#and i am. already so fed up
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911 fic writers be normal about latino characters challenge (impossible, apparently)
#dipping my toe into fic going through the tag in reverse chronological order#bc i’m only in early s3#and i am. already so fed up#and like. i’m reading fic explicitly set in s3!!#and i’m like okay up to where i am in the show i cannot think of any instances of eddie speaking very much spanish#i think he might’ve used spanish with some spanish speakers they were rescuing at one point???#but other than saying like ‘abuela’ he. does not regularly use spanish#he doesn’t ‘slip into it’#but ohhhhh he’s gotta use it all the time during sex bc it’s just sooooo hot and sexy#like again. if he regularly used spanish in the show that would be one thing but he literally doesn’t#you’re just making this up because he’s latino and you want to fetishize that!!!#r.txt
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When you have a crisis over the realization that The Last Ronin could very well be a potential alternate future for the 2003 series as well as the original Mirage comics due to 2003 taking so much inspiration from them.
#star's turtle talk#Side note: I am desperately hoping that Wayne Grayson ends up voicing Mikey in the upcoming TLR video game#As I recall he did express an interest in doing so#And he already proved he could do an older more cynical Mikey as seen in Same As It Never Was#The icing on the cake would be if they also got Michael Sinterniklaas Greg Abbey and Sam Riegel in to voice Leo Raph and Don#TMNT 2003 fans get fed in the most heartbreaking way LMAO
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WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL!!! /POS. ATTACKING YOU.
Xemnas and Xigbar for 37 if that number hasn't been done? If it has, how about 74?
no puedo pedirle lo eterno a un simple mortal // ay, todo lo que he hecho por ti.
[ID: a mostly black and white drawing with a purple overlay of xigbar and xemnas shown from the hip up on the left side of the image. the background is black and has some diagonal lines with a bit of transparency on the right side. the shadows are harsh, with only a bit of light falling on their faces.
they stand before each other turned to the audience. xigbar, holds the handle and the middle of No Name before him, head tilted down as he looks to the audience. xemnas stands a full head taller behind xigbar, his left hand held some distance below the bladed tip of No Name, his left eye is covered by his fringe.
xemnas visible eye is painted ochre with a white pupil, while xigbar's eye is white and gold. The eyes on no name's handle and the gazing eye on the blade are a vibrant cyan. the caption reads the spanish lyrics "i can't ask a simple mortal for a forever" and "oh, everything i've done for you." /End ID.]
close-up under keep reading.
#capisnotonfire#PUTS MY HAND TO MY STERNUM AND FALLS TO THE FLOOR ON MY KNEES /affectionate#warning to whoever might open the link; there's a slightly suggestive several 'ay's at the beginning porque shakira it's also bass heavy#OBJECTIVELY THE FUNNIEST SONG THAT COULD'VE COME UP. it's the gift that keeps on giving!!#this specific remix's been on my top list... several years; top five for a couple. i've loved it forever. top radio edits ever.#it's basically about a guy that makes up excuses to hide he's cheating and a gal that's fed up with his bullshit and is like. okay. bye.#i briefly considered going with............ right now i know my heart is yours <- in regards to i'm already half-xehanort#as per usual not ship art but it would be HILARIOUS if it was. it would've been able to go so many incredibly funny tragic ways#nano does reqs#my doods#xigbar kh#xemnas kh#IT TOOK SO LONG. putting this out there because i WILL lose my marbles if i do anything more. it's not as polished as it could.#fret not if you've asked for a req i am still doing 'em this one just. kicked my ass (been busy). i tried a couple of things and failed#THEN the file corrupted like 9 hours in and i wanted to die a little (thank the heavens my drawing app has a#thing to get back corrupted files through their screen recording) but i GIVE UP (affectionate)#Does this make sense thematically? Fuck if i know. i forgot all lore (half serious). it looked cooler in my head (jesting)#anyways. mwah tysm for the ask<3#i love posting at mystifying times (i finish at terrible hours and get excited)#described#74
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another random writing event
So I am currently in avoidance mode with my wips and i do t wanna look at them, so i decided to have another random writing event. Below I have a list of 40 random words. If you're interested, please feel free to send in a word and a character and I'll do my best to write a short fic centered around it! If there are any words that are not on the list, feel free to send in one of your own! I may not get to everyone's but I will do as many as I can.
