#and especially not at that age oh my god
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is it okay to be a shotacon(to fictional characters only) despite being around 12-15 yourself Σ(っ °Д °;)っ
i feel guilty to be thinking dirty thoughts about characters i like that are my age (12-15) (┬┬﹏┬┬)
i really cant control my own thoughts huhu .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
There's nothing wrong with having those feelings about people your own age. And there's absolutely nothing wrong with having those feelings towards fictional characters. It's normal to feel those things at that age, and there's not anything to feel guilty about.
Hope you make peace with it, nonny!
#asks#anonymous#like it really is sad what that kind of mental policing can do to you#but its not gross to have a crush or be attracted to a cartoon character#and especially not at that age oh my god#i think i was about 13-16 when i was wilding out the most as far as fictional characters went#and it was fun to just be silly about them lol#me and my best friend wrote really bad self ship fanfics that we passed back and forth throughout the school day#we just had fun with it#sip answers
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i really like that one tiktok
#Hi guys its me Beeduoo on tumblr#alliumduo#cranboo#ctommy#i actually saw the tiktok on youtube shorts first im an unironic youtube shorts user😭😭#I IMMEDIATLEY THOUGHT OF THEM TOO Dream smp you will never leave my mind#Sorry i was gone for like twenty years i got really into aphmau for like the fourth time in my life I'm rewatching mystreet in school with#my friend Chronologically its going awesom we're on Llp Bro pdh was Insane#I FW EIN AND KAI IDGAF idk WHAT THE HELL EIN DOES later but i still like him AND KAI WAS A VICTIM OF BAD WRITING OMFGG IT MAKES ME SO MAD#That migbt be a hot take idk i only ever see Hate for them but like Kai especially i feel like jess just wrote them to be Stupid and weird#out of nowhere just to give aph a reason to go back to aaron the date thing WAS SO STUPID ok sorry for the side tangent#that was part of it but its mainly im just a Senior im Eighteen years old now and it sucksss when u get to this age i didnt draw for MOTNHS#in general bc of college apps all of that ughhh so ANNOYING imma be real im not even done yet i still have to do fafsa scholarships oh my#Damn god I STILL LOVE MY FAVS i would like to draw More again thank u i Love tumblr love these Tags i love to talk bye
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I feel that during the first coffee date walk through the market, rye has a fraction of a millisecond's kneejerk trauma freakout of '...wait. wait. am I really catching feelings for a rich boy again. with how that went down last time. am I truly that stupid' (once derogatorily referred to quite openly at a party as 'young master anaxas' pet mortalitasi' to which the young master anaxas only grinned and shrugged and STILL you don't break up with his smug controlling ass for good for six more months because you have a desperate bottomless yearning pit where your self respect should go, twice shy lol). and then he actually looks at lucanis standing next to him getting harding spearmint to help with bad dreams and generally being so quietly thoughtful and sweet through the prosaic yet necessary medium of grocery shopping it makes me feel a little unwell to truly contemplate. and rye is like '*the softest fondest eyes anyone has ever turned on anything* ...you know what. I suspect we don't have to worry about that repeating, I think we're probably safe. I am comfortable being this level of stupid. (slowly dawning marital intent even at this stage)'.
