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The way I screamed in absolute JOY when I went through your blog seeing you were anti timebomb
Oh my God ily 💔
THE SHIP CAME OUT OF NOWHERE
Maybe I missed something? I probably did, but
It's just?? Not?? Good??
Good morninnnng and tysm for this ask! Ilyt🫶🫶
But AAAAHHHH full disclosure, i actually kind of have mixed feelings on timebomb as a ship itself? Like i really do see both sides of the arguments a lot of the time. Granted I would say I edge a bit more on the side of anti-timebomb just because ALL of the ships in Arcane are handled poorly to some extent. And I tend to share more anti-timebomb posts anyways. ALSO the timebomb section of the fandom can be a little annoying and ABSOLUTELY racist
GRRRR i also hate all the comparisons made between timebomb and ghostflower! Are there some similarities? Yes, I’m not denying that, but also be fr it’s just because it’s a kind and artsy Black boy being shipped w a mentally ill white girl w dyed hair, and the sitting scene. Which like wow,, two people who like each other sat next to each other overlooking a nice view? That neeever happens /s
Also other people have said it better but JINX AND GWEN ARE NOTHING ALIKE,, Jinx was a terrorist and Gwen’s just sad and homeless and cringe (said with love) 😭🙏
Sorry, side tangent, but point being I honestly like,, wanna like timebomb? I’m even kind of (in a more platonic way) planning on having them together in my upcoming arcane fanfiction (will be posting very soon!)
Idk, I wanna like it and sort of do but there are also sooo many reasons to dislike it. I’d probably understand everything more if i, get this, actually finished this awful show lmao. But as I try and be open about on my blog, I have no intention of finishing watching Arcane because it’s too upsetting and I really don’t wanna support this show with its creators. First five episodes of season 1 and that’s it im all good i dont want no more👍
Another side tangent my bad lol, tysm for the ask though!! Ily mootie💞💞
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I can guarantee that was why she was willing to show herself because you would have thought of it as a dream.

Oh, so you finally show your face.

Cool picture of Flymon because I wanted to include it.


This is why I think it is important that the kids learn what their Crests meant that didn't come from an biased (and one against them) source. I can't blame Gennai too much on shoddy communication he was dealt with, yet upon learning about them, Sora is immediately disheartened and primed to be manipulated about how she isn't suited for the Crest of Love. If they were told what activates them from a positive or even neutral source there can be reassurance and less self-doubt. Expecting children to have better control of their emotions and confidence is a lot.
It would not have fixed all the problems and make them infallible to PicoDevimon's manipulation. Yamato still has his hang-ups figuring out what the Crest of Friendship means for him, and at that point he knows what the Crests mean. Still, being in the dark does not make things easier to digest.
(I also may go back to, but I think it is interesting that Sora and Yamato have the most issues coming to terms with their assigned Crests. Since more than any others, love and friendship are partly dependent on relationships with others. It is interesting to think about how that impacts their self-esteem issues compared to everyone else. Those are traits around how you feel and act toward another party rather than being centered around the self.)
None of this is a fault of the story. Conflict is good. It's what makes stories work. Especially not blaming the kids. I may blame Gennai a bit, but I do like the Crests as a reflection of everyone's insecurities, mistakes, and strengths. But this is a pile of reactions and shitposts, so I feel like pointing out 'hey, this could have gone over better if they just knew from the start.'

A conversation of talking around each other instead of with each other. I also have to praise the framing. We don't see Sora's mom's face in her memories to show the disconnect between mother and daughter at this point.

Just because your parent is bad at communication does not make it your fault.

Taichi may have the bluntness of a brick, but he's right. Sora has done everything to not let the others fall for PicoDevimon controlling the narrative for the kids, but when it comes to herself, she can't imagine he was telling anything but the truth. She has no faith in herself 🙁.
Self-love comes first!

Also correct. A good cry is good.

Child has best reaction. If a friend doesn't think they are enough, it's good to thank them for what they do and reassure them that their efforts are worth something.

lmao, I take it back. Kid is using his parents' divorce to guilt trip. I wouldn't have the guts loolll.

💔


What a dramatic asshole. Also, unfortunately I am feeling obligated again to give a villain a cool shot where it's due.



I love that the representation of love is not romantic and instead focused on a parent of child (theoretically the first kind of love a child would receive). 1) Sora's a kid, so yeah. 2) I'm aromantic af and will always adore nonromantic love in stories. 3) Shounen needs more mother-daughter relationships.

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LET THE FIRES OF LOVE SMITE YOU!

Sora putting her wellbeing and confidence on hold, protecting her friends from being hurt emotionally and making mistakes she believes she herself has made:
Before: Love isn't me.
After: Huh.
ily Sora /platonically, as my aro-ness insists. But I can see her being a lot of people's first crushes 😉.

