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It's Yearning o'clock and I just. I want to get married so fucking bad. I want someone to love me enough to commit to me forever, in front of our friends and family, to love me enough to commit to a life with me. But anyway.
#this feeling just hit me out of nowhere#i planned to marry one of my exes. we talked about it#about moving in together. having kids. pets. getting married#we were together for three years so this was a serious idea#i thought id spend my life with her#she told her mom (who hated me) that she wanted to marry me#like we discussed marriage and a future at length#and i felt so loved. i felt so wonderful#and then very suddenly she told me she felt trapped. and couldnt see a future with me#this was immediately after we spent time with my family. my family loved her and she fit in so well#a couple months after our three year anniversary. and after she told her mom she wanted to marry me#i just want to get married so badly. not like desperately. not like i would take the first person that wanted me even if they sucked#just. i want someone to love me like that. because usually im the one that loves so hard#i love people so hard and want a future with them and they change their minds and leave and dont even care#and im left caring. like sorry for believing you when you said you wanted a future with me#that was my mistake ig#i just want to be loved and committed to and celebrated. i want someone to love me loudly#my most recent ex told me while breaking up that clearly i was more upset than her. like. that was unnecessary. jesus#she said she was breaking up bcuz of distance she didnt have to throw in that shit. and ofc the three year relationship that died suddenly#i know im young and have time but i still fear that no one will ever love me like that#i want to wear a pretty dress and commut to someone for life and build the most wonderful life with someone that loves me#as much as i love them. i want someone to face life with. i want someone to fall asleep next to#as i said. its yearning o clock. and i just want someone to love me
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FNAF movie Vanessa’s thoughts when meeting Abby..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#mike schmidt#fnaf vanessa#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#abby schmidt#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#ANOTHER Vanessa thoughts comic 🔥#Vanessa is so funny I love her BAHAH#LISTEN.. many thoughts on this scene#TBH when Vanessa meets Abby you actually can see on her face like#how worried she gets about her being around#I THINK she knew deep down if her father found out about her what could happen#and I think that’s why she gets so upset when Abby is at the pizzeria#BUT I THINK everyone picked that up#THE OTHER THING I DONT see many people talk about#is the fact Vanessa thought Mike had a kid for like a second#LIKE STRAIGHT UP calls Abby Mike’s daughter#SHE TRULY misread the situation#she thought Mike got some fr#love that scene too#especially Abby’s reaction she just says ‘ew’ 💀#ABBY DOES not wanna be Mike’s kid 💀💀💀#I wonder if Vanessa felt embarrassed after lowkey like oops
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We're going on an ass kicking adventure.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Yes indeed this is a reference to the classic 'Kirby's fucking pissed' meme. It felt fitting given the circumstances.#Wei Wuxian is nothing but a villain now. His name is but a booeyman and scapegoat for everything that goes wrong.#It is a cruel and unusual punishment to be Irrepairable to others. That no matter what you do - you are othered and unsalvageable.#While this situation deals with necromancy & war & politics...boy does it ever mirror how modern drama campaigns go.#I wonder if MXTX did that on purpose? Considering how SVSSS talks about the relationships between authors and their fans/work -#Its stands to reason that WWX story is indeed a parallel for how the public prefers black and white & sensationalist views of people.#People are heroes or villains and trying to think about the nuance is too much work.#And it does not matter what the truth or lies are. The rumour exists and so it must hold truth.#It feels like someone dropped a poorly researched callout post on WWX on twitter that went viral.#80% of the people don't even know who he is but are still leaving him death threats.#“Guys I know we all used to really love WWX's content but I heard he unethically sourced his bones for his last art installation...”#Okay actually he might indeed do unethical bone sourcing. I need to think longer on what the hyper-specific hobby drama might be.#And a huge shout out to LWJ who is right in the vicinity watching this happen in horror. *That* is a specially kind of torment too.
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It's World Puppetry Day!!
So as a little celebration I made this!! They're all getting ready for a group photo!!
These are all the Undertale puppets together!! :D

And of course the TS!US guys too!!

