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#over 5 weeks now since my baby boy passed#i sometimes cant breathe with how much i miss him. i feel sick with it#i loved little more in this world than that stupid idiot cat and i cant fucking stand that hes gone i really fucking cant#and everyday it just gets worse#like that was my most special little guy. MINE. i need him this is so fucked up i fucking NEED him#i don't even have it in me anymore to try to explain how much i miss him all the time everywhere always#just.#yeah#ignore this ect#txt.me#bb baby
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okay so i know that dash baxter barely gets any character development in the show but like the idea that danny hates dash? boo, lame, overdone!!!! danny who can beat dash up and dash knows this and everyone knows this but by god danny needs something normal to cling on to so dash shoves him in a locker everyday?? yeah that's the good shit
#like danny more than anything wants to be normal except he is schrodinger;s person so he'll never be normal#but dash still shoves him in the locker everyday and dash still gives him swirlies and dash still calls him 'fen-twerp'#so he's still a normal teen... right?#dash doesn't bully danny for a day and he watches the way danny get progressively worse throughout the day#dash bewildered: is he like- going through bully withdrawls???#tucker exhausted after 2nd period: dude can you just like shove him into a locker or smth?#dash: i'm trying to be better!! kwan says that i am being too much these days#sam also exhausted: be better after danny graduates#also the idea of like dash bullying danny is their way of saying 'hello' is sooo funny to me#danny as he's getting shoved into a locker: so how's your mom?#dash: better now but like that cough isn' going away yknow?#danny contorting himself to fit in the locker better: you should take her to dr. esperanza later. i heard the flu's going around#dash closing the door: alr thanks for the tip. stay in there for at least 5 minutes#danny preparing to nap: whatever#dp#danny phantom#danny fenton#dash baxter#swagger bishie#teddy ghost#dandash#ig i'll tag those bc i am a pretty big swagger bishie shipper but you could totally read this as platonic
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#final fantasy#final fantasy vii#ffvii#ff7#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii rebirth#ffvii rebirth#advent children#ff7 rebirth spoilers#ffgraphics#rufus shinra#ff7 rufus#my graphics#using the same moments over and over again cause i killed way too much time sharpening them 🤭#might i say that my obsession over this man gets worse everyday#i need the whole game just with him#and it'd better be a dating simulator
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"I'm a healer but--" duo
#or is it (i'm a striker but--)#these two just walkin around trying to sneak healing into their everyday roles#and i'm struggling to decide how to incorporate them into my teams bc...#will it be a situation where splitting roles like this makes them worse units in the long run?#or will my biases overpower actual usability?#anyway i very much love blood key oli i'll never get over the priest gun memes when he first came out#so i have so much respec for him. blasting thru floors and walls and solid everything with his essence pewpew#yaku's so soft and cute and slightly damp in his fanciful capriccio outfit that i'm (squints eyes) he a striker?#sorry it's the active woobification lenses on my eyeballs#yakumo panics in a fight and stabs a guy with an umbrella#oli finishes him off properly with the essence gun#the two clear the area of any hostiles. then sit down to take a breather and heal each other's wounds#healer4healer every day in this house#nu carnival olivine#nu carnival yakumo
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zydrate comes in a little glass vial. a little glass vial? a little glass vial.
my take on amber sweet, i would've loved for more body modifications present during the movie but oh well! i'm still not happy about this design so you can expect more explorations and stuff! (initial sketch under the cut)
#repo! the genetic opera#repo!tgo#repo the genetic opera#rtgo#r!tgo#amber sweet#my art#gore#i know she is obsessed with surgeries but i dont think the big scar shows it#i would love to have her expose her muscle little by little and add more features to her face until she no longer has her original face#also using her own skin to create garments#she's also broken her legs and grafted bones and stuff to get taller and also have longer arms#her spine gave up so she is basically having some metal spine replacement as well as knees#she's also gone through tons lobotomies that havent really changed anything in her maybe made her worse#she used to get them periodically but decided to just keep the stuff in her eye since she basically went everyday so now she can fiddle the
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Hey everybody. I have no idea if you already know that the person behind this blog is a Palestinian. And for some [obvious] reasons she cannot keep posting and has given me this account hoping I could continue.
