was bagged it would be subpar#but the taste and smell are so good i'm so happy!!#was thinking about adding some milk or honey if it didn't turn out well but it would actually be a crime to add anything to this tea#i'm SO glad i'm not good at distinguishing what teas are High Quality bc it means i get to enjoy this happily!!#i hope i don't finish it too quickly but also hope i do in a way...#since there are some dried rose buds i was eyeing at the grocery store that i wanna drink#there is no place so magical and charming as a grocery store!! esp the tea aisle at a chinese supermarket
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Hey Nika (if that's ok) do you have any tea you like? What's your favourite?
Asking east-european for tea advice? Smart.
1. Just straight black. If you want to feel fancy or a little sick - with lemon. If you very sick black with lemon, honey and ginger.
2. Black with sweet and condensed milk. It's usually called hong kong tea. You can't drink a lot of it, since it's sweet and with milk. But good as a treat.
3. Masala chai. The same as a hong kong tea, but I'm usually drinking it in a cold months.
4. Surprisingly. Fireweed tea. Especially if you epileptic or have a brain damage. It really helps me sleep and just. Be more chill. I can't drink a lot of it, since it's weirdly sour. But by a lot I mean "more than a litre at a time". Can't be used as a medication for epilepsy or brain damage, it just my personal experience. Your experience can be different.
But yeah. It's the ones I have in my cupboard right now. Usually I drink just black without additional stuff since it's everywhere and you can drink it the entire day without any downsides (I mean, for me).
And yea, Nika is fine 👉👉
#i saw mentions of using fireweed as help with epilepsy#but personally i kinda found it myself#after having a most restfull sleep in like ACTUAL YEARS#after drinking it#there is some studies about it#but take them with a grain of salt#i cant drink a lot of milk tea because of the sensory expirience#i dont like the feeling of coating on my teeth and it gets really bad if you drink a lot#and i dont want to brush my teeth after every cup
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This thread from the CPTSD subreddit about the overabdunance of cheap junk food, but little healthy food (and the weird poverty mindset leading to parents guarding food until it spoils and screaming at anyone who eats [too much] of it or acting like they were planning to eat it, but if you don't eat from it, it gets thrown out) is so illuminating.
#I already know my knee injury and calcium deficiency is related to mama screaming at me about drinking too much milk she was ~going to use#for cooking~ and now even when she has her own milk For Cooking#I've been too terrified to drink milk I've been conditioned off of it even though it satisfies my sweet tooth and I literally need it#my constant dizziness also got solved with calcium supplements#I wish I could just drink milk on its own guilt free again#I'm trying but my mind still acts like it's only safe to use a little milk with cereal or tea and it's otherwise off-limits maaaan...#I don't have this negative association with almond milk so drinking a whole 100 ml glass of it a day ;3;#maybe someday I can work up to the needed 2-3 glasses#food *#parental neglect#CPTSD#trauma#negative *#weight shaming#body shaming#weight *#so I got in this mindset that sweets are safe to snack on because she's too ED-afflicted to want them or notice they're gone#but the healthy food oh noooo#I buy fresh fruits every week or two so I never go without fruits ^^#that part is really nice
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Some of those doctors make hating oat milk their entire personality. I hate them. Cannot pretend to find them funny or like i give a shit. Fucking pretentious assholes
#also my colleague (the girl i had my shift with) is the exact opposite of me in all aspects. asked me if I'd ever worked in customer service#because i couldn't care less about being fake friendly to assholes and don't care if they like the service or not#like bitch those people don't have any other choice but drink our fucking coffee it's not like I'm competing with anyone#or like they pay us in any way. i get paid for doing the dumb work i have to do not for stroking some dumb ass doctors' egos#they come out of their rooms once an hour to get coffee and we have the cups on the table and i wouldn't even Think of#HANDING them the cups and smiling sweetly at them and asking 'coffee? tea?? :))'#I'll just assume these grown adults will get their stupid coffee or tea when they want some. it's not like they don't know where it is#(and i AM friendly and smile when someone is coming in our direction but why the fuck do you need to get so disgustingly friendly with them#if someone held up a cup asking if i.want some coffee I'd leave immediately even if i came just for coffee. it's creepy)#anyway. she's nice. I'm not.#there's normal people who will get their coffee and maybe ask if the milk in the little jug is cow milk to which I'll happily reply 'yes#:)'. then there's the other people who see the oat milk and make it clear they are the most insufferable people on the planet#(and i pity their patients so much. not much to choose from i guess but if i had that as a doctor I'd happily just die)#like everyone who took oatmilk could do it without making a fuss about the cow milk on the table. the cow milk lovers could never#'the oat milk is in front of the actual milk. this is unacceptable. i hate such healthy bullshit' lol okay#'OAT milk?? I'll leave this to the horses! THANK GOD you have actual milk!'#my favorite was the one who really took personal offense with its sheer presence. as if it had killed half of his patients lmao#'we had 50 patients with xyz problem. ALL of them drink oat milk. they cannot see the connection. it's really unhealthy'#at this point i just said i didn't care and stopped paying attention and he started complaining to his doctor colleague about how#oat milk is advertised to be healthy and how it's actually the opposite and i just find that very funny compared to the first comment#from that one guy who doesn't like such healthy bullshit. you guys need to find a consensus on the oatmilk issue i think. no one takes you#seriously if you contradict yourself like this. also i couldn't care less about the healthiness of the milk alternative of my choice. bitch.#next week I'll end up killing someone. i hope they all die from their cow milk. (but not the ones who took cow milk and didn't say anything#about the oat milk. they can continue living as they didn't annoy me)#void screams#some of these doctors were actually quite nice (most of them even). one even brought an applicant to us telling her to get some coffee#(which we are not allowed to give to applicants. but i don't care. I'd rather they get something than some of the asshole jury members#who hate oat milk (which is not the issue. the issue is them making it everybody else's issue that they don't like oat milk))
