#and gonna miss my husband so much
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#also like anytime my husband goes away my parents get so much worse#they don’t say as much or start as much shit cause they know he’ll call them out on it#but when he’s not here they’re so much nastier to me#so not looking forward to that either#it’s thankfully a short work trip but still#not looking forward to being treated worse when they’re already causing problems atm#and gonna miss my husband so much#I’ve been having a flare up with the long covid the past few days- I think from the wildfires making the air so bad#so I’m coughing a lot again and not really sleeping much#but I always have a hard time sleeping when he’s not here so about to get even harder to sleep#I’ve been averaging about 3-4 hours a night for the last week and I’m exhuasted#doesn’t help that I worked 6 days last week 🙃
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top 10 moments before disaster (dazai is about to step on his toes)
#day 9547860367 of drawing them in the hopes that the next chapter will be ada reunion. we will see.#ALSO HELP slamming my head into a brick wall i'm gonna get cancelled for glasses erasure one day istg. i'm sorry kuni#watch me once again exaggerate a barely visible height difference in canon bc idgaf dazai should get to be short for once in his life#anyway i hope skk eats shit i want knkdz back i miss them so fucking much#i pray and beg and sob every night kneeling at my bedside for dazai to go home and see his husband and son again#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#lotus draws#uughhhhh posting at ungodly hours AGAIN this is gonna catch up to me one day istg
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mating press with toji but he can't keep still, he'ss fucking u so hard that your still managing to get pushed up higher on the bed and he just chases you up the mattress until ur cornered on the headboard and he's just growling, telling u to stop running away from him even tho you arent !!!
PLEAAAAAAASEEEEEE🥴🥴🥴🥴 HE'S SOOO DEEP INSIDE YOU AND HE'S SOOSO HEAVY ON TOP OF YOU IT'S SO FUCKING OVERWHELMING AND IT JUST FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD THAT IT HAS YOU SOBBINGG
you're both covered in sweat and it's all soooosoo messy like the slick sounds that come every time he slams his hips into yours are just fucking filthy. and you are trying to back off a little, just a little because you can't even breathe properly but then he's there. still right on top of you, his big thighs pressing down against yours while his one hand supports his upper body and his other goes to cradle your neck. and then he presses his forehead to yours, his dark eyes glued to your teary ones. you're not going anywhere now. he's got you locked in this delicious position and it's enough to push you over the edge again. so you're crying out under him, your body twitching so hard bc it's just too fucking much that you feel like you're almost gonna pass out.
but he fucks you through it, his raspy voice praising you – telling you how good you are for him and how good you feel. telling you that he loves you. as he cums, he pushes his hips into yours one last time and then he stays there, pressing sloppy kisses all over your face bc he just needs to make sure that you feel his love<333333333
#and the aftercare is gonna be so fucking sweet too hooooly fuck#husbandtoji husband toji husband toji husband toji husbnad toji husband tojiiii#lunnie i love him so fucking much i feel like i might die#/srs#AAAAAAAAAAAA#THIS IS SOOOOSOOO FUCKING HOTTTT#FUUUCKKKKFUCKFUCKKK#THANK YOU FOR THIS TREAT MY ANGEL#YOU'RE AMAZING#AS ALWAYS:3333#TOJI PLSS COME HOMEEE I MISS U SMMMM:((((#ALSO LUNNIEE ILYYYY!!!!!#lunar <3#friends!!#toji#toji smut
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The Heart wants what it wants.