(part of the reason rye buys NONE of illario's bullshit at all right from the beginning is that he's basically vaccinated against this exact type of dude after that relationship lol. charming suave guy who in the beginning pays you a lot of lavish attention and takes pains to make you feel special every time you're in a room with him -- but shallowly and mostly, it slowly dawns on you, when there's something he wants from you (and he's often doing it at the expense of someone else, raising you up to put someone else down and you won't believe this... it can turn into a seesaw at a whim. yay). and beneath that there's just a seething pit of resentment and inferiority complexes and bitterness left to fester until he can make it everyone else's problem and that IS going to start to bubble up between the cracks with you too if you stick around for long enough. no thank you been there done that wasted my youth and potential on it and all I got was this lousy shiny set of new emotional intimacy issues haunting me for life! trust me illario I HAVE, as it were, chosen the wrong dellamorte before, which is exactly how I know I didn't this time. go get him lucanis I've got your coffee
hilarious mental image: rye and illario sitting quietly together while everyone else is busy milling about during a cursed dellamorte family dinner (the vibes are so bad. you know the vibes are bad. sitting as still as you can and hoping for calm skies is your best bet without lucanis or teia favourite child privileges to work with) and rye out of the blue gazing thoughtfully into nothing over the edge of his glass with half-lidded eyes to go 'you know. you remind me a lot of my ex. not in a good way' and illario with absolutely no shame and hilariously also something that's the closest he ever gets to real sympathy going 'yeah, I get that a lot'. best talk those two ever had, unironically. their bond leveled up to its final form that day. *soulsborne boss defeated text* MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING REACHED)
#idly trying to decide what nevarran great house rye's shitheel early twenties boyfriend was part of#(possibly as one of the piddliest side branches of that house too b/c between that and the youngest son thing..... bad news)#there would be something especially delicious about him being a van markham of course. adds some Layers#to the baron van markham situation. but maybe that's TOO neat. nobles can just suck as a Class (as they do). I must Contemplate#I do really love the idea I'm going with here that it could be the youngest son of the duke of cumberland (so an anaxas)#(perhaps grandchild? slightly unclear how the numbers work out there we have too little information to go on I think)#who made so much trouble back home in cumberland they basically sent him off to the capital to raise hell over there lol#the classic 'god idk send him off to an aunt and she'll either straighten him out or they'll kill each other#either way he won't be my problem for the duration' move. oh the tribulations of an afterthought of a son no one really needed#(funny headcanon to make that the pentaghasts can't come up with a solid direct heir to king marcus to save his at least#seven-fold resurrected ass. while the duke of cumberland has heirs. maker help him but does he have heirs the house is full of them#where are they all coming from. his wife staring directly into the camera like she's on the office)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#Lucanis Dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#illario dellamorte#doing coffee with the crows after the city choice adds quite a bit here lol. among other things it opens the distinct possiblity#that rook has overheard lucanis talk about wyverns in banter and the dagger is a more purposefully chosen thing#much like lucanis' cake choice is dependent on rook's beverage preferences later on. their freaks match#gifts to give your special person to tell them you've done deep research on them but like not in a stalker way#this post went off to places I hadn't expected. but love the rye and illario stuff that turned up here lmao like yeah that feels about righ
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Genuinely I think headcanon edits are extremely fun, I just think people should stop trying to fight against the original art style like their life depends on it. Some great ideas get absolutely ruined when this happens. Like at least personally, I think drawing a semi-realistic nose on a cartoony face just won’t look good or make sense no matter how nice that nose looks disconnected from the whole drawing because it doesn’t suit the proportions of the original art.
Like be confident, make your own fanart! Your style is great, and trying to glue it to a different one does not do it justice at all! I understand drawing is hard, trust me I’m ass at it, but like, yall have talent, stop weighing yourselves down by the limitations of the original piece. Fuck it, redraw the face entirely, you can do better, I know you can :)
#art#fanart#headcanons#genshin fanart#hsr fanart#genshin impact#honkai star rail#the pain of looking at a hc edit and going “this would look so much better if the artist just made it entirely their own”#Fuck hoyoverse man take their character designs it’s a billion dollar company who cares#Saw a Robin fanart where the artist made her black#and I just stared at the screen for a minute in awe because oh my god does it suit her#LIKE PLEASE MAKE YOUR OWN FANART ITS MESMERISING#Sunday and Robin look 10x better if they aren’t drawn as white/pale tbh#I think it just suits their color pallets more#Especially Robin#Don’t come after me for this pls#It would probably be good to have some playable black people in a region based on the Jazz age anyways#Because there are none#In general I think it’s dumb to get mad at that#I don’t want to have the stupid ass “but then whitewashing is ok!!” debate because be serious#Anyways bye make your amazing fanart I will eat it up like a starved man
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After finishing ending 3, I now fully understand why everyone is so (ab)normal about Eugene Coli. Oh my god. Oh my god.
