#and i am so worried about the future
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Since the font wingdings gets translated horribly by any recording and ESPECIALLY digital stuff, can he like- not make phone calls either? THIS POOR MAN 😭
Yeah, basically 😞
I kinda made that whole headcanon for Wingdings based on this thing that happens in deltarune with your phone:
Soooooo, yeah!!!! Phone calls don't work great!!!
And like, yeaaaahh that's definitely related to Gaster but it's probably not his voiceeeee in canon, it's probably something elseeeeee BUT!!! IN THIS AU I MADE A WHOLE HEADCANON FOR GASTER BASED ON THAT, ISN'T THAT FUN???? YEAH🎉
#I am so curious to know what that sound actually is in canon#answered ask#I love taking inspiration from canon to make headcanons#I am so worried about how they're gonna stand up in the future tho#the moment new chapters of deltarune come out SO MANY THINGS are gonna be disproven#it's gonna be great!! I am so excited for new chapters#Toby....Toby...give me the Gaster lore.... Toby....
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Ended up not applying for it because the amount of stuff I read is just overwhelming. Oh well, on to the next stuff.
I randomly found a job offer for assistant editor in a science journal that is in my city, in English, and only requires a masters degree. It sounds perfect for me, only issue is that it's full time in office and idk if I won't burn out like, immediately, from sitting in an office for eight hours a day... it's also a half hour commute one way from my apartment.
On one hand it would be nice to have good money and stable employment, on the other I wouldn't have time and probably energy to do almost anything else if I would work full time. Do I wanna try? Or is it a recipe for disaster? Hell knows :)
#there was so much info about this place like holy shit#apparently the science journals this publisher has are shit quality#they are just focused on pumping out as many articles as possible#the workers have monthly goals of how many articles they need to get out#and if you don't meet the goal - even if it wasn't your fault - you might get fired#management and anyone up the chain is micromanaging everyone 24/7#if they don't like you for some reason they will publicly shame you in emails and teams messages#the pay is shit considering they require at least a master's degree#and to top it all off a person literally died in one of their offices#because management wouldn't let them call an ambulance#also the office is open space :)#anyway after burning out really bad from the phd i don't think i'm mentally prepared to deal with this much shit#i'm still considering applying to the bookshop for minimum wage......#but apart from the fact that i am horrible at customer service it's also apparently the kind of place where you need to stand almost all da#and my EDS and dysautonomia would probably get in the way of that#god i have so few options. i knew finding a job would be hard but i did not expect it to be so bad :/#sorry for the rant i am stressed as hell because of this#we still have money for a couple months but like. i just don't know what i can do with all the disabilities i have#and i am so worried about the future
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Voice actors are NOT the same as actors.
It takes a specific kind of skill-set and training to be able to warp and meld the voice. It takes a certain kind of talent and dedication to hone that talent into the ability to meld the voice and invoke emotion with one's voice alone. Actors are used to using their voice secondarily to their body language and their facial expressions. It's all mirrored back on camera. They do have nuance. But it's a different kind of nuance and a different kind of training to produce that nuance.
Voice actors might get their likeness transposed on their character's design, and maybe their mannerisms might seep into the character's animation. But when it's all said and done: their presence is in their voice. They are bringing a character to life, showing that emotion in their voice, trying to keep a specific accent, drawl, pitch, tone in that voice and keep it consistent for their recording sessions.
The voice actor is like a classically trained musician who can play first chair in a competitive, world-renown orchestra. The actor (who fills the voice actor's role) is like a moot who played violin in beginner and intermediate high school orchestra and thinks they can get into Juilliard with that 2-4 years of experience.
This doesn't mean that the HS orchestra moot can't play. They can even be really good at it. Maybe they won competitions and sat first chair. But they are not in the same league as the person who's been training their whole lives and lives and breathes to hone their craft using the instrument and all of the training they've ever acquired to perfect it. They are not meant for the same roles. They are not in the same caliber. You do not hire the HS equivalent when you want to play complex music in a competitive orchestra.
Actors are not the same as voice actors.
And furthermore, actors - especially big name actors - taking the roles of animated characters for big budget films or TV pilots makes no sense anyways when - at least in the case of TV pilots - there's not a point to hiring a big budget actors anyways. That money could be used elsewhere (like paying your animators), and the talent that is brought onto the screen for X character could then be hired on to voice said character no recasting required.