#aphrodite#helen of sparta#greek myth art#trojan war#the iliad#judgement of paris#the alt caption was gonna be 'the apple of my eye' but I decided on this instead bc I like the multiple meanings you could infer here#also fun fact: 'The Heart wants what it wants' is a Emily Dickinson quote from a letter she sent to her friend regarding how much the#friend missed her husband who was away at the time. So yeah. Extra fitting for this don't you think :')#Anyway. This is the first time I've posted my aphrodite design on here! I'm not surprised it ended up being a toxic yuriliad piece tbh#you can interpret the imagery and symbolism however you like. just know this was the tamer idea of the two involving golden apple(s)#one day i'll attempt the other idea because I like it too. both are very sapphic and gay so you haven't missed out much I promise 💜#yay for conflicted feelings! hooray for tragedy and love and angst and desire! yippee!#what if a woman was in love with two men (and a goddess).#and what if a goddess loved a mortal woman and knew her heart like the back of her hand. and had her wrapped around her finger. what then.#capri_art
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I know the drama already ended, but I'm kinda still here
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Huiyeon touching Eunho's ear then using his flustered-ness to hold his hand...her rizz is untouchable
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#PHEWWWW HI GANG#im writing this via tumblr web so bear with me but i hope everyone’s 2025 has started off well so far !!!!!! a lot has happened on my end#(the good and the bad but we are thugging it out!)#i’ve received very wholesome messages from my lovely moots which i’ve taken a sneak peek of and will be replying to when i get the time !!#anywho! i don’t know when i’ll be back on here bc my creative juices have been DRAINED so yeah :C i didn’t wanna leave completely so i#archived my acc for a bit while i sort things out :3 — my reason for doing so is mixed really. more on losing motivation and just basically#stuff to worry about irl BUUUUT i missed you all so much and me being here and making a post means its kinda getting better on my end so ya#prob not relevant but i’ll enable my asks again if anyone wants to leave anything so that i can come back to it again when i log on sjdnksj#also also i’ve been watching ‘the apothecary diaries’ s2 and its so amazing !! i also started ‘a sign of affection’ and let me tell you how#much i was kicking and rolling around my bed KSNDKSJ#gaming-wise i recently pulled for c0 arlecchino but lost her weapon to clorinde’s weapon 😭��🏼 but shes amazing and i love her gameplay sm!#AND AND OMG LADS.??. WELCOME BACK CALEBBBBBB OMGGG i havent done the main story yet but i’m excited !! i know ppl have mixed feelings over#him and his actions but hes so up my alley so ik im gonna be eating it up hehe. i did manage to pull for his standard 5 star which is#exciting too !!! anyway i want to try and get back into writing again because my mind has been brewing yet another heavy chrollo angst 😽#(i love putting my husband through grief)#or maybe i’ll start w finishing off a couple of loose ends from the fics i never finished 😭 (i’m so sorry)#welp that’s all from me !! i love u all <3
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the final tf2 comic lowkey got me emotional it was everything dude i love it so much
#tf2#tf2 comic#i dont have words rn to describe it even though i read it hours ago#im still thinking about it#could of had medic and heavy doing it sloppy but thats for after screen credits /j#THE FUCKING TRIBUTE TO RICK MAY AT THE BEGINNING#THE BEGINNING IN GENERAL OH MY GOD#FUCKING fdesfred ???? it just hits so hard#just helen there with her dead parents switching through scenes because she doesnt even remember#and miss pauling realising what shes been up too and like doesnt give her the australium#miss pauling im so sorry you had to see and go through that#i love you girl#OH AND THAT SCOUT CAME TO TERMS THAT HE WASNT GONNA BE WITH HER#AND HIM ENDING UP HAVING MULTIPLE KIDS AND HAVING DEADBEAT WIVES#LIKE HIS MA HAD WITH HER HUSBANDS OH MY GOD#and spy fucking taking off his mask but still not saying he's their grandpa but just jeremy's co worker#like theres so much dude idfk like damn#merry christmas
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The Fashion of Minx (season 2) - Doug Renetti
Costume design by Marie Schley
#minx#minxedit#tvedit#minxfashion#mine#gifset#i'm relieved this turned looking well because colouring this season is a pain in the arse#gonna miss my husband so much rip to the hottest and best dressed character in all of tv </3
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Shuu: *in a voice of someone who'd start WW3 just for you* get out of the infirmary sensei
#iwamine shuu#kawara ryuuji#papaiwa#Yes this is referenced from then in Mirror#Your husband is alive and yet you are still so cold to him#BIRD DOCTOR I SWEAR TO THE HOLIDAY STARS#YOU LITERALLY MISSES HIM AND GRIEFS FOR HIM IN EVERY OTHER TIMELINE AND YET IN THE ONE UNIVERSE WHERE HE'S ALIVE YOU KICK HIM OUT OF YOUR#OFFICE?! IM GONNA STRANGLE YOU WITH MY BEAR HANDS-#YOU BETTER TELL HIM HOW MUCH HE MEANS TO YOU BEFORE I LOSE ITJDBBJABFVEJJE#Also this post is Ryuuji's POV
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🤷🏻♀️ meh