(yes Flowey and Chara are in both!! >:) )
Also a bit of a thank you I guess... I NEVER would have thought people would like this so much? But they do!! The felt guys!! The stop motion!! It's crazy!! And everyone's so nice!! It's really really amazing!! SO THANK YOU!! EVERYONE!!! SO SO MUCH!!! :DDD
#WORLD PUPPETRY DAY#felt guys#stop motion#undertale#ts!underswap#papyrus#frisk#chara#flowey#sans#crossbones#ts!us papyrus#ts!us asgore#koffin k#special occasion!!#THANKS SO MUCH PERSON WHO TOLD ME ABOUT THIS DAY!!#would've missed it!!#frisk the creature#love having all of them poseing for cool photos ;D#the animation is A LITTLE wonky#but i hope you like it!!#THANK YOU ALL!!#AND STAY COOL EVERYONE!!#have a wonderful day!!#:D
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ALNST THOUGHT BEFORE I GO TO CLASS


isn’t it so interesting how ivan — who’s behaviors are one of the most incomprehensible to the other characters in alien stage — felt love that was most human?
he calls his emotions shallow. he acts selfishly to vie for till’s affection. he even died because he couldn’t bare seeing till die without a fight.
mizi, sua, and till were worshipping gods. but ivan was worshipping another human.
a flawed, selfish human.
#i’m gonna be so sick#ivantill continues to ruin my life#i think ivan felt one of the most human emotions in alien stage#but he didn’t know better and only had the godly love of mizisua and tillmizi to compare it too#it’s no wonder he felt like his love by comparison was selfish#ivantill#alien stage#alnst#🦢🍸 thoughts !!#alien stage till#alnst till#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan
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DFQC (Yuezun Daren), XLH (Goddess Xiyun), SQ (just sweet puppy Shangque as always) and very insignificant YZ Fanfiction from @bellesdiaries
"Repatriation"
For the @lbfad-minibang
#While drawing this art I had so funny plot in my head (In different variations and long as the Xilan book 😅)#at the time I posted this fan-art I hadn't read the fanfic yet#So I can't wait to read how the writer felt situation on this art and then what story wrote for it🤤#Thank a lot to dear Haro for this wonderful event (her so hard work) I am so happy to participate in it already twice❤️🌸✨#I'm still missing but it's temporary😉#cang lan jue#苍兰诀#clj#cdrama#xiao lanhua#moon supreme#dfqc#lbfad#clj fan art#love between fairy and devil#lbfad minibang#2024-2025✨#clj-art-blog#My 54th CLJ art
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lolita hyena 👍
#sorry if theres like specific styles of lolita dress that i totally fucked up i have no idea what im doing i just took inspo from a bunch of#pics on pinterest lol#as we all know i love making alt butch furry women but like hyenas are so typecast as evil gross masculine etc etc. which is wonderful i lov#i love evil gross masculine women. but i want some beautiful feminine ones too ykwim#pretty happy with her though. first time ive actually drawn a hyena in furry style. and lolita clothes lol#rambles#my art#furry#also i love the other hyenas i loved striped hyenas i love aardwolves but spotted just felt right for this one idk#usually i dont go with the most popular/recognizable species of a group or category but i think spotted was the best choice for her
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Casual touches between Sol and Sunjae 💛
LOVELY RUNNER - EPISODE 16
#lovely runner#kdramaedit#kdramadaily#kdramanetwork#userlab#my edits#if anyone is wondering why the colouring is kind of all over the place it's because:#a) i'm all over the place#and b) my computer crashed while i was in the middle of this set ghjfkg just started glitching out of nowhere#[ the out of nowhere is actually me having around 40 psd files opened :))))) ]#anyway i say casual touches because they're not the big kiss or the reunion or the proposal etc#but i love that we got so many this episode they really felt like a couple (grown up too)#and also i liked that sol initiated so many because a lot of kdramas tend to have their fl shy away from that#but they're both playful with it#ok i'm done giffing now sorry @my pc#byeon woo seok#kim hye yoon#this isn't even all of them btw 💜#mine: lovely runner
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Part 2 of this comic
#shiguang dailiren#link click#時光代理人#fancomic#aashi doodles#wanted to draw a svene where cxs acted on his remorse abt his parents being gone. his bday felt like a good day for that.#hard to ignore bad memories on a day ur meant to be celebrating#but i also imagine that he didn't miss out on having loving (and perhaps overbearing lol) parents in his life cuz he had the qiao family#haven't finished watching the live action but thats the energy i get from cxs and the qiaos. i like the idea of that being in donghua too#plus he has a trusted partner that he feels safe talking abt his problems to and receiving comfort from so he's doing alright#aside from the upcoming death node haha. wonder if lg will be able to fix that...#anyways I'll shut up now byeeee ☆☆☆
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Runaan's Last Secret
*smokes bubble pipe* I suppose you're wondering why I've gathered you all here today. It is simple, mes amis. We've waited six years to find out what really happened inside King Harrow's chamber the night the assassins attacked. And with the release of S7, all these long years later, I finally have the last pieces of information I need to find the full truth.
We all thought there was a murder to solve in the king's chamber. But I'm here to tell you now, that is not the case.
Let us begin at the beginning and assemble our evidence:
The night Harrow died, Runaan tried to convince Rayla to give up the egg, tried to scare her off from returning it.

