#and i actually want the friends i make to knoww about me

[pureh9neyy]

୨୧٭˚ sooooo i shifted to a dr from.. 5th grade..? + things i manifested??

ok soo i accidentally shifted to an mha(?) universe trying to get to the void- i was a tad bit bored before i went to work, and i was like “okay let me go to the void bc why not”.. this is the first time i tried to go to the void without a subliminal.. i usually always go with a subliminal, i also tried the distraction method cause i wanted to try something new.. i counted from 12-1, 13-1. affirmed “i always shift and get into the void in seconds”, “it’s crazy how i always shift on command” and i dreamed of a scenario. MIND YOU, the scenario i was distracting myself with was how i meet tloml.. (in school) i was talking to a boy, then i felt a familiar feeling of just walking through halls.. like my body just went somewhere else.. i walked into a pe room, unfamiliar with it. these gyms were four times bigger then my schools. when i walked in, i could feel my hair suddenly get longer and straighter.. and cyan. I walked in further and suddenly noticed a paper on the ground, it was the school name, an all black school that harnessed students with quirks..

soooo im looking at the papers a bit confused, my first thought wasnt “why tf am i in a school and not the fucking void like i wanted to be”, but it was rather “why am i here.. and why is my hair blue and straight..” then i thought about it and it all makes since.

sooooo i use to be a gacha kid in from 4th-6th grade and i was obsessed with mha in 5th grade and id always combine the two, gave myself ice manipulation.. star eyes? other unrealistic shit i cant rmb.. but thats besides the point.

i noticed i had powers when two people i was unfamiliar with came up to me asking me why my hair was blue and laughing and stuff.. i told them “i don’t know and to mind theirs” because why are you guys coming up to me if its not compliments or trying to be friends like ew.

then they got offended and started using their quirks, it was a black girl and a gay boy. the girl had dark magic (which is op asf if used correctly not sure why i didn’t script myself to have it..) and the boy had a speaking quirk.

so you knoww i was using my ice powers or wtv, throwing daggers at them creating walls and stuff.. (use todoroki and sub zero and combine there powers and thats me.)

i eventually beat them by putting ice on their hands and mouths and i walked out of the pe. from a distance i could see a building on fire. not sure why… i went over and i guess i was trying to play hero or smth and stopping it. i was actually eating zown, putting the fire out.. saving people.. but then my mom called me and snapped me out of 4D-

when i got back to 3D.. my body and ESPECIALLY my arms were sore as THE FUCK. i took some ibuprofen and stretched and went on tiktok.. AND YALL.. ALLEGEDLY my influencer crush (ifykyk) is ALLEGEDLYYYY bisexual.. for a couple weeks i was fantasizing about him.. NOT IN A SEXUAL OR WEIRD WAY! just in a way like “omg we’d be so cute together and we’re the same age so that’d be cute.. i like his personality and stuff.” like it was just a bit like oh my gosh did i manifest him on accident or smth-

MORAL OF THE STORY: the distraction method works- 10/10 highly recommend if you have trouble focusing!

[yourgamemasterthewhiterabbit]

Of my 2% capacity to be attracted to anyone, my type is like 90% women, 5% pretty men and 5% men you would swear are super fucking manly, and never questioned being straight and cis, but are now suddenly *stressed* that they can't figure out why their attraction to me [fully socially interpreted as a woman and labelled that way up until relatively recently] feels incredibly fucking gay

[thewertsearch]

ERIDAN: for all that trainin you did ERIDAN: i wwouldnt be the incredible holy wwizard i am noww wwithout your help […] KANAYA: I Hope You Use Your Magnificent Powers Of Light And Hope For Goodness And Purity And Lets Not Forget Science

At this point. Kanaya is Human Sarcasming better than most actual humans.

ERIDAN: dont wworry im all ovver that shit you dont evven knoww KANAYA: Uh Oh I Hope That Didnt Come Off As Too Sarcastic […] KANAYA: Please Dont Take Too Much Offense ERIDAN: haha damn kan if thats your idea of offense bein made then i honestly gotta fuckin wworry for you ERIDAN: tell you wwhat ill givve you some lessons in dealin out the dark umbrage to repay you for your tutelage in the wwhite science

I think Dave taught Kanaya more about the art of trolling in a single conversation than Eridan could in an entire lifetime.

That guy can troll better than most actual trolls.

ERIDAN: wwhats that thing there KANAYA: The Matriorb KANAYA: I Was About To Go Hatch It In The Core To Restore Our Race ERIDAN: that sounds ERIDAN: hopeful […] ERIDAN: if theres goin to be any sort a hope for our race as the prince of hope i demand to be invvolvved ERIDAN: so dont go anywwhere wwithout me got it […] KANAYA: Fine

I’m all for the construction of neo-Alternia, but I really don't think Eridan should be on the planning committee, unless we also want a neo-hemospectrum.

Honestly, the only trolls I'd really trust to rebuild their society are the bottom half of the hemospectrum, and possibly Gamzee. The other highbloods can go sit in the corner.

ERIDAN: its not magic wwe talked about this kar KARKAT: RIGHT, IT'S POWERED BY SCIENCE, I FORGOT. KARKAT: OR HOPE. WHATEVER THE FUCK THAT MEANS

I don’t see how Hope translates to a robot-exploding beam, though.

If it was wizards he was blowing up, I’d understand, because it would be consistent with my theory that he's weaponizing his hatred of FRAUDULENT MAGIC. If anything, his Science Wand should strengthen a robot, since it's a product of the TRUEST SCIENCES.

ERIDAN: i had a harder time than anybody wwith this game ERIDAN: it wwas really fuckin unfair wwhat challenges i got saddled wwith ERIDAN: i wwoulda fuckin MURDERED for a land full of a lot a harmless brains and fire ERIDAN: but no ERIDAN: it wwas so lonely ERIDAN: hey guys anybody wwant to come hang out wwith me in the land a wwrath and angels

That sounds cool, though. Angels, I assume, are how Hope is represented in his Land, and I’m sure Eridan synergized well with its wrath. I wonder what physical form it took?

ERIDAN: anybody at all i knoww it isnt anythin like one of your flippin land picnics ERIDAN: anybody please ill evven settle for the kittycat shipper cavve girl

You can't complain about loneliness and then insult your ‘friend’ in the same breath. That's not how any of this works, and the fact that you're unaware of this should tell you everything you need to know about why you're lonely.

So Karkat does know about Nepeta’s little crush. He is a relationship aficionado, after all.

Poor Nepeta.

I sort of figured Karkat didn't reciprocate her feelings. He's preoccupied with plenty of other redrom prospects, and he basically never mentions her.

Karkat’s honestly a little too nice to Eridan. He’s being such a bro here, but what Eridan actually needs is to be brought down to size a little.

Granted, I think Eridan needs a bigger shock to the system than an angry tirade from Karkat. I feel like Terezi could tear him to pieces - but since it's unfair to expect her to put up with him alone, I'd put both the Scourge Sisters on this assignment. >:)

What Karkat is aptly demonstrating here is that there’s a difference between an Eridan kind of asshole and a Karkat kind of asshole.

Let's be real, here - Karkat's a dick. But he's a dick who holds no true malice, knows when he's crossed a line, and is willing to sincerely apologize for his past actions, and make amends.

Eridan possesses none of these qualities, which is why he sat alone in his house for a month while Karkat befriended the entire cast.

