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Oh isn’t it great how the human brain works? How one stupid little comment from my best friends managed to bring back memories I had thought I had efficiently suppressed and had hoped to forget? But apparently I hadn’t and now I’m once again overthinking my [redacted] choices because what if it was on purpose what if they secretly make fun of me what if I’ll have to go through this again?
#it’s not their fault it’s not their fault it’s not their fault#I didn’t even know them#back then there’s no chance that any of it was on purpose#my stuff#del l8r#I’m.. tried..#and definitely overthinking#I’ll probably forget deleting this#com label so the kids don’t see this post#I don’t like minors reading my personal shit#but the other idk 800 people can see it 🙈
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#I am Tired#and definitely overthinking#need to go on a blog cleanse and make my stupid posts private#😆😆#decided to WFH today#doing some more upgrades as I can't sleep anyway
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i personally have very complicated feelings on the Gotham Knights video game and the routes it takes with characterization. i think it has a charm to it and it goes in an interesting direction with everyone (especially within the confides of the plot of the game) but it does have certain moments that veer painfully fanon for me. (such as: the dialogue where Tim drinks too much coffee) it's an interesting story for what it is but i don't view it comics-based for characterization and therefore don't care to interact with it much for like. fanfic purposes.
that *said* though. i do have to give the game some kind of credit for giving one of the top five JayTim moments that lives rent free in my mind. every since i played the game, the cutscene lives in my mind daily. it's the specific cutscene where Jason and Tim are arguing about whether or not Jason's non-lethal bullets are too dangerous for the field, and the argument leads to TIm *standing in front of the target* Jason is shooting and telling Jason to shoot him. it lives rent free for me. i never stop thinking about this.
the absolute certainty Tim has that he is in no danger standing in front of Jason, who has a loaded gun pointed at his face. the way Jason *hesitates* for just a moment before lowering the gun. he thinks about it for just a second. Gotham Knights JayTim seem to get along very well and can rely on each other, but Jason still clearly holds a bitterness about his death and Tim that flickers through in some lines of dialogue under the guise of jokes. especially since this game deals *heavily* with concepts of Pit Madness causing an altered state of consciousness, i think it's believable that occasionally, Jason fights the urge to fight and hurt Tim for the feeling of being replaced.
i like their tension so much in this canon. they get along but you can *tell* Tim is afraid of addressing Jason's trauma or even addressing Jason head-on, and Jason leans into spooking Tim about it. which isn't very comics feeling in their dynamic, but it is an interesting way to place their dynamic if you're playing with a more timid Tim who's newer to the role of Robin. (which he seems to be in-game) he really doesn't want to offend Jason, or worse, piss him off. but he'll still face Jason head on for things like this, while completely aware of what Jason could be capable of.
and Jason seems very protective of Tim and respecting Tim as a Robin in typical Jason fashion. if Tim pushes, Jason *will* relent. he knows this is a kid who's proved himself and should be treated with equal respect, sometimes even more than Dick and Babs do in-game.
so for all that to culminate in Tim stepping in front of Jason's loaded gun that he *knows* is on the edge of being too dangerous, just to force Jason to listen? it's the most unhinged way Tim could've gotten his point across in this scene. he was literally daring Jason to hurt him and playing with a very dangerous fire. but he did it anyway bc he believed he could make Jason heel just at the thought of hurting Tim. and he was *right*. they're gay and i'm feral ty.
#necrotic festerings#jaytim#tim drake x jason todd#gotham knights game#i hate their character designs for what it's work#BUT the size difference. jesus.#anyway i could write a gotham knights jaytim fic i think#i'm *very* unsure the ages intended for these characters#bc tim certainly seems to be intended to be a teenager#whereas jason seems in his 20s so i think it's a gap that's bigger than the comics#which also makes it fun. usually you don't get a ton of age gap with jaytim they're just under 2 yrs apart#but this tim is definitely still a teen and jason is an adult.#and seems to enjoy being a bad influence on tim in the game so#there's such good fodder for some dead dove shit#anyway the funny thing is i like this game#you don't want to know how many hours i've played it#it's just best treated as a seperate iteration of the characters than being an adaptation of anything#esp since they're *so* vague and waffly on jason's backstory#as well as not giving a ton of info on how tim became robin#you assume it's similar to comics but some details leave gaps in the timeline. so idek#probably not somehting meant to be thought about too hard.#but i'm an overthinker at heart.#my point is they're gay. this is gay. it baffles me ppl don't look at this as the gayest shit alive.#tim daring jason to shoot him is the most tim drake thing in this game#well that and tim wanting to make a talon in the belfrey.#also NO one say a word about the gif quality /lh#i had to make it MYSELF#i do everything around here to show off their gay shit#sorta tempted to just make a masterpost of “every gay ass interaction between jaytim��#bc i've seen some clips from the titans show
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You know, the first time seeing this image reminded me of something.
