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Saving Alan — Part 3
i dont know how i managed to continue with more chapters…
Part 1 | Part 2 | This is Part 3
“We’ll figure this out later.” Scott embraces Alan in one more crushing hug before swiftly pulling back just enough to grasp the taller one’s shoulder. “We’ve got you now and we’re getting you out of here. You’re done surviving.” He promises.
Shaking off the stunned expression from prior, Virgil firmly lists, “Infirmary’s prepped. Clothes, food, hot water: All aboard the ship.” He wastes no time getting a medscanner fixed onto the “little” brother’s chest, the survivor of whom gratefully accepts the smother-henning that he so misses.
“We can go out through the tube this time.” Gordon leads the way to the back of the hull where the airlock in the ceiling has been importing oxygen from Thunderbird Two’s supply.
They follow behind in low strides, the two oldest brothers keeping an eye from behind Alan, incase something goes wrong. Occasionally sending each other fearful glances as if in silent conversation about the situation.
They watch as Gordon makes a simple leap, the lack of gravity carries him upwards, allowing for him to open the airlock and be welcomed by the polymer tunnel.
One at a time, they crawl through until all that’s left is Scott.
“Did you get him?” John asks from the cockpit of the behemoth, his voice uncharacteristically high pitched yet still soft.
“He should be in the infirmary now.” Virgil awaits for Scott by the tube to offer a helping hand in letting him up into Thunderbird Two. By a nod of acknowledgment, the Commander signals Virgil to press the button on his watch that automatically disconnects the tube from the shipwreck.
The two eldests once again exchange — in silent conversation — their buried panics regarding what Alan had said.
“John did say that something felt wrong here.” Whispers Virgil. “That none of his signals to Eos were patching through.”
“But, he could never have anticipated this…” Unsure how to finish that sentence, Scott’s eyes trace down the hallway. “that this place is…”
“Warped.” Virgil scowls. “This place is time-warped.”
“I was thinking of saying ‘cursed’...” Pressing past his shoulder, Scott moves. “We need to get out of here as fast as possible.” He commands before leading the trail to the infirmary.
They follow the corridor path to where Gordon has propped the adult Alan upright a bed in the infirmary, the diver’s hand tightens on Alan’s shoulder as a series of red and yellows displays from the scanner. The once-a-teenager’s sleeves have been cut off using special shears that now expose the broad forearms of their brother, he looks stronger than they remember.
The astronaut smiles at his brothers, revealing his tighter facial features. There used to be a warm, vibrant tone to his skin; all that’s left is a pale sheen. Virgil takes note of the collar bone poking through the peeling suit, reminding himself to feed his brother well at the very second they get the chance to.
“I didn’t think I’d get this far…” His eyes shine against the cool light of the infirmary that has been dimmed down at his request.
Gordon casually hides his grimace by kneeling to Alan’s legs where he traces a line across the broad calves to shear off the parts of John’s space suit that tightly encases his legs. “Biologically inherited plot armour — Am I right?” He grumbles to himself; Alan snorts at the familiar words of their old family inside joke.
#thunderbirds 2015#thunderbirds are go#thunderbirds#thunderbirds fanfiction#alan tracy#scott tracy#virgil tracy#gordon tracy#john tracy#Alan Tracy got time warped
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This still doesn't seem real.
#going to write in the tags#i didnt think this would hit me this hard#i adore one direction with my whole heart#but i wasn't a big Liam fan#i got in to the boys after 1D and his solo stuff is not really my thing#ive cried for almost 24 hours now#and i dont know how to move past it right now#this has hit me so hard#i was clowning about new harry music on tuesday#And now i cant even think about that#i cant even begin to comprehend what the family and the boys are going through#i just keep crying#i think its stopped and then it just all floods back
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there is no greater joy i experience then when i receive completed commissions from artists🤍 i genuinely sit and take a moment to stare at the finished product like:
#── 𝒚. ♡#followed by a crash out over how lovely and amazing everything turned out hehe#even when i’m sent updates on the sketch/coloring phase like.. the giddiness i feel is akin to a child being told their parents are going ..#to buy them their favorite toy or an lollipop from the candy store like aaaaaaa#as someone who cant draw a circle to save her goddamn life i appreciate and love every artist i commission so much ..#they quite literally have brought my selfships and sona to life in ways that i cant even begin to comprehend .#in a strange way it makes me feel more connected to them in a way which again is strange considering they were thought up by me one silly ..#afternoon when i decided ‘hey this selfshipping thing is cool i wanna do it too :D’ like ..gosh..#i know that for a selfship to exist it doesnt any any kind of art to it but genuinely i wouldnt be going down this fun journey had i not ..#commissioned artists to bring my blorbos to life — that’s a tad of an exageration lol i would definitely still be here ..#but updates and musings about my blorbos wouldn’t be as frequent as they are now .#shout out to all the artists i have commissioned over the past few months they’re all such incredible talented and ..#the most loveliest people i’ve had the privilage of getting to work with and support ;; my wallet may be crying but i know damn well ..#my money is being invested in the right people and i will never regret it 🤍#also yes ;; i do have another comms i received HELP although this one will be a while since im planning on showing it the same day ..#that amé’s character notion page is completed which should be expected around mid-may if all goes to plan#( aka i dont lose motivation/procrasinate ) but yea anyways ;; just wanted to post this small unimportant ramble#oh right i also appreciate those who randomly gifted me an art of my selfships: ayame im looking at you specifically 👁️#EVERYONE MOVED ON BUT IM STILL HERE ADMIRING YOUR LOVELY JAW DROPPING KAZULIE PIECE#but those are just as precious and dear to me and one if these days i will find a way to force you to take my money in return because ..#wdym its free ?? no i refuse. TAKE MY SHIT AND GO. /lh /hj#tldr; i love artists <3