Begrudging
Untruths
Opposites
Trembling
Expectations
Testing
Hypothesis
Indulgence
Recoil
Repose
Brazen
Consequence
Facade
Fragment
Echo
Contradiction
Skeptic
Enthralled
Ambivalence
Dissonance
Subterfuge
Glimmer
Obscured
Nostalgia
Fleeting
Desolate
Revelation
Intrigue
Zenith
Perplexity
Fathom
Resilience
Turbulence
Labored
Solace
Transitory
Temperament
Sway
Frivolity
Nonsense
#my writing#paimonial-rage#writing event#also if it isn’t obvious this is for reader-insert fics lol#for genshin characters#purposefully not tagging this so only my followers see#i will say this tho i am planning on ignoring 9/10 alhaitham prompts bc i am fed up with him#fed up with him and his fans#also i will not be doing every request i get (although i’ll try)#if i get too much of a specific prompt i’ll stop accepting those requests#but i’ll let you guys know if that happens so you can choose another one#don’t be scared of sending in an original prompt too#all i ask is that it’s a one word prompt… or a group of one word prompts#however i do ask that you show a bit of…. creativity#if you send in things like ‘rivals’ ‘soulmates’ ‘enemies’ i will full on ignore them#please don’t send me tropes#i just find them boring#but literally feel free to send in for any character#i don’t discriminate#update: i can’t believe i’m already banning a prompt you guys do know that this prompt was on my last writing event#nobody chose it back then so why is everyone choosing it now? orz
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I caught up with jjk and I mean this in the angriest, most disgusted way possible when I say
What the actual fuck has this story become.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga#seriously im at 241 now and#its is absolute dogshit#i was already fed up with all the new characters i didnt care about#but now gege is ruining the characters that were originally built up great?#like really you gonna make a slapstick comedy chap with KENJAKU????#man gege treat your own characters with some respect and dont ruin the tone???#i am really so upset about this#bc this just went from good show that lost its appeal to absolutely actively hatable story progession
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yeah I’m not going to a fucking pride event
#sorry I’m just so fed up with like . the performance of everythinf and plastic rainbow swag and Instagram stories and promoting your busines#for a pride special event to make money off me !!!#for an outfit I’m supposed to wear and music I’m supposed to listen to to fit into celebrating my identity#I just . am already annoyed. June 2!#op
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Have been sketching misc things today and decided to color one of the sketches 🔒🩸
#bloodborne#brador church assassin#laurence the first vicar#bradorence#i *tried* to make laurence's first garb more modest than what was to come but... yeah...#i'll need to maybe reduce the amount of colors at LEAST#otherwise it is JUST 'alternative outfit' and not the more simple/underwhelming one#like i drew his second outfit (with the crown) already#real ones remember how it is like.... not even all that more detailed... so yeah note to self#as for brador i just give him a cool cape to go outside before laurence became a cleric beast#hello girl its 3 AM + i love the trope of a person getting fed up with another's cluelessness and snapping#brador is so less... 'impressive' than people that tend to be in Laurence's surroundings?#but i guess you have to assert yourself if he won't budge past abnormally tall warriors :pensive:
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It’s spring, and I look exceptionally cute in all my springy dresses and for WHAT?
#I go to the office and I go home#If I try to go anywhere my parents have aneurysms…at this point I kind of want to wander Detroit at night just to make them shut up about i#because surely after THAT visiting national parks would be easy to do without them throwing hissy fits…right#They don’t stop me#They just DON’T shut up about how incredibly dangerous visiting the library in an ever so slightly larger city 30 miles away is#Or how careful I need to be if I want to walk downtown to buy myself a smoothie#And it’s not like I’m actually being reckless#I am a careful person and I am always armed#But I do get incredibly fed up with their constant nagging#They keep pestering me to get married already and stand in the way of my doing anything that might facilitate my meeting someone#I am always in a state of “all dressed up and no place to go” and it’s very frustrating this year specially
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did dsmp have a proper end? it seemed like everyone quit or died, and I never heard anything else about it
technically, yeah? a nuke dropped on them and every character* died and that was pretty much it. I think a bunch of people also got together and killed the ender dragon in a like. non lore-relevant way, but I never watched that.