He couldn't sway her from her journey of redemption, though. They came to blows.

But he chose his mission over killing her. He wasn't even out of breath when they stopped fighting - if he'd truly wanted her dead, she'd be dead.

He left her behind and led four assassins up the front steps of the tower. There, he executed a frontal assault on the king's chamber, when they're built and trained for stealth.
The fight dragged on loudly. It drew extra soldiers from around the entire castle, who left their posts unguarded. But it had a purpose.

Delaying his own victory would cost lives on both sides, but clearing a path for Rayla to escape with two soft human princes in tow would ensure her survival. Runaan had already committed himself to this course when he refused to force her to complete the mission. He couldn't back out now.
Alright, that's the catch-up. For years, we had no idea what actually happened inside Harrow's chamber. But in S7, we finally got a peek. And I'm afraid it's told me everything I need to know. *more bubble pipe noises*
Let's consider these newer clues from S7:
When Runaan finally breached Harrow's door, two other assassins rushed in with him: Andromeda and Skor. Only Callisto, it seems, had fallen alongside Ram out in the hall.


Runaan drew his bow and killed Harrow - or so his binding ribbon believed -
- but the next we see -only moments later as the reinforcements have not yet arrived from below - only one assassin staggered out of that chamber and onto the balcony.

The other four members of the squad died in this battle, and their bodies were recovered by Viren, along with their weapons.

Which means, no one else survived that room. Only Runaan.
The assassins weren't attacked by human troops, either. Runaan had time to stagger out to the balcony at his hobbled pace. No guards caught up to him until he'd already shot the shadowhawk arrow.

When he burst into Harrow's chamber, this is what he was wearing.

When he left it, this was all he had.


Moonshadow assassins are some of the deadliest fighters in all of greater Xadia. No one survives them. No one.
No one... except Runaan of the Silvergrove.
Remember when I said we were not here to solve a murder in the king's chamber? That is because we are here to solve several murders in the king's chamber.
He turned on them.
Runaan turned on what remained of his own squad - Skor and Andromeda. He killed them. For Rayla.
They wanted Rayla dead. In the show, they believed she should die alongside them. In the novelization Book One: Moon, they specifically wanted Runaan to kill her for failing to do her duty. Either way, if any one of Runaan's squad survived and returned to the Silvergrove to report what Runaan had done - and had not done - when his mission went pear-shaped, he would've had to kill Rayla then and there. Right in front of Ethari.
And that, mes amis, he could not abide. He could not bear to be the monster he feared he had always been, right where his husband could see him.
And so, his only remaining option was for his surviving assassins to perish in battle, with their own honor intact and his in tatters. But they went down hard.
They broke Runaan's horn. They stripped off his tunic. They nearly cut his throat. They messed up his hair. Oui, the most unforgivable.


