#and i just cant empathize

[skswriting]

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[nerves-nebula]

what doesn't kill you removes your ability to properly feel empathy for people at 12 years old despite your previous heightened state of empathy because in doing a sort of emotional self-surgery to remove the part of you that loved your parents you accidentally took some other stuff with it too and now no loss could hurt as much as that one so on some level everyone can be easily emotionally discarded if they pose even the slightest chance of making life difficult or uncomfortable. who said that.

[urproblematicfav-arsonk]

If Val would consider Alastor really fitting for the 70s type of porn-

Would that mean that given the right circumstances Alastor and Angel could have been coworkers? As a hypothetical scenario, cause that can be pretty interesting

I feel like if Alastor was a sex worker he'd be a like, really expensive high class escort, rather then a traditional pornstar. Or doing HIGHLY specialized porn, at least. Angel seems to be a jack of all trades kinda person when it comes to sex work. He's a pornstar, a stripper, a full service sex worker, a model, and probably just every single sex related job out there. Val puts him to work👏

I write Alastor like a narcissistic dick who thinks he's above everyone(he knows that he technically isn't) so I can't imagine there being much overlap between Alastor's fancy escorting vs Angel's coked out porn shoots.

I think it'd be more a personal taste thing with Val. He'd probably film Al and keep it to himself for selfish reasons, since Angie sells so well and he doesn't have to sell the dussy to the masses. He can just hoard all the pussy game.

But yea, au where Al never becomes the horrifying Overlord he could've been and just works for Val is top tier content. Alastor and Angel bickering coworkers sitcom when

[jbm04]

Do you think John Gaius had a saint name picked out for Anastasia before he murdered her cavalier?

[kargaroc]

going through the jade shadows tag reveals a lot of people that should go and talk to a woman in real life

[allgremlinart]

u can join my hypersexuals supporting asexuals/ace spectrum squad 2day admittance is free

[bmpmp3]

when people complain about getting like, a 98% grade on something because it was "so close to perfect" its like. i understand what you're saying on a technical level. but that is a line of thought so far away from my experiences and ways of thinking that i do feel like im from another planet. 100% isnt even a real number to me

[volivolition]

Yoooo Voli I made ya a Electrochemistry × Volition playlist https://open.spotify.com/playlist/19Au6o98AzOf4hEGLMHKtB?si=7kBYYWAhSR-TuLPYicpgYg&pi=a-iR4K2sFbQsWA

also I can't DM you bc you don't follow me, LEMME IN PLS :3

oh hi hello! oooh, hold on, lemme add the link so its clickable. some cool songs in here, thank you for sharing :D!!

also yeah, sorry! :'3 DMs make me nervous and uncomfortable unfortunately, and i much prefer communicating through asks and comments if thats cool!!

[foxgirlplushie]

I don't fit it anywhere

[starlight-shark]

is it bad that i find it a lot harder to empathize with my cishet friends then my queer ones? because i feel kinda bad about it :(

[deadlykitten-404]

mag 182 (cont.) - okay that wasn't awful. not great, but for me personally it would have been WAY worse if they were dentists

mag 183 - HELENNNN I can't help it she's so endearing in like a sneaky way 😭😭 I'm waiting for the pin to drop and for her to eat someone they know or smth but I just really enjoy her personality

[peacesmith]

i really wish i could feel bad for people but i just cant

[c10v3r]

i realised i never gave my lightbulb humanisation a way to glow which made me think abiut it all day yesterdsy

rejoice flashlight eyes be upon ye

[dayurno]

in the same way kevin speaks highly of neil to everyone but neil and bullies him to his face, i think it’s very funny to imagine jean picking the number 29 for kevin (and renee ofc!!) and then acting like a complete bitch to kevin’s face and also never telling him why he picked that number. as is his right.

AS IS HIS RIGHT ive posted a tweet about this before so long ago but one of my favorite kevjean dynamics is one of them thinking they cannot be saved and the other being extremely normal and casual about it. do you know what i mean? jean picking the 2 in his jersey for kevin is his way of mourning what their relationship could have been and kevin’s back in palmetto like as soon as he unblocks me the wedding is back on :)

i don’t know i guess it’s because i’m not a sentimental person at all but it’s hilarious for me to think that one half of kevjean could really just view their relationship as simplistic as most teenage friendships tend to be. the opposite is very funny to me too. kevin who believes everything in them is dead and rotting vs jean who keeps asking jeremy to launch an official proposal for kevin to join the trojans

[rpgbabe]

right but like the thing is forgiveness =/= continued association. i can forgive AND 'forget' (not dwell on it) and move on like bye bye ur not for me no more. in fact i think that's almost the only way *to* truly get over someone lol. like u cant flat out leave someone in the dust unless u rly accept what they did, accept their remorse, and put it behind both of u. idk if im in love w the whole attitude of like no some ppl shouldnt be forgiven ever >:C like wat good does it rly do to hold that bitterness within u?

[saetoshis]

TLDR; i am going on temporary hiatus

first : okay ! i didn’t wanna say anything about this because i hate discourse so much but i am struggling to keep myself on this app while @/ffflowers is still here and active because it not only makes me extremely mad for my friend’s sake but also the asks being sent to me and several of my mutuals and other people makes me extremely mad. this tumblr experience as of late has been exhausting and i dread even checking the app. looking thru dash to see MORE discourse about some other ridiculous things she has said makes me very … tired. so until this person is gone or until my motivation comes back, i’ll just be lurking and checking in on moots, maybe talking here and there.

second : i really love you all ! and i appreciate you all being here for me when i need it, and also i love spreading positive energy all over dash - and i feel bad i haven’t been doing that lately since tumblr has been such a drag ! i am hugging everyone and wishing the best positive energy for everyone snifle :’) thank you for being a safe place for me to hang out and connect with people as i’m mostly bedridden due to my medical issues !! i hug 🥲