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#i hate having anxiety#i'm so fucking scared about everything all the time#i have no sense of what will and won't actually be annoying or offputting#i just have the fucking smoke alarm constantly going off#and have to choose when to listen to it#and half the time i get it wrong#and when i do i feel like i want to die even when nothing bad is happening#because people have hurt me in so many different ways and i'm terrified it'll happen again#i'm never not stressed. just less stressed or more stressed#i don't know if it'll ever stop being this way#i don't know how much longer i can do this#he didn't even yell at me he just gently told me that what i said wasn't appropriate#and he's really not mad at me at all#but i feel like i've been Found Out#i always feel like that.#always.
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Small but significant character moments that I actually really adore are from both the times we see the boys as tots. There is a reoccurrence that happens in both of them that I find so incredibly interesting.
For the turtle tot short, Splinter leaves the boys with weapons. In the short, Raph is the one who suggests they do “what Lou Jitsu would do” and Leo is the one who takes point when Splinter comes back to reprimand them. Leo, in taking point, is the one to defend them and get Splinter off their tails.
And then, in the flashback regarding the Kuroi Yōroi helmet, Raph is the one who grabs and throws “Skully” as a way to replace their missing ball which breaks it into pieces, but Leo is the one who speaks for the group and rushes into action to fix the teapot.
I love this for multiple reasons, but the biggest are how it shows that Raph has always been inclined toward the bold and fun and making the plans to include his brothers in what he loves and believes they’d love, whereas Leo has always been inclined to be the “Face” of the group and shoulder the attention even if it’s potentially negative all while coming up with on the spot attempts to fix the situation.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo#rise Raph#rise leo#I really do love this bit of character writing a ton#again it’s so small but like this is consistent!#little Raph just wanted to have fun with his bros 😭#Leo immediately coming in with the save both times (and more - remember Bug Busters?)#I really love too how none of them pointed fingers like#it was Understood that Leo would speak for them#listen there’s a reason Leo is the Face Man and it’s NOT just because he’s got a pretty face#he can talk both himself and his fam out of situations and I wish we saw it even more because it’s amazing to witness#circling back to Raph his bold nature is something I ADORE about him but I don’t see it brought up a lot which makes me so sad#like this boy is a RAPHAEL he is bold!!#and it’s cute too how the other bros immediately go along with it too#imo the Raph in these tot flashback is the same Raph that glues them all together as a bonding exercise#side note but damn…Leo saves them from punishment in the tot short and immediately gets jumped 😔#but yeah man I think a Lot about the little dynamics between the bros and how those dynamics could have first came into being#Leo being the face of the team and having been it since childhood-#-makes all the moments of immediately choosing to sacrifice himself when HE royally messes up all the more notable#if it’s one bro or the whole group individually he’s more chill about it but often still lets himself be the talker to get them out of it#he will do his damndest to get his brothers and himself out of trouble but once they’re in it he’s in the front with a smile#his own safety be damned#Raph is actually the same in that respect - he’ll jump into danger fists first but all bets are off when a brother is in danger#and like how Leo’s been the face - as the eldest Raph has been the de facto leader of sorts#he’s the one who is shown to make up their games! and I think that’s very cute#anyway their clashing in the movie is so interesting for a lot of reasons but one of them is that it shows how-#-even a longstanding dynamic like Raph and Leo’s that’s WORKED for so long is still susceptible to flaws…and to time
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Please reblog this and tell me what songs you skip on reputation in the tags (or if you don’t skip any at all) I’m so curious!