Some people also did their own endings separate from the nuke stuff, and the few that I watched were really good, I liked them. That part was people who actually got along well/were friends making something cool together, separate from. some others. The recent resurgence was just two guys impromptu logging on years later and roleplaying a bit for fun. Pretty much doing something nice with it instead of 'and then they all died. the end'
#I could go into detail about why I didn't like the nuke bullshit but eh.#let's just say it had a character apologizing to their abuser/killer/torturer/whatnot#who also turned out to be an actual dick to him irl but that's later information so uhhh#on top of it being stupid and unsatisfying it's also. bad#also I'm pretty sure people so fucking fed up with dream by that point already anyway. I never cared much for him or was on twitter so idk#this is making it sound like I generally wasn't that invested or that it wasn't that good which it honestly was#except all the bad parts. as per usual. but I am still a dsmp liker at heart it did a lot for me at the time#faksyan answers stuff#faksyan talks dsmp#wild that I'm making a tag for this but. who knows what might happen
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#vent#vent post#cw negative#Seven’s Public Diary#wish i wasn’t so fucking worthless and useless and stupid and selfish and mean#i am just so goddamn sick of my own bullshit. but i never change#i’m so tired of being weighed down by my 56492 mental illnesses. i don’t like being like this#my sleep schedule is so fucked up again and im tired of this constant cycle#this constant fight and endless effort to stay on a goddamn routine#all i want for christmas is a goddamn consistent sleep schedule#i hate sleeping through the day and being up all night but it’s like my body was fucking built for that or something#i don’t like it!! i want to be an early bird who goes to bed at 8pm and wakes up before the sun rises!!! but im the exact opposite!!!!!!!#i wish i just didn’t need to sleep at all. that would be the ideal. so many problems would be solved.#no i Really wish i just had the ability to fall asleep and wake up whenever i actually Want To instead of my body calling the shots#fell asleep at 9 this morning and im so mad that i didn’t get up when i was woken up at 11#a 2hr nap would’ve been fine and i would’ve made it through the rest of the day and been able to fucking sleep again tonight#but noOOooOoOo i had to give in to the allure of my warm cozy bed and fall back asleep for 9 more goddamn hours#now once again im too awake and rested to be able to go back to sleep. but once morning rolls around im gonna be exhausted again#and i’ll either give in and attempt to take a ‘nap’ and it’ll turn into a 12hr sleep again#or i’ll have to like. walk laps around the fucking house just to keep myself awake through the day#and i’ll be super irritable as a result and make everyone around me miserable too#but everyone is already beyond fed up with my issues and behavior. rightly so i guess. so i lose either way#god there was so much stuff i was gonna/supposed to do today#i don’t know how much longer they’re gonna put up with me being such a deadbeat#you think that’d like. motivate me to get my shit together or something but no. i’m addicted to being unconscious i guess#sleep feels so fucking good. until i wake up. which is funny bc it’s all nightmares and stress dreams anyway. why do i even enjoy sleeping#i guess bc for the first few hours after waking up i experience some modicum of relief from my other mental illnesses’ symptoms#like a soft reset.#and it’s the Only thing that gets rid of my migraines so god forbid i get one of those bc then i Have to sleep regardless of the time of day#anyways! :) that’s enough whining for one vent post. time to go do something productive
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Damn Johan went from snarky stray cat to golden retriever.
Please I need to see more of that! That was so good!
#lord of heroes#that side story really just made me ship them more#like the bickering?#amd always coming back to each other?#Lord's 'I need you'???#Johan being so sad when he heard that Lord probably left already???#and Lord staying anyway because they managed to sneak out to see this menace to society so might as well stay#in hopes that he actually shows up again#this is so good#would have loved it to be more angsty but I was fed anyway#so I am happy#more of this pls CG
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who the actual fuck decided to develop it in this fucking way
#unity#i am already fed up with the shit duplicates and spaghetties i had to go through in this engine#the engine itself is like various cardboard boxes sticked together with tape#that's how i feel it anyway using the old 2020.3 lts engine#heard a lot the newer versions have a lot of fucking bugs with their new features#and changing versions actually do break a lot of games in development#so i never upgraded#rant
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we're doing these workshop things to try to address some of the equity/workflow/workload problems in our department and our facilitator wants everyone to email her "the problem [we'd] like to solve in [our] large team" and how do i politely say i just want people to do their fucking jobs