I love Jou, being the oldest and one most likely to have started puberty is the one flustered when Taichi says he would like Sora's love. Poor boy is like "do you know what that MEANS?" and Taichi is just like "???"
I don't think I can pick a favorite episode for the Digimon partners reaching Perfect. This is the one I found myself looking forward to the most though, and that has always been the case rewatching the series over the years. I also really look forward to HolyAngemon, but despite my love for the angel evos and the end of the season, that's largely because it takes so goddamn long. This is the one I look forward to the most as an episode by itself.
#now i'm off to watch the holyangemon episode lol (serious)#almost done with adventure 01!#digimon#digimon adventure 01#aly's digimon rewatch adventure#sora takenouchi#garudamon#taichi yagami#tai kamiya#takeru takaishi#tk takaishi#yamato ishida#matt ishida#vamdemon#myotismon#oh look i can finally tag him... yay#mimi tachikawa#jou kido#joe kido#flymon#my stuff#long post
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peter b. parker x short grumpy reader please and thank you 🤍
anon ily platonically YES I WILL MAKE THIS, THANK YOU <333
(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)
also for this, i like to think this'd maybe be an alternate earth where everything is the same but peter b is not with mj (or you can think it's a diff mj, spider mj? whatever, it's just you) and he's not married.
so imagine,
summary: peter b was the only person at the spider society who didn't see you as just this grumpy mess of a person, he knew you were going through a lot of things, who wasn't? he was willing to hear you out for whatever it is you were facing, but maybe without you effortlessly carrying a big table as he hears you out and tries to help you.
word count: 1,265
saying peter b loved you a whole lot was an understatement, he was practically at your beck and call whenever you needed him. there were times were it was as though he could read your mind, he'd prepare things for you if you needed them, especially without you having to ask. he did whatever you told him to without question, because he knew he'd make you happy if he did it. if it pleased you or made you happy, he'd do it, no questions asked.
but the thing about you was that you kind of, sort of had an attitude problem. you'd snap at anyone who'd get in your way, literally and figuratively. this is why everyone at the spider society flocked to peter b when you'd be around, hoping he'd act like a human (or spider) shield for them, just like that afternoon.
peter was enjoying his round of afternoon coffee by the cafeteria when a bunch of spider people rushed in and hid behind him. peter sighed and smiled as he looked at the spider people behind him. "ya did it again? when i specifically told you guys not to? ah, well, don't say i didn't warn ya." he said with a chuckle as he leaned against his chair, being held up by the frightened bodies of the spider people behind his chair.
he could hear the clangs against the walls outside and the storm of angry footprints as they drew nearer and nearer, signaling these poor spider people's imminent doom. peter laughed aloud. "aren't they just the cutest when they stomp their feet? i tell you, they're so squishable." peter beamed as he gazed at the cafeteria door, counting down the seconds in his head as he waited for you to storm in a 3... 2... 1...
a loud bang reverberated throughout the whole spider society's cafeteria, with a bunch of bystander spider people looking your way as you fumed. your eyebrows knitted together as you huffed and puffed angrily, your nostrils flared up as you gnashed your teeth together, looking for the spider people who provoked you earlier.
"where. are. they." you seethed, to which all the spider people pointed to the small crowd behind peter b, the lot of which were saying their prayers and hoping they'd get out of this one alive.
peter smiled at you and waved with a small blush across his face. "hey love!" he exclaimed, raising his mug at you. "coffee?" he offered, to which you ignored and rushed straight for the spider people behind peter. "you assholes." you muttered through gritted teeth as you practically became a wild beast that ravaged through the forests of unrelenting anger. "you wanna say that shit to me again? huh? what was that about me being a harmless, pretty little pipsqueak brat?" you seethed as you took a table and pulled it up from its bolts that fixed it in place.
you carried the table with ease and threatened to slam it over their heads. "go on, tell me how vulnerable i am again, i dare you, i dare you!" you shouted, and as you did, your voice rang throughout the whole room, causing everyone to shudder as you let your aggression get the best of you.
the spider people apologized to you, saying how they didn't mean it, but when you caught them making fun of your height, complain how easy it was to rile you up--you knew they meant it. every single word of it.
peter got up from the chair and stretched a little. "love..." he said as he extended his hands towards you. "we can talk about this before you cut their heads off." he said, half jokingly because he knew you were capable of it.
you grunted at that because you really, really wanted these guys to have a piece of your mind. you were breathing heavily, you wanted to scream, to get angry, anything! but you couldn't do it in front of peter, never him. it could be anyone else in the world, but you hated showing him this side of yourself, no matter how used to it he was.
"you don't have to get violent anymore, okay? i've got you. i've got you..." he said as he slowly approached you and placed his hands on your shoulders, smiling at you, gradually wrapping you in his embrace. his embrace was always sweet, you never felt like he forced it upon you or was forcing it upon him, you felt genuine, warm love from him every time he touched you. it was, to you, the most cathatic feeling in the world.
you set the table back down, it fell to its side since you kind of threw it rather than placed it down. you felt hot tears stinging the corners of your eyes, you tried blinking them away, but they just kept coming.
you sighed as you eased into his touch. "dammit," you said as you leaned into the crook of his neck. "i'm sorry, it's just... i felt like shit today. my mission went horrible, my teammates talked bad about me--i can barely look at myself right in the mirror without thinking about all the bad things i've been hearing about me." you whispered in a regretful voice into peter's ear as the onlookers of spider people glanced at the two of you and slowly left the cafeteria one by one, the band of spider people gathered behind peter running away quickly so as not to be in the cross hairs of your anger.
"pete, i'm... sorry you had to deal with me. they were just teasing, i shouldn't have given in to their..." you choked out as tears welled up in your eyes. "i just... i've had enough of people thinking they can say whatever they want about me because i'm... because i don't look like much." you said with a slightly irritated tone, more so towards yourself.
"hey, now... you're okay." peter said as he kissed your forehead and rubbed your back. "i know you're trying to be better, i can see that. i know... i know that comments like that can still hurt you. but you don't need to do that anymore, not while i'm here." peter said as he pulled away to look at you, with such softness and care in his eyes.
you may be grumpy, aggressive, and insecure about yourself and your height, but your hot-headedness cools down significantly when peter's with you.
"you're good enough already. and i'm happy you're working on your issues... i'm right here for you if you need me, i'll teach them a thing or two for you. i promise. and no, you are not vulnerable, weak, or a brat. you're better than that, you're strong, independent, and... so much more." he said as he kissed your forehead again.
"i love you, i always will. you're doing great already." he whispered as he held you close. "thank you..." you choked out as you clung on to peter, as he rubbed your back and kissed the top of your head, letting you let out all your frustrations about the day and about everyone else onto him.
you may have been an angry little gremlin, but you were his angry little gremlin, and he'd prove to you time and time again that no matter how bad your grumpiness and anger would get, no matter how insecure you were of your height, he saw you as just right for him and would defend you to the very end.
a/n: TBH I KEPT DELETING AND REDOING THIS, I'M SORRY IF IT SUCKS THIS WAS ONE IDEA OUT OF..... 6 OR SO AAAAA I HOPE IT WAS GOOD THOUGH, SORRY READER SEEMED MORE ANGRY THAN GRUMPY
tags !! @thecoolerdor @miguelswifey04
#peter b parker#peter b parker x reader#peter b parker x you#peter b parker x y/n#atsv peter b parker#atsv#atsv spiderman#atsv imagines#atsv x reader#atsv x y/n#atsv x you#atsv fanfiction
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do graves!leosagi ever get tired of their friends/family labelling them?? like maybe leo’s bros make fun of him for having a “boyfriend” and he gets like rightfully irritated by that ?
its Kinda amusing bc eventually leo’s family at least straight up thinks theyre just really good pals and its like wow ! friendship ! in a more oblivious sense like they just kinda shrug and go oh yeah usagi’s here again whatever
originally mikey was insanely insanely suspicious of usagi and what his relationship was with leo (“hes literally just a friend” “YOU MEAN A BOY-FRIEND. AND U NEVER TOLD US.” “what am i supposed 2 say do i update u guys every time i make a friend” “If I See This Fuckinf Rabbit Sleeping In Your Bed Again I’m Telling Dad” “WE WERE HAVING A SLEEPOVER”) (mikey was mainly shocked bc leo invited a friend to sleepover who they didnt know And leo didnt tell anyone there was an extra mouth to feed for brekkie) but once everything was smoothed over usagi just became another regular, similar to how april is
leo himself tells raph that its a little more than that but only raph rly knows it and hes always had a hunch about them so it didnt change much in how the brotjers saw the two
usagi’s family on the other hand is definitely more “Boyfriend? boyfriend? boyfriend? crush? romance?” kitsune teases usagi about how dramatically romantic it must be to fall for a guy he hated in the beginning and usagi is like . so filled with Eugh. This Is Not Romantic. ick feeling that it causes him to be more in denial at how close he’s gotten with leo (in the beginning at least , later on kitsune still teases him but he’s more at ease with how him and leo are, so he always jusy goes “ew no im not kissing him dates r gross” but over time she toned it down to more “ooh is someone missing a certain kappa?” kinda teasing rather than “whens the wedding/has your first kiss happened yet lmao/etc” kinda teasing)
hana calls leo his boyfriend like all the time and like . usagi doesnt rly correct her bc she’s 8 and he doesnt know how to explain that they “arent Really boyfriends sure they do things that couples would do sometimes but its platonic and well you dont rly know what platonic means uh”
so she gets a pass on all her “IS THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND” comments since usagi is just like “yeagh its leo u wanna say hi”
auntie notices how leo visits a lot and she kinda just is like “okay ur like my kid now. lol.” she thinks they are just best friends bc usagi said they are and who is she to think otherwise, she kinda just absorbs leo (and later on the hamatos) as her own family and doesnt question their relatiomship much
chizu and gen tend to stay out of usagi’s personal business like that But gen did think that leo was a girl for a good while before he was ever introduced to him . and he was like “usagi if you wanna pick up the ladies u need like. do better. than this” “what. What” “like take a shower man” trying to give him flirting/relationship advice without actually knowing leo at all and also assuming usagi is straight
all in all its never really serious if people call them boyfriends or just best friends bc they dont really care to correct anyone it only matters if its like “so did you hit the [insert romantic relationship milestone] phase yet haha” bc that gets tiring to hear constantly
mainly all their family is just like “oh okay” at their relationship since i dont Really want to make the hardships of being aroace or being queer a big point since we already struggle enough with that irl ! a few details here and there about how their unlabelled status confuses some people but generally just a “we’ve seen weirder shit who cares” kinda energy to it
i love rambling . Thank you for the wuestion ily /p
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why huey is the best companion character:
(disclaimer, i am biased, i know)
he has one of the most fleshed out character profiles
TTYD and Paper Mario 64, while having easily RECOGNIZABLE partners, don't actually give each character enough time to shine
(this is even emphasized in pm64 with the duplighosts. it would be really hard to tell which ones aren't bombette if it wasnt really obvious)
kersty is... flat for obvious reasons. she talks a lot, but i don't think they planned on actually giving her DEPTH and when they try it doesn't work
olivia is nice. but. kind of generic. sorry
tippi and huey are THE EXCEPTIONS. tippi has a huge backstory that they emphasize a lot on, and she brings a lot to the story and has a lot to say. huey, while not as 'important' (because the story is a lot less high-stakes), has a very significant part in the story especially at the end and also brings a lot to the dialogue. both of them also grow over the course of the game, and it's obvious
(on that note though the pixls barely bring anything sorry boomer ily but)
he's sassy, but not in a way that feels disrupting
EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM is kersty if she was a GOOD CHARACTER. i cannot stress this enough, he is mean but not a BULLY. he is sassy, and he brings a lot of funny moments, but he doesn't get in the way with that sass
on that note he also doesn't constantly berate you which is nice. KERSTY.
his sacrifice feels meaningful
this is a point for both tippi and huey, honestly, though tippi is a very close second favorite so that would explain it. it's precisely because he's a good written and built character that when he actually gets serious it MEANS something. on another layer, he's doing this entirely selflessly. he doesn't have the power of love like tippi did- this was all platonic, just a promise to a friend. and isn't that something we should treasure?
and yes, the 100% completion ending shows that he's alive and back in the fountain. that's all well and good, but it doesn't mean his sacrifice was for nothing- none of the toads recognize him, so he very well could have been under the fountain for hundreds if not THOUSANDS of years. he probably won't ever get to see mario again in his probably-immortal life.
that IS sacrifice, to me.
he finally was set free to go on an adventure after sleeping for who knows how long and formed a bond so strong with his friend that he would go back into that situation for him. loved too much, too fast, all while promising said friend he'd be alright. he went behind his back to do it. how long did it take for mario to realize what happened? (i miss him)
he's funny
as hell
#roc save#rocket talk#read later dumbass (at self)#paper mario#paper mario color splash#super paper mario#not tagging the others theyre not mentioned as much#huey paper mario#he doesnt have a tag. :(#spm tippi#pmcs huey#my writing#long post
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Okayyy, I have a few ideas so Imma have a couple asks come in from me!
So, my idea is some more headcannons with TommyInnit and Female Reader who is Tommy's younger sister (So obviously platonic)! Some ideas are:
Tommy tryna convince a stubborn reader to stream when she doesn't wanna.
Tommy reminding reader about school
Randomly bursting in her room on stream when visiting his childhood home
Stuff like that, feel free to add anything else you think of!!
Thanks darlin, eat, drink lots of water, rest when needed, and take your time! No rush as always!
-Jackieee <3333
HAHAHAHA YES. sibling works are sm fun to writeee !!!! also shoutout to jackie + kenzie (follow them at @catswithroses !!) coming in clutch for me with these asks, y'all are so awesome for that ily both sm /p <3
,❝ yeah i have a sister ❞ ?
tommyinniy x fem!reader (siblings , platonic)

