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you are free now. freer than you've ever been.
it's scary, huh?
you can drink, you can swear, you can be gay if you want.
you can find out being gay isn't really your fit, but you were free to try.
or maybe it is, and now you can kiss anyone.
you can try on clothes they never let you before.
you can be angry, you can carry a knife.
you can be loud, you can carry flowers.
you can be mean. you can be kind. you can deny god and all He was.
you can spend a quiet evening at home, you can have sex.
you can love yourself and hate yourself and do anything.
you don't have to give a single shit about "family values."
you can be anything.
you are free.
you are freer than you've ever been.
freer than they ever wanted you to be.
[ID: A animation of Mickey Mouse staring forward above the camera with a cloudy blue sky in the background, the lines moving slightly as the sun reflects off his pupils. His expression is awed and maybe a little frightened. He has white shorts and a black and white tall cap. End ID.] courtesy of @describe-things
#mickey mouse#public domain#steamboat willie#i was drawing a silly little animatic and the next thing i knew#i was comparing the release of mickey from his prison to my own from the church#and how both the church and d*sney are similar in so many ways#and how he's now as free as i am. and we are free to be friends now#it's not that deep TO YOU. to me it is.
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besties who slay together stay together..? ❤️
#my art#oc art#digital art#my oc#artists on tumblr#illustration#yuki akahoshi#invincible#invincible oc#conquest#conquest x oc#invincible conquest#sorry gang im going full cringe idc. two long lived people that dont have social lives bc people are scared of them#they get to be friends<3 yippee. she might give him a little kiss. who's to say. whistles innocently#tw blood#these fuckass viltrumites and their big muscles.. bro i am struggling over here. drawing buff men isnt something im used to#look at how crazy he looks compared to yukis smaller build lmfao
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If I had a nickel for every time the idea of shooting out one giant sperm has been proposed on a Dropout show this year, I would have two nickels, which isn't a lot, but it's REALLY FUCKING WEIRD that it's happened twice.
#dimension 20#smartypants#gilear faeth#adventuring party#fantasy high#paul robalino#dropout#my posts#i thought all pulp no juice was the most cursed thing that could happen on dropout#but that was before i could even imagine the spworm discourse 😭🤣🤣#oh man i cried laughing at paul's presentation#get him in front of the camera more often!!!!#“not to brag but i am gay”#“what don't you get?? it would feel good!!”#“you can compare with friends! :D”#🤣🤣🤣#all pulp no juice#i have to know if whomever makes the dropout release schedule saw that this was the ap airing and thought#“wait a minute... we have the perfect smartypants episode to air shortly after” or if it was just a coincidence
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Genuinely how do u make new friends as an adult
#i did not go to college so i feel very lonely compared to friends i have my age that did go to college#also like i started my 20s during covid lockdown so . yeah.#i know the basic answer is leave the house and talk to people but i am so bad at that lol
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Wait guys hear me out
Autistic Horace
Rigid rules and a strong sense of personal justice are like the character traits he was given in book 3 and 4! They're also really common traits of autism!
He also takes things fairly literally and is often seen not understanding jokes
And honestly? His behavior in the ward very closely matches how my autistic brother behaves when overwhelmed. And that scene where he tried to attack Tug out of anger from being left out also reminds me of when my brother "explodes" in similar situations. Because issues controlling anger can also be an autistic trait (according to my brother's last therapist, at least).
Halt is very autistic coded, yes, but why have I not seen autistic Horace headcanons? Basically every single character trait he has aligns with autism symptoms!!
#rambles#rangers apprentice#ranger's apprentice#horace altman#btw I am mostly comparing to what I know from listening to autistic people in my life#my brother; my mother; my best friend since first grade; every friend I've had after that; etc#so while I feel fairly confident I didn't get anything wrong in here I am also speaking from an outsider perspective#so. sorry if I got things wrong
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accidentally spent the whole day doodling them…spring break baybeeeee
#live a live#live a live spoilers#I’ve been leaning more stylized lately…hope it doesn’t look weird haha#i somehow only just realized that the holy dungeon art is actually different artists?#but I’m still thoroughly amused by how babyface oersted/odio is compared to strei#like. it’s rough being mistaken for a teen in your 20s (massive personal experience with this)#but when he’s like. immortal and seemingly Thousands of years old?? hellish#so obviously im incorporating this into my worldview#‘OH FOOLISH CHILD…’ ‘what do you mean child. aren’t you like 18’ ‘I AM AS OLD AS TIME ITSELF. DIE’#also my first time posting strei. I think im p happy with how he turned out :]#always drawing them with matching covers-one-eye bangs. two best friends who can’t fucking see <3#megalomania monday#it’s monday. you understand
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Homura Hc’s (or a mini appreciation post tbh)
Homura is one of those characters we see only a handful a times. I think we see her maybe three times in the show, and a couple times in the merch. Mostly Hesokuri wars.
