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uselessnocturnal · 1 year ago

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just found out that jonny sims voices the narrator in slay the princess and getting So Stupidly excited about it because i watched gab smolders play the demo last year and?-!?/!-?!!! loved it i’m so excited to see a playthrough and actually recognise the voice actor

#is this something silly to get excited about?#probably #but i just finished tma and stp is (in my head) from ages ago #and i love when things connect yknow #:’)#slay the princess #watching playthroughs bc Uhhh i may enjoy video games but i’m not very good at them #and also the funds #i’m happy watching other people play #i’m SO excited to get the time to watch this though #no spoilers pleas i’ll be so sad #was gonna go to bed early but this fun fact has given me an adrenaline rush i would’ve appreciated 3h ago

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toxooz · 6 months ago

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I know the answer might be no but still!

Are you ever going to make or add your characters into character ai?

I think it'll be really cool to be able to talk to Ollie, or just talk to the whole gang!!

Also lots of love to your art and comic, I found this comic when I was at my lowest and it really helped me out when I was really sad in depressed! Thank you for making this comic and for doing all of this amazing work that you have put in to your characters and storyline!!!

look 🙏 i do see the possible appeal in that i aint gunna lie one bit and as the creator of these characters the idea of being able to seemingly talk to them sounds pretty cool! BUT i simply cant jump on the AI train to Any extent it just wouldn't sit right with me. I feel like it would unnerve me after a while plus the idea of my OCs being 'off' or having out of character dialogue that's out of my control kinda gives me the willies. It seems like one of those things that are simply too good to be true in a practical sense so any possibility of it happening just goes into uncanny valley like do i wish i could take my ocs out of my brain and talk to them HELL yes ( if i dont get killed first) but that should be an impossible thing to do unless im dreaming or hallucinating or some shit. It's like the AI images ie. i Could just type in a bunch of prompts and shit out like 30000 images of my ocs so that i could look at them but where would the yearning be after that??? The loving sculpting of them in my brain while im trying to capture their essence with my hands into a drawing??? One of the main reasons for my ocs to exist is so that its something for my brain to toy around with and wallow in like a cat in catnip, so the idea of being able to just 'lay everything out' so easily just ruins the whole ' i have mysterious little dudes in my head that i mold around everyday to try and figure them out' aspect if that makes any sense??? PLUS im pretty sure the chat ai basically takes paragraphs from writers so for me to be so abhorrently against ai images yet being on board with chat ai when its ~surprise~ stealing from real writers feels like the most hypocritical ass shit i could do sO long old head 'robots evil' rant short: its a no from me dawg

BUT THAT ASIDE im glad to hear u like wheel bitten!! That means so much to hear and may your life continue to improve and thrive!✨🌟

#like yes that could be a tool to broaden my ocs and allow people to 'get to know them' and bond with them better but its justttt #Not Right to me yknow #plus idk man AI can only be so accurate and i know i may eat my words in a few months with how this is all progressing which makes it all #the more disturbing but point being id be too paranoid of one of them being off character or just saying something they would not say #willingly throwing my ocs into something so out of control feels like Too Much so id rather maintain my say so over that #hence why that loser who took Ollie and put him in there just pricked that Special nerve #and i Know if my ocs get bigger this whole problem is going to get bigger but id rather nip it in the butt where i can #like as much as i would love to just let yall go nuts and interact with them when im off somewhere i dont think its going to #stay lighthearted and fun i could see it getting rlly Not So Fun as it progresses #cause dont even get me started on the mentally deranged mfs who could develop an Unhealthy connection to them from that #maybe im being a drama queen abt the whole thing but idc i dont wanna take any chances

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thepandalion · 7 months ago

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help I'm going insane over deltarune and Undertale stuff again

