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My biggest comfort in life is that Henry Winter can't do math either

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I find it really hot of me to bite an apple during the important moments of my life. It adds symbolism.

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If you're having a bad day just remember Donna Tartt releases a book nearly every decade and its been nearly ten years since the goldfinch so we could be getting a new book soon from our saviour

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i'm just like Henry Winter because i'm also not answering the phone despite being home

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you want me to make friends in college? the thing that killed bunny corcoran?

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I almost believed in love.

[fleabag (2016-2019), phoebe waller-bridge || crush, richard siken || our flag means death, act of grace || call me by your name, andré aciman || the moon is always female, marge piercy || fun while it lasted, ashe]

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“In my poetry class, I’ve always had students memorize something, a few things. I feel that if they’ve forgotten everything I’ve said, if they haven’t written anything down all semester and just stared out the window, at least they’ll come away with a poem memorized.

So one day, years ago, I was on the subway in New York, and a guy across the aisle kept kind of looking at me and finally he came over and said he recognized me as his teacher. I’d taught him about 10 years before that, or more. He’d since become an oncologist, and I congratulated him on his success. Then he said, “You made us memorize a poem.” And I said, “Yes.” And he said, “I’d like to say that poem for you.”

And it was a little poem by Emily Dickinson that he’d carried in his head, and maybe in his heart, for all those years. Over the roar of the 6 train, he yelled that poem in my ear, and I think it was probably the most satisfying pedagogical experience I’ve ever had.” -Billy Collins, in a conversation

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fleabag's fourth wall breaks being a metaphor for dissociation, and her doing them every scene EXCEPT when she has sex with the priest where she physically shoves away the camera. it being the first time in the entire show where she's fully present in the moment... poetic cinema.

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I'm definitely a romantic, I don't think life is really worth all the pain and effort and struggling if you don't have somebody that you love very much.

- Chet Baker

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why do i have to speak why is it not enough to show up somewhere and have giant eyes

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Sometimes the small pleasures hit different. A clean house, a hot drink, making something from scratch, sitting on the porch with a loved one. Little soul-feeding activities.

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ALT

haha. yeah

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the two genders are “i no longer wish to be perceived” and “i have to be the most fuckable person at the grocery store”

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movie diary October 2022 pt.1

place vendome (1998) dir. Nicole Garcia

vice (2018) dir. Adam McKay

saving private ryan (1998) dir. Steven Spielberg

the master (2012) dir. Paul Thomas Anderson

empire of the sun (1987) dir. Steven Spielberg

lock, stock and two smoking barrels (1998) dir. Guy Ritchie [rewatched]

she's gotta have it (1986) dir. Spike Lee

control (2007) dir. Anton Gorbijn

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I was trapped inside a Joy Division iframe.

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love how flowers grow in little patches together. now there’s a clique i’d love to be a part of

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i’m not saying a sloppy handsy make out session would fix me, but it certainly could not hurt