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#I really don’t have anywhere to vent#not any place I want to where my friends can see#I get worried about them worrying about me#but I’m starting to lose my grip on myself#my therapist and I are working to get me diagnosed with autism#and hopefully that’ll help#because I really need people (medical professionals) to know I need more support than they’re giving me#I thought the warmer weather was gonna help me feel better but I’m almost feeling worse#I don’t want to be a burden#but it feels like I’m stuck under a big heavy wet blanket#and I can’t get out from underneath it#I wish I could just sleep until I feel better
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Another wip i may never finish
#tbh im struggling to maintain passion for this story#i think it might be the characters weighing it down because they have so much baggage from their previous story#which suuccckkkss cause i really like this new iteration of their designs but#i need to be insane for something again like i was with shattered pieces#and i think that means creating some new characters#pan and clue were made in my highschool years and i adore them but#my tastes have changed! and its time to make some ocs that reflect that#and hopefully that’ll help salvage some of my interest in this story#because its already got a lot of my current interests baked into it#my art#art#artists on tumblr#gillymoon oc#oc: clue#oc: pan
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BLOOD MOON TONITE
#Don’t think I’ve ever seen one in person!#Hopefully that’ll be cool#I’ve been going to bed so late#and this won’t help at all#!!!#art#anime#land of the lustrous#houseki no kuni#hnk fanart#hnk phos#phosphophyllite#hnk lapis lazuli#hnk moon phos#hnk laphos#I spelled tonight wrong on purpose btw. Wanted it to look like the word fortnite
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When will horizonshine return from war?
sighs and looks out the window…when i return from war…
#the war being. life rn#and bad artblock i’ve had since this year started. going to attempt artfight hopefully that’ll help alleviate it#need some big changes in my life rn. maybe i’ll find it in me to take commissons soon i gotta get out of here#i miss rizi though….hopefully i can continue the comic soon i miss it#ask#anon
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okay i need some help, im doing to new york and there is 8 shows that i want to see and only 4 days to do it in. i cant decide which shows to prioritize, they dont all have matinees rip okay the list
the great gatspy
oh, mary!
death becomes her
cabaret
moulin rouge
lion king
little shop of horrors
pirates! the penzance musical
which ones would you pick? like top 4.
#i have seen little shop of horrors the movie but never like live#im not gonna say who are in which musicals cuz that’ll skew the data. im just saying raw material which 4 musicals would you go see?#I’m already seeing g/ypsy and hades town like those ARE happening no matter what so they’re not on the list#help me choose!#musical theatre#broadway#<- tags for farther reach lmao hopefully this doesn’t flop i literally can’t decide
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JODY MORSE - Marvel [full colour]
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Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @jacobseed @confidentandgood @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraesh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minaharkers @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @nokstella @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @tethrras @viktorgf @d-esmond @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel @imogenkol @auricfog
#my art*#oc: jody morse#artists on tumblr#marvel oc#mcu oc#spiderman oc#marvel#original character#character design#digital art#my ocs#oh hi there#back again with another finished oc!#only 1 more to go🤯#don’t talk to me I might cry#still got plenty of anime ones to do but still#here’s the science gal herself#I don’t have a word to describe her other than disturbed#you’re making tech to help disabled people and suddenly you’ve got someone controlling you and talking in your head#but then you don’t remember any of it after the event#crazy#almost as if I made her like that tehe#timid geek girl turned super villain who robs banks#I always say I might do more for them but then never do lmao#so don’t count on it#but I wanna play with my kids more once life has settled again#that’ll be like… mid April onwards (hopefully)#but yeh! hope you like !!
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Black women stop muling for the POCs and white women
#us politics#POC solidarity#us elections#just stay back#relax#and hopefully if we keep our mouths shut for once and stop throwing ourselves at every problem they have they’ll get whatever they voted for#screw POC solidarity#oh and don’t think the white women aren’t getting any smoke either#black women#black girls of tumblr#black women divest#divestment#2024 us presidential election#2024 us elections#black women I say it’s time to collectively return to our root worker and hoodoo days#because if we are going to be living in a country like this#you best bet we need all the help we could possibly get#and maybe curse a couple people but I’m sure that’ll come up at some point#blackblr#black girls#poc#people of color#black tumblr
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What a start to a day
#woke up feeling a little bleh with several potential culprits#nearly got run over by a van#and then nearly ran into by a person#that had BETTER be it#chatters from the nightsky#breakfast was good tho#and I got myself a gatorade so that’ll hopefully help too
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2 weeks at uni and I’ve already reached peak procrastination. I found masking tape and somehow decided that the best use of my time was to make a tiny Belphemon-sleep.
