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Hey ! sorry if you've already answered that but do you know how many chapters you think the lonely shore will be ? Hows the writing going btw ? Love your work and how active you are with the community, makes it very fun !
Howdy!!
My outline puts us at around 13 chapters, though with the amount I shift things around we'll see if it remains that way! Could end up being slightly more, could end up being slightly less.
Writing has...had its ups and downs, in all honestly. I've mentioned it before but I've been dealing with some pretty severe writer's block; mostly out of dissatisfaction with the chapter, I think?
Not that I haven't been writing. I think I have close to 30k written for this chapter in total...but we'll see how much of that I can salvage. It's much less than I would have wanted to have at this point.
Sorry to be a bit of a downer 😭 The good news is, with my recent plot switch I've found a lot of motivation. On top of that, I've made it a personal goal to start writing every day again, with or without said motivation.
So far I'm 3 days in and have written over 1k each time! Idk if that sounds like a lot, but compared to this slump I've been in it has felt fantastic.
All that to say, thank you for your kind words! I really appreciate them.
Y'all make the community fun to engage with! I can't exactly work on the story when I'm at work, but I can answer an ask or two, and it always helps keep my brain rolling about tls!!
I'm very grateful for everyone who's been following the story--you're all amazing, and y'alls enthusiasm helps remind me that I love this story, too, even when it feels impossible <3
#asks#mini update#basically lol#anyway sorry Nonnie#i didn't mean to turn your ask into an essay I'm so sorry this response is a mile long#😭#but this made me smile when i woke up and read it#and i just appreciate y'all a lot#and want to be upfront about how writing has been#thank you for the ask <3
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Gentle reminder that very little fandom labor is automated, because I think people forget that a lot.
That blog with a tagging system you love? A person curates those tags by hand.
That rec blog with a great organization scheme and pretty graphics? Someone designed and implemented that organization scheme and made those graphics.
That network that posts a cool variety of stuff? People track down all that variety and queue it by hand, and other people made all the individual pieces.
That post with umpteen links to helpful resources, and information about them? Someone gathered those links, researched the sources, wrote up the information about them.
That graphic about fandom statistics? Someone compiled those statistics, analyzed them, organized them, figured out a useful way to convey the information to others, and made the post.
That event that you think looks neat? Someone wrote the rules, created the blogs and Discords, designed the graphics, did their best to promo the event so it'd succeed.
None of this was done automatically. None of it just appears whole out of the internet ether.
I think everyone realizes that fic writing and fanart creation are work, and at least some folks have got it through their heads that gif creation and graphics and moodboards take effort, and meta is usually respected for the effort that goes into it, at least as far as I've seen, but I feel like a lot of people don't really get how much labor goes into curation, too.
If people are creating resources, curating content, organizing the creations of others, gathering information, and doing other fandom activities that aren't necessarily the direct action of creation, they're doing a lot of fandom labor, and it's often largely unrecognized.
Celebrate fan work!
To folks doing this kind of labor: I see you, and I thank you. You are the backbones of our fandoms and I love you.
#unforth rambles#this wasn't really prompted by anything#I'm just sick and tired and distractable#or i should say it wasn't prompted by anything recent or that happened now#like no one has disrespected me#but as i hit the point that it's regularly taking me an hour plus every single day to queue things for the danmei art blogs#i just think of all the times people go WAIT YOU RUN ALL OF THOSE??? BY YOURSELF???#like i just don't think a lot of people realize how much work it is to really do background fandom labor long term#and i appreciate places like rec blogs and networks and events and just everyone#y'all are awesome#thank you so much
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everyone else: haha The Summoning sexy
me: The Summoning's "raise me up again" is in direct contrast to Drag Me Under's "drag me under again" and shows an immense amount of growth between the two points in the narrative, for him to go from singing "drag me [...] deep into your love" to "take me past the edge / I want to see the other side" shows that he no longer wishes to drown and wallow in the toxicity of this situation and now wants to move past it and see what lies beyond and in this essay I will-
#rae.txt#sleep token#this is only a joke in the sense that i know i'm not the only one who considers the summoning a serious part of the narrative#and not just The Sexy Song#i just feel like not a lot of people appreciate drag me under#i am trying so hard to finish my analysis/interpretation of One but i keep getting distracted by Sundowning lmao#wait till y'all hear my thoughts on the sequence of give -> gods -> sugar -> say that you will#sundowning my beloved#sorry for the random unhinged 6am thoughts i woke up insane today
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Gothamites! Tell me who's your favorite Bat of Gotham of all time and why are they your favorite!
