#and i like some of it

[steeplescollapsed]

i went to get some grocery shopping -

all i really wanted was a lemon tart.

i wanted something sweet, but sour.

bittersweet.

i didnt find a lemon tart,

but i saw you.

and my craving cowered from you,

because the only taste i wanted

was yours.

and the new craving clawed at my throat

whilst i lowered my head and pretended i was busy

unpackaging a package i didnt care about anymore.

and you walked past with a pretty girl -

curly hair and glasses and skinny and honey blonde and gorgeous -

and i wanted to rip my insides out.

looking at her made my stomach clench and my eyes burn.

and the fact that you walked past me

and i walked past you

made everything ache all the more.

and it was bitter

and sweet

and sour

and i stared at the dessert section at tescos

with no idea what i had come here for.

- i've never felt so starved before

26.10.23 - ramblings from a break up

part 7

[puppppppppy]

filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

[ivyblooms]

The funniest homophobia I ever experienced was a Mormon lady at my work telling me she would accept me being gay because we have to get along as coworkers but I really should consider not being gay because gay people have sex like animals (especially gay men) and she just couldn't stop thinking about it and how gross we are. She started really getting distressed, near tears, and saying 'I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop." over and over and miming some kind of sex acts with her hands and I was like ?????? What is happening???? One of the other Mormon ladies had to come over and pat her on the back and help her sit down to help her calm down and our boss gave her the afternoon off due to being too upset to work.

[atissi]

locked the fuck back in

[wormspoodle]

compiled some things

[bookwyrminspiration]

sometimes a theme recurs in your work without your permission. and sometimes it reaches a threshold where you're like. well now i think this is saying something about me against my will. don't know what though

[canisalbus]

✦ Pebble ✦

[unsung-idiot]

some quick drawings of little Soos I made a while ago

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

[straightlightyagami]

u ever see someone with extremely fucked up views (or actions) and think wowww if a couple of things in my life went the tiniest bit differently that would have been me

[gayvampyr]

asking people to be mindful of others when sharing a communal space (especially one you cannot just up and leave from) is not selfish or misanthropic. come on now

[cowboysmp3]

there’s something sooo sickening about how dunmeshis whole energy is like sometimes something terrible and awful happens to you and it changes you forever and nothing can make you the person you were before but there’s still love and there’s still sharing a meal together and there’s still living

[flame-shadow]

hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???

i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)

[tierras]

the mutual aid los angeles network (malan) has put together a spreadsheet with valuable resources for people affected by the ongoing los angeles wildfires and wind storm. the sheet is constantly being updated with resources such as shelter info, animal boarding info, addresses for distribution centers, volunteer opportunities and so much more.

please share this spreadsheet widely

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024