#Guysss #Did you know the sprite for spamton neo has 6 stirngs #It's fucking with me so much guys #Element 6 and gaster and whatnot #Also have I. Have I mentioned the muffet thing #Muffet has these lines in. I think the neutral route?#Where she talks abt the person who warned her abt u #They had a lovely smile and were shapeshifting in the shadows apparently #Also the muffet laugh slowed down by 666% and reversed is the smile.ogg sound for entry 17 #There's multiple ways to make that connection this is just the fastest #Also gaster presumably egg man bc if you get ch1 egg in ch2 the car closest to u in the traffic jam can be interacted with one time #There's a man in that car and he smiles at you #Very clearly egg man but also specifically referring to him smiling like #Bestie gaster spooky noise literally titled smile.ogg. and is also very clearly the thing that fucked spamton up #Like bc the addisons after the neo fight tell u abt his mysterious benefactor right #And the garbage noise on the phone #And garbage noise being the description of what happens on the phone in the dark world #And yknow thats also smile.ogg #... Also what the fuck is the thing about the ocean in deltarune like fr #The vessel creation screen is water. There's ocean.ogg in the beginning of the dark world in ch1. the fucking song from the sea with onion #Whatever the fuck was going on when sans was talking about shyren at that one post a few years back #I have so much brain space that I use to store infinite utdr info #Like fr I need ppl to ask me directed questions for me to infodump bc I don't even know where to start??#Like. Do I start with the fonts thing? I can't even find the fonts thing anymore but I know its a thing #Do I start at the significance of the number 6 to gaster stuff? Do I start with the way his leitmotif is concerningly in noelles theme??#Like really. I'm begging to be asked questions about my special interests

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calciferstims · 6 months ago

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god I love seeing the og homies in my notes. it’s always so good. I love that I still have active followers that have been here since the literal beginning, y’all are the real ones fr 💪💪💪

#I think of y’all as the bar regulars yknow #like oop. got all the regulars in my notes :))) all the ogs #if you followed me back when my blog was orange and I loved Loki raise ur hand #you may be entitled to financial compensation #chatting tag #idk it’s just fun bc like. it’s one thing to have mutuals that you’ve talked to for years #it’s a different feeling entirely to just have the same little icons liking your posts for years while you almost never exchange one word #truly the best example of unique internet connections lmao #but genuinely heartwarming :)

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dahldahlbills · 10 months ago

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I really need to get serious about personal projects again

#I think I said something like this last year too lol #currently in a weird headspace about it #the biggest reason why I lost focus on them was bc I prioritized engaging in fandom #(something that I never really did when I was focused on publishing a few years back)#so part of me feels like in order to make considerable progress on projects again I need to cut myself off from fandom #and I kinda have been weening myself off a bit from animanga but not really for that reason #it was mostly bc I was getting overwhelmed by how much I was consuming and I wanted to appreciate things fully #I don’t think I’d cut myself off from fandom completely either I’d still try to keep up with stuff #but the idea of not engaging in fandom anymore kinda.. scares me?#idk I feel like a major loser admitting this lol #it just feels like I’d lose a lot of connections with people #and would lose a lot of the love I have for stories if I’m not actively interacting with them :(#and then there’s also that stupid feeling of being a ‘fake fan’ because I’m not dedicating every single second of free time to fandom #which is dumb bc like I have a life and need to make money yknow I got things to do #im just Stressed bc I’m at such a critical stage career wise and im getting closer to 26 so hhhhh healthcare coverage will be up in the air #so I really can’t afford to dawdle #there’s just so much I wanna do and while I’m not necessarily racing to get it done I still want to take advantage of the time I have #but it also sucks feeling like I’m giving up a part of myself to progress on another part of myself #I don’t think any of this makes sense sorry I just needed to dump my thoughts bc I am Terrified™️#anyway personal projects! gotta get back to those !#blahblahbills #delete later