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#just make your own things away from#-endos if you hate us so much#endos/proendos: if antis want their own stuff and spaces away from us then they should make those things#anti endos: *creating atlasduo and the syspunk tag*#endos/proendos: i cant believe theyre actually doing that! wow! lets raid the tag and insult them for doing what we wanted them to!#i know this is a stretch but i cant help but feel reminded of how people would tell me to do things and then get mad at me for following-#-their exact instructions and taking them seriously. because apparently i wasnt supposed to actually do that. except now im not the victim-#-of that. and now the people who are on my side are doing that. i hate it. i hate it so much. dont say ONLY TO INVADE AND MOCK THE THINGS#also: congrats!! you are proving all of them right when they say we dont respect boundaries and crosstag!! you're making it worse!!#i can kind of understand the tag aspect simply because theyre calling themselves “punk” when theyre so fond of the psychiatric field.#but its still a dick move. and its even worse to say that if antis want versions of sp and pk that arent proendo they should make their own#-bot and app only to mock them for doing exactly that. it just reminds me too much of past experiences. i hate people that do that.#i dont care if they hate me at this point im with the anti endos on this one. and frankly im very disappointed that im actually saying this#lol.exe#blackout poetry#pro endo#endo safe#endo friendly#anti rq#radqueers fuck off#this is a new level of syscourse im yelling at my own community now
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#today we went to the river#it was a rocky relatively shallow area but the water was moving fast and cold#while we were there we saw a doe step out to cross it#followed by the youngest fawn ive ever seen#it was so charming#but the water was moving too fast for him#and we were standing there watching him be swept away waiting for his mother to do something#he floated right in front of us bleating and we were just paralyzed#not wanting to touch the baby in case it changed its smell#waiting for the doe to run over and save him#and then he passed us altogether and his mother was still just standing there#he was able to just barely swim to the opposite bank about 10 yards from his mother#we couldn't tell at first if hed actually made it to shore#he was so small and his head was just above water#and the far bank had waist high grass#the doe went looking for him#and later we saw her emerge from the grass where hed been and cross the stream again without him#the way i felt sick to my stomach#my bf was able to wade over and finally found the baby in the grass tired but alive thank god#so the only thing to do was to hope that the mother was hiding him there and planning to come back#but that's how so much of the world feels right now#just this awful desperation as you watch something so small and fragile whisk right past you#feeling paralyzed and helpless and not knowing what to do#until the moment is gone and you dont know if something horrible has just happened and if you could have done anything at all to help#I'm so relieved the fawn made it to shore#but watching him struggle across the river not knowing if he made it#ugh#just need to hang on through this
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:((
#i don’t feel very good right now !!!!!!#it’s so many different things like a) idk why im so convinced im going to fail step like yeah i don’t know absolutely everything but we r#really don’t have to?? idk what it is about pass fail that my brain cannot comprehend but i am so worried for thursday#also i never actually practiced taking a full length exam (not to mention my sleep schedule has been FUCKED lately)#so im a tad worried about having to wake up at 6 for a 7 hour long test#(yes this is my fault for not preparing properly but it’s too late to do anything about it now. if yall see me on here past like 11 tonigh#tonight i need you to slap me across the face bc i absolutely need to go to bed early)#b) im so fucking worried about third year i feel so unprepared for it and im just so worried im going to flounder like i really dont think#im anything beyond booksmart which matters less and less as the years go on#plus im moving in with two friends next year which is fun in theory but im so stressed about the thought of being perceived constantly also#i dont want to be a bad roommate to them and ruin our friendship and idk :( it’ll be fun im sure but that also doesn’t mean im not worried#c) holy FUCK idk what it is about being home that makes me go insane. but being home rn is making me go insan#i just feel so guilty whenever im around my family (about what i do not know) and i just can’t stop thinking about how awful life was here#during my gap years. i wish so badly i could feel at peace here :((#ramblings#something something things are too fast now
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breakups are so fucking weird. three years and just like that it's gone. huh
#helix.txt#gross i ended up spilling my guts in tags. look at them fucking writhing on the floor all bloody#dont rb please#vent#to quote fall out boy i knew it was over i just didn't know the date#yeah that's it. fall out boy can fix this.#i will feel better if i go listen to bang the doldrums#and infinity on high in general#and folie a deux. folie a fucking deux how i love that album#my chem will make me better. gerard way save me#god what a weird feeling. you used to know me better than any other person but then you moved hundreds of miles away and it worked#for a while. then two years later you said it wasnt working and that this was best for both of us. guess i never got the memo for that one#hope we treat other people better because i wasn't as kind as i should have been towards the end and you were never as thoughtful or con-#-siderate as i needed towards the end. we grew apart because you're bad at keeping contact over messaging#and in some ways the cracks in the foundation that grew from that were my fault too i guess. our conversations always felt one sided#maybe i was smothering you#you could never seem to keep more than a passing recollection of the things i liked or even pay much attention to them#but i wasn't great about that either#we just became different people. you weren't what i wanted or needed and you couldn't do long distance. whatever#i know it was the right thing i just wish it hadn't made me feel so damn awful#will we still talk after this? who knows. we didn't end on bad terms but things are definitely weird#and considering your track record with people you can only talk to online i'm not optimistic#you tried to break things off initially by saying you'd said you would improve in the past with nothing to show for it#something i didn't disagree with but i said it didn't bother me much. and it didn't#but it's complicated now. i did deserve better. but you made it clear i'm not getting it from you#you weren't as present or thoughtful as i needed#i wasn't there in person the way you needed and certainly not as considerate as i should have been. and for that second part i'm truly sorr#anyways. sorry. i'd been thinking about it for a long time anyway. i didn't want to admit it because i didn't like to think#about what it might bring. maybe i should have been braver#right. that's enough
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just a little personal anecdote/ thought dump in the tags..