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I. LOVE. SIBLING. WORKS.
okay but tommy would be the funniest (and most annoying /hj) sibling to have in my perspective
def the type of brother to play-fight with you, but OH BOY if anyone else fought with you ...
lets just say you wouldnt hear from them for a bit
but tommy would totally want you either on his stream together or you having your own twitch
he doesnt fully force or pressure you, but he "heavily encourages" you as he calls it
you have your own twitch account and everything, but you dont have a great stream setup like him or any following whatsoever
it took you a while even to get a decent PC
also tommy would totally remind you about school you so right oml
"dude you've missed so much of school."
"aren't you literally a dropout"
"...."
hes def helping you with homework tho
if you ever do a presentation for class he's using those video editing skills to work
oh and if you somehow get pushed to stream
you would probably do it when youre home alone
just having a chill lil quiet talking + gaming stream
and then out of nowhere
"WHATS UP BITCHES YOU MISSED ME??"
"tommy what the hell br-"
he would prob calm down for your stream tho since ur audiences were so different
his chatters + mods would come down to say hello to you as well and support
his fanbase would LOVE YOU
like full on begging you to come on stream if they know youre home
but who doesn't love sibling dynamic y/n??
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short n' sweet lil headcanons for my faves jackie and kenzie @catswithroses !! hope u guys enjoyyy
requests are open!! come and say hi :)
#lana writes#tommyinnit#tom simons#ranboo#mcyt#fanfiction#gen loss#lana rants#ranboolive#charlie slimecicle#dream smp#fanfic#gen loss ranboo#lana answers asks
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hi 🩷
i see that you write for both nesta and manon, i was wondering if you could possibly write for mor as well ?
i’ve had this idea of a love triangle between nesta, mor and reader for a while.
i recently found your account and i’m absolutely obsessed with it, your writing, all of it !
do whatever you want with the idea, or don’t. i just thought it won’t hurt to ask.
thank youuu, ily 🫶🏻
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Mor x reader
A/n: a little Nesta x reader but more platonic, so I hope you like it.
Thank you anon, I’m glad your here and that you like my fics! Your compliment means the world to me 🥹
Warnings: suggestive
You and Nesta became fast friends once she arrived in the Night Court. Your love language was sharing books, which you and Nesta always did when you hung out. Your shared love of smutty books is what brought you closer together.
Mor, your crush of decades, was also one of your best friends. Unfortunately, the two females didn’t really see eye to eye. At times they competed for your attention and it was very tiring. But you split your time evenly with them.
What kept you back from Mor was Azriel. You weren’t scared of Azriel, you knew he had pining after Mor for years and didn’t want to step on his toes. You also didn’t want to assume Mor liked females as well as males.
Tonight is what pushed you, and Mor. When you, Nesta, and Mor were in the same room you could feel the tension. Nesta knew about your crush on Mor so she kept pushing you to make a move. Nesta would cuddle up to you whenever Mor was within eyesight. She would hug you from behind and kiss you leaving a loud smack on your cheek.
It always made you blush but you knew Nesta liked males. Although you wouldn’t mind getting in bed with her and Cassian. During these little moments you would see Mor get a little jealous. Which gave you a little hope.
You noticed Nesta and Cassian had been sneaking around, and you were happy for them, they were quite cute together. So you had been spending more time with Mor. It was nice, you forgot how much fun you had together.
You, Nesta, and Mor were the last ones left in the living room after a night of drinking. Swirling your wine around in your glass staring at it you held your breath. The silence was quite awkward.
Nesta spoke up first, “Well,” she dragged out in a teasing tone, “I’m going to bed. Y/n, goodnight darling.” When she gets off the couch she swishes her hips, walking over to you on the other couch. She plants a kiss on your head, winking at Mor.
Mor turns red from what you assume is anger. As Nesta leaves she swishes her hips some more, swinging herself on the door frame toward the stairs.
In an instant Mor is striding over to you and plops down next to you so your thighs are touching. You look at her giving her a shy smile, batting your lashes at her. Mor plays with the ends of your hair twirling it around her fingers. She gives you a smirk.
“Hi Mor.” “Hi y/n.” You bite your lip. You’re determined to tease her a little. The wine coursing through you was also egging you on. “Mor, can I tell you something?” Her smirk widened, “of course baby.” You felt your cheeks heat at the pet name. You liked it and wanted Mor to keep calling you baby.
You were just going to come right out and tell her. You wanted the tension to cool down between her and Nesta, and everything to be somewhat normal and happy. “I wanted to say, that I have feelings for you…and I like you a lot.”
Mor’s smirk widens into a grin. She inches closer to you and your breathing picks up, your heart skipping a beat. “Is this ok?” Mor whispers, her lips brushing yours. “Yeah.” She connects her lips with yours. The kiss starts slow and light, quickly turning deep and heated. She grips your jaw with both of her hands
Mor tasted sweet like the wine you had been drinking all night. Her lips pillow soft. You feel your core heating, your panties are soaked as you clench your thighs together. Mor pulls away, another suggestive smirk on her lips.
You look at each other with big, loving eyes, faces only inches away. “Stay with me tonight?” Mor whispers. “And let me take you out tomorrow?” You giggled, “Yes. Can we do breakfast?”
“Oh baby, I think we might be busy.” You giggle and press your lips to hers. Mor smiles into the kiss, winnowing you both up to her room.
tags: @nyotamalfoy @auggiesolovey @bubybubsters @baybay123455 @msiecrane
#acotar#acotar fanfiction#acotar reader imagine#acotar reader fic#acotar imagine#nesta archeron#mor acotar#nesta x you#nesta x reader#nesta archeron x reader#mor x reader#Mor x you#nesta acotar#nesta acosf
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"Viking? Mrx. Sizukie made breakfast." "..." "c'mon... It's eggs, you like those?"
"hey buddy," "go away legundo.." "I can't do that bud."
"did you get any sleep?" "...no" "yeah..uh. yeah, me neither."
"you neither?" "Yeah, I didn't realize how much I'd like. Like I started thinking, like, if I went by myself."
"and like, it was fine. I'm more efficient. I'm faster, I don't need to hunt as much. Honestly I might've already made it, probably. I'd definitely get in liss trouble, that's for sure."
"are you trying to make me feel worse??" "Haha, no, hold on."
"what I'm tryina say, is that I'd never-"
"-ever. Want to."
"hey guys? Everything ok in here? Eggs are getting cold."
"oh! Hehe, silly boys.."
"here lemme help. Momma's gotta do everything around here, huh?"
"how y'all aren't cold I'll never know. Hah..hybrids."
Mimirs. Eepy time.
In honor of pig!viking two releasing today I finished this up faster than I intended. The brain rot has me by the THROAT
Ok buckle up I have so much to say, ok
First of all, mrx sizukie, what kind of a name is that? The kind of name when you've been following a neon orange Suzuki down the freeway for like 4 hours. Also I like to imagine that pigs don't have Mr and Mrs but just, everyone uses mx and mrx because I think ? Idk they're not human why would they have human honorifics. I'm not calling ppl who use mx or mrx non human btw, u get what I mean
Second of all, eggs? Yeah, eggs. Baby zombie piglins spawn with chickens sometimes, so. So there ya go, they have chickens, idk man.
Third of all? I let them hug, that's right!! Hug it out you emotionally unavailable pig boys!! Comfort piglin head grab and bonk also both made an appearance, hope ur happy with that. I like to think that whenever piglins go to sleep their body temperature drops so that's why they sleep in piles, and is also why they got a lil blankie :)
Also I didn't talk about the backpack last time but they've got a notebook in there! (It's vikings, it's all his notes on how to be a pig. He's learning the language in there, his handwriting is terrible.)
Also when legs flops on the bed and traps vikings legs? Did anyone else's dad do this when there was a Talk to be had? Just like sit on ur feet so u can't escape? Well mine did so that's what that's about.
I made sure to add a lot of "like" and "yeah" cause if you've ever had a Conversation then u know that those nothing words are EVERYWHERE
But yeah, legs realizes how much he'd miss viking if he wasn't around and is like "aw balls this kid is my brother"
I was drawing the last panel, the shaded one, and I was like, "am I a furry artist?" So, let's all think about that for a sec. I mean like kinda, right?"
Hi @amberstormblade ily /platonic ur writing is my absolute favorite and part two is making my synapses FIRE
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okay, i’m here to ask about suger and domiya!!!
Suger
1. Did you guys stare at each other? What happens when one of you catches the other?
2. If you were in an AU which one would you guys want to be in and why?
3. What are your contact names for each other?
4. Something they do that gives you butterflies?
Domiya
1. What do your texts look like before you get together? Are they full of flirting or platonic randomness?
2. Did you ramble to friends/family about each other? What did you say?
3. Funniest Kiss Memory
4. What does your bedroom look like? Who decorated it? What’s in it?
5. Do you dance together? Where do you dance most often?
6. Did your first kiss go well or was it silly like bumping noses
7. Silliest thing they’ve done to cheer you up?
- love bug <3 🍪
get ready for this dissertation bug holy shit (this is my second time writing this bear with me) ily <33
suger
I catch suga staring at me more than he catches me. usually I'll just smile at him and he'll compliment me (it's a 50/50 shot of whether it's insanely heinous or not.) but when he catches me staring at him I get so flustered bc he's so fucking cheeky "wow you're so obsessed with me, huh?"
well we already experienced college au and we do NAWT want to do that again bruh... but maybe regency?? ahhh prince suga would be so so cute <33
we are so basic I'm so sorry bug ahhh, you should've caught us in college lmfao we had heinous contact names. but now, since we're around children all day his name in mine "kou <3" and mine in his is "loser <3"
I will scream this from the rooftops every. single. time. HE GETS ME FLOWERS ALL THE TIME!!!! before we lived together, he would keep one of the flowers so he knew when mine were dead <333 but now he's still so cheesy with it and will hide them behind his back and everything ahhhh
domiya
I think it starts out pretty innocently, and I'm not as insane as I usually am (I have to slowly build him up to my crazy or else I'll scare him off). he's super sweet in his messages, I don't think much changes about the way he texts. the only thing that changes is that he gets a lot more sappy and I get a whole lot more crazy
here have some examples:



2. he would ramble to otoya and karasu ahhh (they would tease THE FUCK out of him though, but he did not care. throwback to our "they're not an angel that's a demon" conversation lmfao). and I would ramble to my friends and my stupid ass brothers (my oldest wanted to kick his ass lmfao he is very protective over me. I definitely see my oldest brother berating the hell out of him but yukki pulls through like a champ and now they're besties.)
3. I am insane and made his nose bleed lmfao. accidentally pulled him down to me too hard and basically headbutted him <//3 he thought it was silly though and I was distraught I felt so bad
4. a lot of the aesthetic is mine, lots of blacks and greys. he's down for any of my decor ideas, as long as I'm happy he doesn't care. a lot of the organization comes from him though, he strikes me as a type A person and I am NAWT lmfao so I let him do all that shit
5. alright so....I don't dance.... but he will push me to do it lol. a lot of the times it's in the kitchen at like 3am. the only times it's not tooth rottingly sweet, it's bc I'm drunk and he thinks it's silly (he loves getting drunk with me, he doesn't drink all that much but he does find it HILARIOUS when I get drunk or high)
6. hi we're being cliche (and I may change this idk but it's the first thing I thought of) he walks me home bc I missed my train, again at the coffee shop bc I'm desperately in love with us constantly meeting there. but he walks me home and we have that somewhat awkward interaction of not knowing what to do until he finally just kisses me <33 it was so sweet but definitely pretty awkward, he'll bring it up all the time
7. I think he'll try his best to send me memes, but they aren't as cursed as mine. I think of it like that tiktok trend of "making my parents say brainrot phrases" and that's him. it makes me wheeze when he sends me insane shit or say something off the wall
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I miss talking about Gahan. so imma just ramble here instead.
i've been thinking again about who would say I love you first between them. The first time I know Gahan, it's an automatic to think "oh this lovely bratty twink would be the one to say those 3 words first". But then the more i dive into their characters, it would make more sense if Yohan is the one to say those words first.
Here's why, according to me, also warning this is gonna be long:
Yohan never heard those words spoken genuinely to or for him. Perhaps the ones who say it to him would be Isaac (of course), his wife (Cecilia is her canon name for me ���), and little Elijah. What child wouldn't say I love you or I like you to their favorite person. While on the other hand, Yohan has the most experience in tragic relationships (romantic or platonic or with himself) in regards to feelings. That's why he's the sociopath we all know and love and thirst for. That's why he has a stark and clear difference between genuine ILY or not. He will rarely or perhaps never say those words to anyone unworthy of his true feelings. Elijah will of course have the VIP pass despite their relationship straying away bcs of the things Yohan does to protect his child (yes, Elijah is pretty much his niece & child, you can't take that away from me). His act of service for Elijah speaks greatly how much he loves her, he literally has done and will do everything in his power to protect her or his loved ones (that includes ridiculously pretty and hot headed Bambi that almost stabbed him with tears in those doe eyes).
Now, Gaon I'm sure grew up in a very loving family. He had healthy relationships with his friends and family too I'm sure, before fate decides to take his family and his sanity away from his life. Thankfully he has Soohyun, —no matter how much hatred we have for her, let's be real Gaon survived his days bcs of her too— both he and Yohan are big empathetic too hence why they do what they do albeit unhealthy & reckless most of the times. Remember Gaon also has a lot of fear to control him, the opposite of Yohan who reigns his fear wonderfully that's why people believe in him to do great things, and he does! He's unbeatable and always comes back on top if he's defeated. There's a reason Gaon turns to him too to do dirty things despite his disliking towards this particular decision of Yohan. There's a reason why Yohan is a beacon of light burn so bright and blinding whilst Gaon is the gentle light of hope. But again, Gaon is controlled by fear. He might and possibly fall in love first unknowingly towards Yohan once he does realize it, his first instinct is to hide it ESPECIALLY from Yohan. Why? His empathy is working towards guilt and fear. Now I won't dive into the guilt, it would be hard admittedly, bcs the guilt and fear is woven tightly together, but Gaon knows and is able to connect the dots Yohan doesn't have healthy & great childhood experiences. We know Gaon is great with strays, strays love him, they gravitate close to him. You know why else something or some people might gravitate towards an individual? They either resonate the same bad energy or they resonate positive energy. And what is Gaon? A broken stray with a warm heart. He's in-between. That's why he's confused. That's why Soohyun protects him, so protectively it becomes suffocating in a different way than Yohan's. How many people have approached him with good intentions, wanting to protect him but also ruin him at the same time? He doesn't know this. But he is besties with fear. The traumas he went through is not something a soft hearted person can overcome in a short amount of time. Yohan is built different, as we are all aware. The areas that makes Gaon weak and tumbles are the areas where Yohan will thrive and become much stronger.
So does the opposite thing. If softness and vulnerability makes Gaon strong, it will be Yohan's downfall. The proof is crystal clear the moment he realizes Gaon is his liability the first few episodes.
To me, all this is because they're not familiar with the unfamiliar emotions. Yohan with vulnerability and Gaon with reality. But both roots in the same topic, pain.
I'm sure Yohan has his fair share of vulnerable moments he's aware of but I think he never really has time to sit to mull over and accept it within safe space or reasonable time, he's always racing against time, therefore very little window of chance for him to actually be friends with his vulnerability. It's more like something he needs to protect behind his back while not noticing the innerchild he protects is bleeding behind him. The intention is good but it's not the best way.
Gaon on the other hand. His people pleasing trait is what drives him forward yet at the same time, he forgot that giving yourself too much to people will only hurt him just as much. The amount you give yourself to others is how much pain you will get. He recoils everytime this happens, giving mixed signals to people involved. His father figure (i forgot the bastard's name) experienced this. Gaon is supposed to be an enemy to Yohan but then when he's given the reality he thinks is the truth, he turns his back to the professor and into the sugar daddy's lap willingly (with manipulation involved from Yohan ngl who am I joking).
Now I just remember the professor's name, Min Jungho, you bastard of a skinny leech, kudos to the actor to make me feel angry.
Anyway— See Gaon is familiar with bad things that come with truth in reality. He's skeptical of his own reality while sprinkles positive truths to other's reality. He's so positive about Yohan, the Kang-abyss-Yohan. He even stood up for Yohan, quite literally, when Soohyun and Min Jungho said bad (facts) things about our resident devilish handsome gremlin. Even he defended Yohan when Elijah is so negative to her uncle (dad). There's few times I'm aware where Gaon is positive about his life, his future, that also is accompanied with anxiety in his part. The moment he does embrace what he think as positive, such as kissing Soohyun (sigh), she died.. in his arms no less.
This is why, it makes sense to me if Gaon locks his confession and swallows it down. Even tho his actions speak much, much louder. To me, Yohan would have the biggest probability to confess his feelings first (should the time & conditions align) and if his ego doesn't get in the way. It would help Gaon to open up, albeit with denial at first and Yohan would still be patient with this clumsy Bambi.
This, admittedly is the simple version, imo, of their miscommunication and suppressed feelings. I will tell you, these things I just wrote don't involve much of any variant of things that can make them go sideways or upside down. Such as, if they're faced with a certain problem, will my analysis stay true? What if they're in an alternate universe? Surely somethings will change and certain things will stay, but what? What if Gaon decides to be brave (or stupid and never learn) and confess anyway? What if, it will always lead to "disaster" the moment he's brave enough to take action? Or what if he decides to be brave, in means to throw his feeling away and not look back anymore yet Yohan reciprocates? Will he still be in denial or would he embrace it gladly albeit with fear when the other shoe is gonna drop? When will Yohan die? "Yohan is going to die the moment I confess, idk when, but I want to have a chance with him no matter how little time we have. I don't care anymore". Would he thought of that?
There's a lot of probability that can happen if I take out my feelings from these characters we all love dearly. Hence why we have fanfiction at our disposal for writers, artists, creators, readers, to enjoy whichever alternate or canon we can consume to satisfy our hunger. We need more domestic shit and porn of them if I may be bold— ahem. I am an artist who can draw these but I'm also an enjoyer, feed me pls I beg you. Give me more fuel, I'm greedy for them 🥲 The joy and pain being in a small community hahahah I love it all the same. I love all your edits, your analysis, the gifs, the fanfics, the drabbles, the delulu posts, everything!
I think this is one of the reasons why @amethystina story, Who Holds The Devil, is such a delicious treat for me. In some parts, most parts so far, her portrayals of Gahan's characteristics are similar to what I have in mind. And it's wonderful to see the different perspectives too from her take on their characters, it gives me more insight and more "out of my mind plot". I'm glad either way.
I have a few fanfic wips stored in my phone, 1 of them has this specific scenario where Yohan would be the one who's gonna confess first. And of course I'm making them explore their sexual experiences like a teenager and a deranged man. The perks of me never experienced any of those sexual things myself is that I can fantasize all I want and not get disappointed (yet, hopefully not) by reality lmao. TMI, my apologies.