But despite the fact that she has about two speaking roles in between three seasons and a movie, the writers try to keep her personality in tact and I like that they do that.
Most of this comes from Jyushimatsu Dolphin (season 3 Ep. 8). Where Homura sticks her neck out to help Jyushimatsu follow his dream of being a dolphin.
We don’t know exactly how cannon these skits are, but certain characters are chosen for a reason and I think we can take away a lot from some of Homura’s decisions and actions.
Like the fact that she even agrees to help Jyushimatsu at all despite not knowing him (in this skit at least). She tells us directly that it was because she was moved by his passion, but staking your job on something as flaky as passion would be- what some people call- a dumb risk.


Despite being the only one in his corner, Homura gives her all into training him. In her first appearance in season one, Todomatsu call her “Weird” And I think this skit goes into depth about how weird she actually is. Homura hardcore trains him in the ways of being a dolphin that she is familiar with, even if that means nearly drowning him.
This girl that we met in season one, who we knew as soft and sad, is in fact a weirdo.


Like just look at how everyone reacts to her! Go off queen!
I really like how this skit gets rid of any assumptions about Homura’s character. From her first appearance alone you would think maybe she’s weak willed or fragile- but she really puts her all into the things she cares about and doesn’t let anyone slow her down.
Homura doesn’t even call it out or try to explain herself, it’s just how she is and I love that for her.
We also see pretty consistently how she handles conflict, or failing.
In season 1 she calls off ever seeing Jyushimatsu again because she has to go home, and you can tell it hurts her to just outright reject him like the that.

The fact that we possibly know her background also adds context to her decision.

It’s possible she just wants to get away from that industry and the people, maybe too many people know her from the porn dvds and she just needed a fresh start somewhere else. Maybe she felt like she was lying to Jyushimatsu because she couldn’t tell him all she’d done- who knows?
There’s a lot of ways you can look at it but I think most of all, the skit in season 2 could reshape how we looked at her reaction to conflict in season 1.
When faced with failure, Homura gives up.


She gave it her all, and it still didn’t happen. Homura is grounded in reality to an extent. While the Matsuno’s live by their own rules and do whatever they want- it feels like Homura found a way to work within the rules. To try everything she can, but not to exhaust herself with something that’s not baring fruits.
She doesn’t seem disappointed that Jyushimatsu will keep trying, she’s angry. Homura yells at him and calls him a block head because he’s being stubborn- but why try so hard to get him to give up when it’s his dream? Why does she want him to quit? He will continue with it without her so why?
There’s a possibly that she doesn’t want to see him hurt. Like season 1, Homura distances herself from Jyushimatsu specifically after he confesses.

We can assume it’s because she would be in a whole other city, and with the past attached to her, she didn’t want to hold him back. Either that, or she didn’t want to face rejection if things didn’t end up working out.
But I also think it’s important to note that Homura was moments away from ending her own life. In the end, she chooses to take herself to a familiar place rather than to attempt again- showing signs of gaining some perspective or some motivation to keep going.
My main take away from Homura as a character, and outside of her potential relationship with Jyushimatsu, is that Homura is a character ground in reality who is a little silly.
Homura takes things seriously, no matter how goofy they are (like wanting to be a dolphin- like an actual dolphin), but she also likes to laugh and have fun like everyone else.
Homura knows not to spend time on something that possibly won’t work out, and this could be because she’s been beaten down before and knows the prolonged pain of hope. She also has a past we know nothing about that could’ve shaped the person she is today.
Homura is a silly weird girl, but unfortunately life got to her first. That doesn’t stop her from being weird and silly though.