#totally asking so we can appreciate them#not that i want to eliminate all of them and gain y'alls trust to be the favorite or something#that'd be ridiculous#i just know lot of yall gonna say nighty-nightwing#only in gotham#the batman#gotham#batman rp#batman#batman roleplay#only in gotham rp#batfamily#gotham rp#gotham roleplay#gothamite#dc roleplay#dc ocs#dc oc rp#dc rp blog#dc rp#dc batman#dc sona#dc social media au#gotham city#gotham is not big enough for the twenty of us unfortunately
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Before we call anon rude because let’s see it from their perspective, imagine getting an entire feast to eat. That can be pretty hard to start with so much that’s going on, but if they start with one thing they know they’ll like (aka one character they like) that can be the start for them leaping to other characters to finish the story and the bigger story. I struggle the same way to start book series if I don’t have at least one character that drives me to read it, it’s all about what can be the hook to push them through. Sounds like the anon is neurodivergent (just a guess) so they might genuinely not see it as rude and see it as a solution to even play the game to start with.
Btw absolutely adore the game, the complex and rich characters making them all so unique is amazing. The art is so pleasing to the eyes I love it!! I’m waiting for it all to get out at once so I don’t get too impatient. Shae however interests me the most, which routes will have the most lore for them? Will there be routes that give more lore in general based on decisions you make or do they all share the same amount? (I mean general lore not just Shae lore)
Apologies; we are not trying to accuse any asker of being rude! We are simply explaining our perspective as the developers / are trying to broadly encourage folks to dip their toes into other areas of the story outside of the main route(s) they're interested in, especially considering some routes will be made available sooner than others, and these other routes will likely contain additional scenes/lore of everyone's fave(s) regardless! We want to give each main cast member an equal amount of love (and lore) regardless of their overall popularity, so our goal is not to tut-tut anyone for having strong preferences for one character over the others, but rather to explain that you may be surprised by how much *more* you learn about your preferred characters in the other routes. That's all!
For Shae... Well, they were a foot soldier for one of the worst periods of the War. Lore wise, any other story that touches on the War will likely have content relevant to them and their experiences. ^^
#ask#clotho answers#edit/final note: we got a *few* asks on this subject and will not likely answer all of them for the sake of our followers' dashboards#but we also want to note that part of our encouragements here come from the fact that Flan/Keagan are our most popular characters by a lot#and we want to do what we can to gently nudge folks who may not want to romance the fem / nb characters into checking out their stories#despite not being into them romantically. this is half of why we have platonic routes to begin with#we recognize veterans to the dating sim world may feel less inclined to romance characters that don't align with their irl orientations#this isn't a bad thing. some people steer clear of dating sims altogether because they're aro or just not interested in romance stories etc#but the unintentional side effect of this is it has a chilling effect on developers even in the indie sphere to make less diverse stories#if Flan and Keagan are our most popular characters then they will be our most *profitable* characters in the long run#and as much as we would love to not care about money and just produce the story we want to tell#we live in a society (tm) and need to eat#if at the end of ndm's development we see that 90% of our engagement went toward the boys it is hard to ignore the financial incentive#to redirect our energy toward leaning into the 'tried and true' formula that assures we can buy groceries and make rent#basically what i am candidly saying here is capitalism is pretty bad for creative liberty unless you're already rich / able to self finance#which we are not. and currently none of the core devs make *anything* from ndm#it would be nice if it does turn a profit but that isn't a guarantee - which the team has accepted as a normal risk in game development#anyway this is getting rambly but the Point is that this goes beyond us wanting to make sure all sides of our story are equally appreciated#it is *partly* that - we do want players to experience the entirety of our artwork#but it's not just for our egos - it's so we can keep making art like this#i considered including this in the body of the post but money talk suuucks man#and i don't want anyone to think we're glaring at them in a holier than thou 'ah-ha! you don't want to play maeve's route because she's a#woman!' sort of way because i think that's a reductive way to look at things#people like what they like and there's nothing intrinsically wrong with that#but if you like that we're making a diverse story#with masc routes fem routes and nb routes#even if you don't personally want to romance x or y#it would help us if y'all play the platonic routes#we are trying our very very best to make the fem/nb routes interesting for Everyone so those stories don't get sidelined#and if you don't like them for their own sake - fair enough! can't win em all and we'll deeply appreciate that you tried anyway!