Have some very normal screenshots titles to show how well I took ending 3
#JUST. OH MY GOD#HE CARES SO MUCH ABOUT NINA ????#THE IMPLICATIONS OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP WITH THEIR PARENTS ESPECIALLY THEIR DAD ???#how Nina is the only one visiting him in the epilogue... how familiarly and fondly they talk to one another...#how he almost screams at beebo when learning about nina going to their parents for help#everything about this... this game is genuinely incredible#also the pegging remark SENT ME i was NOT expecting that yeah sure go mari i guess#also does anyone know Eugene and Nina's age difference ? for science#detective beebo#detective beebo spoilers#passthinks
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if you could watch an episode of doctor who again for the first time, which would you pick?
#i'm asking you pretending i'm all wise but i haven't even picked one😭😭#i'll throw a few names around#eve of the daleks#definitely oh my god what i would give to feel the feelings i felt when 'have you ever told her?' again#journey's end#especially the scenes of them all in the TARDIS#the husbands of river song#the day of the doctor#mostly because i watched it at the age of 7 when i was not on the internet at all and so i DIDN'T FUCKING KNOW DAVID WAS RETURNING#so yeah i would very much like to experience that level of whatthefuck again fdjhhfdjhjfd#doctor who#dw#nuwho#classic who#thirteenth doctor#twelfth doctor#tenth doctor#eleventh doctor#thasmin
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I need to stop falling in love with pairings in shows I literally haven’t fucking watched
#or maybe I should continue . i don’t know . that’s what got me into one piece ages ago .#but like oh my god none of this is remotely canon and everything about it made up and why did y’all do this to me#anyway wow the thangyu toxic yaoi goes crazy fucking hard#never finished season 1 of squid game . but wowwwwwww that’s insane actually#like woah holy shit#desire mixing with adrenaline and drugs and obsession and adoration and codependency#to the point where neither of them can discern any of it#especially since both of them are actually awful people who tears everyone else down and are mostly driven by vindication#but also like. they had nothing else to live for. and now they have each other.#and THEY’RE DOOMED TOO .#like wow you two are both obsessed with each other and are unfathomably awful. please only talk to each other and no one else ever again#(this will also be awful for them)#the mental illness and the addictions in both of them have captured my heart#i really do hope nam-gyu cares about thanos and people on reddit are wrong because that sounds so much more interesting narratively#i LOVEEE YOU DESTRUCTIVE AND SELF DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIORS FROM GRIEF AND DESPERATION ❤️❤️❤️#i don’t even know them. the show isn’t even about them. my friend thought they were the main characters when i talked about them.#no one in that group chat has seen the show .#they’re crazy. love their timeloop fics#kind of helps that they remind me of two of my ocs#eclipsed.txt#i need them DEAD !!!!!!!!!!#just kidding one of them already is
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totally a nothing thought & purely me just needing to get it out somewhere (the brainrot…) , but the amount I think about that little clip where Dorothy starts losing her ever loving mind over the idea of a “dangerous and forbidden” (age gap | teacher/student) relationship is CRIMINAL. Like girl???? I know EXACTLY what you are and what you want lmfao??? cannot believe this info is canon … v dangerous info to place in my hands /j
but from Dorothy????? like when has she ever been that openly flustered … oh my god. Ummm okay. Loud & clear girl 🫡
#yes I know part of it was because of *who* she was standing in front of but I digress#let me live in my delusions#I KNOW WHAT SHE IS !!!!!!!!#I have absolutely no doubt that Blanche would have been Thinking Thoughts & I do not blame her#she’s a student/teacher truther & im actually not shocked. like it makes sense somehow I can’t explain#many many thoughts to be had. thinking so hard. I know whenever Dorothy slips up & mentions (well. this instance was a little more than#a mention…) something that gets her especially flustered Blanche wastes *no* time in using it against her 😭😭 oh my god!!!!! I have to doodle#this is just too good not to do something with#loser lesbians I love you. Dorothy would have loved ao3#feeling absolutely rabid I’m running laps around my room right now nothings okay I’ll explode#(/j)#(for the record … prof/student when it’s *legal* & in *fiction* - I’m not promoting the exact age gap she mentioned bc that’d be insane lol
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For the love of all that is good if you're a minor (or even if you're an adult) stop putting sensitive information in your bio/intro post. Please oh my god. Stop it. Don't put stuff in your bio that you wouldn't tell someone you just met on the street. Oh my god oh my god please be safer with what you post publicly online PLEASE I am begging you