#osomatsu san#ososan#osomatsu san analysis#fandom#homura ososan#Jyushimatsu mention#Talking abt Jyushimatsu and Homura as a couple is its own thing#but I don’t see too many ppl talk about Homura on her own#like I’ve seen it but I don’t see ENOUGH of it#not that I’m judging we have maybe one episode where she speaks full lines of dialogue#and it’s a skit so there’s barely anything to work with#Even if I am kind of making a mountain out of a molehill I still like the consistency in some of her actions#like Homura is a realist but she’s also fun and weird and I love that for her#I think especially because the main boys all live in their own bubble#compared to the rest of the cast who-while cartoony and silly-are also grounded in reality#EX. How Totoko is aggressive and cute while also trying to build an idol career#this is also my way of summoning Homura into season four BRING HER BACK YOU COWARDS#Shes in the games I know y’all have her#Omg guys please don’t share your Homura hc stooop nooo that would ruin my daaay#*Bats my pretty long lashes*#okay I’ll go first- her only friends growing up were farm animals
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I’m happy for the little life I built for myself
#there’s a lot of ways to go#i am nowhere NEAR the dream life I really want to attain#or the dream person I want to be#but high school me#hell even freshman in college me#would GAWK at the life I have so deliberately made happen.#the solid network of friends I have#the confidence I’m slowly but surely growing into#the discipline I’m harvesting bit by bit. i do not claim perfection but I am 100% improving#I’m just happy idk! i don’t compare myself at all now bc I know I’m on the right track#especially compared to where I was like 5 years ago. such a different mind state from now#and no one can take that away from me#there’s a lot more to go. a lot more. but I thought I’d pause and be intentionally grateful for what has been accomplished#bc it actually puts things into perspective to look at the past rather than just look to the present. it creates contentment#i get so caught up being hard on myself for not accomplishing certain things yet#that I forget I pulled myself out of such a deep rut by the skin of my teeth#and that’s important to keep in mind even as you progress to your goals#anyway <333 happy content in my own lane etc etc#p
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Made a comparison and took massive psychic damage from four year old trauma in a different game.
Final Fantasy XV quote x Honkai Star rail
#Honkai Star Rail#Luocha#Luocha hsr#Ardyn Izunia#Ffxv#Tagging FFxv more for my friends who have it blacklisted for spoilers xD#isa's fanart#insertsomthinawesome#September2023#I was telling my friends he gave me Ardyn Vibes and this was the result#HAHAHAHA THE ENERGY IS LIKE. SO SO BAD.... COMPARING HIM TO ARDYN MAKES ME TERRIFIED IN A VERY GOOD WAY#And ya know. We have good reasons to be worried so Its not even like its unwarranted Ovo;;;#I would love to clean this up and make it more terrifying later but for now. Have seemingly benign man who is terrifying me personally with#this energy HAHAHAHA#WHY IS HE SO SHADY!!!#I SAY THAT AS A RHETORICAL QUESTION!!!#One of my friends finds him endearing so I was completely mislead to how shady he comes off#And I am delighted HAHAHAHA
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oops why havent i posted in over a month sorry gang
i started college <\3
here are doodles of my ocs for a fandom i’ve never been in with a source material i’ve never played or watched ! mainly cerise. i love cerise. purple haired guy belongs to my awesome buddy max & the guy with the hot dog shirt belongs to my equally awesome pal syd!! :)
#derpys ocs#fanganronpa#danganronpa oc#original character#oc#clown oc#clowncore#oc art#im not beating the not into danganronpa allegations at all#IM JUST HERE FOR THE ZIPLINE!! (oc rp server)#IM HERE FOR MY FRIENDS! AND MY LOVE FOR OC WRITING!#/lh im being silly#i am fr in these servers so confused on occasion tho#me asking what a motive is and what blackened means…#this is just saw 2 but not. I can only compare these to saw.#ok i need to shut up
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Hot take, but I think MK is only focused on the city/innocent people mainly because of how it contributes to his vision of a "hero". Like yeah, obviously he cares, but he's so much more focused on his own life and his own friends rather than the greater good (which, valid). Like I think of instances like the end of 2x03, where they distinctly don't help clean up after Pigsy's ping-pong relapse, and the fact that we've only seen MK helping strangers TWICE in the whole show (2x05, where he attempts to stop spider queen by aiding who he thinks is an innocent girl, and those old ladies in 4x01, partly a result of his guilt over LBD), and it's just like. My mans is not his own definition of a hero ("We help people! I mean I- I help people!").
In AHIB MK steals a civilian's hover bike, and he didn't give it back (we see it show up again in 1x09). In 1x01 it's "What about my friends? The city? They're all counting on me!", with his friends notably first. In 4x02 Azure highlights "It's too late to save them! We can't risk unleashing the curse into the world!" to which MK replies "You don't know, we'd risk it for sure!". MK has already chosen his friends over the world. He'll do it again. I think of the end of s3 and his words: "The perfect world is what you make it—so as long as I have my friends by my side, this world! Is! Perfect!".