#having a lot of feelings once again about things that can’t really be solved#just feeling lonely af - in a romantic sense#i’ve got amazing friends but i just want more#i want it so much to have that again i feel like im gonna choke on it#im terrified that this is it for me#i had my chance and someone who loves me and it’s gone#it’s funny because i don’t miss having someone that loves me - i miss loving someone#nothing in my life is coming close to allowing that to happen though#working a dead end office job#still living with my ex husband (who still wants me back)#brought my dad to live with me because of how things were back in brazil#living in a country that just feels like the middle of nowhere where nothing happens and everything is too far and too expensive#and feeling very ungrateful because i do have a great life#i shouldn’t be complaining and i shouldn’t be feeling like this over *romance*#but i am#and i can’t do anything about it#i can’t just talk this through and i can’t just work on it#it’s just how it is and how it’s going to be#at least i can bury myself in fics and ignore all of this until the next time i have too much time on my hands to think about life
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I love Floch what they did to him was not fucking fair he should've survived i love him so much I've been grieving over it that was my Floch oh my god my hearg actually hurts no what the fuck he should've lived shit up he deserves to be in heaven shut UPPPP SHUT UP AUUUGGGGHHHHH he was a survivor fuck all of you he was so AUUGHGHHHH im like dying he's so special and precious and awesome he's perfect in every way
#fuck you#floch forster#aot floch#Floch#i love him#I love Floch#I love Floch Forster#floch my beloved#i miss my husband#i miss him#why him#he deserves the world#he deserves so much better#im sick#aot#attack on titan#my baby#my husband#so cute#im going to kms#i hate it here#floch appreciation#im listening#MORE FLOCH#FLOCH REDEMPTION#he was a good boy#R.I.P Floch#im gonna cry#im gonna throw up#i feel sick
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I kinda feel bad that I haven’t focused on Star in a bit . but we cope bc ik he’s always in the back of my head even if my main attention isn’t on him
#and hearing yall call me the Astarion mutual makes me feel so happy too so yay !!!#like yes that’s me !!! the vampire kisser !!!!!! <3 fills me w so much joy <33#bg3 is simply not my biggest fixation rn and that’s okay :[ !!! im gonna see if i have time to play it tomorrow >_<#i do miss him tho . I miss his face n his cute accent n the way he’s always so expressive#he’s my husband and that’s not gonna change !! light of my life !!!#it’s kind of crazy how he n vik n toru have . the biggest places in my heart. they’re just incredible.#it’s not like I love any of my f/os less.. but them? they’re my world /srs#okayyy that’s all my brain has to say . goodnight :]#📸┆luvie rambles#🩸 ✮⋆˙『 darkstar’s kisses 』#safeship#proship dni
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ugly crying so much rn
#paz#paz vizsla#the mandalorian#the mandalorian season 3#i miss him so much#my husband is dead and who s gonna tell our child about it#screaming crying throwing up#why should it happen#god why are you so cruel#i will never cope from this
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Hi bitch ive been busy. I forgot to share a sad beats so there and is link thats not bandcamp: https://push.fm/fl/0OKVK8cK and then a link that is bandcamp: https://samzabala.bandcamp.com/track/sarong-banggi my shit aside from sad beats and its just nerdy coding shit: https://samzabala.space/projects/piano/ https://samzabala.space/projects/ghoststoriesdubipsum/ I got interviewed too: https://boldjourney.com/news/meet-sam-zabala/ i love you 🙂
#muh song#opm#bicol#ive also been binge rewatching naruto from the og series and shippuden to boruto and i may have lost my mind#ive full circled and kakashi is my husband once again#one of the founding daddies of my girlhood awakening#dear god#gaara is my son u guys#i forgot#how slutty i was for this anime good grief#and i watched neji die again so that was not a good time#i miss kuya neji#sasuke is actually an ugly little child waow payt me#it ok my dude all kids are ugly anyway#how the fuck u let ur boogers dangle your nose like that all day nauseating#also after rewatching sai is not so bad hes top tier now for mee#im gonna shove it up my ass but only partial of tha naruto's ipad kid era part#i hate boruto so much im going to see it through#ok goodnye again#wait i need to pee#Spotify#why is tumblr's ui even shittier now#stop shitting bitch
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seeing photos of a time when i was the happiest and mourning being 14 :')
#and now knowing that my best friend was the lowest she had ever been#i love her so much i want to go back and give her a hug#bc its all gonna be okay!!! shes now doing her masters and is happy w her husband !!!#yesterday i dresmt about her being dead so the timing of my mom sending the pics is great#i havent seen her since november i miss her#ALSO i know most people hated being 14 but that was the happiest time of my life!!!!!#before high school...... having a large friend group........#our 10 year graduation anniversary is this year.........#i love being an adult and having freedom but why cant i be forever in middle school with my friends#nett rambles#shit i havent taken my meds in days FUCK
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