#for me it depends because if I know I don’t have time for the whole album I skip ready for it/end game/call it what you want/new years day#and when I’m listening to it with my parents I always skip dress and so it goes#but in general if I’m choosing to listen to rep I usually listen to the whole album with no skips#autumn rambles#taylor swift#reputation
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for my money, labru is head and shoulders above other ships involving them simply due to the unmatched yap potential, i imagine them feeding off each other's energy like they're slipstreaming in mario kart until they start going fast enough to break the sound barrier
#dungeon meshi#dunmesh spoilers#labru#the Compounding Yap Effect#thinking about kabru wanting to understand the value of monsterhood despite how much pain they caused him ...#laios wanting to understand the value of humanity despite how much pain they caused him ...#none of this even mentioning how much kabru needs a person like laios to spur his character growth#kabru is a schemy schemer who schemes and it's one of his best qualities#but it's also what gets him killed over and over again in an attempt to get closer to laios and co when none of his usual tricks worked#it took until the absolute 11th hour where kabru HAD to choose#between potentially unlocking the secrets of the dungeon or giving it up to the canaries and losing his chance forever#if kabru had fallen back on what he knew he would have killed laios then and never got what he wanted#laios forcing kabru to be honest with his feelings#(a feeling kabru had buried so deep he was barely aware he had it in the first place)#is what finally gets laios to stop and listen#and he finally gives kabru enough of a reason to trust him and make kabru stop the canaries and give the party time to escape#and it's ONLY then that kabru is able to get what he wants#legit i cant imagine a more fulfilling ending for kabru than getting to directly engage his interest in a way that directly helps people#with someone who both needs wants and sincerely appreciates his skills#literally riding off into the sunset gay ass ending im#im going to be sick#day 28 being normal about them
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pruame dynamic
#listen I choose my ships on what would objectively be the funniest#do you think alfred still has a pavovlian instinct from when he was being trained in the revolution under gil#but instead it’s his Florida saluting#Gil uses a slightly authoritative tone on him and it goes o7#I put a bra on him just in case :(#tumblr keeps banishing me to the shadow realm on search results#I was gonna draw bruises and bite marks but it’s 3am and I have work -w-#my guy layin there like the dehydrated alien corpse#o(-( lookin ass#digital art#my art#commissions open#fanart#artists on tumblr#hetalia fanart#hetalia#hws prussia#hws america#pruame#amepru#I want to be very clear that in none of my depictions is Gil a top#I would never do that to my faves#I mean pruame in the sense that he’s clearly the boss#America x Prussia#alfred f jones#gilbert beilschmidt
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'vampires are bad at art', factoid just statistical error. most vampires are quite decent at their crafts. Marius De Romanus who paints like all his works were made by AI is an outlier and should not have been counted
#listen. I think Anne had SOME idea when she said it with that disconnected from humanity quality BUT#Lestat was clearly still good at acting and it's art so I think she was cherry picking and saying whatever#therefore this is my opinion#ALSO#they clearly have the emotional capacity to create#they just don't put in the work and that's not a vampire thing it's a 'too impatient or not interested that much actually' thing#except Marius who's technically masterful but has no imagination#also show vampires are able to make art. Sam wrote a Sam Beckett play. Santiago could act. Lestat could act and can sing.#Armand had questionable taste but clearly not talentless either.#Louis would have been good at photography if he didn't try to imitate someone else and got his hand at modern digital camera#so yeah#but show vampires aren't inhuman. they're ultra-human. too human. more impulsive more emotional#more concerned with morality despite pretending otherwise#(by concern I don't mean adhering to rules more purposely picking and choosing but aware of them at all times)#ANYWAY it's a joke post ✌️#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv
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我马上带你们回家,带你们回家……
SNOWFALL 冰雪谣 (2024) 1.13
#snowfall#冰雪谣#the shadow#如月#snowfalledit#userdramas#asiandramanet#cdramaedit#cdramasource#gao weiguang#ouyang nana#dong sicheng#vampires#gfx#tuserashinlae#useryd#lextag#userginpotts#roserayne#userkimchi#userjia#userinahochi#listen… this scene#GWG SIR YOUR ACTING#god it was still so difficult watching him 崩溃 and just be in utter despair#having to choose between his own freedom and the lives of the two people he cared for and who cared for him the most#i wonder what he was thinking of doing when he was telling them he’ll get them out safely was he gonna turn himself in?#bc god i will 100% believe it if he sacrificed himself and went back to that hellhole if it meant they could live#novel hinted he likely wouldve died if he'd stayed on the train#having marinated in this for a while i sometimes wonder which is the better ending bw novel & show god i can write a whole essay about this
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listen you need to understand my vision kristen and kipperlilly need to be rivals (enemies?) with benefits. you KNOW kristen would feel weirdly attracted to any woman she’s supposed to hate. i need kipperlilly to say something that makes kristen need a Hot Tub Moment while the ratgrinders and bad kids are fighting. i need kristen to win the election and then kiss kipperlilly when she goes to make some sort of villainous speech. and kipperlilly swears time and time again that she’s straight she doesn’t like girls but damn if this isn’t the most correct moment in her entire life. they’re both like ugh we hate each other so much that we have to hook up the logic checks out. but then they fall in love and oops! kipperlilly’s plans are foiled and once again lesbianism saves the day!
