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#can ardent moomoos just enjoy things for once#folks were screaming at rbw for booking arenas#conspiracy theories about how rbw was setting them up for failure#backseat management was in full gear#folks literally doing free pr work#and complaining the whole run up#now the concerts are happening and those arenas are full#people are still screaming about companies#now it's sabotage that they weren't touring in the us earlier#first off#it makes zero sense#have we forgotten about covid?#they started touring the minute they could#second off#who gives a shit#can we just enjoy getting to see them#can y'all just have fun#can you let mamamoo age gracefully as a veteran group#like the pressure is off#they've made it#this should be easy times as a fan#again this is why i'm not active in social media fandoms#the loudest voices are so determined to be miserable and make everything a conspiracy no matter how silly#anyways shoutout to fans behind the encore vcrs and banners#that's the type of shit that deserves energy and attention
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I gotta say I did not expect Iād love Miles this much, enough to look up shit like Secret War and Civil War II reading order, and worse, subject myself to Bendisā writing of all things (heās the reason why I stopped being a comic stan 5 years ago. I were a DC/ Superfam fan. You know the beef was BEEFING). Like, my tolerance of that dude now only stops at him being one of Milesā creators. So that better writers can do the kid justice years later. Thatās it.
Like, why is the ār u and Ganke together hahaā a whole shtick that comes up multiple times during his run? Itās so annoying and painful to read. Miles can go around being paired up with different girls but the moment THAT question came up you know he gonna be super defensive and >:( about it which, eh, just does not line up with anything else happening in whatever story is happening at the time. At all.
The only silver of light is that Miles actually never says he doesnāt like boys, he just denies ever dating Ganke. Like, he could just say he doesnāt swing that way and the question would have stopped, but he doesnāt. So I know he be running around kissing the punk-est boy in the whole spider verse, ha!
Idk Iām near the end of Bendisā run and some of it r good but a lot of them put me thru excruciating pain (cringe) so I have to complain about it.
Did I mention I were a DC stan 6 years ago? I were a DC stan 6 years ago so this isnāt even my first rodeo with white dudes writing weirdest things in American comic, but I just canāt believe I got dragged into this again because Miles blinks his bambi eyes on screen and makes me want to rotate him in my brain so I need to know the lore of him in every medium, apparently.
#A POST COMPLAINING ABOUT COMIC? ON THIS BLOG?? AFTER 6 YEARS??#anyway#itās so insane like I could actually go haha I know this trope i know these fucked up issues numbering I know how to skim through#an entire event I know how to make sense of these reading order like my comic nerd self is not dead itās still there#this is all Hobie and MiIesā fault I tell you#terrible terrible#but at least I get to pull out the i actually read the comics card if anyone ever lords over me about drawing fanarts of the movie#ha!#personal#genuinely think milesā origin in the comic is so fucked up tho Aaron is a real piece of work there#and by that I mean a gaslighting horrible jerk#still dunno whatās worse being chased around by whole ass adults yelling heās a mistake#or being in a middle of a civil WAR where again grown ass adults fighting OVER him and making his choice for him#wow dat was crazy#but Milesā current writer is really good and I also enjoy reading him when heās with the Champions#also b3ndisā 2016 run is SO WEIRD like there are dialogues that just make you go#āyep a white man wrote this
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Well I finally sat down and worked out the schedule for the whole tournament (probably should've done that at the start but oh well). The pictures are under the cut for those interested, you'll see that I continue with the usual "Mon-Thurs with a 3 day break at the end of the week" routine for Round 2, and then Rounds 3 and 4 are going to be one poll everyday with (almost) no breaks, and then there's going to be some break time before the semifinals, and then the finals will be on November 4th. Sorry if it's all kinda confusing, scheduling a tournament turned out to be a lot more complicated than I thought it'd be lmao
#not a poll#I said upfront in my pinned post that this tourney might be set up strangely because I don't really know what I'm doing#and boy howdy was I right#the thing is: I could've continued at the usual pace for the whole tourneyā but that would've taken forever#but when I speed up the pace I run into the problem of having to wait until the last polls are done before I start the new ones#so I came up with this... mess of a schedule frankly#y'know this would've been a lot simpler if I could better customize how long polls run for#but nope. 1 day or 1 week. that's all we get#ah well. sorry for all my complaining and rambling!
