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reflectionsofgalaxies · 21 hours ago

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almost wrote another rant post but like. words aren’t working so. i’m just posting this? for no fucking reason?

shoutout to Talulah. they aren’t on here, they just deserve a shout out. i instantly feel like a billion times more comfy when they’re around and i can actually be silly goofy me which is. rare these days and very nice.

#also shoutout to Kat for listening to me vent for like a solid hour today including about things i can’t really say to anyone else #and to Em for being my other comfort person #especially at work #also to Ryan but i don’t have time or words for that right now #also just #back to the Talulah thing #they just. get me??? in a way that very very few people do?#*like my friends get me now. i just mean like. when u don’t know people super well they usually don’t read u super well. but Talulah does #i don’t have to worry all the time about them misinterpreting me or things like that #they just somehow like. know where I’m coming from and how i mean things? so i don’t have to worry about accidently offending them #or coming off as a bad person or rude when I’m just being awkward #like i usually am like. painfully stilted with people i’m becoming friends with bc i’m terrified of overstepping and making people uncomfy #(y’know the whole age-old fear that any form of affection from me is so disgusting that it’s like. borderline harmful.)#(god i’d really like to let go of that. like. being disliked i can handle. hurting people or making them uncomfortable? kill me)#(but also like. i don’t think i’m some gross harmful monster like i used to? so idk why my brain still thinks people are gonna be repulsed-#(by me caring for them. who fuckin knows. brains are assholes.)#idk they’re one of those very rare people that is so fucking nonjudgmental that they just rádiate chillness #they’re kind and compassionate and understanding and FUNNY and inclusive and yeah #they’re just kinda fucking fantastic #last person i was so instantly comfortable around was probably Finn and that’s bc they blew past any and all social barriers within like #the first hour #and i love him so much for that #wow i miss Finn #it’s been a minute #this turned into a positive ramble and i’m here for it #personal #OH also to add to the positive vibes if i ever reread this:#remember playing froggy finger football with Talulah at the brewery?#being so into it that Ryan and Sophie set a timer for how long we ingored them while we played with the plastic frog?#yeah. good times.

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