#so there's this girl i work with - lets call her E. and i used fo work with her mum - lets call her J.#and E is overall v sweet. tho somewhat manipulative and a bit of a princess. ad i guess kind of my friend?#but only kind of bc she is younger and that maturity difference and also im her manager (we used to be the same rank)#but i was like really good friends with her mum - J. like we had v similar experiences and just clicked.#i dont talk to J anymore for several reasons (she stopped working. i got weird - like insecure and whatnot. she moved away).#and E and J do not get along very well#and like J was my friend first right. i was biased by her side of things and disagreements with E.#and tho my rship w J was kind of fucked up and i definitely carry a sadness for how that ended. it doesn't erase#that she was my friend and we got long v well and we clicked and i felt she understood me and vice versa#and similar life experiences and all that jazz etc#and i dont think it ever has occured to E that like me and her mum were actually friends??#bc like we'll be having a conversation and she'll start talking about her mum in a v negative way#and its just so so awkward#bc i know her mum isnt perfect and isnt necessarily fair to her - compared to her sister#but like E is very strong willed and she's still maturing and struggles to see past her own ego#and J is someone who definitely avoids conflict and confrontation but not by giving in - but by stepping back. if that makes sense#but thats why E and J dont get along. neither knows how to reach agreement or compromise#but anyways i understand J and respect her and it so awkward to sit there whilst E whines and trash talks#and it also makes me sad#and we're well past the pointof me saying anything#like a year ago. sure. and there were several times i did say 'hey. i know youre having feelings about this but like ur mum was my friend?#so i think its better if we dont discuss this' kind of thing#but it didnt stick. plus its kind of weird. bc its v much past tense now - like me and J WERE friends.#and like i think E thinks that she and I are good friends. which is also awkward.#bc we were coworkers so yeh. kind of friends by default - small team and o ly young ppl#but she's not rly the kind of person that i vibe with#and ive been making an effort to withdraw bc I'm her manager now and i need professional boundaries so i can do my job well#anyway thats kind of the end of my story#for some context J was previously my manager and briefly also her daughter's manager#and something ive never admitted fo anyone before but you probably picked up on already - i did have such a crush on J
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ok finished fionna and cake that was fucking awesome and if there are no scarab adventure time fans i am no longer of the earth. ok?
#null havoc damage#saw someone call it underwhelming so i went and watched the finale. that was not underwhelming. i am whelmed#i thought it was really good. i was talking abt this in my channel earlier but i love adventure time and my favorite thing#about it is how the characters are held accountable for their actions but it doesnt stop them from being able to move on#i love that everyone gets to have a happy ending. they dont get to escape their past but they do get to go on despite it#its not a 'there is no hope' story and its not a 'you can escape from anything' story its a#'there is hope despite everything' story. its a 'the world will keep turning no matter what' story. its a story about how life is worth it#and i love it. i love that#i know people were going crazy about simon and betty but i honestly like it better that simon and betty didnt get together at the end#like i think it was perfectly right. i think theyre better off like that. they were in love and then things happened and now theyre apart#and its not wrong that they were in love just like its not wrong that theyre not together now#i liked the casper and nova section. IDK I THINK IT WAS A GOOD SHOW I LIKED IT A LOT. I LOVE U ADVENTURE TIME I LOVE U FIONNA AND CAKE
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Summary: The admiral's daughter is teasing Bradley about his push-up game. But once he does the push-ups with you sitting on his back, you are left speechless.
Word count: 900
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"Do you call that a push-up?" You mused, staring down at the back of Bradley's head. The plan was to go eat lunch with your father Tom Kazansky but somehow you ended up outside in the tarmac watching pilots do push ups.
Your golden excuse? Wanting to greet Hondo and admire the cool aircraft. The truth? You had a thing for Bradley Bradshaw's massive arms. The curve of his bicep was absolutely gorgeous. It should have been illegal the amount of time you dreamt about sinking your teeth into his arm.
As a little girl it was okay for you to think the base was your personal playground, running around asking officers for piggy back rides. Now you were older and knew better. Your father told you to treat the men with the utmost respect, and not to mess around with any of them like GI Joe's.
You followed the rules but Bradley was the one guy you itched to play with. There was so much to love about him. Bradley was nice, attractive, funny and a shameless flirt. Wasn't afraid to put the moves on the Admirals daughter like the rest.
"I've seen little girls do more push-ups than you."
Bradley let out a breathy laugh. Beads of sweat were falling off his forehead to the concrete, while he pushed through the exercise.
"Really? Because I don't see you doing any."
The only part of you he could see was your low-top converse. He would kill for a glimpse of you in your small sundress, but Bradley would hate to face you when he was ready to collapse.
"I would, except I don't want to." You stretched a leg out behind you. In the corner of your eyes you caught a glimpse of how scrumptious his shoulder blades looked, strained against his black t-shirt. Lord have mercy. "Plus I would hate for you to get embarrassed by someone wearing a dress."
Bradley was pissed you hadn't seen him earlier breeze past his first round of 500 push ups. In his second round, he was slower, sweatier, and sloppy. The only motivation was to last until you left. But you didn't look like you were moving any time soon, enjoying front row of his struggle.
"Down 460"
"I didn't know we were doing yoga today. Nice plank bro."
It was certain that you wouldn't be saying this around your father.
"Down 470."
"Are you working out or massaging the floor?"
A few chuckles, even Hondo smirked
"Down 480."
"Damn with that form, the floors gonna start pressing you." You had jokes Bradley would give you that. But he had ambitions. And he really wanted to impress a pretty girl and get her to shut her mouth.
"Get on my back, and I'll show you some real push ups."