Will these fics ever go into the light? I hope so, I just haven't invested my time into writing again as I've been investing them into my main hobby & job as an artist. I hope I can go back writing again when I'm able to set separate time for it. I want to share you some hot sexy and angsty love with this GaHan ship. There's always gonna be smut and giggling delivered by me to your screen if not tears and heartbreak like my previous Gahan break up fic ehe.
But anyway, I will stop my rambles here as I have to go back into my art commission. I need to proceed with the sketch revision before I dive into playing Monster Hunter World again
As always, thankyou if the lot of you are reading all this. If not have a great day anyways! 💖
#artists on tumblr#fris#the devil judge#kim gaon#kang yohan#gahan#tdj#just rambling about gahan#because i fucking miss them#i miss them so much help#who between these two will break#and confess their love first#before going back to constipated again
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HSHAGFJAHA Heyy ooc! Im the same anon that asked about top 3 ships, and YES I LOVE YOU SM. I SHALL NOW YAP. 🙌🏼
Nendou x saiki is so so funny to me, i love it!! At first i was like ehh🤔, but then i was like ohh🤨 and then i was like OHHH😍 the more you think about it, the better their basic dynamic gets and i just HEJWIDHA
Aiura x saiki !! That's actually one of my top 3 as well!! Them both being psychics, her understanding, strong personality, humor and JEBFIWI its like, she's an actual character yknow? Not just random made just for mocking romance. Not to mention the fact that she predicted they were soulmates, and her predictions are canonically always accurate!! (Platonic or romantic, its still adorable)
Believe it or not teruhashi x saiki is ALSO MY TOP ANDOSJJAH WE NEED TO GET MARRIED NEOOOWWW🗣🗣🗣
i LOVE teruhashi!! Defending her is actually a full Time job im not even joking. I find her character and development amazing! Yes, she may be arragont, but does she ever ACT arrogant? No! Her whole thing is about acting perfect, which means making people happy, and whilst her thoughts are far from it, she doesnt act on them, which is why i love her! She's honestly such a nice, kind and sweet girl, who makes me laugh too. Not to mention she memorized EVERY persons name in her school just so THEY would be happy, to maintain her perfect persona, and passed out because of it!! My heart was lucky this anime is comedy😟😟
But yes OMDDD This SHIP has my HEART. The canon art of those two are MWAH. The dynamic!! The moments they had in the show!! SHE MADE HIM SAY OFFU LIKE CMON NOW I WAS SQUEALLING.
Whilst its true that she doesnt know his TRUE true self, she was still perfectly fine with his 'normal' self, made him smile, and kept headstrong cuz that's just her!! OH AND ALSO lets not forget the alternative universe that is only slightly altered from the main one, that saiki uses to check his friends reaction to his power reveal, THEY ALL ACCEPTED HIM⁉️ SO WE CANNONICALLT KNOW THAT TERUHASHI, ALONG WITH ALL HIS FRIENDS, ACCEPT HIS POWERS.
My heart🤧 my soul 🤧 my life🤧
Oh and also i personally headcannon saiki to be demi romantic/sexual!! ( developing romantic/sexual attraction only after building a strong close emotional relationship and not on first basis impressions) but i also totally understand the aroace headcannons, and tbh yh i kinda see it! Im open for everything tbh, however it does get quite exhausting watching others attack eachother over differing headcannons regarding saiki. Oh well🙁
But yah, my top 3 are terusai, aiusai, and ....don't judge me... One sided toritsuka x saiki. IM SORRY HELP ITS JUST SO FUNNY TO ME. 😟😟
ALSO WHENS THE WEDDING??
/ooc HOLY YAP /lh
I had so much fun reading this ily the wedding is tomorrow
1. I love love love teruhashi so so so much and it takes every single bit of my willpower to not viscerally attack someone when they say they hate her (/j I'm not attacking ppl) but I have to remind myself they just don't understand and they're not as insane as me. Also I think Saiki and Teruhashi having a closer relationship would provide some benefit for both of them. Idk how I forgot about that episode you mentioned but the way Saiki caught her before she fell just UGH ❤️❤️ I think they would take really good care of each other if they just got a little closer.
2. Demi saiki definitely makes the most sense to me!! I forgot that was a thing and couldn't think of a label to apply to him LMFAO but I love hcing a lot of my favs as demi because that's just how I view optimal relationships in general if that makes sense.
3. I WONT JUDGE YOU LISTEN. I almost considered putting torisai as one of my top three but then I realized the reciprocated feelings dynamic would be a little iffy idk that doesn't make much sense but I'm not sure how I see it. I used to love torisai as well and for some reason I can't really remember why, I just know I wasn't thinking of it the same way then as I think of it now but one-sided torisai DEFINITELY is super funny 😭 a lot of people misconstrue this ship as well and make it kind of gross and icky so that might be what drove me away from it.
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ILY FP 233
God I CANNOT believe we are 233 episodes in already. It feels like we were JUST at 151 watching Nol walk away from everything and everyone and here we are? 70-some episodes later? SOOOOO close to the fabled time skip? NUTS!!!! Even though at the time I’d always hoped Nol would make his return at the Christmas party, that we wouldn’t go into the time skip without resolution, I didn’t image how any of this would have played out, or what would have come of it.
I’ve probably said it before, but I’m just.... so amazed at what we’ve gotten out of Nol since the Christmas party arc began. He’s such a difficult character for me to predict and he’s so swaddled in all of the ramifications of his experience, his trauma wraps itself around his neck like some kind of boa constrictor, so frankly, everything that’s been happening the last couple (few?!) months is INSANE to me!
Let’s dig in!
Honestly this conversation between Nana and Nol is much needed. Don’t get me wrong - Nol very well knows and understands the ramifications of not only developing, but acting on these feelings. It’s not that he is acting on them that is the problem as much as the fact that Shinae is unaware, the fact that he needs to have a talk with Dieter. It’s such a mess no matter how you look at it with no real easy way out, and that’s without even considering the circumstances right now. Acting on these feelings when he’s about to disappear from her life again (serving time). Did he even intend to talk to her about it? Did he even intend to try suss out her feelings, if it’s reciprocal or not?
On the one hand he isn’t entirely wrong - there ISN’T a lot he can do at this stage. Like, yeah he can confess his feelings to Shinae, spell it out for her why Dieter is so hurt why he’s acting like that, but tit would unfairly influence her own feelings that she’s yet to have time to process. It would put her in an uncomfortable position she’s not ready to face. He could have tried to talk to Dieter before he found out that he saw it all, but what would that do in the moment? Like Shinae, Dieter needs his own time to process, to try to grapple with and sort out his feelings. He’s bound to be much more volatile if pushed right now.
That said, I find it interesting that Nol’s eyes were closed when he said he doesn’t know where his phone is and that it’s not easy when he’s stuck in the hospital - which isn’t entirely a lie, but I wonder if it’s more that he knows he’s avoiding the inevitable, the painful and the awkward? That he’s let opportunities slip through his fingers rather than face them? idk.
I love Nana’s tough love, though. She’s not unnecessarily harsh on Nol, even if the comparison to Rand felt like a low blow, because we know that seems to be a motivator for him. He DOESN’T want to be anything like his father and he certainly doesn’t want to treat Shinae like Rand did Nessa.
When I first read this episode, initially I was really wary of that frame with Nol’s eyes hidden from us when he says “I would never” because man all Nol DOES is push people away. All he does is decide that he doesn’t deserve what he wants and then deny them any say in their relationship, and it feels so very much like that’s the thought in his mind. That he would never so he’ll never act on it again so he’ll shove it deep down inside so he’ll learn to be platonic.
But listen Nol, is that even possible? He had to kick her out of his room because he could not be alone with her - because he knew she isn’t drawing boundaries and every time he toes the line she lets him because he knows he loses composure he stops thinking that she’d just look at him like *that* and he’d crumble in front of her. The problem is, he’s already started this conversation. He can’t go back on it. At some point, Shinae is going to figure out what he meant by what he didn’t say - why Dieter would feel hurt, what that moment meant for them, just like he told her to. And then what? Is he gonna play the “I have a girlfriend” card? She knows it means nothing! Is he gonna play the “Dieter likes you” card? But doesn’t Shinae get say in her feelings?
He still needs a conversation with Dieter, of course. Nol is so unpredictable to me, but I feel like there’s no way he could move forward knowing his feelings without talking to Dieter at some point. I have no doubt Nol feels like he owes him an apology and I have no doubt that Dieter doesn’t actually think Nol betrayed him or anything. But Dieter was the one picking up the pieces of Shinae when Nol made a mess of her. He was the one who found her crying in the rain where Nol left her. He was the one trying to talk her through it - even said out loud that she loves him, knowing he sensed it was a different kind of love than how he loves Nol. He’s the one who knows how hard she’s been trying to reach Nol, how much she is afraid to lose him CANNOT lose him, how much it tore her up.
I really want to see Nol and Dieter have that conversation. I don’t think Dieter is the type of person who would feel like he has “dibs” on Shinae because he respects her as a person and, y’know, isn’t territorial of her like she’s some kind of possession. But what he CAN lay into Nol about is the way he’s treating her. Nana is right, too - you can’t just push her away and hope all of this will go away. And Nol moreso knows better because he knows about Alyssa now, he knows about Shinae’s trauma, about being cast aside by someone you care about. Even the way she responded to him when he first touched her scar, first brought it up; Shinae has not healed completely from that wound, even if it’s a scar.
To do what he’s done this night - to return to her and be so honest, to share those moments together when he thought everyone was asleep and then push her away, close her out, box her out again - would be devastating and hugely unfair to her. If his plan is to really leave forever and never come back then whatever, but we know better.