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happy birthday to meeee~ ヘ( ̄ω ̄ヘ)
#i have a lot of schmoopy feelings about this year#it started off as one the worst times of my life#but then somehow it morphed into the absolute best#i have a lot of appreciation and joy that i feel for a lot of people now that i feel like i can't adequately express#but i guess the point is i'm actually excited for the future for the first time in years#and i feel like i wouldn't have stumbled down this path if it hadn't been for the encouragement i got from people when i really needed it#i've been really inspired to work at improving my art and to be more open about it#i tried a lot of new things#not just artistically but in general#i'm happy i'm here! and i intend to keep being here and to keep making things that bring me joy.#weird weird things. i intend to get weirder and weirder hehehe. hope y'all are prepared! >:D#so to anyone who said anything nice about my art and writing since i've been here#i know it sounds schmaltzy but the stuff you said meant more than you know. thank you for letting me know you saw me.
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The positive about my expectations being in hell now for people to care much about antisemetism is I get excited when people care. My dad is so much better about being normal about jews than I thought, and like... I feel safe to rant at him about the negative experiences I've already had.
The negative about my expectations being in hell is that there's a reason for that, but I'm not going to focus on that. It just means a lot to me that my dad accepts my judaism and he's an ally, especially because I was planning on hiding this for a long while longer.
#jumblr#jewish politics#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#antisemitism tw#this is an appreciation post for my dad and the non-jews who are also Normal About Jews#but i ranted to him about radicalization and whatnot and mentioned what happened in charlottesville because i REMEMBER it#i was around for a lot of the major move to push that shit online and thus. i have so many stories and memories#i'm not saying this to be... impressive. i'm just giving y'all an idea of my experiences that i know aren't unique#i'm not the Only Guy here who's been targeted or called the k-slur or been threatened#which is why it means a lot to me when people Are Normal About Jews
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Y'all I didn't expect working on commissions to be this exhausting what the hell
#I never had so many coms at the same time so I'm discovering the joy of doing coms as a full time job basically#I'm enjoying it a lot but I did NOT expect it to be this physically and mentally demanding ????#the shrimp pose is real#I put a lot of pressure on myself too so 👍#the griiiiiiind#no but for real it's fun#I'm super grateful#I never expected my art to get this much attention and for 5 com slots to be taken in less than 24 hours is just ????#insane#y'all are way too nice to me and every nice tag you leave on my art is appreciated like you wouldn't believe#<3#nekro yapping#I'm eepy
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Ted Lasso S01E01 Pilot || Ted Lasso S03E03 4-5-1 & S03E07 The Strings That Bind Us
#Ted Lasso#Theodore Lasso#Jason Sudeikis#Coach Beard#Brendan Hunt#*mine: gif#*mine: TL theory#*mine: nonsense#I thought about reformatting this caption but the Us all alone/it is all about the us#they carry their own baggage but really they need help from others to lighten the load#I'm thinking about Kenneth telling Roy to ask the Earth to help carry some of my burden.....#that mini cooper can hold/handle#metaphor on top of metaphor#something something about those 5 characters all in a parking lot at night or something#also the scene of Beard in the back later on. he really is just matched/mashed up with his baggage#technically Beard does load Ted's bag and in gif 2 here Ted is loading Beard's bag. so they are helping each other#tbh I don't know what I'm doing with these gifset ideas....#me @ me I should stop these#to the 8 people who reblog this I greatly appreciate y'all
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More John and Lisa friendship dynamic doodle I did while doing one of my midterms!
Ending where they run away together :)
#faith game#faith the unholy trinity#faith fanart#john ward#lisa pearson#fanart#drawing#doodles#digital art#art#((I love these two sm y'all have no idea <3))#((A lot of people liked the previous JohnLisa friendship dynamic headcanon so here's one!))#((John doesn't like being touched by anyone except Lisa. And he likes physical contact with her alot))#((Lisa used to carry and pull John everywhere she went like a teddy bear when they were kids))#((When John got Bigger he uses his Big Boy privelege to do the same thing with Lisa when they decided to run away together))#((You'd find him holding onto her or even hoisting her up with one hand with his cross on the other whenever something startles him))#((It's not that Lisa doesn't appreciate this new protective side. She just kept getting motion sickness whenever he carries her like a sack)
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daily post abt how sad and isolated i feel since twitter was banned bc a lot of the fandom only interacts w me/my fandom posts on there even if they follow me here or on bluesky
#text#thanks to everyone who replied to that big ass sad post i made btw y'all are rly sweet i read them all and appreciate them#i just wish more h*llcheers talked to me on here#(censoring so i won't clog the tag w my personal stuff)#i miss seeing you guys post abt your days or your random thoughts :/#tumblr isn't rly for that#everyone just reblogs stuff but it's not as personal#starting to feel like a lot of fandom ppl i like/my mutuals just don't like me anymore#and if so i wish ppl would tell me why :/#so we could talk it out and i could maybe change smth idk
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Hi guys! Have a little something from back during the holidays :3
Sparky trying to set up decorations, and the next thing you know...
