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should i accept this job i was offered?
#its a move to an expensive area that i will likely have yo live w multiple roommates and idk if im i to that right now in my life :/#its a really good job but it could also be bery corporate#i would be glad to leave my situation BUT that means rent goes up a lot#and i kinda just wanna keep saving up#and idk!! like i would be dumb not to take the job but im kinda leaning that way rn#i know the area i would live jn is literally peoples DREAM but i know how isolating and exhausting the culture can be#like if you havent lived i a place like it you literally cannot understand#but i HAVE#anyways thr job and the interviewers were so fucking nice and everyone seems so happy to have me#and like it WOULD be so good for my career#but i just dont know!!#and im not guaranteed a job where i am right now which is SCARY#SO SCARY#like what if i say no to this and never get another job offer ever in my life#this is my first fullyime job offer jn literally three years what the fuck#how am i even considering sayjng no#and yet...
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soccer club shenanigans! also, don't mind the alt uniforms, these were drawn while I was writing and while they're not exactly fic art they share the vibe
#inazuma eleven go#first is just with the fic vibe and second is while planning for that scene but before writing so it's not an exact match#I'm posting stuff in random order from drafts lol I keep forgetting things I've saved up#everything feels kinda out of place and outdated but that's what happens when you try to pace posts instead of posting everything right away#like. okay this is fic stuff I should post another fic stuff next too? but there's older thinga I want to post too#and what if the beta uodate comes suddenly? got one thing I wanna post before that but how badly would that screw up the schedule#sorry for the rambles overthinking is my third name (not thinking at all is the second. I got only those two moods)#own art
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Okay guys, hear me out:
Sea Serpent Hobie!!!
Sea Serpent Hobie who sinks any superyachts he comes across!
Sea Serpent Hobie who uses harpoon spears meant to kill him as piercings! And old anchor chains as jewelry!
Sea Serpent Hobie who attacks big commercial fishing boats that are destroying the ecosystem by overfishing
But also benign Sea Serpent Hobie, who aids those lost at sea!
Who helps smaller local fishing buisnesses with sustainable fishing
Who looks out for this small fishing community and in return they warn him whenever hunters show up in the area!
Sea Serpent Hobie who is huge but still manages to hide perfectly in the kelp forests!
Who has bioluminescence and uses it both to terrify enemies and as a way to calm down people in distress, as a way for him to signal goodwill - and to show off when he feels like it!
Who can change his pigmentation similarly to octopi to communicate his mood and feelings! Or just to blend in with his surroundings (also as a nod to the way he changes filters in the movie!)
Sea Serpent Hobie who's frequently seen swimming with whale pods- Orcas being his favourites to hang out with (they sometimes go on yacht sinking trips together)
Sea Serpent Hobie who likes to give people a show and will show off by breaching right next to unsuspecting boats
DO YOU SEE MY VISION?!??
SEA SERPENT HOBIE!!!!!!💙💙💙
#god I really wanna draw him now!#alas my artistic skills are not great to say the least lol#the idea just won't leave my mind!#idk in my mind he kinda looks like a mermaid crossed with a serpent a whale and an eel#he still has a mostly humanoid face and upper body but with features of the creatures I mentioned above#and also I imagine he's pretty big lol#like meduim to large whale sized big#at least that's how I pictue him but I'd love to hear you guys's interpretation of him! <3#I love this au so much already it's such a fun concept for him!#I'm sure you could expand on it and fit other spider people into this au as well!#like maybe Gwen is the daughter of a fisherman and Hobie saves her after their boat capsizes or something#but lemme know if you guys have any ideas for this au as well!#this is a brand new au that I literally just came up with so it's not that well developed yet#so any input is very welcome! <3#there are so many cool possibilities!#I'm unironically so hyped about this ngl!#I keep comming up with more ideas as I write this but I'm gonna try and limit myself for now lol#sea serpent hobie#hobie brown#spider punk#spiderverse#across the spider verse#atsv#across the spiderverse#across the spider verse au#spiderman across the spider verse#my post#my au
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One of the elders being named saturn, and the fact that it's confirmed that one of the ancient weapons is a living person along with their planet names, I wonder if the ancient "weapons" were all living people/beings and if the three either defected or was a part of the same group as the elders way back?