[sidetrackedkilljoy]

whats this?!

ok i know I havent done the prompt I KNOWW

but my mcr hyperfixation has arisen and in order to keep myself entertained im merging the danger days world with spg from the idea of my good friend @not-a-workin-boy ( emotional support ) and i wanna yap about some ideas for it

the bots were made by peter walter 1, ofc, but were made from scrapped pornodroid parts and an altered version of the PLUS battery as a side project

he makes the bots as an inspiration, sort of his homecoming parade for when he sets them into the zones, which he has to far quicker than he expected

delilah morreo and thadeus becile are both working in the same department as peter, whoever makes the droids

none of them exactly wanted to make those droids in specific. they're just weird, either way, but bli didn't exactly have any higher science positions because of how controlling the company was

ofc impressing delilah is still the goal but delilah is actually a killjoy spy

the weekend war is a section of the analog wars, in which peter walter and thadeus becile take their creations, a PLUS powered giraffe and a giant elephant that somehow runs on traces of zone 6's radiation

at some point after this, delilah morreo is discovered as a spy, and is promptly put through draculoidzation

thadeus becile is also arrested and put to death, believed to have been conspiring with peter walter ( also believed to be a spy ) to destroy bli, even though he wasn't

before he's arrested by the director, he tells the bots he currently had created, rabbit, spine, jon, and upgrade, to go out into the zones and escape battery city

the bots leave battery city and settle themselves in zone 5, at the border of zone 6, the altered PLUS is constantly powered by the radiation coming from zone 6

anyway PLEASE if someone has abymore ideas for this or likes both MCR and spg please yap to me

[lee-doesnt-knoww]

One kiss

Gojo Satoru x fem!reader smut

tags: friends to lovers, jokes, messing around, thigh riding, kissing, spit kink, smut, fighting, blood implied, slight implication of nanami, nanami x reader (platonic)

ps: this was actually inspired by a character.ai bot & not proofread ☆

October 31st, 2017. Shibuya Station

Watching him tear a curse apart with his bare hands surprisingly wasn't the weirdest thing you've seen all day. But you'd never really seen this side to Satoru. His blue eyes wide, a crazed look inside them. His smile with toothy, but there was nothing happy about it, Someone's blood on his face. He looked up at you, some curse's head in his hands."Are you okay?"

"Mhmm" You nodded looking up at him as you started to wipe the blood on his face "thanks to you, honored one" Gojo felt your hand touch his face, cleaning the blood off it. He's never really let anyone touch him like this before, letting his guard down for a short moment. "You can stop calling me that ya know." He said, a smirk growing on his face "I knoww but I dont want to "you chuckled "no but really, you looked crazy out there, are you sure you're alright satoru.?" you looked up at him, slightly worried as you put his hair back into shape.

A light pink dusted his cheeks, and his smile softenea slightly at how you treated him so gently. He chuckled a little. "I always look crazy, love." He put his hand or your chin, tilting your head to look up at him more "Don't worry about me. 'M fine." He said, despite the obvious fatigue he felt. "Love"? who do you think you are satoru, mhh?" you teased "I saw a safe area nearby, you can rest there for a little bit" Satoru just smirked, enjoying the teasing. "Can call you whatever I like." He chuckled, noticing the safe spot you mentioned. "Oh? I'd rather stay with you though." He said jokingly, though his eye bags told a different story.

You rolled my eyes at the first part "I wont be far, I'll stay at this floor in case some cursed humans decided to come look for you, how does that sound mhh?" He laughed a little at your eye roll, he enjoyed how you reacted to everything he said. He thought for a moment, considering the idea you gave him. "How about this then? I rest here for a moment, and you stay here with me." He said, grinning. He just didn't really wanna be left alone. Not here. Not now. You sighed, looking directly into his eyes, knowing he teased but there was a bit of truth in his words, he didnt want to be alone right now "..I'll call nanami then you can rest, mkay?" You stood on your toppy toes to pat his head affectionately.A soft, warm smile appeared on his face as he looked down at you. He had never really experienced any kind of affection before. But something about you just made him want it more. He subconsciously leaned into your touch a little. "Mkay." He mumbled, as you pat his head. Something clicked in his head then, making him want to tease you even more.

"Nana? yes, I'm with satoru on the third floor near the dinner on the left, he needs to rest" your back was facing gojo as you spoke on the phone.

You smiled as you started leading the way to the safe area, getting out your phone to call Nanami. Gojo followed behind you, watching as you called. His eyes were on you the entire time. He suddenly smirked again, having a new idea to get more of your attention, making him act more immature than usual for a 27 year old man.

He smirked, knowing he had a perfect opportunity Suddenly, his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you back towards him from behind. Gojo's chin rested on your shoulder, his head in the crook of your neck. He was acting like he was tired, but truth was he just wanted your attention. He nuzzled his head against your neck, not listening to whatever conversation you were having with Nanami. You just smiled to yourself, playing with his hair, muttering to him "You cant be left alone for a minute, can you mhh?" he just grumbled against your neck in response, enjoying your hands in his hair. He buried his head a little deeper into your neck, his arms tightening around your waist. He was obviously still very stubborn, not wanting to admit that he actually needed your comfort and touch for a change. You turned back to your phone. "l'll call you when he's back in shape Nana, be careful alright?"

He listened to your conversation as he held you,

secretly wishing you'd pay attention to him instead of on the phone. He had never really been this clingy when it came to people, but with you? He never wanted your affection to go away. He let out another grumble, nuzzling his head into your neck once more. You hung up, turning towards him "Hey there, I'm done now alright? You should go on that bench to rest a bit, mhh?" Gojo just mumbled under his breath, keeping his chin on your shoulder. He tightened his arms around you again, not wanting to let go of you. He nuzzled his head against your neck with a huff. "No.. don't want to.." He was behaving like a literal toddler at the moment.

"Satoru..." You said in a soft but stern voice. Gojo let out a sigh when he heard you sternly say his name, he knew he couldn't get away with anything when you spoke like that. But he stil stubbornly pulled you even closer against him "Don't wanna. ..wanna stay with you" You sighed, holding him tight "how about this, I stay close to you while you rest?" He hummed, seemingly pleased with the compromise you offered.

Slowly, he loosened his arms around you. He pulled away from your neck, standing beside you to look down at you. He gave a small nod, agreeing to your conditions. He moved over to the bench, sitting down on it. He patted his lap in a silent way of asking you to sit with him on it. You rolled your eyes with a smile, not exactly expecting this "I still manage to get surprised by you, you know?" You stepped closer, sitting down on his thighs sideways carefully.

He chuckled as he watched you sit on his lap, wrapping his arms around your waist again. Truth was, he needed you right now. He just couldn't admit it out loud. He pulled you a little closer, so much that you were practically sitting on his lap completely. In any other situation, this would've seemed out of character for Gojo. But he just needed you right now, and he didn't care how he acted to get it. You shifted around "Can we move position? not really comfy right now, toru" Gojo just chuckled again, amused at the fact that you were shifting around in his lap. He hummed, agreeing to your request. "Mhmm, of course we can, sweetheart. How do you want me to hold you then?"

You stood up in front of him, then sat down, straddling him, one leg on either side of him as you hugged him "Good for you?". He felt a small jolt of electricity when you sat on his lap like this, and he immediately wrapped his arms around your waist. He held you closer against him in this new position, his face buried in the crook of your neck, He liked the fact that you were so comfortable with him on his lap.

"Mhmmm. good.." He murmured as he nuzzled his head against you again.

"Perfect then" You played with his hair to calm him down knowing that he'd be probably overthinking right now".

He hummed in response, enjoying the feeling of your fingers in his hair. You were right. He was overthinking. Overthinking so many things right now. He silently pulled you closer against him, almost like he was afraid to lose you.

"..You'll. stay with me, right?" He murmured, sounding more vulnerable than usual as he spoke.

"Yes toru, until the very end, forever and ever" You booped his nose with mine, looking straight into his mesmerising eyes. His grip around your waist tightened as you booped his nose, holding you as close as he possibly could. He looked into your eyes, feeling every bit of tension and stress disappear. The fact that you said you'd stay with him forever made him feel comforted. "Promise..?" He asked softly, searching your eyes for any hint of dishonesty. If you actually meant what you said, you had him wrapped around your finger forever. But he didn't mind that at all. He actually liked it,even though he was hiding it, you knew. You knew him. "Toru..look at me mhh..? You tried to tug his head backwards from his hair.

He was so focused on searching your eyes for any hint of dishonesty, that he didn't notice what you were asking him to do. He let out a grumble when you tugged at his hair, a slight pout on his face. He let you pull his head up though, his eyes looking down at you. "Hmmm?" You kissed his cheek, then his forehead, and his chin, his nose you dont have to keep up your honored one façade with me...love."

