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Checklist for Dragon Age content to get to before Veilguard:
Started 🟡
Finished ✅
Replay:
Dragon Age: Origins ✅
DAO DLC 🟡
Dragon Age 2
DA2 DLC
Dragon Age Inquisition
DAI DLC
Read:
Hard in Hightown ✅
The Stolen Throne 🟡
The Calling
Asunder
The Masked Empire
Last Flight
Tevinter Nights 🟡
Blue Wraith
Graphic Novels
#and finish my masters in between#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#datv#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard#dragon age 2#dragon age origins#dragon age checklist#dragon age novels#tevinter nights
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attempting to rebuild my art stamina by designing an older version of the black coat that fits with the foretellers
#kingdom hearts#luxu#master of masters#my art#this isnt intended to be either of them Specifically#i cant decide if id make minor adjustments between the two#or if i prefer their robes to be identical#i ran out of energy but if i never call things done#theyll never finish yknow?#i had fun and i like drawing clothes so im happy#but i need to stop looking at this now or#ill start to hate it
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#digital art#digital fanart#fanart#digital aritst#the legend of zelda#link#my art#i did this#noai#link between worlds#i just finished the game AGAIN#chibihaifish#THE master sword#albw has the best music#loz albw#albw ravio#albw link#albw#albw hilda#ravio#a link between worlds#linktober#linktober 2024#legend of zelda#loz#twilight princess#ocarina of time#princess zelda
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Eddie's never met a Jedi. Of course he hasn't. But he's seen a Jedi, way back during the clone wars, when a battalion had helped after seppies had targeted civilian supply lines.
Eddie's pretty sure they were Kel Dor, what with the breathing apparatus. They'd worn tan and woody robes, long and elegant and flowing as they'd weaved between people, helping them stand or tending to wounds.
What had stood out to Eddie, watching this being that was supposedly a fierce warrior of light, was that they...were normal. They laughed and shrugged and cooed at babies, just like anyone else.
That was until the Jedi had raised their hands and lifted a two-tonne shipping crate into the air without so much as touching it. It frightened Eddie, then. Barely twenty and in the middle of a war his planet didn't want a part of. Beings that could lift and toss objects too heavy to move without machinery like they were playthings are not to be unwary of.
Of course. Eddie had spent a lot of the redistribution of rations effort around clones. They'd seemed...fine? While he is no stranger to speaking his mind he had thought well enough ahead that he probably shouldnt ask if they'd wanted to be there. Figured that might get him kicked off the project and he needed the money.
He listened instead. How they called each other things like Spoon and Duck and Trinity and Loopback as though they were names. Maybe they were. Eddie didn't know and didn't want to ask at the time.
But the Clones had been friendly, if formal. They spoke of their general with fondness and respect and a tinge of awe that felt appropriate to seeing what a Jedi was capable of frequently.
Eddie had liked them.
And then Empire Day came, and the Jedi were declared traitors and the galaxy as he knew it fell apart.
It never made much sense, from what Eddie had seen, for the Clones to kill the Jedi. But nobody asked Eddie, so Eddie didn't say. He did get sucked into the Rebellion though, and heard rumours about mind control and sith and a dozen other things.
So no. Eddie had never met a Jedi. But he'd seen one.
Chrissy had spoken about the rumoured Jedi (or-- not-jedi? She said they often refused the title) that stayed in the small Rebel enclave they've been helping. There were two, apparently. She'd met them, even, during a debrief where she'd been discussing how to better use their resources to help her contacts on the Freedom Trail. They'd barrelled in and spoken in such a way that Chrissy would have swore they were of the same mind, had they not been on opposite ends of the room.
"they were polite." Chrissy said, headtail twitching. "For people who interrupted an important meeting." Eddie'd laughed. "One, the Balosar man, he was very insistent that we delay our plans. The other, I think she was human? It's hard to tell, said the force was calling to them and very insistent about it during meditation."
"seriously? And the generals did it?"