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lucky7i · 1 year ago

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#"despite everything that happened dee- and yknow the events falling upon you thats happened- i still consider you Bondi regardless if youre #“technically in the club or not so- i just hope wherever you go you remember that”#whata fuckinh emding i guess it could’ve been worse and i enjoyed the highs and downbad lows #icant with these emo shits and drama queens today i cried and laughed sm (cried more)#its always when i have things to do irl after and my eyes are like @@#time for a hot shower and sleep for 2 days now #war is over #< bro think he did something #wow what a journey #rip dukes n jess's gifti TT^TT shes with og vb tulip and paragone now the girls are home #I’m glad he went with the tutorial dee mentore ending leaving until someone needs him with some hints and not very closed ending >> sideeye #barrys such an emo himbo goldfosh lmao the literal ending it with a bang was hot and tragicsweet #hs last memory connection with dee Clueless #🖼️🃏#i loved every last convo that was had with people- the bad and good and the painful and healing #i wish there was one with tj tho ): he called him when he thought it was his last moments in prison god i love that phonecall #wait right ill take their little chat at the gas station ⍢ it was so sweet #chip fey and ed and collin & bbs convos #and he’s been and always will be bondoi gladge #him pulling lots of new pple on their feet for years then either they exceed to great things and move on and away from him #or the city eats them and he never see them again and in all cases he ends up alone again #^i daydreamed about him saying something like that to b im glad he did #the way b speaks to him and how the club spoke to him is fascinating i want to talk about it and analys it #god not me analysing literature years after collage #and i know she was scuffed lmao but coppa looked like she said goodbye to dee too before she got into the car and idc ill take that #the two that i'll miss sm more than anything with barrys story and 4.0 dee and coppa #i think the john thing's so funny especially the “gaslighting himself that dees name was johnathon the intire time” in mc lmao but #🤲🕯️🩸 reunion in aus 🙏 🩸 rekindling 🕯️🩸 max prison or petty crimes 📿🛐 that part revival 🤲🩸🛐 its right there hes righthere 🌀😵‍💫#dare i say the same dee with the same memories continues 4.0 with a new page and even closer with everyone 🚛 🏭 the copium overload #I also cant wait for more suffer and joy in 4.0 yippeee

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savage-rhi · 6 months ago

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#my bros fiance and i speaking spanish and giggling and hes like “HEY THE FUCK ARE YOU TWO PLOTTING?”#“I HATE IT WHEN YOU 2 TALK SHIT AND I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.”#then little bro you should've taken spanish in high school like i did #and got adopted by a few aunties in the community #i still cant speak it well for shit and if its spoke rapidly i can catch pieces #but i can read it pretty well even though i fuck up the grammar #anyway his fiance is like “BABY RELAX WE'RE JUST MESSING AROUND”#“I KNOW MY SIS. I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT INHERITED GREAT UNCLE JERRYS MANGO.”#“IF SHE WANTED TO STEAL YOU AWAY I KNOW SHE COULD FUCKING DO IT.”#HEHEHEHE HE CAUGHT ONTO MY PLAN #kidding kidding 😂#my future sis in law is wonderful and theyre a lovely couple shes the best thing thats happened to him #i just like fucking around and finding out yknow?#as for the mango piece our great uncle jerry was...popular #he was a ladies guy and might've been bi too #when my bro started showing signs he had the gift everyone was happy but come to find out i got it too and commence pearl clutching #at least i used my charisma powers for good a la helping my friends get hooked up with people unlike my bro #anyway point to this is BRO ADMITTED I OUTCLASS HIS ASA MUWAHAHAHA!!#20 SOMETHING YEARS IVE BEEN WAITING TO HEAR HIM ADMIT IT #im better!#LMAO #🎶i got more rizzz than yyyOOOOOuuuuuuuu🎶#need a tag for when i share something personal that makes me happy #not magenta but some other pink #anyway im good at flirting but if they flirt back or it gets too weirdly intense: jay.exe stopped working #needs strong emotional connection to continue subscription #stars #cant do it #not today!#not ever actually

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spamtoon · 8 months ago

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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)

Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...

Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!

(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)

I know what you are.

Farewell, now!

(She then leaves the way she came from.)

(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)

And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...

(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)

You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?

I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.

(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)

Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way

(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)

Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.

WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.

Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever

#bright spark #<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky #the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE #SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you #to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this #is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay #nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are #honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang #spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main #cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her #own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally #i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel #like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything #with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite #finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives #happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared #to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that #respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a #method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy #excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going #sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay

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fiendishartist2 · 9 months ago

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guys what if i want to make my own apollo justice game.