With every kiss you placed on his face, he seemed to melt into you a little more. He hummed quietly, enjoying every single one of them. He knew he could be vulnerable around you, but a part of him still felt a bit scared of it. He smiled slightly at the term of endearment you used, and he pulled you even closer against him. He buried his head against your chest, not wanting to look you in the eyes at the moment. His voice was slightly shaky as he spoke again "..Don't leave me. Ever."

"Toru..?" you asked, waiting for him to look up as you blushed slightly. He heard your voice, and he slowly looked up at you again. He didn't say anything, but the look in his eyes silently spoke volumes. You clearly see it. He was vulnerable

completely wrapped around your finger. He just

wanted you to reassure him. You put your hands over his eyes, leaning in quickly and pressing a quick peck to his lips.

Gojo let out a quiet gasp as you suddenly kissed his lips. The gesture was so quick, it made him want more. He felt a burst of electricity, and his heart began to beat faster. He suddenly pulled your hands away from his eyes, looking at you with a bit of a shocked look on his face.

"Did you just..?" He asked, seemingly a little bit dumbfounded by what just happened.

"Toru.." You placed your arms around his neck "...ever.." As you suddenly wrapped your arms around his neck, he gently put his own arms around your waist. He still couldn't believe you'd actually kissed him. It stunned him for a moment, but the shock quickly faded as he suddenly pulled you even closer into a tight hug pressing his face into the crook of your neck. "Again. Do it again." "I- ..please..." You waited for him to lift his head up. He didn't even hesitate. As soon as you said please. He immediately pulled his head back, looking at you. His eyes were wide, but focused. All he wanted right now was another kiss. He held you tight, waiting for you to kiss him. You closed your eyes, pressing your lips to his gently as your hands rested on his shoulders to stay upright.

He pulled away for a moment, his breathing slightly uneven as he spoke in a low voice.

A small gasp escaped his lips once again as you kissed him once more. He started to enjoy the gentleness, wanting even more in a way. His own hands gently moved to your hips, holding you firmly to keep you steady at the same time.

"Again.." He almost whispered the word, wanting a third kiss. You kissed him again, your lipstick slightly smudging.

Surprisingly, he actually liked the feeling in a way, and he felt his own desire grow. His arms wrapped around your waist even more tighter, as if to keep you as close to him as possible. Once again, he pulled away for a moment to catch his breath. "One more." He whispered, not wanting to stop. You kissed him again, your breathing starting to grow heavier.

He kissed you back, enjoying the feeling of your lipstick starting to smudge on his own lips.

The fourth kiss was a little more heated than the previous ones, and Gojo was actually a little overwhelmed by the sensations he was experiencing. His heart was beating faster than ever as he quickly became addicted to the feeling of your kisses. He held you tighter, and he didn't bother to pull away anymore. Instead, he suddenly tilted his head, changing the angle of the kiss to feel more of your lips on his own.

You let out a gasp at the new angle, your lipstick staining his lips and smudging all around both your mouths. He smiled against your lips as you gasped, the sound sending a wave of pleasure through his body. Feeling your lipstick smear all over his lips only spurred him on even more, and he suddenly bit your lip gently to get another reaction out of you. You moaned slightly at this, your hips moving on their own.

When you actually moaned, his brain started to become foggy. He could only think about how you sounded right now, and the way you were moving your hips against him. It was driving him insane. He gripped your hips, wanting to feel you even more. He spoke against your lips in a low voice. "..More." "ahh...toru..'m sorry.." You lifted your hips up, embarrassed.

He let out a quiet groan as you suddenly lifted up your hips, feeling the movement against him. He actually wanted you to keep doing it, but somehow managed to speak instead. ''..Don't be.." He said in a strained voice. "..Don't apologize. Please.." You whined at his state, seeing and feeling he was desperate "..toru.." You lowered my hips gently, barely resting against him.

He felt another burst of electricity shoot through his body at your whine, and he actually thought it was kind of cute how you seemed flustered at the moment: His body was getting more and more sensitive, and as you lowered your hips against him, he couldn't help but let a soft moan escape his lips. "..Please. move.." He pleaded in a low voice, wanting more sensations. You grounded my hips against his, then started grinding slowly "like this toru..? does this feel good for you.?" You asked, out of breath as you kept whining and moaning.

He threw his head back as you suddenly started to grind against him. He let out a loud moan, gripping your hips again, encouraging you to keep going. Everything felt so overwhelming, and all he could think about was wanting more from you. "..Yes.. feels so good. Keep going." He almost said it like a plea, desperate for you "nhm...anything for you toru" you kept grinding against him, your hips sometimes spasming as you felt true pleasure, letting out small praises until one that came out unasked "..love you..ahh....love you s-so much toru..".

He couldn't help but moan each time your hips spasmed against him, and he felt like he was nearing his limit, When you suddenly spoke the words 'I love you', his mind started to fog up again. He never thought he would get this worked up and vulnerable in your hold like this, but here he was, completely wrapped around your finger. "..I love you too.. so much." He managed to say in a strained voice, his breaths coming out in small pants. You whined, your hips starting to feel tired, now almost only spasming "..toru.. i cant-".

He seemed to understand that you were getting tired at the moment. But he was at the limit, the way you whimpered while your hips were moving against him was too much. He was breathing heavily, trying to speak in a steady voice.

"..I know..i know sweetheart.. it's alright." He suddenly moved one of his hands to grab your hip "Can you.. do something for me?" You nodded quickly before kissing him hungrily "anything for you please toru". He kissed you back hungrily, wanting more of you at the moment. But he wasn't thinking straight, so his request was a little greedy ".Can you..ride my thigh..?" He managed to murmur against your lips, his voice low. "ah but- thats doesnt-i mean you-" You whined at the thought. "...fuck toru.."

He chuckled at your whining, and he started to understand your hesitance. "..please love.. you can't imagine how bad i want this." He nipped your lower lip gently, still holding on to one of your hips. You moved to straddle his thigh, feeling the rough muscle laying there as you held onto his shoulders, looking up at him to know when you should start.

He watched you move to straddle his thigh, and his breath hitched for a moment. He silently appreciated the fact that you were doing this all for him, and he gave you a nod to signal you could start. "..please.. He practically begged, his eyes darkened with desire. "ah fuck toru, love you please please". You started to ride his thigh, grinding down gently, leaning forward to kiss him, your mouth slightly open as your tongue was a little bit out, allowing your to breathe. He let out a strained moan when you started to grind against his thigh, and he quickly pulled you closer against him. He saw your tongue sticking out and he couldn't resist the sight. He darted his own tongue out, gently licking your tongue for a moment before he pulled away for a moment.

"Love you too baby. you're so good for me." He managed to say in a low voice, watching you intently as you continued to move against his thigh. You moaned as his tongue licked your own, then whined at his words, grinding down harder, with more fervour, your mouth slightly agape as you stared up at him.

He watched you as you grinded down on his thigh, getting more energized at the sight. His own breaths were coming out in low pants now, and he gripped your hip a little tighter, wanting to feel more. "..that's it, sweet girl. keep going." He said in a low voice, watching you with lust-filled eyes. At this, your hips started bucking up uncontrollably, making your drool out in pleasure, chanting and moaning his name like a mantra.

He couldn't keep his eyes off of you at the moment, seeing you completely giving up control, and moaning his name like a chant. It was absolutely driving him crazy, and he felt his own control begin to slip more ir his own pleasure. "..That's it, that's it, just keep going. good girl.." He was basically praising you at this point, wanting to see what state you were in at the moment. You bit your bottom lip, holding in your moans as you grinded down like a bitch in heat, feeling your climax nearing. He noticed you were holding your moans in, and he suddenly gripped your hair and pulled you to look into his eyes. "Don't hold back, sweetheart. want to hear you." He whispered in a low tone, still watching you with a lustful look in his eyes.

At this, you let your bottom lip escape, a tear of blood rushing down from biting so hard "ahh toru please so close-" You started speaking nonsense. His breath hitched when he saw the tear of blood from your lip, and he quickly leaned and gently licked it away. Seeing you this way was making him a little lightheaded, and he felt his own climax nearing "..I know baby.. I know..just a little more.."He whispered, knowing you were going to finish soon and he wanted to see you reach your limit. You closed your eyes, letting your hands travel all over his torso, face and hair, needing to feel him everywhere.

