#and i have to pause for a sec
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like i am rewatching the show, and i saw a clip of that scene and was like ?? that just doesn’t make sense??? like, he may not use his ss number -bc i agree, there was just never any use for it- but imo, it makes sense that he’d at least KNOW it, given all the crime and what not he and his family get up to. he had to get a fake ID and passport in s7, something tells me he KNOWS a ss number has 9 numbers.
i just recently replied to someone on a reddit thread bc they had asked “where in the show does it say/show that mickey is street smart?” or something along those lines, and i was like HUH???? like, i do not mean to be rude, i am super happy to answer this question tbh, but HUH?? did we watch the same show? i know everyone takes away different things when it comes to shows and characters, but i was so lost bc huuhhh?? my rant was about the “dumbing down” of his character in later seasons -which i guess can be a controversial take- and like yeah, some of that has to do with the maturity that most people adopt to some degree or another as they age, and it’s a little to do with how he now needs to adapt to a more stable life, but later seasons mickey just feels OFF. i love him literally no matter what, but that’s just my opinion. but yeah, i was talking about this, and how we see that there’s several examples of mickey being very intelligent in his own right, and that’s what someone had responded with. i was so floored!!
i like the headcanon that with the right guidance, mickey could’ve matched lip in his intelligence. i LOVE fics that show how smart and hands on mickey is, and how quickly he can pick up on something and learn that skill, but i especially love fics that make this intelligence a sort of passion of his. like, he’s really really good at x thing, and understands it really well, and feels a passion for it, or attachment. a really good example is a fic called cooperative gameplay, which i will tell everyone about til the day i die bc it’s soooo good (and it does this thing where mickey is adapted to a stable life really well, but he isn’t out of character) and if you haven’t read it, 10/10 highly recommend
@sleepymick I agree. I think sometimes the writers did things for comedic affect without thinking the fans would be clocking their canon mistakes. Like him not spelling Gallagher right in the tattoo. He spelled it right when he spraypainted it on the wall in season 1.
So even if we take season 11's word on it and he didn't know what a social security number was, it's not because he's dumb. It's because his entire life he's not needed it. They've never had bank accounts or jobs so he would have no use of it. It's not like good ole' Terry had a file folder with his kids birth certificates and ss cards safe at home.
Mickey was surprised when Ian said he had a bank account because it's so rare for the people in his life to save responsibly or to have anything that was legitimate or on the grid. It's all about now and surviving through today. Cash. Goods he can sell for cash.
It's part of why he doesn't think long term about consequences, either. When Ian talks to him about having a gun and possibly going back to jail, he doesn't flinch. Those are tomorrow problems. His whole life was pretty much just trying to figure out the day to day living. Hustling. Those are the skills he learned. And he's exceptional at them. If he'd actually had the opportunity to do other types of learning, I have no doubt he'd be above average. No, I don't think he's smarter than Lip. I don't think he's a super genius. But I think he's exceptional at the world he's grown up in and, if redirected, it could have taken him far in either the business world or in a trade. Especially if it had to do with numbers.
He'd have been a great carpenter or architect. He's shown a propensity for drawing and being creative. He'd do what he wanted without answering to anyone. He'd be bored working in an office making other people money. But if he was a carpenter or architect, he'd be able to do the geometry in his head to make cuts and put together furniture or home building. He'd also be a good negotiator for his own contracts.
#mickey milkovich#shameless meta#my first time watching shameless i was a teensy bit more attached to ian than i was mickey#but it switches now tbh#it might’ve switched before and i just can’t remember but#i could go on and on about each character in that show tbh i love a good analysis/meta#but mickey has always been especially interesting to me and incredibly complex in a way that stands out#even though everyone else is also complex#hard to explain but i am sure u know what i mean!#mickey stans get it#i’ll literally just be minding my business and going about my day and my brain will go#‘mickey deserved better’#and i have to pause for a sec#i’m like ok girl get it together right NOW LMAO#the brainrot is so bad actually but it do be like that
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pt 2 (pt 1 here)
I think these two are on the same page more often then they realize
(ignore me messing around randomly) (next part will take longer due to me being picky about art gloves)
#spy x family#loid forger#yuri briar#i have fun making jokes to myself and i have no idea if they are funny to anyone else#anyway random sensory shit is bugging me so im pausing this project for a sec to maybe fix this other problem#like 1 more part in this
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scratching my head.. y'all think I'm cool right
#yikes.txt#NOTHING LIKE SERIOUS I JUST KINDA MAKE MYSELF PAUSE FOR A SEC AND IM LIKE#hm. i wonder if the ppl actually like me#idk. im not entirely sure how i come off on here but my ass just keeps postin anyway#esp when. idk. sometimes i dont have a lot of self-ship related stuff to say so its just me talkin
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I thought I was prepared for this
youtube
I was, in fact, not prepared at all
Holly was phenomenal. Paige and Matt were incredible. Jon's MoTN is just flawless as per usual.