So Shidou's favourite anime slash manga is Chainsaw Man, right? And he also has some similarities to the main character Denji, right?
It reminded me of this panel.
Besides this, his favourite dish which is yukhoe doesn't seem too hard to make either. A lot of the recipes of the dish I've seen usually have 5 or less steps. (Or maybe I'm a bit stupid because I too am not the best chef either.)
I'm not gonna go dive too deep on analysis but there's some pretty interesting implications on this if you think about it. Adding onto the fact Shidou's favourite dish quite literally translates to raw meat, yuk (육) meaning meat and hoe (회) meaning raw.
Is yukhoe his favourite meal because it's the only one he knows how to genuinely cook and put effort to? And how he says eating it makes him feel like a carnivore makes me feel like yukhoe is not the first time he's eaten raw meat before. Has anyone ever taught him how to cook before or did he like Denji had to learn from scratch and attempt to make meals with the only limited ingredients he had in his house? Did he even have the chance to eat good food as a kid?
There are so many questions I have to this trivia.
And yet Kaneshiro has yet to give us an answer to any of it. What does it all mean, Kaneshiro? What are you trying to tell us right now?
#blue lock#bllk#shidou ryusei#bllk shidou#ryusei shidou#no genuinely please tell me i'm not overthinking things?!?#gagamaru is definitely understandable because he's from a forest. igaguri is there because he's basically seen as a loser by like 95% of th#cast but SHIDOU??? WHAT'S HE DOING??? WHY IS HE THERE OUT OF ALL PEOPLE???#i crave for more opinion on this trivia please
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Baekhyun — Madam Figaro China, February 2024
#bex.edits#baekhyun#byun baekhyun#exo#*baekhyun#*exo#*magazine#jadeblr#userzyx#useroro#awekslook#aleksbestie#eritual#alitracks#rhitag#melontrack#baekslight#foraddy#maddieblr#marekwan#oorieri#analook#long post#i've spent too much time staring at these trying to decide if i like the coloring enough or if i want to tweak it just the tiniest bit#that i think i should just post them bc i'm definitely overthinking this#but i will say i like the coloring more on desktop#ANYWAY#here's my most beloved
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the amount of em dashes i use when writing ethubs is frankly embarrassing
#IT'S REALLY BAD. but as someone who transcripts their convos for fun (punctuation and all) they DO just talk like that#ethubs#it's hard because like imo...#good dialogue in mcyt fic is stuff that sounds realistic. (and also cleverly utilizes established speech patterns).#but that's different from good dialogue writing for like say novels bc the point of THAT is to actually communicate stuff to the reader#whereas the point of me writing ethubs banter is to present their relationship in a specific way and through that explore it deeper?#idk. if i keep a good idea of the purpose of my writing it should be fineeeee#<DEFINITELY OVERTHINKING THIS REALLY REALLY BADLY PROBABLY.#n e ways i like them lots 🫶 me when tha characters#terra is rambling#ethubs roadtrip au
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okay but did wilson buy a whole new engagement ring to propose to house with? or was it from one of his old proposals that his ex wives returned to him? i doubt he would buy a new ring to fake propose with but like i also wouldn’t put it past him. and what did he do with it after? did he just like hold onto it for the next time or did he actually give it to house in a joking “haha i mean you didn’t say no so here’s the ring” even though he definitely won’t wear it and it definitely won’t fit him.