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Lineup of all of the characters that appear long enough to need a visual representation of them in the game lol
#I added a few people that you can randomly run into around town (like at the inn or in the forest or etc) and have very short conversations#with just to kind of flesh out the world a little more in a more natural-ish seeming way. Like nobody in the main cast would really#have much reason to talk about the actual city you're in or anything. Since most of them havent lived there that long anyway.#But if there's a ''city inspector'' that you can run into whilst he's writing up notes examining the local inn. then maybe there could be a#few dialogue options with him where you can ask about things like that. since he would know more about the area as an offical Government#Worker or etc. Optional of course. since I have to be so wary of my natural inclination to lore dump lol and am trying extra hard to make i#all stuff thats easily avoided/skipped. But for the people like ME who deliberately choose to exhaust every possible optional dialogue#option and explore every single inch of the world and try to collect as much information as possible - then there are a few extra places to#do that. Though obviously not all of them just give exposition for like 15 paragraphs blandly. Some you don't really learn anything from#and it's kind of just.. random flavor to make the non-shop map locations more ''lived in'' feeling. Like the random#little girl you can talk to in the park doesn't bizarrely start reading out the wikipedia description of some War that happened 10 years ag#or whatever. she's just complains about school a little and asks if you've tried the nearby ice cream cart treats and etc lol#ANYWAY..#some of the art is so so evil but I'm not going to spend 800 years trying to clean it up and update it. whatever the hell mess I sketched#out in 2018 or whatever is just what I'm keeping lol... it is what it is#One of the many trials of the whole 'briefly work a few months on something and then abandon it almost entirely only to pick up work#on it literally like 4 - 5 yrs later and now you must contend with trying to decipher whatever weird shit you did years ago' experience lol#Also given the population breakdowns of the world in general I think there's an unrealistic amount of jhevona in this lineup since#they're a much rarer species to just see out and about anywhere but.. it IS a global trading center type area. and the game#takes place in the north (the country of Asen. near the coast. for the maybe 2 or less people who actually keep up with my worldbuilding#enough to know where that is lol (the same continent as Navyete (where the avirre'thel live)) and there's a decent concentration#of nothern jhevona only a short ways away so... tee hee..I shall pretend it makes sense and not merely me just wanting#to represent more of that species because I think their lore is interesting lol#I MEAN also realistically there would NOT be a human here because humans are extremely isolated species that don't even know the rest#of the world exists really and human territories are extremely protected from the outside world but... of course it's like.. well we need#at least One of them to be there for the Optional Lore. Same with the Ythrili. But at least those are like.. PLAUSIBLE.. not nonsensically#outlandish. If I had a Verrucalt or something in there THEN that would be truly lore-breaking almost lol#ANYWAY.. rambling that only means anything to me because nobody else knows what I'm even referencing but hbjh#also I think my character designs are so funny in the sense that I really do just love to do the same thing over and over again ghbjh#wow... random asymmetry and belts and arm straps and high collars where the neck is completely covered?? you dont say..how novel
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gonna go on another bot purge tonight so here's your friendly Reminder that if you have nothing on your blog (default icon/header/title, no rbs/likes) uhhhh i Will think you're a bot and you Will be blocked <3
#sweeping dust bunnies off the ol' blog yk yk#haven't done a bot check in a month or so there's Bound to be a lot#luckily ive been seeing a lot less default icons lately which is Nice#the refugees seem to be catching on...#absolutely unprompted#on another note since im here and i want to Complain about things that are my own damn fault#i need to wake up early and drive tomorrow which i Expected#but i Forgot how early. and ive trapped myself in a position where thats the time i need to leave.#couldve left tonight smh...#now i have to take into account my own sluggishness when waking early + getting ready + morning traffic#screams cries sobs etc. oh well. i hope my fav boba place is open by the time i skedaddle#yesterday i was like: oh leaving tomorrow? on such short notice (learned a whole day prior)? surely i cant. its too soon. im unprepared#but now im in waiting mode and dreading the Earliness#woe is me. except not. i did this to myself š