#yeah i just rewatched the catradora kiss#no i’m not okay#trying to make this as pg-13 as possible#I NEED EVERYONE TO SEE IT#me when i turn fantasy high into the doomed yuri show#listen if i can’t have my figayda i need other sapphics to hold me over#and it doesn’t seem like we’re getting canon fabragh#honestly if i had to choose between this and fabragh idk what i would choose#i may be insane#copperbees#kipperbees#kristen applebees#kipperlilly copperkettle#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high#fhjy#dimension 20#d20
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ddhdhjshdj forgot to post this but BOOMBOX MY BELOVED I LOVE THEM!!! /plat
i cant decide on how light/dark i want their skin to be so yea! alt versions under the cut (further rambling will be taken to tags) (i’ve decided that now…) (<- probably because i can write WALLS of text about my art and stuff if people let me) (i will GLADLYYY ramble in dms) (also tag limit jumpscare)
style practice </3
grrrgh i love this idiot they’re just so shakable
trying to draw chubby people too this is all just practice tho i’m still learning despite how long i’ve been doin art :,]
#me when i put scribbles random shapes and chappell roan lyrics in the background and call it a day#i mean… it works!#i’ve been listening to chappell roan a lot recently#she’s got good songs!!#anyways about boombox#i couldn’t decide on their skin colour so have this-#i’ve been trying to work on phighter’s personal designs for a while!#for some reason my brain wants me to draw them all in separate styles#<- working on that atm#i’ve got it written down for most actually!!#just need to set some styles for ban scythe and shuri#i’ve also practiced drawing dreads in this one cause i’m struggling a bit#i learn through observation though so we good :3#who reads these#projecting on this idiot btw that’s why there’s they/them in here </3#GHHHH I MIGHT CHOOSE MERMAIDS SOMEONE SEND ME TEAM PROPAGANDA#/silly /nf#||#art#digital art#digital illustration#artists on tumblr#artwork#phighting#phighting!#my art#digital artist#fanart#phighting fan art#boombox phighting
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Shimmer & The Glorious Evolution: A Love Story
We can see how a specialized high quality strain of Rio's shimmer can alter the biology of living organisms to make users produce their own shimmer, as is the case with Jinx. So what will happen now that Rio's specialized shimmer has been exposed to an artificial life form, i.e. the hexcore?
What Has the Hexcore Done Without Shimmer?
Prior to the hexcore's exposure to shimmer infused blood we've only seen it capable of releasing short bursts of massive energy when Viktor experiments with it.
When exposed to human blood the hexcore reacted by "consuming" a drop of it. The blood effected the entire magical dimension the hexcore connects to by turning it to a shade of purple similar to the plants found in Singed's cave.
Later we see that this newly blood infused hexcore's magic turned purple and is able to not only react to organic matter such as plants, but stimulate their growth in turn (not for long of course). The affected plants also take on the purple tinge similar to the hexcore's magic.
What Have We Seen the Shimmered Hexcore Do So Far?