He watched intently as your hands roamed around his body, and he suddenly felt an overwhelming desire. Without a word, he grabbed your chin with his thumb and index finger, puling you up to face him. "..Open your mouth for me," He said in a low voice, and when you obeyed, he suddenly spit into your mouth and watched intently for your reaction. You just moaned and swallowed it, as you came on his thigh, your hips and thighs trembling around him.

He watched your reaction as you came undone around his thigh, and he felt an overwhelming feeling wash over him. The way your body trembled around him felt so good, and he couldn't help but smile a little at your actions ''Good girl.. good girl. you did so well sweetheart." He praised you, still speaking in a low voice. He slowly ran his hand through your hair in a gentle manner, helping you come down from your high..

[missamyrisa2]

reccently discovered that i can be tickled from words alone?? there's a story behind this discovery, here:

one of my friends gets into these little moods where they just want attention, but also want to cause me or the rest of my friends as many problems as possible. so normally they'll lightly chew on someone's arm, or mess up their hair, or steal their phone, just harmless mischief we all enjoy. but if it's just the two of us hanging out, they normally wind up tickling me if they get into one of those moods.

so i was in their room, and we were talking about a thriller anime we both like. i mentioned an episode of it was hard to get through for me because it had gross thing happen involving, and they like, described those back to me to confirm we were talking about the same bit. and it was a gross description, so i got all shivery and like, was lightly playing with my fingernails because i could kind of feel what we were talking about. so they notice this and give me a look, and say something along the lines of "is me describing it that bad?" to which i just nod. and i look up at them and i can tell whatever i said just triggered one of those moods.

so next thing i know, they've plopped right in my lap and are snuggling super close to me, making me unable to move at all. and they say something about "oh, i bet that works for other sensations too, wanna find out?" and i was like "hmm???" before they started describing like, "imagine my nails slowly running up your arms, just barely touching them. does that feel...ticklish, at all? it'd drive you insane if i was actually doing it...wiggling my nails under your knees, lightly tracing over the kneecaps..." and at this point i'm basically dying but i'm trying to keep it together which was a mistake because they saw it as a challenge. so i'm trying to keep calm as they start listing off different sensations, like blowing air, gently rubbing, and eventually they get to feathers.

so i'm hiding behind my hands because i'm embarrassed and they must've seen me shiver at the mention of feathers, so i know i'm doomed, and they lean in even more, right up by my ear, and whisper "oh...it's the feathers, huh? can you imagine...hmmm...how it would feel to have feathers tracing your cheeks, your ears, your shoulders...what if they got to your armpits? would that tickle? feathers lightly brushing over your armpits?" and i have never gotten giggly from words alone but. but that? like them describing running feathers around my armpits? oh my god. oh my god i've never been so flusteref. i was giggling behind my hands and they looked so proud of themself and were freaking saying how cute that was and i just ghgdhshsjhsjbahbbbb

and their voice gets all deep and raspy when they're tired which makes it so much worse, i nearly died i got so flustered. but yeah thought you might enjoy the story :)

I loveddddd thissss~!! And I'm so sorryyyy this has been in my inbox for a long while. I'm trying to dig back further for stuff that I've read and loved and forgotten to post. Alsoooo a bunch of times I read this and fell apart completelyyy

because I knoww exactly what you're talking about! I've had little convos with people describing the tickles we'd do to one another and there's that like ~ feathery ~ texture that can get on the voice especiallyyy when they're tired, just like you said, and it's like everyyy word is summoning feathers and fingers and brushes to tickle awayyy~

I've had some sessions before which were just like, pure imagination. Where we were snuggled up talking about the wilddd hottt situations we'd put each other in, while mostly being naughty on our own royal parts but occasionally crossing over with an assist. And I completely lost control when they were telling a story about having me in a nightclub, pulling me into their lap and tracing my outfit while tickling in front of all our friends ~ just the tickle voice, the aural teasessss and I fell apart sooo badly~

Ahhhh~! And I know we're not the only onesss ~ maybe I do need to record more audio teases~

[urfavspic]

I felt the random urge to write about Syzoth..i mean he’s fine..but if anyone reads this and wants smut..lemme knoww i’ll try and write it.

𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: Pregnancy, Leading to Smut but no Smut

𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕:𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑺𝒚𝒛𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒅, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒌𝒊𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑺𝒚𝒛𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒂𝒓𝒚, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒌𝒊𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒎.

It was a quiet day in Outworld, you were sitting with Kitana and Mileena..you actually have no idea how you became friends with Mileena and Kitana..but here you are friends with them. “So what are you going to get Syzoth?” asked Kitana, as she smiled at you. you were sipping you’re tea as you tilted you’re head. “i have no idea..” you said, sighing deeply. “i wanna give him something.. special but i do not know what to give him.” you said, as you stated to think. “you and Syzoth have been married for how long? give that man a baby!” Mileena says, like it was obvious, you gave Mileena a look..you did not like kids..like at all..”oh! i’m sure it won’t be bad..” Kitana says, as she smiles at you. “hah..not bad? are you crazy?” you asked, as you looked at both of the sisters..like they were obviously crazy. “oh Y/n please give it a try..i’m sure you and Syzoth would make..great parents!” Kitana says, she was very confident in that fact that you and Syzoth could be wonderful parents. “agreed” Mlieena says as she smirks.

After a very weird conversation with your besties..you walked back home, and once you were home you were met with Syzoth..he smiled as he saw you walked through the door. “Y/n! you’re home!” he says, as he pulled you fully into the house as he closed the door, Syzoth seemed very excited? why? you have no clue. “and why are you so excited?” You asked, smiling, it was cute how excited he is. “because it’s our anniversary!!” he says, as he lets your hand go, and ran into the kitchen and grabbed a gift for you. he came back with a small box..he walked in front of you. and once you saw the gift..you felt a bit bad..you had nothing for him..but you had an idea. “this is for you my love.” he says.

he hands you the box, as he smiled happily at you, ever since he got with you..he’s been the happiest man in the world, you had made his life way better..ever since his last..wife and child died..he wanted to start over..and he got a chance and he met you. “oh? for me? thank you Sy..and i’m sorry i didn’t get you anything..but i do have something you might like..” You said. smiling as you opened the box. “no need to apologize..whatever your idea is i’m sure will be the besy gift..” Syzoth says. as he watches open the box. the box held a beautiful picture of you and Syzoth..Johnny totally showed him how to do this, but other then Johnny..the picture of you and Syzoth was the cutest. you kissed it as you placed it down smiling. “ugh it’s the cutest..you’re the cutest.” you said, as you pulled him into a tight ass hug. Syzoth smiled more at the faceted you liked his gift, he hugged back as he gave your neck a small kiss.

“now for my gift?” he asked, as he pulled back, as he placed his hand on your cheek..looking at you. “you..and me..children..” You said, as you smirked at him. what you just said totally didn’t surprise him..he literally looked at you..like you said something so surprising. “wait..you want kids?” he asked, as he tilt his head..i mean..he’s literally done he’s been wanting this for how long??? for so long. “yes..that’s what i just said..me and you..children..” you said. smirking..you were proud you said that..without getting embarrassed, but for Syzoth he’s..a bit embarrassed by the sudden request to have a kid..but again he’s been wanting one.

“then why are we wasting time?” he asked, as he smirked..all his embarrassment left his body..as he was filled with excitement. he gently pushed you down on the couch..who’s got time walking to the room? y’all already in the living so..why not fuck there? W I know, but anyways Syzoth is going straight into it. kissing you on the lips, you kissed back as you wrapped your arms around his neck. Pulling him closely as you kissed his lips..like you were actually hungry for this man lips. Syzoth already made plans on taking off your clothes..he was really excited to actually have a family with you..to have a family where he can protect. but Syzoth should probably take it slow..so he cupped your cheeks with one hand as his other hand..quickly took off your pants..as he did that he slowly pulled back from the kiss..as he tilt his head at you..as he bit his lips..he literally wanted to dip in..and just make you pregnant and that’s what he literally did..for the whole night literally.