#sigh. anyway yeah make sure your blog looks like a person runs it
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FINE bungie i'll admit it you got me with the old tower and cayde ok
#this expansion is going to FUCK DELPHI UP#even just the first mission#being inside the traveler#you KNOW he's feeling its pain as much as ghost and cayde if not more#its voice may be gone but its still part of him#seeing the old tower and especially the speakers old study#and cayde š#the second hunter vanguard friend that delphi feels like he got killed#anyway yeah#i'm into the aesthetics and story of tfs#i like prismatic too its a fun concept#and is honestly basically what i had imagined for how delphi has been weilding the light/dark this whole time#just sort of everything all at once#HOWEVER. the actual gameplay had me fucking nonstop complaining as my sister can attest lmao#it reminds me of the old halo games#where you're just running back and forth across a map for WAY too long doing the same fucking shit over and over and over again#the mission did NOT need to be that long just so i could kill thing to get darkness icon to open door 16 times#i will play tfs eventually and i will bitch about it the entire time#but i must. mainly for delphi#and to tamp down some earth on destiny 2's grave#i've been playing since ttk i gotta finish the fight#fel's destiny#destiny 2 spoilers#oc: delphi
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Only the third time in history the rabbit has jumped up into my lap just to sit and be pet š
#ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø#entirely of his own volitiion#no enticement no nothing he just came up and sat š°š°#highly unusual but like. Iām not complaining#heāll like let me pet him but he wonāt come up into my lap I have to meet him where he is or sometimes heāll run up to me on the floor#each time heās jumped up into my lap he sat for like fifteen or twenty minutes with no indication of leaving#rabbit#bunny#also Iām gonna point out. heās eight. so like third time in his whole life is just. Iām hoping youāre seeing how rare this event is
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who needs kids to pick on them when you already have a built in bully?
#cadeās things#cadeās thoughts š#I just love being bullied everyday by my mom#donāt you?#I also just love when she says that sheās gonna go and do things for me but never does or backs out last minute āsomebody else can do thatā#shoulda never showed her my school outfits like I do not give a damn abt them kids if they pick on me they pick on me but youāre obviously#not gonna care or be told abt it like ??#you really think I give a damn abt them kids who canāt even wash themselves properly ?!?!#also just like I do not dress for them I donāt buy clothes and be like āwill I get bullied in this?ā#and you talkin bout you tryna help me over an all pink outfit? a pink shirt wit white writing and pink leggings is too much pink?#like itās a pink outfit thatās the point I donāt care abt them I just wanted to wear it#then Iām giving attitude all for saying that Iāll just pick out another outfit for that day since you donāt like that one#thatās what you said? started goin on a whole rant about how you bought a shirt for them leggings then went ahead and was like#āyouāre only gonna be wearing jeans?ā like yeah#i donāt have that many pairs of leggings for a 4 day school week#and that outfit was gonna be my only legging outfit but I canāt just wear a pink Regina George shirt and pink leggings wit white shoes that#would be too much pink? okay I really donāt care anymore#then wanna complain about my closet and the fact weāre moving and you donāt wanna spend a whole day packing it up like.#i did not choose to go to a one bedroom apartment where iāmma be living in the dining room area ?!?!#eh whatever#donāt really know why you care it aināt like you gonna be wearing it and also for the last time I do not care about them kids#they donāt run my life if I got bullied you would not care and blame it on me or my clothes like right now#jesus christ I just canāt
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sick of being angry at this fucking living situation as though itās not our own damn fault we ended up here. trying so so SO fucking hard to practice gratitude but itās actually fucking ridiculous that they said weād have a bathroom built for us by September last year. then it moved to December last year. then February this year. then to March. now itās nearly fucking august and thereās been barely any progress made and iām sick of having to pee outside in the cold and dark and rain like a fucking dog because im too terrified to make noise after 9pm and potentially disturb my partners family who live in the main house with the only bathroom. like fuck why canāt I just be normal and competent and be able to hold a job that pays for proper rent so we can have our own proper space and privacy AHHHH I hate myself!!!!!