I will say, though. I really enjoy seeing Nol be really pathetic about this. I am taking GREAT pleasure out of it, sorry not sorry. Especially because Shinae has already suffered tremendously over his ghosting, over the realization that someone who is so precious to her could just throw her away like that. I want this man to AGONIZE. I know he’s trying to tell himself to walk away that he can’t do this to Dieter that Shinae deserves better but I always want him to know he CAN’T that he’s in too deep that he can’t walk away from someone who care about him, someone who worries about him, someone who grants him those moments of serenity and brings him calm in an otherwise tumultuous life.
I think that’s the thing that’s so wonderful about seeing him this miserable, too - we are so very often locked out of Nol’s mind, it’s often so difficult to understand what he’s thinking about, what’s going on in there, but we can at least tell how torn up he is. How there’s a miserable part of him that doesn’t want Shinae to figure it out, how much he loathes that he resembles his father in this way. It’s not like he set out to fall for Shinae, it just happened, it’s something that has been blooming all along in the background, the seeds were planted and tended to in all of their moments together - all of those times she disarmed him and he let her in, gave her a little taste of who he really is. Falling for her was the last thing he wanted. And yet.
And yet.
Even though Nol is denying it at every opportunity, it’s still an indirect admission. His concern when asking Nana if she told her - we know what he means. He tells her there’s nothing going on but also states he’s trying. His attempts to deny it are futile when he keeps betraying his lies with the truth lol.
But look, I can’t help but love how sulky and miserable he is. He made this bed now he’s gotta lie in it.
But really, Nana is much needed at this time, because Nol’s typical moves won’t make anything better. She knows him better than that, and knows that both Shinae and Dieter deserve better. He’s not allowed to play with her feelings and then run away; he owes her a conversation, the truth, an apology. Ignoring it won’t solve anything, and pushing her away won’t fix anything, Nana gets it. Nana speaks on behalf of us.
But Nana is also right. Shinae and Dieter aren’t the only ones affected by what’s happening here.
What a fantastic segue to Alyssa lol
Alyssa, my messy problematic fave ;~; Alyssa my misguided lost little lamb ;~;
I know most people hate Alyssa but I am not most people and listen, I am BIG TIME worried and scared for her.
BIG. TIME.
We’ve known the connection between Yui and Gun Kim is close and we even know that Gun has contacts with several media conglomerates but I don’t think we really knew just HOW close he was, holy shit!!!! I cannot even begin to describe the DREAD and fear that filled me to see him show up like this. Especially like this ;~;
Seeing Alyssa hiding in the bathroom on the toilet gave me immediate worry but fortunately it doesn’t seem like anything had happened; she’s just taken refuge in the bathroom, her shirt was thrown up on by her boyfriend who seems to have sent her a cryptic message and hasn’t responded to her since. My guess is that maybe when Kousuke punched him and he fell, a message got sent...? Maybe while people were gathering his barely conscious bloodied body and moving him into Yujing’s car? Idk! The point is: she’s worried.
The way she’s sat on the toilet resembles the way she hid herself in her blanket at home that day Shinae visited her, a day where she was also very worried that someone was upset with her. I’m not saying I don’t think Alyssa is genuinely worried about Nol, but she does get very anxious when she thinks people are mad at her, and she knows Nol has every right to be mad at her. What she said was cruel, even if she meant it in the moment, and Alyssa absolutely cannNOT lose Nol - she needs him, not just for her career, but probably also for her protection. He’s one of the only friends she has at this time, even if she doesn’t treat him that way. And I think knowing that Rand left the party gave her some kind of indication that something is afoot, even if she doesn’t know what.
Let’s not forget that Alyssa witnessed him jumping off a balcony into the pool below. And now this weird message? Now all these messages he’s not responding to? Rand has left? What’s going on?
And she doesn’t even time to worry about him because Gun Kim is at the bathroom door, ushering her along, they have another schedule to make. What time is it? Are we aligned with Nol’s time? Did they stay the night at that hotel? They’re still there, at the setting of the Christmas party, not at their dorm or anything like that. They still have last night’s costumes, off to their next schedule. How long has it been? Did she sleep at all?!
Something that really stands out is the expression on Alyssa’s face when Gun is calling in, asking if she needs any help. Maybe that expression is just because she can hear her groupmates talking about her, perfectly willing to leave her behind, but with what we know about Gun.... you can’t blame me for thinking that she, too, knows a thing or two about that man and would prefer anything but.
One of the girls says something about how she’s always doing weird shit back at the dorm. How weird are we talking? Are we talking curling up in a ball and hiding in her blanket when she feels like things are falling apart? Are we talking coping methods for trying to deal with the plaguing feeling of knowing she’s so disliked, that nothing she does can make up for it? Or are we talking.... even weirder? Is it connected to whoever Alyssa is always on the phone with?
The more I think about her, the more I worry for Alyssa. Truly, fearfully worry.
Alyssa’s group is called GL4SS and the panels of her getting ready are glass shards - really on the nose there. It harkens back to that moment Shinae visited her house, where she so quickly pulled herself together like she wasn’t really moping at all, back at her violin as if nothing was amiss, nothing to see. Shinae thought it was so weird but look at how practiced it is. In a matter of minutes she pulls herself together, puts her face on - her mask, her facade, her persona - and steps back out like a good girl.
One of my friends pointed out how very much Alyssa donning her make up was so much like Nol doing Shinae’s make up at the formal. Nol was directly helping and protecting Shinae both in putting the make up on her and taking care of her throughout the evening, and he wasn’t the only one. When she was in danger, Nol, Kousuke, and Meg came together to search for her.
But no one is doing Alyssa’s make up.
No one is there to protect her, to defend her.
She’s alone when she comes out of the bathroom and finds Gun Kim waiting for her, her groupmates having already left to go to their next schedule alone.
Thinking about it from that perspective makes it feel so much worse. There is no one to protect Alyssa, to keep her safe. It is just her and an actual shark, an actual literal monster, who is to take her - alone - to her next schedule. Everything about her body language has me SCREAMING - she looks so uncomfortable, trying to shrink in on herself, arms tightly at her sides, everything about her posture screaming uncomfortable.
But it’s the things he SAYS. That weird “joke” that isn’t funny. That pointed dig about not wanting to give them another reason to dislike her. Danger alarms are going off, this man should NOT be anywhere in her vicinity, let alone be alone with her.
Here’s something to consider about Alyssa.
No matter what she does, her groupmates are never going to like her - no matter how skilled she is, no matter how hard she works, because they know how she got here. They know she’s got connections to the group’s sponsors! They know Yui handed her this. They probably trained for years, worked so hard to beat out other trainees, sacrificed so much for this and Alyssa just came prancing in.
No matter what she does, what she contributes, it will always be invalidated by how she got here.
And despite this, she seems to be the face of the group. She’s so popular that people are already calling her overrated. She’s already been doing CFs/endorsements. She has been granted things the other girls haven’t. Not only was she invited to the ultra exclusive Kim formal, but Yui pulled strings so that she (and only she) could attend. She’s chummy with Kousuke and Nol - and we know Sumin knows/assumes she’s dating him because she pointedly mentioned how Alyssa is always on the phone.
Her groupmates are (rightfully) jealous and she has no friends in them. The one thing she’s wanted is to belong. To be a part of something. But even in something like this, where you would expect to belong, where you work 24/7 with your groupmates, live with them, spend all of your time with them, she still doesn’t belong because of how she got there.
Fans will never be her friend and will only ever conditionally love her.
Who does she have? Who can she turn to?
Yeah she has Meg, but is she going to open up about her loneliness, about what she struggles with? What if Meg takes it as a slap to the face? Alyssa isn’t dumb and she isn’t blind - I think she must know that Meg feels some kind of inadequacy measured against Alyssa, the successful daughter, the famous daughter, the one who will be bringing home money while she tries to finally finish university for once.
And Yui and Gun Kim know this. By circumstances alone Alyssa was already isolated, has no one in her corner, no friends outside of the group, no friend in her group. And what can she do to combat that? Who can she turn to?
I wonder if those dating rumors are going to come up soon. If everything that transpired this night/day are to set us up for the coming time skip - will Nol and Alyssa still be together? If we’re setting up for the timeskip, I think we’re about to see a major shift.
Remember when I said that dating Nol affords Alyssa some kind of protection? While she can’t publicly say she is dating, she can at least thwart some advances privately, those who know of her relationship - like the Kims. (Though, let’s be real, has that ever stopped them? Ugh.) I think that while yes Alyssa has hung on to her relationship with Nol because she wants to keep Yui’s favor.... I think Alyssa benefits in a way Nol is very unaware of right now, and that’s why she is so desperate to keep in with him.
But if those dating rumors come up? If she has to publicly renounce their relationship, because she’s being forced to, because not doing so will ruin her career, because not doing so will find an awful punishment for her? Then what?
I think it sets up a couple things. Firstly, I think that could be the final blow for Nol. Much like he’s wiped his hands of Kousuke, perhaps he would do so of Alyssa, because who wants to continue to play pretend that they’re dating when she has to publicly renounce their relationship? He’s tried to help her, he tried to save her, and from his perspective, it never did anything, so why waste his energy on something futile? Just like he realized reaching Kousuke was futile, maybe he’ll feel the same of Alyssa, wipe his hands of her once and for all.