#i need to write a prequel to aa4 pls pls pls pls pls #okay get this: so phoenix isnt disbarred yet and he doesnt have trucy. hes still taking and winning cases #one day he gets a call from edgeworth and hes all like ''wright i need your assistance'' and hes like what for and edgeworth goes #''ive been given the most ridiculous case and i think youre the only man in law who can take care of it''#so phoenix bikes his ass to the detention center and boom. child behind bars #and phoenix is like ??? hey kid what are doing here. and this kid is the most surly mfer on the planet like you couldnt get-#-a word out of him if you tried. hes kinda giving phoenix the stink eye too but hes just the littlest guy on earth #and phoenix feels bad for him so he tries to get a rundown of the case (maybe edgeworth gave him an autopsy report or smth beforehand)#but get this. the kid still wont speak. he hasnt even moved a muscle. and after some prodding you find out this little dude-#-doesnt speak english (i dont love aa6 but i think apollos tragic backstory can be interesting so we're going w that but taking it seriousl #anyways so maya is like omg this kid is speaking khurainese but hers is kinda broken bc shes not from the mainland and only knows it-#-from like prayers #so you only get bits and pieces of the kids testimony. plus he still doesnt wanna talk bc ''dhurk told me not to talk to you''#so you start following the new lead but you ask too many questions and apollos like oh shit i said too much and wont talk to you anymore #but now you have two leads: khur'ain and a man named ''dhurk'' plus the fact that this is kid might be new to america since-#-he cant speak english but is smack dab in the middle of california. its all v curious and phoenix wants to get to the bottom of it #for the rest of the case i feel like it would go in the direction of ''we dont know exactly whats up w this dhurk guy or where this kid-#-came from but we do get him acquitted and phoenix is able to save him from the dark path he was heading towards'' thus steering apollo-#-in the direction of law and giving him a wayyyy better reason than aa6 gave him <3 #i kind of like the interlinked nature of ace attorney's storytelling. like everything leads into smth else and everyone is impacted-#-by another person before they even become properly entangled w each other's lives #like how mia faced dahlia years before she met phoenix but dahlia was the one to connect them #or how trucy gave phoenix the diary paper but she's also the one who ropes apollo into the waa. even before they know they're siblings #or how lamoire left apollo and trucy as children and when they reunite as adults they cant recognise each other but they all find each-#-other anyways #i could go on but i think this could be cool yknow esp bc i think the most interesting thing about apollo's aa6 backstory is his life-#-post dhurk. like where did he stay? was he a foster kid? was he put into the system? how did that affect him? what kind of ppl took him in #i just wanna know how that whole thing would have effected him bc like when yiu think about it how did he even get to america?? his dad's #-considered a terrorist. idk man i think its interesting and apollo and dhurks interactions are one of the only good parts of aa6

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1pcii · 1 year ago

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thinking about younger 124ji as years of this kind of unchecked thinking and behaviour, mixed with their unnatural lack of empathy bringing them to the cartoonist extremes they display in canon.

#cw for strangulation and child death for the video clip #I've been thinking alot about the vinsmokes and Eva parallels lately #how similar yet opposite gendou and judge are #gendou doing everything for the sake/memory of his wife at the expense of humanity. judge doing everything for germa at the expence of #his wife/family #yet they both end up hurting and augmenting unatural circumstances for their children in very similar ways #they are but liabilities. sacrifices. pawns in a game they would kill themselves trying to win. cast out and abused for 'failing'#I find rei parallels especially interesting. she's a very underappreciated character already imo. and it's easy to make the shinji/sanji #connection #but Rei has so many layers to her that can be akin to the vinsmoke siblings #she is like reiju in that she does have emotion but her subservient position under judge(/gendou) means that it means very little in the #grand scheme of things #and yet she can't help but to /feel/ when around sanji(/shinji). a testimony of the love of her late mother #she is also similar to 124ji in that she is replaceable. always at risk of the technology that brought her into the world as she is #she has been molded into the perfect soldier via gendou's emotional manipulation and as such only expresses what is necessary for her #position. only parrots back what he exposes her to. unaware of it's weight or ramifications on other people #124ji I'd say have that to an extream in that violence and malice are actively encouraged in their minds by the fact they do seem to be #able to express /negative/ emotions #which naturally lead them to growing into the abusive assholes they are today #but it's sad yknow? that they never had the chance to be anything else #psii.txt #psii.mp4 #text #meta #vinsmoke siblings #vinsmoke ichiji #vinsmoke niji #vinsmoke yonji #124ji