I wasn't sure if you needed to know this but I wanted to be honest since so many people have talked to her as a Palestinian to know more about the situation. She lives in the West Bank and things are horrific right now. I got to know her through an online course years ago, and two days ago she told me about this blog and asked me to run it. I don't live in Palestine although my parents are both Palestinians. I never set foot there but I wish that someday I will.
Nothing will change in posts or updates and news, I just wanted to let you all know. Pray for Palestine and keep talking about it, they need us 🙏
#this doesn't change anything i just wanted you to know#bc the situation is getting worse everyday and the west bank isn't safe anymore#and god life in gaza is even worse than anything#text post
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EMERGENCY
Dramacool and subsidiaries are closing!! Where will I watch dramas now?!?!? This is genuinely sad, I hope that something else pops-up. I don't want to be left hanging, hoping for dramas I find interesting to be licensed
Ugh. It's true...THANKS WE HATE IT.
I will say that Kissasian was working for me the other night so it's possible that it we can survive on that if it is not related? Hopefully someone else will pop up behind them!
Also the biggest loss for me is asianwiki. I use it multiple times a day!
Hugs everyone xoxo
#we can't have nice things#IS everything in life getting worse and worse#or is that just me getting older?#it literally feels like everyday I think WOW this used to be better#it's actually made me question my life choices lately#like how can I contribute or help build something that hasn't been stolen or distorted by end times capitalism#yup me at the end of the year#this is what my brain does#kdrama#it's a loss#dramacool#lets also take a moment to remember drama fever before westernization of kdramas#happy holidays everyone
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ok imagine nightmare sans. now imagine those minecraft villager trading halls where all the villagers are stuck in the little cell blocks to get ideal trades. now that but replace the villagers with the murder time trio and ideal trades with negativity. he's maxxing out the negativity output for every square foot i guess,,,,,,,
there's absolutely NO space for movement it's practically a little closet. only thing is like basic necessities like food and water distributed by a killer (because he wouldn't get attatched to any of them when there's so many,,,, perhaps a different cell warden for a killer only section to avoid a killer meeting another killer and then having to deal with the mindboggle they'd face and then UGH!!!) these little negativity farms cost so little effort to make!!! all nightmare has to do is keep as many (living) sanses (IN FACT NOT EVEN THE TRIO!! but also the trio since they're easy to break down) in as little space as possible and he's practically got like. + 100k negativity every hour with just 6 of these farms. how efficient!
what do you mean it violates the genevarsal convention. DREAM STOP CONDUCTING PRISON BREAKS
(a little birdie told me u wanted 2 be tagged,,, @qin-qin16)
#nightmare's ideal vacation would be at one of these negativity farms#aaaah the screams of the angered and the sobs of the devastated..... killer go fetch me another piña colada#this line of thought is around the same as my nightmare but he's an immature brat and the trio are his replaceable toys#i laugh behind my screen at the ridiculousness of those but i know that someone else behind their screen is aghast#this is a bit concerning but listen LISTEN ok listen...... are you listening. its not that bad people have had worse thoughts#oh i can just IMAGINE all the suffering that happens here it's demented. i love my trio but man#i should really stop putting them into terrible dehumanizing situations. this is like the 14th time now.........#LISTEN ITS EITHER THIS OR THE 34TH RANT ABOUT THE TRIO HATING AND MAULING EACH OTHER. WHICH ONE WOULD YOU RATHER TRIGLYCERNATION#now add white torture into this- TRIGLYCERCULE THATS ENOIUUUUUGHHHHHH#now i know DAMN well there's like a lottery everyday and it's to see who'll get out#but then it just ends up being whoever becomes nightmare's personal tormentee until they die#i meaaan theres an INFINITE amount of aus out there. infinite copies of the trio. he can afford to lose 1 or 2. maybe 3. 