#and if lu guang really doesn’t have a family i can only wonder how that must have felt | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bithcisweartogod · 4 days ago

Text

no but it’s so sad how lu guang used to think that even the smallest alteration from the events of original narrative could change everything beyond repair but now he sees time as something almighty, something he’s unable to fight against. i wonder what he could’ve tried to do that lead him to thinking that time is THAT powerful. and how devastating it is to understand that you’re absolutely helpless, that nothing you do means anything, again and again it’s all the same, from “hey newcomer, wanna play basketball with us?” to “save them, lu guang” but he can’t. cheng xiaoshi passes the ball and whatever lu guang does he is destined to miss this time. cheng xiaoshi passes the ball and lu guang only worsens the situation. and still he keeps on trying. because cheng xiaoshi put his trust into him.

#link click #时光代理人 #shiguang daili ren #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #i mean its not only about cheng xiaoshi #lu guang cares for lots and lots of people #he loves qiao ling and xu shanshan and everyone its just #cheng xiaoshi gave him his trust #a boy who was betrayed so many times since his early childhood #he trusted him #he welcomed lu guang into his life with open arms and open heart and shared his warmth so carelessly #and if lu guang really doesn’t have a family i can only wonder how that must have felt #so even if every new dive only messes the timeline up more badly #he won’t ever give up #because cheng xiaoshi passed him the ball and lu guang will do his very damn best to prove that was a right decision #i don’t care if it’s romantic or whatever - lu guang loves him so much and so deeply

165 notes · View notes