They wanted to live. Runaan did not allow them to.
He trained them all. He loved them.
And he killed them, to save Rayla's life.
For love of Rayla, his precious daughter, Runaan of the Silvergrove killed his own assassins.
It is no wonder he could not look Keeper Lyrennus in the eye when the man asked Runaan about his son.

He's drowning in guilt. He knows what he did. Even though Ram died from another's strike, Runaan knows he would have killed him himself if he'd had to.
This image of Runaan's fear at the sight of the red spirit Lyrennus cast, it lands differently now, no?
He hasn't told them. Perhaps he never will. But he has committed this sin nonetheless, and he must carry it with him for the rest of his life.
Runaan's last and darkest secret. No wonder he accepted Callum the moment he turned against Ezran and fought his own soldiers for Rayla's sake. He knows exactly what that feels like.
#tdp spoilers#tdp theory#runaan#this is what happens when i watch two poirot movies in the same week#i belgian detective my way through my blorbo's deepest and darkest sins like a hot knife through butter#why did i never see this possibility before?? it was right there#wails in detective lamenting a missed clue#it's so simple#so elegant#so horrible#runaan you've done absolutely atrocious crimes and i love you#i'm genuinely ill over this i have felt queasy for an hour now#no wonder poirot retired as often as he could from cases. zamn#may god and ethari forgive me
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I saw there’s a lot of ppl talking about Caleb being a scary Yandere in the main story chapters but aren’t we gonna talk about these?
A bit spoilers of Caleb’s 4&5 stars card




MC is such a brat to him 😭😭😭😭 (I love it so much)
Plus, He spoiled her ROTTEN 😩😩😩😩