#anyway ive been waiting for 20 minutes for the bathroom to be free so I can pee and shower and im pissed off#always complaining about how weāre running low on water and stressing that we need to get more and have quicker showers#but then they give the toddler a whole ass bath basically everyday instead of just putting him in the shower with them#like make up ur fucking mind and FINISH MY BATHROOM AHHHHHHHHHHH#I hate being on my fucking period!!!!!!#weāve been here for over a year!!!!!! I HATE THIS
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I'm just really happy that the season ended on a happy tone. I was expecting a heart-wrenching episode and it kinda is but in a good way. It made me cry in relief, in comfort, in wonder of the Earth, of inevitable thing happening but that's okay, that sometimes, we don't have to be scared of what's in store of the future. Although it's okay to worry about the future, we also need to appreciate the present, the people who are in here with us before our memories become history, and even of they do, we should not forget about them. Also, it encapsulates the regret of having done something bad to your friend or someone you care about. The regret and the absolute relief of being forgiven, and being able to be forgiven in the first place.
This episode really gets to me in a way, as if it was made to fit inside my mess of a heart and make me cry. It had my fears of the future and being stuck in the past, the thought of hurting someone I care about, and just Earth stuff in general. The joy of existence, of being loved and comforted. Also, dinosaurs and prehistoric times is a topic I am always excited to learn new things about. (except the fate of the dinosaurs, that was really sad)
Ryan and the professor also needed rest, to be able to see each other again. The dread of not being able to say sorry to your friend is fucking excruciating, and I am really glad they made it. Fucking ecstatic that the dino parents are alive. They get to meet Ryan and vice versa. The most important things in the professor's life just meeting each other. I hope we see more of them and I really hope things stay happy for them for a while.
I am so thankful for this show. Makes learning so much fun and it covers topics that aren't really much known to everyone, and it makes me curious every time. I am thankful for everyone involved, directly or not, because without them, we would not be able to see this masterpiece of a show. I am thankful for watcher, for doing everything they do. Thank you so much. You have no idea how much this matters to me. Thank you Shane Madej, for willing this whole show to life.
Also puppet history saw me slipping out of the fandom and said "that's bullshit" before tossing me back again like Ryan defenestrated the subsitute
The editing is fucking awesome by the way. Good job.