"oh no. They argued for another twenty minutes before the not-Jedi threw up their arms and said, in unison Eddie!, 'The shipment will be lost if you go ahead with it. Better late than never, pricks.' and walked out."
So. On an abstract level, Eddie knew that whenever he entered the hangar bay to run maintenance or completely rebuild a ship, there was a chance for him to meet a former? Jedi.
He'd gotten well acquainted with a group of teenagers there, ones who were friends with the younger brother of the heir apparent to the region they were in and liked the make-believe games he ran in his off hours. But he never really thought about the Jedi that supposedly haunted the base until a woman shouted for Dustin, a rodian who was part of his little sheepies and had literal stars in his eyes when Eddie spoke, to come over. Dustin, the betrayer, jumped up and dashed off without even a word of goodbye.
"okay, so the head mechanic needs this-" she gestures to a small smuggling freighter that had seen far better days "hunk of junk out of the way so they can start work on a couple of x-wings. Steve and I figured we could help her out and get you to work on control of larger objects."
Eddie meandered casually over. Just to watch. Just to...see.
Dustin bounced on his feet. "Really? Woah! Where are we putting it?"
She pointed up, to the open vertical entry doors that created the roof of the hanger. "Steve's up there, he'll make sure if your control slips we don't crush the ship or anyone on the floor once you get it high, and he'll get it out and place it where it's supposed to go. I'll be here with you so you don't hurt yourself."
"I'm not gonna hurt myself."
She patted his head "yeah. Cuz I'm right here making sure."
"uhg. Almost wish I never learned you guys used to be Jedi."
"and who would train you then? No one. You and El would be sad little tooka kits all on your lonesome." She raised her voice to yell at the roof, "you ready Stevie?" and it should not have been loud enough to carry, the tone of an after thought, as though she already knew the answer and the question was just for the spectators, but the figure silhouetted waved.
Then, Dustin took a steadying breath, raised his arms, and closed his eyes. Slowly, the ship in front of him groaned and rose up. A crowd had formed, watching a magic thought extinct.
The woman's eyes darted between Dustin and the freighter, one hand loosely outstretched. It occurred to Eddie that neither wore the tunics and robes of Jedi. Dustin ran around in the mismatched pants and shirts of the Rebels' donations, while the woman wore deep greens. There were no dramatic sleeves that swished when they moved, just slightly loose fabric fastened by a belt and holster. He wonders if she ever wore them.
Dustin struggled for a moment, the ship quivering ten feet up, and the woman tensed slightly before he loosened. Eyes open, she deftly moved her arms up with the ship following, an ease in her movements that Dustin lacked. When she dropped her arms as well, the freighter stayed moving upwards, the other not-Jedi, Steve, likely taking over.
"good work for your first go." She said, draping an arm casually over Dustin's shoulders.
"I barely got it off the ground! Don't patronize me, Robin."
Eddie stepped in "considering I wouldn't even be able to move it sideways an inch, I'd say you did pretty well, Dustin."
The kid spun, just as the light comes shining back through as Steve maneuvered the ship out of the hangar. "Eddie! You saw?"
He scoffed "uh. Yes? Why didn't you tell me this is what you did when Im not around"
The woman-Robin, Eddie supposed, tensed. "It's not particularly safe to boast about it. Especially when it's not clear if you're alone."
Ah. Yeah. That did make sense. "Then why practice in a hangar with two dozen people around?"
She shrugged, and looked up. Eddie followed her sightlines and "wait is he gonna-" just as the figure that must be Steve launched himself off the edge of the open roof and towards them. He landed, he's leather jacket flapping behind him, and stood straight, grinning.
Robin laughed. "You'll give someone a heart attack one of these days, Steve."
"eh. No one's died so far."
Dustin smiled too "I'm getting pretty good at my controlled falls too! Oh, Steve, this is Eddie!"
And then Steve turned his gaze on Eddie, and his brain may have melted.
Steve looked like a spacer, windswept from the fall and leather jacket snug around his shoulders, two different holsters visible, his pants deliciously tight. He ran a hand through his hair, his antennapalps bobbing, and stuck it out for a shake.