But if that comes to pass, then it means Alyssa is so truly alone, so isolated, caught completely in a trap that it’s too late to turn back from, and I don’t think she’s going to be given the opportunity to escape. I’m really worried that we’re about to see Alyssa realize how very trapped she is and that this is what’s going to carry us into the future.
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I am so SO terrified for her. ;__________;
#I Love Yoo#ILY FP#ILY Spoilers#ILY Brainrot#I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT!!!!!!#idk how but I DID IT AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i foguht off a nap to do this and i barely won lemme tell ya#i am SO sleeby#but it is SOOOOO miserably hot and humid here hhhhhhhhhhh#Nolan Oliver T. Lochlainn#Nana#Eleanor Lochlain#Shinae Yoo#Dieter Becker-Wulff#Alyssa Cho#Gun Kim#sob sob sob this episode made my heart stop it made my blood run cold in my veins#i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO nervous to see how it continues and where it goes ;~;#yes i've seen FP teasers but HONESTLY? I'M CHILLED OKAY I'M AFKLJAKFJJAFJKfkajfkaflakfjkafjakfkafkjafafj
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idk if you still stan hsmtmts but i gotta ask this: is it just me or is ej just not a very engaging and watchable love interest? like both ejnini and portwell are excruciating watches as ships compared to rini and rina. whenever ricky told the girls he loved them i believed it. you could see it in his eyes and feel it in his words and tone of voice. when ej expressed his feelings or talks about the girls it feels like a lifeless joke. yeah like yeah ily nini :)) gina’s… so great :)))) i like her a lot :)))) i don’t believe a word he says, it feels like he’s been through this before (and he has) and he’s just gonna repeat the things he did from one girl onto the next. the calling both girls a star, word for word. the uplifting them from ricky turmoil. it’s so fake and lifeless and copycat-ish.
and like yeah rini are kinda boring, but they at least had a story, and some chemistry. rina as well obvi. what the hell did portwell have 😭 mf asked a normal bare minimum question to his hurting friend one minute and was staring at her the next yet people have the audacity and the 3 depleted brain cells to say “rina is so forced it came out of nowhere and it makes no sense 🤓” the call is coming from inside the house 😭
like he should have had just a minor love interest and had the majority of his story be about finding who he wants to be instead of wasting his time trying to uplift and inspire and chase brokehearted girls.
i will alwaysssss stan hsmtmts have no doubt !!! and i'm always happy to talk abt it :D
i have to be SOOO real with you i actually like ej as a character shjshjs (shocking i know) and while i do find portwell to be like. terrible. i like ejnini and find them to be fairly engaging !! (but that might just be bc i think they're hilarious who knows)
as for rini. hmm. i kind of do genuinely hate them lmaoooo i have actually only ever watched their love confession once and it scarred me for life i wish i was joking. i also think they have negative chemistry and while i enjoy what their relationship does for their specific character arcs (ricky's more than nini's) for what it is i find it extremely trite and boring !! conceptually it's fine and it works but i think they had a lot of trouble translating that to screen and i found it reallyyyyyyy difficult to root for them in any capacity (now that i'm thinking abt it a lot of the issues i have with rini the relationship are the same issues i have with nini the character)
i do think all the relationships had sufficient (??) build up but i definitely agree with finding portwell's lacking 😭 it kind of took a sharp turn mid s2 to being a romantic dynamic instead of a platonic one and i think that could've played out a little bit more smoothly !!!
unfortunately the most interesting parts of ej (everything outside of his love life lmaoooo) are the parts that are ignored bc ultimately he was written to be a love interest !! rip. elton john i still love you 🫶
#i hold soooo much love and affection and appreciation for hsmtmts that i am incapable of truly hating any character lmaooo#anyway ej is such a stock character love interest it's kind of funny (also sad idk)#the end of s1 telegraphing them going the pw route is soooo funny to me like if something is inevitable at least make it GOOD ???#rip to all the other core fours ships that simply did not have the life changing chemistry needed to change the trajectory of the show <33#asked and answered#anonymous#hsmtmts asks
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VOIID3D - an independent appalachian gothic horror oc FINCH BARNETT from the infamous barnett family massacre case.
✝✝✝ exploring themes of - missing 411, a horror in the holler, survivors guilt, don't go into those woods after dark, coming back different, satanic panic of the 1980s, looking into the void & it looking back, the american nightmare, and self discovery in the form of falling apart completely. - includes triggering content such as abuse, violence, gore, and drug use.
sister to : @massacr3d
established may 2024 - low activity 21+ blog written by nikki she/her 29
this blog is low activity !!!
i work full time and have a busy life, as well as having ADHD that often leads me to go through intense phases with my inspiration and focus to write and focus on other hobbies in my life. so i will disappear sometimes for weeks at a time so please never mistake my lack of replying for a lack of interests in our thread ily!
this is a 21+ blog and will contain triggering content, i will do my best to tag everything as tw trigger but don't hesitate to message me if i miss something
i love plotting, i love shipping, i love platonic relationships pls just give me all of the above!
the rest is simple just don't bring drama here and don't be a dick:)
ABOUT
name: finch barnett
date of birth: 1/28 age: 22
place of birth: eastern kentucky
zodiac: aquarius
species: human
gender: female, she/her
orientation: lesbian
occupation: stealing mainly
current location: drifter
height: 5'6
scars: random scars from childhood
modifications: multiple ear piercings
hair/eyes: long & wild dark brown hair, hazel eyes
faceclaim: sophie thatcher
positive traitS: adventures, free spirited, observant, creative
negative traits: impulsive, angry, careless, sneaky, chaotic
hobbies/interests: nature, art, music, the paranormal
dislikes: large crowds, staying in one place too long, the dark
illnesses: amnesia, ptsd, insomnia, epilepsy
abilities : premonitions, clairvoyance, supernatural sensitive
style: lots of layers, clothing stolen or taken from lost & found, jeans, t-shirts, sweatshirts, skirts, most of which have holes or stains
education: high school drop out
economic status: poor
habits: drinking, drugs, and cigarettes
it was a stale night in mid July when Charles Barnett took the family axe and gruesomely murdered his wife and three children. this would become known as the infamous Barnett family massacre. however, two of the five children survived. fifteen year old Finch, and eighteen year old Forest. Finch only narrowly escaped with the help of her brother who put himself in front of the swing of their father's axe in place of her. he told her to run and she did. panicked and dizzy through those heavily wooded mountains, she disappeared among the timber. finch was presumed dead, all fingers pointing towards forest who would now be the only known survivor of the massacre, whispers of satanic sacrifices spreading through the hills & hollers. he would be wrongfully accused and charged for the murders and eventually put on death row. years later as if reappearing through thin air, finch was found stumbling dazed and suffering from amnesia along a vacant highway near where the barnett family home once stood. this sparked a media frenzy. where had finch been all these years? she was what some would say as being "unstable" and ultimately was placed in a mental hospital where she would eventually escape, running to those endless stretches of road, on a journey to piece together who she was and what had happened. a girl living in fragments.
still under construction !!!
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Introductory Statement ;
Greetings! Welcome to my (debatably) humble page, I welcome you with open arms and hearts, for this is a place where the worst path is always, always taken! It's fun, right?...
├⋆ 🔺 My content is specifically for mature audiences only! I am NOT responsible if you go snooping despite the warnings.🔺
Enough about that! You all may call me by my user, or whatever you'd like! Though for consistency's sake I prefer to be called Ozzie, you're ever willing author behind this anonymous screen! (Mostly), this is gonna go IN DEPTH of my rules and information about how I'm going to be running these parts, I at least recommend reading my rules and requesting availability, but I will link everything important Below 👇
(when it releases bc this blog is baby rn)
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What I'm about/Request availability;
What do I write for?:
WARNING!: I WHOLELY WRITE FOR ROMANTIC/PLATONIC/IYANDERE CONTENT! So off the bat everything will have a level of disturbed-ness. Please be wary with the context and tread carefully and read the tags! Please also cite the Tag List post for specifically what I will be posting about. As it's not for an immature audience, and should be taken seriously.
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I write mainly for DC, entirely for the characters within Gotham. Like the Batfam or the villains, I will practically write about anyone no matter how obscure (ily 1966 False face ♥️) However I know jack all about the main canonical timeline other than bits and pieces (I.E the killing joke & the long Halloween).
As I said I mainly write for DC's Gotham, rarely will I accept requests about anything else that I may list here at some point in the future...
Content list:
The series' I'm mostly going to reference are the ones I'm going to list below here, and the ones I'm most familiar with and mainly pulling information from.
— Main List + specific links || ❌: Closed
• The 1966 Batman Series
• Batman the Animated series
• The Long Halloween
• The Batman 2004
• The Killing Joke (not the 1st hour...)
• Justice League / Injustice
• Batman Ninja
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|| Do not expect perfect canonicity, I like to go wild with my imagination and build upon the world and characters a lot through speculative head-canoning that at least is based off of canon and isn't far fetched. Not that it's already OOC because of the yandere aspect- teehee!
Rules for requesting;
