I’m sad as hell but I made one of my old DnD OC’s in final fantasy properly because he’s been in 1 (one) screenshot before I really dug my teeth into Customizing and Modding my blorbeans to look like my blorbeans which is great, cos he’s my baby boy baby… he does the gardening…. He’s retired…. He has anxieties….
Anyways here’s Sebastian (Sasha) Orlev he’s from a Curse of Strahd campaign and became my baby boy baby (and also a wereraven, but don’t worry about that, also disregard the carbuncle n minion I’m hanging onto my happiness by my fingernails rn and that’s an emotional support carb in a onesie okay,)
He’s also Keathan’s retainer and Ishi’s [unofficial Gardener].
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it’s always when I have things to be doing that this happens but it’s like. I don’t know I’ve gone so far into weird love territory and I’ve been here so long that when I go back and really look at canon it’s like it’s new to me. because like do you ever think about how hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club. like it wasn’t a recommendation or anything that decision was made. and absolutely if tashiro genuinely GENUINELY didn’t want to do it nothing bad would have really happened, someone else could have done it, sure. you know? but at the end of the day tashiro, in the midst of his running away, had that thought, like. not in a thought bubble but in a b Hold on
in the narration box. like it’s not a fleeting in-the-moment thought like the whole poor shmuck thing. I’m not explaining this well. it’s just you get the impression that tashiro thinks about things a lot and also tangentially kind of thinks about his hanzawa senpai a lot and that realization of burden is so significant to tashiro that he takes on the position of captain
and he doesn’t look him in the face when he does it, and I love it. I love when things are indirect and subtle and sort of reluctant because it’s human and speaks to sincerity and tashiro’s grounded…ness that he isn’t unflinchingly happy to do it. he still doesn’t really want to do it. but he will. and he’ll do it WELL. because and this so matters hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club because he knows tashiro and has been watching tashiro as a fun kouhai who he likes a lot and who makes him laugh like literally no one else in the world, and he knows that he would be a good president because he is, amongst other relevant things, a good person. the right kind of good person! he wouldn’t have forced tashiro to do it because frankly he couldn’t REALLY force tashiro to do it, tashiro has a way of getting around things (pudding head….) but he decided tashiro would be captain, because he knows tashiro, and tashiro decided to take that on, because he sees hanzawa. he decided that tashiro would be captain, and tashiro decided to accept that decision because hanzawa decided correctly.
and tashiro cares, and encourages his senpai to rest, and we get the FUCKING.
that just speaks VOLUMES. hanzawa masato who notoriously stays busy for at least one of two known reasons that sound a little contradictory but aren’t actually is resting right now. hanzawa masato who is so weird and so unknowable to his juniors is wearing a small smile that, unlike so many of his other ones (ominous as they are, usually), shows for only contentment. he’s resting right now. like the tashiro gonzaburou hanzawa masato dynamic IS so weird I’m not delusional for that. but my favorite thing that I think I do a really bad job of showing is that their exchanges go back and forth and are so much fun for the both of them, and it’s exactly like PING PONG. well matched and silly and hanzawa masato knows tashiro gonzaburou and if tashiro gonzaburou doesn’t know hanzawa masato he sure as hell sees him, and wants to know him, just a little at least, and it’s all so much. I’m resting right now. fuck. anyway
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got so distracted by jeff posts that i forgot about my steeping tea for 15 minutes and then accidentally poured in pineapple juice instead of milk. i give up
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Eating my overnight oats rn and they’re so good so here is my recipe go forth and eat oats like a horse
The first step is to have fun and be yourself. The second step is to ignore everything I say and do whatever you want cause there are no rules <3
The overnight part:
⅓ cup oats
⅓ cup milk (I buy a different kind of milk / nut milk every time I’m at the store cause I’m not a milk drinker and don’t know what’s best but rn I have an almond/coconut mix and it’s really good)
⅓ cup plain Greek yogurt (if no yogurt or you don’t like it have a second ⅓ cup of milk)
1 large spoonful of jam
1 spoonful of peanut butter
Optional: 1 spoonful of seeds (I have sesame rn but other good ones are chia, sunflower, etc.)