"so, you're the great Eddie Munson Dustin hasn't shut up about? Good to meet you."
"mmhmm!" He forced his hand out to jerkily shake Steve's. Jeez. It was as though he'd never seen anyone beautiful before. His best friend was a Twilek dancer (and spy) for star's sake. He needed to get it together. Jedi didn't date, Eddie was pretty sure. Something about the force or power or devotion or something. He wasn't sure. He wasn't a Jedi. He wasn't a not-Jedi either.
Steve only smiled and turned back to Dustin. "So. Next time you need to let the Force flow. You're still trying to shove it, which never works. You direct it, like changing the course of a river."
"but not," Robin added seamlessly, and oh, wow, that was weird than you Chrissy "like a dam. Trying to block it won't give you strength. You're more..."
"using a log to ensure the water finds a different path."
"to go where you want it to go, do what you want it to do, without preventing it's natural flow."
"you guys are so annoying." Dustin huffed. "You know that? You can claim it's your Concordance of Fealty all you want but I know your freaky thing is not normal for it." He groaned. "But sometimes I feel when you guys, like, shape it. Change it. What the kark is that about? If I'm not supposed to dam it, how do I change it and use it like you do?"
Both grinned "We're older. Master the basics, we must, before attempting the advanced, young one." The voice Steve used was croaky, an impression.
Dustin pulled a face. "Don't quote Grandmaster Yoda at me!"
Robin and Steve laughed, leaning on each other. Suddenly, Eddie felt as though he was intruding. Though they hadn't told him to leave, they were sharing about...about a relative, Eddie guessed. Someone near to them and their almost-dead culture.
"I can quote him all I want, I drank enough of his atrocious tea to deserve it!"
"he's dead. You're going to sit here and insult your dead great-grandmaster, the last Grandmaster of the Order?"
Steve got Dustin in a headlock "while we mourn their loss, and acknowledge the pain of their untimely and unjust passing, we celebrate their memory. Yoda, the old frog, is one with the Force, and while I can wish for his guidance, I can also make fun of his vile cookies I had to eat at lineage dinners all I want."
"pretty sure they were barely considered edible for near-humans" Robin adds. She caught Eddie's eye, and winked. "Who's up for actually edible tea? Dustin can practice his fine control and pour for us.
Both Dustin and Steve groaned. "The kid is gonna spill all over us for fun, Bobbin."
Concept post Dustin discovers they're jedi
#steddie#steve Harrington#robin buckley#eddie munson#stranger things#stranger things au#post o66 stobin au#okay so eddie is a zabrak. chrissy is twi'lekki. robin is either human or a Zelos(? the plant humans) and steve is Belosar#(death stick guy from AotC) dustin is rodian. hopper is a wookie. idk about anyone else.#also the age gap between older teens and kids is larger. this takes place probably about...eight? years after knightfall#steve and robin are 27/28 or so and dustin and co are like 16? idk#steddie fic#sorta. this au is rattling in my brain#also yes obviously chrissy x robin happens too lol#but its slooooooow burn#this one is about the complicated feelings towards the joy of remebering a lost loved one and the sorrow of your whole cultre dying#like. there had to be good memories mixed with the grief#also. steves master was claudia and her master was mace windu and i am under the impression that mace finished his padawanship with yoda#so hes lineage just not a disaster lineage branch for yoda#stranger things star wars au#finda writes stuff#also obviously the jedi eddie sees is plo koon#the inherent joy in absolutely dragging Yoda's psychological lineage warfare cookies
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Im lvl 26 w the shujin trio and morgana since ive been grinding w them specifically, and as a result, everyone elses levels are VERY behind. So u can imagine that me using Sophia for the first time ever (and in the second jail no less), and her getting beat up so bad that she said ‘ive taken too much damage :(‘ in the saddest voice imaginable made me wail in AGONY. I am so sorry sophie im bad at the game and ur yoyos are so hard to perfect. Please fucking forgive me…..!!!!