There's also the whole thing with the sun too, as well
#one piece#one piece spoilers#egghead spoilers#one piece 1073#one piece unreleased#5 elders + 3 weapons gives us the original 8 planets#(not counting earth)#imu's theme could be connected to like... hm#either the missing earth element here or something vaster like the solar system-beyond?#assuming it keeps up with that kind of theme#we dont know the other elders titles but HMMM#giving the weapons planet names and an elder a planet name is just... its all coming together lol#ohhhhh i wanna know more about imu so so bad#is his motif the moon instead?#giving us a sun vs moon kinda deal that i thought would be saved for blackbeard?#which im still leaning on but hm#it's also fitting i think#like with the moon and the world government seeming straight forward at first#but then you look closer and see the dark side of it and the secrets [imu not being known to the public or anyone else besides#the higher uppers]#WAIT THE CELESTIAL DRAGONS ARE SPACE THEMED TOO#they literally wear space suits#ough
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ive been playing so much hades 2 atp i feel like the first Big early access patch is gonna legit change my life....
#SPOILER WARNING FOR THE TAGS SKIP IF YOU RLY DONT WANNA KNOW MORE ABT HADES 2#omgggg once the surface path gets an update..... more stuff being there after you defeat eris... getting to olympus maybe??!??!#also a new weapon being added like im excited already#i keep imagining like what if when you get closer to olympus you can actually meet some of the gods?? (maybe even like ares or athena hhhh)#and omg whos gonna be the guardian of the area after eris#and whos gonna be the idk-the-name-for-whatever-arachne-and-echo-are of that area???#i kinda hope its another witchy person bc so far for the surface those ppl have been some kind of witch/sorceress#idk who that could be tho..... is cassandra witch-adjacent??#ok so you need that time sand (which you get from chronos) and entropy (which youre gonna get from the surface) for the dissolution of time#so which figure from greek mythology would make sense as someone youd get entropy from (i have no idea im only like 5 pages into the iliad)#im just so excited for everything theyre gonna do w this game#going back to the next surface area stuff. ive been making myself get used to seeing eris not as the final guardian#aka i cant almost die to her bc that would severely fuck up the rest of that run once theres more after her#and i cant pick the knucklebones for her bc theres gonna at least one more guardian after her who may be more difficult so i gotta save that#also im slowly but surely getting all the keepsakes to the highest level#also trying to get as many of the prophecies as possible rn and why are two of the chaos blessing so so difficult to get#kinda makes me wish their keepsake would idk make chaos gates spawn more often or smth like that....#bc then id have Some chance to get a chaos gate after i actually have a duo boon gndvcndhdb#also i gotta let some random enemies kill me more often if i see a gate so maybe i can get that other blessing idk.....
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i already knew about roy’s wattrel evolving because people on twitter were comparing it to gliscor’s evolution and claiming it’s the same thing and it’s kinda amusing to me because liiiiike. gliscor didnt really invent the concept of evolving to save your trainer, thats literally a potential reading for charizard’s evolution. when i compare later pokeani moments back to gliscor i hope im implying properly that it’s all mostly just a bit. like im not actually saying dracovish is just like gliscor because it also refused to be recalled in an important battle so it could fight to the end.
that being said gliscor’s evolution was like a million times better than kilowattrel’s lol
#last batch of horizons eps were sorta eh to me (minus the friede one that was cool)#(minus ann being barely in the ep. i feel like her meeting up with the gang couldve been its own episode#rather than just the backdrop for friede’s plotline)#im personally chalking it up to just the anime slowing down for a sec tho. im assuming its picking up again#what with the elite 4. this seems to be the trend with hz#buuuuut idk. i kinda wanna wait til ive rewatched the eps that are currently out#not considering my rewatch done til im completely caught up#echoed voice#anyways back to kilo…. idk both evolutions that happened didnt quite feel earned#like wattrel is just kinda insecure in the episode but it just kinda… evolves with no training? its also barely been used in the show#feel like they just evolved a few team members to keep things interesting ig#side note i want them to pull a brionne and just have crocalor only be around for like 10 eps#before it evolved again bc i dont care for crocalor#like. back to comparing it to gliscor- her evolution was built up throughout the episode#and she went through some trials and getting kidnapped and bondong#bonding more with ash in the process#and theyd had more moments with her in between the capture and the evolution to justify it. the episode literally happens#bc pauls gliscor fucked her shit so badly a few episodes before#have i ever talked abt how thats just genuinely such a well written episode all around. like god they had gary and everything#remember when gary being in an episode made the episode better instead of making me feel nothing. i miss that#compared to that kilowattrel just kinda. happens. wattrel is insecure and then it saves roy and now its just better#sorry kilo you got kinda cursed by having ppl compare you to gliscor and thats not fair to you but it wont stop me
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moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love
#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy#cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS#is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now#actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen#when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell#your*#but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you#cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year.#imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc#dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august#and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright#like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life#but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore#christ. okay.#anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af#but i genuinely dont have any other advice#like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas
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I don't really like Hidetoshi from p3 all that much... He reminds me of Those typa ppl in school and like-- My guy, not everyone got so much time in their hands to be seriously pursuing a guy smoking in the school restrooms, I don't care bout rules bro, in the words of the trailblazer from hsr, "Rules are made to be broken."