I wouldn't say voice acting as a profession is in danger exactly, but it's certainly being disrespected and overlooked for celebrity clout, and this has ALWAYS been an issue. Shoot, even Robin Williams knew that much - which is why he tried so hard not to be used as a marketing chess piece for Aladdin and got royally pissed off when it happened anyways. People shouldn't go to any movie (but especially not animated films) because "oh famous actor is in it". People should go because it's a good movie and the voice acting is good.
People who honest to god think that voice actors are replaceable because "oh well anyone can voice act" or "I like xyz celebrity so naturally it'll be good" ... Honestly I just wish you'd reassess your priorities because you're missing the point and are part of the problem.
Voice Actors ≠ Actors.
#(i am incredibly passionate about this)#(and seeing celebrity voice actors in what should be a voice actor's role completely burns my buns it doesn't matter WHO it is)#(hemsworth as optimus? someone tell me one good reason why they couldn't get a good v/a to replace mr. cullen properly for the future)#(ben shwartz as sonic? dude literally isn't even a good voice actor OR actor anyways-)#(- A N D jason griffith AND my boy roger craig smith are still RIGHT HERE)#(jason griffith IN PARTICULAR would have pulled back SO many sonic fans that went to watch the film anyways. if not /more/.)#(and on top of that he has the same tonality and energy they tried to force this moshmo to try and emulate anyways so GET THE REAL THING)#(chris pratt as mario? i can at least defend /him/ and say that barring his failure to do a NY accent consistently he wasn't terrible)#(but mario's new voice actor could've been used instead and people would've clearly appreciated that WAY more)#(vanessa hudgens as sunny starscout in mlp g5's pilot movie? literally why. they replace her and hitch's va in the show.)#(don't even get me started on the concept of hiring celebrity singers to do musical theatre roles or not letting musical theatre singers-)#(-dub the celebrity voice actors you just HAD to hire for your film bc you're so worried about not getting enough clout to get ppl in seats#(that you're putting it all in this (1) big name hire bc turns out that you have no faith in your writing ability much less-)#(-animation as a medium.)#(and no before anyone says anything : no this is not me saying that ALL celebrity voice castings are bad.)#(there are some that aren't that bad and others that are actually pretty good.)#(i especially appreciate it when actors are damn well aware they aren't voice actors and try to LEARN from voice coaches-)#(-and/or their va predecessors if applicable.)#(that does not change the fact that the celebrity shouldn't have been hired just because the film wanted to have bragging clout-)#(-oh look at this FAMOUS PERSON we were able to hire — yeah ok. sure wendy. i want to know if this film is quality or not.)#(and 9/10 times the SECOND there is money spent on a non voice actor to voice the main character especially)#(that usually means somewhere along the way animation IS going to get shafted. if not w the animators themselves then in the way of-)#(-the actual animation itself and ESPECIALLY the screenwriting because it's especially been so dogshit lately even before the strike.)#(a celebrity being hired to fill a voice actor's role is such an immediate red flag to me and it is VERY rare that i get to be proven wrong
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This is what investigating weird radio signals does to a mf-
Recently wrapped up Dead Money, and I am ready to make it everyone’s problem. This dude is NOT coming out okay.
#Fallout#Fallout New Vegas#FNV#Fallout Fanart#FNV Fanart#FNV Dead Money#Dead Money#FNV Christine#Christine Royce#Courier Six#Courier Six OC#Riley#Riley Haddock#Buddy#Riley my boy I am SO sorry :’)#Anyways- For Riley Dead Money takes place a bit after Riley confronts (and ends up killing/disabling) House#and he’s REALLY starting to get worried about his role in Vegas’ future.#After some time a weird radio frequency shows up-#Riley’s curiosity gets the better of him and now he has to run the Silent Hill horror gauntlet.
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Crazy issues that come up when a character is written a little too well
#yay story time comic nobody asked for#funnily enough i will NEVER play undertale on the computer because of this#my first exposure to undertale was jacksepticeye and i am glad i didn't opt to play the game myself at the time#flowey closing the game and then the broken start up cutscene was bad enough just WATCHING it#and i STILL have to watch that chara thing at the end with a far distance from my screen and the volume down#not because of the scary face but because of the violin noise that sounds like its a repeating tone rather than a loop#and then of course the window hopping around#am also very glad i was spoiled about the spamton mercy win before i tried it myself#am slightly worried about future deltarune chapters but at least now i'm anticipating it#anyway remember when i tagged that one post ''i'm scared of computers and it's a monkey's fault''#now you know :3#i really wanted this done on thursday#and apparently dawn's brain says friday doesn't happen until after i fall asleep#so now i am awake and it is 4:30 and i hear birds chirping so nighty night#((or good morning))#yay comic :D i was right this did help a lot with getting some program familiarity#it's not the greatest paneling in the world but it's good for now#idk if i should really tag him or not#but uh#spamton#deltarune#spamton enjoyers i am so sorry#i am terrified of him only because he does his job in the story very well
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thanks to me, my loved ones are all the safest they’ve been in over a week and i did not realize until this moment how much better that would make me feel.