#chattin#strikers liveblog#IM SO SORRY. GIRL !#actually what REALLY happened was#i was too scared to use her bc at the time; they bombarded me with too much information in the beginning#so she seemed too complex to use#but like. i need them to get their master arts so i never have to physically use them again#and like#i have her paired w haru (im weird about exp. im sorry. it consumes me)#and i played as haru while sophia got exp#but um. shes weak to curse (i did not know this)#and slimes are really common here. so theres curse everywhere#she DIED in the first battle and i revived her#and she died AGAIN#so we ended the battle w her dead by mistake and it revived her w 1 hp#and i felt so bad. i didnt have anyone die like that in a regular battle#(i died like 12 times against Bugs before tucking my tail between my legs and running)#(and begrudingly accepting that i cant brute force this fight until waaaaaay later. wack.)#so like im upset she died AND. she had the nerve to say ‘ive taken too much damage :(‘ like GIRL I AM SORRY. SOBBING.#but in better news; i am finished getting harus master arts so now im working on sophias#and playing the game long enough has made it easier to get a grip on her mechanics
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big epiphany you guys. big. huge.
#cliffnotes for context: smute almost finish masters. smute think oh‚ maybe phd not crazy wacko shit‚ maybe i can try#but smute also low self esteem. with any small setback - smute think oh what is point. smute bound to fail#problem is: smute genuine self doubt = smute quotidian frustration#ok normal english now#so thats what i realized today. a lot of the ''small'' things i dream of (financial independence‚ a nice little apartment etc) are#expressions of some low level frustration with my nomadic broke student life#rather than genuine desires. and as dumb or as#duh#obvious as that may sound rn#its actually huge for me that i was able to recognize the difference today#this question of what i will do after i graduate has been haunting me for the past year#and i am now realizing that a lot of my own arguments have nothing to do with what i want#just because they're things i don't currently have doesn't mean they would be fulfilling#and#again. duh.#but like. between this debilitating self doubt and certain external pressures 🤨 it was hard to see the difference#anyway i basically just explored some alternative scenarios today#like specific scenarios. went on indeed found some really good stuff and tried to imagine my life a year from now if i took this or that jo#and the end result was that i fucking hated it. they were all great options on paper but the takeaway was that i would never forgive myself#if i didnt give this a try. if i prioritized some vague notion of independence or this idea of ''settling down'' or whatever the fuck#over the one thing that ive got going for me#like i still don't know if the academic path will be any more fulfilling than some other job#god knows my entire academic career so far has been an insane uphill battle. but it's also been so fucking rewarding. like nothing else#and i also still dont know how genuine this wish is#if it's not maybe still about proving myself to some imaginary authority#but like. how long can you psychoanalyze yourself before your goddamn head explodes#no matter how pure my motivation is im beginning to understand that i dont want this to be the end of the road#and maybe that's enough#&
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My 65Ib malinois keeps gets bullied by our 9Ib cats who keep stealing his food, which their tummies don't like and they then tear through our new apartment spewing it back up in the hardest to reach places...
Big sigh
He's a cute little shit at least
#things have not quieted down yet#I'm really starting to struggle but I'm trying to find humor anywhere i can#our old house is an hour away and I'm still going back and forth between there trying to finish everything#with an 8 month old (almost 9!)#it never fucking ends#my husband works 5 days a week and has his master's class all day on Saturday#so it's just me 6 days a week to finish the house and keep the animals and baby alive in addition to actual day-to-to household stuff#things are hitting me really hard today#I'll be okay#just#yuh know#sometimes there's a little sobbing in the laughter
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Ok concept: seadweller trolls live in the ocean right? all high class and crabp. going by "series that has an aquatic people in it that they don't delve too deeply on if they are freshwater or saltwater" rules it would be safe to assume that they could live in water. concept convergence: violet troll that lives in like a lake,river or swamp or something. I will be pondering this while I go try and find a fanfiction that sounds interesting that i saw fanart of on twitter.