#aria rants#i rlly wanna max out the emperor arcana tho cuz it sounds so cool. but gooooood why did it have to be hidetoshi#admittedly when the event where he got punched came up i chose keep watching in a heart beat then on second thought#i reloaded a save state before choosing the choices cuz i was like: okay that was a lil mean. i should get the most outta this#but turns out no matter what i chose he'd still get punched (kinda deserved tho) so i was like: okay well. i can be mean then.#so i reloaded the save state again to choose the keep watching option. am sorry but hidetoshi is a bit of an ass#everytime i had to agree with him for the points i clicked my tongue like-- man... i do not agree at all but the points#my emperor arcana rank is at 4 and like-- thats enough for me. time to spend time with rio instead#i rlly just up and bought a persona from elizabeth just to avoid that guy (i didnt have chariot in hand but had emperor)#wai then again... i can go for the kid in the shrine instead... ooo wai yeah yaknow what ill go for maiko (gotta reload save file)#reloading the actual save file instead of save state cuz i didnt rlly get one before i bought the chariot persona (it was after)#ill just buy the hanged persona cuz i want orthrus this time (orthrus looks sooo cool i want a strong one of it)
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realized why i associate myself so strongly with lemons even though i dont really like lemon-flavored things is because when we werent feeling really good and wanted a little midnight treat, our tired dad got up and made my sister and i what he called lemon candy, which was just a lil spoonful of sugar with fresh lemon juice squeezed on top.
#i feel like its something thats like. inside of me. lol#like if you took the milk of my soul out .. wet lemon sugar would come spilling thus#i feel like stringing parts of my being out would be like. being pulled out of me like a clown pulling hankerchiefs#and a lot of its fish and saltwater and a lot of its rainwater and a lot of its grey bird feathers. but there's also the lemon sugars#even now although i prefer the taste of fresh fruit by itself .. if im feeling down i'll sprinkle a little grainy sugar on them ..#cause the grits of the sugar mixed with the juice of the fruit reminds me that way ..#<- (he has just enjoyed a bowl of strawberries done up this fashion)#i should keep lemons on hand for this reason. i dont generally but i should. theyre pretty cheap at the store#and i like lemonade .. lol. i should make some lemonade soon in my jug#and save an emergency lemon from the bag for a rainy day#also bonus knowledge for the tag's readers but one of my first neopets was a yellow ixi named lemoncandy#so whenever i think of lemon candy .. i also think of ixi .. lol#now i wanna make a pose of ixi thats a yellow grainy candy. kinda how they did blumaroo and zafara
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screaming shaking crying trembling wailing sobbing throwing up punching the wall in anguish and agony and angst etc etc etc
#Seven.txt#Seven’s Public Diary#cw vent post#kinda?? i guess??#cw dentist#anyways yeah. i have to go to the dentist soon and i wanna throw up just thinking abt it#someone just fucking hit me with a tranq gun and get it over with already oh my god i don’t wanna do thisssssss#but don’t actually do that cause i would deadass revoke someone’s breathing privileges if they ever sedated me without my consent#that’s part of what i’m so afraid of. i don’t know what i’m gonna do if they say i have to be put under general anesthesia for this.#i will literally cry and run out of the building#so here’s hoping that they can just numb it and keep me awake#i need to stay awake for this man it’s the only way i can handle it. i don’t wanna be vulnerable like that.#hhhhhhh last time i was in a dentist chair i was shaking uncontrollably and it’s so embarrassing when my body does that shit#i’m so afraid it’s gonna be like that again cause my fear has gotten so much worse as i’ve put off going#but my father will be there with me so maybe my need to appear strong in front of him will override my body’s need to shake in fear lmao#so i’ve got someone to take me and i’ve thankfully got the money saved to afford it so realistically i shouldn’t be upset#but i am so so afraid and no amount of logic is gonna help me out here. i already know that#i just have to go do it like i have to force myself to do all the other things i’m afraid of#ugh. i can’t tell if i’m nauseous cause of the pain radiating from my jaw bone to my brow bone or if it’s anxiety#or if it’s cause i couldn’t eat last night. or all three. probably all three#i’ve never had any cavities or serious issues with my teeth before in my life so this is so so so new and scary and i hate it#but i want the pain to stop so i gotta get this fixed. and never eat anything with sugar or acid or anything ever again#and brush my teeth one million times a day so this doesn’t happen again#sighs and collapses on the floor. i guess i couldn’t run from the consequences of my mentally ill actions forever#also no for once i didn’t actually punch anything. that was just a figure of speech. and i’m in enough pain as it is rn lmao