#can't believe i felt all of that in a puppet show#not complaining tho#i could make this longer but words have ceased to exist in my brain#this whole thing is a manifestation of mental illness for me#dropped everything i did to write this because words will run out soon hurry up bitch#really needed to let some of it out#it really is fucked up that there are feelings we cannot express and cannot explain yet it is there#and those feelings are lost in translation#i hope someone could crawl in my brain and feel what i am feeling so they could just#understand#what the fuck have i written here#i am so mentally ill#puppet history#shane madej#ryan bergara#watcher entertainment#and boy oh boy they sure do entertain#still have many things to say but maybe I'll save it for later
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experiencing any level of joint pain for longer than a day or two has only reinforced my belief that ppl with chronic pain are actually the strongest motherfuckers on the goddamn planet
#marzi speaks#hi. my knees r still kinda fucked up. at some point a few days ago i hyperextended my elbows#so now those have been hurting#my traps r fucked bc iāve been stressed and those are prone to holding tension in me#my knee pain made me walk wrong for a little bit so now iām trying to fix that to alleviate the foot and ankle pain#oh yeah. my thumb is still tender for some reason despite the tendonitis having been healed as well#the only part of my body that hasnāt betrayed me as of yet is my spine and pelvis#i am so sick of moving and having it hurt#and like i can go about my day n shit. and have a good time#but it is always there and it is fucking annoyingggg#and ppl with chronic pain just live their whole lives like this.#and they donāt blow up and attack anyone who treats them shitty about it#and i am amazed#bc i talked to my dad abt maybe going to the doctor abt my knees to see whatās going on#bc i donāt remember injuring them at all and i donāt really feel too much improvement on a day to day#and he just gave me a stretch to do about it#now the stretch helps. but my knees still hurt. so like. what do u want from me#if i were to bring it up again heād probably say it wasnāt a big deal. heās seen me hobble around the house n how slow iām moving rn#i normally run around my house. i have been walking at a pace that pisses me off bc iām impatient#even just having like. worries that are probably exagerrated get dismissed like that has kinda made me wanna kill him a little bit#and this is something that i know is gonna heal and get better#ppl with chronic pain donāt Get That. and they are still dismissed constantly#how do you not like. murder everyone around you. the infinite patience. genuinely the strongest among us#i didnāt mean to complain in these tags as much as i did (my knees r actually doing pretty ok rn and my ankles are getting better)#but i suppose i am bitter
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Ughhhhhhh I hate writing and I hate not writing and I hate myself
#nearly bought a digital typewriter today. actually i DID buy a digital typewriter today. officially yes i have bought a digital typewriter.#the money for the digital typewriter has left my account but i have emailed them to cancel the order because i can't in good faith buy#a digital typewriter when i don't fucking WRITE#i thought it might help me get back into it. distraction free and while allowing me to not judge my own writing#and be continuously editing while i write and going 'i'm crap i'm crap i'm crap no one will ever read this and if they do they will think#that i'm garbage and that i should feel bad etc etc etc'#but it's too expensive and i have the feeling i wouldn't even like or use the thing once i got it#because the IDEAS! the ideas aren't coming to me. or rather they are but none of them seem to stick#i feel underconfident in writing any of them#and then i have old projects that i've always wanted to get back to like the tennis romance thing but SO much has changed since i first#started drafting it. like i don't even know if i like the main couple anymore. i kind of want to put both of them with different OCs of min#but it'd switch up the WHOLE story if i had a different cast#in fact most of the problem lies in the fact that i have this long-running bedtime story i tell myself every night with lore#and a massive cast of characters that i switch out depending on who i'm most interested in right now and every so often i incorporate new#themes and ideas and motifs and plot points sometimes based on media i've been watching because it's MY bedtime story and it doesn't matter#if i plagiarise in my own brain. but then obviously i can't plagiarise in real life#and none of my bedtime stories are GOING anywhere. sometimes i only get through a scene or two before i fall asleep#all of which means my bedtime story is not so much a sweeping epic novel but a sitcom with way too many characters#most of which are werewolves to be honest and sometimes for my own wish fulfilment one of them will walk out of my head#and take care of my problems for me by lending me Ā£1million or murdering my best friend's ex. in my mind obviously#so it's like. it's a case of getting in there and annexing off the stuff i think i can use#it's like yeah i've definitely written several romance novels in my head in the process of this but does it matter if they're IN my HEAD#to be honest i feel like my main strength is in creating characters. like i have this one family of werewolves i've been slowly but surely#adding members to since i was like 16. maybe younger? no yeah i think i made the first one when i was 12#they're compelling to ME anyway. i care about them. it's just PLOTS. i can't plot#if a book could just be a lot of dialogue and sex scenes and silly moments and character studies i'd be alright#i also can't describe settings. don't ask me to because i can't#and now i'm just annoyed with myself because i sat down at my laptop to try to write and instead i'm here complaining about how i don't wri#and if i had the digital typewriter... i mean i'd probably still be doing this i'd just no longer have Ā£300#i don't have the Ā£300 anyway. i hope to christ they refund my card i'm a fucking idiot
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they should invent a body that does what you want
#ankles hurt indescribably bad when i run#no idea why! could be like 8 different things! so i have no idea how to fix it!#its things like this that are just. so fucking disheartening and exhausting about the whole fitness thing#like the conversation starts and ends with 'just do it'#and when i try to 'just do it' i cant fucking do it!!!#i push 1% past anything that is easy and natural and instantly get hit with disabling pain#wish i had a body that worked correctly#im sure its fucked up because of something i did so i really shouldnt complain because its my fault#just wish it didnt hurt so bad all the time
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Maybe I'm just old but I don't think all this education without practical knowledge is good for the kiddos.