#I actually can’t wait till student finance have processed my dsa#maybe next year or something I should look for an adhd diagnosis? if I’m having this much trouble focussing and a cup of coffee doesn’t work#anymore as a way for me to focus maybe I should see if meds would help?#(when I got my autism diagnosis i was also told its possible that I have adhd. I’d privately suspected adhd before I considered autism)#like. some days I can focus. it feels like I’m balancing on a knife-edge and it’s very stressful#and I can’t do it on command or anything#but sure#seeing one piece of fanart with Boy from tts#and my whole day goes down the drain because I can’t drag myself away from the series#and listening to video game soundtrack helps but then if I do that too much I start feeling lonely but I can’t listen to a podcast because#then I focus on that above the work I’m meant ti be doing#and even then I might look up other stuff about the video game I’m listening to#and the worst times are when I become self aware and that really breaks my focus but I know I’ve got to keep going#and then at the end of the day I feel awful because I’ve done about 1-2 hours actual work in 6 hours#time I could have spend doing other work or#heaven forbid#enjoying myself#that was more of a rant than I expected#I’m doing ok I think#I hope#i know I’m not meant to compare myself with others#but I’ve done more work than my flatmates#and that at least makes me feel a little better#I’m going to get myself a coffee now#hopefully that’ll help me today#my goal is at least 200 words#then I can stop#actually autistic#autism#personal rant
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I’m so fucking it by on like half my body and I’m not seeing any clear bug bites. Am I breaking out in a rash or smth wtf
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So I just made this comment in Green’s newest YouTube post:

Because, well… yes, it is technically Green’s channel, but the rest of CG are involved too. From what I’ve seen, we’re fans of all of them, and I feel like they all should be included in this.
So if you want this to be what we’re called, help spread the word and make it the top comment ^w^
#AvA Influencer arc#AvA Green#AvM Green#AvA Color Gang#AvA/M#AvA/AvM#At the time I’m posting this… I commented 5 mintues ago#Hopefully that’ll help with finding my comment in the sea of other comments lol#(Let’s make the Color Gang name canon! /silly)
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Do have any headcanons on a Silktea wedding?
OKAY. ANON. I CANNOT APOLOGIZE ENOUGH FOR HOW LONG IVE MADE YOU WAIT FOR THIS. YALL. THIS ASK WAS SENT ON VALENTINES DAY. ITS BEEN ABOUT HALF A YEAR. I AM SO SO SO SORRY.
Anyways uuuhhh Silktea wedding hc’s :)):
* I know I’ve talked about this before but: flowers in Hunt’s hair and Sandy’s beard! Sandy also has his Mohawk laid down to one side and it looks very pretty
* Mo is the ring bearer
* MK and Mei are the flower people (it wasn’t planned originally but they drag Redson into it as well) ((part of me wants Goliath to also be a flower person but that’s simply way too many. But maybe he just carried the traffic light trio as they throw petals around lol))
* Spider Queen planned the whole thing (and she took in to account Sandy’s interests and aesthetics as well! Idk how she makes it (spider hunter and cat & tea loving sailor-therapist) work but I believe she can do anything)
* Pigsy is Sandy’s best man, ofc. I’m a bit conflicted on if Spider Queen or Goliath should be Hunt’s best man/maid of honor… hmmm…
* You decide lol
* Syntax programs a bunch of spider bots to serve as waiters/servers of sorts (MK takes some time getting used to them)
* He even made a robot cat as a wedding gift. Mo takes some time getting used to it
* Sandy cries. When he sees Hunts, at random intervals during the ceremony, at Hunt’s vows, at his own vows, etc you get the picture
* Hunt’s also cries during both vows, albeit a bit more subtlety than Sandy
* I think they both have bouquets. When they toss them each one goes to Spider Queen and Scorpion Demoness. They look to each other and smile softly (VENOMQUEEN WEDDING? VENOMQUEEN WEDDING!)