MK has spent the first 4 seasons of this show maintaining the status quo. Unlike the Lady Bone Demon and Azure, who try to bring about real change, MK is reactionary. He has to be pushed into taking action or solving problems. He's fixing what other people break rather than taking a stand himself. MK doesn't embody a typical selfless hero—which, tbh he doesn't need to, it's why I find him so interesting. He's so obsessed with being the hero and being a "good guy" that he's almost missed the trees for the forest.
Like, MK's defining moment as a "hero" who helps others (set up in 2x07) is saving Mei in 3x10. Saving his best friend. The only reason he had the determination to reach out to Mei at all was because she was so close to him. We see something similar to samadhi fire Mei play out in 4x14 with Jade Emperor Azure, and MK doesn't save him. MK let's Wukong stop him from reaching out to Azure. Azure dies.
I love this guy
#This is why I dislike when people compare MK to Steven (Universe)#Like there are similarities. Of course there are. BUT THEY ARE AT THEIR CORE NOT THE SAME#STEVEN WOULD HAVE SAVED AZURE. MK DIDN'T.#Anyways be prepared for lmk post spam I am biting my teeth rn#AND LOOK. LOOK. IT'S NOT THAT MK'S NOT A GOOD KID OR THAT HE DOESN'T HELP ANYONE#HE'S JUST WAY MORE FOCUSED ON HIS OWN LIFE AND HIS OWN FRIENDS AND HIS OWN GOALS#In general MK gets very tunnel visioned. He's short sighted. His main goal is to help his friends which usually also helps the world#HE'S GIVING PERCY JACKSON OKAY#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk MK#lmk analysis#imp tag
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i had a dream that chappel roan was quizzing me on zelda trivia and halfway through trying to convince her that i know who ganondorf is she got arrested for planting a bomb in a trash can
#im glad not all of my dreams are ‘you want your idiot best friend of six years to realize that he needs mental help and try to get better’#i dont know what this one means………. a temporary feeling of inadequacy followed by the sudden knowledge that i am leagues more#together in the long run than those i compare myself to
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I support girls but NAH THIS IS REACHING “if you look carefully LIKE REALLY CAREFULLY 🤓☝️”
#the same people who would shriek like the witch of the north melting her skin off if I tell you haikaveh / kavetham isn’t implied because#if you actually look into our culture they’re being normal and not everyone having rivalry and caring about each other means they’re 💅#in fact Arabs are some of the worlds most hospitable people alhaitham letting kaveh live with him#is the most Arab thing I’ve ever seen#heck if kaveh was a stranger it wouldn’t be unusual for an Arab to let him in their house ☠️#goddamn#“if you look in the internet you can see how they’re implied!🤓☝️”#maybe if you had any respect for my culture or any desire to be educated when I’m handing this to you for free you wouldn’t be your mistake#your mums greatest mistake 🤗🤗🤗*#dora daily#if only ppl dedicated this level of detail to actual culture compared to pulling out their microscope at level 100x magnification lens to#observe robins spots under her eyes the world would be a better place 🙀#let me tell you btw this whole I hate you meh meh meh ( I’m so in love with you ) trope is the most whitest booktok millennial plant growing#basement dweller nonesense I have ever heard in my life don’t do that to my pookies ☹️#( the pookies in fact were 11 and 9 years older than her respectively )#guys my dad is the straightest man alive ( oh the trauma lowkey wish he wasn’t ) and he legit was putting his hand on his best friends lap#LMAOOO even I as a very logical person was like bro this is so zesty rn I am SO uncomfortable#anyways live laugh love boothill x Baizhu they’re the most canon things I’ve ever seen in my life#<- this is a joke btw it’s an ironic ship I saw on tiktok ☠️
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Subtitles below the keep reading:
Hey you, shut your mouth and look at my paw! DON'T FORGET!! [Incomprehensible sped up gibberish] This... Journey... Money... Loads of coins. [Incomprehensible sped up gibberish] What-about-her? What-about-her? ... What-about-her? 'She still like me? [Quiet but mostly incomprehensible gibberish about subtitles] O P S O P N O-1 1. Here's the spell: Love the mermaid, for sure! The mermaid is HAPPY! Okay! It's pretty normal for a fish, right? Guuuyyyssss, beeeee caaarefuuulll wiiiiith theeee GIIIIIRRRRLSSS!!! [Incomprehensible] Oh! Silly! Oh yes! Lamb chop boy! [Incomprehensible] [Very quietly, while white noise is playing over it] Goood eevening, aand weeelcome too the shoooowww... [In the background] Ohhh, mooney!