This is an option I'm allowing as of now, however i will mostly be focused on my own wild ideas, so i may or may not get to every request that may be sent in. (Being more focused on stories and such), I will do shitposting, drabbles, and maybe the occasional one-shots. It's mostly for hearing your guy's ideas! But I will get to it eventually and encourage the interaction as i love hearing what y'all have to say to me. So go wild! However I do have major pits of writers block, so it may be difficult getting to each one sent in.
I also have no rules on who or what our darling star (the reader) is! Male, female, trans, bigender, gender neutral, physically or mentally disabled— anything! Just be respectful as I tend to gravitate towards writing female leads with gender neutral pronouns. As I myself prefer to use she/they, or she/he. So it's a bit confusing, just specify what you want please!
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REQUEST STATUS: OPEN!!!
ASK STATUS: OPEN!!!
SUBMISSION/COMMISSION STATUS: OPEN!!!
Navigation Help;
So, how I'm deciding to make it as easy as possible to get around this dumpster fire! (Without using the masterlist or genre links—)
And so, here's how this is going to be navigated.
If it's a series, it will usually have the name of the series first in the tags. If you want to find a specific series just search for that series name on the tags. Although all series' will be linked together after the warnings.
If there's a specific warning you want to avoid and/or find, search up Tw./Cw.(Insert what your looking for here) And fics with that specific tag will show up! Or you can block that from your feed. (These won't include character traits, just what's actually disturbing like kidnapping. Not some random character quirk.)
However if you want a fic that lacks any warnings(Tw. & Cw.), then just follow the PureRout tag! (That will be rare considering the nature of this blog. As yandere is a warning in itself...)
If you want to find drabbles, one-shots that aren't series', just look at the tags that say those and boom! You got em'!
Shitposting is obviously under, well, shitposting™, or under any other silly tag that I might list. Usually under #'s like, Ozzie's Insanity Hat and Ozzie is shitposting again
And if you're wondering how your good ol' author is doing, or... Anything else that's going on on this blog, search under the tags of, # Ozzie's questionnaire, # How's Ozzie?, # UPDATES! And # Random Bullshit Go!
Also if you're having a hard time finding these I have a whole post dedicated to all the tags that appears on my blog above the cut :)
――― Link information!
This is talking about the links that appear just above the cut before all this. I'm going to be explaining what they're for and the function they serve! Why do they exist? Because! And I don't want this post to be a million words long...
Also, if it's highlighted in ORANGE, that means there's been an update to that linked post! If it has been MARKED OUT that means that link is under extensive editing. (This goes for every link on my page)
― Masterlist
This is obvious, it's the giga link that takes you to all my posted works and writings on my blog!
― Status Updates
It's kind of like a Masterlist but for writing drafts and stuff that are in the works, acts like the Masterlist just without genre separation, so you know what I'm working on at any given time! This is also where you may ask to be tagged in any upcoming post!
― Rule Updates
An in depth post about specifically what I will let people request or not request, so there's a clear page where you can see what you can ask me to write for you! Also to add rules or subtract them whenever needed.
― Tag List
A Masterlist for all the tags that are on my blog. Will be updated whenever a new one is added to it. Also so you can be aware of the things that are being written about on my blog... Maybe it can help with requests but idk...
― Events 🎉
This is for writing events! Like an in universe Q&A with characters from stories and one-shots, to things like Kinktober... Yeah... That's gonna be a thing... Or maybe even writing competitions!
― Author Bio
, is just a post with some information about me. Nothing too personal, just updates about life so there isn't six million posts about it flooding my blog since my life's pretty hectic. This will also show if I'm gonna be on hiatus or taking a break.
― Internet Accounts
This is just a sub post about all my writings accounts across the internet. Ones with unique works n' stuff. As I do not cross post my works. I may archive but nothing more.
I believe this may be all I have to say for now, at least. Thank you all and I love you guys a lot. It means a lot that your giving my writing a go!
- Love, Ozzie
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#Introductory Statement#1st actual post#yolo#DC#yandere dc#batfam x reader#yandere batfam#yandere batfam x reader#Tw. yandere#Epicenter#yandere 1966 batman#yandere batman ninja#yandere the batman 2004#yandere batman#yandere batman the animated series#yandere the long halloween#yandere injustice#yandere justice league
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guys I feel so special I love y’all
I brought gravy because it’s literally the best part of thanksgiving. Also apple pie because apple pie.
idk I’m ass at speeches but here goes
you know, being a teenager is hard. Fuck it, being alive is hard. School, home, relationships ( friendships and more ), and just being here. And it’s hard to believe, but in real social interactions, I kinda suck. A lot of people don’t really like me. But on tumblr, with you guys, I always felt so loved and seen. I felt like I was someone. I felt like I had real friends who got me, including some of the amazing one’s that are on here that I hang out with irl. I’ve made so many friends, met so many people, shared my story, and had fun along the way. When I have a hard day, I’m always excited to go home and talk to my friends on tumblr. You’re all so, so special to me, and I love you all. Thanks for being here for me.
Anyway that was cringe af time for some special mentions. If you didn’t get mentioned and ur a moot of mine, I love you, you’re amazing and whoever you are, I guarantee I’ve seen you in my activity or fyp, excited to see you there.
Also you should know this, but I mean ily platonically.
@justagremlinoncaffeine you’re my best friend. I’m so so greatful for you. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without you, you’re like a sibling to me. I love you lots, man. You’re creative and unique and funny and I enjoy your company and listening to the cool things you’re into.
@imqueerandadeer I love talking to you, you’re so fun and so interesting. I adore texting you and you’re so funny and passionate, I’m so so happy I met you. You mean so so much to me. Also like banger sense of fashion.
@cordyline-uki one of my online best friends, you’ve always understood me in ways others don’t. I feel like myself talking to you, and I feel like no matter what, we’re here for eachother. You’re insanely talented and cool, love you man.
@anxious-alyssia one of the kindest people I’ve ever met, you’re so incredibly special and sweet. Thoughtful, caring, and passionate. I’ve always felt cared for by you, and you always find a way to make me laugh or smile.
@rorys-bullshit-dot-com I haven’t known you for too long, but you match my freak, man. I think you’re full of spunk. You’re creative, and have incredible style. I think you’re gonna go hella far. Thanks for tolerating my bullshit and staying up to talk to me.
@kair0s-in-space my little brother. I really wanna meet you irl. You’re so fashionable, and so funny, and kind. I love talking to you and hearing everything you have to say. You’re so so creative, and I love your art. You’ll always be my little bro. Love you.
@str4ng3r0nl1ne hella rad. I love your style, and how excitable you are. I love interacting with you, and you made me feel like I was cool with how much you like my posts and interact with me.
@here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can I think you might be obsessed with me? /j I think you’re an awesome person, and you’re comedy gold. Your style is on top, and I think you’re really kind and considerate.
@strangedreamsofafish you… you disturb me just a little. /hj. I think you’re amazing, and like so so cool. Love it when you pop into my inbox, it always makes my day. Also I almost accidentally tagged you twice in this thought that was funny 💀
@apjofan one of my best friends irl. You’re incredibly sweet and smart, and I’m sorry I haven’t had the time to hang out with you at some point. I love talking to you, and you’re so caring and talented. You’re gonna go hella far. I’m excited for when you join me in high school. Love ya Gen.
@pocketsizedking so. Talented. Like hello? I adore how fun it is to talk to you, I love your art, and your sense of style. Ngl I had like the biggest platonic crush on you ever. You’re a star.
@sparky4577 I really look up to you. I think you’re so so incredible, and super duper funny. I love your posts ( hence the spam liking ) and think your music taste and style are incredible.
@garden-of-runar thanks for making this, man. You’re insanely cool. I love talking to you, I think you’re so full of energy and so fun to interact with. You’ve got an incredible personality, never change.
@just-another-starry-dreamer you’re so kind and so awesome, I think you’re the shit. I love being your moot.
Happy mootsgiving, everyone. Btw this took me like half an hour so you better be greatful you shits
Happy Mootsgiving, everyone!
So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.
This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.
I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.
I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?
So! Rules!
State what food you brought
State one thing you’re thankful for
My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶
Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!
Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)
When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.
I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.
I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.
Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.
From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.
So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?
Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.
But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.
Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.
My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,
What does it feel like to be wanted?
It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.
My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.
Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.
But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.
I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.
Aaaaannnd…. to end this….
I love you guys, thanks for being here <3

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