4. ok 5#the cells do not get cleaned up. they are caked in the dust of all the others who have died in there#and when a dust copy is ripped from his au after killing papyrus for the first time he is only left confused and devastated#whos dust is here? the tally marks on the walls?? the dried vomit in the corner?? the weird guy monitoring him 24/7?? WHAT IS GOING ON#and then it starts to sink in and oh god if this wasn't the worst possible time for him to be introduced to the multiverse. AND TERRIBLY TO#and then he gets angry. he just decided to start killing his underground and now he did ALL THAT FOR NOTHING??? HE CAN'T HELP HIS AU IN HER#and then depression. he doesn't know how long he'll be stuck here. dust denies food and water he only silently cries and zones out#yada yada bargaining and then acceptance by which then if he's completely numb and providing no emotions killer disposes of him#it's not only dehumanizing for the prisoners but also absolutely terrible for the warden killer too#all these faces eventually blend into one and not even the most anguished of cries about other versions of papyrus do anything#SOMEONE STOP THIS MADNESS BRUH DREAM!!! DREAM PLEASE!!!!! DREAM STOP YOUR BROTHER BRO#obligatory reminder that i do not support any of this i just thought of it and it was funny but also crazy so i had to make this. REMINDER!#tricule rant#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#nightmare sans#bad sanses
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Throwing up thinking about how Jason probably wanted to be a doctor because Catherine died from an illness that they couldn't afford to treat and then he met Sheila who was a doctor and she never even tried to save him. And he couldn't save either of them in the end. And her last words were about how much he must have loved Catherine.
#dc#jason todd#Catherine Todd#sheila haywood#ha ha guys I'm so normal about them#everyday I think about how Jason was buried next to Sheila instead of his mother#and Jason just has to live with that#and he never brought it up because he forgave Sheila#but no way he's not so fucking sad when he thinks about it#how unfair is it that Catherine is hailed as selfish and neglectful for self medicating with s terminal ILLNESS#but Sheila gets to be propped up as the virtuous mother who died alongside her son#because Bruce is never going to know the part she played in Jason's murder#I truly do believe that in his worst nightmares the Joker isn't even there#it's just him and Sheila. His broken bloody body begging for help. And she stares at him with pity and a cigarette hanging from her lips#Sheila's betrayl hurt a million times worse than the crowbar and it remains the worst part of the whole experience for him#and no one can convince me otherwise
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i love looking down or catching my reflection in a window and being like oh i forgot I'm hot today
#i mean. I'm hot everyday. but nonetheless#I'm really breasting boobily in this tank top rn and between the pants and my jewelry n my hair being done i look Fine (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚#i usually got a lil jacket on but today i just wore a vest out and don't have it on rn :3 i love that it's getting warmer!!#at its worse i had like 4 or 5 layers on just to hang out outside during winter 💀 spring my beloved#had a very passionate rant about spring with my nurse this morning 👉🏾👈🏾 i love it as much as fall. my favorite seasons hehe#i miss her.. she was so pretty and gay.. we had such a lovely talk together ૮ᴖﻌᴖა ♡ they r always so nicey to me at that clinic#lmaooo (´ . .̫ . `) actually i feel like i always miss my nurses throughout the day after seeing them there. i adore all of them#the front desk remembers me by name and everyone always calls me by my chosen name (❁´◡`❁) ♡ and make sure#they r pronouncing it right. my favorite one was this old lady who was very silly with me ╰( ̄ω ̄o) i love old ladies. let's talk 🙇🏾♀️#im always a safe space for an old lady to be herself and be real w me. and silly if I'm lucky 🥺💕 let's be whimsical together 🫴🏾
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my cousin (son of dumbass uncle) is staying over more often and since i tend to dress oversize/masc, my stupid uncle and/or grandma are syphoning my fucking clothes to him and this time im really gonna do it.