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ball dur's gait 3 is ruining my life
#mine#I THINK I LOCKED MYSELF OUT OF AST4RI0N ROMANCE BY ACCIDENT#AND THE WORST PART IS I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW!!!!!!!#LIKE. WHAT SCENE DID I FUCK UP IN. WHICH DIALOGUE DID I MISS. WHERE DID I GO WRONG#i just got to act 3 and i had the option to ask him why him and my char haven't [ahem] in a while and i decided to click on it#and he finished the conversation by being like 'yeah theres never going to be anything between us'#i insta-reloaded to my save right before the convo because i refuse to accept that as being canon#even though i know the structure of this game well enough to know the fact that i have the option to have that convo#is like a 99% guarantee that i cant romance him#but fuck me man i wanna be a little delusional and keep believing#but if it's really over...............then 1. i'm very upset especially because this is my self insert#(although that is oddly fitting in its own way)#2. i still care him so much and in my heart i want to believe maybe after the events of the game something happens between them#3. im going to kill myself#and 4. on the upside i guess this does offer some interesting story/rp aspects i could play with in my silly mind#but fuuuuuuck me man i was counting on being able to do it i really thought i could get this to work...................#fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck man#so many things have gone wrong in this run it's almost kinda funny#i guess this also adds another playthrough to my planned list cause even though i watched the supercut and i know his romance already#i still kind of want to experience it for myself...even if it's not with my insert :(#but then again my tavs and durges will always be a little bit of an insert cause i'm going to project on them and they'll always#have something in common with me#i can try again in the future...#my 2nd run is going to be durgestarion with durge resisting the urges which i think will be really fun#but i guess im gonna need to use a guide LMAO#fuuuuuuuuuuck dude even though i reloaded to make the convo uncanon i feel like me and my little tav guy are sharing a deeply painful momen#ok this is too many tags WHATEVER i have a call in 30 minutes and then i'm playing the game for the rest of the day#even if he doesn't want me i will still care him......#oh i guess that's the other upside is i can see nonromantic dialogue i might not have seen otherwise#i'll probably see friend dialogue in future playthroughs when i romance other characters but who knows
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ahhh the Penacony leaks are really coming in now.
*chuckles* I'm in danger.
#i keep going back and forth about if i'm skipping Ratio. I was 100% going for him but now. looking at whats coming#I like Sunday and Robin and Boothill and Gallagher and Misha and Aventurine and DUKE INFERNO?!?#okay. i just saw that Aventurine might be sustain unit. i NEED one of those so bad.#my accounts gonna be completely fucked if i don't get a good support sometime soon. so like. that moves him WAY up my priorities list#and moves Ratio down :( still dunno exactly what he does waiting for official release to make final decisions#but. if he's really an imaginary dps. i might... *dies a little bit* skip him#i just!!! i have DH!!! i WANT to use DH! he's my favourite character in the damn game!#and >_> is Ratio going to have story relevance? i thought Argenti would get more then just a companion quest but he hasn't#and that kinda... bums me out? i like the meet a character THEN roll for them not the other way around. i like character who matter plotwis#A!NY!WAY! putting that aside. i might just go for the 50/50 and take what i get. just to smooth out my pity if nothing else#i don't have most of the standard pool so chances are *knocks on wood* i'll have something new to work with#and like we are getting an absolute BARRAGE of hard skip banners coming up after him.#i do not care for these women at all. extremely mid designs i SLEEP#(except for the judge she fucks but. jades are tight right now honey im sorry!!)#so. i've got a little but of time to save afterwards#post: misc#game: honkai sr#these tags are long and disjointed but its *checks clock* almost 2:30 am so. i'm a bit. you know.#i could save this draft for tomorrow and edit into something resembling a human's train of thought instead of word vomit but#i kinda wanna capture the moment. this is how i saw the leaks. the essence of desperation of a f2p. aahhh gacha my beloved.