#What if felwater troggoths but they are homestuck trolls instead#for once my brain is thinking up a character and not a species.#mostly because after I finish getting tzeentch chariot and using the bits on a noise marine to make a infernal master rocker ->#i have no clue what to use my chore money on.#and its tied between gloomspite gits or spess mareens#i mean i only make like sometimes 20 dollars a week so eh i have time to ponder. been meaning to build up the courage to ask for a ->#conditional raise. but like the system i have now is good and while it is impossible for me to get an actual job (no DL no bank account no-#useful skills. etc...) I would like to do more things. but this is a discussion to have later and not under a homestuck what if post.#oh zog i gotta tag this properly before it goes full midnight brainrot#homestuck#homestuck troll#uh idk what to put so ima just#homestuck oc concept#there that sounds like a thing time to quickly hit post before I hit the tag limit again
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girls literally only want one thing and it's fucking disgusting
[life size replica of Courier's bike]
#akudama drive#< i don't think my posts are showing up in the tag anymore actually.....#now that they finished all showings. do you think they destroyed the bike or is it just Out In The World Somewhere#anyways I just finished watching the play#i'm literally the only one who has the disk but i'm like the last person to have watched it#and it's like. exactly what i expected. which is to say it's good#i have no fucking clue what anyone was saying but the ending was so sweet#like Kurosawa just seems so genuine she was literally sobbing at the end#and holy shit i remember complaining that Honda said all his lines really quick#well his normal speaking voice is like: hiimplayingcutthroat 'n mynameishondareothankyouforcoming#but I do appreciate how he puts in so much in-character energy even when he's just in the background#and all the undertones of the bond between the actors 🥺 like Master and Courier's actors seemed to get along really well#i find it strange that they sort of removed Boss from it#like she shows up twice as a disembodied voice (i think it's her actual VA too) and that's it????#where's Sniper's actor lurking in the background >:(#rave ramblees#am i happy about the near $200 i spent on this? no#am i happy that I have it and it's properly archived forever? yes absolutely#i couldn't stand the idea that the play would only exist in the memories of whoever saw it#and the few who owned the disks but didn't rip it. leaving it vulnerable to destruction via scratches/degradation#the chinese uploader on bilibili definitely had a rip of it though so it's fucking annoying that they only released a few minutes of it
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cried two single tears watching the end of s10. giving one each to bill and the doctor cause I couldn't figure out who caused them
I was RIGHT BTW THAT MAN DID GET HER KILLED AHH BILL I'M SO SORRY why did she literally have the worst time ever with him I would've ran for the hills. I mean not every episode was completely traumatic for her, but... wow...
anyways, I'm SO upset to lose missy it's a little surprising. she was the first master incarnation I really got into and attached to, even if I went back and fell in love with saxon
not much to say honestly. really enjoyed s10, really liked bill. she's probably either my 4th or 5th favorite companion, I totally get why everyone who meets her loves her
#not a season I think I'll rewatch a lot but it was still good and I enjoyed literally every episode#if ur curious btw it's between bill potts or jack harkness. weird to put in the same spot but I genuinely can't decide#oh my god though the whole thing with bill as a cyberman just kept reminding me of oswin the dalek#I didn't say nothin cause like what is there even to say but I can't get the comparisons out of my head dsnjdnjd#right then. onto the specials and then s11!#I can't wait to meet whittaker's doctor even if everyone always dogs on her#also it's really setting in how close I am to finishing this show#this is the longest show I've ever watched and I love it!#twelfth doctor#the master#missy doctor who#gomez master#bill potts#doctor who
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@lemon-snake Shortcuts were made, and it isn’t what I was originally going for but... But hey! What matters is I got the injury thing. I think. Wait was it supposed to be on the left or right? I don’t remember it being mentioned so it should be fine... A year ago it was just a head with a black set of hair (why was it black btw? I've no idea, changed it to like, whiteish) Suddenly, I come back with the intentions of finishing it, and at least now it has shoulders. Wonder if I’ll ever finish that Danny Phantom whip I have, Probably not. Mark my words, one day, I’ll come back and finish this the way I intended! I eventually came back to it didn’t I-
#Between Sorrow and Understanding#Or it doesn't have to be.#Tbh I wanted to draw in the cat as well#maybe one day I'll revisit and actually finish it the way I intended-#Danny Phantom#DID I MENTION I. ACCIDENTALLY MADE HIM A PRETTY BOY?#Vlad Masters#Vlad is the goat#was my favourite growing up#I want Vlad to rename his cat snowball now#cause god did I love that line#I'm obsessed with this fic#HOW DO YOU USE TUMBLR#I'VE HAD THIS APP FOR MONTHS AND I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND IT I-#myart
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My inspirations!