#since they couldnt care less about my existence they just assume my sport tees are his!!!!!#i hate living here so much. everyday it gets worse somehow#WHERE ARE MY FUCKING THRIFTED SHIRTS
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Finding out the Supernatural “Show don’t Tell” Destiel thing on top of Yuri! On Ice Cancellation ON TOP of vtuber twitter having a meltdown rn-
I can’t fucking do this anymore today-
#btw#I’m not equating the disrespect Kenji went though over the last 2 years to my silly little shows#I meant it as it was heartbreaking to see so many creators you admire all gang up on someone that is just genuinely himself#and it seems like everyday we are learning something knew about vtubers and the community is getting worse#shitpost#shitposting#supernatural#spn#spn shitposts#destiel#Yuri on ice#Yuri on ice movie#ice adolescence
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i need 2 clean my room but instead i just lay here everyday like this
#aa..g#it would b so easy i have nothing in it#only my bed and cat tree and elliptical#except for some garbage on the floor#the only problem is if i pick it up n put it (back) into a bag then i have to get rid of the bag before my cats can rip it apart again#but if i take it downstairs my mom will get mad at me for having had garbage in my room#so instead everyday i just look at it n get filled w dread#my room is almost always clean the rest of the time#which makes it feel like it's just an extension of how much worse my mental state n anxiety has gotten LMAO..#worried itll get bad again like my old room i had when i was 15#full of rot both me n everything in it#& i am so scared of that#even worse i have a migraine right now and i cant move#so i cant do anything about it#im just stuck here thinking of it n staring at it
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"average keefe art is mid" factoid actually just statistical error. average keefe art is good. hollingsworth georg, who hates keefe stans and created some truly godawful art to punish them, is an outlier and should not have been counted
#(i don't actually think laura hates keefe stans i'm just saying that i think her keefe art is SIGNIFICANTLY worse than all her other art)#(though her other art is pretty awful too. imo)#i made a pact to myself how long ago? to stop ragging on bad keefe art but i think it's just in my soul to hate this art. it's so so bad#everyday i hope it gets obliterated out of existence. i think we should stop posting it forever#there's so many better options for official keefe art just let it fade into obscurity#before i was on kotlc tumblr when i was just living off of memes i found on google#i saw so many people post pictures of the hollingsworth keefe art and be like “omg isn't he so hot!!!!”#which was frustrating for me because while i think keefe is hot the hollingsworth art is. well. you know#anti laura hollingsworth#kotlc keefe#keefe sencen#kotlc keefe official art#keefe sencen official art#kotlc
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I don't care if the texts are about what you're eating for dinner, I'll take all the crumbs I can get !!
LMAO yeah okay here you go. And upon reading them this morning it wasn't that funny so idk why I was laughing almost hysterically last night about it ahskalslal
#not snz#he's so right i did sound insane lmao#i always manage to forget how weird i get when I'm overly tired ahskalsl#in my defense i was texting my fire coworkers like this too ahskalslal#six of them texted me to make sure i survived my drive home and a few texted me later in the evening to make sure i was still alive#i got progressively weirder the longer the day went on lmao#passed out at like 11pm which is unheard of for me#it's 10am now and honestly i still don't feel like i slept enough#vaguely headachy and still kinda tired#i know migraine hangovers are A Thing but I've never had one so maybe I'm just going crazy fr lmao#at least i don't have to do anything today#also several people i know said to drink caffeine??? like will that not make it worse?????#the most caffeine i consume is maybe a cup of black tea and that's not even everyday#it just makes me so tired lmao and doesn't caffeine make headaches worse#i think the coworkers are just trying to fuck with me idk#i am kinda hungry tho i barely ate yesterday bc i was nauseous af#maybe food will fix me
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#over two weeks since my baby boy passed#i miss him more everyday. and its only getting worse#and i feel so responsible so fucking guilty its tearing me up inside#he was only 8 my tiny angel was only 8#i still cant believe hes gone#i miss him everywhere he isnt anymore which is. well everywhere#i havent wanted to die this badly since like my early twenties maybe not even then#spiralling bad ngl#when i bursh my teeth and he isnt at the faucet just hanging out. when i find some of his fur somewhere. walking by his favourite boxies#his sleeping places. my desk where he helped me study#just one breakdown after the other. all day#i miss him so fucking much every second of every day. he was with me ALWAYS all the time he was just there.#im still waiting for him to just. u know come back to me where he belongs#had one day where i was so dead inside i didnt even weep wail cry weep wail again for a whole day. 👍#but its convulsing on the floor o'clock yet again. oh well#u know the spiel. ignore me ignore this i just. needed to type this out#bb baby#txt.me
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