#been waiting all day for this video#everyone was incredible#at some point i will get through motn without having to pause it every 2 secs to collect myself#i will be watching this on a loop#(although i also need to pack so i need to restrain myself)#phantom of the opera#poto#poto west end#west end live#holly anne hull#paige blankson#matt blaker#jon robyns#Youtube
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Just finished Fool Night vol 7 (chap 63) and clutching my head. Mayhaps I shall never be the same. Oh Mukuru Izumi the villain that you are… "What’s back teryas? Veer usses?" "What’s oxygen? Is it like air?" "What’s that? What are you holding?" "Do you think I can live happily one day?" Just shoot me mysterious masked guy it’ll hurt less idc anymore just do it. This is my csm Aki I feel the tragedy in my bones even more here
It’s the cycle of revenge right, that goes on and on until there’s no one left to avenge the last one murdered— And the thought that there’d be no one that would remember or care or want or try to avenge Mukuru is the fucking saddest thing I’ve ever heard.
Trying to be as vague as possible to avoid spoilers but man. Fool Night, the manga that’ll make me cry over trees… Like so far I’ve only cried once and it was during the first umm trees field scene right, because it was simply too fucking real yeah that’d happen yeah, but my god. They’re not just trees they’re lives and they’re not just lives they’re humans and more but does it matter and what are souls???? What are feelings????? What is communication?????? "Oh sure I’ll bring you to Shiika." then that. evil.
…….. And also today I started NegaPosi Angler!!! Great and comfy so far very looking forward to watching it every week. For anyone who didn’t know yet I have a weird ultra fixation on fishing in media in general, Tsuritama and River King are two of my fave things, sooo this is perfect for me lol, came around just at the right time too. Big recommend. Surprisingly topical since both NegaPosi and Fool Night deal with poverty hm. It’s csm Denji meets FN Toshiro except this guy fixes his life through fishing. Bless.
2 works that make me say "I want to live!!" in very different ways! 😀 Fool Night’s out in english through Viz what are you doing here go check it out
#Fool night#kasumi yasuda#A renewed sense of gratitude for the education system flawed as it may be#I’LL FORGIVE YOUUU MUKURU I’LL FORGIVE YOUUUUU…… 😭😭#Apparently Viz isn’t doing a greaaat job…… thankfully the french manga translation industry is on my side so#Holding my head and staring at the floor for 2 mins#If the world moves on from Mukuru’s death just reset it actually just make a do-over just blow it up tbh#I want to make fanart…….. i’m……….. mukuru……………………………… and SHIIKAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAA#That’s bacterias and viruses btw idk how clear that was lmao. I tried bc again i read that in french so the mispellings were different#-remembers it again- aughhhaughhhhhhh punching the floor……#Like the protagonists dying would be less sad than Mukuru dying and that stopping there tbh not even joking. I’m?????? I need a hot sec#No one left to avenge Mukuru :((((((#That doctor lady btw i stan in my heart Mukuru Shiika and doctor lady are living together surviving trudging along#Like I can’t overstate how much this hit I took like 2 mins to recover from every other page and pace myself if this was some episode#that I wouldn’t have put on pause I’d have been a sobbing mess on the floor prob ngl#I’ve been on an horror binge since last month and I’ve watched stuff like The Coffee Table or The Devil’s Bath and even Speak No Evil right#… ok well maybe not more intense than speak no evil but this made me way more emotional than the coffee table tbh#Like my god. I need to breathe 🚬#The candies. The snow. Life :(#Cw organs
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I am addicted to this game now. Im gone
#dont be scared to try it out if youre curious btw#if i can play it so can you 100%#have to pause for a sec before i contnue tho#duck vtmb time
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having a queue is so much fun idk why i didnt do this sooner