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I hope this is good..for my (not) first fanfic, but this is my first time writing on Tumbler. but i hoped you enjoyed this😝👹

[girlygguk]

I love the way you write ….BUT i think I don’t enjoy this oc this time. im not sure maybe it’s her being entitled and ungrateful to have someone like jungkook who always has her back and what not but yeah no she’s a whole red flag to me. i still enjoyed it though thank you so much for sharing your amazing work with us time and time again🥹🩷

awww baby thank u sm 🩷 nooo i completely understand where you’re coming from and excuse me while i take advantage of this ask to plead my case LMFAOO 😭 i get how oc could come across as ungrateful or entitled, especially next to jungkook who is consistently the one supporting and showing up for her. but we had insight into his feelings from the very beginning though, so we knew the depth behind his actions. ofc he didn’t do things for her expecting something in return- he’s a super caring person(when it comes to her lols), but we knew he loved her on a deeper level. oc’s story however had a different focus at first- her love for yoongi, which we knew she’s had since their childhood. we didn’t have that same lens into her feelings for jungkook, so i get why it might feel like she doesn’t fully appreciate him 😞 i knoww that it doesn’t excuse her for not showing more gratitude, but maybe… if i had written oc as harboring feelings for jk from the very beginning, we’d probably be more understanding of her behavior, her words, actions etc etc. harboring feelings for someone you’re close to but can’t act on because you’d rather keep hurting than risk losing them is the struggle both oc and jk face in different ways. jk and oc have always been very close, always doing everything together, and while oc and yoongi are also best friends, it's not quite in the same way as jk and yn are. depending on how you look at it, that dynamic could be veru damaging to both jk and oc. in jk’s case, he’s always had that intense closeness with oc, and while it’s not exactly romantic, it’s about as close to a relationship as you can get without actually being in one 😭 for oc tho, she didn’t have that particular type of closeness with yoongi. so while she leaned on jungkook to cope with her unrequited feelings, jungkook leaned on her to cope with his. as the story went on, we definitely got to see more of jk’s caring side than oc’s, so i absolutelyy see why you’d think she’s taking him for granted. but pleasee take my word for it when i say that oc would do anything for that boy. i really wanted to go back and expand on her feelings n show a little more of what jk means to her even before the confession, but as the word count kept going up and my motivation started to drain.. i had to wrap it up before i scrapped it entirely 😭 i genuinely had your exact concern in mind while posting though baby, so i gettttttt it 😢 and if y'all know my work, you know that simpyyyy down baddd jk is my go-to, but i almost always make sure the female lead is equally in love with him- even if she doesn’t show it as openly or expresses it more in her actions than words. but nitw!oc was a fucking struggleee. for the transition from friends to lovers to be even somewhat believable, i couldn’t make her feelings too obvious for jk from the start. i had to leave some room for her to grow from thinking she really loved yoongi to realizing what jungkook truly means to her as she starts understanding what real love feels like, and that.. she always had it.. which you start to see near the last third(?) of the fic <3 but godd, i really do appreciate your feedback angel and i totally get where you’re coming from 😭 like i was there toooo 😭 thank you so much for being so kind with your opinion and feedback, love u smm 🩷

[icyfox17]

they lost :(

do you want to write about them being friends?

I KNOWW I SAW IM SO SADWAJOIWE R:(( wails BUT HEY it was pretty close to 50/50 so im happ B)

also ty for the prompt i haven't written orphanduo in so long this actually made me really happy eueueu

It’s pouring outside. Absolutely pouring. A torrential one if you will. The wind is howling, and Techno worries for the safety of their house from the massive tree in their backyard. 

Techno looks over to where his dog is sitting perfectly at the front door, tilting his head back and forth. “No, Floof. We are not going on a walk in this weather. Are you crazy?”

Floof whines, before jumping up and down in a circle and barking. 

Techno gives him a deadpan look. “You are. You have finally lost it.”

Floof ignores him, and continues to bark. There is no way Techno is giving in to this tiny demonic ball of white fluff. 

Techno stands up, and instead of going towards the front door, he moves to the back one. He unlatches the lock, and waits for Floof to come running. Floof does, without hesitation, and Techno can hear the clitter clatter of his nails hitting the hardwood. When Floof reaches the door, Techno slides it open, and all of the sudden the pouring rain and rushing wind become much, much louder. 

Floof sits in front of the door, and turns to look at Techno. Techno is pretty sure he can see the despair in his dog’s eyes.  

“Yeah. Thought so. You’re just gonna have to wait it out bud,” says Techno as he closes the door, latching the lock.

Floof this time doesn’t argue, and instead lies down in front of the door whining.  Techno gives him a pat twice on the head before, going back to where he was gaming on his computer. He was mining for his new faction on the (twentieth) Minecraft server Skeppy had forced him to join. 

A flash of thunder rocks the house, and he looks back out at the stormy world outside. Really, he can’t see anyone going outside in this weather. He pauses, looking back at the Minecraft world on his computer screen. Unless…

The Blade

help

can u come over rn

Annoying Dumbass #1 whtat?!??!

The Blade

floof knocked over the bookshelf downstairs

can u come right away

i cannot pick it back up myself

Annoying Dumbass #1

how the hlel did floof di taht?!?! isnt he tiny?!?!?

The Blade

you underestimate how much force is in that tiny body of his

Annoying Dumbass #1

ur fcuking w me

The Blade

im not

ill give you the first piece of netherite i find on this server

Annoying Dumbass #1

…

fine, but istg if this is a troll techno—

It is. But Skeppy doesn’t need to know that until he gets here. Plus, Techno wasn’t lying when he told him he would give him the netherite he found. Techno isn’t that cruel.

Techno prepares them hot chocolate and popcorn, planning on gaslighting Skeppy that the whole reason he tricked him over was so they could watch a movie together, and definitely not because he just thought it would be funny to see him get soaked.

As Techno is mixing the powder into the heated milk, he hears a knocking on the door and grins. He finishes stirring, before grabbing one of Floof’s towels and walking to the door.

He opens it to reveal a completely soaked Skeppy. His hair is dripping into his face, and the thin wind-breaker he’s thrown on has been changed from the light aqua colour it normally is, to a dark blue. 

“You are so lucky I only live five minutes away,” Skeppy says, glaring at him.

“Oh Skeppy, what would I ever do without you?” Techno replies, taking a step back so Skeppy can enter his house. 

As Skeppy is taking his shoes off, Techno closes the door behind him, locking it before throwing the dog towel at Skeppy’s back.

It drops to the floor, and Skeppy picks it up. He’s about to rub his face with it, before he squints at it. “Is this Floof’s?”

Techno shrugs. “Maybe. You got a problem with that?”

“I’m not a dog, Techno!”

“Debatable.”

Skeppy throws the towel at Techno’s face, laughing. “Fuck you, Techno!”

Techno cackles back, before making his way to the kitchen, grabbing him the clean and human towel he had prepared before, and giving that one to Skeppy. He then goes to finish the popcorn he was making.

Skeppy follows him all the way through, and when he gets to the kitchen he pauses, scanning the living room where the singular bookshelf that Techno’s family has downstairs is. There’s silence for one moment before, “Oh, you’ve got to be shitting me.”

“You really have to get better at not being gullible, man. You give Bad shit all the time for it, but really man? You thought Floof knocked that down?”

Skeppy laughed. “Shut up, man! I hate you so much.”

“I’m still going to give you the netherite.”

“...Okay. I hate you a little much.”

“That’s not grammatically correct at all.”

“Fuck off.”

Techno finishes with the popcorn, and hands Skeppy the mug of hot chocolate he’d made him. “Let’s go watch Megamind.”

Skeppy takes it without hesitation, and follows Techno to the couch in the living room, with the very clearly knocked over bookshelf. “You could’ve just asked me to come over.”

“This was funnier.”

“You are the worst.”

“I made you hot chocolate and popcorn, and this is how I’m treated? Fine, next time you’ll get nothing in return.”

“No, no no no no— It’s great. Thank you, Techno.”

“That’s more like it.”

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

I came across how you liked silly childhood friend x protective childhood friend and the sun (whose actually the moon) x the moon (whose the sun) AND I HAVE TO SAY THAT ACTIVATED SOMETHING IN MY BRAIN!!!