Welp. Here comes Lyuben with a steel mistletoe (and a radio, and every Mariah Carey Christmas meme known to man)!
... Yeah, let's just say Lyuben adores christmas with every fibre of his being, and it may or may not have to do with being able to actually use his huge chunks of money on something other than cosmetic purpose njerngj
#art#doodles#sketches#sketch#doodle#Lyuben#Sparky#LustCharged#UnderCharged AU#Sans#sans undertale#undertale#undertale au#sans au#utmv au#Contrary to popular belief Lyuben's just extremely flamboyant and looooves to spoil his friends#... and maybe be the best rich uncle to ever rich uncle to Sparky's kids nejrgn#Sure Sparky appreciates that Lyuben's getting his kids good shit but like#at Christmas it's practically a MOUNTAIN of presents...#which means a LOT of clean-up#nikki-tine#I know it's not tickle art-related but I hope y'all like this
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honestly it's been really healing being back to actively contributing things and writing out thoughts on tumblr the last week or so, because while twitter tends to be easier for me to write out Thoughts on without getting overwhelmed, the environment in the twitter fandom circles i'm interested in is not only infested with antis but cliqueish in a way that is caustic to the fucking soul if you try to express a thought that's more than three sentences long--a hundred times over if you're autistic in slightly the wrong way--and it's incredibly reassuring to come back to an environment where the very kindest and most inclusive people toward you are not clearly thinking the r-slur the entire time they interact with you lmao
#whosebaby talks#took an incident of just open petty cruelty the other day for me to finally go#you know what all of this is doing a huge number on my self-esteem and scrupulosity and social anxiety and mental health overall#sometimes it pays to hold out and give the benefit of the doubt#when your knee-jerk reaction is to think something Must Be a Sign of Shitty Intent; bc often it will turn out that wasn't the case at all#but unfortunately sometimes it turns out people are in fact just being shitty in exactly the way you thought they were#and at the *very* best you are incompatible in such a way that if they don't have bad intentions you're just never going to be able to tell#or well. not even necessarily bad *intentions*; just shitty behavior that's harmful to you regardless of whether they mean well#sometimes you just gotta accept that even if neither of you *is* being shitty it's not worth your peace of mind to never be able to confirm#and it's better to just save both of you the stress and not try to pursue that.#it fuckin sucks when it's people you think are cool and really want to get to know; it's a hard lesson to learn; but it's the way sometimes#......and then sometimes the confirmation you finally get is that yeah okay this is some bullshit#and not in a way that can likely be communicated past; no matter how much effort you make to be kind; clear; and mature#and being publicly humiliated for carefully trying to yes-and some clarification on meta of mine#which was being used in ways i was deeply uncomfortable with; and had had no warning would take the turn that it did#and which was contributing to the original post gaining traction in the first place#all targeted in ways pretty much tailor-made to hurt someone with specific issues they had seen me talk about + acknowledged#was just. yeah i think i'm done here lmao#i am Not someone who takes down meta once posted#so the fact that it was bad enough to make me delete an entire thread really says something lol#anyway. lots of other context there; and i appreciate that in some ways the person was genuinely trying to be kind; but i'm. yeah.#that shit Hurted Extremely; and made me realize that while i'm not the *most* well-socialized or articulate or approachable#there is just something in the water over there and no amount of The Problem Not Being Me would have mattered#and the nice asks/replies/comments i've gotten both recently and during hibernation make me feel warm inside; thank y'all <3#the salt files#bullying cw#ableism cw
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How do you manage to write smut that's like, actually arousing? What's the secret?
Well, first of all thank you! I'm glad you enjoy it, I really am. Happy to hear from you here as well 💜
Also, I'll let you in on my secret — I can't stand almost anything I write after it's posted. I see nothing but the flaws, grammatical choices, and technical foibles. This extends triple, quadruple, to smut. So if you're feeling the same kinda way, that your writing feels somehow off, then just know you're not alone.
I could give some pointers, but I don't really know how much benefit anyone will get hearing these from me of all people. But in my opinion it's a lot of the non-smut aspects that highlight the smut and make it shine. So here ya go.
Keep it in-character. I'm not out here talking as an authority on anyone's characterization, nor am I saying I'm some master of it and there are plenty of people out there with differing opinions, so take this with a colossal mountain of salt. But you should focus on making the voices, internal thoughts, and prose in keeping with the POV character. This is something called "POV control" and it's a very useful skill. Be able to flow in and out of a character's POV as the need arises. How Shadowheart interacts with sex is very different from Karlach is different from Orin, for example.