#ramblings#i know i wasn't like The Best example. for a while i just had my age on display#but like i don't give out my full name. i don't tell ppl abt things that would like cause me emotional harm like triggers and stuff#don't put that stuff in your bios/intro posts please please please#don't tell the internet shit ppl can use to take advantage of you#ESPECIALLY WHEN IT INVOLVES LIKE TRAUMA OR SOMETHING LIKE HYPERSEXUALITY OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT#PLEASE#yes you can find ppl who relate and who won't use this stuff against you. but there's also a lot of shitty ppl who would#oh my god. i think we all need internet safety classes i've seen too many ppl say Too Much abt themselves in their bios#this is not safe#agh
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even tho clara is possibly my favorite companion of all time i really did not care for her s7 arc or how they characterized her. that being said dalek echo clara has lived in my brain for 10 years
#likeeee i have no idea how intentional it was but s7 clara is very much the trope that later seasons clara deconstructs#+ they never bring up that shit again and her dynamic w 11 is sooo different than 12 its like a different character to me#but oh my god that was just genuinely such an almost gleefully cruel writing move. especially when we didnt know she would ever return#to make this little twee girl when audiences knew the ponds were leaving and then have the doctor kinda responsible for her suicide bc she#became a monster...yeah. anyway.#me at age 12: wrow#ALSO ofc this makes the witch's familiar callback. insane#it was always weird they never brought up her s7 shit again almost like they were embarrassed? lmao#warlock wartalks
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almost wrote another rant post but like. words aren’t working so. i’m just posting this? for no fucking reason?
shoutout to Talulah. they aren’t on here, they just deserve a shout out. i instantly feel like a billion times more comfy when they’re around and i can actually be silly goofy me which is. rare these days and very nice.
#also shoutout to Kat for listening to me vent for like a solid hour today including about things i can’t really say to anyone else#and to Em for being my other comfort person#especially at work#also to Ryan but i don’t have time or words for that right now#also just#back to the Talulah thing#they just. get me??? in a way that very very few people do?#*like my friends get me now. i just mean like. when u don’t know people super well they usually don’t read u super well. but Talulah does#i don’t have to worry all the time about them misinterpreting me or things like that#they just somehow like. know where I’m coming from and how i mean things? so i don’t have to worry about accidently offending them#or coming off as a bad person or rude when I’m just being awkward#like i usually am like. painfully stilted with people i’m becoming friends with bc i’m terrified of overstepping and making people uncomfy#(y’know the whole age-old fear that any form of affection from me is so disgusting that it’s like. borderline harmful.)#(god i’d really like to let go of that. like. being disliked i can handle. hurting people or making them uncomfortable? kill me)#(but also like. i don’t think i’m some gross harmful monster like i used to? so idk why my brain still thinks people are gonna be repulsed-#(by me caring for them. who fuckin knows. brains are assholes.)#idk they’re one of those very rare people that is so fucking nonjudgmental that they just rádiate chillness#they’re kind and compassionate and understanding and FUNNY and inclusive and yeah#they’re just kinda fucking fantastic#last person i was so instantly comfortable around was probably Finn and that’s bc they blew past any and all social barriers within like#the first hour#and i love him so much for that#wow i miss Finn#it’s been a minute#this turned into a positive ramble and i’m here for it#personal#OH also to add to the positive vibes if i ever reread this:#remember playing froggy finger football with Talulah at the brewery?#being so into it that Ryan and Sophie set a timer for how long we ingored them while we played with the plastic frog?#yeah. good times.
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It's been a while since I last thought seriously about Dr*gon A*e (even prior to falling in love with BG3) and I think a big part of that is I'm not as big a fan of the setting and the worldbuilding as I used to be. Like to me it really does feel like BW looked at typical fantasy settings and went "hmm okay but what if there was Catholic-enforced racism and abelism". And like. Cool thought experiment bro. Do we really need three games made by primarily white guys about that.