I was wondering if you had more to add on that cuz that rlly resonated with mee and I wanted to know moreee abt what you thought 🥹🥹🥹 I need to psychoanalysis what it is exactly that makes these two tropes (especially when combined) so good!! Aaaaahdhs I rlly don't knoww- anyways thanks for reading and no pressure to reply whatsoever loll

ANONNNNNN I’M SO GLAD YOU SEE THE VISION YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!!! they’re very very dear to me…… i actually hadn’t thought of combining them until now but . that’s so bigbrained.

it’s a perfect combo too i think!!!! it’s so easy to imagine the silly childhood friend as The Moon (who seems like The Sun), and the protective childhood friend as The Sun (who seems like The Moon)….. that’s such a tasty concept. a person who seems very lighthearted and bright, but goes quiet when they feel like they can let their guard down…. maybe someone who’s a little bit detached. who only feels like they’re being themselves when they’re with their childhood friend. they’re a lot more sensitive and troubled than they let on, but when they’re with their other half they’re met with nothing but understanding….. there’s no pressure to perform, they can just quietly exist. they’re safe.

and then ofc the protective childhood friend….. who seems a little cold at first glance, maybe apathetic or a little mean. but they’re just so, so caring. so worried about their loved ones. doting and strong and just so, so warm!!! :((( once you break past their shell they’ll love you forever….. they might reprimand their silly childhood friend sometimes but they love them so fervently. they’d die for them no questions asked. someone who’s just very devoted, who draws prople in so naturally because they’re so charismatic even if they don’t realize it themselves….. they just feel so genuine!!!

AUGHHH I’M SO . it’s just so tasty. i think this kind of dynamic fits really well with satosugu (though i’ll die on the hill that they’re both Suns)….. satoru who seems carefree and bright and outgoing but he’s just reflecting borrowed light. and only around suguru can he let his guard down…. allow himself to be vulnerable…… the moon to his sun. i think satoru would much rather shine with suguru than shine all alone. he’d be the moon if he could.

[h5eavenly]

Helloooooo~~

Ok so I'm reallyyyy happy that Felix didn't talk in like a bad way to y/n and was kind to her while still saying no to her request

And I'm happy that he isn't like hyune's others friends and actually sees his love for y/n and want them to talk about it

But WTF JYP GOSSIP AND GO AND DIE WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU STAND IN THIS DRAMAAAAAAAA

Honey it hill this chapter made my heart heal a little bit 🥹🥹

But as always love the story and the writer, like how could you make a masterpiece and think it'll get 3 reads...

(Also I need me a Yuna irl)

Btw how are you doing my love? 🩶

-🧸

i knoww we love felix hes a real one👆 and idk its been a while since i wrote anything so i was like oh well this is gonna be shit😭😭😭 ty for giving it so much love tho :(( i'm ok baby what about you?

[twistedtavern]

P5 SELF AWARE AU POLL

I've been debating on what costume/theming to give Mishima in my self aware au! I have way too many concepts for him 😭 Here are the themes I'm most set with

Propaganda (Mild spoilers under cut):

Yes, I know that a Persona and Palace are huge parts that are connected to a character's personality and story, but HEAR ME OUT I am actually flexible with this

Bug: YES THE BUGGABOY!! I love him. I gave him kusarigama because bug. Also, due to bug, I can adequately give him the fighting style that is yeeting himself directly at you. I also think that the overall rot/decay theming is very fitting for the absolute atrocities that will occur there if I manage to not switch the plot around. Also, AM being his Persona really fits because of his arc revolving around spite and hatred, AND it has the added benefit of being able to spit out the skill cards Mishima hacks into his possession because computer. Idk I just really like bug Mishi, but I'm just not sure how to design him. Also heehee hoohoo computer bug hacker boy, pun intended and noted on his part

Pierrot: I KNOW I KNOWWWW I'M OBSESSED WITH UNWELL CLOWNBOYS AND I'VE SNORTED SAILOR MOON SEASON 4 LIKE ITS CRACK COCAINE SINCE CHILDHOOD I KNOWW!!!! But. I am incredibly attached to this one and I have drawn him like twice. Also, Joker parallels! And I get to make him tell this joke: "What do you call a flat detective?? A PANCAKE!" before trying to bonk Akechi to actual death. I'd need to find a proper Persona for him, most preferably clown-adjacent or from a black and white movie. NO I'M NOT USING STEAMBOAT WILLY (though maybe I SHOULD search old cartoons 👀)

Teddy Bear: I listened to way too much Psycho Teddy and then this creature came into existence. Really not sure about this one, frankly, because I can only imagine him with a full mask on like a mascot head and just straight up paws and that stands out a bit too much for me. He's cute though,, plus he and Player can be plushie friends!

Knight: Ah yes, back to basics. This was one of the first concepts I had for him, and frankly I just wanted to put this here for posterity. However, upon further inspection, this SCREAMS spite towards Akechi. 10/10 teammate behavior. ALSO THE SYMBOLISM GOES CRAZY? A prince, a knight, a dark lord, a king, and a strange creature,,, all on one team. This genuinely slaps I am NUTS over this after pondering it a bit

Not related, but WAGH im sorry I never got to posting about twst and p5 players im all over the place atm but!! I am trying to come back!

[kithtaehyung]

I'm reporting live from the trenches aka hiding in sweatpants guy's office to read the 3tanbbq and!!!I loved it so much it made me feel so many raw emotions! And I'm not only talking about the pure horniness and yearning between yoongi and reader, I'm tlaking about the bittersweet feeling of a sweet summer day with your loved ones, eating drinking swimming and just enjoying each other's company❤ yoongi and reader being horny on main was just the cherry on top🥵 if reader had let him, he definitely would have made them try on different sundresses and tear them all off of them🥵 I loved seeing all of them characters interact with each other and laughing and making fun of shiv and bro (lovingly)!!! I love seeing glimpses of the vmin secret romance and their love child yeontan😍 THE CLAW MARKS AND LOVE MARKS ON YOONGI THO THAT'S A WHILE DIFFERENT STORY I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE CONCEPT OF THIS MAN HAVING HIS FLAWLESS SKIN MARKED FROM HIS LOVER🧍‍♀️ and ryen I would LOVE to read about what happens next but I'm trying to compose myself bc I am this close🤏 to start kicking my feet and I might actually kick sweatpants guy's shin in the process🧍‍♀️ ily and I love 3tan!!!!! -3tandream

AHHH DREAM! i'm so dang late to answering asks so forgive me :')) you read bbq so quick argh thank you so much! i'm glad you were able to enjoy it (from his office???) and that you felt the feeling of a summer day<3 i wanted this one to be fun and if that's what you got from it, then hell yeah.

LMFAO yoongi and reader.... my god. they are adorable istg. also that comment about the sundresses HELLO?? i'm sliding down my gd wall rn.

the characters got to interact with each other!! compare this to fireworks when all the friend groups were separate :'))) puts things into perspective, doesn't it? and glimpses of shiv and bro and vmin and all the friends.. ugh. love them all.

THE MARKS ON HIS BACK I KNOWW oh god. of course people were gonna notice those... and yet, he still wore a tank. interesting choice by him, don't you think? makes you go hmmmmmm..

thank you for reading and lollipop is coming! mwahaha and we're all gonna perish hope you're ready :))

[thelasttime]

hi madie! nobody asked but i just want to share abt my life lately. Idk what’s wrong with this year but it keeps getting worst lmao. so i’m the same anon who got ghosted by the guy i met on tinder a few months back (after my birthday, to be exact). i started dating again after 3 mos of healing, this time a guy from work. We dated for 2 mos (june-august). Our dates were realllly nice, there were LOTS of pda and holding my hands and hugs and stuff. i remember on our first date he asked me if we could date exclusively (which i thought was too early back then) and i agreed. only for him to take it back on our second date. he said that he was emotional when he said that and that we should get to know each other first and be friends first (with holding hands and hugs and pda) to which i also agreed to (idiot). And that we should still be open to talking to other people. I really wanted him to be my first bf (because he didn’t have exes either). We both don’t have experience in relationships. But as time went on, he started feeling distant. Whenever i asked him abt us, he was always so unsure. He said he still don’t know if we’re compatible enough bc we have so many similarities. That really hurt. So i ended it a month ago. And when i sent the message about ending it, his response was “no hard feelings, ok?” And it sucks so much bc im the only one who seems to be hurting even though im the one who ended it. After crying for a whole month, I messaged him again last week (i knoww, im sorry i couldnt help it) and telling him i missed him (cringe) and asked him if he was just keeping me around before bc i was convenient to him and i also asked him if he just waited for me to end it. He responded and said “no, i think the feelings just slowly faded away.” Idk what to feel. I wish I never let him hold my hand or hug me. That’s what makes it even harder, to think that you were both acting like you’re together. Sometimes i think maybe dating isn’t for me. Or maybe i just keep choosing the wrong guy.