You blinked "Please your chicken arms would snap."
"Why don't you get on and find out?" His voice was strained but cocky, earning a round of ‘oohs’ from Hangman and Coyote.
That's when Bernie spoke up on Bradley's behalf. "Alright since Rooster wants to show off. Let have him take the final 10 home."
Instantly Hangman and Coyote dropped all their weight to the tarmac once Hondo had let them off. Bradley tapped your shoes with his hand. Which he instantly regretted since he was about to topple over
"Get on." Bradley voice was firm.
"Okay." You put your hands up in defense and took a step forward. Suddenly you were feeling a bit shy at the proximity. But if Hondo insisted, that's fine by you.
You lowered yourself down and smoothed your skirt out before you sat sideways on his back. You were barely putting any weight on him, hesitant.
"Nu uh pretty girl, properly." His voice left no room for argument. Your stomach flipped as you stood back up, then straddled him properly. Then you sat right down putting all your weight on Bradley. But to your surprised his spine didn't sink down and he kept his firm posture.
"Bradley you dont-"
"Down 490."
Hondo cut you off and Bradley was lowering himself on the ground making your shriek. Bradley wasn't shaking, his form was perfect and stable as he raised back up.
"Down 491."
To say you were impressed was an understatement, your pupils were definitely dilated.
"Down 492."
Being on top of Bradley felt like riding a carousel, his back lifting you in smooth, controlled motions.
"Down 493."
At this point you weren't sure if it was Bradley's soaked shirt that had you wet or your own arousal.
He didn't shudder once doing clean push ups like he wasn't tired. Your hands wandered on his back and when your hand brushed against his shoulder you let out a small gasp from how hard his muscle was.
The two exhausted boys on the floor were rooting for Bradley and you were internally as well.
"And Down 500."
Bradley didn’t stop. Just for good measure, he gave you five more.
You scrambled off him as soon as he was done, pulse racing. That might’ve been the hottest thing you’d ever seen in your entire life. And worst of all? You were pretty sure he could’ve done twenty more.
Hangman, Coyote and Hondo were all whooping and cheering for Bradley.
Bradley pushed himself onto shaky legs, his palms stinging, his body aching. But he still had that award-winning grin on his face.
"Not to bad for chicken arms huh?"
Iceman definitely had Bradley's ass, once he found out about this.
#bradley bradshaw x reader#angelbby555 bradley stories#angelbby555#midnight Bradley stories#rooster x reader#angelbby555 Bradley Bradshaw blurbs#angelbaby555 Bradley Bradshaw imagines#angelbby555 Bradley Bradshaw oneshots#February '25#February batch
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Toji knows something is up with you. For the past few weeks, he had caught you staring down at his hands miltiple times. Yes, his hands.
You two would be having casual conversations and your eyes would keep glancing down repeatedly at his hands. At first he thought he was just overthinking it, maybe you were just staring at something else and he was reading into it too much. But that theory quickly proved to be false when he accidentally saw you gulping at the sight of his hands on the steering wheel when he was driving.
One night while you two were just hanging out in the car after a date, he decided he could not take the suspense any longer. "Ma" he blurts out and you hum to him in reponse, eyes still glued to your phone screen. "You know I can tell when you’re staring at my hands, right?" Your face instantly freezes up the second those words leave Toji's mouth.
Shit. So much for being secretive.
"Huh?" you pretended to not have a clue in what he was saying, secretly praying that the ground opened up to swallow you whole at that instant. "Stop acting like you dont know what I'm talking about, baby" he says firmly, staring at you and waiting for a response.
"Fuckk…" you cover your face with your arms and turn to face the car door, completely ashamed that you got caught by Toji. "Its just…" you fidget with your fingers as you try to figure out how to break it to him. "Its just what?" Toji says, waiting patiently for you to put your words together.
"Its just that uhm.." you are looking everywhere but at Toji. "I have a hand kink," you slur your words together quickly, cowering your head in shame because you just feel like a pervert now. Toji chuckles at the sight of you avoiding his gaze, loving just how shy you get around him. You two have gotten intimate for a couple of times now, but you still get shy when talking about things like that.
"What am I gonna do with you, mama" he says as he grins, cupping your face up to make you look up at him. Too shy to say anything else, you press a kiss to his lips instead and feel him smile against your lips. He kisses you back, slowly moving his lips to place kisses all along your jaw all the way to your ear. He tugs on your ear lightly with his teeth, continuing to place wet kisses down your neck.
"Is this what you wanted, doll?" he whispers lowly, tracing his fingers along your lips. He stops right where your mouth is ajar, thick fingers slowly pushing inside your warm mouth.
"Such a dirty girl."
#fushiguro toji#toji x you#fushiguro toji x reader#jjk toji#toji fushigro x reader#jujutsu toji#toji fushiguro#toji x reader#jujustsu kaisen x reader#jjk men#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen#toji smut#toji drabbles#clingy toji#jjk#jjk thoughts#fushiguro x reader#jjk fushiguro#toji zenin#jujutsu kaisen toji#toji x y/n#toji#boyfriend toji#toji boyfriend
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lil Paige one shot
im bored rn || request are open!
also yes ik none of this is accurate probs but pls dont judge.
pairing - Paige Bueckers x y/n reader
summary - you and Paige are "close" fiends and the fans are suspicious especially seeing you guys interact on Kk's live
warnings - none just pure fluff and clingy Paige
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Looking over at KK and Ice who had stopped arguing long enough to finally start the live. You went over to them and say hi to the people.
A string of comments rolled in asking how you were and how your test went last week. Even though you weren't on the team you were always with them, on lives, in posts, anywhere.
'Y/N OMG MY QUEEN HOW WAS YOUR TEST?'