* Ofc all kinds of tea are served, but the kind Sandy originally gave Hunts is considered the Special Tea of the event
* Hunts: You know, food gifting is considered an act of courting in spider society Sandy: Really? Then I guess this was a long time coming then, huh? ^u^ Hunts, softly smiling: Yes, I suppose it was…
* A bit past the time I would probably put this but Hunts has to jump into Sandy’s arms to kiss him bc of the height difference lol. Syntax will never let him live this down
* Pigsy caters, ofc. Everyone is very well fed
* Let’s say Chang’e meets Sandy at some point and makes the wedding cake. How does it get from the moon to the earth? Idk, teleportation or something I just think they deserve a Chang’e cake (while on that topic let’s say she made the cake for the Freenoodles wedding too bc her and Pigsy are cooking bffs)
* Spider Queen couldn’t be happier for Hunts, even if he’s marrying a friend(?) of Sun Wukong’s
* Speaking of that monkey and his shadow counterpart: they both owe a lot to Sandy bc he probably helps them work out their issues and such so they help out a lot with the setting up and Wukong even allows the venue to be in a very nice spot on Flower Fruit Mountain. Macaque puts on some shadow plays for entertainment as well, mostly second hand retelling a of some of silktea’s moments (minus. The fighting. And such. Not the greatest wedding story lol-)
#silktea#silkteashipping#lmk silktea#lego monkie kid#lmk headcanons#lmk sandy#lmk huntsman#my headcanons#I forgot how I tag things help-#btw I wasn’t dead I was just way more active on Twitter but considering where that seems to be going…#might have to get back into the swing of things on Tumblr lol#I have like two mor asks and they’re about my au that I feel like I need to start over with but!!! that’ll get down eventually. maybe.#hopefully. soon…
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Juniper stop having hairballs in my bed challenge
#stopppp like seriously stooooop#switching her to a sensitive skin and stomach kibble soon hopefully that’ll help
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I’m in that mood where I need a hug but I feel like if anyone does I’m gonna break down crying. Fun times ya know.
#safe to say depression and anxiety are kicking my fucking ass again#I get Shadow and Silver added onto my tattoo on Wednesday hopefully that’ll help me feel better
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UMETAROU NOGUCHI - Demon Slayer [sketch redraw]
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Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @kanos @bbrocklesnar @confidentandgood @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraeshh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minaharkers @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @nokstella @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @alexxmason @tethrras @jamessunderlandgf @a-treides @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel
#my art*#oc: umetarou noguchi#artists on tumblr#demon slayer#kny oc#kny#demon slayer oc#my ocs#original character#character design#digital art#okay yes clarification: I have already drawn him but his original design always felt off to me#I loved how dynamic it was BUT#since developing him more I felt the smiling while he holds his sword didn’t sit right#he doesn’t like fighting… he didn’t wanna be a slayer… so being happy to do it wasn’t right#hence the new design#he’s more comfortable just chilling and being helpful#he’s also chaotic af so him looking calm while fighting… hmmm not it#as we speak I am currently rendering him!!#so will be finished soon hopefully#but honestly drawing is something I really wanna do atm but I’m struggling for mental energy#I keep waking up on the verge of a panic attack and I’m so defeated#just… wanna be chill again#but I doubt that’ll happen#anyway I hope you like the new version!#sorry for the semi mental dump
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I just showed considerable restraint and decorum on my end of semester feedback survey and I am very proud of myself
I only kept ONE of the scathing one-liners from my original draft. As treat
#This professor was openly unpleasant to me about my disability accommodations. Among other things#I didn’t want to mention it in my anonymous survey because that would be super identifying but also#it’s pretty egregious and I want the school to see it.#In the end I settled on some vagaries about ‘unprofessional response to a request that was well within my rights as a student’#Hopefully that verbiage manages to thread the needle between tipping to professor off as to exactly what it was about#And being so vague as to get dismissed by the school as a student whinging about not getting a grade bump or something like that#I don’t want trouble but I do want someone with real authority (ie not me) to tell him it’s not cool to treat people like that#Hopefully that’ll prevent him from behaving that way in future#also shout-out to my gf for helping me edit#svet.txt
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