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perenlop · 2 years ago

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as much as i do love all these characters i am pretty glad that the kirby supporting character designs have finally shifted away from the same “floating hands, pupilless eyes, and no legs” mould thats been there since rtdl

#not saying that magolor taranza susie sectonia or anyone has BAD designs per say but by the time the mage sisters were around #i was definitely a little tired of it. especially since the sisters all have the same outfit and face really #plus it makes certain characters look kinda samey like taranza and magolor to an extent #when those two like. could have a connection? but really don't beyond one easter egg in one haunted house level in ktd #like their backstories dont really involve the other at all #again i dont think theyre bad designs but maybe they could have done something a bit different w taranza at least #haltmann and susie do a better job at being distinct which ill give em credit for but yknow the elements are still there #its not that rayman hands are bad like i am taking the rayman hand thing for my own oc designs bc its cute #but thats not what defined what a kirby character looked like yknow?#like it was always there in the series w characters like wisp or poppy bros jr or simirror all of which i love #but you also had characters like knuckle joe and flaming leo and wheelie #and it was refreshing how in forgotten land all of the major characters felt like kirby designs but didnt just do floating hands no legs aga #again #echoed voice

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whomturgled · 1 year ago

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i have so many feelings and i hate it

#and regrets of any time ive acted up or feel like in hindsight it wasnt cherishing the time i have w them as i shld be and #and things i want to do with them still and ways to love them and be loved and understand their way of loving and #i think we can be so good together and. i miss them. and i hope they miss me.#i really hope theyll miss me soon and want me again and . ik its maybe a little messed up but i want to believe and trust and #its hard and it hurts but. i really feel theres a great connection and if i need to chill out a bit and remember myself more thats fine #and on me for getting so like. moody recently. altho i kinda feel like part of that is med changes but u__u still i need to be able to like #be better and i think they make me better and so happy and. im so comfortable with them and i love them and i wld want to make it work #even if it had to be distance but i dont think i want to just be their friend like maybe but it would hurt a lot bc i love them so much #and i hope they wanna be with me too still and will allow me to romance them yknow flowers and adventures and love and take care and... yea #and maybe some of this was just them going thru a lot rn and im sorry for adding pressure to it and i want to be the comfortable respite an #auurgrgghfhdhdhhfhfdhh i miss them #i just keep thinking abt them like ill have periods of not but then i do again and. idk.#theres also a lot of complicated feelings and thoughts and its like i want to like. idk. know some of their friends n stuff n. :^( idk #i dont feel well from the stress and emotions and ow of it all #i really hope it isnt just a way for them to let me down i really hope they come back eventually like i wanna believe they will but #ourgsghthfhdhfhghghdhdhwkelftk4bfbhwiwjtjejAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i love them a lot. and need to listen more abt more alone time stuff bc it is good for both of us but not like this u_u #ok sorry for rambling i needed somewhere to write feelings so here we are #i guess part of me is hoping theyre thinking abt me at least a bit and maybe will check this and see it and be like wow i do miss them too #but ik thats silly and eitth3u2ieigjtb4jirifjwji24jgntn aahhhhhhhhhhh. i say a lot of things wrong esp when scared or overly emotional and.#urgevshehrhtjrjeitjtnjeeitjtjwjeiigvjiw9384847rhfbwjoe4j4n4j289djrnrnf #i just really really hope they come back soonish and like want me and are like yes i do want you sorry for that but not a huge sorry bc #like i understand where theyre coming from and. and. yeah. idk. soon doesnt have to be today or tomorrow but maybe a week or 2 idk #i just realy miss them and it hurts and i really dont want them with someone else or to just throw it all away andni want to prove i can #like. idk. love them and be better and more positive i guess we've both been dealing w a lot of stuff and i do need to learn to accept and #more patient w how we communicate differently and we do have to face that but its a difficult topic to confront ig and aurh4hwhshhrlffff #i think they love me i want to trust and i really hope they dont try to make any decisions for me or like based on what they think best 4 m #bc i get to decide that :^(#when i said let down i meant like. leave my life and never talk to me again and stuff.. ;^(. idk how to feel abt some things but. idk. idk.#theres so many feelings and that all is just a pretty vague tip of the iceberg ugh