'I LOVE Y/N'
'y/n you're so pretty ilyyy'
'Y/N Y/N Y/N'
'y/n apartment tour??'
'oh to be y/n'
you always loved reading comments. they were mostly kind to you and people were pretty funny. You would especially laugh when they realized Paige was there and start thirsting over her. I mean they weren't wrong about what they were saying about her.
Distracted while reading comments you didn't even notice the fact Paige was there you until she came up and wrapped her arms around your waist hugging you from behind putting her face in your neck.
"hey ma" she said into your neck that nickname had you weak although you tired your best to hide it.
Paige loved having her head in your neck or lying on you. Ever since the first time she fell asleep in 2 seconds after laying her head in your lap she decided that leaning her head on you was the best place in the world. Only for her though.
You didn't know it but whenever your other friends would get overly touchy with you it would make her so incredibly jealous. She would make it her mission to never leave you alone long enough for the to happen but thats a story for another time.
"Hey lil Paigey" you said teasingly to her. You called her a lot of nicknames but that one was always so funny to you and it was your favorite. Paige just hummed in response taking a deep breath still in her same position.
"you okay?" you asked quieter and with a little concern as she normally had so much energy but it seamed like right now all she wanted to do was be held (by you).
"dont worry y/n she's just tired from practice" Ice said.
"yeah a certain P Boogers forgot to set an alarm and showed up late to practice so coach made her do suicides" Kk said laughing a bit as they've all been there in the past and tease each other whenever something like this happens.
"broooo" Paige said finally looking up at KK and Ice. They both laugh at their teammate knowing its not serious and go back to answering comments from the live. So you go to do the same.
'is it just me or is Paige always touching y/n'
'I NEED PAIGE AND Y/N TO DATE'
'PAIGE IS SO FINE OMG'
'nah y/n and Paige need to just admit it atp'
'KK ILYYYYY'
'they never beating the allegations'
'PAIGE IS SO CUTE OMFG'
'I need to know what Geno said to Paige when she got there late'
As you scan through the comment you just laugh slightly and shake your head. One particularly got you to actually let out a laugh and you read it out loud.
"read these comments and found out they AREN'T tg??" just making you giggle again.
"sorry to break it to you guys but me and Paige are not dating she's just a little clingy" you say ending the sentence looking over at the blonde girl who is still wrapped around you.
While your speaking Kk moves to sit on the floor going to start on her legos but not before turning the camera to face you, Paige, and Ice
"I think it's more than a little at this point" Ice said looking at the two of you.
Before you can reply you're being pulled back the other side of the couch. You let yourself be dragged by Paige having an idea of what she wants. She sits you both down on the couch and goes to hug your waist again immediately collapsing into you like you knew she probably had been wanting to.
Kk and Ice look over and shake their heads at their teammate who is gripping onto you like a koala right now and Kk catching it all on camera
"alright maybe its more then a little but I don't mind" You say looking back at Ice while your hands slowly start running up and down Paiges back making their way under her hoodie to do so like you've done a million times
you've all forget about the live that Kk has currently propped up to face the three of you
"oh we know you don't" Ice replies with the biggest smirk ever
thats when you guys all remember your one live so when you look at the screen you already know all the comments are going to be about you and Paige
Kk tosses you the phone and you catch it now holding it so the screen looks like a FaceTime
you read though the comment and reply to as many as you can
'are you and Paige dating?' "no guys we are not dating just really good friends" you say with a soft smile looking down at her half asleep with her face in your chest
'idk if I wanna be y/n or Paige in this situation'
'PAIGE IS TOO CUTE OMFG'
'Y/N UR SO PRETTY ILYYYY'
'y/n and Paige deniers real quiet rn'
'Paige and Y/n are meant for each other'
'PAIGE AND Y/N SUPREMACY'
"listen guys if you've never cuddled with friends you're missing out just saying" you say with a shrug moving the camera to Paige knowing thats who most people wanna see anyway
"Paige anything you wanna say?" you say in a different tone knowing that everyone could probably hear the smile you have while talking to her. Because yes you did like Paige but you weren't sure if she liked you.
"Nah y/n right we just friends.. and I had a long day" Paige says turning her head so only half of it is against you now
"what's that thing called love-smth with like 5 different ones?" She asks you moving her head so her chin in now resting against you scooting up so your faces are closer and you're looking right at each other (with heart eyes coming from both of you)
"5 love languages?"
"mhm those isn't one of em touch or sum shit?" Paige asks you making sure she's right and once you nod she moves back to using you like a pillow and facing the screen again
"Yeah so I think its just that me and y/n both like the physical touch one so thats why we like this" Paige said to the fans knowing thats not the real reason she's so clingy with you
all you do is hum in response and begin playing with Paiges hair while she talks to the live
this goes on for a couple minutes until you hear Paiges talking slowing down and see her struggling to keep her eyes open
You take this as a sign that it might be time to end the live as Ice has gone to her room and Kk is locked in on the legos she's building
you take the phone from Paige and she mumbles a sleepy "thank you ma"
"alright guys we're all a little tired so ima end the live. We love you guys bye!" you say finally ending the live and tossing the phone back to Kk
Paige shift on top of you trying to get comfortable and as always she ends up with her head in the crook of you neck and her hands find their way to your hips under your hoodie
"I got you p just go to sleep" you say quietly in her ear as her breathing slows down and her eyes flutter shut
once the words leave your lips you can feel your own body relaxing further into the couch and let yourself fall asleep with her as well knowing that when you wake up there will be countless photos of you both circulating the gc and possibly their stories
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Don’t open that!