#personal#i'm fed UP i'm FED UPPPPPP#with this one particular coworker rn#but there are several who are guilty of this shit#but this one guy#asked me to get a spanish version of a doc reprinted#i told him it hadn't been updated and to pull over the list of changes into that task (which he should have already done)#he just goes 'can't we send it to our usual translator?'#me: yes but i NEED A LIST OF THE CHANGES. you can just HIGHLIGHT THEM IN THE PDF. just DO YOUR JOB and GIVE ME THE CHANGES#he gives me a highlighted pdf and i'm looking at it before i send it for translation#AND HE USED THE WRONG FREAKING PDF#IT'S NOT THE MOST RECENT VERSION#IT'S NOT THE CORRECT DOC WITH THE MOST UPDATED COPY#the correct doc is IN OUR PROJECT MANAGEMENT SOFTWARE.#i deleted the incorrect version when i added the correct one so I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE HE PULLED THE INCORRECT ONE FROM#i want to scream#i'm SICK and TIRED of him doing the BARE MINIMUM and then DOING IT WRONG#EVERY SINGLE TIME#it's not MY job to make sure he does HIS job correctly. or AT ALL. oh my GOD i'm sick of it#(i made the changes in the english ver. so i know what's needed. it's like four minor things total.)#(i could absolutely do this myself and it would've been done already. but i'm trying to get him to DO HIS JOB.)#(instead of me just DOING HIS JOB FOR HIM every time bc then he'll never learn)#(but i am so FED UP WITH THIS. i have other shit to do.)#anyway i'm feeling ragey right now i'll delete this later probably
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matthew patel + gideon graves nation how are we doing right now oh my god
#scott pilgrim takes off#ive just woke up and am already on episode 6#oh my god???? I did not expect this at all but i love it so much#we are getting FED!!!!!! we are actually winning#my pathetic blorbos…..#gideon (cough) gordon my beloved pathetic girlfriend
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okay so obviously the whole point of ESTD is that ice is unhappy because he cannot accept that he loves maverick because he must serve his country and at the end he realizes how stupid that is when maverick dies!! but…do you think that your ice and maverick could have ever been happy had maverick forced ice to talk about it earlier on? do you see any potential for them to live their lives not publicly but also not as a complete secret? a world where slider would have known ice was happy and seen what caused that (his love for maverick)?
maverick, venice Italy, 2002: um i 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 love you actually
ice: 😳🤯😗 ok! I love you too let’s make this work!
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ice, 2002: ok i think we should follow caroles orders and pull Bradley’s papers from the academy and also i am leaving you to get my second star because my career still comes first sry
maverick: i know we literally just codified our relationship but uh you suck i am breaking up with you forever fuck you
(relationship ends .)
#you guys have literally gotten this entire wip scene fed to you over the last two months so i can prove my point ahead of time i am so sry#when you get to this scene on ao3 it’s gonna be two pages of ‘man ive already read this ☹️’#so sorry for the spoilers guys#but i have a Point To Prove.#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#asks#edts notes#also i answered a similar question to this last month & i said then that i don’t think mav could’ve said it and had ice stay until he died#i think if you search up ‘fuck you navy first’ on my blog it should come up#boy wouldn’t it be nice to have a masterpost i could reference at times like these#no one told me putting together a master post would be so much fucking work#actually just search the word ‘exorbitant’ lmao it’s the first result#at the time of drafting this i am slightly buzzed and spent five minutes trying to make the pointing emojis white#someone else asked a similar question months ago… my answer is: ‘sometimes if you talk about how momentarily upset u r in a relationship#you end up breaking up lol’
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I'm about to throw all my academic values overboard to get this fucking article done
#linguistics are my enemy#not because I don't like the subject#I'm just........ so much less at ease with this than with literary sciene oh my god#I'm so glad I can mostly focus on lit in the future but let me tell you these few linguistics articles I have/had to do have really brought#me to my limit#and I thought I was already fed up and not giving a shit when I did that one article in summer... oh I had NO IDEA how much less of a shit#was capable of giving!!!#the thing is.... I think objectively I'm still? idk not the worst I could technically be doing#like there ARE people who straight up... idk don't even try to have a research question or who don't read more than a handful or articles b#t ugh#I like academic writing so much and I love putting in the work and I love actually getting into the reseach and finding the most important#texts and writing a balanced and well researched article but ugh..... I just feel like I keep reaching my limits with linguistics#and this time is worse than the others because this topic is SO FAR from being standardized and all I can do is ???? mention that there's#like a hundred different models and then just??? choose one and go with it? which is so fucking unsatisfying#but I swear... everybody in this field is just making up a new model that's just different words for the same thing (and not in the /normal#way that science /always/ is about making up a new model. no. this time they are very unnecessarily making up new models)#ugh. everything about this sucks#I should've chosen a different seminar I should've chose a different topic and I especially should've written more of this in summer when I#technically still had a little more time#sorry for blowing up your dash with complaints this festive season lol. I am just having a time (TM) with the different writing tasks on my#hands and I need a place to vent I guess#simon.out.#sounds so drastic btw I'm not about to cheat or plagiarize or anything but I'm about to do so much less of a proper work than I ever wanted#to allow myself to do. cherrypicking and all.
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