Once Viktor exposed the hexcore to his shimmer infused blood it was capable of producing a longer lasting stable state with its test subject twice. Initially, what exactly happened to Viktor's leg was up to interpretation, but later on animators in Bridging the Rift confirmed that Viktor's new leg and hand are made of metal.
This means that the hexcore took Viktor's flesh and shimmer infused blood (more than the first time) and exchanged it for an arcane/shimmer configured metalic replacement. His skin is gone and we're looking at what his muscle has been converted to.
The transmutation of Viktor's hand and leg into metal could have only been facilitated through the use of shimmer. It was likely the remaining shimmer in Viktor's system that prevented him from being absorbed into the hexcore. Without a sufficient amount of shimmer, a regular human hand does not equal a shimmerized arcane metalic hand. The flesh, bone, and blood of an entire adult woman and a pitance of shimmer is worth the hand it provides.
What Will Happen Next Season?
The further the hexcore directly interfaces with organic matter the more similar it becomes in appearance and ability to shimmer. Where it improves health and strength at increasing biological costs. Once Viktor realizes that he's missing the "Inspiration" rune, the rune matrix will finally be complete and reach a "stable" state.
A "stable" state could mean the hexcore could reliably interact with and alter organic matter like Rio's shimmer is capable of. Based on the notes Sky left behind, her research focused on plant biology. In theory, a "perfect" hexcore could not only stimulate plant life to grow impressively, they could be durable enough to survive in extreme environments like Zaun.
While there is evidence that shimmer and its byproducts can enhance plant growth, especially in Zaun, there is a catch. Any plant affected by a hexcore corrupted by Rio's specialized shimmer would be altered in a way that makes them capable of being producing shimmer independently.
Just from Viktor's experiment with a hexcore exposed to a single drop of blood, the plants began to glow purple like the plants Rio would eat and break down into shimmer. Except, like Jinx the hexcore would pass down its own strain to the plant subjects that's compatible with the hexcore's "exchange" requirements.
But why would Viktor want to create plants capable of producing MORE shimmer for Zaun. Simple! Without shimmer you can't get... The Glorious Evolution. It's already been mentioned that Viktor's limbs have become metal, and to make his transformation complete he'll need more shimmer. For others to become like him, he needs more shimmer.
but...
Who Would Be Willing to Follow the Herald's Path?
Shimmer addicts like Huck and those who live in the sump with dying flesh and residual concentrations of shimmer in their bodies could be "healed" from their state of deterioration through the hexcore.
In Bridging the Rift we actually saw an unfinished clip of Viktor reaching his metalic hand to reach out and grab the face of a shimmer addict. Upon further inspection of the unidentified character's scars, we can guess this is Huck.
There's also the underlying culture of flesh sacrifice in Zaun, which is actually in the same vein as the Church of the Gloriously Evolved. In League, specifically through Camille's lore, the Church of the Gloriously Evolved actually exists outside of and likely before the Machine Herald came to the scene. The Church's roots even stretch into both Zaun & Piltover.
They believe that you must sacrifice something close and dear (like diseased flesh) with the faith that something better will take its place. Splinters of this organization likely made Silco an object of worship admiring his power and assuming the shimmer he brought was the miracle they sacrificed so much for already. Without Silco and his shimmer, Viktor and his hexcore would become the Church's new object of adoration as they bring shimmer AND immediate transmutation.
Finally, there's Sevika. In the tarot seen, Sevika drew a winning hand with a pair of card, Death and The Magician, that resemble Jinx and Viktor respectively. The scene may foreshadow that Jinx and Viktor will be the trump cards to win her Zaun's independence. But How will that work with Viktor?
You could argue that Sevika could bring Viktor in to repair her arm, but there's an entire industry backed up by a chembaron, Smeech, to fulfill that need. Viktor's going to need to bring something new to the table to be brought into the fold, and that could be shimmer infused plants and the "healing" properties of the hexcore. And I'm sure Sevika's pragmatic enough to know that for Zaun to survive Piltover's retaliation she'll need to bolster her resources in manpower and shimmer... lots of it.