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peapod20001 · 1 year ago

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I actually do have very complex thoughts about many different things, it’s just a bit challenging to connect the inner voice to the outer voice sometimes </3

#random post #I have SO many thoughts and ideas. I love to create and I love to build on what I have and I like to connect to existing things #there is lots of oc lore in my brain! it graces my blog sometimes. not always. it’s hard to put abstract feeling and thought into words #and it’s challenging trying to find the best place to start talking about things yknow? like I as the creator of this whole unique universe #pretty much already know how things end up. how they’re going. how it started. some are easier to know than others. but that doesn’t stop me #from trying create for it. or searching for the missing piece to start the domino effect of development and fulfillment #it’s hard to see where the pieces fit sometimes. but getting a new angle or changing something about the piece can make finding where it #belongs easier. this is what I mean when I say I have very intricate and complicated thoughts. not spending too long writing my sentences or #overthinking them helps to keep things as they are in my head. since I’m not filtering them into something almost unrecognizable #writing a paper in a single sitting in a set time really helps me produce a unified and intricate product. I’ve been told I write well #which I find mildly humorous. I’ve never been a writer by choice really. I’m an artist that works with a physical visual piece rather than #letters that convey meaning. I’m more of a thinker than a writer. but in some instances they’re one in the same. I’m rambling but y’all know #that about me by now I’m sure hahagahaha. yea. my OCD makes me spend too long on words and that’s why I always talk in a short way #a more simplistic way. leaves less room for the mind to pick out flaws if everything is flawed on purpose yknow? haha yea. I like me yknow?#and other people like me too! that will never cease to surprise and amaze me haha. I’m one of those people that has an easier time with #people different from themselves. the people I’ve known and spoke to throughout my life are so very different from me. but they all feel #comfortable to share their experience with me. a lot of these people on paper would be ones I’d try to avoid I guess. differing opinions and #world views yknow? but the way I am. gives people comfort I’ve found. I’m not bragging about that it’s just interesting. it’s the same with #my whole household like we meet people that are like. idk a good descriptor but they’re very set in a specific way. and then we just?? they #like us?? idk it’s just funny to think about my dad getting along with legit crazy people or my mom being the person who’s the favorite of #the least liked / polite person in the office. or my brother and sister being very well liked in their schools but are just average students #who aren’t trying to be more than kind. or when I as myself. with the thoughts and opinions I have. am able to get along with anyone I #come across. I’m really not trying to be bright about that I’m just an. empath? I guess? I’m just very nice to people and meet them at their #level and don’t try steering the conversation to smth bad or controversial. but even then people will still talk to me and like me cus I’m #not putting them down or hating on them for how they think and feel. I listen. I can understand them. not agreeing with their views doesn’t #mean I can’t get why people think or feel how they do. I try to not be biased or entirely antagonist to things different than me #I’ve gone my whole life not understanding a lot of things. and over time I’ve learned them. I go into experiences with people like that #I may not understand yet. but I’ll learn to. that’s probably the main reason why people feel comfortable around me. that and also I have #a smile pretty much always lol. I’m small and non threatening lookin with a single dimple on the cheek and eyes so dark you could see the #faintest light reflected in them. anyways I have gone into several different directions with this and kinda lost the main point I was making

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set-phasers-to-whump · 1 year ago

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Day 11: What whump media type do you prefer and why?