My biggest inspiration, by far, is Just Roll With It. It's a TTRPG podcast that is just so good at every aspect of story telling! Every single campaign they've done I've cried out of some kind of emotion that they make me feel. The characters are all incredible! Gillion Tidestrider is probably my favourite and everyone after that is just a close second and they're all tied with each other because they're all so amazing in their own ways.
Wildcard specifically was actually inspired most The Trickster from Prime Defenders. The story of exactly how that came to happen is a little silly and for another time. You'd think with the multiple forms and changing personality gimmick that I'd have been most inspired by Vyncent and yes there's a lot of similarities but I want to make the distinction here and now that every form Wildcard takes is still Charlie at heart. They do not become a completely different person, it just changes the way their emotions work. At their core it's still the same person.
Thank you Mutants and Masterminds for being the system I used to create Wildcard's character sheet back when I was in denial and thought I'd just play them as a character in a campaign despite having no friends available at the time to DM such a campaign. I also use those character sheets to get a good idea of building and balancing all the heroes and villains in the world (although there will be plenty of leniency based on what I think is cool and fits the story).
I've also, definitely taken a lot of inspiration from the Spiderverse films, which might come across more once the first part of the story is released. Those movies are perfection the characters are incredible the story they're telling is innovative and fresh while still falling into the feeling of a Spiderman story. I love Gwen I love Miles I love Pav I love Mayday I love Peter I love the Spot I love Miguel and I LOVE LOVE LOVE Hobie! One of the characters in my story that I'm yet to speak about yet is very similar to Hobie and I'm so excited and I love the parallels and as I write them I'm definitely gonna be pulling so much from Spiderverse Hobie's personality. Spiderman in general (most versions of them) is my favourite superhero so there will probably be a lot in my head that I don't recognise I'm taking from Spider people stories but I'm just gonna make the sweeping statement now that there will likely be similarities. I will not, however, be going into multiverse or time travel stories, at least not in the main canon story, maybe I'll do a weird little "what if" after I finish telling my story where a "balanced" and fused Wildcard meets a "corrupted" and vibrant Wildcard.
Shout-out to Marvel in general, comics and movies, I've seen a lot of that stuff so again, it'll probably just leak in without me realising.
This helps me when I'm struggling to let myself write
Finally, a big thank you to all my friends who encourage/enable (in the bad way) me. I am on my shit and my shit is telling an intricate story that I am very passionate about with characters who I love and care for. Namely, all 3 of my friends on that one discord server where I first infodumped about Wildcard, Hazel, for helping me build the character sheet and helping me come up with names and also letting me info dump to you, and Mimi, for basically the same reasons as Hazel, as well as being the first person I made a superhero story for (we did an introductory session of DnD in a superhero setting. Her character will be making a cameo at some point most likely). Also everyone who's tried to help me learn how to draw because I'm not gonna lie, my only motivation there was drawing characters for this story.