One of my coworkers (24) got her masters degree in some complicated ass animal science subject. She complains at this job constantly about things we "shouldn't have to be doing" and how she gets paid more at the grocery store (because she's been working there part time while she was in school and has tenure). Meanwhile, has no other job experience. None.
I think we all deserve raises, don't get me wrong. But lol, lmfao even. I was a vet tech for over 5 years. Dude I picked up dog poop, held while blood was drawn, sat around while they were drooling on aesthetic and helped them wake up after surgery.
These girls complain about having to be the one to load blood samples.
Our job is 75% sitting around waiting for samples and then one person loads them on one of the machines while the other two put the done samples away and pack supplies for the clinics. Like that's it. If you condensed all the work without waiting around, we do work for like 4 hours total. The hardest part by far is loading the samples on the instrument, and it's just tedious not difficult at all.
And they complain. God they complain all the time.
What are they telling you your job is gonna be, girlie? What do you think that masters got you if you have to take jobs for people with Batchelors?
Education is a scam for so many people dude. Just sit down, read the book, get the diploma. No actual growing or learning.
#we rotate the machine loading job#i LOVE when I'm on the machine cause there's finally enough work to be done that I'm not sitting around the WHOLE time.#i get paid 19/hr to do this.#there's hotel maids getting paid 16 to clean up after all the stupid sxsw techbros rn. and y'all are complaining about YOUR shit job?#we have music in our ears all the time we watch shows I play tetris on my computer like#do y'all know what it feels like to be on your feet for 8 hours running around like a crazy person?#maybe you shouldn't HAVE to#but it would be cool if they didn't complain about every little thing
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This Willy wonka nightmare pop up thing in Glasgow is giving me all the flashbacks to my time working in a toys r us nightmare pop up that was also terrible and badly done and I love/hate that this is apparently a universal experience that some of us have now lmfao
#I came up with all this jargon and a whole script for how to run our fake train to toyland#it was a room with TVs dressed as windows and I had to co NBC once all these kids it was actually a train and they were actually moving it#and I succeeded man I was so good I did not get paid enough lmao none of us got paid enough#grown ups would steal the candy from the kids everything was always broken people would abandon their kids inside and complain when we call#d the cops everyoneās son was named Brayden or denim one man encouraged his kid to lick everything#to build up immunity to germs we wore these jumpsuits that were apparently the exact colors of the ones at Jolietās prison it was. somethin
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man so far the only good womens button up shirts ive been able to find are like.....
cowboy shirts
and its not that thats bad its just not really My Style.
i also think it makes it seem like i eat pussy waaaaaaay better than i do
#i feel like these shirts are qorn by a lot of middle aged butch lesbians who actually run a farm#and like#idk if i can live up to that#i am a#bisexual farm hand at best#bisexual city slicker book learner who WILL do the farm work but#IS going to complain the whole time#im meant to be more of like#a butch farmers housewife who cooks all the meals and cleans house and feeds the animals#or like#the drifter with one set of clothes who offers work in exchange for sleeping in the barn and some food#ppp
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