Pairing: Mark Grayson x Reader
Summary: Mark slips up and sends you a picture but what he doesn’t know is you actually end up liking it…
Warnings: MDNI 🔞, Reader is written with being afab in mind but can be gender neutral, mentions of a d pic being sent to reader
A/N: This idea came up to me while i was at work so i had to get it out…but omg imagine this scenario with me😭 also I’m working on a lot of my drafts and requests tonight I promise😭‼️
It was just another late saturday night. You were trying decompress from working earlier that day as well as letting your dinner digest before bed. You lived a simple life. You had your own place now even though you were 20. It was nice, small but yours. It had ambient lighting, a candle here and there…lots of pillows….
Your bed was extra soft tonight too though it probably just feels that way because of how tired you were.
You also had a decent view.
Sometimes you’d leave your window cracked open just in case Mark stopped by. Ever since he got with Amber and then later Eve you haven’t seen him much, but he still came by occasionally. It was just hard. You were convinced you guys would get married and everything back in high school.
A crush might be an understatement to be honest, but saying you were in love was also too much. Especially because you were a teenager, like, what did you know about love? Even though everything still reminded you of him. Or you loved being around him no matter what you guys were doing.
Mark being invincible was weird too. Your ex best friend, a superhero. Flying and punching bad guys daily. Going into literal outer space. It definitely took some getting used to.
Now you were laying on your bed upside down and scrolling on social media. Aside from the occasional video that popped up and the cars honking from below it was quiet in your room. Nice and peaceful.
You didn’t know you had silent mode off on your phone though so that’s why the sudden DING! from your phone scared the shit out of you.
It was message. From Mark.
It said:
Just now | Mark💞 : [One attachment]
You quirked an eyebrow. A meme maybe?
Your finger moved to click the notification. It’s been days since he sent you anything honestly so part of you was excited. However, when you saw what it was your jaw dropped and your heart took a fucking screenshot.
If the angle wasn’t enough it was that dick. His.
Your eyes settled on it for a full minute. You assumed he saw you were looking because he had read receipts on…but you typed nothing. You couldn’t. What could you even say?
You couldn’t even be mad. You should’ve. It was an unprovoked dick pic. In the past, you’d be fuming by now, but, obviously, this was different. Right?
He had his phone angled so it was as if one were looking up at him, his shirt up on his torso so his abs showed, and right in the forefront was his hardened dick. Right there. His tip was flushed and oozing from what you saw too. You couldn’t hell but think that just like his face, his dick was just as captivating.
His face was in the corner but kinda cut but you could see his eyes half lidded and his face was rosy pink.
You mouthed, “Oh my god…”
Eve or Amber or whoever he was with now that was supposed to get this was lucky as shit. You tried to also ignore the rising jealousy for the mystery girl too.
It’s been 3 minutes now. Maybe he didn’t see it went totally the wrong girl? Part of you was scared it WAS meant for you. Not in a bad way. Maybe you were actually nervous.
Then those 3 dots appeared. Oh god.
You swipe out of your messages app. You couldn’t look and let him see you were still staring.
Then another notification just as quick as the dots appeared came from the top of your screen.
Just Now | Mark 💞: DONT OPEN THAT
Just Now | Mark 💞: Oh my fucking god
Just Now | Mark 💞: Don’t open it please
Just Now | Mark 💞: I’m so sorry
You wondered if he saw the little “read” under to his picture or not. Probably not if he’s telling you not to open it.
You waited a minute while he sent a few more panicked texts. Then you sigh and open the app again. What could you say? Something cocky? A joke? Maybe send an emoji? You had to say something because you already saw it and you didn’t want things to be awkward for days on end following this.
Your fingers just start to move.
You: It’s okay Mark
You: It was a mistake
You paused. You thought hard about sending the next text. Then:
You: Also i have to tell you, you’re really hot
You: Sorry if that’s weird.
Nothing. But it said read immediately. Your heart was still hammering in your chest from it all. This actually changes everything. Part of you wanted to know who it was for. A smaller part wondered why he couldn’t just check who he was sending this to.
Things are going to be awkward now for sure.
He starts typing again seconds later. This time you watch the dots. Anticipation building slowly as you wondered what he was going to say next. You had to look away from your phone and at one of your burning candles as you waited.
Mark 💞: It’s fine
Mark 💞: Sorry i fucked up so bad. i seriously didn’t mean to
Mark 💞: I know your traumatized, i’ll make it up to you i promise
Mark 💞: :(
You giggle a bit at the sad face. He normally used it when he joked so you liked how he could joke about this. Your heart now flutters imagining his reaction. His flushed face and sorry eyes behind his screen. Maybe that lip bite thing he does when he’s nervous.
You typed back slowly, deciding to take a risk.
You: I’m not traumatized….actually i kinda liked it..
Your breath hitches as you hit send and this time you actually threw your phone. You couldn’t look again. Hell no. This was the stupidest thing you couldn’t done-
Ding!
You flinch. You slowly turn your phone around so you could see your lock screen with the notification on it.
Just Now | Mark 💞: Oh?
Just “oh”. Now it your turn to be mortified. Has he figured you out? Does he think you’re weird? You hated how he didn’t use emojis so you knew how he was feeling. Even a hint. Was he intrigued? Or grossed out?
You open your messages to reply with an apology when you see just in time another message come through.
Mark 💞: Wanna see it again?
Your eyes widened for the hundredth time that night. You wanted to type yes in all caps immediately but you withheld. You took a deep breath. Things we changing, and fast. You wanted to do this right. Maybe this is your change to finally get with him in your own eccentric way.
You think hard before responding.
You: I wouldn’t mind
He doesn’t respond for a few more minutes. You wish you knew what he was thinking. And you prayed you didn’t go too far.
And just like that your prayers were answered. You sat up on your bed as you saw the second image come in.
Your face was lit up in the semi dark room when the picture appeared. If looking from outside your window, impossible for being on the tenth floor by the way, they’d see your mixed look of shock and arousal. They’d see how you bit your lip and just stares at your phone.