ok so I’m cheating a bit here bc I have two: firstly I love whump in the form of a tv show - I like getting to know the characters through both whumpy and non-whumpy episodes, and I loveeee the audio and visual aspect. actually seeing the blood, hearing the screams and whimpers, just having that extra sensory input, really makes the whump that much more enjoyable for me! however, I also absolutely adore written whump, primarily fanfic, because it’s pretty much always written with the whump in mind!! I know that the author and I want the same thing for the whumpee (pain and suffering), whereas in tv shows often the creators aren’t thinking of the pain and suffering and tend to not focus on the whump as much as I’d like. but both media are so so good and I honestly don’t know if I could choose just one :)

#whumpmasinjuly2023 #wij23day11 #i say things #like tv is so great and I love it so much #but fic has that like connection about it yknow? like we’re all here for the same reason #plus I do love the way fics can get into characters heads #but then there’s a lot you can’t do with words - like when you have visual cues (blurring of the scene when a character is dizzy or #ringing noises when they’re in an explosion or what have you)#basically both. both is good.

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truthundressing · 2 years ago

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oh my god everything in life is cyclic...

#been going a different route for my daily walk when i stay at my dads thats along the river and backs onto like endless fields #and its so beautiful that i like genuinely look forward to it and i didnt know why but this particular route always made me feel much more #at ease and motivated n less anxious for the rest of the day #and i told my mum about this route and she was like ohh yeah i used to take you on that walk all the time in the buggy when you were a baby #like now it makes sense why i feel so connected to it like thats so crazy that my body recognised it but my mind didnt #idk falling in love w life again is fun and sometimes its the small things like this that like cause revelations for me yknow <3

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sylhea-raemi · 2 years ago

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I just realized 2/3 of the great magicians have a vonnection to nero, one is his friend and teammate and the other is his professor... does thor saving nero's ass count as having a connectiom to him lmao

#which makes me fucking insane #nero and ulysses aren't close they're simply student and teacher in lune they haven't interacted 1-on-1 at all #but the fact that ulysses and nero are teacher and student breaks me bc of the fact that the white sage was the hero of fraxinus' teacher #like man it would be heartbreaking if nero and ulysses were close lol #this time it's not the teacher and the student... but trusted friends.#oh this is.... a similar situation to airi #airi doesn't really have a connection to ulysses but both maki and thor are her guardians and makia as oda was her best friend in the past #meanwhile nero doesn't have a connection to thor but ulysses is a professor/teacher of his and makia is his yrusted companiom #not only that both airi and nero are related to kanon in some way. kanon being nero's brother & him being the one who sent airi to maydare #which.... those two meeting and talking about makia alone in one place is something #never forget airi asking him if he likes makia lmao dude's just plain confused #but i think it's kind of meaningful...... that kanom brought airi to maydare when she's at her worst state mentally while nero #nero was thw one who was there to confirm whether makia really was oda kazuha or not.#nero's the one who knows makia while airi was the one who knows oda kazuha #him saying things about makia and airi confirming that makia really was kazuha through nero....#kanon sent her to maydare at her worst and being a blessed child by all made her worse that she already have- a child blessed by all have #fragile minds. nero's words about makia was the thing to clear airi's mind... the thing is everyone in team 9 was there when thor said airi #ran away to makia. all of them were there. the one who stayed at the atelier could have been frey or lapis or really the three of them #but NO. only nero stayed. nero being the one to confirm and clear airi's mind about makia and kazuha have significance i believe it does.#i love it.... i didn't think i have to think about that chapter so much but here i am. yknow what's funny.. if nero actually does have some #kind of affection for makia more than friends bc #oda kazuha's friend who have unrequited love due to her falling in love with her childhood friend saito tooru #and makia o'drielle's friend who never shown hints of interest to her because he already knows she loves her previous knight thor bigreitz #i know nero doesn't canonically have feelings for makia but it's funny to think about #i want nero and airi to interact more.#i want to know if nero knew what kanon is and is capable of. i want to know if he knew that it was kanon who sent airi to maydare.#sylhea talks maydare #hehe... this is so fun. typing out my thoughts in the tags again making newspaper tags.. it really is so fun. thank you maydare tensei mon

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