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ciel and going home
#i just went up to the school arc?? there is probably more in germany and onwards but i didn't feel like doing it all rn#and the layout is kind of a mess already so i may eventually do a part two#i also wanted to put in the picture from the yuta furukawa campania musical where ciel and sebastian sit on the bed side by side that...#...first night sebastian gives him the hot milk that version of the scene feels especially home-y but i didn't feel like taking a screensho#ciel drinking tea and the hot milk could be its own post but i wanted to drive home here how it specifically makes him feel at home#and how 95% of this narrative is fueled by him wanting to be at home and wanting to end mysteries really fast to go home etc#kuroshitsuji#ciel#my kuro posts
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completely failed to convince myself that We Have Bubble Tea At Home
#tbf what I really wanted was an order I can't currently make at home#life#I just have some nice green teas and some boba that I made and then froze so it's ready to go#but I wanted taro (soy) milk tea with lychee jelly
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happy birthday, kageyama tobio :-) I'm pretty proud of this edit. I hope he's having the best day ever and celebrating with shoyou!!! I love him forever, like him for always, as long as I'm living my best friend he'll be
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#haikyū!!#kageyama tobio#hinata shoyou#kagehina#shobio#edit#haikyuu edit#i tried really hard to make today good since it's his birthday#today was really hard though#i wanted to do SOMETHING for his birthday anyway#i couldn't manage to write for him with this headache#but im writing. and thats what is important!#hopefully he understands that it takes time#song is tea milk & honey by oh pep :-]#i wish i could express all the care i have for them but im just so sad#love you tobio#happy birthday birthday boy#tobio kageyama#shoyou hinata#haikyuu anime
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I just remembered that because i came into being a coffee drinker in my mid 20s exclusively from work, i didnt know what the different espresso coffee drinks were like and i was too poor to go to coffeeshops, and then the place i was working got an espresso machine and i got the servers to make me a different base drink from the new menu each day til i tried them all and decided i liked lattes the best. It was hilariously systematic. The straight espresso was hardest to choke down but the servers were still new to making it and i was new to black coffee so.
#i probably would have gone a lot longer being a tea and soda caffiene drinker if not for the fact i worked mornings w a delayed sleep phase#i was ALWAYS sleep deprived for a morning shift#one day i was like IT'S TIME THAT I FORCE MYSELF TO LIKE COFFEE#loaded it with milk and sugar and drank it like that til i came around on the taste and could drop the sugar#i do still really like milk in my coffee but cold brew is good without it too#i'm not that much for really sharp bitter flavor in coffee... i want it smoother. no smoother than that
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i'm just so weee! that you are writing again, but ofc no rush, take your time<3333 how is your weekend goin, my favorite shig fucker?
aaAAAAAA NONNIE THANK U FOR BEING HEREEEEE!! I’m also so so happy to be writing again, I honestly enjoy it so much and I’m happy my brain’s providing me enough juice to get me through it hehehhe
but youre so so sweet thank you!! for being so understanding and patient (ノ﹏ヽ)
MY WEEKEND IS GOOOOD @blahkugo finally finished her assignments for the year so I’ve been over cooking for her HAHAHA I’ve been seeing everyone freak out over the new bnha leaks too tho so I need to go take a peeeksies and see ahats going on :3cc
#urusai! baka#THANK U MY LOOOOOVEEEEE#THANK U FOR BEING SO KIND???? WAAAAAA#i truly truly love writing and i forgot how satisfying it is to /create/#like the sense of accomplishment u get is unmatched HAHA#rae and i are trying to plan some lil mini event tho to get the ball really goinnnng#id say im about halfway done this fic?? just a lil under maybe??#but as im writing this im literally so sleepy HAHA im on the sofa and im out of milk for coffee or tea#even tho i usually drink my tea black but recently ive been put onto a splash of vanilla oat in my black tea#and its literally divineeeee so now i want it but im too lazy to grab more HAHAH#SO THATS ME RN#HOW ARE U THO#I HOPE THE WEATHER IS LOVELY WHERE U ARE#(also blushing at the favshig fucker <333 ily kiss kiss)
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I love the vibes of boba tea shops. The music and decor and smells and lights and people. I just want to be in a boba tea shop all the time. I love to write in boba tea shops. They make me feel so at home and comfortable, and it's almost like the outside world disappears.
On the flip side however it sucks when you run into someone you don't like at a boba tea shop. I have run into bullies at boba tea shops before and it just ruins that space. It's almost violating. I obviously understand that it's a public place and they are allowed there. It's just this internal struggle with the comfort and safeness. When someone who hurts you invades your safe space it feels almost personal.
What do y'all think about boba tea shop vibes. Also what are some other places that have good vibes.
#autism#boba tea vibes are like studio ghibli vibes#i want to write in a boba shop while it storms outside#good vibes#boba#boba tea#milk tea#A guy i used to like who hurt me really bad also really likes boba#sometimes that makes me sad#feel free to discuss
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got this box of instant boba from superstore. 3 sachets of milk tea powder, but i swear the 1 sachet is actually 3 servings bc it is so fucking potent
#i kinda like it (you really have to dilute it tho) it tastes like these drinks in the philippines that they sell on the streets called#palamig samalamig etc etc except its not red and theres a hint of tea to it#and its creamy. milk tea duh#what killed me tho was the fucking pearls that came with it bc they were already cooked and vacuum sealed into the package and they were old#and god. old pearls is absolutely horrendous in texture i HATE IT I WANTED TO CRAWL OUT OF MY SKIN IT WAS SO BAF#el.doc
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