Strong focus on dialogue. This is a sorta addendum to the first point. Characters shouldn't suddenly turn silent when they're having sex. That is, unless that's the point of the story! They should also be speaking in-character even (or especially) during sex. Also, "porn dialogue" is something that gets brought up a lot in writing, and I think we all know it when we read it. That being said, people in the real world do say things during sex that, out of context, are hilarious. So it's a balancing act.
Fitting descriptions. This is actually one of the more important ones! If a scene is very romantic and meant to be light and fluffy, maybe avoid words for genitals altogether and focus entirely on simple visual aesthetics (how moonlight plays on a body, to give an example). If it's meant to be rough and focused on bodies or the mechanics of the scene, ham it up on those words. This also isn't a binary. Things flow back and forth all the time.
Firm language. I don't mean, like, power dynamics "firm." I'm talking about a willingness to use the words that fit the descriptions and sticking to it. Some people despise certain words, but other people will find the alternatives hilarious and completely tone-breaking. Find the words you like and stick to them; consistency gives your voice strength.
Don't try to appease everybody. You just can't. You have to write what you personally enjoy reading/writing/doing/thinking about, and go with it. If you try to cater to everyone's whims with any of the above, you'll wind up with a beige platter of nothingness. That doesn't mean you can't explore other tones or flavors, but don't try to do too much in one story.
Focus on emotions. Emotions could mean anything from love to lust to anxiety to fear to uncertainty and so on and so forth. My strategy is to center a fic on a theme/emotion that resonates with the characters involved and then I explore the smut around that central point. Revisit the idea between the action. Show how the characters' feelings around the theme change or how they're reaffirmed.
#hey you can ask me things!#random rambling about writing#i just write a lot i'm not the queen of anything (re: an anon that I fear answering calling me the queen of shadowheart smut)#everyone's voice will be different#so just remember this is My Style and not a Universal Constant#that bit in the “keep it in-character” bullet point is not a call for comments on my characterization#it's just a note on what I've noticed and the people I've spoken to OUTSIDE OF this very curated space#a space that is obviously much more likely to enjoy my characterization#so I'm also not saying I don't appreciate folks' comments on the matter! I love hearing that y'all enjoy my characterizations 💜#I had some more Tips 'n' Tricks but they wound up being personal quirks more than anything else tbh
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a sneak peek for an upcoming (timeline tbd) update 😊
#holocene.txt#hlcn: story extras#consider this a thanks for the kind words on gratitude day :)#i wanna respond to everyone individually when i have time and also wax poetic about how much every comment means to me#it really does mean a lot#it's been a rough year and a very lonely year like i'm genuinely just so :/#i lost both of my grandmothers this year very suddenly and the holidays feel empty now and i'm dealing with scary health issues#i finally had a brain mri after waiting for it to get scheduled since JUNE and now i have to wait on results and undergo some other testing#and i'm losing my mind a little because i planned a nice christmas gift for my mom and it feels ruined because the post office lost it#and my dad ruined the whole surprise of it by calling customer support on speaker phone with her in the room...and she ofc heard everything#i just wanted something nice for my mom :( she deserves it and although i have other gifts for her still it's not all what i planned#i don't mean to rant but i just wanted to add context when i say it means a lot that anyone even remotely likes my pixels#i may not know most of you very well *yet* (trying to fix that!!) but it's nice to feel a little support from somewhere :) beyond nice#and sorry for being absent a lot this year but i swear i have so much appreciation for y'all and i love you and your pixels dearly#i always feel bad like maybe it doesn't seem like i care in return bc i'm offline a lot now but i really do!! i care a lot!! love y'all xox
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deleted my little melt-down from yesterday. left it up a little longer than planned because i wanted to make sure folks got replies!
thank you so much to everyone who was very nice and encouraging to me about it and also to the person who sent me a delightful ask/prompt/suggestion that i would love to draw something to; if i can just get the confidence up
thank u 💖🙏
#i have Anxiety about folks thinking i ignored them or didn't appreciate their engagements so it's just important to me that you know--#- that i loved everyone's comments and feedback and thoughts. it meant a lot to me even though i was being so hectic lmao#if you commented i'm very grateful and i *did* reply to you. if you didn't see my response you can reach out and i can dm you the message.#but mostly i was just being simultaneously grateful and a nervous wreck about Feeling Anything. you know how it is#nothing fancy. anyway. i'm a little sleep deprived i think... thank y'all!!
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