#i worked SO hard to make this a reality and here we are!#you can tell i also got stressed and annoyed bc i did extensive future job research#(which i only do when i am stressed and annoyed)#but i NEVER lost patience and everyone is in good shape because of me :))#i still have a couple of insurmountable weeks in front of me but !!!!!!!#i BELIEVE in myself!!!!!!!!#if i can make it through today i can do everything#but yeah i’m just SO glad they’re all okay#i’ve been SO worried about them and it’s really a huge weight off
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From Season 3 Ep9 Revelations Chapter One Live Blog
“The baby was hungry”
“Please you helped me so much since I first got here.”
BOY SHES GONNA EAT YOU ALIVE IF YOU DON’T CUT THIS SHIT OUT 👀
JIM I STG YOU ARE BEING SUCH AN ASS BRO I MEAN RANDALL WAS A DOUCHE BUT STOP PLAYING COP, WE ALREADY GOT THE YT LADY DOING THAT! 😭
Oh thank fuck he’s listening for a change instead of charging in guns blazing.
Oh shit she’s gonna go for the jugular isn’t she?
Please no one shoot the messenger, Sara has done fucked up shit, but she’s helpful.
Weird how Fromville is basically playing them all like chess pieces or one big show or something.
Oh gods please keep cop lady away from Victor. I don’t trust like that.
DONNA IS GAY I KNEW IT (or that’s her sister but listen... VIBESSS)
THATS WHY BOYD IS THE GOAT!!! 🔥
Ellis is hot. I think that a lot, but just wanted to say it. He’s cute.
Someones gonna die today and Elgin's got the final sayyyyy (epic the musical thunder bringer reference yeah)
“I’m a good cop!” For the crowd who usually jokes about participation trophies you sure are giving yourself one. Bruh I wish the monsters got you on the night you arrived. Someone get this pig out of here.
Hey Victor buddyy... hey maybe don't... do that.
Woah kid hi wtf?
You an angry spirit or something boy in white? "because I tried" WELL, TRY AGAIN THEN! If you're gonna stick around fucking help!
Wait no Victor is right, this kid does look different, sounds older too like preteen or teen. wtf is happening?
ELGIN IS GONNA GET CAUGHT IM CALLING IT NOW
Are they gonna do a time skip of some sort before season 5? Idk how I'd feel about that, but i randomly thought of it.
ELGIN SELF REPORT!?!?
ah nvm
oh shit oh fuck
I stg if this shit somehow teleports them I'm gonna be so annoyed
NO, GO IN TOGETHER PLEASE HOLY FUCK
NO NOPE NOPE NOPE FUCK YOU I HATE THAT. GET YOUR BLAIR WITCH PROJECT ASS OUT THE WAY PLEASE
oH THANK FUCK. bruh stg I'm always turning my volume down for shit like this, I hate getting jumpscared.
oh no :((( she saw Victor's mom get eaten by jerma
#I am so worried about whatever has its hold over Elgin#this little guy deserves better fr#I forget his age but iirc he’s a kid#someone correct me on if Donna had a sister and what scene what episode what time stamp and I’ll look#you gotta bring the proof fr#anyway yeah if not CALLED IT!!!!#poor Tabitha is becoming a medium or psychic or something and cannot handle seeing peoples trauma oof#elgin please be okay ellis too and fatima ughhh im worried about all of them#i got victor jumpscared at the end there and when he threw the stuff out lmao#don't expect any sort of live blog in the future; I just post impulsively on my every platform so it's just whatever I feel like#mine#op#from mgm spoilers#from season 3 spoilers#from epix#from mgm#from series#from live blog
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so when giraffes only sleep for like, 30 mins a day, it's fine, but when i sleep for ~30 mins a day, it's "a problem" and i "can't just drink more coffee and say everything is normal"?
