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trafficpan-ic · 11 months ago

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I dont get it I really dont i did everything how im supposed to do it

#im so tired i cant anymore I really just cant anymore #my body feels like Its dying #ive never been awake and being so tired before #if i say im only crying I mean screaming crying Not just sipping #tbh what is happening???#i sleep always so fast bcs im so tired in a dat i cant handle anymore #and for some reason en #rn i dont fall asleep #Its already 4 hours later then i did fall asleep yesterday???#im so gonna die tomorrow #if i say my parents will kill me I mean it #they cant handle if i sleep long so they are gonna be so mad at me #and i will Not handle it bcs i will be so tired #im nauseous #if i think about living tomrrow so thats cool #anyway wish me sleep

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kroosluvr · 5 months ago

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i wanna take you to the sea

#BETTELION BTW.#but there is smth abt him. apparently. bc i am not an animator and this is my first animation and for some reason i stuck w this for 15~ hr #or however long i wasnt keeping track #regis altare #workofalt #holostars en #holotempus #cele draws

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cent-scratchnsniff · 1 month ago

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it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #hod #hod lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #I GUESS i almost forgot i drew her box form #lobcorp spoilers #and michelle actually. ..#both very tiny. itty bitty. microscopic #other sephirah there too as normal. i cant have her alone. and Angelina as well on the top patting her #i have a hard time fully capturing her for some reason. in my mind. maybe its because is the disconnected period!!! mentally #she genuinely wishes to care and be kind yet theres a dissonance with what she does..? or how it ends up being taken or what she does to en #up bringing those actions into reality. she can be forceful? wanting to have employees attend therapy sessions and meetings for suppression #tactics. which i think is also something the safety team is incharge of iirc. so that means shes doing way more that what she needs to on #her job as a sephirah. just for the sake of employees #she really does care as shes one of the only to Directly attempt to change their circumstances and quality of life and health #sure chesed doesnt punish employees when they dont do their work assigned or stress them out with work #but he doesnt actively push to attempt to make changes to aid employees besides the research perks which is to the manager #yesod IS right next to her and does also genuinely care but when it comes to employees hes distant at best when it comes to them and the #way he tries to protect them is by enforcing rules but he doesnt really create or attempt to help them like hod does #yesod is sort of a passive? way of doing it. yes he doesn make a push to enforce said rules but he doesnt make new ones. just follows what #is already there in place. hod tries to make new ways and not just for the safety of people like how yesod's has them physically fine and #not letting them over a certain threshold of mental corruption but she tries to have a program to Directly Address such a thing #its born out of care but the genuine worry of being a good person and her naivety ends up having it do more harm than good #sure there may be some employees that actually like and find it useful but so many are just accepting to their fate of Dying to where #her care seems pointless. shes a sephirah and to them a literal metal box why would they go ahead and feel bad for what an 'ai' is feeling #as she is interrupting their free time in the company #which is rude. and shit. iirc the counseling is compulsory but people go because shes a sephirah and their superior. the thought was there #but again it comes off wrong and ends up not working because shes their superior in the end #EEK!!! yeah... hod. the hod. there is WAY more but i can't fit it all here and i already typed enough

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tafadhali · 5 months ago

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The Queer Gospel - a multifandom fanvid

Love us as we are See us and we're holy In this shall we shall ever be Wholly ourselves.

A continuation of my Screened Out series on the history of queer representation in Hollywood, focusing on genderbending films of the mid-1990s to mid-2000s. Cross-posted on AO3 and on DW with some more notes.

#vid #fanvid #tribute #billy elliot #priscilla queen of the desert #the birdcage #kinky boots #velvet goldmine #to wong foo thanks for everything julie newmar #camp #ma vie en rose #hedwig and the angry inch #pride month #for some reason i felt like trans and gnc folk and drag queens needed celebrating in the year 2024...

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dotpyenji · 2 months ago

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happy bisexual day to those who celebrate

#dragalia lost #dragalia #orion #orion dragalia #I don't usually cross reference JP translations for Dragalia stuff but I was curious if some of the Really Gay Lines in English were #the same in the original text. Turns out some of them weren't #which just makes the localization funnier #Like. Grain of salt because I don't speak Japanese and rely on machine translations and friends who speak the language #But the really sus “receiving end” line was originally just. “Haha it'd be nice to be the one getting escorted for once :)”#I'm sure it's not an entirely indulgent translation but. Phrasing!!!#then there's the infamous(?) “I seek to have a relationship with everyone here!” where in JP it's clearer that by “everyone”#Orion means “every woman” and not literally “everyone”#bc JP Elly says “In your case won't just any woman do?” while in EN she just calls him shameless LOL #there's a few more #like the scene where Orion says “You're the first man I've ever wanted to protect” and Euden says “damn bro I thought you weren't gay?”#and he responds calmly like “You really are slow when it comes to these matters! I'm just saying you're more charming than you know.”#it's a letdown but it's kinda coy #meanwhile since JP has some extra animations #namely Orion jumping in shock and making a cringing face before responding #the No Homo vibe is off the charts 😭😭😭#and then theres that xmas seasonal line that's about picking up women ...when voices are set to JP.#The EN line is about being broke. For some reason.#But even with all that it's not like there's no gay subtext in JP Orion's dialogue. It's just deeply funny how the EN localizers went #Yup. This one. Bisexual. We gotta make it more obvious.

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ishomieokay · 27 days ago

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It's 2024 and there's still Americans out there trying to convince white passing latinos that we are not latinos. Can we like, progress as a society or something? It's getting tiring.

Please, call us privileged and colonizers and shit all you like. Please, disregard the fact that not all white latinos descend from colonizers, but from refugees who came here after World War I and II.

