#and i don't want to cry
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in the airport to go home and i don't even feel sad just empty
#the depression resurfaced as soon as i got in the car actually#there were no tears but i made this tiny little whimpering sound when i got out of the car to unload my bag#and im so glad my parents didn't hear it bc im pretty sure i would have actually started crying if they had#and i don't want to cry#i don't really want to do anything#i bought a new book that i was so invested in while i was there and now i have no desire to read it#i played bg3 and ffxvi so much while i was there and i don't want to do that either#i had so many thoughts and wrote so many things for beau and kanver and i don't want to do that either#i just feel like lead#maybe when i get home and see my cat i'll cheer up#but i have 8ish hours of feeling empty until then
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The Hero's Journey
#falin#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#argh#pls this took me so long to draw#if i don't get into the zine i want with this piece i'll cry#dunmeshi
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I hate how fandom has become "if you haven't created anything in this very specific time frame after the release of the show/movie, everyone will have moved on"
And call me old fashioned, but that's just not me. I sometimes take ages to create and publish. And I will love a show or movie for such a long time (years, babes, years) that I just can't relate to the fast consumerism that's going on.
Because, let's be real, it can get really lonely in a fandom if most have simply moved on to the next shiny thing. Is what's created less worth, just because it was created outside the hype? Why is it such a taboo for this new fandom generation to love an old or "late" fic or art?
It's so tiring and I'm too old for the 30-seconds-hype-tiktok-shit. Just tired. So, so tired.
#semi rant#cry into the void#and no i'm not shaming young ppl in general#it's this new wave of people entering fandom which can happen at any age lbr#and I don't understand them nor do I want to atp#if you're wondering why you can't rb anymore: I switched it off bcuz people can't fucking read and piss me off with their dumb additions
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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 1x1 In Throes of Increasing Wonder
—However misshapen they may be, your brother has no shame in sharing [his thoughts]. —You sayin' I got shame? —The lie you told about leaving the opera house early.
#I have many feelings about Louis almost crying at the opera#and Lestat being the only one who gets to see Louis be emotional like that#in this same conversation Lestat also says “you don't need to defend yourself to me Louis”#and I feel like that's a big part of why Louis wanted to spend time with Lestat#for the first time he doesn't feel judged#amc iwtv#iwtv#iwtvedit#amc interview with the vampire#loustat#Lestat de Lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#my gifs#my iwtv gifs
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THIS IS VERY HEAVILY BASED ON A FLUTTERCORD CLIP I SAW. Uhh I don't usually do comic posts but like. They're inspiring me ig HAHAHAHA
Timestamped portion: Link
There is full context before the bit I timestamped if you wanna imagine this scene better then you can watch it LMAO
#rassfanart#crk#cookie run kingdom#shadowvanilla#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#There might be inconsistencies in this or smth is misspelled but honestly I don't care Too much because I just wanted to draw the idea ASAP.#I HAD A VISION AND I WAS GONNA CRY IF I COULDN'T GET IT OUT LMAO
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Some rottmnt movie aftermath angst with a side of disaster twins anyone?
*Never do that again*
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*I'll try.*
Or: Leo copes with dark humor and Don is not amused. Even a little.
Friends, the ammount of fanart I've wanted to draw since I saw that movie is not even funny. Some of you may know that my creativity is fuled by two things: beauty and angst. In short I was shot full of hyperfuel and promptly given no time to draw.
#rottmnt#rottmnt movie#rottmnt fanart#I'm supposed to have blood in my viens? all I've got is turtle hurt/comfort#did I also maybe want to flex my tiny ammount of asl knowledge?#perhaps#personally I don't like it when Dee's sensory stuff and overwhelmedness is cranked up to 11#thousand#come on people the guy clearly isn't curling up and crying and going selectively mute whenever he's in a noisy space#I do however ADORE the sign language headcanons#it both makes sense and makes me happy#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#tmnt leonardo#tmnt donatello#tmnt fanart#asl#my art#digital art#sketch#comic
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🧑🦲
I wanna cry...
#transformers#transformers one#tf one#queen never cry#optimus prime#elita one#b 127#bumblebee#THIS IS SO STUPID OMFG 😭😭#i don't know if someone done this before me but i really want to draw this shi so bad lol
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🏹💘...!
#spuffy#btvs fanart#spike#spike btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs#spike x buffy#my art#please don't repost#happy valentines day now time for me to disappear for 2 months#screaming at them : stop it#screenshot studies bc why not#proportions ? i don't know her#drawing these while listening to the patapon ost#buffy crying and being sad immediately after being brought back to life can yall please hear me out i have a vision#number one is i wanted to draw the fat ghibli tears#sarah michelle gellar#james marsters
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whenever I want to feel maximally insane about Neve "I don't ask for much" Gallus I simply think about this post
#posting a screenshot bc I don't want to be annoying and reblog this 500 times crying in the tags#neve gallus#dragon age#neve x rana
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orym and dorian in c3 x 120: "the red end"
#critical role#criticalroleedit#critteredit#dorian storm#orym of the air ashari#dorym#dorian x orym#dorian storm x orym#bells hells#cr3#campaign three#critical role campaign three#my gifs#DO NOT ASK ME THE WARS I WENT THROUGH...THE SACRIFICES I MADE...TO MAKE SURE THIS DAMN THING UPLOADED TO TUMBLR...#sighs tumblr why are you broken. why do you hate warmth.#this gifset was originally like....half the length it ended up being I found I needed to capture all the phases of robbie's terror.#one because same whenever orym is in danger. and two because. it just felt right. like dorian is feeling that agony through him too.#ANYWAYS. this was so crazy. this was so so so serious to me#angst scene so insane I have three different gifsets made based on it THE BOYS WERE GOING THROUGH IT#matt did not have to go that hard with the descriptions I was already dying#two self-sacrificial bad bitches with compartmentalization issues fall in love with each other.#the end result is them crying screaming throwing up when the other is in danger#all while they forgot to protect themselves. because all they want is to make sure the ones they love stay safe#(DON'T THINK I DIDN'T NOTICE HOW YOU REFUSED TO HEAL YOURSELF BLUE BOY. DORIAN BRONTE SECONDSUN WYVERWIND STORM I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD)
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If I let you go, can you go back to your room and sleep? [...] Phu. I think... I can help you. Phukan. I've already warned you. You've done it for me before. I just... want to do it for you too. Can I?