#so many double standards#don't worry about the random animal fact#it's hard to not pick stuff up whenever robin is giving a whole talk#should I introduce him to the wonders of powerpoints#maybe that'll be future bonding or something idk#on an unrelated note#I have not slept for more than 35 minutes consecutively since...#idk. it's been a bit though#ooc: have I made one of these type posts before? idk. do I care? no not really. I am also eepy
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work crush who I thought was straight is actually bi I never lose
#i'm jk i am losing big time anxiety style but it's okay i am starting a medication for that#as soon as the constant feeling i am going to die goes away i will have crazy game don't even worry about it#although actually sometimes the aura of doom attracts people who want to fix me ? the deer in the headlights look works for me Sometimes#of course as soon as they realize they can't fix me then things go south but i'm not convinced i have a future so it's really not my problem#however. sometimes work crushes are best as a fun idea#but the idea is fun. it's a lot of fun we all need to daydream about things that are just irl not likely to work out#that is almost of the point of having a little crush. you want to believe in a more dramatic and magical world
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yes, it’s been three weeks, and yes, I’m still screaming about the fact that Imogen was at her lowest when she met laudna (was thinking of ending it all), and laudna had been roaming aimlessly for thirty years, utterly alone. No purpose, no reason for living, until she met the purple-haired sorcerer that saved her life no questions asked as soon as they first met, then chose to stick together forever, hold on to each other, sleep on the same bed for the next two years and help each other find answers to their miserable existence- and now, NOW that they finally got it together, got some stupid answers, and actually gained some power over the forces that had subdued them for years, KISSED, immediately- literally nine days into their relationship- the shitty world that they live in decided to make it clear and remind them that their days are numbered (significantly smaller numbers than they had accounted for) and that they won’t get to live their quiet life on a field, raise horses and just be. I AM OK ABOUT THAT. TOTALLY FINE.
#but also im not worried because laura bailey is there to captain this ship into the inevitable wedding one shot that we all deserve#but also i am SCREAMING let the lesbians be happy pls#i do think it's funny because marisha is so chaotic about laudna#like she's over there talking about how laudna doesn't believe she has very much of a future#and how excited she (marisha) is to explore rs conflict#and how she was like no im creating a dead lady this campaign that's sort of doomed by the narrative and NO ONE's gonna want to romance her#and laura was just like BET#like i am telling you#laudna presented imogen with the beutiful dream of a quiet life together and imogen temult will see it through with tears in her eyes#I KNOW#imodna#imogen temult#laudna#critical role#cr#campaign 3#c3#can you tell im still not over ep 49#nor will i ever be until they get their soft epilogue#southern gothic
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Lorah: Lilac Knight's Love
Artist: @littledashdraws
Wanted to share this commission by Dash, who so lovingly illustrated my vision for Gunter's first wife!! Although Lorah's lived in my head since 2017, this is the first time I've had her drawn. Because I'm so thrilled over this art, I put together a little introduction for her!! you can read more about her below~
Residence: Duet Mountains Occupation: Farmer •❀• Bedside Nurse •❀• Homemaker Birthday: July 11 Gender: Female Relatives: Gunter (Husband) Katerina (Daughter)* Personality: Shy •❀• Bubbly •❀• Optimistic Hobbies: Crafting •❀• Gardening •❀• Baking Age: 21 (when she first meets Gunter) •❀• 36 (at death)
A Nohrian commoner whose known the kingdom's southern mountain range and neighbouring valleys her entire life, Lorah was a recognizable resident of her town even though she kept to herself. Learning the basics of herbal remedies from a young age, she would split her time between tending to the fields and easing the woes of the sick. In adulthood, she would chance upon meeting a Nohrian Great Knight during her town's annual spring festival. The couple's engagement, after seven years of courting, had become one of the most highly anticipated moments amongst the townsfolk.