Whether Sevika will be able to handle the cult of personality around the Machine Herald, especially if Jinx ends up siding him is a whole other discussion.
#arcane#viktor arcane#one could argue that shimmer really is just a medium for organic life and the arcane to interface with and if the arcane itself had any for#of sentience it would likely encourage the proliferation of shimmer to further integrate itself into Runeterra's physical dimension#but that's void talk#this was supposed to be a post about why ekko would come to hate viktor but that got away from me again#listen all this just means viktor's going to reinforce shimmer into Zaun's foundation next season#the machine herald will probably become a chembaron or THE chembaron like how jayce the Hero of Tomorrow became#a councilor for arcane#a lot will happen next season#is there any real difference between the void and the arcane?#i understand there is previously established lore that I HAVE read through#i just choose to follow the hints within the story rather develop meta backwards by looking at lore at forcing arcane to fit#arcane meta#shimmer is what you get when mix organic blah blah blah all up in your arcane#viktor and jinx
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gang do you think *checks list* 22 love interests is too many?
#sophie speaks#im not actually listening btw i have never made a decision in my life and im not about to start now#routes are for babies we do mental gymnastics here#i am. if not clinically insane at least a little ambitious#i write for the girls that would go 'wait i changed my mind' 30 times as a kid when they had to choose which icecream theyd get#no this isnt a personal anecdote#(lying)#fr though at like gelato places i get like 5 different taste tests and id get more if i thought it wasnt such a social crime
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i have this headcanon that the doctor didn’t even try to find melody, because he knew finding her meant sacrificing river. sort of like the old amy/young amy problem in “the girl who waited”, but this time he chose the older version
for a better headcanon i like to believe he asked river what she wanted, and she told him not to find her. because at least then it’s her choice
#doctor who#doctorriver#river song#eleventh doctor#elevenriver#hope this is a safe space lmao#but the guilt in his eyes when he’s listening to amy’s voicemail……#i think he spent a long time trying to decide what to do#because he knew amy and rory would choose melody#and it’s really not his decision to make. it’s amy and rory’s and RIVER’S#i mean it is his decision cause he’s the guy with a space/time machine but really it should be up to river#hence my second headcanon about it being rivers choice#but either way that choice meant that river would have a horrific childhood and amyrory lost their baby/the chance to raise her#so he lies to amyrory and tells them he’s looking for melody#because they can forgive him for failing to find her and for being the reason she was taken in the first place#but he’s not sure they’d forgive him for having a chance to save melody and choosing not to take it#and he can’t stand the thought of losing them#he can’t stand the thought of them hating him#so he lies#rule number 1 😔
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I love that Cosmo and Wanda have separate beds yeah I could never share a bed every single day for the rest of my life. Besides, Cosmo wanted a race car bed!!!!!! It's not fair for him not to have a bed he loves and it's not fair for Wanda and her princess bed either! They're literally magic anyway.