#house md#my thoughts#am i overthinking this?#i definitely am#house md season 6#this is why season 6 hilson is insane#gregory house#james wilson#hilson
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this is timbern immediately after first kiss:
and then this is them 3 hours later:
#bernard 'insecurity issues' dowd is definitely a 'LETS FUCKING GOOOO' guy for all of 3 hours#before the realization that he's dating tim drake Wayne (tm) sets in#and tim 'nothing good ever happens to me' drake is definitely i will overthink this for 3 hours straight#before the realization that he just kissed the hottest guy he knows sets in#i am so Normal about them#tim drake#bernard dowd#timbern#dc#this is all canon btw#ik bc i was the fly on the wall when they kissed for the first time
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Fang *crumbling*
Frenchie *taking the cakes away* *eating up*
meanwhile
Izzy *crumbling*
Frenchie *holding his hands* *humming*
#maybe im overthinking but like#...guys you two definitely have sth#our flag means death#ofmd season 2#our flag means gay#ofmds2spoilers#izzy hands#frenchie#ouizzy#frenchizzy#ofmd
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question on tumblr etiquette:
if you fall under a user's DNI list, but that user reaches out to you via ask or DM, without knowing you fall under their DNI list, do you still respond?
hypothetical example: user A specifies on their blog "DNI if you're over the age of 18", but then user A reaches out to user B. User B is over the age of 18, but user A does not know this because user B doesn't mention it on their blog. User B does know that user A does not wish to interact with people over the age of 18. does user B respond to user A?
#crab chatter#someone sent me an ask and i happened to see they have a detailed list of DNI criteria#and i fall under it#but now i dunno what to do?#i don't wanna be rude by ignoring their message#but i also don't want to be disrespectful for breaching their DNI#even if they don't currently know#maybe i'm overthinking things#i tend to do that#i might just play it safe and not respond#cuz i feel like everyone has their own reasons for their boundaries#and it's not my place to determine whether or not my well-intentioned attempt to be polite/friendly is comfortable for them#the other user put in the effort of communicating their boundaries#they just didn't know i fall under their DNI before reaching out#but it's MY responsibility to act responsibly and uphold their boundary#i'll add this to my pinned post rules#i will not reply if I feel uncomfortable or if I feel like my response could potentially make someone feel uncomfortable#of course i'm not going to talk to them about the topic(s) they have boundaries around#but if they truly do not want to interact with people of certain ages or beliefs or lifestyles etc#i want to respect that#i just feel bad about giving people the cold shoulder#but i'd feel worse if the other person felt hurt or betrayed#yeah i'm definitely overthinking it
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i made an ao3 account so i can finally leave comments but but but that's a big step for me so it may take a while hehe
#plume says#i know how important comments are#especially as an artist myself#but somehow it takes so much out of me#like i wanna say the right things#compliment someone in a way that makes them happy like they made me happy with their work#so it may take a while for me to get that#i know i could just keyboard smash and call it a day but right now my brain won't allow that#am i overthinking this? definitely
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pardon my vision, but I believe Qimir would love making Osha sit in his lap. intentionally.
He's making that smirk whenever he forces Osha to fall while training, just waiting to catch her
Oh and did I mention he would most likely press his face to the back of her neck? sniff her hair? sneak a light kiss to her shoulders? whisper irritating taunts in her ear to fuel her anger?
#oshamir#Qimir would only tease but won't make any move#he's waiting for osha to break the tension🙏 pray for him#osha would definitely overthink about it but tries to act like it was nothing#newsflash: it was not nothing
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some design comcepts for older lily + lewis!!! my latest and greatest headcanon for them is that in the future they get gems and can do magic of their own :33 i just think it’d be neat,,, something to do with their love of magic!!!! 🥺
#im normal about stdwolom. number one fan have been since i was 15#i need them EXPLODED AND GONE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME BYE#anyways these designs are still. rather up in the air#definitely need some more refining and all that#but yknow!!! for now theyre pretty good kickoff points 🥺#lewis’s fit is loosely based off a wizard fit i gave him in a halloween piece from 2022 hehehe!!#I THINK THEY SHOULD GET MAGIC. I THINK THEY SHOULD AS A TREAT#billie helps them learn ofc!!! AND SO DOES STOTLE. THEM AND THEIR THREE WEIRD KIDS OR WHATEVER#i love them so bad. stdwolom….☹️☹️☹️#dont overthink the gem colours or anything btw. i think theyre just… general ones? question mark?#IDK MAYBE ILL PUT MORE THOUGHT INTO THE SPECIFICS LATER#BUT FOR NOW THEYRE JUST. GENERAL ONES WITH NO SPECIFIC POWERS IN PARTICULAR LMAO#robin’s art#billie bust up#2024 art#bbu billie#bbu lewis#bbu lily#stdwolom#this all started bc i looked at stdwolom and went ‘i think they should be she/her they/them cool hat coded. lewis should get a cool hat’#then i brain blasted.#whats more cool hat than a wizard and whats more wizard than ACTUAL MAGIC#i like to think im smart sometimes#okay hi update these guys are part of my… oc lore? now so uhhh guess theyre getting the story tag#The Panderity Chapter