Optional: a bit of honey or sugar if your prev ingredients aren’t that sweet
Optional: extra fruit and berries
^ mix the above and let it sit overnight. I find it lasts about 4 days, I make 3 servings Sunday night and try to eat them by Wednesday, then make more Wednesday night.
When you eat it top with:
A few spoonfuls of granola and nuts of choice
Extra fresh or frozen fruit
It’s fun to add more toppings right before you eat it so they aren’t soggy and they get a different texture, but you can always add them with the other stuff
Generally keep the rule of 1 part oats to 2 parts milk/liquid/yogurt. Most recipes online use ½ cups instead of ⅓ but I found that was more than I needed.
If you want to customize it, the best way I’ve found is changing up the peanut butter, the second ⅓ cup of milk/yogurt, and the fruit/jam. The absolute best version of the above I made was using ⅓ cup homemade applesauce, extra cinnamon/nutmeg, and cookie butter instead of peanut butter 😳 it is so good it was like eating a milkshake for breakfast lol
If you make overnight oats PLEASE TELL ME YOUR FAVORITE TOPPINGS AND ADD INS ✨
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Hey Nika (if that's ok) do you have any tea you like? What's your favourite?
Asking east-european for tea advice? Smart.
1. Just straight black. If you want to feel fancy or a little sick - with lemon. If you very sick black with lemon, honey and ginger.
2. Black with sweet and condensed milk. It's usually called hong kong tea. You can't drink a lot of it, since it's sweet and with milk. But good as a treat.
3. Masala chai. The same as a hong kong tea, but I'm usually drinking it in a cold months.
4. Surprisingly. Fireweed tea. Especially if you epileptic or have a brain damage. It really helps me sleep and just. Be more chill. I can't drink a lot of it, since it's weirdly sour. But by a lot I mean "more than a litre at a time". Can't be used as a medication for epilepsy or brain damage, it just my personal experience. Your experience can be different.
But yeah. It's the ones I have in my cupboard right now. Usually I drink just black without additional stuff since it's everywhere and you can drink it the entire day without any downsides (I mean, for me).
And yea, Nika is fine 👉👉
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I just remembered that because i came into being a coffee drinker in my mid 20s exclusively from work, i didnt know what the different espresso coffee drinks were like and i was too poor to go to coffeeshops, and then the place i was working got an espresso machine and i got the servers to make me a different base drink from the new menu each day til i tried them all and decided i liked lattes the best. It was hilariously systematic. The straight espresso was hardest to choke down but the servers were still new to making it and i was new to black coffee so.
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i'm just so weee! that you are writing again, but ofc no rush, take your time<3333 how is your weekend goin, my favorite shig fucker?
aaAAAAAA NONNIE THANK U FOR BEING HEREEEEE!! I’m also so so happy to be writing again, I honestly enjoy it so much and I’m happy my brain’s providing me enough juice to get me through it hehehhe
but youre so so sweet thank you!! for being so understanding and patient (ノ﹏ヽ)
MY WEEKEND IS GOOOOD @blahkugo finally finished her assignments for the year so I’ve been over cooking for her HAHAHA I’ve been seeing everyone freak out over the new bnha leaks too tho so I need to go take a peeeksies and see ahats going on :3cc
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I love the vibes of boba tea shops. The music and decor and smells and lights and people. I just want to be in a boba tea shop all the time. I love to write in boba tea shops. They make me feel so at home and comfortable, and it's almost like the outside world disappears.
On the flip side however it sucks when you run into someone you don't like at a boba tea shop. I have run into bullies at boba tea shops before and it just ruins that space. It's almost violating. I obviously understand that it's a public place and they are allowed there. It's just this internal struggle with the comfort and safeness. When someone who hurts you invades your safe space it feels almost personal.
What do y'all think about boba tea shop vibes. Also what are some other places that have good vibes.
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I wanna go to a boba shop with you and then to a botanical garden
yes pls that sounds so fun and so ideal!! Im not a big fan of Texture so I will just end up getting a normal milk tea if possible (or avoiding boba as best as possible) and then we can go to a botanical garden where i contemplate if i can steal leaves from the ground because technically they belong to the ground now
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