Im so sorry about this long ass ask, i just wanted to share what’s going on lately. Your blog feels like a safe space to me, tbh.

hi bestie :( it’s easy to get caught up in the really good feelings when they’re happening and even easier when the person is reassuring you!! i don’t think this is on you - you were just following what was happening and it’s on him for being so unclear and vague. i actually think it’s fine that you reached out again, if it helped you get closure and feel some sense of finality or clarity then that’s all worth it. do try dating again but take it at your own pace this time. know that it’s important to follow your heart and the good feelings but also to make sure you’re listening to your head too

[whenastrofell]

I cannot even remember where I learned most fandom vocab it's just part of me now-

I knoww I need to watch more and I need to make my family watch them with me- I've seen Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, My Neighbor Totoro, and Kiki's Delivery Service thus far- which are your favorites so I have some to check out first? :3

I care so much about the Jotakak egg comic actually like. It would have been my shit when I was a few years younger tbh. I think it was pretty cool of CLAMP to publish fan doujinshi too. The art is also really good (almost unfairly so). (And it's also really fucking funny lol.) Like man I can only dream of making something that iconic-

I read like. All of the CCS manga and then Clow Card (which I did not read) also ties in with XXXholic (my beloved, I need to reread that I loved it so much but after a while I couldn't find the books).

I can honestly see the appeal of any ship (again, spin a random wheel). It takes so little for people to sell me on things tbh- Jonadio isn't really my thing either but I think it's Interesting especially from a one-sided perspective on Dio's end? Also fanart of Jonathan and Dio as Giorno (sometimes divorced) dads is very funny to me- Again it's really not my thing either I just Understand The Appeal (Ig I'm lowkey just a chill guy like that. Or something. Idfk brainrot I feel like an old man). There's this one comic about one-sided Jonawagon that made me tear up and that's like. Most of my exposure to the ship and I just. I think about it sometimes.

I think my thing is like. I ship bruabba but I don't find it interesting in the same why I find other ships interesting. Like there's not a lot of their dynamic that I'm interested in exploring like I am other ships. What can I say I like to get my cork board and red yarn out sdlfjk;a- Like Futrish is a fun way to explore getting out of the mafia, guilt, etc. Giomis is a fun way to explore power dynamics and trauma. Giotrish is about... divorce for some reason. ...I could talk about Fumis for hours they mean everything to me. So for me Bruabba are just... there (Not that they're not interesting in general I'm just not interested by them).

Shackled together by the fate the universe chose for them caused me psychic damage and I think I ship Fugonara more now (A live example of how I'm very easy to sell on things asljdkf)

(You can't kill me till I finish my million multi chapter fic projects and visual novel nooo... 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️💨)

Yea!! It's also like... how different varieties of relationship could impact their relationship as well. Like somewhere along the lines my brain decided that if Giorno and Trish got together it would Not End Well but I think they'd get along as friends no questions asked. Fumis QPR is also very near and dear to my heart and it's Different than romantic Fumis to me (but also every relationship I write probably reads like a QPR because I don't understand romance B)). I just like thinking about characters and their relationships w/ each other only add onto that. (I think it also helps me be more tolerant of ships I have a bad gut reaction to if I think of why someone would like it too cause I think people are too quick to say awful things because of ships they don't like)

I can't dance either but I will learn the torture dance specifically for them. Forcing my friends who know dance to do it with me so it just looks like Fugo got dragged in late and hasn't learned it all yet-

Like I want to know what's going on the mind of whoever decided it should be that they're related. "We can't have these gay freaks, disgusting. They're siblings now." And then now it's just... gay incest- Like I get they cut scenes and stuff also but still-

I can talk for so long that my partner who doesn't talk much will get a sore throat after conversations with me 😭

You should totally ramble to me about ships you like :3 However many you like I’m just curious uwu

(I didn’t answer this as soon as I got it bc I was thinking about what to say lolz 😭)

tbh I like most ships as long as it’s not problematic or I find them weird/that they don’t have much chemistry. I also don’t mind poly or platonic ships (duh). I’d be sitting here all day yapping ab the ships I like/am okay w bc frankly it doesn’t have to strictly be character A X character B, I think it could also be character A X character C, etc. as long as it’s not any wrong. I won’t be going apeshit(/neg) over ships that I don’t like as much or have like a 2 year age gap. I mean, I think it starts to get weird when there’s 4 years of difference. I think people do too much when they hate on less popular ships smh if it’s nothing weird then let ppl have fun w their little kitty witties smh 😞

Huge yapping starts here vvv

Some ships I like tho r a lot of Ghibli movie couples in general bc they’re just super cute and I love the writing Ghibli does for its characters (I want what they have.). I also like Yukito/Yue X Touya and Syaoran X Sakura from CCS but that doesn’t mean I don’t also like Tomoko X Sakura (pretty sure Tomoko implied to like her anyway). I also like some other side ships from CCS but I barely remember their names bc it’s been so long since I’ve watched it and Netflix took it down 💔. CCS ships r cute in general I think, I’ve never seen any problematic ship (except that one girl X her fucking teacher. Pookie. You’re like 13. Don’t date ur teacher. And she was so pretty too bro why did they make her a questionable character 😭). And now. Getting to jjba my beloved. Since I unfortunately focus so so so much on p5 those are the only ships I’ll yap ab 😢. Huge honorable mention to Jonathan X Erina (jonaeri) tho they’re super cute together even if a lot of ppl said they barely have screen time and stuff :3. Anyway. Part 5. I honestly don’t care much about ships in la squadra as long as they had some form of interaction y’know (I don’t pay too much attention to La squadra anyway 💔). Usually ppl get really divided when it comes to Bucci gang ships tho. Honestly I’d rather see them all as a friend group that see each other as siblings to avoid all that shipping, but I admit I really like some pairings, like fugonara, bruabba, giotrish, futrish, naratrish, etc. I really don’t mind it that much (I don’t rlly ship mista w anyone bc I just don’t think there’s anybody matching his freak 😭). I mainly ship fugonara as you can see just bc to me it makes a lot of sense even if I also see them under platonic light. If there’s fugo, there’s narancia, and if there’s narancia, there’s fugo. I just find that rlly cute :3. I also like their backstories and how they tie together and the narancia death scene ripped my heart out in the anime so (IM CRYING AGAIN JUST FROM THINKING AB IT STOP 💔). Again that doesn’t mean I dislike the other ships, I just don’t pay much attention to them or think they had as much chemistry or time together. I love seeing my fave characters tho, so it’s not like I won’t like the content if there’s like gionara or something. Honestly I like seeing ppl have fun w their cutie patooties as long as it’s not too controversial, once again. It’s rlly a shame that ppl can jump at each others throat bc they disagree on a mere ship. It’s literally not gonna alter your life. Also, bc I say a ship some bucci gang characters doesn’t mean I don’t also ship them platonically. (I’ll type it like it’s ao3 tags lolz. Pretty sure & instead of / is for platonic, right?) I rlly like Narancia&Mista&Fugo (torture dance trio is literally the best friendship ever to me bc wdym you did a coordinated dance w ur homies to torture someone that’s so cool). There are also a few others, but they don’t come to mind rn (and there’s a f,y in my room annoying me.) You know what I think I gave jjba way too much attention. I also like Mimi X Sheshe (my fav lesbians fr 😍) from mermaid melody pichi pichi pitch. They tried censoring them by making them “sisters”, but they were blatantly and very obviously lesbians. Like vro. They are touching each other so homoerotically and have complimenting colours. And I think that’s most of it…

I don’t wanna make this any longer than it is so um. Yeah. This was a ramble. I didn’t realize it was so long lolz. But yeah it’s basically that :3

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50 More Interesting Questions

Rules: fill this out and tag at least one person you’d like to know more about! Or just fill it out! Or don’t! Answer only some of them! Make up your own questions! “What kind of requirement is that”, you ask? A reasonable one! Who am I to tell you what to do? Anything goes!

tagged by @o0w0o :3

i’ll be tagging from the start because i want them to know about me (because i consider you my friends ^^ ) : @dreamsinparadise @mellifluoussanctuary @tentori21 @nikkihime @o0w0o …

if other people want to become my friends too i absolutely don’t mind (i’m just extremly shy i can hardly start conversations lol …) 

it’s long so i’ll put it under the cut (i had to use my laptop for Tumblr to actually accept the lenth…wtf are you doing Tumblr…)

1. What kind of food can’t you stand?: when you find something that looks disgusting and not edible tell me…you can safely count that into the list of food i can’t stand.