#it also gets rid of the anxiety of rb ppls posts from blogs i've never interacted with before so that's neat !#the fact you can pause the queue.... AND you can still schedule posts to go up at certain times UGHHH i love it...........#sorry had to geek out about my blog for a sec. in other news i ate raw oysters and now i have food poisoning teehee 🤸♂️#if you need me i will be playing sdv and editing sim pics and bed rotting <3
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i am writing a full comparative media analysis essay to post on tumblr dot com. because i am insane
#PLAGUED BY MEDIA. MUST ANALYZE.#no but i have to pause for a sec to go to other stuff so i saved it in my drafts and. she is long.#i need to see what the final wordcount on this ends up being#vic.txt
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I’ve been thoroughly roped into the portal fandom now
All I know right now is the song “Mr. Blue Sky” by Electric Light Orchestra is fucking magical what the hell-
Why it doin that, more importantly how??
#istg it tells me exactly what’s happening at any given moment#I can’t do this guys#blue sky is gonna ruin me#earlier today I asked myself so when does he become human?#and now I’m over here sitting like what the hell did I just read#I’m literally only on chapter 4#and not a lot of things can chill me to the bone istg but#the stuff I read today was so freaking good and bone chilling like what the hell#just take a sec to imagine you’re fleeing from imminent doom#end up dying#and then are revived into a different body and have to hold your dead corpse???#like pause. that was a level of like mental anguish a character can show that I was NOT prepared for#anyways it’s good real good fic guys#I’m not going insane definitely totally#ari rambles#portal 2#blue sky portal
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ever since keekki was diagnosed with kidney failure back in... i think it was 2022? i knew he was living on borrowed time and would probably live like a year or so. he had some bloodwork done today and i knew the situation was dire from how keekki has been for a bit now but man idk i still wasn't prepared to see just how bad his kidney stuff had plummeted and hearing the "you don't have much time together left" like yeah i know that and i have been knowing that for two years but now it just feels more real. idk man
#telling u guys about a funny thing that happened too so maybe ill stop crying for a sec#ok its not funny at all but you guys know how keekki's real name is poskieläin? meaning cheek animal.#i feel bad for the vet for having to use keekki's given name when telling me the news. she had a slight pause before saying his name.#it was funny to me even though obviously the situation was awful#but. well. keekki is not doing fine but hes not in pain or anything i just have to understand that#hes living on borrowed time now more than ever#anyways ill stop being depressing on main now#leevi talks
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from jenashtep from the final xmas rehearsal ft. jeremy morse as mister macabee & his super sexy "here comes santa claus" intro i.e. EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED btw
#just so everyone knows as usual the christmas miracles of the extravaganza. like & to even have this crucial moment via Rehearsals#me looking at jen's stories like oh now hang on. now who are you. watched without sound paused not 5 sec in like MACABEE#i know the sexiest part of the show when i see it. then with the actual sound & the rest like okay yeah yes lmao#was laughing rewatching this then spotted will back there like oh now discreet cackling#joe iconis christmas extravaganza#mister macabee#jeremy morse#14th annual xmas#champion
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i am grateful that my partner never judges my fic-writing hobby but i had to laugh earlier as we were chatting about some of the dark content stuff i'm working on, and yet somehow, the only thing he even showed a bit of being kind of horrified by was the fact i write for doflamingo.