#superhero oc#oc#original character#queer oc#mutants and masterminds#oc dump#infodump#jrwi#jrwi pd#spiderverse#oc writing#writeblr#writblr#writers on tumblr#inspiración#jrwi ashe#i am so close to finishing all my background posts i just have one left about Wild Mode and then I'll make a master post#and then i can finally let myself write the first part of the story#i know the how to enjoy writing post says to just skip between stuff as much as you want#but i need to get this done or else it'll all be a huge fuckin mess#thank you for being patient with me i am very silly and have the tism
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Butler mas
#pokemon#pokemon masters#submas#my art#ingo#emmet#accelgor#escavalier#man do i not have the proper red#i finally finished age old drawings today#fun dact the sketch was made a year ago lol#i got a whole ton of these kinds of drawings that i never posted lol#not me alternating between different areas withing pokemon per day
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#ugh. im feeling chatty today. probably bc i feel kinda weirdly anxious. like when u can Imagine bad things happening in detail#and like it feels like ur wait for it even tho its in ur imagination? whatever. anyway. ive been watching a lotta#stuff on like professional artists and idk maybe im just in too deep on science academia but i dont. i dunno the culture#seems so weird to me? like what does one do in art school? i guess i took a lot of art in high school but my teacher was kinda trash#all we did was paint realisticly using a grid and i hated that. but i image ur supposed to exercise different styles and medias? how tf#does that get graded? i dunno. i haven't taken any uni level art classes. i should tho. id probably like it#its weird tho. anything that tries to give structure to art stuff seems so weird to me. like u go to school for science stuff to build up#ur background knowledge and i guess u can do that with art but it feels different. i guess bc ur training muscle memory. i dunno#i like to imagine an au where i go to art school but i legitimately cannot fathom doing that. cannot fathom a life outside of my toxic#relationship with academia. i dont even kno what i would want to specialize if i went down that path. maybe illustration#bc it makes me happy when ppl say my style looks like something out of a kids book. i dunno#i guess classes would help with things like forcibly learning shadows and anatomy and composition#maybe i just need to make art friends. like what is ur life like? im too much in a science bubble#i guess going to art school also just devotes all ur time to art. not just tiny pockets of time between all the things u have to get done#god. i can only imagine the panic of procrastinating an art project and physically not having enough time to finish it#thats how i felt with my masters thesis. there was just physically not enough time for me to fix my code in all the ways i needed and rew#rewrite things. but i finished it somehow#ugh. god. i have things i need to finish coloring. i will finish them today. i will#i hate coloring. but colors r so pretty ;_;#unrelated
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kinda feel silly for only just having this realisation directly but short fiction is what i focus on re publishing (i think i'm years away from even considering making a debut novel my no.1 focus) and because of that my brain has kind of split my writing into Actively Trying To Improve And Publish (short/flash/micro) and Mainly Having A Silly Fun Time (novels). anyway only just realised i can write short/flash/micros for the sake of having a silly fun time. because i just had an idea i liked and immediately thought hmmm idk if it would Compel litmags though and then i was like wait. who gives a shit LOL
#i am trying to improve my novel writing process so i can actually finish a novel bc i think that would be a good skill/achievement#and i use novels as like a sandbox to play with/improve my prose#but ultimately i am just having fun with them#which is why i bounce between ideas very quickly and let myself restart repeatedly etc. im just having fun#i have a Debut Novel idea in mind that i work on sometimes but i do think im years away from making it a priority#whenever i can afford to do my masters? LOL#but omggg if i start writing flash and micro without ever considering submitting them? game changer#i did have the realisation earlier that i dont have to submit every flash i've written just bc its flash but that was more from a#wrote something and dont feel like its working anymore but i learnt something from it#and now im like wait i can just straight up write these for fun. what the hell#wanna write a dorothy and felix micro RIGHT NOWWW
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beatboxingheart replied to your post: "THIS IS MY HOOFBEAST. FOR THE CLUB. IF ANYONE..."
I love them.
GAME RECOGNIZES GAME.
#NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR MY SWEET UNSADDLED ASSOCIATE. WILD AND FREE. HOUSTON'S ONE AND ONLY SIGMA STALLION.#THE NAME OF THE GAME? ABSOLUTE FUCKING HORSEPLAY. AND BETWEEN YOU AND ME? IT'S MASTERED. WE WON IT. THE GAME IS WON. IT'S FINISHED.#TAKE A VICTORY LAP.#beatboxingheart#reply
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