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nessa in the bun suit
#my art#what r my tags for her. god#vanessa#vanessa fnaf#fnaf vanessa#vanessa sb#sb vanessa#fnaf#security breach#i always forget to main tag my non🌞🌜 art lolz#anywayy i wanted to draw her in the bunny suit But i also wanted to show that i Respect Women so here she is HHDKAJGJD#but i still gave her a jacket and a belt so she wouldnt feel so naked..#the fishnets r torn at her thighs not bc if anything naughty but because thick thighs are the natural enemy of thin pants like those#like i have so many ripped leggings. ANYWAYYYYY#those shoes and feet were hellish to draw. ugh. but hopefully i've convinced everyone that i actually definitely know how to draw them ^_^#also her hair is rlly messy and curly here because i accidentally made it really messy and curly. bc i like how it looks#i personally think the pose is really clever on my part. it resembles a cutesy anime pose but only bc she's trying to take the heels off#and ig you could say smth about how this whole drawing is abt a forced performance of femininity. and abt nessa trying to escape it#but that just makes me sound like im overthinking it HFKAKGKS i just have strong feelings abt how oversexualized she is#i hope everyone enjoys reading a whole entire essay in the tags everytime i post bc im not stopping anytime soon
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Organizing & contamination OCD Will Solace 🤝🏼 OCPD Annabeth Chase friendship forever in my head.
#🌞#See. The point is that I think Will has severe issues with anxiety-tied organization & possibly contamination OCD (as a stretch of being#a doctor) so his behaviors mostly include anxious overthinking of organization and attempts to quench the OCD need#with rituals and compulsions. But at its core it is an anxiety disorder and I do think it's pretty much canon that Will is an anxious guy#who has his shit together because he has healthy coping mechanisms (in his idea of healthy).#Meanwhile Annabeth seems to have a strong trauma surrounding the need to fend for herself and take care about herself since she comes#from a way more unstable and hectic household than Will does. Childhood neglect and parental issues with 'Beth could easily result in#anger-tied personality disorder such as OCPD. Where the need for perfectionism and 'JUST LET ME DO IT' come not out of irrational#anxiety but rather out of a existing traumagenic personality disorder that convinced you that YOU are the only person who can do#something right.#Ultimately Will is OKAY with others taking care of things but he gets anxious when he handles things bc he overthinks.#'Beth does not overthink but she cannot handle having others take care of things bc she fended for herself her whole life & is traumatized.#But yeah also they're friends.#I am definitely not projecting bc I have organization&contamination OCD and i know how it feels.#rrverse#pjo#will solace#annabeth chase
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she asks that i tell you to remember her
the storylines with no way to change the outcome are amazing, and yet they inspire hate in my heart. especially if i end up in them repeatedly without planning to. i realised that i do not, in fact, like when all-powerful women step on me. and sadly that does mean that replaying this game again and again, i have come to dislike shifty quite a bit.
during my first playthrough, we felt like equals. we're both confused. we're both trapped. i'm still not sure wth is up with the narrator, but i'll be damned if i trust that dude. shifty, or "hands" as i was calling her at the time, felt like an ally. but overtime, she has started to feel like another captor. especially since i knew what she was going to become (specifically how frickin mean and domineering she was gonna get all of a sudden).
and then... one of my favorite repeating moments in the entire game is the end of the first loop.
she asks that i tell you to remember her
you won't *glass shatters*
chilling. amazing. love it.
but then i thought about it a bit more and... i love this moment even more.
cause this is classic shifty. she talks about the vessel as if it's just a vessel and her wishes don't matter that much, she doesn't give you a chance to respond, she's kind of distantly cruel, flexes her power while sitting on her high frickin horse. but she's also wrong.
cause you do remember her. not just because you're a player and remember the route you took and not because she reminds you with the montage. you just remember her. that's who the hero takes you to. the vessel you met the first time. the one that asked you to remember her.
and i think that's beautiful. not just because it feels like i'm flippin an all-powerful shifty off.
#slay the princess#stp#stp princess#the narrator#voice of the hero#this game has stolen my heart and soul#i can't sleep anymore#also unrelated but got i hate the broken#shifting mound#am i overthinking this? oh yeah#definitely
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