But no one could ever guess you were looking at your best friend’s dick for the second time that night.
You made a choice and hearted the image.
In his own room, Mark smiled. Sure it was meant for Eve because she decided to get back with Rex but your reaction just changed everything.
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vent tw, if you have depression please please just dont interact-
#ok so. to preface this for anyone with depression going past this point. im not gonna be nice. this isnt about you#this isnt about you in particular or how your secretly constantly a burden to everyone you love or how you just cant get it right#its not about having to deal with a person with depression but more how the social climate has made it so its so hard to deal with every#thing. thats all. if you read more do not blame me for feeling bad.#that was your only and last warning#okay so! now that hopefully all my homies with depression out there are ok- it is hard being surrounded by people with depression#sorry like. i am the only one in my imediate family without depression. and its. its hard a lot#like i care so much about these people and yet i cant help them because their either sad or tired or angry or numb most of the time#and i cant do anything. i cant do anything at all. and thats fucked!!!!! i think. sorry i am not one for curing mental illness but i really#really wish there was just a cure for depression so the people i care about could be happy and have energy and be ok#i dont want to constantly worry in the back of my head if what ill say next will lead them to going quiet and sad#or worry about how a few too many wrong moves and a hard time could push them off the edge. i know it wont happen.#but i worry about it constantly especially with the political climate#and i care for them so much and i just wish they could feel happy most of the time. just more than half is enough. more than half#gosh its gotten to the point a sertain tone of voice or someone saying their tired can make me feel bad#like bad enough i need to leave the room and go cry. everyone is alwase tired and i dont know what to do#i feel like a little kid being so sensitive by others emotions- but i cant help it. i cant help it when im surrounded#again this isnt a bash against anyone with depression. this is a bash against depression because of all the pain its given my loved ones#if i could fight depression as a just. thing i would mawl it alive. tooth and nail til all that was left was either bones. cartalige.#blood and flesh that hadent somehow made it into my stomach. and id keep it alive for a long as i could as i killed it#it would suffer 10 times the amount its made others suffer if i could. i can be a cruel bitch and i will if i ever got the chance.#and u h ya! sorry lil bit of silly moment i am just. sick of the tired. if i could id honestly never hear the phrase im tired again
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˗ˏˋ ꨄ︎ ─── THREE BEATS .ᐟ ˎˊ˗
d. wayne al-ghul x fem!reader , just under 1k word count
note: sorry for taking forever to drop this!!! btw this is partly a character study and partly me needing to output my love for damian wayne .ᐟ mood board linked in the title is edited by me but pics aren't mine obvi ! content: use of pet names, arabic petname translations: qalbi = my heart, hayati (my personal fav) = my life, i think that's all I used in there, but if not lmk and i'll translate!! 🏷: @wiseavenuelove && lmk if anyone else would like to be added :3 [main masterlist] . [dc masterlist]

“ and suddenly, everything that happened becomes easy. « و فجأة يهون كل اللي فات » ─── ”
damian is not soft. he’s the grandson of ra’s al-ghul and the son of talia al-ghul and bruce wayne. he’s ibn al khufach, trained by the league of assassins and honed to be the greatest assassin – to tame the world.
correction: damian was not soft. past tense. even when he tried his damn hardest not to be.
you bring out the best worst in him.
if someone had told him just a few months ago, that he’d be laying with his head in the lap of the most beautiful girl in the world— he’d scoff in their face. and yet—
“look at this one, dami,” you hum, one hand carding through his hair and the other tilting your phone down so he can see the tiktok on your phone. “isn't it so cute?”
you’re sitting on the couch in your apartment, and he’s laid up taking the rest of the space, head propped on the plush of your thighs.
“do you want it?” he asks, lifting his gaze from his sketchbook to look at the video then at you. it’s a toy— he thinks. he’s not actually sure what it is, but it looks like a toy.
“no!” you answer quickly, because you should've seen where this would go, “well, yes, but i just think they’re cute. do not buy me one, damian.”
he ignores you, instead clicking his tongue and lifting his phone to his face. “hirono dolls?” he mutters after a few moments of typing and scrolling.
“damian.”
“i purchased four of them,” he hums, not flinching when you shake your head and say his name scolding again. “my finger slipped.”
“they're like twenty dollars each!” you huff, to which he frowns.
“twenty? you’re right, i should get you more.” he mumbles all to himself, swiping at his phone again.
“damian!” you say for about the millionth time, reaching for his phone. naturally, the demon’s son’s reflexes are too quick for you and he jerks it just out of reach.
“you want the doll and i want you happy,” he offers like that makes complete sense— and in his mind, it does.
“i am happy without you spending all your mon—”
“it's my father’s money.”
“even worse!” you sigh in half amusement, half exasperation.
“i don't see how,” he shrugs, sitting up now.
“i dont wanna watch you spend money on me every time i open my mouth about something, dami.” your gaze follows him as he straightens.
“then close your eyes,” he smirks like he always does when he comes up with a smart quip.
you swat at him playfully, “oh, you are so insufferable.”
instead of responding to your insult, he catches your hand, brings it to his lips to kiss your knuckles.“i bought five more. they’ll be here tomorrow morning, hayati.”
you open your mouth to say something— another retort he assumes— but before the first syllable even leaves your lips, he tugs you down by your hand to flop against his chest. “don’t,” he murmurs. “let me show my affection.”
you melt against him, arms looping around his neck, “you know, there's a lot of other ways to show affection, robin.”
“is that right?” he mumbles, moving his sketchbook and pens out of the way with his left hand— right arm still circled around your waist— so that he can lay back against the arm rest, taking you with him. “enlighten me.”
and so you lean in, press a kiss to his jaw, then his cheek and nose, until you're peppering kisses all over his face— save for his lips, to his light frustration.
