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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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anxious-ghxst · 7 months ago

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#being mentally ill but having had a lot of therapy is sometimes so awful because its like #not better enough to not feel incredibly dysregulated at every small occurance #but better enough that i have to keep up the facade that im not experiencing radioactive emotions at the first sign of conflict #and for hours afterwards #i know whats best for me and everyone arround me and im skilled enough to carry that out #but just... not skilled enough to not feel it anymore #idk its a frustrating space to be in and ive been in it for many years and suspect itll just be slightly better versions of this forever #i mostly wish i was better #but sometimes i just wish i could scream and yell and act awful just to get it out of my system #instead of just acting vaguely upset in my own space and feeling awful for even doing that #i also like stopped being friends with both of the people i would go to to be angry with #and for mostly good reason #but its hard now because all of my friends are also acting very balanced and i just have to hold the rage in me #alone. because it would be poisonous to put it on anyone else #ghost posts

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vebokki · 3 months ago

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shen yuan's weekly "binghe YOU HAVE watch this anime i can't let you walk around being so uncultured"

#binghe actually just ogles sy for a few hours and afterwards when sy asks what he thought binghe makes some extremely vague shit up #and sy's like..woah...hes so insightful #he genuinely believes binghe is an amazing critic #bingqiu #svsss #scum villain self saving system #svsss fanart #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #bingyuan

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apas-95 · 8 months ago

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hello zionism-apologist. your cousin has committed a carjacking. unless he surrenders himself to the authorities within the hour, we are going to execute you. it's unfortunate, but, ultimately, the choice is up to him, and he shouldn't have commited the carjacking in the first place.

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canon-gabriel-quotes · 9 months ago

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Does my ass look fat in this armor?

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#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #ONE QUESTION. DO IT JIGGLE?! (i am swiftly beheaded for this)#its not obvious due to the helmet but hes supposed to be somewhat looking back at the 'camera' bro got caught in 4k. do u understand #i debated giving v1 a blank stare vs having more of an eye so i kinda went in the middle #in the source he says 'what do you mean yes?' afterwards but it didnt match the pic so i cut it out #i spent way too long on the art i will never do that again #chat never spend 20+ hours on a shitpost worst mistake of my life #future shitpost art will be a lot simpler like the stuff ive posted in the past i just was not normal about this #posts that put me on the 'cannot be left in a room with gabe' watchlist #who am i kidding i was already on the list #my art

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xochimillilili · 1 month ago

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I just think it'd be really nice to be treated as a princess, even just for one day, it doesn't even have to be sexual, though I wouldn't be opposed to being cooed at softly and petted while I eat someone out. Wouldn't be opposed to my hair being brushed softly and pulled back with a pretty ribbon for me before another round of cumming out our brains– a pretty princess has to look nice, even while ramming it's throbbing cock into your ass

It'd just be really nice to be praised and spoken to softly, reminded I just get to be the sweet princess today over and over with little whispers of "my princess" until I actually believe it. It could even just be for an hour, for the length of a tea party and while getting all dressed up for it. Just cuddles and being an cute empty headed princess... and possibly some very giggly impact play with a pair of cute princessy shoes

#xochimilli writes #thing i wrote literally for myself cause !!! niceys lol ^_^#im. ..insane n gave myself a princess hour to myself yesterday with the all of this that is in the post even doing voices and shit to myself #it was nice but also felt insanely dumb and pathetic afterwards when i realized i had just spent an hour hugging and praising myself—#—in a dumb voice lol but also idc I wanna be called princess again so doing it today as well ^_^ (self care !!! lmao)#i always treat myself as nice as i can but princess hour is just that x1000 n with weird voices and solo roleplay lol #also. what the fuck do i tag this as im literally just yearning lmao #ftm top #ftm dom #princess kink #mommy's princess #needy princess #royalty play #royalty kink #t4t nsft #ftm nsft #bd/sm kink #queer nsft #bd/sm master #queer ns/fw #impact pl4y #impactplay #trans nsft #t4t ns/fw #soft nsft #lgbt yearning #nsft yearning #t4t yearning #bd/sm princess #bd/sm blog

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formulaonedirection · 5 months ago

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musings on a legacy of growth and conscious effort and kindness and sincerity and love and a capacity for thoughtfulness and self-reflection that's far more meaningful than perfection

#lewis hamilton #I will literally read ONE lewis interview and be emotional for at least 60 hours afterwards #Terminal loving lewis hamilton syndrome i'm afraid #nadia's things #with my thanks to lin manuel miranda

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baeglbites · 1 year ago

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If you miss the first year trio clap your hands 👏 👏 If you miss the first year trio—

#baegl's art #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #itadori yuji #fushiguro megumi #kugisaki nobara #itafushikugi #kugisaki come backkkk #-yells at the moon-#dang typo…just edited the post a couple hours afterwards

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bittsandpieces · 3 months ago

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they took my fucking teeth

#(got wisdom teeth surgery an hour ago)#(all four of them)#(did not say anything stupid to my dad afterwards as far as I'm aware)

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ourfavoritetorturedwriter · 10 months ago

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#you ever spend like three hours in photoshop trying to color correct one photo and afterwards wonder if it was worth it #anyway look at my boy #alan wake 2 #alan wake #ilkka villi #my adventures with photo mode #virtual photography

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infiniteorangethethird · 1 year ago

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maybe unpopular opinion but probably one of the least useful pieces of advice I've ever got as an auDHD person to the question of "how tf does one make friends" was to go and join clubs/groups that do hobbies I enjoy. Not only does this not actually answer the question of how to make friends (yknow, how to approach people, how to start a conversation, how to appear friendly enough that they don't immediately reject you for existing, how to actually keep them as friends later on, etc), but also the chance of me choosing to force myself into the discomfort of "making smalltalk with random strangers" is absolutely nonexistent when the alternative of engaging with a hyperfixation is not only socially acceptable but even encouraged