The facts that they hide all of his sweet sides behind the pull is kinda annoying 🫵🏼🫵🏼🫵🏼🫵🏼
Btw I made a full summary of his story-line HERE bc I. JUST. CANNOT. STOP. THINKING. ABOUT. HIM 😔😔😔
#why can’t this be meeeeee 🥺#After finishing the main story I felt so conflicted about him too#but after reading all his 4 stars card I kinda see the bigger picture now#like damn he pampered her since day 1#no wonder why he was so mad when she went out to that place#yes he’s cray cray and so overprotective but his LIFE PURPOSE is for MC#bro literally became a pilot bc she said she wanna go to the space ONCE#His dream is her dream#he’s not even my top 2 favorite but I love his character writing so much dude#love and deepspace#lads#love and deepspace caleb#caleb lads#lnds caleb#caleb x mc#caleb#🦢: post
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To be honest, I can’t believe I have to say this but Severus Snape being angry at Neville for regularly making the equivalent of a pipe bomb in class is not in the realm of SA, stalking and attempted murder. Let’s put the arguement of “well snape bullied his students so he deserved it as a kid” to rest. Cause I’m tired. Really tired of pretending it’s somehow the same. Yes, he was rude, yes he was mean and snarky at times. Doesn’t mean it’s the same on any level as what he suffered as child and teen. Be fucking for real. Not even in the same realm.
#severus snape#just in case you were wondering how I felt#pro snape#snape love#harry potter#severus snape defense#anti marauders#anti james potter#pro severus snape#bullying#severus snape meta#neville longbottom#I don’t hate Neville just so we’re clear it’s just not comparable
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FNAF movie Vanessa was out of pocket for this one..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#vanessa fnaf#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#mike schmidt#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#More Vanessa thoughts comics!!#NOW I have drawn this scene before but this part also tuck out to me#VANESSA throwing away Mike’s sleeping pills was wild of her#EVEN before I knew her whole deal with William this part stuck out BAHA#this is Vanessa’s one uncalled for action in the whole movie#I GET why she probably did it was so he couldn’t get closer to the truth about her father etc#but Mike is not only mentally unwell but financially too 💀#he probably needed those Vanessa#I WONDER if she felt bad after like oops he may of needed those 💀💀💀#still love her though we all have our flaws 🙏🏾🩵
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Kawoshin Week Day 4: Spinoffs! (+ Inhuman Kaworu?)
The other angels in Campus Apocalypse have wings... It only makes sense that Kaworu would have them too <3
#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#campus apocalypse#gakuen datenroku#evangelion#nge#nge ca#toma draws#kawoshinweek2025#wings might be a little too normal for the monster/inhuman prompt but. let's say it counts#I couldn't settle on black wings (what the CA angels have iirc but i thought it blended too much with kaworu's black suit)#or white wings (classic but i felt it didn't quite fit somehow) so i went with gray!#also influenced by haibane renmei. bc i love haibane renmei <3#also FULL DISCLOSURE i originally drew most of this last year. like immediately after last kawoshin week lol#i kept hoarding it in my files bc i wanted to do something cooler with the concept but well. i never got around to it#and since it fit the prompt(s) and i didn't get around to drawing something new#(and i couldn't Not post something for my dearest beloveds' day) i figured i'd let these see the light of day :')#i'm a little sad i didn't have the time to contribute much to kawoshin week beyond admin duty this year since i've been so busy qvq#BUT!! it's been sooo much fun seeing everyone else's stuff!!!! there's so many wonderful and delightful pieces <333#it's been really exciting to see what people do with the prompts 🥰🥰 hopefully i'll make some time to comment on them eventually :'D#huge fan of the campus apocalypse stuff for today btw. for entirely unbiased reasons <3
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no but it’s so sad how lu guang used to think that even the smallest alteration from the events of original narrative could change everything beyond repair but now he sees time as something almighty, something he’s unable to fight against. i wonder what he could’ve tried to do that lead him to thinking that time is THAT powerful. and how devastating it is to understand that you’re absolutely helpless, that nothing you do means anything, again and again it’s all the same, from “hey newcomer, wanna play basketball with us?” to “save them, lu guang” but he can’t. cheng xiaoshi passes the ball and whatever lu guang does he is destined to miss this time. cheng xiaoshi passes the ball and lu guang only worsens the situation. and still he keeps on trying. because cheng xiaoshi put his trust into him.
#link click#时光代理人#shiguang daili ren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#i mean its not only about cheng xiaoshi#lu guang cares for lots and lots of people#he loves qiao ling and xu shanshan and everyone its just#cheng xiaoshi gave him his trust#a boy who was betrayed so many times since his early childhood#he trusted him#he welcomed lu guang into his life with open arms and open heart and shared his warmth so carelessly#and if lu guang really doesn’t have a family i can only wonder how that must have felt#so even if every new dive only messes the timeline up more badly#he won’t ever give up#because cheng xiaoshi passed him the ball and lu guang will do his very damn best to prove that was a right decision#i don’t care if it’s romantic or whatever - lu guang loves him so much and so deeply
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I know we love focusing on the ‘Sung Hyunjae doesn’t know how to eat triangle kimbap’ part in chp 187 because it’s funny but Han Yoohyun having the same issue is just-
Yoohyun admitting that he has never had convenience store kimbap either when they teased Sung Hyunjae because Hyung always told him to eat well-
That Yoojin, struggling with multiple jobs and financial issues still made sure to provide his brother nutritious home-made meals with the occasional takeout-
#Yoohyun-ie your hyung loves you so so much-#blessed be food as a love language#the effort & time & cost to make nutritional meals for your child#oh han yoojin I wonder if you ever felt full while making sure yoohyun was#sctir#han yoojin#han yoohyun#the s classes that i raised
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