*NOT the Nohrian Queen. I named their kid before I realized what Xander's mom's name was and by that point I was already ATTACHED (tell me Caterpillar is not the cutest nickname). So now the reason they share a name is lore relevant (which is a part of this fic!).
divider by saradika
#fire emblem fates#feif#fe14#gunter#yeah sure this can go in his tag#fire emblem oc#paranoid over tagging her as an oc cuz. she does exist in canon. but also. canon gave us nothing!#i'd like to consider it free real estate for oc development purposes#also cuz if intsys ever does decide to publish details about gunter's family i would say:#what do you mean. i've been letting his family live rent free in my head for almost a decade.#ANYWAYS YES SHE'S A RED HEAD. who do you think i am. /of course/ im gonna make her a red head.#things about me: gunter i am also attracted to your wife. therefore: she is a red head. case closed.#HER LITTLE COWLICK I LOVE IT SO MUUUUUUUCH#also dash gave me the behind the scenes info that she and Leigh have the same eye colour AHA#sorry gunter you are bound by a cosmic fate to fall in love with a certain eye colour#this will come up in a future fic. im sure. the freckled shoulders are already going to >:3c#oh yes if anyone else is curious. i did in fact sit down and map out a timeline to get her age how i wanted it.#by my calculations gunter would have been ~28. they have approx. 15 years together before everything falls apart#their long courtship is important to me okay#anyways to end this off. MISS LORAH I LOVE YOUUUUU beautiful woman who has been baking in my head for over 7 years.#I am taking good care of your husband don't you worry!! the old man is getting all the love he needs#god I wish she could have seen him as an old man. GOD. I work so hard cuz I'm loving him for her and me!!!!!!#gunter (fates)#lorah (oc)#fef#gunter's family
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i feel so at peace but at the same time so chaotic and drained
#it’s literally been wavessss of emotions lately#life feels weird w no friends or a partner but it is peaceful#i’ve been spiraling lately bc i’ve been feeling lonely#but i have to keep reminding myself that i’ll attract the right people eventually#right now i’m focusing on finding myself again and being content w where i am bc ive been so so so hard on myself lately#it’s better to have solitude rather than faking my personality around the wrong people#i deserve to be loved for who i am and i’ll wait to love the future people that come into my life#things will be okay and i know now that it isn’t time for a relationship#my first wlw crush and i are still flirting and talking everyday but i knowwww i cant get involved bc i still have sm to worry about#i do love her so much but we both have shit we need to figure out and we’d probably destroy each other if we decided to fully fall in#i’m ranting rn guys but this is the first halloweekend i didn’t go out and i was kinda sad abt it but im also SO glad bc i usually act so#stupid and dumb when i drink impulsively#it’s for the best#i don’t drink as much as i used to and that in itself should be something i am proud of#hehe anyways ily all and if you read this entire thing i love u even more#personal
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i have Plans for my bday this year.
#venus shut up#its literally next month but i am incapable of not worrying about the past and future.....#anyways#imma ask my dad if i can get a wolfcut and dye my hair a seafoam green color#im gonna try to see if i can bully my dad into buying me the toa books#im gonna maybe see if i can get some clothes that feel like me#hopefully i can move into the spare room soon after or before my bday#so i can actually personalize it
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lmao soo it has been weeks and weeks now that I haven't been able to walk beyond a few steps and it is soooo frustrating to me how uneven the ground in my yard is. like. I waaaant to go around the yard and check on various things I have planted in my powerchair but it hurts me so bad to try to get over all of the holes that are randomly about.
I was able to use my big powerchair to have a board game night with my partner, his sister, and her girlfriend over the weekend though and it was so nice. we had so much fun and it was the most comfortable I've been physically while hanging out and playing games in a while. after sitting for a long time playing games I was able to tilt my chair back and take the pressure off of my spine. I was still in pain but it was much, much less than it would have been if I had to use my travel powerchair.
I just can't wait until we live in a place that is more accessible where I can use the mobility aid that best accommodates my body every day.
#one day it will be so#I am so excited for our future#and that is another reason I want to get my surgery out of the way#next year is going to be a busy year#and I don't want to have to worry about getting surgery in the middle of it all#personal
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the kennyboyd convo means so much to me because their dynamic is one of my favorites but like. kenny babe you may wind up giving back that badge again after all 😭😭 at least the town isn’t going to freaking acosta
#although with kimono woman muffling her screams and the demon baby i am so worried about fatima’s future#so maybe Boyd won’t have to tell kenny at all… 🙁#from mgm
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I was very worried about this art history assignment that's due next week but I am obliterating this thiiiing. Sure I haven't gotten to the essay part yet, but 650 words isn't so bad. Might even be able to finish this tonight.
#got a yummy meal and am feeling productive so it's a 10/10 from me.#I have another assignment for an 8-page paper which I am significantly less confident about... but I have slightly more time for that#and that's a future worry. I gotta take the wins where I get them.#*text
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