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hi i made a gaming sideblog @jamsouls 🤪
#purrs#ive had the url saved for ages and it occurred to me i could finally put it to good use this way. i feel kinda bad bc i wanna keep posting#abt games i like on this blog too so maybe i’ll do a crosspost kinda thi ng idk. also it doesn’t have a theme rn or even an about page bc#i just got this idea like 30 mins ago and i still have to do dishes 💀 but i’ll give it one tmrrw#also side note. can you still rearrange the order ofur sideblogs on desktop? i don’t seem to have the option anymore and idk what to do bc#this blog is listed all the way at the bottom and i have like.. 20+ sideblogs so it’s a lot to scroll thru and i wanna have this one higher#up on the list lol. i hope they didn’t take that feature away#omg why won’t it let me turn reblogs off on this post 😥 wtf is going on
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in an effort to not drive myself inside, im just gonna guess ada, comrade ada, is working behind the scenes to disrupt the hell out of corporations, governments, imperialists, etc, all that stuff, because, comrade.
and because leon's a government agent, he's just gotta stay in the dark and see the truth for himself
#resident evil#am i close?#it seems like ada really does like the puppy tho like 'god i wish i could kiss this idiot-genius'#but she got work to do and the himbo keeps alerting the bows with the clap of his asscheeks#i really like ada and my heart hurts imagining her struggling with her feelings for him too#both trying to save the world but she can't be honest#i wanna see more about her!! her emotional depth#i love leon's whole transformation to naive to badass to struggling to just fuckin depressed and getting back up again#what's going on n ada's mind?#what's it like when she's not working#does she just go feral mode in her home#i want to think she's kinda feral whennot in character#like seductress is her character and something she enjoys#but also gets to lay low and slams a whole bag of chips and booze while not showering bcuz damn she tired#like gordon ramsay throwing pizza rolls in the microwave#hearing that seperate ways wasn't in the remake sucks :(#that really gave so much insight into her mind
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thinking about starting a new challenge save someone shoot me with a tranquilizer dart
#i told myself i wasnt allowed to start any new challenges until i finished globetrotter#but i keep seeing other people start new ones and new challenges that look fun#just remembered all the globetrotter screenshots i have imagine sticking to anything ever#i just sat here waffling for like 15 minutes i THINK im gonna try to finish editing those tomorrow...#bc i kinda wanna play with quinn i miss them....#but if i start stacking up the screenshots ill get overwhelmed#but that doesnt help me not knowing what to do RIGHT NOW#maybe ill start my base save 2.0 hmm#never even finished my first one now i want to start over#do you see my problem???? mental illinois#court rambles
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also i have promised myself that i will finish that stupid widofjord fake married fic before i graduate which i realize for other people who see me post about this once a semester and otherwise never hear hide nor hair of this fucking document are like 'sure jan' but this post is not for you it's for ME to be publicly accountable. my convocation is in june so sometime between then and now you will be seeing my masquerade heist fic mark my fucking words
#good idea generator#i have been working on it lately. its kind of a mess bc i was emailing it back and forth to myself#and i kinda got the document versions mixed up so i think my primary working document is an older version and is missing a scene#but i have all the docs saved so like. we'll cross that bridge when we're editing. which we are not#i keep adding scenes lol. i dont know why i do this to myself#i also left it alone for most of winter so im in the honeymoon stage with it rn#i read it to myself on my bed kicking my legs back and forth and giggling#like omg wow this is so funny and smart and well-written... twirls hair#every time i read it i wanna post excerpts but one that feels kinda rude when its not done#but two most of the good bits are only good in context. my favourite bit is like literally meaningless#without the 40k words of buildup that precede it. it might be ok as a quote but it just wouldnt be the same#its really not very quotable bc it requires so much context for any of the good one liners to hit#which imo makes the work overall stronger but is very annoying to me bc i love sharing excerpts
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