#video#elevenlabs#i generated three versions of this video and basically spliced together the best parts from each one into one thing#and also toned down the flashing of the red and white pound signs to be a lot slower#i'm honestly surprised how well everything spliced together. i was expecting it to be even a little bit noticeable but. nope apparently not#i did a few generations of meet the spy's intro and tried to splice together the best bits but theres just so much happening with the audio#there's a lot of funny portions of that audio. maybe i'll try again at it and see if i cant get the parts i like in one thing#truthfully i also don't know how much folks'll like these. as in compared to around the time the infomaniac stuff was made#so i'm not sure how much of these i'll be putting together and uploading. mostly just been fucking around and showing my friends#i'm mostly just intrigued to hear what the ai tries to say with some of these generations#since it's just trying to translate from one language to another#in this case. providing videos in english. and setting the translation from russian to english.#which seems to be the best thing so far (that i've tried) that causes more of the words being said to be off-script#like it'll usually most be like whats originally being said mostly but other times it's completely different from the source#i think this dub shows it best. between ''hey you. shut your mouth and look at my paw!'' and ''love the mermaid. the mermaid is happy!!''#i am also officially out of characters to generate more so i won't really be doing more than what i've already done for a while#i wanted to try and give it a video that plays backwards. flip that. then let it dub over it forwards.#but i'd have to wait until i get the character limit reset
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TW. Vent
(basically me talking about how my relationship with my sister is)
me and my sister have always had what I would consider a forced relationship but sometimes it actually works and flows on it’s own despite the fact that we have practically nothing in common and we are polar opposites and it’s really saddening to think about
anyway my sister and I actually texted back and forth today about snow bc our area got a few inches and she was asking about how bad things are at my moms because we live on a 13% incline on a backroad in a small town so I sent a couple of pictures told her about shoveling the driveway earlier and asked how things were at our dad’s house where she is staying for winter break until her second semester starts in a few weeks (she’s a freshman in college)
and it hit me how even if we have our moments where conversations are easy and we don’t really fight we still fall into the pattern of older mature perfect sister and problematic childish little sister who can’t seem to be able to even compare to her.
Still we mirror each other relentlessly if I do something wrong at my moms I’m ‘just like my sister’ if I dare defend her when they wrongfully comment about her calling her selfish or ignorant for not wanting to deal with them after they literally said the equivalent to hoping she was severely injured at the least ‘I am taking lessons from her’ or ‘being corrupted’ and it’s exhausting
@local-lover-boy
#Can we tell that I have spent my whole life being compared to her and not once has it been in a good way#And I spent years trying to relate to her to no avail#Think the final nail in the coffin was when our cousin who has never struggled to interact and be friends with her#She asked if I could not be included in a family event despite the rest of my family going because I ‘wasn’t normal enough’#And I guess that made it click that me and my older sister are two different genres#she’s a cliche cheerleader Barbie falls for a jock and they get married in a church and grow old together#And I’m just a queer kid struggles with faith despite growing up in it and doesn’t believe a relationship can actually work out for good#Two very different books#Another thing that gave this realization was when we were out with a friend from church and she mentioned she had never doubted her faith#And I have never not struggled to believe it’s been a constant uphill battle trying to get myself to believe and not question the religion#I ended up crying for half an hour straight after that when we got to our next stop#Because I have fought so hard to be nowhere close to her and when I am actually similar to her it’s not even in the good ways#It’s her few flaws that I have in common with her#It’s the things that could make people dislike her that we share#Btw I’m autistic adhd so I have spent my whole life being ‘not normal enough’
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I don't know about others, but I personally love out of character and historically inaccurate rpf. One of my favorite fics made one of the senators transmasc.
and that sounds really cool !! what i'm more worried about is more like. in any setting, whether historically accurate to a t or. an au or whatever, getting the character of someone right . especially with figures who already have an established 'voice' with surviving texts / two thousand years worth of scholarship + study surrounding them, i'm scared i won't be able to capture their voice / person / (re)actions to any situation i might put them in with a mostly recognisable degree of accuracy while also respecting the history + context if that makes sense ?
#like . aus+inaccuracy in That way's fine . take (heavy sigh) attis for example - historically inaccurate of course.#BUT! it has recognisable / Good characterisation (for the most part)#i am Verynew to ancient rome compared to a lot of people im friends with . interest has been like a year and a half so far#so . worried my interpretation of a figure would not be accurate to someone who actually knows what theyre talking about#sorry. rambling#asks
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