#plus that just means they get to choose when to sleep in the same bed like a sleepover#when they want to be close!!!!! and still have the things that make them happy!#separate beds are marriage savers trust me Ive dated two people in my life#but fr I have two blankets whenever I share a bed for whatever reason everyone gets to be happy and warm or cool or weighted listen#AND LISTEN AGAIN THEM CHOOSING THEY WANT TO FALL ASLEEP TEGETHER#cosmo loves wandas princess bed too he just also needs his race care bed#hi thtis was spurred on by a screenshot from A New Wish where they poof to hazel in the middle of the night and theyre in two beds#boring standard beds but in the OG series they had fun beds and I like to think they just need/prefer different things to sleep#anyway. they love each other. even when they didnt really like each other in the og they werent in separate beds because they were upset#i also refuse to acknowledge the absollute amount of spousal hate in the og series. justice for wanda and justgice for cosmo but in the way#that he would#NEVER SAY THAT TO HIS WIFE.#fairly oddparents
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I was born in 1989, reinvented for the first time in 2014, and a part of me was reclaimed in 2023 with the re-release of this album I love so dearly… It's been waiting for you. 1989 (Taylor's Version) | Oct. 27, 2023
#taylor swift#tswiftedit#tswiftgif#1989#1989 taylor's version#userelena#userleah#I said to myself 'make it 1989 but also make it lover aesthetic' when I opened photoshop lol#so I guess this is it ;'p#oh and one thing: the point of this series of TV gifsets of mine is to use newer contents to fit the old tracks but#I srsly DON'T KNOW WHAT TO USE on Is It Over Now? & Bad Blood remix#We don't have much since post-Lover era :/#sorry for the lack of punctuation on the song titles this font wont let me but I want neon fonts :(#my favorite vault track is “Slut!” it's hard to choose tho I love 'em all#at this point listening to Now That We Don't Talk and controlling my urge to get up and dance
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Hey guys. You know that ball of yarn Frost has? What if the ball of yarn came from his hometown? What if it was one of his favorite toys before leaving for the psionic order? And now it’s the only thing he has left from his homeland? I mean, we know that Frost carries quite a bit of seemingly meaningless objects with a lot of sentimental value (like the robes and the whistle), so it wouldn’t be out of character for him.
#anyway the next chapter of the Gricko fic is gonna be a lot sadder#than Kremys chapter was#sorry but also. I want to show that Gricko can be a good listener if he chooses to be#and also show why he and frost are so close aside from#their shared sense of humor#I mean look how Gricko acts to Torbek when faced with his trauma#I imagine he acts toward frost in a similar manner#we just don’t really get to see it in the campaign bc they’ve known each other for years at this point#and the worst of frosts traumas have already passed#same with Gideon#anyway#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#morning frost
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what kind of sauce are they putting in the link click audio drama. HELLO? THE LITERAL LAST SCENE OF THE LAST EPISODE?
程小时: 说起来,我们第一次见面,也是在篮球场吧。 陆光: 是啊。 程小时: 你我本无缘,全靠一颗球。 陆光: 我就不该答应你比那场。
cheng xiaoshi: speaking of which, the first time we met was also on a basketball court, wasn't it? lu guang: it was. cheng xiaoshi: (half-jokingly) you and i weren't meant to be [lit. "originally have no fate"?]. this is all because of one basketball. lu guang: i really shouldn't have agreed to play that match.
(the important bits are from google translate because i am bad at mandarin. also i did transcribe this off just the audio + i don't have access to captions or know where to find official transcripts. so i hope i got this right 🙏)
#am i crazy for being insane about this exchange am i crazy. i think i might be crazy#i cant read lu guangs tone on that last bit of dialogue hes too deadpan all of the time so i cant tell if hes joking. but like. HELLO??????#actually i will try regardless. im of the opinion that he in fact was not joking. his tone of voice feels softer than when hes sarcastic#+ the 2 full seconds of pause before. still hes so deadpan usually that cheng xiaoshi probably just takes it as a joke#seagull.mp3#link click spoilers#this show is mean#i will in fact maintag this. its important#link click#cxs#lg#idk i have an insane crack theory that maybe lu guang wasn't actually intending to befriend cheng xiaoshi in this timeline (jumping off of#duck's insane crack theory that maybe the only way to save cheng xiaoshi is if lu guang never meets him) but cheng xiaoshi surprised him by#1) inviting him to join the game 2) saying all that stuff about passing the ball = trust. and wouldnt it be beautiful to have that sort of#partnership for life. in the sense that if the only way for cheng xiaoshi to be saved is to never meet lu guang then cheng xiaoshi cannot b#saved. because he will choose lu guang and their partnership in every timeline.#my source for this is vibes. and the stuff haolin was saying (?) about cheng xiaoshi already feeling some sort of connection to lu guang#during their “first meeting” in this timeline.#anyway yeah. link clicker agents you should listen to the audio drama if you havent already its good !!#beyond the mandated once per episode “lu guang wtf are you up to” moment the individual stories r also really really nice#and the trio shenanigans :]
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