#screaming crying throwing up#thrashing the room#smashing the windows#I'M NOT OKAAAAAAAAAAY#IM NOT OKAY IM NOT OKAY IM NOT OKAY#as the kids would say:#boss moaning is my roman empire#THAT MAN CAN MOAN#WOOOOWIEEEEE#I'm?#not?#okay?#I don't-#there's SO MANY things I want to say about this scene#so many#SO MANY#BUT I LACK THE COHERENCY TO DO SO#please whatever deity is out there give me the strength to survive bossnoeul#and if not#let my soul rest in a field of their kisses please#i beg#the boy next world the series#the boy next world#boy next world#boss chaikamon#noeul nuttarat#bossnoeul#cirrusphukan#cirphu#cirrus x phukan
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'He would not fucking say that' only it's 'That child would not speak in full fucking sentences.'
#basic rule of thumb is two year olds are expected to be able to use TWO words in a row.#some can do more. some can do less.#but please assume that if a child is under three they are not speaking thoughts more complex than 'I want that' or 'I am [sad/hungry/mad]'#Occassionally you'll hear a pretty complex thought like 'It's snowing outside!' but that's only certain kids#If they draw your attention to something it's usually just the word 'LOOK' and a bunch of pointing#If they're upset words go completely out the window and you'll just hear crying/screaming. possibly the word 'no' or 'Mama' or 'Daddy'#Kids tend to say 'mama' or 'daddy' even if those people aren't in the immediate area#Tho I have had the hilarious experience of hearing an angry kid loudly scream for his older sister#are there exceptions to the rule? yes of course#also: most kids understand social cues before they can actively participate in them#So for instance when I put on my coat they all start yelling 'Bye Maggie!' even if I am actively having a conversation#They also know that it's typical to greet someone when they come in the door but they don't know WHEN or HOW#which results in them just. Yelling your name at you when you come in the room. Sometimes they'll say 'MAGGIE HERE.'#When the phone rings they yell 'HELLO??' at it.
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“How you’ve managed to deceive him.”
4.13 | 5.03
#merlin#agravaine#uther pendragon#bbc merlin#merlinedit#ee#gifs#m#413#503#do not talk to me about the coloring. i don't know#why is s5 merlin so so pretty i want to cry
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Cheeky Daniel based on lovely @hummingbee-o0o 's Picking Lint off the Sofa, which I love dearly. But then again I love everything she writes so eh. Go read her fics if you feel like gifting yourself some unmatched witty writing and feels!!
Oh and a lil sketchy extra because I couldn't resist drawing Armand's outfit as well
#pretteh bois#i'm sorry frenn i know you visualized his usual hairstyle#but imo this outfit begged for a fluffy slicked back hairdo instead#don't hate me you wouldn't want to make an old dog cry would you#i promise i thought i could get away with this only because you didn't get specific in the fic#armandaniel#devil's minion#daniel molloy#armand iwtv#armand interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire#iwtv#fanfic#my art: daniel molloy#my art: armand#my art: iwtv
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Danny is reading peacefully in his new room at Wayne Manor when there's suddenly a commotion outside his door. Next thing he knows Bruce comes storming through the door.
"Danny did you lie to me about your past!?" he asked calmly.
#dp x dc#dc x dp#dpxdc#dcxdp#hyper prompts#why yes i do think i'm funny#thank you for asking#but seriously don't you think bruce and dumbledore are similar in a lot of ways?#btw please tell me y'all get the meme#this will be infinitely less funny if you don't get the meme#and then i'll cry#and neither of us wants that#so please tell me you get the meme
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the blank ticket in your hand is just waiting to be filled in.
happy birthday vash! (ID in alt text)
#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun maximum spoilers#trimax spoilers#vashwood#i actually made it... im crying... was devastated for a bit bc i thought i wouldnt had anything for vash's bday!!#but happy birthday to the twins.. vash and knives...#no matter what i was going to make a vash centric post im sorry knives... i have a comic in progress also but it was taking too long T_T#that one would celebrate both of them slightly more fairly! but anyway.#birthdays to someone like vash must not mean a whole lot. even the first one - him and knives were like oh what... cool.. i don't think the#had the chance to celebrate much after that :pensive: and vash probably spent most of his birthdays like any other day so i kind of just#wanted to celebrate him living and being alive - living for as long as he did and the people that eventually made living worth it#keep counting the years vash!!! even if you dont have birthday parties - it's still very very special#quote is directly from rem’s speech in ch 41 also#ruporas art
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