#dragon age critical#marie speaks#idk if ableism is the best comparison for mage oppression but idk you get my larger point#I've heard that DA was supposedly BW's critical response to settings like Forgotten Realms after making the og BG games#and idk if that's true but I'd be willing to believe that bc that's what a lot of it's world building feels like#“oh u thought the elves where gonna be ethereal and respected? nah they're a haphazard blend of irl oppressed groups”#“oh u thought this fantasy world was gonna have a plethora of interesting and dynamic deities and gods? nah it's just fantasy Catholicism”#“oh u thought people who can use magic would have respected places in society? nah they're locked in jail for being Different”#like I feel like these ideas were kinda cool for one game. An expanded thought experiment#but idk if they were strong enough to sustain an entire franchise#without significantly expanding their pool of writers to get the perspectives of people they're attempting to represent at least#but that's a whole different issue#anyway DA has some legit cool concepts like the Grey Wardens that I will always love#and most of their early character work is still really strong#but for me every time that setting rears it's head problems arise#anyway if you're still a DA fan that's totally fine! I'm very happy for you!#don't let my salty ramblings spoil what resonates with you from these games#I'm just reflecting bc it used to be a huge part of my life especially through like all of highschool#and now it's just. not.
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AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s
#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL )#and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl#BUT I DUNNO STILL#sobbing#they’re pretty sweet so#hes*#OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT#dora daily#lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age#and freely saw it happen so readily#and everyone else on that blog#genuinely and utterly disappointed#it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn#this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that#🤷♀️#too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out#the brain deadery of that behaviour#girl pls#you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye#e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never#told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever#not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and#telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this#lmaolmaolmao#all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️#the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app#atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth#yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting#wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them#the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy
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honestly my bad that it took me so long to tag ou no kemono: enpei no arcana as 'queer character' considering prince tenyou unambiguously fell in love with rangetsu thinking she was a boy and even sought advice from his bi/gay brother on how to make that work.
#there we have it. one more manga with a bisexual character in a f/m relationship ❤ god knows we need more of these. especially bi girls cmon#it's a great thing that i feel compelled to revise my tags once in a while. this dawned on me after i suddenly remember that oh yeah#tenyou actually lost an arm at some point in the story. i should tag this as 'disabled character'#mypost#ou no kemono: enpei no arcana#f x m#cross dressing#genderbender#gb: ftm#disguised as opposite gender#(thankfully as far as i read even after rangetsu assumes her female identity again she still dresses androgynously/as a boy :D)#masc f#interspecies#ag#ag: yf x om#younger f#older m#long hair m#queer & ambqueer#queer character#disabled character
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with a lot of ygo characters im like "he would not fucking have abs" but especially drawing warlord past life vector im like. i am looking away from the canon vision. he would not have rock hard tones abs. im drawing him a a little skinny, a little too awkwardly shaped in the way you get at 13-14ish, covered in ten million freckles, absolutely and devastatingly the child that he is.
#thinking about vector's everything through the lens of ''oh my god this a fucked up child'' is like. WOOF. OUGH. OW!!!!!!!!!#some of the barians i think you can argue the ages on#but none of 'em are older than 18-19 to me. and vector especially that kid is 14 AT ABSOLUTE MOST#THEYRE ALL HORRIFICALLY YOUNG AND IT MAKES ME. A LITTLE UNWELL.#ygo posting#zexal spoilers / ??!
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big surprise, lesbian who loves yuri is now obsessed with mabifica
#i was never into pacifica x the twins#i thought the fanart was cute and for mabifica especially i dont hold any strong feelings#but oh my god i rewatched the golf episode and the northwest manor episode#i see it. but especially for mabifica which i know is crazy because canonically they dont have anything going on#but im a sucker for the dynamic they have#dipcifica is cute too dont get me wrong#their banter is sweet#but i think i like mabifica more since. well yuri. but also the potential they have#and i think dipcifica as bffs is good too. especially since dipper doesnt have any friends his age in gf#and the same time pacifica crushing on both of them is also really good#strwbryrambles
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