“i think i’ve been enlightened,” he says, taking your chin to pull you in for a real kiss. it’s soft, slow, and entirely unexpected of a man who learned to kill before he learned alif baa and taa. it also serves to show that this side of him is reserved for you, and you only. when your eyelids are fluttering shut, forgetting the world around you– remembering only this boy in front of you who's not perfect in the slightest way but tries for you. this boy who would drop everything to be at your side, who would drain his pockets for you inverse to the way you fill his heart. a boy who'd never think he'd ever belong to someone— or, more so, have anyone to ever belong to him.
and yet here you are, in his lap with your mouth on his, reverent and like a prayer on his tongue.
damian wayne al-ghul is rarely ever speechless, and right now— when your fingers are curling in his hair— his brain feels too foggy to come up with words. forunately for him, words go unneeded when you kiss him, because he finds himself speechless every time you do.
you’re pulling back all too soon, and your eyes are sparkling in a way that makes him feel like there’s a sparkle in his own chest. the silence isn’t uncomfortable, but his heart is beating enough in a way that makes him exhale, “honestly, i would have never thought you would be interested in small toys, though i suppose i shouldn’t put it above you to be so animated over odd things and knickknacks.” you blink at him for a moment, still caught between the phantom feeling of his lips against yours, and the way it makes you feel as if you’re floating. “what?” then your expression slackens into a deadpan, “oh, seriously? you kiss me silly and then insult me?”
he smiles again, the sort of smile that tugs at his lips when he’s trying not to smile, and he laughs a bit– a sound you’ll never get tired of. “i can kiss you silly again if you’d like.” “i’d like very much,” you mock playfully, already pulling him in by the front of his shirt.

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honestly u can js copy and paste it onto ur acc if u want i dont rly mind :p
MY EYES ONLY

♡— pairing: paige bueckers x fem!reader
♡— warnings: smut
♡— synopsis: paige goes through your phone and finds your 'my eyes only' on snapchat and loses her mind.
♡— a/n: i did NOT write this!!!! all credit goes to: @igcarol11
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you and paige were cuddling like normal, greys anatomy playing in the background. her arms were wrapped around your torso, face buried between your breasts (her fav). one of your hands was absentmindedly playing with her hair while the other was holding your phone, going through your snapchat memories. there was a photo of a set of lingerie you had tried on ages ago that you had been meaning to show her but had forgotten up until now. you kept looking and looking but you couldn’t find the photo so you checked your my eyes only section. as you looked, you tried to ignore the other photos in there which turned out successful because you got distracted by both the show and the doorbell ringing with your doordash. with a kiss on the top of her head and a needy whine leaving her lips, you pulled away from your girlfriend, leaving your phone open as you went to grab the food.
paige and yourself always had a transparent relationship, whether it was allowing each other to see dms and texts or telling each other every secret ever, there was always trust. so, as she sometimes did, paige grabbed your phone and decided to take a peek but did not get what she was expecting at all. she thought she’d see a shopping website or pinterest but instead, she was met face to face with a picture of your bare tits, round and perky as always. she shifted, rubbing her thighs together and thought fuck it and continued scrolling. there were pictures of your tits, your pussy, you touching yourself… she was overwhelmed. AND she had never seen them before because you were saving them for a special occasion. you walked back into the room, smiling obliviously, “hey, foods out in the kitc-“
she didn’t let you speak any more than that.
she pounced and her lips were on yours in an instant, pulling you back to bed and murmuring, “you been savin those pictures for me?” you blushed, knowing what she was talking about and nodding shyly as she bit and licked at your neck. “wanted to surprise you…” she groaned, feeling herself dripping through her boxers. her mouth moved lower to your collarbone, pulling off your shirt to get better access to you skin. she kissed down your chest, grateful that you opted not to wear a bra because it meant she could get straight to sucking your tits. her tongue swirled around your nipple in a way that had you whimpering and whining under her which only made her more turned on.
“saved pictures of that pussy for me, huh? bet you wanted me to eat it, didn’t you?” she rasped against your stomach, pulling down your shorts and panties while spreading your slick around your folds. all you could do was moan and whine in response, words escaping you. she wasn’t playing around. she wanted to get right to it and so she did. her mouth was warm and wet, just like you always were. her arms were around your thighs, holding you open while she ravished you like a starved woman. your hands flew to her hair as she sucked on your clit and you moaned helplessly, already feeling the coil grown impossibly tighter. “pai- ima cum!” she chuckled against you, the vibrations making you whine more. she looked up at you, working her tongue against your clit as she slid two fingers in. “not until i say you can. you can be good, right?” she purred, kissing your thighs and pumping her fingers in and out of you. instinctively, you whined and nodded. she knew you’d agree to anything if it meant you could cum. she lapped at your clit again, feeling how your thighs shook, how your walls clenched around her fingers, and how you stopped moaning and just stuck to whining which was your tell-tale sign that you were gonna cum but she didn’t let you.
it went on like this for a while. you’d whine about how you needed to cum and she would say no so you’d hold it. all of this because of some pictures she had found (smh). it wasn’t until you started sobbing that she let you cum, slowing her fingers down and whispering, “shhhhh, mama… i gotchu. you did so good f’me. i love you.” you whimpered as she pulled her fingers out and moaned as she licked them. she kissed your thigh before getting a wash cloth and cleaning you up, tossing it to the side and pulling you into her arms, hugging you close. “i love you.” she repeated, kissing each inch of your face. “i think you loved those photos.” you murmured softly in response, a small smile on your lips. she laughed and playfully punched your shoulder. “so what if i did, huh?” you smile and roll your eyes. “i think now i should get to see photos of you like that.”
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