In my (admitedly very specific) case, my mom came to Venezuela after the fall of the Soviet Union looking for a better life. Her ancestors were certainly not complicit in Spanish colonization 💀

And yeah, we do benefit from white privilege and IT is fucked up, don't get me wrong. But like, look at yourself in a mirror, maybe? 🤦🏻‍♀

We are not the ones gentrifying Latin American cities and making everything so expensive the locals can't even efford to live in their own countries anymore. We are not the ones funding the fucking cartels with our nation wide drug problem. Yes, that's a thing. And we are certainly NOT the ones electing presidents who keep bombing the Middle East and overthrowing our goverments for funsies.

Dear god, I know I will get crucified for saying it but here it goes. Even if you are POC, you are more privileged than we will ever be just for having an American passport and speaking English without an accent. Leave us the fuck alone.

#latin america #venezuela #gentrification #tumblr en español #white privelage #social justice #colonialism #anti colonization #i had a darker complexion when i was little #and for some reason i became light skinned in my teenage years #so believe me im pretty fucking aware of my privilege #my mother's side of the family used to call me brown girl 💀#discourse?

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tungle-scant-sequels · 1 year ago

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huevember 22! ngl I don't like this one as much but I wanted to try something design ish. may redo some time in the future

#squent post #squent art #ok lis g en. I had this thing in mind with the cyan monochrome thing right. Citra was gonna be bluish and r was going to be saturated #but like. they're small as hell 😔#hate the stupid fuckiggg romance novel shoulder grabbed thing bt I couldnt think of any more dynamic poses #it looks like a shitty minimalist movie poster #also I KNOW the room isn't that small but I wanted it to be a vertical shape. love me some composition s #could have done something closer + more intimate but then they'd be uh . making out sloppy style 0robably #i also forgot how the scene went and couldn't access the book. that's the main reason really #anyway. at least it saved me time on the colors lmao. wanted to do something big but i was tired today #fanart #aoas #arc of a scythe #second aoas art I've done. both for huevember and overall #scythe Anastasia #citra terranova #rowan damisch #scythe lucifer #huevember #huevember 2023 #huevember day 22 #huevember 22 #art

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strongermonster · 1 year ago

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should i view this government run page in français or french

#the français goes to /en for some reason #jj stuff

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yridenergyridenergy · 1 year ago

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L'énergie du désespoir

#a song few people were moving to at first for some reason #ah people #kowashitekure subete o #Dir en grey #Phalaris #gifset #from depression to #25th Anniversary #Die #Kaoru #Shinya #Toshiya #Kyo #gifs

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moeblob · 8 months ago

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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

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mew-aka-mimichan · 21 days ago

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Did some random ass shi idk m

But literally like I cannot stand this man, he’s not that good of a person at all anyway

I cannot watch the streams or GOD FORBID listen to his voice without cringing and dying a little inside so why am I still attached to him as a f/o like what’s up with me

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cowboyinternist · 1 year ago

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see!! i can draw more than just portraits!! im capable!!! (episode 90 redraw yippee)

+ other sketch/doodle things :p

#put off drawing this scene for so long bc i didn’t want to draw cecil in it for some reason #and it turns out the solution was to just make him look silly #rlly tame outfit for him bc i was tired #i’m working on a bunch of other sam scene redraws and i’m rlly excited about it PLUS!!! open to suggestions.#<- doesn’t have to be sam scenes but i’ll probably be more inclined to actually do them if they are (autism)#i’m just rlly wanting to do do more than just portraiture bc it’s breaking my brain i think #en ee ways #wtnv #welcome to night vale #sheriff sam #cecil palmer #portfolio

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sekaicards · 2 months ago

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my card wishlist is so fucked guys

#96k crystals and too many dreams...#well. it'll be 100k ish by the time of 3rd anni but still.#and this is just the stuff thats not on en yet........#hollow kohane please i have ur room all set up please just come h-#anyway no i'm Not showing you the full cards. if you're as obsessed as i for some reason am #most of them are fairly obvious #also im not embarassing myself like that by pasting a billion full sized pictures on your dash #you'd all kill me

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enullarts · 6 months ago

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Sometimes I have dreams where I'm in labor but i never actually have the baby before waking up and im like COME ONNNN at least let me hold my child what the hellll

#i want to have a baby so baaad waahh not even in a kink way just sincerely i wish i could afford having children #en hush #also i like to think i have these dreams when for some reason im having stomach cramps in my sleep #that would be the funniest reason tbh

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toopunkrockforshul · 3 months ago

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Adulthood is being genuinely excited that my mom is getting me a new set of towels for my birthday lol

#personal #they are of course purple #which is surprisingly difficult color to find towels in for some reason?#i should be all set to move in whenever they let us.#i already have a bedroom set sitting in our storage unit at the new place #new mattress is on its way and should arrive on Wednesday #sheets and comforter and duvet are also en route #so hopefully! will be all set up by next weekend 🤞#just in time for girlfriend visit (part 1) :3

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peachy-doodles · 1 year ago

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i couldve sworn ive drawn them in these before but- idk !!!

(found the dresses in my image folders tho and was like oh damn yknow i gotta do it to em...

#submas #subway boss emmet #subway boss ingo #pokemon #shoulda made emmets dress a bit more white but the dress in the image Was cream so. woteva.#magical girl lookin....#i should magical girl-ify their regular outfits like when i did that half life ones those were fun #en ee way i sleep now #very proud of that arm tho. the pros to having a mirror directly next to ur desk :)#edit: forgor summit. tumblr made this a beech to edit tho for some reason lol

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