2. If you could choose one minor inconvenience to never have to deal with again, what would you pick?: hair…. I’m sure most girls know what i mean because it’s really annoying.

3. Have you got any useless talents?: my lack of talents ?…

4. If you could be really really good at one thing, what would it be?: DRAWING… i wish i could draw … that’ll save me alot of trouble…

5. Name a few people you think are extremely good-looking: from real people none.

6. What was your favorite way to pass the time as a kid?: i don’t remember .w. …

7. What is something you’re proud of?: i don’t think i ever did something that i could be proud of.

8. What’s one character flaw in people that you just can’t tolerate?:empty pretty words… if you don’t mean something then don’t say it !

9. Do you consider yourself to be more of a leader or a follower?:i consider myself the neutral loner… but if i’m forced then … follower leading others is a pain.

10. What kind of student are/were you?:the normal average loner student who sits at the end of the class near the window who doesn’t say or do anything unless the professor decides otherwise.

11. Butterfly effect question! Has there ever been a seemingly minor decision you’ve made (at the time) that ended up having a profound influence on your life?: making friends that clearly are only after me because of what i can offer them and then betraying me and my trust when my period of usefulness has ended… that pushed me to the red line of almost creating a double personality which is still till now in progress…

12. Name your most irrational fear/aversion: I HATE BUGS… I DON’T SCREAM ALL THE TIME WHEN I SEE THEM BUT I CAN’T STAND THEM (i once needed to use my uncle’s bathroom but inside there were 3 FLYING COCKROACHES…. I just got out before even entering)

13. Are there any fictional characters you find especially relatable?: Saizo and Masa… My personality is a mix of parts of theirs… i feel like if i add a bit of yasu into that mix i’ll be fine dealing with anything coming my way…

14. If you drink, what kind of drunk are you? Alternatively, what sort of person are you at parties?:i don’t drink so i guess we’ll never know… and i freaking hate parties… loud noise, loud people, and clearly some people who can’t help interfering or forcing what i don’t want on me.

15. Do you fall in love easily? Or does it usually take a long time for you to trust someone?: i don’t fall in love…and i learned to not trust people… if you want it you have to deserve it.

16. Would you rather have one close friend or 100 casual friends?: one close friend… isn’t that the obvious choice anyway ?

17. Do you consider yourself to be more of a slob or a neat-freak?: in between i think…

18. Describe a place (imaginary or real) that you would find incredibly cozy: that background with the cherry tree we see in Saizo’s routes…

19. Do you have kids? If not, do you want them someday?:i don’t have… i wont have… and i don’t even want to marry… (people around me keep telling me « you have to be like this or that so you can marry » it’s really annoying… well guess what i wont freaking marry you can count on that)

20. What was your favorite book as a child?: i don’t remember .w. …

21. Name one thing you just don’t get what all the hype is about: hmm, depends on my mood… lol

22. Name one thing that you think is tragically underrated: i don’t know… i don’t care about ratings… if i like something than that’s it…

23. If you had to be glued to a person for a month, real or fictional (who you have never met), who would you choose?: that would be SAIZO… but i have a complaint about the duration… i want to be with Saizo all the time, not glued but just with him…

24. What’s something you’d like the chance to do someday?:GOING TO JAPAN !!!

25. Do you typically speak your mind when you have a controversial opinion? Or do generally prefer to not rock the boat?: i don’t speak my mind… i mind my own business.

26. What’s the dumbest fad you’ve been caught up in?:do falling unceremoniously from the stairs of my school count ?… i was in a hurry ok…and the person in front of me just abruptly stopped out of nowhere which made me miss my step… that was so embarrassing omg…

27. What’s something you thought was cool as a kid/adolescent, but now cringe at yourself for?: i don’t know… XD

28. What’s a trait you consider to be very admirable?: acceptance… accepting people as they are���

29. Is there a particular kind of item people always tend to give you as gifts? (For instance, people always get you things with ducks on them because you like ducks, etc.): i never received a gift… so i won’t know

30. Do you speak multiple languages? Which ones?:i do, leaving my mother language out (which i hate for no reason…) i speak French and English… now self-learning japanese when i have free time.

31. Would you rather live in the big city or the countryside?: countryside… i want PEACE AND QUIET.

32. Has there ever been something you were certain you’d hate, but ended up loving?: yes… though i don’t remember what it was exactly._. …

33. Do you mind being the center of attention, or do you prefer the spotlight to be on someone else?: definitely AND ABSOLUTELY NOT !  

34. Favorite holiday?: most of them

35. Are you a more go-with-the-flow type of person, or do you need to have things planned meticulously?: go with the flow xD

36. Is there something you loved so much you wish you could forget it and experience it all over again? (A tv show, book, series–anything.):i don’t want to forget it … but i want to experience it all over again.

37. What hobbies do you have?: OTOME … also cooking sweets which my mother doesn’t let me do…

38. If you could have a superpower, but it was only mildly useful, what ability would you want to have?: INVISIBILITY !! Don’t ask me why… i could spend days telling the reasons…

39. Something people are always surprised to learn about you: i don’t know… even mother doesn’t exactly know me… they only know what i want them to know…

40. Something that took you way too long to figure out: that if i want to survive in my society… i have to be always alone, indifferent and not trusting and to not freaking share my excessive kindness and sensitivity with people… because it hurts so much later…

41. Worst injury you’ve had?: i was once furious because of my professor at that time… after lunch at home father forced me to go cut a watermelon which I didn’t want to do… and because of my anger i ended up cutting deep into the skin between my thumb and index finger of my right hand… it hurt so much… and it took me a month to completely heal…

42. Any morbid fascinations?: i am not answering this

43. Describe your sense of humor:i don’t think i have it… probably sarcasm… but only inside my head.

44. If you had to be born in another era/place, which would you choose?:as long as it’s in slbp world, i don’t care :D

45. Something you are irredeemably bad at:DRAWING… which is annoying because i can’t get my OC drawn D : … and i can’t pay for a commission too TwT… oh well as long as i can imagine it in my head then it’s fine.

46. Something that sucked but you’re glad you went through: changing town every 3 or 4 years since i was a kid… thank god we don’t have to anymore…

47. Would you rather have a really godawful ugly tattoo in a place that is only slightly inconvenient to conceal with clothing (upper arm, thigh, etc.), or the coolest, most beautiful tattoo ever in the middle of your face? (Neither tattoo can be removed or concealed with makeup, and the ugly tattoo will deeply offend anyone who sees it.): both are HELL NO when i want one i’ll get it done where i want it and unless i’m certain it’ll turn out GOOD i’m doing anything… on the other hand i want to stay natural.

48. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist?: PESSIMIST TO A FAULT…

49. What would be the most flattering compliment someone could give you?: unless you absolutely mean it then don’t even think about saying it… because you are deceiving no one…

50. Something you feel people often misunderstand about you: everything about me… people paint me in the color they want to see me in… not that i actually do something to correct it… if people really want to understand me they’ll figure it out by themselves.