#like he wasn't judgy about it--he just was like yeah i fkn hate that guy idk how anyone could create anything with him in it haha#and i'm like well i have so.#and he had to pause for a sec to think about how to respond politely lol#lo.txt
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hmmm i thought i could have the next chapter of FoD up like. yesterday night, which obv didn’t happen and now i’m thinking tonight, but this conversation between harry & sirius just. does not want to end lmao
it’s at 4k rn, which is…a respectable amount, and i think it might reach 4.5 by the time it’s done. and then i want to have, atleast, the outline for the next chapter fleshed out before i post it just as like. buffer. hmmmm thoughts, thoughts, decisions, decisions…
#the next one is literally just sirius & harry#fully sorted#the one after that though…8c w got the golden trio convo entirely written#(which is such a miracle bc i’ve had the subheading for like. a year and never been able#to write even a word of it so fa#and now it’s done. amazing.#and in such a different direction than i would’ve expected also#i cannot wait!!!#but yeah it can’t be the only thing#there is….another scene with sirius & harry discussing remus#but idk if i want it here#it would…fit#but. just. yeah. idk#OH WAIT#oscar!!!#mans hasn’t shown up in a hot sec#and we need him to meet sirius as well#hmmmm#thinking thoughts again#and depending on how big a role i want the goblins to have#even tho i didn’t plan on having like. lordships and shit (in this fic atleast)#it would just make it more complicated and i’m already living that fantasy out thru another fic#okay putting a pause on the rambling#i think i’ve got a rough idea#potential options atleast#pen’s yapping
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I was walking to class and i wanted to listen to music but none of the songs coming up i felt like listening, so i started skipping them and after skipping like 5 i went "Ah fuck it, whatever it plays next" and 19-2000 started playing 💀🙏
#dont get me wrong#i love 19 2000#but ITS SO GOOFY#it's what plays in my mind when im having a batshit insane and lowkey ridiculously and hilariously sabotaged day#or when im just zoning out sitting on thw bed staring at nothingness#not when i wanna look cool while feeling like shit walking to class LMFAO#i literally had to physically PAUSE for a sec and hold laughter in#anyways yeah at least it made me giggle
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[staring out the window but it's just a sticker on the wall] i actually need to make something right now or i'll espode
#just me hi#didn't really do anything yesterday and i have some neat ideas that i haven't gotten around to because of the Sludge#but ouuuu Aura.....#yea..#//also think i want a sweet drink rn#prolly soda ngl. favorite poison :3#//i had to reset my computer (bugging out) and for some reason it signed me out of everything ? boop ??#anyway so that means ytm autoplay got turned back on. which i rarely enjoy but i don't have the power to turn it off rn so i'm just#tolerating everything that comes on loll#which i'd Like to say it's like the radio but i really really like the station i listen to often and i Understand it's gonna be a roulette#//OH YEAAA i forgot about my mp3 project !! !!!!#so i think i mentioned it can hold images too which is Sickkkk and you can put the images on a slideshow which is even cooler#and bc you can listen to audio while doing that at the same time i was thinking well this is just infinite potential here. this could be#everything khfbvshg :333#i wanna try a shorter + smaller story first.. prolly a short ghost story cuz spooky is just easier for me to do lol#ik what the visuals will prolly look like but the audio cues are where i'm a bit Hmmm abt em hfshg#i'm thinking i could put All of the audio in just like 2-3 files (for tutorials on how to use the machine for the story :) ) which isn't#hard#and cuz if you need to pause for whatever reason it's next to impossible to figure out where you are properly meant to be anyway#Yeaa i'll prolly do that :)#but if it turns out well i want to do some more complicated stuff!!#like i was thinkin and there's like a second between each pic where it could look like smth is just Kinda animated#which could be really cool and offsetting in the right spots :33#i'm really excited abt it hbfhsv - prolly cuz it feels like a new medium which always gets my gears moving lol :>#//anyway i'm gonna run out of tag space in a sec lol--#just realized the reason i tend to have my last tag cut off at the end is bc i forget to count my talk tag as. a tag. lmfvsfhvjsf#anyWay yea!!! toodles ^w^
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just got on youtube for the 1st time today just seeing what would pop up if anything interesting and TAMINO?? SHORT FILM??? HE JUST RELEASED TODAY??????????? A SHORT FILM?????????????!
#21 mins of something irdk this is what is... this???? wickermannnn huhhhh i-#so excited. literally had to pause it i clicked play and was like no wait no waaait gimmie a sec#wickerman#tamino#literally have not heard a peep maybe he's been teasing it on ig or something but idk to me it's been radio silence i am so intrigued
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